Erin's gender transition, 2009-2011

[StellaBlueSF]

May I ask how old you were when you started your transition?

[seriouscrawler]

@StellaBlueSF I was 29, I was often seen as much older, not sure why.

thanks

[becauseofreasons12]

you are a beautiful, brave woman (: i applaud you and your courage. by the way, i love your hair curly! super cute.

[TheSabathine]

you look great! the best thing is how happy you look now :)

[shaq413]

Fag

[WiaAleDreamer]

Wow.. I just wanna say tha you are pretty. (: I think you are so freacking pretty, and I just want you to know that. :D

[NightFoxDancer]

Hi! I'm 19 and transgender myself, I just wanted to say that you are really pretty and hope you go on to have a great life, I think that's what all Trans people deserve after having been trapped in the wrong body, this video gave me so much inspiration and shows that MtF trans people can look beautiful just like you. :) x

[abhorentsoul1]

Aww Youre too pretty!! Really! ^_^

[TheBezaye]

here are some tips:

-grow your hair out longer

-don't ever draw your eyebrows on or get them waxed too thin and yes they are too thin

[seriouscrawler]

@TheBezaye Hi, My line of work makes having long hair almost impossable, though my hair at this point is below my shoulders, it will not get any longer. I actually like my brows being thin and no, I don't draw them on. Thanks, Erin~

[TheBezaye]

@TheBezaye okay...but the ultra thin eyebrows make you look drag queen-esque, just giving you some advice.

[SkittleStorm]

You're really pretty, and also incredibly brave and strong. Congratulations for not being afraid to be who you truly are. :)

[Dennis060796]

she is pretty haha and im 15!

[seriouscrawler]

@Dennis060796 what does this mean?

[Dennis060796]

@seriouscrawler : i really dont know haha shows that any age of a human being can see how beautiful she is now and everyone should realize changing genders is a beautiful thing for every single person who does it

[Zephiru]

@seriouscrawler the part about pretty is correct!

its incredible that you found the courage for HRT, i myself have a long road ahead of me before i can start HRT.. everyone with gender identity disorder mostly have tough lives not being sure how to adapt..

i wish you luck with everything! and i admire your courage, you cheered me up and made me realise life isn't over even if its hard to adapt to school and society.. .. life isnt a straight line.. which is good!

[Jessaymae]

Most people are too afraid to ever change anything in their lives, congrats on being a beautiful woman and for being brave enough to become your true self :)

[Findingmiss]

This is my belief sorry to all those who disagree. I hope to transition as well as you. Congrats on your difficult choices.

[Findingmiss]

I think u are very pretty. Your transition seems to have gone very well. I am mtf on hrt for 2 months now. For all those with ugly comments: I think since we don't associate with gender we were born, we have problems looking male since we never felt male.

[HeyItsLight]

Sorry-- i know this is off-topic, but can someone tell me the song? I really like it(:

[ardee1978]

What have you done???

[DanzaKuduroDesi]

Aww good for u hun

[kennadiesmith]

that was good to see I am getting ready to start in 2 weeks and you are right this is one of the hardest and for some the most difficult choices you will ever do, congrats on your transition you look amazing and very happy

[Girl0Interrupted0]

Wow you're so pretty. I can't imagine how incredibly challenging it must be to transition... I admire your courage!

[seriouscrawler]

@Girl0Interrupted0 Thanks dear, I always like to hear that from other people, makes me feel as if i just may be pretty! Erin~

[WrathOfHanha]

i am amazed at your bravery and confidence and conviction to make the decision you did and that you followed through with it even though it was tough =] i am not transgendered myself, but it's people like you who help me build my own confidence whenever i question my worth or my sexual orientation (which i was finally able to put something of a name tag on). thank you for sharing your story with us!

[loverboi018]

i love your video it is very inspiring i'm trying to work up the courage to begin transition myself but i'm so scared its videos like yours that make me think there is hope that one day i can do this

[joelhawes]

You are sooooo pretty!!

[abinkleysf]

Oh, and I live in San Francisco, and I think I clock most of the T girls in the hood here just because it is so common to see girls mid-transform. That dude in iowa or wherever THINKS he'd clock you, but it's the dumb rednecks like him that don't figure it out until they get to the bedroom with you ;-)

[seriouscrawler]

@abinkleysf Ya, that would be funny, though be ready to fight if nec.

[abinkleysf]

I'm not sure that guy who posted the nasty comment about why you would choose transition would "get it" any better if he were gay. Many people have issues with the "T" in GLBT, and many T's don't feel like us G's are inclusive enough. I feel a bit betrayed by MTFs who used to be "showgirls" but once they have bottom surgery, they don't want to be too closely associated with us anymore as it might make "stealth" much harder. So, even as a G part of the GLBT group, even I don't always get it

[seriouscrawler]

@abinkleysf You are right in your observation, t's feel disconnected and G's feel alienated when that does happen. I embrace all folk, no matter how you identify. Where I live, being mid transition is simply not acceptable and becomes tough to live. I had to play the either / or to make it without much stares. For the past 9 months I have been full time, I have been a restroom with literally 20 other women and NO ONE looked at me twice with no make up... how is that for passing! E~

[MrDroopdog1]

you look better female than male

[KamilWow]

@MrDroopdog1 if he had taken better care of himself as a man he would look better as a man. He obviously didn't invest much into cosmetics, plus he got that awful short hair.

[223jonathan]

Why would you ruin yourself im not gay or anything I'm straight but why would you turn into this when you looked more handsome and prettier when you were a man and wouldn't be made fun off!! cause believe me that people say oh look at that women oh wait it's a guy!!!!

[seriouscrawler]

@223jonathan First, it is not about looks, it is about how you feel inside, if you were part of the lgbt community, you would understand better. In video, people often look better or worse than they are in real life, I pass very well, I have almost never been clocked and have used the female restroom for almost a year now. When people USED to occasionally look at me weird, i would either ignore them or give them a really goofy or effed up grin!

[mysticangel17]

Hey, I'm working on a transition video with this same song! imagine that. stay tuned!

[TiffanyMarie105]

Thanks for sharing, I love the transition videos you girls post.

Very inspiring! Trying to work up the courage myself as it's basically either get there eventually or cease to exist, as I've got no desire to carry on as a male.

[DeeDylana]

Great pix. Glad I came across your post. It is inspiring to see what others have accomplished and gives me hope that I will be there too some day soon. 6 months hrt, and working on electro and growing out my hair now. What a process huh? Maybe I'll get the guts to post my own one of these days :o)

[sumthingangels]

I was wondering how many months it took fore your face to naturaly change to look femail more feminine fully with out mak up just wondering so I know how long it might kake for me. And you look leely good

[seriouscrawler]

@sumthingangels Most cases about 1.5 years on average, I went through my transition kinda slow (intentionally) and waited an entire year into transition to start hair removal, now I am kinda kicking myself for that but hay! I would tell people to plan on at least 1 year of hair removal and hormones to be able to go out in public as a woman and be confident with yourself. Thanks gor the comment. Erin~

[sumthingangels]

@seriouscrawler my face is changing but slow and beutifuly it looks more femimine depinding on how I do my hair and I have been geting laiser hair removil sence September 22, 2009 and started HRT november 20, 2010 and it helped me alought to get it dun befor HRT but their is still sum left veary little now just tuch up work is all.

[seriouscrawler]

@fcbarca1899 You are entitled to your opinions and so am I. If god does not make mistakes than why are people born with both sets of reproductive organs, or why are people born xxy? Unless you are the redeemer him self, you have no business judging another human being. Thanks for the post.E~

[RealityOrNightmare]

Hey, i hope your transition continues to go well for you. You look good and happy! :-) x

[transviky]

beatuful, incredible. i love your video amazing omg perfec

[wmw1993]

WOW Erin you have made awesome progress in your transition.

Best wishes Charlotte

[IChoseTheRedPill]

you're awesome... thanks for sharing... peaCe2U

[Garr1984]

You look much better as a girl than as a guy, and absolutely beautiful at 1:56