With Esther

[TechnoPenguin123]

Esther will always be beautiful <3

[RobotKing27]

Esther, TYFBA: Thank You For Being Awesome

[zuzupetals3]

Oh my god. 

[harrypotterite]

Give thanks for the existance of wonderful boy wizards...in your pants.

[RaawrItsAmyy]

Esther has the coolest hair ever, sorry John Green but it's true.

[mthsbandrocks]

RIA Esther.

[jessd9293]

(said the creeper)

[Emealio]

esther is beautiful <3

[iRiNa2112]

Esther's beautiful. Especially her eyes.

Rest in Awesome, Esther.

[timothytia]

watching this after reading "The Fault in our Star is Amazing"

i know Hazel isn't Ester I but you can't help but see the similarities.

[stude444]

Esther. It must be said, has a brilliant puff.

[LMNOP1214]

I've dated my first vlogbrothers video to be between April 1, 2010, and June 10, 2010. And although this video doesn't fit the time frame, I'm going to say that this was my first vlogbrothers video. It's definitely one of the first I remember watching, although I didn't really understand much of what was going on. DFTBA, and RIA, Esther.

[AnoukvdS]

I just found Esther's Tumblr.

[thenameofsanity]

This video always makes me sad. But sad in a good way. Like, this amazing human is gone now, but she accomplished more than I can ever hope to.

[ConfusedShipper123]

RIA, Esther.

[SoBeIt1454]

I almost started crying when I saw that you dedicated TFiOS to Esther <3

[callitambrosia]

@SoBeIt1454 I got chills when I turned the page & saw that.

[Lasergurka]

I must say...Esther is like nerdfigtheria's saint ^^

[KatieWentKaboom]

RIA Esther <3

[chidori3sasuke5]

RIA, Esther. I now imagine Hazel in her image. I hadn't seen this video before TFiOS came out, now that I have read it and I came across this video, I can't imagine Hazel looking any other way.

[chocolateheaven882]

R.I.A Esther

[plushalligator]

RIA esther

[TheHannaFactor]

R. I. A., Esther.

[JayAreMe]

27 people don't understand how wonderful of a person Ester was and still is.

[pbjellybeanful]

fair bit of puff.

[pbjellybeanful]

"That's very...cute." awww Esther. RIA

[HeadInTheClouds1178]

I never even knew about Esther until a year after she died, but this makes me so, so sad. RIA Esther

[Thelizzardcat]

Is the fault in our stars a kind of a tribute to Esther? I hope so.

[pbjellybeanful]

@Thelizzardcat yeah, it's dedicated to her.

[pheonixsong97]

Rest in Awesome Esther.

[OwlCityFan26]

:,( RIP Esther!

[xemmiexbearx]

RIA Ester <3 i wear your bracelet everyday <3

[SmartGirl134579]

It makes me almost cry to think that the beautiful, wonderful young woman in this video is no longer with us. :'( I can't believe that this video has 27 dislikes; those 27 people are heartless bastards. :( RIA Esther.

[masterjoeykancho]

*Esther

[masterjoeykancho]

RIA Ethster.

[24Pianist]

RIA, Ester; you inspiration of a girl.

[YouveBeenLaurified]

Esther has beautiful eyes :)

[Bobthenerdfighter]

Does anyone else feel sad watching this after.... Well you know what I mean

[RawritsRIA]

@TheHyperTheory yeah. german books are usually huge.. cause German sentences are never small.

[SeahorseyPrincess]

RIA Esther <3

[weepingangelsoutside]

RIA Esther. This star won't go out. <3

[plantlife1212]

nerdfighters never die they just help increas awsome in the great beyond

[pbjellybeanful]

RIA esther. all of nerdfighteria loves you!

[AmeliaPond1223]

R.I.A Esther You'll always be our CrazyCrayon, Cookie4Monster4, Nerdfighter Friend :D

[TheHyperTheory]

Holy crap! The German version of Paper Towns is HUGE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[WildMossnose]

@nazmul88able I can not beleive that you said that on a video like this. It's disgraceful.

[Hannah6412]

I just realized.. Esther never really did die, did she? Sure, in the literal sense, but to this day we are still celebrating her birthday.

[Shellewell]

@Hannah6412 Her star hasn't gone out.

[williusethis]

@Hannah6412 I wanted to like this, and then I realized it had 364 likes, which is the number of days in a year, so I didn't. BUT. 2012 is a leap year. So I want that noted for the next person who likes it.

[sugarpuff194]

ester looks like madam hooch

[vanillaweirdo]

Hi Esther. Thanks for being awesome. <3

[666FLiP666]

This made me cry. ijs.

[Jakzerstoren]

is it too early to ask "did she died" ?... cancer's a bitch guys...

[NickolaiVolkov]

@Jakzerstoren /watch?v=Mj96HM9kDTQ&NR=1

[Jakzerstoren]

@NickolaiVolkov yeah i watched it, and yeah its sad when people die from cancer, someone in my family recently died from it, i just think its quite ridiculous to sop about it on youtube... i am the type who cries the day i see the dead body in the hospital, and when im carrying the casket out of the church, after that its over for me.. i hope you understand...

[4lifeNerdfighter]

I'm sorry for upsetting the Esther theme. But i must point out that the "volleyball" thrown around is in fact a soccer ball. FAIL John.

[FrenchthellamaDFTBA7]

RIA :( ...

[collectsnodust]

Esther Day: tell the the people you love what they mean to you <3

[delusionaldragon42]

Rest In Peaceful Awesome Esther. You're an inspiration. (:

[thefishtwo]

RIA Esther. How's the view from Awesome?

[TheZombieGirrrl]

Espresso must have some serious Sophistication if it can make you feel so while wearing a Pizza John shirt.

Luna and Dumbledore is is a good mix, although I'd be happy to be like Neville. I'm sorry I didn't know Esther while she was alive, but I'm glad she left a legacy of love and awesome.

[MarliFelinian]

Happy Esther Day. Rest in Awesome, I like that much better than RIP. RIA, Esther. I never met you but I know I would've loved you.

[forbidden2012x]

RIA, Esther :c

brb telling family I love them

[joomoo123]

Rest In Awesome, Esther Earl

You will always be remembered by Nerdfighters everywhere, especially on Esther Day.

DFTBA

[epicofthewin]

RIA, Ester... :'(

[JackShafferProject]

It's Esther day today. I love you all, nerdfighteria.

RIA, Esther Earl.

[alliekm57]

RIA esther

[tomsando44]

Happy Esther day nerdfighteria, I love you all! <3

[Twilighter62001]

Happy Esther Day, Nerdfighteria. I love you all :)

RIA Esther <3

[anonymousdeity]

Esther would have been 17 today. RIA. x

[Azami4117]

With bronze hair...

[BenGriffithsReviews]

@Azami4117 Is that a Day reference I spy?

[Azami4117]

@BenGriffithsReviews perhaps. . .

[ALLCAPSfan98726]

Everyone,If you have a pizza John shirt or don't then go buy one we should wear it on Esther Day.Who is with me on this?

[imapirate427]

Rest In Awesome Esther although you may not be here you will still be there in our hearts

[twihard398]

When I have a daughter I am going to name her Esther.

[ADDawning]

fair bit of puff!

[spidermanandsnape]

When John started talking about esther at the P4A this year he started crying, then I started crying. Esther, you are truely one with the awesome

[bellaluna423]

My name is Esther. I am proud :)

[pokemonmanic400]

i shivered at the thought of no nerdfighteria

[ataraxic89]

Its really sad to watch these in reverse.. I see her, I see them being happy with her, and loving friendships. And its hard to know shes already gone and all the hope is gone.. But not the joy, Not the awesome. I will join Esther in dying a Nerdfighter when my time comes, no matter if its tomorrow or in 50 years. I will not forget what this was.

[TheChristiti]

As soon as I saw this video on the day it was posted, I started 1000 cranes for her, and I was going to ask for her address to send them to her, but by the time I had them packed and strung,she has died. These cranes are hanging in my room from a cloud saying THIS STAR WON'T GO OUT.

RIA Esther!

[Parselmouthsfan109]

Hello John I stumbled upon your videos right after I discovered fiveawesomegirls and one of the reasons why you guys make me smile so much is because you guys make so much into so little time that you have you guys take time out of your life's to say things that others wouldn't really care about I never knew esther at all but I know Lauren fair-weather does when I met her she never made a person feel so close with life and fairness and that's how you guys and the nerdfighter community make me

[puppysfurme]

oh my god so you know how on your channel at the end of the video you can still see your face mostly at the end after the video is over? yeah well it was on that end screen and i didn't close the tab and then i was rocking out to a song and like using my pen as a mike and everything and then i looked up and creeper-john's creeper-eyes were staring at me and it was freaky but amazing at the same time... i love you john <3

[TheJenniferify]

Its through one of Esther's videos that I discovered the Vlogbrothers and Nerdfighteria and eventually John Greens novels, thank you Esther for spreading the awesome, R.I.A. <3

[eeveerocks1011]

-hears that she loves harry potter- Esther, I love you.

[Scinasari]

Rest in awesome, Esther. All of Nerdfighteria loves the bajeebers out of you. <3

[meggoftw]

One day world suck will end. And we will know Ester is shinning brighter then ever.

[TheWeaselette]

R.I.A. Esther! I'm so sorry we've never met.

[thehelpfullhint]

rip

[MegaBacktalk]

RIA Esther

[xlizzyLPfanx]

umm..about 6 foot 1, pretty nerdy, fair bit of puff :)

[nellie2581]

great video. RIP to Esther.

[wrockinmaddie]

ahhhhhh boston was amazing and you john green are amazing and esther is and forever will be amazing and i wish i could go back to that day and record every single bit of it so i could watch it whenever i wanted to

[CMiller1334]

Love how you're rollin with a bunch of chicks who are wearing your face on their shirts.

[sofaleaver1]

I just sobbed watching the video where John tells of Esther's death. I think it is truly awful that something like that could happen to someone so young, let alone to any person at all. The fact that I find this upsetting must mean nothing compared to the people who knew her and the impact she had on their lives. My deepest condolences go out to her family and friends, and may Esther live on in everyone's memories.

[RosieWRECKAGE]

This video got me really thinking.

I have a few friends who have had or still do have cancer and it's horrible.

It's made me realise everything will always come to a grim but un avoidable end. Days turn into night. Summer turns into winter and life as we know it will end.

But in a way I think death is a good thing before anyone takes this the wrong way let me explain,

It helps people to be motivated to do the things they want to do before they die and it helps you appreciate those moments.

[MsPurpleGirl23]

idk what to even comment...devastating

[dipu10]

Never heard of Esther before you talked about her, I'm sorry about her not being around anymore. She seemed like a nice girl.

Peace, and may she rest in peace.

[Centribo]

Rest in epic awesomeness.

[HeartAndSoulGirl]

RIA Esther.

[llDeaTHhIMseLFll]

R.I.A

[mainstdancer08]

R.I.P Esther

[lynzzzify]

rest in awesome esther

[whylie74]

Nerdfighters never die, they become one with the awesome.

[ScathachWarrior]

@whylie74 They, in escense, contribute to the mass of universe awesome that helps to supply Earth's awesome with...um...awesome.

[NewMusicFan91]

RIA. I've got tears in my eyes even though I only ever seen snippets of Esther in VB videos, so wrong.

[Brokenpromise63]

R.I.A

[ilovejbone]

RIA Esther!

[TheLemmingman]

RIP Esther the awesome <3

[katiekat9999]

rest in awesome Esther<3

[kellmonster]

This makes me so happy/sad to watch again.

[CookieLoverrr]

R.I.A. (Rest In Awesome) Esther! Enjoy your next great adventure :)

[0o0Bmano0o]

@CookieLoverrr :')

[Theblizzardking]

Rest in awesome, beautiful girl.

[Lianneeeeeeeeeeeeeee]

Rest in awesome, Esther. <3

[imprintedbyseth]

Esther <3

[GypsyAttack]

oh esther <3

[sparkbench]

:( this video is really hard to watch right now.

[Ravenclaw160]

Rest in Peace Esther.

[KeytarChris]

Thanks for being awesome Esther. <3

[Weasleygirl01]

I don't know who Esther was, I just watched that video to know what that girl looked like but she was a very great harry potter fan and I will ever be a very great harry potter fan so I just have to say, that I'm very sad now that she's not anymore here.

Rest in peace, Esther, I think all harry potter fans feel the same for you now!

[PeaceLoveMojo]

Thanks for never forgetting to be awesome, Esther. <3

[dghgfan70]

I am sad to know that she has passed. She lives on along with Dumbledore, Snape, Sirius, Mooney, Tonks, James, Lily & Fred.

[lovesimplyteena]

Esther<3

[Geoshi]

Rest In Awesome Esther, you were an inspiration and an amazing girl. You'll be greatly missed <3

[twasw1385]

@Geoshi SHE DIED?!??! HOW DO YOU KNOW??!?!?

[readingwench]

You don't know most of us, and I doubt you remember our breif convo about fave crayon colours in a live show waiting room, and I barely do myself except the part about melting crayons together....but that will stay with me forever because it was fun and I was having a really bad day up until that point. Thanks for cheering me up and RIA, because peace and quiet is sooo over rated

~Kelly Monica Cook *Last Name here*

[AdamsKid93]

Rest in Peace/ Awesome Esther

You will be missed.

Thank you for encouraging me to vote for the HP Alliance and for reaffirming my love for Harry Potter and the fact that I'm exactly where I want to be.

Although you don't know it, you've impacted me and I wish I could have a tenth of the strength, courage, and beauty that you have.

It makes me sad that you didn't have a chance to see the 7th movie. But i know that where ever you are, you are smiling.

[YayitsRuthayy]

RIP Esther. You have left a large and positive impact on the nerdfighter community and on this world. I've never met you, but I feel like I have :] You will be missed.

[dmfriend25]

Rest in piece Esther! We'll all miss you. :(

[supersingerevan]

RI(A)P Esther. You had a postive impact on this world, and on those around you, and that's all anyone can ever hope for.

[samablue38]

Rest in awesome Esther. even the people who never got to meet her will miss her. i never got to meet Esther irl and my life is less awesome for it. i wish so badly i could have met this amazing wonderful girl who passed away far too soon. and i just hope that wherever she , she knows that she made a difference in the world, goodbye Esther

[samablue38]

r.i.p Esther you will be dearly missed

[samablue38]

R.i.p Esther you will be dearly missed. 

[alleexm]

Rest In Peace, Esther. You don't know most of us, but we all truly miss you.

[WeasleyWrock]

Rest in Awesome, Nerdfighter Esther Grace Earl. - Esther's fanpage I made on facebook

[getsuga97]

RIP Esther.

May she never be forgotten.

[TheatreLuvr1776]

Rest in Peace/Awesome Esther. We will miss you =(

[thatisIRRELEVANT]

Rest in Awesome, Esther. You'll be missed.

[littletoolate]

RIA, Esther. I'm glad I got to learn a little about you and see how inspirational you are. xoxo

[sierrahmist]

I voted everyday for the HP alliance to win, and I'm so thankful I did. Esther got to see how much we care about her, and what nerdfighteria is really capable of.

Rest in Awesome, Esther. <3

[meerameeracat]

Rest in Peace Esther. <3 Rest in Awesome.

[harryfreshify]

RIA Esther.

[OneWickedGryffindor]

Rest in Awesome, Esther.

[MJST1482]

Rest in awesome, Esther T_T you will be missed

[JesziHale]

Rest in Awesome Esther <3

[youknowyoulovekatie]

RIP Esther.  <3

[NethDugan]

RIA Esther

[WaveYourWand]

RIP/RIA Esther <3

[ThestralPeaches]

Rest in awesome (and peace) Esther. I raise my wand to you <3

[nonchalantlyupset]

Rest in Awesome, Esther. For you I will never forget to be awesome.

[ODloddy]

R.I.A, Ester.

[kathya92]

Rest in Awesome Esther. You will be missed.

[TotzthePlaid]

Before today I'd only heard about Esther in passing and didn't know anything about her, so I'm really sad that only now, after her passing do I find out about this wonderful person. Though I never met you, Esther, as others have said: rest in awesome!

[SuperClutz13]

Rest in Peace (and awesome) Esther!

[RabidPresto]

RIA Esther <3<3

[GracelessDementor]

Esther will not be forgotton. I raise my glass to you.

[sweetoothxx]

Rest in awesome, Esther

[funzigal]

Rest in awesome, Esther.

[kik0x960]

RIA esther.

[hollabooiers]

As it's been said, rest in awesome. I feel very sorry for never having known you. :/

[whitestripedgirl]

rest in awesome Esther <3 <3 <3

[miikurubeam]

rest in awesome, esther.. <3

[mackenzieJP]

Rest in Awesome, Esther. You are dearly missed <3

[iRobotify]

Rest in awesome, Esther.