Fun With Straight Boys

[mrewetoobish]

No guilt, weirdness, uncomfortable feelings after my first time. I was hooked. I came out and never looked back.

[idunno22909]

Not really. The guy was a user, and there was some guilt at being to naive to notice, but there was no guilt for the experience overall.

[CheeseLoversUnited]

No guilt! My first gay experience wasn't very complex -- just a kiss. But still, no residual guilt. There was a bit of "oh but I'll have to tell my parents some day" anxiety half an hour later or so, but it wasn't exactly the same thing. I am a girl though, so it might be different -- lesbian oppression tends to have more to do with visibility than outright agressive discrimination, though there's enough of that too.

[addalexand]

WOULD GLADLY BE YOUR PUP BOY ON A LEASH AND COLLAR......

[addalexand]

I did NOT feel guilty----but I have known guys that those SHAME BASED feelings of guilt run so very deep that as soon as they reach their PEEK----that guilt takes over and they shut down emotionally...

YOU are even more Yummy with braces---you are BEAUTIFUL..

[MMbass420]

I felt pretty weird during my first gay experience. Then again, im not gay

[Celie3678]

You're a bit of a freak, but we still love ya. Keep it up.

[Celie3678]

My boyfriend is 6'6" and 240lbs full of muscle and he's a commercial construction worker. He's as gay as a 3 dollar bill and dares anyone to even look at him wrong when he tells it like it is. Ha, I LOVE IT.

[GyThanksGd]

01:30.

[mtb1993]

I just stumbled on your page. Thanks for doing stuff like this. I was looking for something satirical and found your commercial pitch which linked to this. I myself am straight, but i am tired of my sister and some friends being picked on and was trying to cheer her up. You made my day man, keep doing what you do. Maybe with people like you(Notice PEOPLE, not 'homosexuals', people are people) some actual understanding tolerance and equality can start up.

[Celie3678]

@mtb1993 AMEN to that, Brother. --Love and peace from Dallas, TX.

[TangledWeb]

I'm getting a River Phoenix/Ryder Strong vibe...anyone?

[drh1111]

Gay people are a good way of population control

[mike2327]

Love your video its great

[PSICaptain615]

you are the funnoiest satanic gay guy ve ever seen

[KimberlyLilla]

Date Russian women and marry her gettop5.info

[thelonelyslayer]

you're unreasonably cute. and i don't got time.

[dgaller06]

You are actually pretty hot

[jephrox79]

on a more serious note...I had my first gay sexual experience at the age of 17, and NO I did not feel guilt. at that time, I really didn't give a fuck anymore what people would think, what they may say about me, I finally had enough of trying to hide who I am so I just decided to come out and see what the fuss was all about with gay sex.

[jephrox79]

you have nice lips. very kissable. i just stumbled upon your video by chance. i love your videos! I'm subscribing!

[heroesandcons09]

I am sorta bi-curious but I had a dream that me and another guy were shoving heels up our ass then he fucked me I felt really weird because if I am bi-curious I always just thought about looking like that guy has hot hair n nice bod but not really doing it.

[pigfarts99]

@heroesandcons09 you know what man. its normal. if you feel wierd, try talking to someone about it. :)

[IZUKOx]

At the time of my first gay experience I was pretty religious so I thought that it was the devil manipulating me. lol The gay experience was my first sexual thoughts about another woman.

[glitterfuck572]

Did I feel guilty? No, I couldn't take my mind off of how soar I was the next day. Needless to say, it was a VERY fun night. :)

[InfernoMutant]

THank you for posting that personal blog. By watching your show I was beginning to think that you were what you protrayed on that show but I stepped back and realized you provide for entertainment, which means some of your hatred is put on and enlarged for the sake of the show. Anyway, thank you.

[Neinteen91]

My first experience was a j/o session over webcam with a guy older than my dad

[AlexanderHislop84]

You could dress me however you liked!! x

[BradleyNoire]

yeah, when i change clothes for gym class, all the hot sweaty buff guys at my school are taking off their clothes, and I'm like, nosebleeding all over the floor. xD

[TehNewV]

Not at all.

[drek507]

i'll penetrate u until you cry sucka

[leeheeman420]

Shouldn't the spiked collar go on the top and the collared leash on the sub?

[HellishBrutality]

@drek507 Blow me, breeder!

[drek507]

@HellishBrutality i'll penetrate u until u cry fucking pussy.

[Isakawa2501]

@HellishBrutality I love the term 'breeder'. D'you reckon in several decades time, heterosexuals would attempt to reclaim it as a term of liberation?

I have my doubts, but it could be fun!

x

[CitizenGeek]

You are too adorable! :D

[HellishBrutality]

@CitizenGeek Thanks, babe! ;)

[IIIIFile13IIII]

haha, i would be willing... I wouldn't be too far away in 2011, going to hippie school in maine.

[IIIIFile13IIII]

will tell when i have my first gay experience... doubt i will feel any guilt. i have cut out my inner puritan with a rusty butter knife, the blood was beautiful... (i'm kidding)

[adrianskye15]

well the first time for me was on a choir trip and i didnt feel guilty but i did feel paranoid because the choir teacher was asleep in the next bed over while the guy and i were fooling around

[brettsheakirk]

I would like to be your bf. I am not gay but I would love to piss off/ make the homophobic people feel uncomfortable. Plus I would like to see pittsburgh. And wearing leather is always nice.

[Rickytastic]

WOW! It SUCKS I'll only be 17 that year :[

hahaha, but who knows.

[EscpdFrmPsykward]

My first, I felt that really bad guilt trip after. Don't know why. Probably because I didn't like the guy (emotionally). But no matter how bad I felt, I still thought about it every time I spanked it for the next few days (feeling less guilty each time). Then a year later, same guy but I didn't get off this time. Didn't feel bad at all, but he did. And I haven't had any sexual experiences since (I'm 22, very sad). But I'm just waiting to find someone I actually like rather then just fuck anyone.

[HellishBrutality]

Holy shit, I looked different last year...

[Rickytastic]

haha yeah you look more like a boy when you're shaven

[joanim]

@HellishBrutality Did you die your hair between then and your most recent video?  Whatever you did worked though haha. :D

[HellishBrutality]

@joanim Hahaha yeah, I had highlights put in my hair. Now, I don't even like hair! :P I have nothing against my older look, but I like my newer look better; it reflects my personality.

[joanim]

@HellishBrutality Ohh called it haha. I only like my head and arm/armpit hair and leg hair, the rest just gets all prickly and in the way, and that's good haha, makes it easier to be yourself when you look like yourself :D.

[EternalGreen2012]

did you feel gay as a kid? or did you just turn gay when you got older?

[HellishBrutality]

There was never a time when I "turned" into anything. I felt sexual attraction from the time I went through puberty onward like any other adolescent.

[EternalGreen2012]

are you attracted to women, or were you attracted to women ever?

[HellishBrutality]

I do have the occasional attraction to females, tho I'm mostly into men.

[EternalGreen2012]

Did you ever believe in God, or in the afterlife?

[IonStorm889]

YES. Go in leather. That could not be any more hilarious.

[mylovelydame21]

My first lesbian experience wasn't awkward at all... in fact, it was fucking awesome.

When I brought it up with my friends at the time, they were surprised that a) I did it, and b) I wasn't afraid to talk about it.

THEN, it got awkward because they kept asking me what happened. Creepy ass pervs.

[CatBATd4rklycu73]

Shit. Piss. Fuck. Cunt. Cocksucker. Motherfuck. Tits........I love George Carlin.

No, my first experience wasn't awkward. Well, it was. But not because it was a homosexual experience, but because I was being watched by some of my male friends while I made out with a girl. THAT was the awkward part.

Sometimes I wish I was a boy, like now, hearing the discriptions of what you want to do to your boyfriend for the night. *sigh* Oh well....

[TechnocratAftiel]

My first experience was more of a relief than anything else. Kind of like a reassurance that I wasn't alone, despite what society would like me to think. I stayed quiet for the most part afterwards, but mostly because it's just never come up in conversation, so why should I go out of my way to bring it up for no reason?

If you're still looking, I'd also be willing to be your boyfriend of the night. Messing with people like that is great.

[ThereWillBeDaniel]

I didn't feel guilty per se, I just felt really awkward. I didn't want to talk to any of my friends about it because I didn't want them to see me in a different light or whatever.

Also, where can I sign up for this boyfriend position?

[Linu86]

hell yeah, i felt guilty as heck (btw i love ur videos)... i remember crying and wanting to die, becuz i felt like i had committed the worst sin ever... anyways, those days are over but sometimes I still feel a twinge in the back of my mind... old habits i guess.

ur idea is crazy, glad I'm from Germany so I don't have to consider this insane proposal XD

[DukeAlba]

I felt so freaking guilty after my first experience... I couldn't look my mom in the eyes lol.

And I love the idea! Your such a bad boy! Oh and yes, can I be your boyfriend? I want you to take advantage of me :)

[HellishBrutality]

I'm just happy my mom was two hours away when I had my first gay experience. haha

hmm... Another candidate, I see. We'll see what happens when 2011 rolls around. *clasps hands together and cackles evilly*

[oxforddictonary]

omg......that was strangley arousing & erotic....i'm pretty vanilla....but a lil bdsm never hurt anyone loll .....well, not too badly anyway ;-) *cracks whip*

[estrat1]

I haven't had an experience so far...

But, at first, I DID feel a little guilty about being gay. Then I told myself that I'm not stupid enough to trust the overactive imagination of everyone around me over my own body...

I think being gay is a gift. It's like your body is telling you that there is no such thing as god (or, more specifically, the gods of today's religions) XD.

[aznandyroo]

My name better still be on the list!

[HellishBrutality]

*writes your user name down on the list*

You will DEF be considered for a candidate! ;)

[sexsomnia20]

loved the video and i havent had my first experience yet so when i do i'll let you know ;) and i love your idea i love the outfit idea and the chain made it even better i'd have no problem being your date we'd put on a good show i love to shock people.

[1210592]

I was raised Christian and thought I might feel bad or guilty the first time, but luckily, I was in love with Chris and it felt so right. We didn't even do that much, but it was amazing. That experience removed all doubts I'd had about being gay.

Good luck finding your date for 2011. I'd gladly volunteer to wear the spike collar at the end of your leash, but you're so young; it would just be too creepy.

All the best.

[HellishBrutality]

Lol! Well, thanks anyway! I'll admit, tho - it would work better if the guy were a bit younger than me, to give the illusion that I'm robbing him of his innocence. Not that I wouldn't...

That's good to hear. Sometimes, I think a few aspects of the gay community scare off people who'd like to come out but don't want to because they're afraid of being suckered into the extremes. Thankfully, that's not a necessity.

[GypsyAttack]

like you will have ANY trouble getting a bf for 2011!

just dont get a weirdo...

we dont want you dead! who would make the most awesome satanic comedy shows like you do!

[HellishBrutality]

Aww! Thanks, babe! Rest assured, I will put myself through a painful, grueling overview of every single candidate. My eyes will nearly explode out of my head. NEARLY, because... yeah, well... I need them. :-P ha

[aznandyroo]

I can't believe I watched all 9 mins but haha sure I'd love to be your boy for the night in 2011 haha. And my first experience, I don't feel bad about it because I mean I like boys and boys have penises so, I like penis.

[HellishBrutality]

*writes your user name down on the list*

That is good logic, I must admit. lol

[teaClocks]

Can't say I've had my first gay sexual experience yet, but I highly doubt that I'll stop myself because of the idea that it's 'wrong,' which isn't something I adhere to.

[waytoday09]

Don't know yet...

[johnny71809]

You're awesome dude.

I can only imagine the reaction of everyone at that reunion! Good luck with the bf search, shouldn't be hard.

[HellishBrutality]

Thanks! Yep, I'm a bit of a controversy whore, if you haven't noticed. :-P hahaha

[wakeupitsAM]

Favorite video yet!

My first homosexual experience was awkward and I did feel embarrased and nervous. HOWEVER, after this experience, I really opened my mind to who I was and that experience motivated me to just be who I wanted to be and just tell anyone who didn't like it, to f*ck off. I got a self-esteem boost and it felt so good that I was doing what i wanted to do.

Great idea! I'm sure you'll have no prob getting a bf,haha! ;D

Take care, love the vlogs! :D

[HellishBrutality]

Fuckin' A, babe. That's the way to be. I got a self-esteem boost when I started coming out, too. Feels amazing doesn't it?

Well, ya know, there are two years remaining... you could always sign up! ;) hehe

Aww, thank you! :D

[ekimno]

Your generation is lucky to have such a massive knowledge base to draw from - I did not feel guilt - I just didn't want my first guy to find out that I had no idea what I was doing :)(:

[HellishBrutality]

lol Nice! Must've been convincing enough! haha

[littleBIGGERchris]

I always had homo-thoughts but I also liked sex with girls, so I just figured I was bicurious while I was growing up. I didn't hook up with a guy until I was 23... and NO GUILT afterward. It was like I woke up sexually for the first time, totally amazing and felt right. From then on it was like, "Why even go back to girls? Sex with men is so much better!"

I love PDA and feel no qualms about it. GO FOR IT with your bf for the night! Btw - what "type" of guy tends to get your attention?

[HellishBrutality]

Oh, yes! I must say, sex with men is more so up my ally than sex with women! Not that I'd turn down sex with a really hot chick if she was willing... there was this one female blonde bar tender with tattoos on her arms... SHWING!

Oh babe, my tastes are so diversified! Blondies, blacks, latinos, twinks, muscleheads...

[rextrek]

the feeling og guilt was brought on by "upbringing"....there's nothing wrong with being Gay....Mansex rulz! You are a cutie stud.

[HellishBrutality]

My point exactly. And thank you! :)

[Ozzie623]

My friend shaved his head once, wore all leather and mascara and a choker collar and went night clubbing like that. He looked like uncle fucking Fester all that was missing was the light globe. Haha good times though. I would totally be your leather slave for the night. I will literally fly to Hicksville and be your date cos it sounds like you've already plotted some debauchery and I'm always down for fun times.

[HellishBrutality]

*writes your user name down on the list*

Debauchery is a beautiful way of life. Woe to those who disagree.

[onoaoiomo]

Aw thanks for making these awesome videos for us! Your so sweet and hot! ;) I actually should sleep right now but my ADHD and Bipolar doesnt usually let me have a regular sleeping schedule. My first homosexual experience was with my best friend, he knew i was bi and when i asked what he was he told me he was straight, one night we were playing truth or dare out of boredom and he dared me to lick his feet and he got turned on and then dared me to let him fuck me, we did everything it was awesome.

[HellishBrutality]

VERY nice! Glad you all had a great time, and that your straight friend was open to experimenting.

[simonf2007]

Feel free to drag me around on a chain.

[HellishBrutality]

*writes your user name down on the list*

[rossperth]

That'd be awesome. Going to your reunion in leather! That'd shock the folks back home :D

[HellishBrutality]

I think so. Give 'em a good ol' wake up call... make 'em aware of reality! haha

[yescandles]

No guilt here. Then, Now or in between.

[AuntieMamiesBlog]

HELL NO !!!

My first gay sexual experience was magic !!! And so was my second and my third and ...

<3 <3 <3

Your Auntie Mamie

[HellishBrutality]

Lol! Fuckin' A. Nothing wrong with having a bucket of fun!

[AuntieMamiesBlog]

You are even more interesting the more I get to know you dahling!

<3 <3 <3

Your Auntie Mamie

[HellishBrutality]

Thanks, babe! :) Glad I'm doing these personal vlogs along with the SCS.