teachers in schools are lazy i bet they dont do anything with problems they are oo blind to see whats happening around them. kimmy dont let life get you down.life gets better every minute you just cant see it. you have people supporting you here.
I feel just like you Kimmy..... Girls and boys are just mean to me and i don't even talk to them! People always say I'm a man and i like girls and that's not even close to the truth! Anyways I love your video and I wanna be your friend! You seem so cool and if I went to your school I would totally be talking to you! People are just nuts if they ignore a person like you!
@jasmin42100 I so understand how you feel too. Kids make up rumors about other kids is just wrong. They act like it makes them look cool. They never stop to think their rumor can hurt others so much. They care about no one but themselves. I would be proud to have you for a friend if you went to my school too. I will send you a friend invite :)
@Anime2NIght I know right! It's like they don't care how other people feel and how it effects there self-esteem! I have a question... Do you have a facebook or a myspace....
I'm glad the other kids aren't really mean to you, they just ignore. I've had behavior problems since Kindergarten, and now it's starting to get to the other kids. Not that I've been in the same place my whole life. Last year was my first year of middle school, and the worst school year of my life. Girls kicked me in the hall and said I kicked THEM when I told. Boys shoved me out of the way to get to their stuff in band class, not caring what fell out of my binder. I can be your friend. *hugs*
@CutelittleMouseygirl I am very sorry for how cruel the kids treat you. The kids just ignore or say cruel things around me like I am deaf or something. I watched your video about you. If we were in same school I would so love to be your friend. I like all the stuff you said about yourself. I think you so cool. I would so love to be friend on youtube.
That's disgusting, but look on the bright side, you got hundreds and thousands of people on the internet. If you are successful in school, trust me, it'll all be worth it. Then all you'll have to think about is what to dress on your 5982nd Date.
and when i was younger,i was alone too,but in a different way,my father and my half father was beating me and all those kind of crap,with that kind of things happening at home..my moral was alway down,and i never realy learned to be myself until very late..18+you need to know high school is only a part of life,and for some,a terible part,i wanted to write more,but we are limited here
Hey, that's not true. People are just immature in high school. People like you are just born already knowing how to be a proper human being. Give the others some time. They'll realize what a great person you are. I'm saying this because I know exactly how you feel. I was just like you once.
"friends"dont really treat me like they like me.i think they just use me when they are bores no txt's no calls no emails and when they need to tell you there sad story but dont care about your problems some times its mostly to make them feel like they have alot of friends for example so you can fill up the space...dont be so desperate to find friends or boyfriends your not80 years old i know you just want to feel loved and cared but it takes time. it will come and it will be aTRUEfriends or bf:D
The girls weren't mean to me cuz I wasn't good enough. They became jealous of how I looked. I guess before I changed I posed no threat to them. But when I did they either ignored me or lashed out at me in as many cruel mean ways as they could. It wasn't cuz of my autism. I had friends before I change how I looked. I now feel so lonely at school. Where I made to feel invisible.
I feel exactly the way you do... exactly! I mean, it's like you're a female me. Except I don't have autism, to be honest. I'm just lonely.
But I have only one friend in the entire world... she cares for me, and loves me, and she's my best friend. I just don't feel that anyone else likes me. I feel rejected, lonely, everything. I even doubt that I'll ever have a girlfriend.
I is nice to talk to someone who can understand my loneliness. I watch other People and wonder how something that is so easy for others is so hard for me. My biggest fear is rejection. Your lucky to have aleast 1 friend. I wonder if I will ever have a friend or a bf. I cry and wonder what is wrong with me. Why doesn't want to be my friend. I wonder if it is my voice or how I look or dress. I just wish someone would tell me what is wrong with me :'(
Glad you responded. I feared my comment fell on deaf ears.
But, maybe you're just mixing - or trying to - with the wrong people. There are very unsavoury folk out there who frown upon and discriminate those who have any kind of disorder. Your school is probably just full of assholes. You gotta get out there and meet people... shyness, however painful, won't get you anywhere.
And I like you. If I like you, who's to say I'm the only one?
Huh I don't know what to say. I am only 16 lol. Haven't even dated a guy yet. I am just now learning to talk to guys. Marriage is too much for me to think about now. But thanks for asking I am truely touch. Hugs Kimmy
You can Google Autism. Autism is a large spectrum disorder. You have anywhere from a mild like I have to a severe form. It affect everyone differently. It has to do with speech and understanding, social interaction. It is like our brain is running in overdrive 24-7. I didn't talk till age 5. My mom got me treatment early which helped me. I have to have things explain to my clearly so I can understand it. I think faster than I can write. Which is frustrating.
I get over whelm a lot in a crowd room. Cuz my brain is running in over drive. To the point that my head hurts. Then I begin to cry. I have trouble talking to kids my age cuz of my autism. Which lead to me getting Social Aniexty. Kids can also have short attention spans. Cuz they are distracted so much with everything going on around them. They also have poor eye contact. It hurts us to look people in the eye. I don't know why it just does. Some people with autism are very gifted & smart.
People with autism hear, see and smell everything around us 24-7. So it can be over whelming for us. They can be very senistive hearing and touch. Certain sounds hurts our ears. Some with autism hate to be hugged or touch by people and things. Some have very sensitive to taste. They don't like changes. They have to have things happen a certain way. Some are sight learner like me. They remember certain things and forget others easily. I hope I explain it ok. You can google it for more info.
I too love Animes and Mangas. I agree not many kids like Animes. I think cuz they havn't watched any. Most teens see tAnimes as cartoons for kids. But Animes are very different. Animes help me to escape all of my pain, sad and loneliness. I am sorry you don't have any friend. I understand just how you feel. Maybe you could find a Anime club in your area.
Hey ^^ I can't say that I know how you feel but I can say that YOU MUST NEVER GIVE UP! Never quit trying! There are always people that care about you the world has many people and they aren't all the same and someday you will find people maybe you already have and don't realize it. Remember never to give up and keep on going forward, never looking back.
I feel like I will never find those friends. I can only fantasize now about how that must feel. To have friends or someone who love and care about me. I now wonder if i will ever date or have a real boyfriend.
Hey. Don't worry about those other people. They don't make you who you are. I was picked on ALOT. in the end you are still a smart and very beautiful girl. Forget them.
I wish I could forget them the way they have forgotten me. Thanks for saying i am smart and beautiful. I wish I felt that way. I hate to look in the mirror cuz I am not the person i see. I feel like i have no face and wear a mask.
hey ... yeah ur not tha only one that feels like that when i was in school noone liked me or talked to me and the friends that i did have made me feel invisible 4 some reason ... everyday when i was about to get to school my stomach would start hurting a lot.. but now im out of there and i found youtube and i have a few friends that actually care how i feel or what i like... and i saw ur channel u have lots of friends that care 4 u here in youtube...
I am now in high school. I still feel this way and still have no friends at school. I am having stomach problems now. I am having test done now to see what is going.
I'm in recpt of comment, belongs to you, from a Jo Jane. Kimmy, you are so sweet and nice. This world is cruel and always will be. Friends are hard to find especially without the right people around to befriend. Kids are cruel. We have to develop a second skin and shake off any bad remarks or looks. Hang in there. The awkward years will pass :) Jo Jane did speak well, you are very sweet and nice.
That is what my song & video talks about. How I feel so alone having autism and social aniexty. No one around and understand what I am going through. No one understand my heartbreak and pain. No one understand how much I struggle everyday. I feel so sad, lost and alone. Like no one would even Miss me if I was gone :'(
Kimmy, beautiful testimony. Many ways a carbon copy of my youth. I have Aspergers, a form of autism. All my life I knew I was different, but didn't know what the heck it was. You could go along with Neil Young "Old Man" I'm like you were. Other comment was intended as reply to sundaystheory. I see you a beautiful girl; someone sweet & caring, not a mean kind.
sundaystheory, I don't appreciate those who badmouth people like us. Kimmy and I have some form of autism, you could have been the one afflicted; how then should we treat you? I'm not even sure these F words belong on the comments.
It's shame the way people shun and make fun of people because you are different from them. I don't get it. I hope things are getting better and if you want to talk just email me and I'll repsond. I don't have autism, but I do know what its like to have no one to talk to because i was different.
oh my god ho the hell doese he think he is such a smart ash yes im talkin to you vchasinatorv you so fuckin mean try show some respeckt you moron or elese im gonna pull a rabit ouat of your fuckin ash!!!
vchasinatory right below your comment. He is the sick minded waste of air. People like him come on Youtube for no reason but to leave hurtful mean comments:'(
vchasinatorv Go fuck yourself man! obviously you have no life if you sit on youtube and bash other peoples videos. She made this video to make people understand her, so D-bags like you could shut the fuck up. So do us a favor and suck a dick.
vchasinatory is such a cold hearted jerk. People like him make me sick. Does he think I want to be this way. I would love to be normal and have friends :'(
Why to be normal, if being different is great, thank God you are mature enough to understand everyone, that is why kids don't ge the time to know you, because they are not mature enough to meet different people they just want to be around same people and that is boring. I have social anxiety, and i am trying to not be afraid and socialize, but I dont regret who i am, You are great! love ur vid!
Thanks I am glad you like it. I pour my heart into the videos about me. I wish kids could understand what it is like to have autism or social aniexty. To see how much we struggle to get through the day. I wish they could just walk one day in our shoes then they would understand how our pain. How sad and lonely we are :'(
PLEASE DON'T READ THIS. You will get kissed on the nearest possible Friday by the love of your life. Tomorrow will be the best day of your life. However, if you don't post this comment to at least 3 videos, you will die within 2 days. Copy and paste this, to be saved
I hope and pray your right. I am so tried of being different and not having any friends. I went on home bound schooling this month. I just couldn't handle the stress of being at school anymore. I am hoping high school next year will be better.
Im sure it will get better you seem like a sweet person thank you for replying to this comment. Im sure and il pray too for you you know when i was in school they used to chant my name cause i was so quiet when i went about doing something. Id just sit there and they the abuse. So i very much understand about that all. Its gonna be ok i promise.
im sorry if your being treated the wrong way, i don't have any friends either. i know how it feels. you seem really nice, i would be your friend if i lived in your area.
Im sorry about the way people traert you and to be honest i feel exacly like you do when it comes to school. They rarely talk to me, leave me out of things, and just pretend im not there and all that stuff. I have Cerebral Palsy and people laugh at me for it. Do you want to be freinds? and i also truely mean that by the way.
I am so sorry people treat you that way. I don't know if they laugh or make fun of me. I have to block out all the kids just to be able to cope at school. I get left out a lot of stuff too. Kids act as if I am not even there. I am out of school right now. I had a break down at school. Cuz of all of the stress and aniety. I know none of them even realize I am even gone nor do any of them even care :'(
Bullying is something that effects you for really the rest of your life it never goes away and for me and so many other things in life it dragged me into drinking as a way to cope but yeah i'm thinking of you and thanks for the message
I am not being bully at all. They just ignore me. I am just a very sad lonely person. My big brother was bully a lot all through school. To the point that he got sick from all the anxiety and stress. The way he dealt with it is he got into martial arts and body building. When he was in college.
He said his size scares guys. But it is his feeling of confidence that he can now defend himself, that he feels like he is no longer a victim & helpless. He says all guys who are bullied should take some type of martial arts. To build confidence.
I think the real problem here is the teachers and even principals won't do anything until someone is killed It sickens me but it's the world we live in What's worse is everyone is ignoring bullying and isolation you could try to get on a current affair type show
Your right. My teachers push me too hard and give me too hard of work. They except too much out of me. I just can't keep up with the other kids. I have to block out all the kids and noise cuz it makes my head hurt. So I am left feeling lost and alone :'(
I keep hoping things will get better but it seems like things are getting worst. I dread going back to school after winterbreak. I just hope I can survive till next year. I go to high school I hope and pray things will get better there :'(
I agree. Poeple seem to forget about others. They say and do things without thinking how much it hurts someone. I hope things get better for you little brother. I do understand how he feels.
Thanks it's nice to know someone understands. I don't understand why kids treat me the way they do or why I have to be the way I am. I would love to be friends. Thank you saying I am pretty.
Hello Kimmy, that was a very beautiful and brave video that you posted. I've suffered for much of my life many problems (mostly depression and anxiety related) but I have gotten to a pretty good state for the last few years here. And, although it may not feel like it during the depths of one's loneliness or misery things can get better. I don't know how old you are, but you have many years left and there is a very good chance that things will improve as you get older.
hi kimmy,my name is cheydette..people just call me dette.i really liked youre video..i know this sounds lame,but i almost started crying.i just want you to know,youre not alone.i am a senior in highschool,and almost nineteen,and i feel the EXACT SAME WAY.if you ever want to talk, call me,@(714)535-2471..i am also on myspace.look me up, and well talk.i give youre video5 stars!
Can you email me on here and tell me your myspace link. I would love to call you but I have trouble able on the phone. I freeze up and don't know what to say. I do better in emails cuz I have time to think about what to say. I would love to talk to you. Kimmy : )
hi Kimmy :) I'm sorry for not commenting earlier, as you know I've been pretty busy lately.. You're so brave for making this; I know it was probably hard for you. I'm sorry you feel like you do, no one should have to feel that way. Please remember you're a great person and I'm here for you no matter what. I'm proud to be your friend :)
Hi Sian. It means a lot to me for you to say this. You are a very dear friend to me. I wish you lived here. I miss you so much. You will always be my special friend. Hugs Kimmy
by devoting...you are giving yourself the opportunity to realize and appreciate that everything has a purpose all the pain hurt anger regret needs desires hope dreams... can create a bond..a silent bond of love that the heart mind body and soul feel need share and speak
The meaning of life The meaning of life is served by devoting your heart ,body,mind and soul to people in our lives..poeple weve never met or that well never meet again strangers family lovers friends the amount of people we can reach ,reach out to ,or be reached by has no limit the heart can love to no end sometimes the meaning of our life. the purpose of our mind our loves ones we dont understand somethings happen without realizing the reason
kimmy, im very sorry that you feel like this. i know exactly how you feel. i dont have autism or anything like that, but i am misunderstood by the people at school. all you can do is surround yourself with people who care about you. you seem like a fantastic person, and if the people at school can't see that, them shame on them. its their loss. dont let them bring you down sweetie. you are a beautiful person.
Thanks I wish there were kids like you at my school. I wonder how i will survive another year at my school. Then I will be in high school. I am hoping it will get better.
just keep your chin up, and don't let them get to you. show them all that you're better than that! high school can be rough, but not as rough as middle school. it'll get better.
don't worry about it. i'm sure it'll be fine. it does get better, believe it or not. just try to make friends who you know will stick up for you. but most importantly, learn to stick up for yourself, ok hun!? just try and think positive!
hunni i wish i went to school with girls like you! no matter what you are people like that will always find a fault its just them trying to feel like their better then you which their not. bitching about people and leaveing people out because you just couldnt be botherd to be nice and no matter what else you can say that you are a nice person and if people are that crule then your probably better off with out them. chin up love :D
It is sad Brandon almost sounds like a deaf person talking. We had his hearing checked it is fine. He also studders when he talks. I talk fast to keep from studdering but I still do sometimes.
my cousin can say some words like home, school (but of course he hates when we say school because he doesn't want to go!),this (this means dad),miss(miss means bath),off, and oohies(swings)
Whoa he has a language of his own. Brandon and use to be like that too. We could understand each other. I had to translate for my parents LOL But now I can't understand him. Brandon and I both hate school don't even like to talk about it. Too much pain there :'(
My brother is kind of like that too. He understands most of what we say but can't reply back clearly. He gets upset when we don't understand what he trying to tell us. I use to be the same way till I learned to talk.
Thanks I wish you were at my school. I am sorry about your cousin. My brother also has autism. They told me autism is hardest on the high functioning kids. They know they are different can't help it :'(
You're very pretty and you seem very caring and sweet. Remember that and remember this: Many other people can understand you and some, are going through the same thing. You have people caring about you. You have all of us. You also have me.
Awe you are very sweet& thoughtful. Thank you I wish you went to my school maybe we could be friends. That's is all I want & pray for is a friend. I am so sad & lonely I cry all the time at school :'(
You're welcome. And actually, I wish you went to my school. Your school is too heartless for anyone to be in (no offense). I can't understand why you've been put there. You don't deserve such a place.
And as for crying, you're not the only one. But you don't have to be lonely. You've got us and me :) Don't be sad. Always look on the bright side.
It is just our local jr high school. Kids in jr high are all so into themselves that they forget others. I just wish I could find some else who feels like me there.
But I do feel like I am the only one. I never see others crying at school like me. I never see others who look sad, lost and alone like me. Maybe they just hide it better. I am sorry I can't see a bright side now. The only bright side is one day I will be out of school and away from them.
You don't have to see it. You have to search for it. Take me for example, I wont shed a single tear at school (well, I did once but that was because of something that happened to someone I cared for), but at home when the lights are off, I'm crying so hard but so quietly, it's scary. You have to look harder. Some people hid how they feel. You have too look them straight in the eye and see past the pupil and eye color you know? Maybe then, you'll find someone.
Hey I feel exactly the same way as you it's so hard to find proper support out there i feel terrible about myself most days thanks for coming with this and YES I FEEL ALONE JUST LIKE YOU!!!!!!!!!
Yeah I know what you mean. People say look at the bright side. I am like what bright side. I haven't found on yet. The only bright side for me is the kids don't tease me. Heck I bet most of them don't even know I am in their classes:'( There is no support for me at my school. They figure if they ignore me. I will pass on through their school to high school. One more year of Hell. I don't know if I can survive :'(
Even when you think there's nothing left, keep thinking until everything in life is worth it. Light up the dark room inside of you. Light up yourself!!! (Even if it means being curious and killing Professor McGonaggol from the Harry Potter series).
Don't forget about sumer v. You wont have to worryy about them for that period of time. So you can relax and chat with all your online nice people friends :) :) :)
Although I am in a different situation, I can understand how you feel. Forget about thoes people at school. Instead, kill your time: Write about a girl who's going through the same thing. Maybe it'll get published and other teens could read and learn how to cope with things like that.
hey kimmy. it's terrible how those kids treat u like that; u don't deserve it. ur a wonderful, strong, brave person who anyone would probably be lucky to know! the sad thing is, that most of the time, the wonderful, strong, brave ppl in the world, like u, are ignored. just know i'm always here for u, no matter wat ^.^ feel free to talk about whatever u want with me anytime, ok?
I'm not going to pretend that I can relate to what your problems. But, you are a very special part of this world and someone loves you who is saddened that you wish to die.
back in junior high and high school I was always really quiet and I was often told people thought I didnt like them or thought I was stuck up cuz I didnt always smile when they passed me in the halls, but eventually things got better and I became more talkative...hopefully ull be able to have that change eventually, im sure u will :-)
Thanks so much for your encouragement. But I don't know if it is possible with me having mild autism. But maybe some day I will have a friend at school. At least I pray I will : )
Hi, Thanks I made it hoping to find other people who felt like me. Sadly I can understand what your son is going through. I also have an autistic brother. My mom would love to have someone to talk to also. I added you to my friends : )
Hi Kimmy, thanks for making this video. I enjoyed watching it. You're very brave to make it! My son has mild autism as well, he's only seven years old but he's beginning to experience the things you mention in your video.
I'd love to be your friend. If you'd like to email me go to my channel and message me. I'd love to hear from you! Take Care!
No they don't bully me. They just ignore me. I wonder which one is worst. I feel like I am not worth their time to bully. I am glad they don't bully me. I don't think I could take it. Thanks for all the nice things you said. I picked this song cuz it is the way I feel.
That was good! It's exactly the same song I listen to to describe my life, like I could just disappear and nobody would notice... school was always awful, everyone thought I was stuck up too because I was quiet... I always thought I was the only one =/ But hey, you're much bolder than I am...
Really you were like me. Wow I don't think I am bold. I made this in hopes others would see it and respond. I wanted people I know to understand. I thought if they knew me they might like me. Thanks Glad you like it : )
teachers in schools are lazy i bet they dont do anything with problems they are oo blind to see whats happening around them. kimmy dont let life get you down.life gets better every minute you just cant see it. you have people supporting you here.
kiraheart4000 6 months ago
Bless your heart! I will pray for you.
LangyLucca 7 months ago
I feel just like you Kimmy..... Girls and boys are just mean to me and i don't even talk to them! People always say I'm a man and i like girls and that's not even close to the truth! Anyways I love your video and I wanna be your friend! You seem so cool and if I went to your school I would totally be talking to you! People are just nuts if they ignore a person like you!
jasmin42100 9 months ago
@jasmin42100 I so understand how you feel too. Kids make up rumors about other kids is just wrong. They act like it makes them look cool. They never stop to think their rumor can hurt others so much. They care about no one but themselves. I would be proud to have you for a friend if you went to my school too. I will send you a friend invite :)
Anime2NIght 9 months ago
@Anime2NIght I know right! It's like they don't care how other people feel and how it effects there self-esteem! I have a question... Do you have a facebook or a myspace....
jasmin42100 9 months ago
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kiraheart4000 10 months ago
life sux
ShaneDawsonOMG 10 months ago
I feel the same way :'( Don't give up ok. Sorry about all the pain you been through.
Memories2Dreams 11 months ago
@Memories2Dreams I just feel so sad and alone. I keep hoping i will find a friend at school.
Anime2NIght 11 months ago
I'm glad the other kids aren't really mean to you, they just ignore. I've had behavior problems since Kindergarten, and now it's starting to get to the other kids. Not that I've been in the same place my whole life. Last year was my first year of middle school, and the worst school year of my life. Girls kicked me in the hall and said I kicked THEM when I told. Boys shoved me out of the way to get to their stuff in band class, not caring what fell out of my binder. I can be your friend. *hugs*
CutelittleMouseygirl 1 year ago
@CutelittleMouseygirl I am very sorry for how cruel the kids treat you. The kids just ignore or say cruel things around me like I am deaf or something. I watched your video about you. If we were in same school I would so love to be your friend. I like all the stuff you said about yourself. I think you so cool. I would so love to be friend on youtube.
Anime2NIght 1 year ago
That's disgusting, but look on the bright side, you got hundreds and thousands of people on the internet. If you are successful in school, trust me, it'll all be worth it. Then all you'll have to think about is what to dress on your 5982nd Date.
Kidrazor96 1 year ago
i wanted to pass by and say your music are great
you look great
and when i was younger,i was alone too,but in a different way,my father and my half father was beating me and all those kind of crap,with that kind of things happening at home..my moral was alway down,and i never realy learned to be myself until very late..18+you need to know high school is only a part of life,and for some,a terible part,i wanted to write more,but we are limited here
if you want to talk,i will listen anytime ;O)
zelsha 1 year ago
Hey, that's not true. People are just immature in high school. People like you are just born already knowing how to be a proper human being. Give the others some time. They'll realize what a great person you are. I'm saying this because I know exactly how you feel. I was just like you once.
CattyNebulart 2 years ago
"friends"dont really treat me like they like me.i think they just use me when they are bores no txt's no calls no emails and when they need to tell you there sad story but dont care about your problems some times its mostly to make them feel like they have alot of friends for example so you can fill up the space...dont be so desperate to find friends or boyfriends your not80 years old i know you just want to feel loved and cared but it takes time. it will come and it will be aTRUEfriends or bf:D
rukiarulz 2 years ago
i'd be your friend, i hate it when people are mean or cruel because some one isn't 'good enough' for them.
and btw i care about you all ready :)
i have a friend whos slightly like that but doenst have autism.
i bet you have lots of friends, definatly on youutbe x
joannaellis96MUSE 2 years ago
The girls weren't mean to me cuz I wasn't good enough. They became jealous of how I looked. I guess before I changed I posed no threat to them. But when I did they either ignored me or lashed out at me in as many cruel mean ways as they could. It wasn't cuz of my autism. I had friends before I change how I looked. I now feel so lonely at school. Where I made to feel invisible.
Anime2NIght 2 years ago
I feel exactly the way you do... exactly! I mean, it's like you're a female me. Except I don't have autism, to be honest. I'm just lonely.
But I have only one friend in the entire world... she cares for me, and loves me, and she's my best friend. I just don't feel that anyone else likes me. I feel rejected, lonely, everything. I even doubt that I'll ever have a girlfriend.
Huge friend invite and hug for you :)
EJRocky 2 years ago
I is nice to talk to someone who can understand my loneliness. I watch other People and wonder how something that is so easy for others is so hard for me. My biggest fear is rejection. Your lucky to have aleast 1 friend. I wonder if I will ever have a friend or a bf. I cry and wonder what is wrong with me. Why doesn't want to be my friend. I wonder if it is my voice or how I look or dress. I just wish someone would tell me what is wrong with me :'(
Anime2NIght 2 years ago
@Anime2NIght
Glad you responded. I feared my comment fell on deaf ears.
But, maybe you're just mixing - or trying to - with the wrong people. There are very unsavoury folk out there who frown upon and discriminate those who have any kind of disorder. Your school is probably just full of assholes. You gotta get out there and meet people... shyness, however painful, won't get you anywhere.
And I like you. If I like you, who's to say I'm the only one?
I'll be your friend. You have MSN? :)
EJRocky 2 years ago
will you marrie me!?<3
legharibaloch1 2 years ago
Huh I don't know what to say. I am only 16 lol. Haven't even dated a guy yet. I am just now learning to talk to guys. Marriage is too much for me to think about now. But thanks for asking I am truely touch. Hugs Kimmy
Anime2NIght 2 years ago
loll just chill dear was just jokin xD
p.s
nice video! :)
love the song 5*************
legharibaloch1 2 years ago
ok i'm not mean
but ive heard of autism but i never knew what it is
can someone tell me
tapoutbones94 2 years ago
You can Google Autism. Autism is a large spectrum disorder. You have anywhere from a mild like I have to a severe form. It affect everyone differently. It has to do with speech and understanding, social interaction. It is like our brain is running in overdrive 24-7. I didn't talk till age 5. My mom got me treatment early which helped me. I have to have things explain to my clearly so I can understand it. I think faster than I can write. Which is frustrating.
Anime2NIght 2 years ago
I get over whelm a lot in a crowd room. Cuz my brain is running in over drive. To the point that my head hurts. Then I begin to cry. I have trouble talking to kids my age cuz of my autism. Which lead to me getting Social Aniexty. Kids can also have short attention spans. Cuz they are distracted so much with everything going on around them. They also have poor eye contact. It hurts us to look people in the eye. I don't know why it just does. Some people with autism are very gifted & smart.
Anime2NIght 2 years ago
People with autism hear, see and smell everything around us 24-7. So it can be over whelming for us. They can be very senistive hearing and touch. Certain sounds hurts our ears. Some with autism hate to be hugged or touch by people and things. Some have very sensitive to taste. They don't like changes. They have to have things happen a certain way. Some are sight learner like me. They remember certain things and forget others easily. I hope I explain it ok. You can google it for more info.
Anime2NIght 2 years ago
Tats How I feel TOO!!! Barley Anyone Likes Me At My School because I Like Anime! There Is Nothing Wrong With That! To Me, I think Your Cool!
Olma62 2 years ago
I Would Love To Be Your Friend Kimmy!!!!!!!!
Olma62 2 years ago
I would love to be you friend too. Wish you went to my school. We could talk about Animes.
Anime2NIght 2 years ago
I too love Animes and Mangas. I agree not many kids like Animes. I think cuz they havn't watched any. Most teens see tAnimes as cartoons for kids. But Animes are very different. Animes help me to escape all of my pain, sad and loneliness. I am sorry you don't have any friend. I understand just how you feel. Maybe you could find a Anime club in your area.
Anime2NIght 2 years ago
Hey ^^ I can't say that I know how you feel but I can say that YOU MUST NEVER GIVE UP! Never quit trying! There are always people that care about you the world has many people and they aren't all the same and someday you will find people maybe you already have and don't realize it. Remember never to give up and keep on going forward, never looking back.
xXDarkKibaXx 2 years ago
I feel like I will never find those friends. I can only fantasize now about how that must feel. To have friends or someone who love and care about me. I now wonder if i will ever date or have a real boyfriend.
Anime2NIght 2 years ago
Hey. Don't worry about those other people. They don't make you who you are. I was picked on ALOT. in the end you are still a smart and very beautiful girl. Forget them.
Ulver1014 2 years ago
I wish I could forget them the way they have forgotten me. Thanks for saying i am smart and beautiful. I wish I felt that way. I hate to look in the mirror cuz I am not the person i see. I feel like i have no face and wear a mask.
Anime2NIght 2 years ago
hey ... yeah ur not tha only one that feels like that when i was in school noone liked me or talked to me and the friends that i did have made me feel invisible 4 some reason ... everyday when i was about to get to school my stomach would start hurting a lot.. but now im out of there and i found youtube and i have a few friends that actually care how i feel or what i like... and i saw ur channel u have lots of friends that care 4 u here in youtube...
turtleandpapas 2 years ago
I am now in high school. I still feel this way and still have no friends at school. I am having stomach problems now. I am having test done now to see what is going.
Anime2NIght 2 years ago
I'm in recpt of comment, belongs to you, from a Jo Jane. Kimmy, you are so sweet and nice. This world is cruel and always will be. Friends are hard to find especially without the right people around to befriend. Kids are cruel. We have to develop a second skin and shake off any bad remarks or looks. Hang in there. The awkward years will pass :) Jo Jane did speak well, you are very sweet and nice.
healthmusic 2 years ago
i'm really sorry about you:(
FionaTheLittleEngine 3 years ago
Thanks I wish kids at my school were as understand as you are.
Anime2NIght 3 years ago
That is what my song & video talks about. How I feel so alone having autism and social aniexty. No one around and understand what I am going through. No one understand my heartbreak and pain. No one understand how much I struggle everyday. I feel so sad, lost and alone. Like no one would even Miss me if I was gone :'(
Anime2NIght 3 years ago
Kimmy, beautiful testimony. Many ways a carbon copy of my youth. I have Aspergers, a form of autism. All my life I knew I was different, but didn't know what the heck it was. You could go along with Neil Young "Old Man" I'm like you were. Other comment was intended as reply to sundaystheory. I see you a beautiful girl; someone sweet & caring, not a mean kind.
Bear Hugs,
Hai / Juan
healthmusic 3 years ago 2
sundaystheory, I don't appreciate those who badmouth people like us. Kimmy and I have some form of autism, you could have been the one afflicted; how then should we treat you? I'm not even sure these F words belong on the comments.
healthmusic 3 years ago 2
It's shame the way people shun and make fun of people because you are different from them. I don't get it. I hope things are getting better and if you want to talk just email me and I'll repsond. I don't have autism, but I do know what its like to have no one to talk to because i was different.
~Lizzie
angel2181991 3 years ago 2
annyway srry abute the good video it realy tuches me
yugi1129 3 years ago 3
oh my god ho the hell doese he think he is such a smart ash yes im talkin to you vchasinatorv you so fuckin mean try show some respeckt you moron or elese im gonna pull a rabit ouat of your fuckin ash!!!
yugi1129 3 years ago
Kimmmmyyyyyyyyy. D: You didn't tell me WHOOOOO. I'm not a genuis you know. XD Oh and i'll cuss them out. Because i can be mean. XD
pokehaha 3 years ago
vchasinatory right below your comment. He is the sick minded waste of air. People like him come on Youtube for no reason but to leave hurtful mean comments:'(
I hope youtube bans him.
Anime2NIght 3 years ago
This comment has received too many negative votes show
i'm surprised this wasn't done to cry me a river by justin timberlake..... cry me a river!!! go grab a razor pussy
vchasinatorv 3 years ago
i could so realte tro this i felt this way for along tinme and sometime still doi,i try and adviod sitioun that make me fdedel like that if i can
auti34 3 years ago
No no no. Kimmy doesn't cut.. SILLY! Thats my job!
pokehaha 3 years ago
vchasinatorv Go fuck yourself man! obviously you have no life if you sit on youtube and bash other peoples videos. She made this video to make people understand her, so D-bags like you could shut the fuck up. So do us a favor and suck a dick.
Bigroro885 3 years ago 3
That isn't cool. Fucktard.
infernodragon02 3 years ago 2
vchasinatory is such a cold hearted jerk. People like him make me sick. Does he think I want to be this way. I would love to be normal and have friends :'(
Youtube should ban vchasinatory forever.
Anime2NIght 3 years ago
Why to be normal, if being different is great, thank God you are mature enough to understand everyone, that is why kids don't ge the time to know you, because they are not mature enough to meet different people they just want to be around same people and that is boring. I have social anxiety, and i am trying to not be afraid and socialize, but I dont regret who i am, You are great! love ur vid!
MayritaJudith 3 years ago 2
Thanks I am glad you like it. I pour my heart into the videos about me. I wish kids could understand what it is like to have autism or social aniexty. To see how much we struggle to get through the day. I wish they could just walk one day in our shoes then they would understand how our pain. How sad and lonely we are :'(
Anime2NIght 3 years ago
Damn.. this video really touched me..:(
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KatyBaybiee 3 years ago
i feel the exact same way... =[
maqiic11ma 3 years ago 2
Please email and we can talk ok.
Anime2NIght 3 years ago
Thank You... but it's not scary just to scare the hoods off
gansterOG1 3 years ago
i hate using my fits i always using a bottle when im in a gang fight or a knife to scare them off so i won't get jump
gansterOG1 3 years ago
Whoa that sounds scarey. Please becareful and take care ok.
Anime2NIght 3 years ago
Nice video i had serious problems also when i was at school its ok you will find awesome friends in time.
UserNamePhilek 3 years ago
I hope and pray your right. I am so tried of being different and not having any friends. I went on home bound schooling this month. I just couldn't handle the stress of being at school anymore. I am hoping high school next year will be better.
Anime2NIght 3 years ago
Im sure it will get better you seem like a sweet person thank you for replying to this comment. Im sure and il pray too for you you know when i was in school they used to chant my name cause i was so quiet when i went about doing something. Id just sit there and they the abuse. So i very much understand about that all. Its gonna be ok i promise.
UserNamePhilek 3 years ago
im sorry if your being treated the wrong way, i don't have any friends either. i know how it feels. you seem really nice, i would be your friend if i lived in your area.
chelseafan43 3 years ago 3
Thanks I wish you lived here too. But we xan be friends on youtube.
Anime2NIght 3 years ago
Im sorry about the way people traert you and to be honest i feel exacly like you do when it comes to school. They rarely talk to me, leave me out of things, and just pretend im not there and all that stuff. I have Cerebral Palsy and people laugh at me for it. Do you want to be freinds? and i also truely mean that by the way.
Movieshowcraze 4 years ago 2
I am so sorry people treat you that way. I don't know if they laugh or make fun of me. I have to block out all the kids just to be able to cope at school. I get left out a lot of stuff too. Kids act as if I am not even there. I am out of school right now. I had a break down at school. Cuz of all of the stress and aniety. I know none of them even realize I am even gone nor do any of them even care :'(
Anime2NIght 4 years ago
im sorry about all that
Movieshowcraze 4 years ago 3
Bullying is something that effects you for really the rest of your life it never goes away and for me and so many other things in life it dragged me into drinking as a way to cope but yeah i'm thinking of you and thanks for the message
luke555auusa 4 years ago 3
I am not being bully at all. They just ignore me. I am just a very sad lonely person. My big brother was bully a lot all through school. To the point that he got sick from all the anxiety and stress. The way he dealt with it is he got into martial arts and body building. When he was in college.
Anime2NIght 4 years ago
He said his size scares guys. But it is his feeling of confidence that he can now defend himself, that he feels like he is no longer a victim & helpless. He says all guys who are bullied should take some type of martial arts. To build confidence.
Anime2NIght 4 years ago
I think the real problem here is the teachers and even principals won't do anything until someone is killed It sickens me but it's the world we live in What's worse is everyone is ignoring bullying and isolation you could try to get on a current affair type show
luke555auusa 4 years ago 6
Your right. My teachers push me too hard and give me too hard of work. They except too much out of me. I just can't keep up with the other kids. I have to block out all the kids and noise cuz it makes my head hurt. So I am left feeling lost and alone :'(
Anime2NIght 4 years ago
I keep hoping things will get better but it seems like things are getting worst. I dread going back to school after winterbreak. I just hope I can survive till next year. I go to high school I hope and pray things will get better there :'(
Anime2NIght 4 years ago
Really how old is your friend? What grade is he in?
Anime2NIght 4 years ago
kimmy dont be sad some people are just jerks and my little brother has a VERY bad case of what you have and he gets made fun of alot and he is only 4
justinandjaimie4ever 4 years ago 2
I agree. Poeple seem to forget about others. They say and do things without thinking how much it hurts someone. I hope things get better for you little brother. I do understand how he feels.
Anime2NIght 4 years ago
Just hang in there. everything will turn out fine, one way or another.
Hypzt0 4 years ago 2
Thanks I hope so. I just hope I can survived all of this loneliness and pain.
Anime2NIght 4 years ago
Hi. I understand what ur going through. Want 2 be friends? Ur very pretty. ^.^
DoubleHare 4 years ago 2
Thanks it's nice to know someone understands. I don't understand why kids treat me the way they do or why I have to be the way I am. I would love to be friends. Thank you saying I am pretty.
Anime2NIght 4 years ago
Yea No prob. Thanks. No prob @^.^@
DoubleHare 4 years ago 2
This vid is like my personality (mostly).
DoubleHare 4 years ago 3
Hello Kimmy, that was a very beautiful and brave video that you posted. I've suffered for much of my life many problems (mostly depression and anxiety related) but I have gotten to a pretty good state for the last few years here. And, although it may not feel like it during the depths of one's loneliness or misery things can get better. I don't know how old you are, but you have many years left and there is a very good chance that things will improve as you get older.
Pat
PatPrimate 4 years ago
Thanks I hope so. I don't think I can survive very many more years like this. Thanks for giving me hope. Kimmy <3
Anime2NIght 4 years ago
this is cool video i like it. wanna be friends
serenafew666 4 years ago
i want to be your friend to
Nice video.
wisemonkey108 4 years ago
Thanks I would love to be friends. I am glad you liked my video. I poured my heart and soul into making it.
Anime2NIght 4 years ago
I'd love to get to know you :D im not completely "normal" myself :P gimme a message if u want to..
rantanen1 4 years ago
Hi, I would love to chat with you too. Send me a email throught youtube ok :D
Anime2NIght 4 years ago
Hi Kimmy, I can really relate to your story! For years, I felt the same way!! If you want to talk mail me OK! Bye
evilleke1 4 years ago
Thanks I will email you. It makes me sad to know that there are others who are treated like me. I would appreciate any advise you might have.
Anime2NIght 4 years ago
like where cuz um this is confusing
pokehaha 4 years ago
um your email would be nice.............
pokehaha 4 years ago
My email?? You can email me on YouTube.
Anime2NIght 4 years ago
hi kimmy,my name is cheydette..people just call me dette.i really liked youre video..i know this sounds lame,but i almost started crying.i just want you to know,youre not alone.i am a senior in highschool,and almost nineteen,and i feel the EXACT SAME WAY.if you ever want to talk, call me,@(714)535-2471..i am also on myspace.look me up, and well talk.i give youre video5 stars!
shawncarterisgay 4 years ago
Hi Dette
Can you email me on here and tell me your myspace link. I would love to call you but I have trouble able on the phone. I freeze up and don't know what to say. I do better in emails cuz I have time to think about what to say. I would love to talk to you. Kimmy : )
Anime2NIght 4 years ago
hi Kimmy :) I'm sorry for not commenting earlier, as you know I've been pretty busy lately.. You're so brave for making this; I know it was probably hard for you. I'm sorry you feel like you do, no one should have to feel that way. Please remember you're a great person and I'm here for you no matter what. I'm proud to be your friend :)
yunie091 4 years ago
Hi Sian. It means a lot to me for you to say this. You are a very dear friend to me. I wish you lived here. I miss you so much. You will always be my special friend. Hugs Kimmy
Anime2NIght 4 years ago
aww nice vid Kimmy you know ill always be here for you and you are one of the bestest friend i have even though we havent met in real life
Big Hugs
From your Friendly Neighborhood SpiderMan hehehe
PandaPaPa1 4 years ago
oh yea sorry for late comment
PandaPaPa1 4 years ago
Oh your so sweet and thoughtful. I am so glad you liked it. Your friendship mean the world to me. I just wish you went to my school.
Hugs Kimmy
Anime2NIght 4 years ago
with love
from your guardien angel
anna
INSIDEOFMYSELF 4 years ago
All thank you for all you encouragement. Even I didn't really understand it all. But it is the thought that counts. Thanks Kimmy
Anime2NIght 4 years ago
Thanks I could use a guardian angel & a friend :(
Anime2NIght 4 years ago
visit me at
myspace.....insideofmyself
take care and enjoy every breath the best you can..
INSIDEOFMYSELF 4 years ago
by devoting your everything to good,your serving a purpose.and will leave earth with meaning
serving love to others creates a purpose..
when this purpose is met...by our
actions
words
silent or loud
read or understood
devoting life to love creates a purpose of living
which lead you to serve the meaning of life
INSIDEOFMYSELF 4 years ago
INSIDEOFMYSELF 4 years ago
by devoting your heart body mind and soul to doing good,you have the opportunity
the chance
the purpose
to creating
expressing
overcoming
sharing
giving
receiving
and loving
INSIDEOFMYSELF 4 years ago
INSIDEOFMYSELF 4 years ago
My brother has autism, too...
MerSorax2007 4 years ago
Really How does he deal with it. My brother also has autism. He has moderate autism. Please email me ok.
Anime2NIght 4 years ago
He has trouble with his spelling...
MerSorax2007 4 years ago
Sorry I meant for you email and talk to me about him. I can tell you about my brother and me too.
Anime2NIght 4 years ago
kimmy, im very sorry that you feel like this. i know exactly how you feel. i dont have autism or anything like that, but i am misunderstood by the people at school. all you can do is surround yourself with people who care about you. you seem like a fantastic person, and if the people at school can't see that, them shame on them. its their loss. dont let them bring you down sweetie. you are a beautiful person.
CIERA17 4 years ago
Thanks I wish there were kids like you at my school. I wonder how i will survive another year at my school. Then I will be in high school. I am hoping it will get better.
Anime2NIght 4 years ago
just keep your chin up, and don't let them get to you. show them all that you're better than that! high school can be rough, but not as rough as middle school. it'll get better.
CIERA17 4 years ago
Thanks I will try. I hope high is better I don't think I could take much more of this. I just hope i can survive this next year :'(
Anime2NIght 4 years ago
don't worry about it. i'm sure it'll be fine. it does get better, believe it or not. just try to make friends who you know will stick up for you. but most importantly, learn to stick up for yourself, ok hun!? just try and think positive!
CIERA17 4 years ago
hunni i wish i went to school with girls like you! no matter what you are people like that will always find a fault its just them trying to feel like their better then you which their not. bitching about people and leaveing people out because you just couldnt be botherd to be nice and no matter what else you can say that you are a nice person and if people are that crule then your probably better off with out them. chin up love :D
Murzykins 4 years ago
kimmy you sound like a really brave and sweet girl. dont let the bitchs get you down their the ones with the problem.
Murzykins 4 years ago
Thanks you so much. I wish I went to school with girls like you.
Anime2NIght 4 years ago
i hate when you don't understand him and then he start cring it makes me want to cry
pokehaha 4 years ago
and he can say you which means i love you yeah i know what you mean i have to translate for my family
pokehaha 4 years ago
It is sad Brandon almost sounds like a deaf person talking. We had his hearing checked it is fine. He also studders when he talks. I talk fast to keep from studdering but I still do sometimes.
Anime2NIght 4 years ago
If you are looking for a someone to talk to, you can count on me!
MerSorax2007 4 years ago
my cousin can say some words like home, school (but of course he hates when we say school because he doesn't want to go!),this (this means dad),miss(miss means bath),off, and oohies(swings)
pokehaha 4 years ago
Whoa he has a language of his own. Brandon and use to be like that too. We could understand each other. I had to translate for my parents LOL But now I can't understand him. Brandon and I both hate school don't even like to talk about it. Too much pain there :'(
Anime2NIght 4 years ago
don't feel sorry to me theres nothing wrong with him i don't need him to change he understands everything you say but he just can't reply
pokehaha 4 years ago
My brother is kind of like that too. He understands most of what we say but can't reply back clearly. He gets upset when we don't understand what he trying to tell us. I use to be the same way till I learned to talk.
Anime2NIght 4 years ago
you sound so sweet and nice i would really like to be at your school with you
pokehaha 4 years ago
Thanks I wish you were at my school. I am sorry about your cousin. My brother also has autism. They told me autism is hardest on the high functioning kids. They know they are different can't help it :'(
Anime2NIght 4 years ago
my cousin has autism
pokehaha 4 years ago
You're very pretty and you seem very caring and sweet. Remember that and remember this: Many other people can understand you and some, are going through the same thing. You have people caring about you. You have all of us. You also have me.
SkittlesCandy 4 years ago
Awe you are very sweet& thoughtful. Thank you I wish you went to my school maybe we could be friends. That's is all I want & pray for is a friend. I am so sad & lonely I cry all the time at school :'(
Anime2NIght 4 years ago
You're welcome. And actually, I wish you went to my school. Your school is too heartless for anyone to be in (no offense). I can't understand why you've been put there. You don't deserve such a place.
And as for crying, you're not the only one. But you don't have to be lonely. You've got us and me :) Don't be sad. Always look on the bright side.
SkittlesCandy 4 years ago
It is just our local jr high school. Kids in jr high are all so into themselves that they forget others. I just wish I could find some else who feels like me there.
But I do feel like I am the only one. I never see others crying at school like me. I never see others who look sad, lost and alone like me. Maybe they just hide it better. I am sorry I can't see a bright side now. The only bright side is one day I will be out of school and away from them.
Anime2NIght 4 years ago
You don't have to see it. You have to search for it. Take me for example, I wont shed a single tear at school (well, I did once but that was because of something that happened to someone I cared for), but at home when the lights are off, I'm crying so hard but so quietly, it's scary. You have to look harder. Some people hid how they feel. You have too look them straight in the eye and see past the pupil and eye color you know? Maybe then, you'll find someone.
SkittlesCandy 4 years ago
Hey I feel exactly the same way as you it's so hard to find proper support out there i feel terrible about myself most days thanks for coming with this and YES I FEEL ALONE JUST LIKE YOU!!!!!!!!!
friendhope 4 years ago
What bright side?
friendhope 4 years ago
Yeah I know what you mean. People say look at the bright side. I am like what bright side. I haven't found on yet. The only bright side for me is the kids don't tease me. Heck I bet most of them don't even know I am in their classes:'( There is no support for me at my school. They figure if they ignore me. I will pass on through their school to high school. One more year of Hell. I don't know if I can survive :'(
Anime2NIght 4 years ago
Even when you think there's nothing left, keep thinking until everything in life is worth it. Light up the dark room inside of you. Light up yourself!!! (Even if it means being curious and killing Professor McGonaggol from the Harry Potter series).
Don't forget about sumer v. You wont have to worryy about them for that period of time. So you can relax and chat with all your online nice people friends :) :) :)
SkittlesCandy 4 years ago
Kimmy,
Although I am in a different situation, I can understand how you feel. Forget about thoes people at school. Instead, kill your time: Write about a girl who's going through the same thing. Maybe it'll get published and other teens could read and learn how to cope with things like that.
SkittlesCandy 4 years ago
hey kimmy. it's terrible how those kids treat u like that; u don't deserve it. ur a wonderful, strong, brave person who anyone would probably be lucky to know! the sad thing is, that most of the time, the wonderful, strong, brave ppl in the world, like u, are ignored. just know i'm always here for u, no matter wat ^.^ feel free to talk about whatever u want with me anytime, ok?
smurphkin 4 years ago
Awe thanks you so sweet. I wish there were more people like you in the world. Then people like me wouldn't feel so sad & ignored. Hugs Kimmy :)
Anime2NIght 4 years ago
I'm not going to pretend that I can relate to what your problems. But, you are a very special part of this world and someone loves you who is saddened that you wish to die.
PYTEEMEE 4 years ago
Thanks Pyteemee, You very sweet to say that. But sadly I feel no one at my school would ever miss me.
Anime2NIght 4 years ago
Hey Kimmy,
This is a beautiful video. Though I can't say I understand exactly what you're going through, I know it must hurt.
But you have a friend here, always. And you can count on that.
tkdkid91 4 years ago
Thank you so much Connor. Your friendship is very precious to me. I will always treasure your beautiful amvs.
Anime2NIght 4 years ago
back in junior high and high school I was always really quiet and I was often told people thought I didnt like them or thought I was stuck up cuz I didnt always smile when they passed me in the halls, but eventually things got better and I became more talkative...hopefully ull be able to have that change eventually, im sure u will :-)
waterfairy65 4 years ago
Thanks so much for your encouragement. But I don't know if it is possible with me having mild autism. But maybe some day I will have a friend at school. At least I pray I will : )
Anime2NIght 4 years ago
Kimmy you kick ass!
bobbydeak 4 years ago
T_T wat cruel world we live in, only hoping to be normal but subjected as nothing
-anonymous
witchluver 4 years ago
Hi, Thanks I made it hoping to find other people who felt like me. Sadly I can understand what your son is going through. I also have an autistic brother. My mom would love to have someone to talk to also. I added you to my friends : )
Anime2NIght 4 years ago
Hi Kimmy, thanks for making this video. I enjoyed watching it. You're very brave to make it! My son has mild autism as well, he's only seven years old but he's beginning to experience the things you mention in your video.
I'd love to be your friend. If you'd like to email me go to my channel and message me. I'd love to hear from you! Take Care!
LifesLikeThat 4 years ago
i think we have a lot in commen Kimmy
CutoverMe 4 years ago
Really will you email me so we can talk. I would love to talk to someone who feels like I do.
Anime2NIght 4 years ago
Do you get bullied at school for this Kimmy o_o If so...Then those dickheads are just jealous...'Cause your an awesome person ^^ Don't forget that~
This song is so depressing ;_; I wanted something cheerful and happy~!
I have a stupid question~!...What's autisim ._. [I think I spelt it wrong DX]
AzureDragoness 4 years ago
No they don't bully me. They just ignore me. I wonder which one is worst. I feel like I am not worth their time to bully. I am glad they don't bully me. I don't think I could take it. Thanks for all the nice things you said. I picked this song cuz it is the way I feel.
Anime2NIght 4 years ago
That was good! It's exactly the same song I listen to to describe my life, like I could just disappear and nobody would notice... school was always awful, everyone thought I was stuck up too because I was quiet... I always thought I was the only one =/ But hey, you're much bolder than I am...
infernodragon02 4 years ago
Really you were like me. Wow I don't think I am bold. I made this in hopes others would see it and respond. I wanted people I know to understand. I thought if they knew me they might like me. Thanks Glad you like it : )
Anime2NIght 4 years ago
nice pics! *sigh* i know how u feel......
RedDevilIV 4 years ago
Really I feel I live a very sad lonely life. I sometimes pray to die to get away from all the pain :'(
Anime2NIght 4 years ago
depression *sigh* ur not that only one that feels like that but wanting to die is not the solution
RedDevilIV 4 years ago