Oh Rachel.. I just watched this video and Carly's video for the first time and my heart is just aching for you and your husband. I am so very sorry for your losses. You are an amazing woman with more strength and sunshine than anyone I've ever known, and I don't even really 'know' you. God bless you, and your husband, and Noah, and your sweet baby girls. Big cyber hugs, Jennifer H
Sorry for both of your losses. my brother was born at 37 weeks and weighed 8lbs 9oz. My moms friends niece had twin girls at 32 weeks and both weighed about 5lbs pounds each and now all are fine and well.
As I write this, the tears are streaming from my eyes...down my cheeks and onto the floor. I am so sorry for your loss. A beautiful gift to you and yours but an even greater gift to God. My heart ache for you - a stranger. Its bad enough when life is taken unjustly but its even worse when its a child. God Bless you.
I'm extremely sorry for both of your incredible losses; May God Bless u both (and CONGRATULATIONS ON NOAH!!!). I know babies are born sleeping for absolutely no reasons at all ... but I'd be curious as to know if u know if Hannah had the same heart/bith defect as Carly.
You daughter was too perfect :') I sobbed. My mother walked in and asked what I was blubbering about, and I restarted the video, and she cried too. God bless you, your family, and Hannah. You are in my prayers. <3
I AM SOO SORRY FOR YOUR LOSS, I KNOW WHAT ITS LIKE LOSING A CHILD, IVE BEEN THERE. ITS HARD, THEY SAY TIME GETS EASIER BUT IT DOESNT REALLY AT LEAST NOT FOR ME, GUESS I STILL HAVENT COME TO TERMS WITH DESTINY BEING GONE, SHE WAS BORN 12-12-94 AND PASSED ON 4-12-95
aww am soo sorry i just saw your other video of carly and am sure both little girls are together... your very strong... keep trying and know god is big and this time nothing will take you baby away from you...
Do you know why this happend??? what did your doctors say?
I wish you the best if you try to conceive again and I am very sorry for the loss of both of you're beautiful daughters. Just know that they are together and will be at the gates waiting when you are called upon. God bless
@chakey12 she just had a baby boy he weighed 6lbs 6ozs this is her update this Rachel Morton Elliotte Noah has had a great day! He was wide awake for us today. He took his 1st bottle today and did great. He was at 25mL of milk at 3pm today and they are going up 5mL every 12 hours. His flow was turned down to 4 and they are going to continue to wean that. Hopefully it will be gone all together before too long.morning
your daughter is so angelic, she was obviously too good for this world, i know you have probably heard those words a hundred times but in time they will comfort you, my daughter was born sleeping too and i get alot of comfort from knowing that she has other little angels to play with in heaven and that no1 or nothing can ever hurt her or take her from me... our little angels will be looking after eachother and we always have our own special memories...take care
A perfect little angel so beautiful and det so lovely with a beautiful song by Katharine McPhee. I pray for you both after seeing this. I pray for your third pregnancy to go without complications and that you be blessed with a child born to term and healthy. No more suffering.
my dear I am sorry for your loss... I see that your story looks like mine and I have no other child in this world... the pain will always be in my heart... I hope you are stronger than me... I can't forget, I can't understand why, because everything was okay...
@Luciaand I'm so deeply sorry for your losses. My heart goes out to you. It has been a few years since my losses now and I have recently opened a YouTube channel for pregnancy/infant loss support. Come by and check it out. OnButterflyWings08
@aaronzoetisha I'm not sure if you were trying to BLAME me for my losses or not. However, how I grieve is NONE of your business! Even if you lost a child too doesn't mean you know how others who have went through a loss grieve. Everyone is different. But thank you for your deep concern...
I'm so sorry for your losses. I once read that God has the most beautiful garden and he only picks the most prettiest, beautifully pieces to go in it. Your 2 girls were both so breath taking that he had to have them back. In time you will see your 2 girls again. Until then they are togther laughing, smiling and playing together just waiting for you to meet them again. God Bless you and your family.
I am sorry for both of your losses. I just wish you had had some time with her like you did Carly. Actually I wish both Carly and Hannah were still here, but at least they can now be with each other and wait for you. I am praying for you and do hope you conceive again and that it goes well. God Bless
I saw your other video, and I am at a loss for what to say. I know that no words can take the pain away. I can't imagine going through that twice. You two are defietly stronger than I am. May God Bless you and your family. I will be praying for you. Your two little girls were beautiful, and the world is a sadder place without them, but Heaven has been made all the more richer by their prescence. God has big plans for you, you are an inspiration!
Ryan. Hold onto to hope of the promises that God has made to us. You have been blessed with two beautiful daughters. How could they not have been beautiful with such beautiful parents. Love and support each other. God has big plans for you two. I just know it!
Hannah is absolutely precious. I also viewed Carlys video as well. She also is precious. I am so proud of your strength and faith. Rachel you are so smart and would make the BEST (NICU) nurse ever! Those precious babies need someone like you who has such excellent nursing skills and who knows the joys and sorrows of life in NICU to care for them. I hope that you will go back to school and get that nursing degree:) God has big plans for you two. Love, Anne
I am so very sorry for your loss...she was absolutely beautiful and I will tell my Ella Rose to watch over her. We may never understand why, be I hope you find comfort in knowing you will see both of your daughters one day...they look down on you with love and may God bless and keep you! Erin xoxoxoxo
Rachel and Ryna, the preemie forum prays for you continually. You are our sister and brother always. And always the parents of two beautiful little girls.
@neenee1971 So sorry I never responded to you. Thank you so much for all the support you all showed me. I have tried to find the preemie boards since but somehow lost it all together.
We are praying for you both. We hope you know how much you are loved. We admire your strength and Faith in God. We know the video we made for you guys won't make everything all better but we just wanted to let you know that you are thought of all over the world.
May you find peace.
Much Love from Carly, Sam, Scarlett, River and Angel Christian
@Scarletriver26 So sorry I never responded to you. I hope you know how much that video means to me. I have listened to it tons and tons of times. Even now when I watch it I remember all the love you shared with me in a very dark time in my life. <3
You will never know how much I wish there was something I could do for you. We are all grieving with you. I hope that God blesses you with the peace you need and deserve.
my daughter's name was Hannah too. Hannah Elizabeth Stuart 7.6 oz and Andrew was 8.2 oz. I have never met anyone else who also lost TWO.
RevivingRichelle 1 week ago
Geeez...you poor people! Please update and tell us you have a healthy,happy baby!
CosmicFroggie 2 months ago
@CosmicFroggie CHeck out my YouTube Channel. We have an almost 17 month old toddler. We are soon to start trying for another.
carlynicoleelliotte 2 months ago
thinking of you all today xxxx
helenlouise26 2 months ago
Oh Rachel.. I just watched this video and Carly's video for the first time and my heart is just aching for you and your husband. I am so very sorry for your losses. You are an amazing woman with more strength and sunshine than anyone I've ever known, and I don't even really 'know' you. God bless you, and your husband, and Noah, and your sweet baby girls. Big cyber hugs, Jennifer H
JHaettich 4 months ago
@JHaettich Thanks for watching them. When I want to feel close to my girls I watch them too.
carlynicoleelliotte 4 months ago
you truly are an amazing strong woman!
ReillyAJ 4 months ago
Your strength is so admirable, I can't imagine going through this once but twice may God Bless you and your family.
MrManiac1014 5 months ago
You are amazing!! The strength you have astounds me! Thank you for sharing this beautiful video
jfishbar 7 months ago
AWW! Beautiful baby girl ♥
kissxmuffin 7 months ago
Sorry for both of your losses. my brother was born at 37 weeks and weighed 8lbs 9oz. My moms friends niece had twin girls at 32 weeks and both weighed about 5lbs pounds each and now all are fine and well.
KayRenee1998 8 months ago
As I write this, the tears are streaming from my eyes...down my cheeks and onto the floor. I am so sorry for your loss. A beautiful gift to you and yours but an even greater gift to God. My heart ache for you - a stranger. Its bad enough when life is taken unjustly but its even worse when its a child. God Bless you.
2G2KXAVIERBRIM 8 months ago
@2G2KXAVIERBRIM Thanks for watching and taking time to comment. Blessings~ Rachel
carlynicoleelliotte 8 months ago
this made me cry i am so sorry
dannylynnforever 8 months ago
@dannylynnforever Thanks for watching.
carlynicoleelliotte 8 months ago
I'm so sorry for your loss. My little sister was born sleeping in 2000, and the pain of losing her has never quite gone away. :(
Squirreltail321 9 months ago
My baby was born sleeping at 21 weeks weighing 200grams. Im sorry for your loss x
LillBrady94 11 months ago
:''(''''
katielovestash 1 year ago
Thank you for sharing the pictures of both your daughters with us. I cannot imagine the pain of losing your babies -3
mezgothchik 1 year ago
rip little one, thinking of you both rachel and ryan xxx
helenlouise26 1 year ago
Both Carly and Hannah SOOO beautiful :)
angelgirllivinlife 1 year ago
your little girls are beautiful. You gave them the greatest gift of all and they will forever watch you and their little brother. Many blessings!
Ash2Dust87 1 year ago
I'm extremely sorry for both of your incredible losses; May God Bless u both (and CONGRATULATIONS ON NOAH!!!). I know babies are born sleeping for absolutely no reasons at all ... but I'd be curious as to know if u know if Hannah had the same heart/bith defect as Carly.
familygal70 1 year ago
@familygal70 She has an autopsy done and was deemed to have no birth dfects what so ever. Who knows. Something went wrong apparently...
carlynicoleelliotte 1 year ago
that is the sweetest thing that a hosptial could do for you
MommaBeiler 1 year ago
You daughter was too perfect :') I sobbed. My mother walked in and asked what I was blubbering about, and I restarted the video, and she cried too. God bless you, your family, and Hannah. You are in my prayers. <3
EmilyLovesMakeup99 1 year ago
I AM SOO SORRY FOR YOUR LOSS, I KNOW WHAT ITS LIKE LOSING A CHILD, IVE BEEN THERE. ITS HARD, THEY SAY TIME GETS EASIER BUT IT DOESNT REALLY AT LEAST NOT FOR ME, GUESS I STILL HAVENT COME TO TERMS WITH DESTINY BEING GONE, SHE WAS BORN 12-12-94 AND PASSED ON 4-12-95
michaelthearcangel1 1 year ago
she is so beautiful xxx an angel to be proud of, im so sorry for ur losses xxxxx
mummyEca09 1 year ago
aww am soo sorry i just saw your other video of carly and am sure both little girls are together... your very strong... keep trying and know god is big and this time nothing will take you baby away from you...
Do you know why this happend??? what did your doctors say?
MyluvFernie 1 year ago
@MyluvFernie She finally had a healthy baby boy!!! NOAH!
Theultimatedemifan2 1 year ago
@MyluvFernie No, they don't know why she passed away. The autopsy didn't show anything.
carlynicoleelliotte 4 months ago
I wish you the best if you try to conceive again and I am very sorry for the loss of both of you're beautiful daughters. Just know that they are together and will be at the gates waiting when you are called upon. God bless
chakey12 1 year ago
@chakey12 she just had a baby boy he weighed 6lbs 6ozs this is her update this Rachel Morton Elliotte Noah has had a great day! He was wide awake for us today. He took his 1st bottle today and did great. He was at 25mL of milk at 3pm today and they are going up 5mL every 12 hours. His flow was turned down to 4 and they are going to continue to wean that. Hopefully it will be gone all together before too long.morning
maridentha 1 year ago
@maridentha yea I know. Noah is beautiful. She and I are FB friends but thanks so much!!
chakey12 1 year ago
That realy hits home cause my daughter was born the same day and the same year. i am so sorry for your loss. My uncle just passed away thismorning.
ladybug19791 2 years ago
your daughter is so angelic, she was obviously too good for this world, i know you have probably heard those words a hundred times but in time they will comfort you, my daughter was born sleeping too and i get alot of comfort from knowing that she has other little angels to play with in heaven and that no1 or nothing can ever hurt her or take her from me... our little angels will be looking after eachother and we always have our own special memories...take care
Erica-Mummy to Miley angel xxxx
mummyEca09 2 years ago
such a beautiful little girl, very sorry for your loss
praying for you and also my best friend who recently had her 3rd miscarriage also losing her little boy at 32 weeks
natz351 2 years ago
A perfect little angel so beautiful and det so lovely with a beautiful song by Katharine McPhee. I pray for you both after seeing this. I pray for your third pregnancy to go without complications and that you be blessed with a child born to term and healthy. No more suffering.
funfest24 2 years ago
my dear I am sorry for your loss... I see that your story looks like mine and I have no other child in this world... the pain will always be in my heart... I hope you are stronger than me... I can't forget, I can't understand why, because everything was okay...
Luciaand 2 years ago
@Luciaand I'm so deeply sorry for your losses. My heart goes out to you. It has been a few years since my losses now and I have recently opened a YouTube channel for pregnancy/infant loss support. Come by and check it out. OnButterflyWings08
carlynicoleelliotte 4 months ago
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maybe u should slow down and take time to grieve before having another or trying.
this is so sad, not one but 2 precious lives lost.
aaronzoetisha 2 years ago
@aaronzoetisha I'm not sure if you were trying to BLAME me for my losses or not. However, how I grieve is NONE of your business! Even if you lost a child too doesn't mean you know how others who have went through a loss grieve. Everyone is different. But thank you for your deep concern...
carlynicoleelliotte 4 months ago
I'm so sorry for your losses. I once read that God has the most beautiful garden and he only picks the most prettiest, beautifully pieces to go in it. Your 2 girls were both so breath taking that he had to have them back. In time you will see your 2 girls again. Until then they are togther laughing, smiling and playing together just waiting for you to meet them again. God Bless you and your family.
stefaniediane 2 years ago
I can't imagine losing 2....
Canichenoir 2 years ago
im so sorry you lost both of your children. my heart goes out to your family and i hope the future brings much happiness
nightdreamer9897 2 years ago
I am sorry for both of your losses. I just wish you had had some time with her like you did Carly. Actually I wish both Carly and Hannah were still here, but at least they can now be with each other and wait for you. I am praying for you and do hope you conceive again and that it goes well. God Bless
blissfullycat02 2 years ago
I am so sorry, I am so thankful for the lady that took your pictures . This is priceless. We do not know you but I love you and I care. God bless.
patmarch281958 2 years ago
I saw your other video, and I am at a loss for what to say. I know that no words can take the pain away. I can't imagine going through that twice. You two are defietly stronger than I am. May God Bless you and your family. I will be praying for you. Your two little girls were beautiful, and the world is a sadder place without them, but Heaven has been made all the more richer by their prescence. God has big plans for you, you are an inspiration!
hoss12686 2 years ago 5
I am so sorry that you suffered 2 losses. You guys must be heartbroken. I will keep you and your family in my prayers
jjm0bley 2 years ago
Rachel and Ryan
I'm crying w/u. U guys r strong, keep that up!
Will thinking of u!
bphongsavath 2 years ago
I am praying for your family.I have buried 3 of m own babies, Lane was premature and he lived 6 weeks.Melissa and Conner were both stillborn.
May heavenly father bless you and your family.Sleep well sweet angels.
allmydreamsarepurple 2 years ago 3
that is really sad now all of them are together are they buried together
eagoodwin1 2 years ago
@eagoodwin1 Yes they are buried beside each other. My husband and myself have plots beside our girls so we can all be together when the time comes.
carlynicoleelliotte 4 months ago
@allmydreamsarepurple Sorry for your losses.
carlynicoleelliotte 4 months ago
i don't know how you do it. my heart goes out to you.
jenncyclopedia 2 years ago 3
Iam again so sorry for both your losses and i will pray everyday for carly and hannah.
Apple45235 3 years ago 2
i understand how you feel.. i loss my baby girl kristyn dymples!!! last november 27, 2008. love you baby!!!
angelicfre4k 3 years ago 2
((ryan & rachel)) big hugs
NCFriends 3 years ago 2
Ryan. Hold onto to hope of the promises that God has made to us. You have been blessed with two beautiful daughters. How could they not have been beautiful with such beautiful parents. Love and support each other. God has big plans for you two. I just know it!
Love, Anne
anneburnette 3 years ago 2
Hannah is absolutely precious. I also viewed Carlys video as well. She also is precious. I am so proud of your strength and faith. Rachel you are so smart and would make the BEST (NICU) nurse ever! Those precious babies need someone like you who has such excellent nursing skills and who knows the joys and sorrows of life in NICU to care for them. I hope that you will go back to school and get that nursing degree:) God has big plans for you two. Love, Anne
anneburnette 3 years ago 10
She has a older sister in Heaven? Goodness, I pray for you and your family.
I am so sorry.
<3
hunterjumper28 3 years ago 3
@hunterjumper28 Thank you. We have since been blessed with a little boy, Noah who is 15 months old almost.
carlynicoleelliotte 4 months ago
She was beautiful. I am so sorry for your loss.
taylorchrisie 3 years ago 2
@taylorchrisie Thank you
carlynicoleelliotte 4 months ago
I am so very sorry for your loss...she was absolutely beautiful and I will tell my Ella Rose to watch over her. We may never understand why, be I hope you find comfort in knowing you will see both of your daughters one day...they look down on you with love and may God bless and keep you! Erin xoxoxoxo
EraBooBoo 3 years ago
Rachel and Ryna, the preemie forum prays for you continually. You are our sister and brother always. And always the parents of two beautiful little girls.
Renee (NeeNee1971)
neenee1971 3 years ago
@neenee1971 So sorry I never responded to you. Thank you so much for all the support you all showed me. I have tried to find the preemie boards since but somehow lost it all together.
carlynicoleelliotte 4 months ago
Dear Rachel and Ryan,
We are praying for you both. We hope you know how much you are loved. We admire your strength and Faith in God. We know the video we made for you guys won't make everything all better but we just wanted to let you know that you are thought of all over the world.
May you find peace.
Much Love from Carly, Sam, Scarlett, River and Angel Christian
Scarletriver26 3 years ago
@Scarletriver26 So sorry I never responded to you. I hope you know how much that video means to me. I have listened to it tons and tons of times. Even now when I watch it I remember all the love you shared with me in a very dark time in my life. <3
carlynicoleelliotte 4 months ago
Rachel:
You will never know how much I wish there was something I could do for you. We are all grieving with you. I hope that God blesses you with the peace you need and deserve.
Tracy
tbeck
tbeck702 3 years ago
@tbeck702 Sorry it took so long for me to respond to you. But thank you for taking time to be there for me and my family in a time of sorrow.
carlynicoleelliotte 4 months ago
Racheal,
God bless you. I belong to your birth group. I pray you find peace until you meet with your two precious angels in Heaven with Jesus.
Know that you have a fellow believer and praying over you and your husband. Please if you need someone to talk to find me.
Jessica
caramiasmommy
God Bless you!
patnjess7 3 years ago
@patnjess7 sorry it took SO long for me to respond. Thank you so much for your kind words.
carlynicoleelliotte 4 months ago