In the last year I discovered i'm not young anymore.It took 3 mamogram's for them to tell me I don't have breast cancer.it took 1 personal ultra sound to tell me aunt flow doesn't hate me I just have a fibroid tumor.it took 2 very painful ultra sounds before they decided to take my gallbladder out.it took 1 operation for me to realize that even tho I live in a gay friendly state. there are is still gay discrimination..the nurses wouldn't let my gf of 6 years see me..this past year I became old
In the last year I discovered i'm not young anymore.It took 3 mamogram's for them to tell me I don't have breast cancer.it took 1 personal ultra sound to tell me aunt flow doesn't hate me I just have a fibroid tumor.it took 2 very painful ultra sounds before they decided to take my gallbladder out.it took 1 operation for me to realize that even tho I live in a gay friendly state. there are is still gay discrimination..the nurses wouldn't let my gf of 6 years see me..this past year I became old.
um ive been more honest bout stuff, whether good or bad, stopped hanging out with most of my friends, probably all actually, just hanging out by myelf, been a bit more depresses i guess, o well, thats life hehe. b.t.w it looked like you were having heaps of fun, hehe.
I've become more confident with myself, and i've gone from 1 or 2 friends to somewheres between 10-15. I've stopped hating myself&body and having suicidal thoughts, and started to see the good side of life, not the bad! So overall... a VERY good change since last year!
in the past year i stopped judging people, tried to stop getting so worked up and angry so i am a lot calmer but im a lot mroe unhappy, i had to move away from my sister and my friends :(
Sure I've changed: I've stopped being depressed, I work out a lot, I eat healthy, I've lost 30 pounds, I've gained a lot of muscle, I started to wear what I want to wear rather then listening to other people, I got out of high school and I got a job. Now that's the last 6 months. After another 6 months I'm going to be more comfortable with myself and I probably won't have as much money because i need to buy more clothes in smaller sizes (clothes that i actually like)
I'm a better me everyday. So in the past year I've changed A LOT! My relationship with myself has grown stronger and better. I've replaced negative persons with positive ones, but I'm still working on the hypocrite in me. Nobody's perfect, so why should I be?
In the past year i have stoped cutting and havent gone back to it i started when i was 12 and stoped when i was 16 :) i found out who my real friends are and ive been more happy :) yaya!!!!!
I just now saw this video in my sub box. I really liked this. Like, it was funny and made me smile through the whole thing, but it also gave me this feeling of a sweet kind of nostalgia. This felt really casual, but it was beautiful too. Good job. :)
In the past year I have found myself. I have found that I can be totally happy by myself & I don't have to make myself into something for anyone. I've found me & I love it:)
let brad and angelina go you are better than that ;))) you gave people a lots of good advices but you gotta listen to yourself too, watching your start fresh vid is heart breaking i thought you learned but than again evil people sometimes wear angel's mask i don't blame you, you have a good heart and everybody knows that.
Love this video! I would have to say I'm more open to things now. I use to shelter myself from a lot of things, but now I'm just ready to start living life!
I thought this video was really interesting. I liked it a lot. The song in the back was really great. Who was that? Four random changes: 1) I learned that loving myself for who I am is more important than someone loving me for who they want me to be. 2) I dance a lot more often. Even though I suck at it. 3) Lost a lot of people who I though were my friends and gained a closer relationship with those who stuck around. 4) And I am more open with my gender expression and identity.
I loved this video even before I saw that I was in it lol. Also, THAT SONG. Hart is so freaking amazing.
I have changed a LOT in the past year. I became more open about my sexuality, went through a bad breakup, gathered the courage to finally visit NYC, gradually and with help from others rebuilt my confidence after said breakup, did some new theatre work, started a new relationship and ended or postponed some others. Mostly good changes for me.
Well I came out to my entire family and my friends almost exactly a year ago, so I would say I have changed some (: I've gained confidence and made a lot of new friends
Well I came out to my entire family and my friends almost exactly a year ago, so I would say I have changed some (: I've gained confidence and made a lot of new friends
Well I came out to my entire family and my friends almost exactly a year ago, so I would say I have changed some (: I've gained confidence and made a lot of new friends
Well I came out to my entire family and my friends almost exactly a year ago, so I would say I have changed some (: I've gained confidence and made a lot of new friends
This year I've changed dramatically. I've become so much happier, and optimistic. I now have strong ambitions and goals I want to work for. My happiness also encourages me to make others feel the same. Generallly, I think it's save to say that this year I've become a better person, and I want to keep it that way for the rest of my years!
people come in and out of out of our lives but leave footprints that last a life time.we do not know know why we have these footprints but we can only chose learn from them and move on,these footprints we reflects as wonderful memories and scars that made us the strong people we are today.
@ArielleIsHamming i have definetley changed in the past year Arielle, Thanks to you and your videos that you've posted... I have come to terms with many things in my life. I have dealt with my issues with depression/suicide, my compulsive eating problem and my sexuality. I was hiding myself from the world because I thought that I wouldnt be loved for being myself, but the truth was, i had to love myself first. I can accept the fact that I am a lesbian now, Without your videos, I wouldnt have...
@backflipdramachic ....been able to tell my parents and my sisters and I may not be here today... They are 100% okay with who I am.... I truely thank you from the bottom of my heart. You have definetly changed my life... and now I am proud of who I am, and let others know that they should be proud of who they are too.
*gassssssp* u were in san antonio?!?!?!?! COME BAAAAACCCCCKKKKKK!!!!!!!!
pinupzombie90 1 month ago
Ah, this made me smile.
arikathezookeeper 1 month ago in playlist Uploaded videos
deep arielle and so true 3:51
redwingsfan32 7 months ago
Go sweden in the summer bet u like it alot !
Roxen995 8 months ago
this video was awsome
BigGayDan1 10 months ago
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In the last year I discovered i'm not young anymore.It took 3 mamogram's for them to tell me I don't have breast cancer.it took 1 personal ultra sound to tell me aunt flow doesn't hate me I just have a fibroid tumor.it took 2 very painful ultra sounds before they decided to take my gallbladder out.it took 1 operation for me to realize that even tho I live in a gay friendly state. there are is still gay discrimination..the nurses wouldn't let my gf of 6 years see me..this past year I became old
spokandygrl 10 months ago
In the last year I discovered i'm not young anymore.It took 3 mamogram's for them to tell me I don't have breast cancer.it took 1 personal ultra sound to tell me aunt flow doesn't hate me I just have a fibroid tumor.it took 2 very painful ultra sounds before they decided to take my gallbladder out.it took 1 operation for me to realize that even tho I live in a gay friendly state. there are is still gay discrimination..the nurses wouldn't let my gf of 6 years see me..this past year I became old.
spokandygrl 10 months ago
um ive been more honest bout stuff, whether good or bad, stopped hanging out with most of my friends, probably all actually, just hanging out by myelf, been a bit more depresses i guess, o well, thats life hehe. b.t.w it looked like you were having heaps of fun, hehe.
69anteater 10 months ago
I've become more confident with myself, and i've gone from 1 or 2 friends to somewheres between 10-15. I've stopped hating myself&body and having suicidal thoughts, and started to see the good side of life, not the bad! So overall... a VERY good change since last year!
TheKitteyKat 10 months ago
What happened to the mouse? It looked like it was having a seizure : /
lork92 1 year ago
I live in san antonio (:
VeeRodrigue 1 year ago
in the past year i stopped judging people, tried to stop getting so worked up and angry so i am a lot calmer but im a lot mroe unhappy, i had to move away from my sister and my friends :(
komodo321321 1 year ago
you HAVE to tell me were I can find this song!! . . . . .pwease?
howhow124 1 year ago
Arielle, I love you. This video is amazing (:
ebrock09 1 year ago
ive gotten better at studying and worse at talking to people
carmenleticia3 1 year ago
This is cool, Arielle---as are you. Good work!
BTW - this year, I started to get gray hair. Guess I'm old now.
sneezepal 1 year ago
omg arielle!this vid is fucking amazing.im soo liking this n yeah,happines is the only thing we all shouldn't live without :)
love ya~
davedouchey 1 year ago
love this!
chellehrtsnapo 1 year ago
I agree hahaha :D thanks for share your happyness :D
nathh91 1 year ago
What is this song? :)
QueerAmzies 1 year ago
@QueerAmzies Light show by Hart Beat
cookiekirk110 1 year ago
@cookiekirk110 Thank you :D
QueerAmzies 1 year ago
Sure I've changed: I've stopped being depressed, I work out a lot, I eat healthy, I've lost 30 pounds, I've gained a lot of muscle, I started to wear what I want to wear rather then listening to other people, I got out of high school and I got a job. Now that's the last 6 months. After another 6 months I'm going to be more comfortable with myself and I probably won't have as much money because i need to buy more clothes in smaller sizes (clothes that i actually like)
Mattly2 1 year ago
@Mattly2 thats awesome! good for you :) that's pretty much what i want to do.
BrendaRyleigh 1 year ago
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QueerAmzies 1 year ago
I'm a better me everyday. So in the past year I've changed A LOT! My relationship with myself has grown stronger and better. I've replaced negative persons with positive ones, but I'm still working on the hypocrite in me. Nobody's perfect, so why should I be?
Narrelle 1 year ago
harts music rocks <3 and i loved this video so much
lacholadehayden 1 year ago
yay davey wavey^_^
PokemonRBDfan 1 year ago
In the past year i have stoped cutting and havent gone back to it i started when i was 12 and stoped when i was 16 :) i found out who my real friends are and ive been more happy :) yaya!!!!!
kayla619619619 1 year ago 5
Coming to terms with... me :)
spunkytatertot135 1 year ago
this is so happy!
Creaminta 1 year ago
so happy to say i am in this video!
i freaking love you <3
narsaddict 1 year ago
I just now saw this video in my sub box. I really liked this. Like, it was funny and made me smile through the whole thing, but it also gave me this feeling of a sweet kind of nostalgia. This felt really casual, but it was beautiful too. Good job. :)
ChannelCassie 1 year ago
In the past year I have found myself. I have found that I can be totally happy by myself & I don't have to make myself into something for anyone. I've found me & I love it:)
OhhhYESgurl 1 year ago
Is the @butuare channel down for ever? Its been quite a year but i hope not all gets lost in the changes.
CrappyCartoons 1 year ago
let brad and angelina go you are better than that ;))) you gave people a lots of good advices but you gotta listen to yourself too, watching your start fresh vid is heart breaking i thought you learned but than again evil people sometimes wear angel's mask i don't blame you, you have a good heart and everybody knows that.
lostisyourconstent 1 year ago
Thanks for this Arielle!
Domingo0022IWAY 1 year ago
for me is getting rid of crappy people and looking forward to moving on to bigger and better things.
blackwonder87 1 year ago
Love this video! I would have to say I'm more open to things now. I use to shelter myself from a lot of things, but now I'm just ready to start living life!
thatgirlnamedcrystal 1 year ago
I thought this video was really interesting. I liked it a lot. The song in the back was really great. Who was that? Four random changes: 1) I learned that loving myself for who I am is more important than someone loving me for who they want me to be. 2) I dance a lot more often. Even though I suck at it. 3) Lost a lot of people who I though were my friends and gained a closer relationship with those who stuck around. 4) And I am more open with my gender expression and identity.
JustineQueer 1 year ago
lmao "that does look like a big vagina"
pretty catchy song!
TheAsianZing 1 year ago
i like the song and that hair flip you did at the end was sexy ;)
random29 1 year ago
I loved this video even before I saw that I was in it lol. Also, THAT SONG. Hart is so freaking amazing.
I have changed a LOT in the past year. I became more open about my sexuality, went through a bad breakup, gathered the courage to finally visit NYC, gradually and with help from others rebuilt my confidence after said breakup, did some new theatre work, started a new relationship and ended or postponed some others. Mostly good changes for me.
cutewitch772 1 year ago
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Well I came out to my entire family and my friends almost exactly a year ago, so I would say I have changed some (: I've gained confidence and made a lot of new friends
xStaticStacia 1 year ago
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Well I came out to my entire family and my friends almost exactly a year ago, so I would say I have changed some (: I've gained confidence and made a lot of new friends
xStaticStacia 1 year ago
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Well I came out to my entire family and my friends almost exactly a year ago, so I would say I have changed some (: I've gained confidence and made a lot of new friends
xStaticStacia 1 year ago
Well I came out to my entire family and my friends almost exactly a year ago, so I would say I have changed some (: I've gained confidence and made a lot of new friends
xStaticStacia 1 year ago
your videos have totally inspired me to go get myself a flip and record all the crazy antics me & my friends get into.
<3
justsamma 1 year ago
I absolutly LOVED LOVED LOVED this video :)
fall4daeyez 1 year ago
Omg this is so cool! NYC <3
simplayaj 1 year ago
wow that song it by hart??? i thought it was some professional song. hart is the best :)
brooklynbees 1 year ago
this sounds like a hart beat
mtvgal0010 1 year ago
@mtvgal0010 lol it is!!
hartbeat 1 year ago
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COOKIE111209 1 year ago
Thanks Arielle, you just made my day... again :)!
Zaikonrwb34 1 year ago
This year I've changed dramatically. I've become so much happier, and optimistic. I now have strong ambitions and goals I want to work for. My happiness also encourages me to make others feel the same. Generallly, I think it's save to say that this year I've become a better person, and I want to keep it that way for the rest of my years!
AMLWong 1 year ago 2
:D,♥,♥,!. Love You.
Chrcouture 1 year ago
like times 1298310928301823 <3 love you
lexinedeluca 1 year ago
people come in and out of out of our lives but leave footprints that last a life time.we do not know know why we have these footprints but we can only chose learn from them and move on,these footprints we reflects as wonderful memories and scars that made us the strong people we are today.
jsweet83 1 year ago
I changed because there is more to life than mediocrity.
Domingo0022IWAY 1 year ago
@ArielleIsHamming I didn't even see it. lol
auroraunison 1 year ago
Comment below how you have changed in the past year. :D I want to know, good or bad.
ArielleIsHamming 1 year ago 3
@ArielleIsHamming i have definetley changed in the past year Arielle, Thanks to you and your videos that you've posted... I have come to terms with many things in my life. I have dealt with my issues with depression/suicide, my compulsive eating problem and my sexuality. I was hiding myself from the world because I thought that I wouldnt be loved for being myself, but the truth was, i had to love myself first. I can accept the fact that I am a lesbian now, Without your videos, I wouldnt have...
backflipdramachic 1 year ago
@backflipdramachic ....been able to tell my parents and my sisters and I may not be here today... They are 100% okay with who I am.... I truely thank you from the bottom of my heart. You have definetly changed my life... and now I am proud of who I am, and let others know that they should be proud of who they are too.
backflipdramachic 1 year ago
Great video. <3 Is the song in the background by Hart?
auroraunison 1 year ago
everything happens for a reason babe :)
AmykinzArtnStuff 1 year ago
I can't like this video... I LOVE IT.
So happy I've met you. <3!!
twicetheman 1 year ago
omgness i love dis video
Endivisual 1 year ago
FIRST
Zairabear 1 year ago
btw I really like this vid :)
Zairabear 1 year ago