I had my first experience falling down the Rabbit Hole this weekend. I consider myself lucky that I had my friend with me, and Eyedea to explain to me what I was going through and what to do. Word for word...
Since 3rd grade, I've slowly started to lose it. I used to call it "Thinking about thinking". I started to thing nothing was real at all. I went into these little trances and it felt like I was slowly blacking out. The deeper I went, the worse it would get every day. I found eyedea a couple years ago and I had no idea that there were other that were like me.
@PuffDraggin420 I've been "thinking about thinking" for a long time... I tried not to. I almost drifted out permanently... I continually try to forget ... forget the realization. But-- sometimes I remember...
@PuffDraggin420 I feel ya man, once you realize that everything is energy at it's deepest roots you just start to wonder.. And then you start to think, fuck it, i'm only going to do the things I want
the first time i heard this i freaked the fuck out. related to everything that is happening to me at the moment. i thought i was descending into madness, and this only confirmed it. anyone know how he died by the way?
@Revolutionary1794 ... sorry clicked post on accident. but what i was getting at is everything is balance. after life there is death.. and after death? the law of nature says everything progresses forward so it cant end at death... one revolving collective conscious. ahhh.. infinity. im rambling. anyway i ment no disrespect . just trying to spit some knowledge.
remeber.. if you live in the now you can never do the same thing twice. overcome fear
@Revolutionary1794 .. i find people often tell them selves they're insane and justify it in their mind as a means of closure to the social dissociation they're already experienceing for whatever reason.
i suggest that insanity is a mental condition, psycosis, word-salad.
also i disagree, our self conscious allows us to believe life IS meaningful, putting our brains in survival mode so to speak. however humanity is one collective conscious. one, never ending, INFANANT consciousness.
.. i find people often tell them selves they're insane and justify it in their mind as a means of closure to the social dissociation they're already experienceing for whatever reason.
i suggest that insanity is a mental condition, psycosis, word-salad.
also i disagree, our self conscious allows us to believe life IS meaningful, putting our brains in survival mode so to speak. however humanity is one collective conscious. one, never ending, INFANANT consciousness.
Yeah I am diagnosed as a schizophrenic. This song freaked me out when I wasn't on medication. I actually went nuts for awhile. Got put in a psyche ward.
@DrShakesBALLIN If I heard someone saying stuff like I heard in this music I would most definitely call the police on the crazy person. be advised I have no expectations since 94.
I'm sorry whatever happened to you in 94 has made you a hurt individual. You don't need to take it out on other, that only makes problems worse. I've experienced a great deal of pain in my life, maybe nothing compared to yours, but I learned a lesson to break the cycle. Show some love, and maybe others will too.
youre not the only one lol.. a description of my life too.. Amazing Eyedea.. Sing to Allah and Jesus Eyedea!! make them feel good with your voice and words..
I had my first experience falling down the Rabbit Hole this weekend. I consider myself lucky that I had my friend with me, and Eyedea to explain to me what I was going through and what to do. Word for word...
rock2dream 2 days ago
I'm the only one on earth.
Slyz2011 3 weeks ago
@Slyz2011 we are the only one on Earth..
Deriv801 2 weeks ago in playlist First Born (2001) (By Eyedea & Abilities)
@Revolutionary1794 wait i'm the cool kids club or what?
LMEA2011 1 month ago
Since 3rd grade, I've slowly started to lose it. I used to call it "Thinking about thinking". I started to thing nothing was real at all. I went into these little trances and it felt like I was slowly blacking out. The deeper I went, the worse it would get every day. I found eyedea a couple years ago and I had no idea that there were other that were like me.
PuffDraggin420 1 month ago
@PuffDraggin420 I've been "thinking about thinking" for a long time... I tried not to. I almost drifted out permanently... I continually try to forget ... forget the realization. But-- sometimes I remember...
Jackson72O 1 month ago
@PuffDraggin420 I feel ya man, once you realize that everything is energy at it's deepest roots you just start to wonder.. And then you start to think, fuck it, i'm only going to do the things I want
CHillRocker1 1 month ago
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There is no insane, just a boundry created by community, seperating us from them. The mind is limitless
xXgodpersonXx 1 month ago
the first time i heard this i freaked the fuck out. related to everything that is happening to me at the moment. i thought i was descending into madness, and this only confirmed it. anyone know how he died by the way?
richie1303 1 month ago
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182SheSaid 2 months ago
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182SheSaid 2 months ago
the more i listen to eyedea, the more i realized he opened my eyes. even if i can barley comprehend what hes trying to say
rufrat2 2 months ago
@Revolutionary1794 I can relate 110% to everything you just said.
41354N4 2 months ago
@Revolutionary1794 ... sorry clicked post on accident. but what i was getting at is everything is balance. after life there is death.. and after death? the law of nature says everything progresses forward so it cant end at death... one revolving collective conscious. ahhh.. infinity. im rambling. anyway i ment no disrespect . just trying to spit some knowledge.
remeber.. if you live in the now you can never do the same thing twice. overcome fear
dailygrime1 4 months ago
@Revolutionary1794 food for thought.. there is duality in everything in life, yin and yang. right wrong. life death. love hate. etc...
dailygrime1 4 months ago
@Revolutionary1794 .. i find people often tell them selves they're insane and justify it in their mind as a means of closure to the social dissociation they're already experienceing for whatever reason.
i suggest that insanity is a mental condition, psycosis, word-salad.
also i disagree, our self conscious allows us to believe life IS meaningful, putting our brains in survival mode so to speak. however humanity is one collective conscious. one, never ending, INFANANT consciousness.
dailygrime1 4 months ago
.. i find people often tell them selves they're insane and justify it in their mind as a means of closure to the social dissociation they're already experienceing for whatever reason.
i suggest that insanity is a mental condition, psycosis, word-salad.
also i disagree, our self conscious allows us to believe life IS meaningful, putting our brains in survival mode so to speak. however humanity is one collective conscious. one, never ending, INFANANT consciousness.
dailygrime1 4 months ago
@Revolutionary1794 I wish there were somewhere people like us could congregate.
SOADownsnubs 4 months ago
Yeah I am diagnosed as a schizophrenic. This song freaked me out when I wasn't on medication. I actually went nuts for awhile. Got put in a psyche ward.
jasongran7 4 months ago
these lyrics sum up the past 4 years of my life... i almost cried while listening to this...
Agent062296 4 months ago
those beats are so funky ass ill!!
inpHo211tmc 5 months ago
Pretty much an existential crisis defined by alienation
noentrie 5 months ago
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DrShakesBALLIN 7 months ago
Awesome lyrics, the beat is tight too
isitgranite 9 months ago
my life, emanating through his voice...
hilarionft92 9 months ago
i can relate to this song so much
its insane
16neri 10 months ago
this song is amazing<3.
MystiqueZombie 11 months ago
oh. my. god.
chad174670 11 months ago
Holy fucking shit. This song is, literally, insanely good.
timppari 1 year ago
So what do i do if every single word of this song is a description of my life?
TheSchimmi 1 year ago 59
@TheSchimmi Join the Group
TheGromit420 1 year ago
@TheGromit420 At least, it's good to know i'm not alone.
TheSchimmi 1 year ago
@TheSchimmi Welcome. You're one of us.
lProverbs 1 year ago
@TheSchimmi
stick on part 2 ;)
LostAlbion1 1 year ago 10
@TheSchimmi welcome to reality >:)
ToXiCDGKRIDER 11 months ago
@TheSchimmi
Become my best friend, since that's the case for me too. lmfao.
murderbydeath222 10 months ago
@TheSchimmi lucky
shinkle4 10 months ago
@TheSchimmi Same here brother
hexxxen 10 months ago
@TheSchimmi take a puff and figure everything is alright
Slode420 10 months ago
@TheSchimmi You're taking shrooms, reality peaces out.
streetex101 9 months ago
@TheSchimmi Then you should probably kill yourself or see a doctor because you are a certified paranoid schizophrenic who needs help.
scoutsouljademoman 7 months ago
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DrShakesBALLIN 7 months ago
@DrShakesBALLIN You label me a troll because you fear my truth
scoutsouljademoman 7 months ago
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DrShakesBALLIN 7 months ago
@DrShakesBALLIN be advised anger is fear announced
scoutsouljademoman 7 months ago
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DrShakesBALLIN 7 months ago
@DrShakesBALLIN If I heard someone saying stuff like I heard in this music I would most definitely call the police on the crazy person. be advised I have no expectations since 94.
scoutsouljademoman 7 months ago
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DrShakesBALLIN 7 months ago
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DrShakesBALLIN 7 months ago
@DrShakesBALLIN
lol
scoutsouljademoman 7 months ago
@scoutsouljademoman
I'm sorry whatever happened to you in 94 has made you a hurt individual. You don't need to take it out on other, that only makes problems worse. I've experienced a great deal of pain in my life, maybe nothing compared to yours, but I learned a lesson to break the cycle. Show some love, and maybe others will too.
DrShakesBALLIN 7 months ago
@DrShakesBALLIN Thank you for the kind words.
scoutsouljademoman 7 months ago
@scoutsouljademoman
:)
DrShakesBALLIN 7 months ago
@scoutsouljademoman cool, man.
SOADownsnubs 4 months ago
@TheSchimmi you enjoy it . that's what you do . and it won't be hard since it's coming from eyedea .
Whyaretheyalltaken07 7 months ago
@TheSchimmi take the dive
KaDo92 7 months ago
@TheSchimmi
youre not the only one lol.. a description of my life too.. Amazing Eyedea.. Sing to Allah and Jesus Eyedea!! make them feel good with your voice and words..
faddyronnie 6 months ago
@TheSchimmi Listen to Part 2, that is your answer.
dfminky 4 months ago
@TheSchimmi dive.
dids42 4 months ago
@TheSchimmi I'm right there with you.
41354N4 2 months ago
@TheSchimmi kill yourself
SirSponge941 4 weeks ago
@SirSponge941 Been there, done that. Trying out something new this go-around.
TheSchimmi 4 weeks ago
@TheSchimmi part 2 will cheer you up! makes insanity seem pretty cool.
SirSponge941 4 weeks ago
@TheSchimmi You sit back and realize that you just found the closest thing to jesus christ actually existing...
glass509 3 weeks ago
@TheSchimmi mine too man, been to the darkest places of my mind. im back now though so its all gravy
dailygrindism 2 weeks ago
@TheSchimmi Listen to Part 2. :)
snowislovely 2 weeks ago
@TheSchimmi You dive.
dteknikal 2 weeks ago
"You never knew it could just HAPPEN..."
Baxxter101 1 year ago
chillen in the 4th density
humorthevillain1 1 year ago
R.I.P.
dsmooothh 1 year ago
HOLY SHIT he died TODAY. thats FUCKED, RIP EYEDEA, most talented rapper on the face of this earth imho.
hizzblom 1 year ago
RIP EYEDEA LOVE YOU
UndermindMusicDOTcom 1 year ago
@UndermindMusicDOTcom what the fuck, rest in peace?
hizzblom 1 year ago
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UndermindMusicDOTcom 1 year ago
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UndermindMusicDOTcom 1 year ago
@UndermindMusicDOTcom man... Don't remove, not now... Speak with no regrets and no remorse; express it.
Baxxter101 1 year ago
This song is about me. Hahaha.
FallToRise 1 year ago
@FallToRise Hey, I thought it was me!
For real, it is the perfect song for teenagers to relate to. This album defined my years from 16-18.
I still love listening though!
OM3N1R 1 year ago
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@FallToRise it's about us all
jayfuckenbrown 1 year ago
@jayfuckenbrown this is not spam... It IS about us all, same as it's about him. listen...
Baxxter101 1 year ago
Possibly the sickest hip hop song ever.
FreeMind209707 1 year ago
what is this sampled from? craaazy beat.
Ghandja 2 years ago