【English sub】ごめんね ごめんね I'm sorry I'm sorry【初音ミク】

[AnimeKittyNyah]

Should NOT have eaten right b4 listening to this...

[HirotoKun3000]

huh?

[McImoi]

Mai-Chan's daily life.

[momocashew]

@McImoi THIS.

[Ghosty501]

@Ghosty501 *people get creeped out.

[Ghosty501]

Kikuo and Machigerita. . . They should make a song together! See how many pe

[shatterkiwihedgie19]

Does anyone know of any other Kikuo songs besides 'Don't Look at me in That Way', 'Breaking Things Into Pieces' and 'Let's go to Heaven' (and of course this one)? I'm having a hell of a time finding any others... (=_=' ) Any reccomendations would be appreciated! ^_^ Thank you!

[momocashew]

@shatterkiwihedgie19 This is Kikuo's mylist on NNDt: h t t p : / / w w w . n i c o v i d e o . j p / m y l i s t / 1 9 0 8 2 2 9 0 (take out all spaces) All his original vocaloid songs are in there.

[shatterkiwihedgie19]

@momocashew

Wow, Thank you so much!! ^_^ I just LOVE Kikuo! XD

[setoman1]

@shatterkiwihedgie19 artists almost always provide a mylist containing their other works in the video description.

[themintysky]

hm . . so I first heard thins song on the Weekly Vocaloid Ranking a while back,and thought "Wao~ It sounds pretty~ Gomen ne gomen ne~" Then I stumble on the english translations, and now is clearly disturbed.I'd like to think about this in a more . . . figurative way like azurefishie mentioned, but the more literal way isn't exactly all that fictional, and it truly is saddening that these sort of things DO happen ( ; - ; )/

Catchy tune,but the lyrics will be etched in my brain for some time.OTL

[MiTsUkI1515]

ROFLMFO omg yalls comments are soo LOL XD luv the song and vid. CREEPY yes but :D hah oh weeelll!!1

[kankuro876]

god, kikuo is even creepier than machigerita

[Sonjhh]

*sees the song in suggestions*"Hey this has a colorful picture in it! It must be a happy song...?" *listens* ... ... .. ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... *crying*

The worst part of this song is that it's not fictional. There are too many people that get abused... even the strongest mind can't carry everything. Someday it has to collapse being weighted by the sorrow and pain...

Terribly good song D:

[azurefishie]

It could just be more figurative. As in horrendous abuse that was tantamount to tearing her apart and cannibalism. She then met the other person who also turned out to be abusive. Like thesciencebehindit said.

[LoneShadow911]

lets see kikuo you've made songs about:

- Death

- Abortion

- Double Suicide

- and now Rape and Cannibalism

hmmmmm...........i think i will try the rape out on the replay button :D

[HatsuneMiku01Otaku]

@LoneShadow911 Is Kikuo similar to DECO*27? Like making the song and getting a VOCALOID to sing the vocals.

[tecneon]

@LoneShadow911 dont forget about sacrficing people and kidnapping ouo

[LoneShadow911]

i have a neighbor who speaks japanese,........... when i couldn't find the english subs before this video came out i asked her to translate................she shit herself and so did i after finding out what this ment @^@lll

[Aicchun]

wow.. p___q) scared to heaven...

[akara0510]

alil graphic..?

[isacmen]

im conflicted about the song. the meaning scares me to the point where i might start having nightmares, but the song itself songs great. like really great.

[25Renita25]

Holy Fuck 0.0

[Anima189]

I'm just going to pretend I never found the lyrics. xD The song on its own sounds cool.

[teejay7362]

oh my... o.o

[kiyoshiNeko97]

wtf pee...poopy!?

[pokemon3321]

after i saw the lyrics after blasting this song for 2days straight im disturbed..... it sounded so nice till i found the actuall meening of it :I

[PupTheCatgirl]

I think the girl was severely abused by her father and others, who would torture her to fulfill gruesome sexual fantasies. She lived like this from birth to the point her body was destroyed, but believed that "good girls" do this. One day, she met a guy who pretended to feel pity for her, but was really a sadist who was disgusted. He convinced her to run away and then abused her. She felt guilty because she thought she was a bad girl, so she went back and let them kill her as "punishment".

[VocaloidYOKO]

The lyrics are so out-of-whack they could literally mean anything.

Like-

Miku's a robot, her creator is fixing her, but she is constantly being fixed, so she's sorry.

The girl in the story could be a young abused schoolgirl.

Or it could be literal...

I could go on.

[snowlaprower]

I'm just going to walk away.

[Anima189]

My interpretation, this song is your typical ero-guro fetish. Onii-san doesn't necessarily mean her brother but probably someone in the industry for this fetish. An ero-guro fetish is basically a liking for porn that involves decapitation, or viewing of the organs and doing twisted things to the human anatomy. Hope that answers everyone's question.

[LeonLionheart0321]

So... is this a song about cannibalism or about a girl who is constantly being abused both sexually and non-sexually? Could someone shed some light on this song for me?

[88floor88]

I think it's creepy that such a dark story can be sung in such a cute way....

[helenasblossoms]

i dont get it can someone explain it to me ^-^ thank you

[Kasaihime22]

Damn, why can't the definition be this good on my iPod?

[FavVocaloid]

What the hell does this song even mean...? o.o it scares me..

[trying2hard2becool]

I actaully changed my mind over its meaning while re listening it...in japan a friendly way of calling men is "oni-san" and since she said a stranger i assume the "daddy" or her daddy is whoring her (and having sex with her) and she finds a guy who seems to take pity on her but just wants sex, then he stops liking her whored body so she goes back to her dad who's I'd say customers have sex with her until she dies, but her dad was happy so she was too

[trying2hard2becool]

do you have the romaji?

[olliecaviinae]

....

Yeah I think I'm gonna go stick with some cutesy songs for the rest of the day O__O

[TheAnimelover180]

?!? ^-^ ?!?

[lizzy532]

This... is for a friendship... So wonderful... I will never forget... Rachel Died... But we will always... Always... Have the memories...

[yuumeko]

wow.. kikuo is... wow. i thought 'don't look at me like that' was already sad and fucked up enough, but i think this one takes the care. amazing how s/he can make somewhat catchy/upbeat songs to extremely dark topics.

[BadAzzLuckCat]

Sexually abused (by dad) miku (1:15-1:32) runs away to her brother (1:33-2:08) who she finds out actually also will sexually abuse her (2:26-2:45) and so she goes back to her dad to find out that now him and a few of his buddies will now rape her (3:10-4:48) :( poor miku....

[UryuuIchirin]

<3 It sounded like techno/dubstep. Then I was all like oOo on her scream thingy

[XVocaloidxHetaliaX]

I Actually Cried! ;O; I Think That It Is A Girl Being Kept Prisoner~ "Miku Is Like A World Famous Singer, Lets Kidnap Her!"~Daddy ( Thats What I Think He Thought xD" So, Miku, At First This Guys Spots Her And Is Liking What He See's;) He Wants Her But She Declines His Offers. So, he thinks The Only Way To Get Her Is To Kidnap Her. After He Has Used Her For His ......... o.O He Thinks She's Rubbish And Terrible. By This Tim eShe Wants To Die. I Also Think 'Daddy' Was What He MADE Her Call Him....

[MoonshadowXV]

>.> poor kid?

[MsAnnoyingComment]

This makes me so sad....

[EmilyLightning]

This scares the shit out of me.

[FoxloidShiroko]

This song. Where has it been all my life. I think its my new favorite.

[AnarchyMitsukai]

The song is really catchy, but damn; the lyrics are just... wow.

[BatmanSucksMyBanana]

sounds like cannibalism 

[Luckyanimolove]

From what the lyrics tells me.....she's getting raped or abused from the father and brother.....or is that wrong? Anyway, this song is really catchy, and I can't find a download for it. ; A ;

[L33TM4574]

@Luckyanimolove "Onii-san", in this usage, most likely means some other man, rather than "brother."

In Japanese, the term "Onii-san" can be used to describe boys/men older than you.

[Luckyanimolove]

@L33TM4574 I know that, but in the song i just thought she meant a blood-related bro. lol thnx anyway XD

[dragonia00]

@Luckyanimolove here, copy this to google:

初音ミク】ごめんね ごめんね【オリジナル曲】nicosound find one that is from "nicosound.anyap", click it, scroll down again to find " mp3 " button, click, download, done

Hope it helped

[Luckyanimolove]

@dragonia00 Thank you! >.<b

[dragonia00]

@Luckyanimolove 【初音ミク】ごめんね ごめんね【オリジナル曲】nicosound

[Luckyanimolove]

@dragonia00 Thnx!

[maruxshadow02]

...the...the hell is this? O.o

[capriciousHighblood]

thia is definitely my new favorite vocaloid song ; w;

[neko13nya]

I dunno this sounds like...LOL Eating peoples body parts and so one. Look at the picture its a girl who is PEELing her skin off ripped it right off her body and u can see bones at her legs cause she no longer has skin there. I think this might be more then just emotional eatting or sexually...This song might be about cannibalism. She speaks about how thier eating her heart and it hurts..LOL I dunno just..It sounds about cannibalism.

[sheadatear]

@neko13nya You suck at metaphors.

[Naokun0]

Okay, so I was listening to this song and around 4:08, it went, "Yurushite, yuruSHIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII­IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII­II" and then a blue screen came up and told me my computer crashed. It scared me to death... ; A ;

[helee28]

This is brilliant xD

[helee28]

@helee28 wait no..

..

just.. no

D: *scarred*

[G0ldenButterfly]

This song is definitely about prostitution and the strong but dangerous relationship between a pimp and his prostitute. "Daddy" is the pimp, "Oniisan" is a guy that the prostitute fell in love with who wanted to take her away from the prostitute lifestyle. The prostitute went along with it at first, but eventually decide it wasn't a good idea, left him, and went back to the pimp. To be continued.

[G0ldenButterfly]

@G0ldenButterfly Continued. The pimp "eating" her is a metaphor for all of the (abusive?) sex that he gives her which tears her up inside mentally/emotionally. Her "collapsed body" is simply the representation of the prostitute's low self esteem. In the end, the prostitute either was killed by the pimp and friends, or more then likely, she lived, but lost her remaining piece of self respect and desire to stop being a prostitute and lost all will to resist. Therefore, she is "dead."

[TheKiroshi]

@G0ldenButterfly

You sure you aren't just blocking out some child canabalism?

But im sure the underline tone(if there is one) you'd be totally right, Some of the more graphic dipictions in the lyrics could be signs to harsh or ubscene 'customers'

I think, also when you said " Oniisan' is a guy that the prostitute fell in love with who wanted to take her away from the prostitute " ... I don't believe the the man is someone who loved her back, (Est. 2:35 - 2:40) and maby why she left him?

[G0ldenButterfly]

@TheKiroshi Cannablism wouldn't work; because it would be done in one go. This song is far too clever to be just straight out cannibalism. No, the eating is a metaphor.

As for the Oniisan, I may have misread that. However, I think the guy may have cared for her, but he just didn't meet her requirement for sex. By not eating or fighting her, he's not giving her sex. I think the prostitute may have taken the lack of desire for sex as something wrong with her and that he must've hated her.

[G0ldenButterfly]

@TheKiroshi But looking back on it now, I think the Oniisan may have done an abortion together, or perhaps she miscarried when he was there. Amniotic fluid is fluid in the amniotic sac of a pregnant woman; and I doubt the creator of this song just chose that at random.

Anyway, this song is so clouded in all sorts of metaphors; we may never know the true meaning behind it. But I do believe strongly it has something to do with prostitution.

[RoyaReese]

o_o this is the most messed up song i've ever heard

[TheRandomComedyKidz]

O.O

[lemonpurify]

MOMO... you provide and share us with good songs

[rinkagamine991]

Creepiest song on the face of the earth........Yet, still awesome.

[rinkagamine991]

Just....This song is so creepy....And that fact that it's 9 out of 10 about prostitution makes it even more creepy for me O_O

[RomanceFanGirl001]

...I think that she's a pimp's sex slave. She met a boy on accident, and fell in love with him. She tried to elope with him, but when they found out that Miku was pregnant, he forced her to get an abortion and turned her in to her pimp.

[anonymousfredcookies]

This is...

Disturbing... I don't know if I can ever listen to this song ever again in the same way... O_O

[HatsukoiNoKioku]

Poor Miku chan abused by her own father, then the one she loved, then her father ( + some of his friends) again!

Damn I want to punch those guys in the balls

[Ziristhiaa]

Hey~ Can I use your translation for a spanish fansub?

And...I love you for the kikuo songs fansub ;_;! I love his songs..and this is so...yeah <3

[momocashew]

@Ziristhiaa Sure, go ahead dear. <3 I'd be happy if the love of kikuo songs can be spread wider.

[Shakiraiscool]

@thesciencebehindit I was about to write that ; A ;

[thesciencebehindit]

@Shakiraiscool Looks like I beat you to it, Oneechan.

[thesciencebehindit]

I think she was probably abused by her father. She was convinced by a boy, "Oniisan" to run away with him. She thought he was in love with her, because he was gentle and caring, but Miku may have got pregnant, and "Oniisan" didn't want this, so he either forced her to get an abortion and left her, or he beat her, killing the baby also. Miku was broken hearted, and came back to her father, who continued to beat her, as punishment.

How spiffy.

[AkaitoShion101]

Kind of sounds like Child Abuse. She finally got the courage to run away, but was so used to being with someone that had complete control of her, she got scared and went back. Where she was beaten for running away.

[xTenshiAi]

Oh my God.. O____O

[MushokuNoNiji]

-doesnt know what the hell to say-

[moonfloweratnight]

. . . . . I'm so disturbed...e _____ e....

[xXHidahidafanXx]

The meaning behind this song to me is just gross. Its so. .auughh Why. xD; This artist makes such sad and weird songs with happy tunes... I love it..

[fishchimes]

Maybe she got pregnant and her father wanted her to have it (for religious reasons?), and then the pregnancy made her sick. This "stranger" saw that the only way for her to live would be an abortion, so he got her one. She took this to mean more than it did, and when the stranger leaves she thinks it's because she's disgusting. When she returns her father and other family (or cult?) members kill her. The song is her apologizing for getting pregnant and then getting an abortion.

[MstrMars]

I feel like this song is about the girl running away with a guy (onii-san) then him killing her, and her returning to daddy is her dad identifying her corpse

[MyMindToldMeSo]

YUCKY! The song sounds awesome, but... ICK!

[hado123]

kikuo!!! thank you kikuo!!

[GaaraXchik]

Holy shet.

[yanoviP]

this reminds me of my bf =///v///= <3 sweet song<3

[momocashew]

@yanoviP bf? What's that? Is it yummy? )8D

[VocaniSisters]

@yanoviP So your boyfriend ate you? Then are you typing out through his mouth or something? 

[MistressLooLoo]

@yanoviP I dont think being raped by your dad and brother is comparable to sleeping with your boyfriend... ._.

[iulitare]

i'm sorry i love the instrumental song ,but holy hell the lyrics are simply FUCKED UP. I..i don't think i'll be able to sleep tonight man >_>"

[MultiNinjaKitten]

That is probably the creepiest vocaloid song ive ever listened to.

[OtakuFreakAtNIGHT]

Kikuo, you creepy person you. <3

[anni3l]

Cannibalism...? o_o

[MrXlisam]

oh god, I used to love this, before I read those lyrics ono

[PainbowFox]

i cant take it seriously after she said poopy

xD im sorry i just cant

lol

[momocashew]

@PainbowFox POOPY. /so mature/

[PainbowFox]

@momocashew

i know right



[animeloverdoll]

i find this song very disturbing now...... but i still like it

[fyenale]

finally! a translation! kikuo's song is always scary but how bad can this-

......I'll just pretend I didn't just read all that

[Rinimorbid]

Hmmm... Anyone else get the idea this is about prostitution? Or just me... The straw representing a... Nevermind. Let's not... go there. O__O *curse my sick mind*

[blueberri9]

@Rinimorbid Lol that's what I originally thought too, so your not alone! xD

[RealisticFantasy]

@Rinimorbid Yeah, I was thinking that this must be about either prostitution or rape. I'm leaning more towards rape because the "Onii-san" was probably disgusted by the girl once he found out her father raped her. Tragic, but a really catchy song nonetheless.

[trying2hard2becool]

@Rinimorbid nah that is pretty much what i had in mind, well more that her dad just used her body, then her borther did then her dad again...and with friends D: but then the strain was too much so she died Y_Y too sad man

[Rinimorbid]

Man. I'm such a kid. When it said poopy, I busted up laughing. D:

[Totalidiocy]

Usually I don't say anything about other people's interpretations if I don't like them but...come on, isn't it obviously about sexual abuse? Kikuo's songs usually connect to some real thing (from what I've seen), and cannibalism is pretty rare irl. I think the cannibalism is a symbol for her being violated. The girl's dad is probably prostituting her. The oniisan is one of the johns and for a while the girl trusts him, not knowing that he will abuse her too.

[Totalidiocy]

(Also, maybe you shoulda translated "oniisan" as "mister". It's sorta weird to suddenly have a Japanese word show up.)

[momocashew]

@Totalidiocy Yeah, mister might sound better. I just couldn't think of a word cute enough to replace "onii-san". Miku was singing like a child, so I didn't really want it to sound too formal or mature, though it still ended up sounding a bit.. not child-like.

[Totalidiocy]

@momocashew I know. (I figured only kids addressed adults whose names they don't know as simply "mister" and not "sir", though.) But there aren't really too many ways to make a song sound childlike once you mention amniotic fluid. XD GJ, though.

[BlackSiphonophore]

@Totalidiocy Actually, I thought the song was a metaphor for an autopsy of a fetus, considering the amniotic fluid, maybe for research. "Daddy" is the lead doctor, and, although he doesn't really eat Miku, Miku interprets him removing parts as Daddy eating her. The "mouth" mentioned is a suction tube used during the procedure. Onii-san is another doctor who interrupts the autopsy to see if he can use Miku for something else. When he can't, he returns her to Daddy and his team.

[Totalidiocy]

@BlackSiphonophore I like your interpretation, actually. It seems you put a lot of thought into it; it makes sense.

(...but I still like mine a little better~)

[DollDrawings]

@Totalidiocy I really like your interpretation. Do you think the part about the amniotic fluid, do you think maybe the Onii-san got her pregnant? And perhaps had her get an abortion.. What do you think?

[Totalidiocy]

@DollDrawings I never actually thought about that, because I never considered that any of the bodily things mentioned are specifically important. But, you know, that makes a lot of sense. It even helps explain why she went back to her dad. (Maybe the onii-san abandoned her and refused to pay the bill for the abortion, so she was forced to go home and beg her father for forgiveness and love?)

[HiperLoveli]

@Totalidiocy Actually I think the onii-san does not abuse her, because she tough he found her disgusting...

[stardrop10]

From the illustration it looks like the girl already got her legs and waist eaten by her cruel dad (scary...)She ran away with her 'onii-san' from her cannibal dad and his followers. From my own interpretation, in the middle of their journey, that 'onii-san' got hungry and the girl offered herself to be eaten by him. But that 'onii-san' said it's disguisting and the girl took his words as a sign of hate. So she decided to return to her place and got eaten by her father and his followers instead.

[Tidus2300]

O.O

Did not know that this song had such a...dark meaning to it D:

[MeganeNaoki]

Children taste good.

[BurakuAme]

Ouch, my heart. Is this song about child abuse? ;___;

[neuphia]

i listened this iciko's cover some time ago and i already knew that this song's meaning was quite, um, impressive ? either way, i like it even more now i know the meaning.

[onigirimi]

this song is so twisted... it seems to have a very sad deeper meaning behind it though :'D

nice subs and translation, momoka! they were very easy to follow :)