best videos on youtube, Andrea. They've made me cry, they've given me hope, they've made me ask myself some questions. thank you very much! and it's so heartbreaking to see so much pain in your beautiful eyes....you are so so beautiful, Andrea.
Hello Andrea I can relate to you. I too feel as if I can't enjoy my life from this awful disorder anxiety has haunted me far too long. I will watch your videos because they are a great help.:) check my channel out I have videos of myself with generalized anxiety disorder. I want to help myself as well as others through communicating on u tube. may we all one day be free of these problems!:)
I like this video alot, because im trying the same. Sometimes it does work, when i have something to distract myself, or when i meet up with friends (which is very seldom), but as soon as im bored again, and have nothing to do, i start thinking about my problems. I think it would be good to get a constant distraction, and give your brain no time anymore to think about this stuff.
Hola Mami - I totally relate to this video! I when I want to think get on my bike ride far away as I can and let my mind soar. When I get home to the camera everything that I want to say never comes out the way that I want to or I get so anxious that I can barely get it out. What I do 2 deal with that is just jump on even if it's a black screen & just talk. When I'm feeling clearer my image appears on screen. Our symptoms will vary - wane then wax stronger.
Preach, honey! At my last job, I had a great friend. But I was never really THERE, u know? I would be so caught up inside of my head, wondering if I was behaving like a "normal" person, that I was like a robot--mechanical movements, fake responses, half-smiles. Many of the things I said were responses that were disingenuous & lacked real meaning & depth. U are so right; this is the worse thing about having SAD, because you're not really living. It's like a stage performance every single day.
:( :( :( i feel i am ready too.damned irraitional fears hold me back.shit seems the fight gonna last forever and have no end.socializing is pretty exhausting when you are kinda compelled in th hope of being normal.you know, not really enjoy in socializing but see it as a practice you are under the pressure of doing it well like taking a test:/
What you describe as being unable to show the real me, is probably what i hate the most about anxiety, not just because the image that people have of me is probably not who i really am, but also because when we start thinking our opinions and ideas aren't good enough to being shared or communicated, things start getting very ugly in school, university, work, etc. I liked that short video at the end, it really wouldn't have been funny if you open that door lol.
its tuff to make videos & articulate points well. but good work. anxiety lends itself to convoluted over-thinking. hard to describe the sensation of anxiety.
Totally know where you are coming from, it's really tough but I have faith you'll get where you really want to be. You're right SA and depression are the destroyers of everything. I turn my anger (which lately has had a habit of spewing out here and there) against them, they're not going to fucking win, not now...
best videos on youtube, Andrea. They've made me cry, they've given me hope, they've made me ask myself some questions. thank you very much! and it's so heartbreaking to see so much pain in your beautiful eyes....you are so so beautiful, Andrea.
Ohkit 1 week ago
why is this even on youtube... lmfao
AndyMartyr 2 months ago
You should watch my video " My SA makes me lie" i think its something similar to what you talked about.
MrDb07 5 months ago
Hello Andrea I can relate to you. I too feel as if I can't enjoy my life from this awful disorder anxiety has haunted me far too long. I will watch your videos because they are a great help.:) check my channel out I have videos of myself with generalized anxiety disorder. I want to help myself as well as others through communicating on u tube. may we all one day be free of these problems!:)
anxiousgirl87 7 months ago
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I like this video alot, because im trying the same. Sometimes it does work, when i have something to distract myself, or when i meet up with friends (which is very seldom), but as soon as im bored again, and have nothing to do, i start thinking about my problems. I think it would be good to get a constant distraction, and give your brain no time anymore to think about this stuff.
MrDb07 8 months ago
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MrDb07 8 months ago
Hola Mami - I totally relate to this video! I when I want to think get on my bike ride far away as I can and let my mind soar. When I get home to the camera everything that I want to say never comes out the way that I want to or I get so anxious that I can barely get it out. What I do 2 deal with that is just jump on even if it's a black screen & just talk. When I'm feeling clearer my image appears on screen. Our symptoms will vary - wane then wax stronger.
You are doing this work keep going.
soymiguelalejandro23 8 months ago
Another great video. You are so darn cute. Hugs.
AntisocialVirtuoso 8 months ago
Preach, honey! At my last job, I had a great friend. But I was never really THERE, u know? I would be so caught up inside of my head, wondering if I was behaving like a "normal" person, that I was like a robot--mechanical movements, fake responses, half-smiles. Many of the things I said were responses that were disingenuous & lacked real meaning & depth. U are so right; this is the worse thing about having SAD, because you're not really living. It's like a stage performance every single day.
booboohips 8 months ago
:( :( :( i feel i am ready too.damned irraitional fears hold me back.shit seems the fight gonna last forever and have no end.socializing is pretty exhausting when you are kinda compelled in th hope of being normal.you know, not really enjoy in socializing but see it as a practice you are under the pressure of doing it well like taking a test:/
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What you describe as being unable to show the real me, is probably what i hate the most about anxiety, not just because the image that people have of me is probably not who i really am, but also because when we start thinking our opinions and ideas aren't good enough to being shared or communicated, things start getting very ugly in school, university, work, etc. I liked that short video at the end, it really wouldn't have been funny if you open that door lol.
BarelyNoticeable 8 months ago
We love watchin your videos! Exactly what i've been lookin for!
SADChrissyQ 8 months ago
its tuff to make videos & articulate points well. but good work. anxiety lends itself to convoluted over-thinking. hard to describe the sensation of anxiety.
BRothbury 8 months ago
Totally know where you are coming from, it's really tough but I have faith you'll get where you really want to be. You're right SA and depression are the destroyers of everything. I turn my anger (which lately has had a habit of spewing out here and there) against them, they're not going to fucking win, not now...
ModerateMartian 8 months ago
absolutely wonderful video, i can really relate in that i feel ready to live but it is a constant fight against all the forces that hold me back.
xalienchildx 8 months ago
Good video.
PYSCOPOMP 8 months ago