I am in Pain. So much Pain.

[fibrofighters]

Ant....I LOVE you(((((hugs)))))))

[rainyjane10]

Dear Ant, Have been a fan of your comedy for a long itme but never stopped by to watch your vlogs until today. I am so sorry for your loss which seems like a lame thing to say to someone who is hurting as you are and everything sounds so cliche. It is not the quantity of life you live but the quality of life you live while here. May you find solace in the love of your ant colony and peace in your memories of Richard. God bless you. Cindy

[ozzyfan1962]

Dear ANT, I can't begin to imagine your pain. The holisdays must've been awful without your love. I lost my parents in '07. They passed less than3 months apart. I'm still reeling from it. The holidays completely sucked. I just had a weird dream about them last night. Do you dream about your lost love one? At least you have the support of your "colony" as you refer to all of us in cyberspace. I wish you peace & love. Maybe I can find the same.

Lisa

[sheiladawson]

Beautiful tribute.

-I'm so sorry for your loss. :/

Stay strong...

LoVe & pEaCe

[kattalien]

sorry about your loss of Richard.

I just found out tonight.

I haven't watch your videos in a few months.

richard is in a better place now.

you will see him again some day.

[ashluh]

I have been away from YouTube for awhile, and have always quietly watched your videos. Loving every one with you and Richard. Seeing the way you would look him in the eye.

This is devastating. Surprising myself, i broke out into tears. I didn't know either of you, but i loved your spirits, and watching them dance with one another.

He will be missed. Sending all my love to you, Ant.

We love you.

[smeefan]

I hope you and your family and Richard family and friends are alright just be strong. I know it's very hard and I can't imagine how you are feeling right now but you are in my thoughts. I'm so sorry and I hope you all are okay.

[leathersammie]

I'm so sorry honey. I'm absolutely devastated. Please be kind to yourself. Know you are loved.

[ja882]

breathe, and do what YOU need to do. I send you strength and love!

Always

Joshua

[onepeacenow]

I'm sorry.We are here.

Thoughts and prayers to you

and Richard's family.

[christine71002]

I am so sorry, Ant. My thoughts and prayers go out to you and Richard's family.

[ross185]

Stay strong Ant!

Much Much Love!!!

[AprilOctober]

ANT, I'm so sorry for your loss. You are in my thoughts and my prayers.

[theoriginaltyler]

Ant. I just lost my grandmother last week. I understand the pain you're going through. I wish no one had to experience losing a loved one. You're in my thoughts and prayers.

[dragonfli12001]

I'm so sorry for your loss.

[ChannelRichard]

ANT--

I am absolutely floored with devastation and sadness for you right now--Words can't even begin to describe how much I feel for you. This video was absolutely beautiful, and Richard would have loved it.

I have been watching your blog forever, and I've been absent for a while until now--this kills me, absolutely kills me. I send you all my love and condolences...

Hang in there. Be strong like you always are. We're all pulling for you.

[tarynactress]

OMG! ANT: I had no idea. My thoughts are with you and Richard's family today!!!!!!!!!

[lstilts]

oh my gawd..I am sorry for your loss!!!

[Plasticdolly69]

I am so sorry, Ant. I dont the circumstances of Richard's death but I hope his suffering was short. I know your love for him is infinite. xoxox to you and your family

[donncuan]

ANT, we all love you and will honor Richard's memory.

You and Richard's family are in my prayers.

[NYerCarl]

Ant,

I am so very sorry. There is nothing I can say that can lessen your pain, just know that we are all thinking about you in this time. Richard was a beautiful soul and he is now at peace, I don't know if this is any comfort. You will see him again someday.

MUCH LOVE,

Carlos

[HowardThomasWatt]

Ant: Sorry is not enough! Please know this, they never leave us, all you have to do is close your eyes, think of him, feel him, his touch, his smell, its all there my friend standing right beside you. Take care you will get through this. Please know we are here with you, always!

[aprilincinci]

I'm so sorry about your loss. I hope you feel the collective arms of all of the people that care about you wrapped around you during this time. You'll be ok.

[ignato77]

I am sending you all the love I have to give for your loss and please for me say one extra good bye.

Shedding hope and tears for only you richard,

Jean-Luc

[sarahlee23]

Sending you all the comfort and love that you need at this time, ANT. Me loves....

[juliejo39]

i just lost my hubby. so i understand ur loss. my prayers are with you. juliejo39

[WalkAlongMyPath]

Ant, I wish my words could bring you comfort but I never know what to say to someone that has passed on. All I know is to get through the difficult times. You have to have faith, love, and you have to celebrate those lives that have gone befor us. Remember the great times that you have had shared w/ Richard. Richard is a Great Man with a Great Soul. He will continue to live on with in side of you. We are always here for you, day or night.Many Prayers,Hugs,Love,& Faith to you,Ant. ~Alesha

[DNBursky]

My thoughts and prayers go out to you Ant.

David

[steelmag1]

Ant,

i don't know what you are going through. All i know is that we all love you and are here for you. we lift you up in our prayers. May God ease some of your pain right now...

[kleeklai]

~I liked Richard from the first moment I saw his hand. but then he came out from behind the camera and we all got to love him. always.

I feel lucky to have even known him at all.

ANT you know how I feel about you.

[palexchick226]

i'm so terribly sorry for the loss of richard. you two were truly a match made in heaven, and i can only imagine the pain you are going through. may he rest in peace.

remember, you have us, so come on back when you're ready. we're here for you, and we'll wait.

xoxo,

ashley

[poprocks1112]

Awe, ANT, I'm so sorry.. I wish i was there to give you big hugs.. and try to make thing better. Me loves you, always in my thoughts.

Super Fan - Steven

[lauralynnlance]

Sweet Sweet ANT, I love you and I wish your heart could feel all my love pouring out to you! I love Richard too. We will see him soon... Lots of HUGS for you!

-Laura Lynn

[VLPRESL]

Ant,i am so sorry for your loss. it's so hard to put into words how we all feel during this painful time for you. i know that you will find the strength to get through this difficult time. much much love to you and you are in my thoughts and prayers. xoxo-vicki

[lennonfan77]

Loves and prayers your way Ant. I am soooo sorry for your loss. God will watch over him for you.... loves, Jody

[jenferm23]

I'm so sorry for your loss ant. Take all the time you need. Much Love.

[wham4u]

Take care. All the best wishes in the world.

[notroubleatall]

So sorry, ANT. He was a lovely person. I know you miss him terribly.

[1DRock37167]

((((hugs))))

[iheartslug]

I am so sorry for your loss.

[mrsmcmullen]

So sorry for your loss. The ant colony will be here for you, when you are ready. You never really ever get over the loss of the love of your life.

[realityb3n]

:o what happened to Richard? Im so out of the loop! :S Im so sorry for your loss Ant xx

[fretfall]

I have no words to say, but a shoulder to lend and an ear to listen. I am so deeply sorry for your loss Ant. You are in my prayers.

[droscom]

Here is a BIG HUG. Love David

[frugalfriday]

Richard was very kind to me. I miss him.

[Lea2009]

Ant...

I don't know what to say...

sending my love & prayers

[meed29plussome]

Nothing is ever wholly lost.

That which is excellent remains

forever a part of this universe. Ralph Waldo Emerson

There are no words but know I will think of you. Work through this at your own pace, not by what someone else thinks. There is no set time. Each person is different on this roller coaster of emotions.

Breathe, eat, sleep -- It's a time when you tend to forget those things. The bloggersphere life will be fine until you feel ready.

Take care Friend

Meed

[PlythonJ]

We are all here, when you are ready to come back :)

xoxoxo

Jer BEar

[LynNetterBug]

((((((((((ANT))))))))))

Remember to breath!!!

We're ALL here lifting you up in our thoughts and many of us in our prayers. Take all the time you need. The healing takes time, but remember to cry until you laugh, and to laugh until you cry ... there are many memories and more emotions than you never knew you had when you lose the one true love. You're in my prayers and I am so deeply sorry for your loss.

[RoryRita]

Ant, omg what happened? Did I miss something? Was he ill? Too young, cant anyone be happy? Make sure you eat and sleep. This sucks, it just sucks.

[raullara]

hug.

[hartrose33]

Oh Ant, I Hope at this time of your greatest sorrow, that you will find comfort, and piece in the arms of your love ones. Always Hartrose33

[katalina2007]

((((ANT))))!  I am praying for you right now!

[awkwardturdle]

This video reminds me so much of Mark's video "Today 4 U" in RENT. The song choices were absolutely beautiful.

I am so very, very sorry for your loss.

Just remember, he will forever be your Angel.

<3 Much love from all of us in the colony.

[sinan32121]

Terribly sorry to hear about your loss.

Love always,

Sinan

[onevestalfan]

Love and Peace to you and to Richard's family. We are here when you are ready. You're in my thoughts.

[weirdaznpyro]

I'm so sorry for your loss.

[mikesworld2121]

what happen

[jrsktrd]

i'm sorry for your loss.  you and your family are in my prayers.

[queenjanine43]

I am here as well. I am posting everywhere to send you all my energy and healing light. Take time grieve and heal. We will be here for you. Richard was so great. Thank you again for bringing him into our lives.

xoxo,

Janine

[kimberly1425]

I'm so terribly sorry about your loss, my heart goes out to you and your families. Hang in there...

[SWTPEA64]

whenever you are ready......I understand...

JOE

[samielspiral]

my heart goes out to you and your families.