i wish my camera wasnt stolen so i can make a video to show myself to you, Im korean, & in the same situation, except im not as thin, im 120 but im now depending on aderrall (which sriously works) but please try to remember me, i want to reply
120 is actually thin depending on height. Sounds weird coming from me, I know. And I know all about Adderall. I use it all the time to study. I've never used it as a diet aide, though. It's just not like that for me.
Food addiction as a disease. I used to think this concept absurd, but not so much anymore. I don't think youre an idiot. I think you may suffer fr this disease, as do I. I encourage you to reasearch it for yourself. Your own experience is somewhat of a form of reasearch as well. You seem bright and so I don't doubt this isn't a new concept you've never considered. I'd just like to encourage you to look into it some more.
I hope that you find recovery sweetie. I know that you hate the shots that you had to get last time but its necessary for your life!! We all love you.
well, obviously, but that isn't something that you just stop overnight. the fact of the matter is that she is constantly b/p and if you can reduce the risks of that in any way, by say, eating a banana afterwards--then it should be done.
You look very sick, you are very sick, listen to your body. Push it off and you risk death. I can tell you want to do many things, like go to Vegas. Reality is, you'll probably feel like shit when you're there, just like you do now. Take action immediately, for that very simple reason; you're sick of being sick!
Alright... I've been lurking on your youtube "channel" (or whatever the kids are calling it these days) but this is the first time (and probably last) that I'll bother to post... This shit is serious, go to the doctor. You are NOT innvincible, I know that us w/ED's sometimes feel this way abusing our bodies for so long, but this is a WAKE UP CALL.... go to the ER... I hope you're alright... best of luck.
I have perscription potassium from when I had the same problem. Why don't you ask your doctor if he can perscribe some... and quick. I'd send you mine, but technically that's illegal. Ha ha. Let me know though. But seiously, if you start going numb, like your limbs are starting to tense up and stuff, go asap and get someone to drive you. that's what I did and all the doctors were suprised i wasn't dead.
Yes, please listen to everyone! We care about you. I know that it is a painful experience to go through, but imagine the pain and hurt your family and friends would have to go through if something horrible did happen to you. You are young, beautiful, and intelligent. Don't let this disease take that all away from you. Please get help.
God I hope you're okay... I commented last night after the 20min mark that you posted your video. I keep checking back to see if you have updated just so we know if you're okay. I watch your videos regularly and I am REALLY WORRIED ABOUT YOU. I pray that you went to the ER and that you haven't posted because you are still there....
hun, if you havent gone...GO!!! seriously you should. not good! i understand about not wanting to admot to yourself that its real. i got blood work back, kidenys are fucked and i have cmepltly depleated myself of iron, which explains why i keep getting so byind tired, but i still havent stopped...your not stupid...not going to the ER would be stupid thing but yournot stupid xxxxxxxxxx
Jesus Christ. PLEASE GO TO THE ER! You ARE acting stupid. You know that, we know that. Please, please, please. You may not make it to Vegas. we're complete strangers, but I'm worried to my wits end about you right now. The BEST thing you could do right now is share this video with you best friend. I think you need to be FORCED to go, dear. We care...
hun, be careful. i agree with shrinerspark, even if you don't go to the er, go and buy some potassium supplements. i would be too sad if something happened to you :( i'll keep you in my thoughts and prayers
Last comment, I swear... the potassium thing doesn't scare me as much as the fact that you have low potassium AND chest pains. That really makes it sound like something serious is going to happen soon unless you get it taken care of. Plus, doctors don't usually tell you to go to the ER unless they really mean it.
Also, if you won't go to the ER, would you at least be willing to buy potassium supplements and take them regularly? That's the next-best solution IMO, and it sounds like you really need to get the potassium one way or another.
Something else you could consider is Pedialyte. I believe it's fairly low-cal, and it has a bunch of electrolytes in it. I've never tried it, but I've heard about it from a few places.
If it stings, they're running the potassium too fast, and you're supposed to tell them so they can slow it down. I had a potassium IV once and it didn't hurt at ALL. And I read about a girl who had to get potassium due to her ED and it burned, but when they reduced the flow it didn't hurt.
Go to the doctor, the blood work speaks for itself and b/ping is suicide. If not this time but the next. You need to go to the hospital for this and you really need to tell them pretty much what you told us in the video so someone knows what your feeling and how dangerous this is.
I swear to God, everytime i check my subscription post and you haven't posted something i ask myself "i hope she hasn't died." Because you're THAT cool, maybe just telling someone ELSE or putting yourself in denial about a hospital situation like saying "oh ill be fine when i go" might switch things around, i think you being admitted could be a huge step to recovery because you would see how much damage you've done to yourself! pleeeeease gooooo!
Devil's Advocate? Once my doctor called me and told me that my K+ was about 2.5 and I needed to go to the ER. But it was the first day of my new job. So I never went. Weeks later they just prescribed me K+ and told me to drink orange juice like it was no big deal. The IV is just quicker I guess.
Maybe I'm jaded because I'm anorexic/bulimic, but I can't just go to the ER like that. But if you have time/money, I suggest you go. Don't toy w/ health.
You are not stupid or an idiot, you have a serious disorder. GO TO THE ER. I appreciate your honesty, to show people how eating disorders are. is there anything we/i can do for you *cough*talkyouintogoingtotheER*cough* you are in my thoughts
Please, please go to the ER. We all care about you so much. And that's JUST on youtube. Think of all the other people who care about you. Please. We care about you soo much. You deserve to live, and if this is killing you, Then go to the ER.
It won't let me post my comment but you need to go to the ER... the worst thing would be for you to drop dead while b/ping.. a death you DO NOT deserve. Are you alone in your apartment or is there someone to check on you later to make sure you are alive?? I am SO SO SO scared and worried for you. Please please please don't let yourself be alone anymore and set yourself up for this... go to the ER.. please
You must go to the ER. If you b/p like this it is basically suicide. Electrolytic imbalance kills many bulmics-you don't even need to be at an extremely low weight. You can fall asleep and just never wake up. Please go to the doctor and post so we know you are OK.
PLEASE GO TO THE ER. Please this is serious and i know you don't want to admit it but please. I am really scared for you. If you don't think you have the courage to take yourself PLEASE FIND SOMEONE ANYONE! I really hope like what somombo said you're not b/ping by now...
wow. please go see your doctor. this is very serious and putting things off never makes them go away. i love your videos and i can relate to a lot of things you talk about. please take care of yourself.
Pleeeeease go to the ER, electrolyte imbalances are really serious and if you go binge purge right now, well I'm really worried. I think you posted this about 20mins ago so I really hope you're not b/p-ing by now. I know its difficult, but you're not indestructable and you do NOT deserve to die.
Yeah I have Gitlemans Syndrome. It low potassium low magnesium. I feel for you and peopl like us. It sucks not enough research about it.
kekedj214 1 year ago
mine was 2.8 yesterday, i went to the er, you got to just take tons of potassium. I thought i was going to die yesterday.
Airsoftvideogame 1 year ago
pa kantot naman!!!
choymarlon 1 year ago
i wish my camera wasnt stolen so i can make a video to show myself to you, Im korean, & in the same situation, except im not as thin, im 120 but im now depending on aderrall (which sriously works) but please try to remember me, i want to reply
aStrangeNumb 4 years ago
120 is actually thin depending on height. Sounds weird coming from me, I know. And I know all about Adderall. I use it all the time to study. I've never used it as a diet aide, though. It's just not like that for me.
nonamavi 4 years ago
i got chest pains too :( sucks...
pourlecorps100 4 years ago
Food addiction as a disease. I used to think this concept absurd, but not so much anymore. I don't think youre an idiot. I think you may suffer fr this disease, as do I. I encourage you to reasearch it for yourself. Your own experience is somewhat of a form of reasearch as well. You seem bright and so I don't doubt this isn't a new concept you've never considered. I'd just like to encourage you to look into it some more.
caveat21 4 years ago
I hope that you find recovery sweetie. I know that you hate the shots that you had to get last time but its necessary for your life!! We all love you.
msmuwwakil 4 years ago
well, obviously, but that isn't something that you just stop overnight. the fact of the matter is that she is constantly b/p and if you can reduce the risks of that in any way, by say, eating a banana afterwards--then it should be done.
tammitheworm 4 years ago
((Hugs))
blessed923 4 years ago
check out: eniwekwe, on youtube. her voice might be what it takes.
jennfriedman 4 years ago
You look very sick, you are very sick, listen to your body. Push it off and you risk death. I can tell you want to do many things, like go to Vegas. Reality is, you'll probably feel like shit when you're there, just like you do now. Take action immediately, for that very simple reason; you're sick of being sick!
Love,
Li
WhatLiSaid 4 years ago
you need to eat a banana EVERY single time after your purge and NOT purge that up.
tammitheworm 4 years ago
cant you get potassium pills .. they would have like no calories if they did exist
redrainbows 4 years ago
im really worried about you, you could pass out at anytime, you need to go to the doctor ASAP.
lindieinred 4 years ago
Alright... I've been lurking on your youtube "channel" (or whatever the kids are calling it these days) but this is the first time (and probably last) that I'll bother to post... This shit is serious, go to the doctor. You are NOT innvincible, I know that us w/ED's sometimes feel this way abusing our bodies for so long, but this is a WAKE UP CALL.... go to the ER... I hope you're alright... best of luck.
whew898 4 years ago
I have perscription potassium from when I had the same problem. Why don't you ask your doctor if he can perscribe some... and quick. I'd send you mine, but technically that's illegal. Ha ha. Let me know though. But seiously, if you start going numb, like your limbs are starting to tense up and stuff, go asap and get someone to drive you. that's what I did and all the doctors were suprised i wasn't dead.
imlostinconfusion 4 years ago
Yes, please listen to everyone! We care about you. I know that it is a painful experience to go through, but imagine the pain and hurt your family and friends would have to go through if something horrible did happen to you. You are young, beautiful, and intelligent. Don't let this disease take that all away from you. Please get help.
modelstudent36 4 years ago
God I hope you're okay... I commented last night after the 20min mark that you posted your video. I keep checking back to see if you have updated just so we know if you're okay. I watch your videos regularly and I am REALLY WORRIED ABOUT YOU. I pray that you went to the ER and that you haven't posted because you are still there....
klaudea 4 years ago
hun, if you havent gone...GO!!! seriously you should. not good! i understand about not wanting to admot to yourself that its real. i got blood work back, kidenys are fucked and i have cmepltly depleated myself of iron, which explains why i keep getting so byind tired, but i still havent stopped...your not stupid...not going to the ER would be stupid thing but yournot stupid xxxxxxxxxx
gabi85colman 4 years ago
er, i wanted to clarify you are acting stupid, but are NOT stupid. I hope you know I meant that in all good intention. seriously. We are all worried.
vomitwut 4 years ago
Jesus Christ. PLEASE GO TO THE ER! You ARE acting stupid. You know that, we know that. Please, please, please. You may not make it to Vegas. we're complete strangers, but I'm worried to my wits end about you right now. The BEST thing you could do right now is share this video with you best friend. I think you need to be FORCED to go, dear. We care...
vomitwut 4 years ago
hun, be careful. i agree with shrinerspark, even if you don't go to the er, go and buy some potassium supplements. i would be too sad if something happened to you :( i'll keep you in my thoughts and prayers
insidethemusicbox11 4 years ago
Last comment, I swear... the potassium thing doesn't scare me as much as the fact that you have low potassium AND chest pains. That really makes it sound like something serious is going to happen soon unless you get it taken care of. Plus, doctors don't usually tell you to go to the ER unless they really mean it.
shrinerspark 4 years ago
Also, if you won't go to the ER, would you at least be willing to buy potassium supplements and take them regularly? That's the next-best solution IMO, and it sounds like you really need to get the potassium one way or another.
Something else you could consider is Pedialyte. I believe it's fairly low-cal, and it has a bunch of electrolytes in it. I've never tried it, but I've heard about it from a few places.
shrinerspark 4 years ago
If it stings, they're running the potassium too fast, and you're supposed to tell them so they can slow it down. I had a potassium IV once and it didn't hurt at ALL. And I read about a girl who had to get potassium due to her ED and it burned, but when they reduced the flow it didn't hurt.
shrinerspark 4 years ago
Go to the doctor, the blood work speaks for itself and b/ping is suicide. If not this time but the next. You need to go to the hospital for this and you really need to tell them pretty much what you told us in the video so someone knows what your feeling and how dangerous this is.
Rxswimmer27 4 years ago
I swear to God, everytime i check my subscription post and you haven't posted something i ask myself "i hope she hasn't died." Because you're THAT cool, maybe just telling someone ELSE or putting yourself in denial about a hospital situation like saying "oh ill be fine when i go" might switch things around, i think you being admitted could be a huge step to recovery because you would see how much damage you've done to yourself! pleeeeease gooooo!
jennlfer2004 4 years ago
omg please go!
sickofstruggle 4 years ago
Devil's Advocate? Once my doctor called me and told me that my K+ was about 2.5 and I needed to go to the ER. But it was the first day of my new job. So I never went. Weeks later they just prescribed me K+ and told me to drink orange juice like it was no big deal. The IV is just quicker I guess.
Maybe I'm jaded because I'm anorexic/bulimic, but I can't just go to the ER like that. But if you have time/money, I suggest you go. Don't toy w/ health.
keylimepie2006 4 years ago
I'd be sad if something serious happened to you...I enjoy your videos and I'd miss them dearly. Please take care of yourself!
nakunaritai 4 years ago
You are not stupid or an idiot, you have a serious disorder. GO TO THE ER. I appreciate your honesty, to show people how eating disorders are. is there anything we/i can do for you *cough*talkyouintogoingtotheER*cough* you are in my thoughts
kms0922 4 years ago
Please, please go to the ER. We all care about you so much. And that's JUST on youtube. Think of all the other people who care about you. Please. We care about you soo much. You deserve to live, and if this is killing you, Then go to the ER.
noename 4 years ago
It won't let me post my comment but you need to go to the ER... the worst thing would be for you to drop dead while b/ping.. a death you DO NOT deserve. Are you alone in your apartment or is there someone to check on you later to make sure you are alive?? I am SO SO SO scared and worried for you. Please please please don't let yourself be alone anymore and set yourself up for this... go to the ER.. please
ozfizz 4 years ago
You must go to the ER. If you b/p like this it is basically suicide. Electrolytic imbalance kills many bulmics-you don't even need to be at an extremely low weight. You can fall asleep and just never wake up. Please go to the doctor and post so we know you are OK.
99abc11 4 years ago
PLEASE GO TO THE ER. Please this is serious and i know you don't want to admit it but please. I am really scared for you. If you don't think you have the courage to take yourself PLEASE FIND SOMEONE ANYONE! I really hope like what somombo said you're not b/ping by now...
Please.
klaudea 4 years ago
wow. please go see your doctor. this is very serious and putting things off never makes them go away. i love your videos and i can relate to a lot of things you talk about. please take care of yourself.
charitylee056 4 years ago
Pleeeeease go to the ER, electrolyte imbalances are really serious and if you go binge purge right now, well I'm really worried. I think you posted this about 20mins ago so I really hope you're not b/p-ing by now. I know its difficult, but you're not indestructable and you do NOT deserve to die.
somombo 4 years ago