focus. It was kind of difficult. The holiday season was over, college was starting in a few weeks and i was getting cold feet. I love to tell stories. I want to become a filmmaker and also creat tv shows. and maybe publish some novels and short stories as well. But with 2 and 1/2 years out of school i didn't think i was gong to good in community college and all was to get a loan and take an online class at NYFA. It is so hard knowing waht you want to do and waiting to do it. sorry so it's long.
tahnkfully i have not considered suicide these days, but there were some times. some times i just feel like a fool for thinking everything in life sucked when everything was perfect. i had a pen pal, school is was great, everything was alot easier. I fear my depression more than suicide because i know if i get really really depressed i will start to have suicidal thoughts. I love to write either on paper or type on the computer. when i get really blue like i did early january, i wasn't able to..
Im very glad that I watched your video today. You helped me in more ways than you will ever know. God sends his message to each of us in so many different ways and through so many different people. God Bless you and may peace be with you in your mind spirit and heart.
Just to add on the truth that you are revealing I'd like to expound on a thought about the statistics on how many major cities have pharmaceutical residues in their drinking water. Many of these drugs have suicidal tendencies listed as a "possible" side effect. Now they've been in the water for decades. Combine this with a soul deadening school system and a society that encourages ignorance then we may notice a strong factor in the suicide game. I believe it is by design. Something to consider.
@Koolvedge wow! I am so interested in all that you have to share on these matters. I spent *some* time at your channel today, and am grateful for your knowledge. :)
I have felt pretty suicidal this year to be honest.Has been a really tough year and i have been thinking a lot about ending it all.I have faced many tough times in my life but dealing with my fathers cancer and looking after him has been really stressful.I am slowly getting back now but its taking time because i was pretty damn angry about everything.I do have faith in god but at times it wasnt enough.
focus. It was kind of difficult. The holiday season was over, college was starting in a few weeks and i was getting cold feet. I love to tell stories. I want to become a filmmaker and also creat tv shows. and maybe publish some novels and short stories as well. But with 2 and 1/2 years out of school i didn't think i was gong to good in community college and all was to get a loan and take an online class at NYFA. It is so hard knowing waht you want to do and waiting to do it. sorry so it's long.
codename617 1 year ago
tahnkfully i have not considered suicide these days, but there were some times. some times i just feel like a fool for thinking everything in life sucked when everything was perfect. i had a pen pal, school is was great, everything was alot easier. I fear my depression more than suicide because i know if i get really really depressed i will start to have suicidal thoughts. I love to write either on paper or type on the computer. when i get really blue like i did early january, i wasn't able to..
codename617 1 year ago
Im very glad that I watched your video today. You helped me in more ways than you will ever know. God sends his message to each of us in so many different ways and through so many different people. God Bless you and may peace be with you in your mind spirit and heart.
Sincerely
Andre McDonald / Dre' Rock
Margurite McDonald Music Inc.
FUNKBOOGIEBANG 1 year ago
Just to add on the truth that you are revealing I'd like to expound on a thought about the statistics on how many major cities have pharmaceutical residues in their drinking water. Many of these drugs have suicidal tendencies listed as a "possible" side effect. Now they've been in the water for decades. Combine this with a soul deadening school system and a society that encourages ignorance then we may notice a strong factor in the suicide game. I believe it is by design. Something to consider.
Koolvedge 1 year ago
@Koolvedge wow! I am so interested in all that you have to share on these matters. I spent *some* time at your channel today, and am grateful for your knowledge. :)
heavenlyangelsrhere 1 year ago
I have felt pretty suicidal this year to be honest.Has been a really tough year and i have been thinking a lot about ending it all.I have faced many tough times in my life but dealing with my fathers cancer and looking after him has been really stressful.I am slowly getting back now but its taking time because i was pretty damn angry about everything.I do have faith in god but at times it wasnt enough.
CylindersCrystal121 1 year ago