bpd is really hard to live with. I have it too, but i read that it gets easier over the years and we have so many more treatment options now. stay strong and don't give up xxxx
yes this was my world now im alone and getting use to it I never want to go back to wear i was i avoid all romantic relationships i am very very unhappy but i cant risk a relationship i hope it changes one day
Thank you so much. I think I have BPD. You've explained my whole life here. Everything makes sense. And the worst part is I think I'm about to hurt the person I love most now. Chaotic Relationships... I DON'T WANT TO LOSE HIM! Why me?
I think i got BPD - but the different videos often say that you dont want to be alone- I survive being alone because my fear of being left by other people
My twin sister Taite, has BPD...it sucks. I've watched her struggle all her life. It's been hard on me too because people think I'm just like her. We're twins; who wouldn't? I'm not though. I know my cue, I can see the moment she's triggered and when that happens, I've always stepped in to save her because, well...I'm the only one who knows how. She hates when I do that, feels I'm against her but I've never been. I'm on her side but she can't see it.
What humanity needs is more love, and more care for one another, more human beings with honest intentions that are not prescribing meds based on make believe illness just to make a buck of two. Listen sweet heart question one: Does God made you? Does he makes mistakes? stop feeling sorry for yourself since (if you have acces to a computer!) you are already one of the luckiest person in the world who is living a life others dream about. Please quit wasting that negative energy now!
@Guajirapa mental illnesses are NOT the fault of the person who has them. 'negative energy' is absolute bullshit. just because she has a computer that means she can't have problems?! obviously your 'god' does make mistakes or he wouldn't have made mental illnesses.
I used to struggle with same symptoms until I find out I was not alone...then I find out how much the pharmaceutical makes millions of dolars by detecting illnesses and make more meds, make more clinics, take our money away and makes us more ill! Stop watching yourself at the mirror of self pity because that is how exactly what they want you to see! How ill you are almost disable. Best solution as of today you are no longer under the spell of your meds, the drs, family members who are also...
I'm struggling with the same symptoms you mentioned too. It's can be hellish living with these problems but at least I'm glad to finally know what it is I have (BPD). It gives me comfort knowing that other people have this problem too (although I wouldn't wish it on anyone). And your right, it seems to be a major struggle to maintain friends and relationships when your mind seems to work against you a lot. Thanks for sharing your story.
Before it ruined my life. My whole life. I have 2 kids that I feel will eventually leave me for good one day. Its a good thing I have God in my life or I would be dead by now.
You are very intellegent. & yes you did deserve your friends. Everyone wants to be liked & fit in. Thats a struggle for me as well. I'm 47 & have driven just about everyone in my life away from me. I would always be the one to break up with a guy before he could break up with me. That would hurt to much. Neddless to say here I am alone. With only 1 or 2 friends.I feel totally out of it. With no motovation & just not knowing who I am. I got diagnosed late in life. I wish I caught it early.
Yes there is s God. That will bite you in your ass one day! Any ways, liked the video!! I myself have bipolar 2, split personality, fibromialgia and sarcoidosis. I will be 30 next month:( My last two years of my life are not even worth talking about, the thing thats keeps me going is my wonderful 5 year old boy:) Take care!!
Too all of us out there struggling to live with disorders that no one understands, I promise you one thing there is a God and He is just waiting for us to turn to Him with all of our problems. He loves when we call upon Him. This advice i give is something i am currently struggling with myself. I know it is hard but turn to the one true God. And always remember for every struggle here on earth we go through will be rewarded for it in paradise.
thank you for sharing your story. i was diagnosed 10 years ago with having bipolar too. i always put the bpd on the backburner because you can treat the bipolar so much easier-meds, therapy, etc. i have just realized that this illness is ruining my life, killing me. i am looking into some long term help. best of luck to you.
Very brave of you to share your story, gave me more understand of BPD, though labelling is not helpful to people, guess it is just used for descriptive reasons. You are a person not the BPD. I believe there is so much hope, especially because you are insightful of your own issues with this....never give up.
I can't afford to pay for DBT. They typically charge $120 an hour where I live and I don't make a lot of money. I'm not a female and a very unusual male (another story). In anycase, I too think that death is the only solution.
We took in a homeless student who turned out to have BPD. We took her to Dr. Mary Zanarini at McClean Hospital for diagnosis. We''ve been helping her for a year. She has been in DBT therapy for 2 months now, and is making progress with emotional regulation and "normality". If you have been
formally diagnosed with BPD, DBT is the only effective therapy with a (90%) chance of getting you "normal" in the 2 to 3 year time frame. Otherwise, your life is going to suck.
BORDERLINE is a made up illness made up by blood-sucking pyschiatrists and opportunistic pharmacies - we are just damaged individuals.
I never encountered a so called Borderliner who had happy childhood and loving parents and If I did, I'd be willing to bet they had dissociative amnesia.
Stigmatising LABELS do not help and neither do those fucking pills.
I gets better as we age because it is hormonally related (in females)
i haven't been officialy told anything...but im aware that i have some of those things that i have to deal with...i can usually get by it though when my friends slap me back into reality...but i know what you go through and i know it's hard...i hope you recover and keep being strong :) i have great respect for you <3
@s16penser No you do not. You will get past this. If you need someone to talk to you can email me at krbixler@gmail.com. I would love to hear from you. It gets better I promise.
@s16penser - you do not need to die - there is always solutions - try alternative medicine like ayahuasca or other solutions - there is many ways to overcome this shit - I know this because I did it
@s16penser never think that, u have so much to live for i know everyone says it but its true and there are people who love u, just think of ur friends, they wouldnt want you to die because they love u.they might not show it but they do. my parents abandond me and then they died,i feel like u do most of the time if not diffrently because i dont have anyone to talk to because they dont understand me they try but they dont because they dont know how to. things do get better, remember x
thank you for the wonderful clip i to suffer from personality disorder borderline i can and have gone through everything you have and it sucks it is nice to konw i am not alone in this illness
@Wotcher08 I so hope it gets better as we age.. Relationship is also my worst symptom. Along with 2 triggers which are Broken promisses and Lies... I hate this disorder and because of college I dont have time to go to a clinic 3 times a week and talk about it. Also dont have time to try out different pills. Im such a mess. I wanted love, i found it and now i feel like hes going to fast, its scaring me. yet wanted it..
bpd is really hard to live with. I have it too, but i read that it gets easier over the years and we have so many more treatment options now. stay strong and don't give up xxxx
somekindamillie 5 hours ago
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somekindamillie 5 hours ago
yes this was my world now im alone and getting use to it I never want to go back to wear i was i avoid all romantic relationships i am very very unhappy but i cant risk a relationship i hope it changes one day
suzyrain2000us 6 days ago
where lol
suzyrain2000us 6 days ago
I think it is vital to remember you are more than a label.
richmanshosho 2 weeks ago
Thank you so much. I think I have BPD. You've explained my whole life here. Everything makes sense. And the worst part is I think I'm about to hurt the person I love most now. Chaotic Relationships... I DON'T WANT TO LOSE HIM! Why me?
blushinggator 2 weeks ago
I think i got BPD - but the different videos often say that you dont want to be alone- I survive being alone because my fear of being left by other people
Karolin66 3 weeks ago
My twin sister Taite, has BPD...it sucks. I've watched her struggle all her life. It's been hard on me too because people think I'm just like her. We're twins; who wouldn't? I'm not though. I know my cue, I can see the moment she's triggered and when that happens, I've always stepped in to save her because, well...I'm the only one who knows how. She hates when I do that, feels I'm against her but I've never been. I'm on her side but she can't see it.
There's a fine line between love and Taite.
Cherat7 3 weeks ago
What humanity needs is more love, and more care for one another, more human beings with honest intentions that are not prescribing meds based on make believe illness just to make a buck of two. Listen sweet heart question one: Does God made you? Does he makes mistakes? stop feeling sorry for yourself since (if you have acces to a computer!) you are already one of the luckiest person in the world who is living a life others dream about. Please quit wasting that negative energy now!
Guajirapa 1 month ago
@Guajirapa mental illnesses are NOT the fault of the person who has them. 'negative energy' is absolute bullshit. just because she has a computer that means she can't have problems?! obviously your 'god' does make mistakes or he wouldn't have made mental illnesses.
somekindamillie 5 hours ago
I used to struggle with same symptoms until I find out I was not alone...then I find out how much the pharmaceutical makes millions of dolars by detecting illnesses and make more meds, make more clinics, take our money away and makes us more ill! Stop watching yourself at the mirror of self pity because that is how exactly what they want you to see! How ill you are almost disable. Best solution as of today you are no longer under the spell of your meds, the drs, family members who are also...
Guajirapa 1 month ago
I'm struggling with the same symptoms you mentioned too. It's can be hellish living with these problems but at least I'm glad to finally know what it is I have (BPD). It gives me comfort knowing that other people have this problem too (although I wouldn't wish it on anyone). And your right, it seems to be a major struggle to maintain friends and relationships when your mind seems to work against you a lot. Thanks for sharing your story.
seekingsecretw 1 month ago
Before it ruined my life. My whole life. I have 2 kids that I feel will eventually leave me for good one day. Its a good thing I have God in my life or I would be dead by now.
russochristine1 1 month ago
You are very intellegent. & yes you did deserve your friends. Everyone wants to be liked & fit in. Thats a struggle for me as well. I'm 47 & have driven just about everyone in my life away from me. I would always be the one to break up with a guy before he could break up with me. That would hurt to much. Neddless to say here I am alone. With only 1 or 2 friends.I feel totally out of it. With no motovation & just not knowing who I am. I got diagnosed late in life. I wish I caught it early.
russochristine1 1 month ago
Yes there is s God. That will bite you in your ass one day! Any ways, liked the video!! I myself have bipolar 2, split personality, fibromialgia and sarcoidosis. I will be 30 next month:( My last two years of my life are not even worth talking about, the thing thats keeps me going is my wonderful 5 year old boy:) Take care!!
mikevet70 1 month ago
Too all of us out there struggling to live with disorders that no one understands, I promise you one thing there is a God and He is just waiting for us to turn to Him with all of our problems. He loves when we call upon Him. This advice i give is something i am currently struggling with myself. I know it is hard but turn to the one true God. And always remember for every struggle here on earth we go through will be rewarded for it in paradise.
westgard23 1 month ago
thank you for sharing your story. i was diagnosed 10 years ago with having bipolar too. i always put the bpd on the backburner because you can treat the bipolar so much easier-meds, therapy, etc. i have just realized that this illness is ruining my life, killing me. i am looking into some long term help. best of luck to you.
ForeverMemoriesCards 2 months ago
Very brave of you to share your story, gave me more understand of BPD, though labelling is not helpful to people, guess it is just used for descriptive reasons. You are a person not the BPD. I believe there is so much hope, especially because you are insightful of your own issues with this....never give up.
1Godwon 2 months ago
schema therapy is more effective than DBT, schema goes to the root to all mal adaptive coping mechanisms.
phantomofoaktown 2 months ago
I can't afford to pay for DBT. They typically charge $120 an hour where I live and I don't make a lot of money. I'm not a female and a very unusual male (another story). In anycase, I too think that death is the only solution.
scrapbook11 3 months ago
We took in a homeless student who turned out to have BPD. We took her to Dr. Mary Zanarini at McClean Hospital for diagnosis. We''ve been helping her for a year. She has been in DBT therapy for 2 months now, and is making progress with emotional regulation and "normality". If you have been
formally diagnosed with BPD, DBT is the only effective therapy with a (90%) chance of getting you "normal" in the 2 to 3 year time frame. Otherwise, your life is going to suck.
flightofone 3 months ago
BORDERLINE is a made up illness made up by blood-sucking pyschiatrists and opportunistic pharmacies - we are just damaged individuals.
I never encountered a so called Borderliner who had happy childhood and loving parents and If I did, I'd be willing to bet they had dissociative amnesia.
Stigmatising LABELS do not help and neither do those fucking pills.
I gets better as we age because it is hormonally related (in females)
louiseiiid 3 months ago
i haven't been officialy told anything...but im aware that i have some of those things that i have to deal with...i can usually get by it though when my friends slap me back into reality...but i know what you go through and i know it's hard...i hope you recover and keep being strong :) i have great respect for you <3
kittykatwuvsyou1 4 months ago
The doctors don't help me....my parents have abandoned me me.... God isn't going to help me.. I need to die....
s16penser 4 months ago
@s16penser No you do not. You will get past this. If you need someone to talk to you can email me at krbixler@gmail.com. I would love to hear from you. It gets better I promise.
Wotcher08 4 months ago 2
@s16penser - you do not need to die - there is always solutions - try alternative medicine like ayahuasca or other solutions - there is many ways to overcome this shit - I know this because I did it
kporwol 4 months ago
@s16penser never think that, u have so much to live for i know everyone says it but its true and there are people who love u, just think of ur friends, they wouldnt want you to die because they love u.they might not show it but they do. my parents abandond me and then they died,i feel like u do most of the time if not diffrently because i dont have anyone to talk to because they dont understand me they try but they dont because they dont know how to. things do get better, remember x
emogirl5286 2 months ago
@s16penser
to bad of your parents, and God? there is no God, you can only help yourself...
chiangmai700 2 months ago
PERFECT !!!!!!!!!!!!!x
stefluan123 5 months ago
thank you for the wonderful clip i to suffer from personality disorder borderline i can and have gone through everything you have and it sucks it is nice to konw i am not alone in this illness
tambalina75 6 months ago
Thank you guys!! It's hard, but we have to remain strong. Luckily this illness seems to get better as we age. :)
Wotcher08 7 months ago
@Wotcher08 I so hope it gets better as we age.. Relationship is also my worst symptom. Along with 2 triggers which are Broken promisses and Lies... I hate this disorder and because of college I dont have time to go to a clinic 3 times a week and talk about it. Also dont have time to try out different pills. Im such a mess. I wanted love, i found it and now i feel like hes going to fast, its scaring me. yet wanted it..
Timbitdidi 1 month ago
awesome.love it...its deep and true.i can relate.
rhodesindia 7 months ago
I loved your video . I feel exactly the same and struggle with the same thing .
chaotickittehh 8 months ago