Anxiety And Depression - Living In A Dungeon...

[JustMe1018]

If u really didn't hear that knocking noise then it's possible you don't have a ghost but a demon that is causing you to be this way. Their is a spirit that controls depression and anxiety and FEAR! Others will contact on what i say as being BS but let me ask u this. Is anything working? What does the doctors tell u? To take more medication? Does it work? For it seems if they up yor dose and it's an anti depressant then y u still depressed? just ask yourself that. Here for ya bro. peace

[TheGaryKleinschafer]

Aw mate =( I'm sorry.. Always here if you need to talk

[maiq21]

i feel you man i made my own video about my anxiety and depression too

[daveddon]

u need to go in the Marines, your too young to be a bum....look at yourself...your shot out dude.....I havewas a Marine at your age.....I am 48 and worked 30 years already, my dad killed himself when I was 17 and my mom was an alcoholic....I was beaten too....Your setting yourself up for a miserable life

[lived4th]

i have said the some of those same words before. i know i am random youtuber but i hope you get some comfort because i can see u have a very sincere heart and have a strong passion. i have severe anxiety too and my depression comes on and off. therefore, i wanna take advantage of this youtube community and have my account open for any questions or statements. i might not reply fast...but i definitely will reply soon enough.

[thanie18]

| how longg have u had ur anixty` for . i knoe it suck`s cos i have it for close to a year now . back then i never` had it . stay strong . =)

[diamondfairy93]

@K1ebcreamandcofee listen to this dude below me!!!! He's right!!! ...lol

[Thevideoclown]

I will tell you the cure. Buy excercise equipment, work out, eat good and smoke pot. Alll natural no addiction, lots of confidence

[heythisrocks]

Wake up bro get off these drugs exercise and practice talking to people go outside force Urself I Ben their that will help you the pills got ur brain fuked up man look at Urself

[heythisrocks]

Drugs won't help man this world is about population control look it up Floride I. The meds floride kills man I was just like you I went to Yeh money bin also I never thought it was the meds i always thought they was helping me man this government don't care about u ur a test subject

[heythisrocks]

Grey

[MsAgnosticatheist]

My family is all mentally ill too, it sucks not having anyone to help you and only people that need you to help them. You guys must all have depression and it seems like hording too accept you. Are you in therapy? If you have benefits from the state you can see people for free. Chronic fatigue is also common. I feel bad for you and I hope things get better. Take it one day at a time.

[MsAgnosticatheist]

The worse thing is feeling like a burden to people when you have anxiety & depression. It's one of the biggest fuels for my suicidal idealization. I agree with the other posters. Even if you aren't getting out of your dungeon if you smoke at least the dungeon isn't so bad.

[markenhagen]

@MsAgnosticatheist If weed did not put me into an instant panick attack I would smoke it 24/7. To the guy in this video. I have severe anxiety/depression problems. I always had depression to a at a certain level. I have now graduated to severe anxiety and depression. Im an agoraphobe. Imagine have 2 HIGH HIGH evergy kids that you love more than anything and you watch them full time with no help from anyone. I dont take them anywhere but the backyard. They are 5 and 3. I am a failure as a father.

[ANT1714]

bro i been on benzos 1 year and 1 month its hell call me 330-503-9967 names anthony i sleep all day never move from bed i twitch all day and have extreme anxiety all day give me that call

[OwnedOver9000]

If you and your bro pay all the bills they why don't you get a place of your own and leave your dad to rot in his own filth?

[iKillorphans1]

please dude please i repeat PLEASE smoke some pot:)

[remberthisemail]

I'm only 15 and I'm pretty deppressed with my situiatuion but I figured it out man life is what YOU make it I thought that was bull but I figured out man it doesn't matter if ur sad u have the option to choose how I want to feel

[AwwwMuffinz]

watch?v=gC6PngiyOhE

I am actually paying for this video to be advertised by youtube, this isn't a solution, and i dont want your money, I'm just here to offer friendship as someone who has been through severe anxiety and paranoia. Please watch and maybe I can help you :)

[cintrik]

trust me tho, if u do that in those steps and find a med that works for you, your anxiety will slowly go away along with this shitty depressed feelings your having. I used to be just like your brother up until I was 23. I am 25 now, and really wish someone would have told me about some of those meds a long time ago. But just because one med doesnt work for you, dont give up, it takes a few trys before you find one that will work for you. google those meds, hope things get better for u man

[cintrik]

Bro, take my advise... get on some good anxiety/depressant medication such as zoloft, klonopin, paxil, lexapro.... after about 2 months the meds will kick in, but for the first week or month it might suck REALLY BAD. Side effects will eventually go away. After 2 months and ur meds start to work, force yourself to just be outside in public as much as you can. after doing that start walking around in small stores and whatnot, then eventually get a job and move out of there. Just take small steps!

[sebastainknight]

thanks for sharing been dealing with panic attacks since fall 2005 they went away on their own in 2007 no meds, etc.... but came back fall 2010 its been hell since then with morning/daytime being my worst time for panic, and nighttime being my calm time where i hardly have panic symptoms. sebastainknight@yahoo.com

[MrMusicman761]

i feel you, your not alone!

[Punkforbrains]

Life is bullshit. I hope I die tonight.

[Xone7]

I want to help you so badly. Please send me a message.

[SainTbboyiLLusive]

get some medi-weed and a nice glass piece....period

[BluntActivist2008]

@SainTbboyiLLusive Agreed. I'm not doctor, but for extreme depression, I am 100% sure that the right strain of weed could really be at least preventing the patient from killing him or herself.

[itzahazylife]

@BluntActivist2008

u even get dependent on bud..u end up needing more and more..but at least it isn't so horribly physically addicting.

[shannonleec]

Hey man hang in there,. You will make it. You know what to do

[evictingfaith]

o man do I feel u- I have disabling anxiety from divorce and crazy things happening to me. I dont know when it gets better but at least u have anxiety meds. cant afford mine. my parents do same- just ignore me, like a tomb here. :( hugs

[LMN1968]

Hugs to you, Caleb.

Move out of there into a better environment and soon, if you can. I think that environment is definitely making your symptoms worse.

Call Social Services, and see if they can help you find your own apartment someplace affordable. Show a social worker this video. I can't imagine that you wouldn't receive some kind of assistance to find a better place to live. That is a toxic environment, physically and mentally.

[thinkofabettername]

awww.. i just want to give you a great big hug. I'm in a very similar situation to you. I struggle with anxiety and depression as well. =( I don't have a lot of friends either. And my anxiety is preventing me from getting the job I want and living the life that I really want to live.

I hope things get better for you soon. I understand what you are going through.

[urnotalone38]

i hear ya... tlc

[excden]

I had a roommate before that was very remote and not talking to me, not even saying "hi," around the time my father died. One day when he was up in his room, I went berserk in the kitchen, slamming drawers as hard as I could, slamming everything, slamming the fridge, making a big racket. He didn't come out of his room at the time, maybe afraid, but the next day he was changed. He wanted to talk to try to calm me down. We were better friends after that. Get out of there (toxic) soon if you can.

[saltyeggs71]

I'm glad you did this video. I've been in some terrible situations that I thought I'd not be able to get out of. I have Bipolar and all that goes with it. Everything being a huge mess is an uphill battle. I have better times now so I know change can occur. Hang on. Hang on. I saw your freestyling and I was amazed! ( I know how isolation and no money or clean clothes can drain all motivation. Remember, hang on) . :-)

[soymiguelalejandro23]

Hola papa I am Miguel and I live with Schizoaffective Bipolar Disorder and Anxiety so I really relate to what you are saying ... please drop by my page when you get time. in the mean time here's a big hug - you can and will make it - one step at a time that's the key!

[onlyoneofme7]

awee :( hugs xoxo

[GenderFun]

this is very brave of you to film. I've often been in that emotional state when I was younger. it takes time to get out of it but there is hope. what helped me is finding a mission in life. helping others even by doing something small like giving them a smile helps. stay strong.

[csekshun]

I am suffering with severe anxiety and depression also. I am actually able to work just barely. The anxiety is all consuming i just want out of this dungeon too. People do not understand what absolute panic everyday is like. I feel for you man. Hang in there.

[chizzlemang]

i have the same problem--the grocery store it takes me FOREVER to just get out..agoraphobia sucks. I have panic and anx too..i feel you and im right here with you.

[GoodyGian]

There's nothing I can tell you that'll magically change your situation, but for what it's worth: please hold onto hope. You will break free from this.

I wish I could give you a hug...

[dreson99]

Oh WOW...I wish I could help u in some way...Depression is a powerful beast once it gets out of control

[sfcalvinaz]

Wow Caleb. Thanks for sharing so openly and honestly.

~Calvin~