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  • I hate myself and want to die

  • glad there are still Nirvana fans

  • check some new music at the mixedbreed channel

  • refuse to understand why a person sticks a needle in his veins and sends trash directly into his body-----just stupid, so he got himself rendered dead

  • @nukeleus1 he was ridiculously depressed. thats why he took the drugs, it stopped his pain and blocked out the world that he hated being in. He didn't care that he was 'sending trash directly into his body' - it helped him

  • @CharlotteL1029

    u a junkie too?

  • @nukeleus1 Seriously, man. How ignorant can you be? *sigh* People, why...

  • @nukeleus1 no i'm not, but i can understand why people feel like it's their only escape

  • @nukeleus1 I cant tell you why he did, i can try to explain to you why I did. I was always a fairly nervous, , kinda uptight and shy person. I got involved through friends, figured i'd try it, i was 16 and stupid, wanted to fit in ect. When i first had it i didnt throw up like lots of people do , i wasnt blown away or anything i just felt...better. I remember thinking to myself " this must be what normal people feel like" It cured all my problems ...for a while anyway.

  • @nukeleus1 That was almost 15 years ago, i spent about a year enjoying myself and then 6 in hell. I know its stupid, i know its hard to understand unless youve been there, just understand that some people are wired differently. I have a crapload of clean time up , im talking 8 years and i STILL get the desire every now and then. I wish i could use like some people and pick up /put down whenever i wanted, if i could i would but addicts cant, that simple.

  • @nukeleus1 People that are as ignorant as you shouldn't make comments.

  • I can't understand anything he is saying.

  • people were so shocked at his suicide

  • lol what the hell is he eeven saying?

  • why didn't people just GIVE HIM A BREAK SO HE COULD REST? MAYBE STOP THINKING ABOUT YOUR OWN FEELINGS AND MAYBE THINK ABOUT HOW HE FELT FOR JUST A LITTLE BIT. i have a dual personality ive lost all connection with life.

  • how did everyone ignore this OBVIOUS CRIE FRO HELP?

  • @h311inac311 it wasnt a cry for help. He didnt WANT help. He actually got some and he rejected it (or at least it deemed unworthy) He had a few suicide attempts up to a point that he was asked how he was feeling and he clearly said I dont wanna live in this world anymore and nothing can change that. So what better way to end my life through happiness? And thats why I started getting stoned every day..

    The very fact that youtube channel's of Nirvana exist, would piss Kurt off.

  • i hate camments that say "im a 13 year old girl that loves nirvana" or "no one cares how old you are if you listen to nirvana" it be nice to see some comments actualy about the song

  • Does anyone have the lyrics for the version on with the lights out?

  • Correction to the lyrics: End this someday what's that sound

  • you see the first clip when and where was it?

  • @TiarnanTheTadpole SNL (Saturday Night Live), 1992. Territorial Pissings is the song they played.

  • @NirvanaKC001 thanks :D

  • I thought I knew all the songs.

  • woahhhh i never heard this version, this should've been on the box set :/

  • Which album I can found this song?

  • @rafaelgabbahey @xPedro17x95 "The Beavis and Butt-head Experience." It was originally intended to be the title of the album 'In Utero' (and a track), but he changed the name because he felt people wouldn't understand he was joking. It was then removed from the final release because he felt that there were too many "noise" songs on it.

    So they ended up selling it to MTV for 10k or something like that, not sure. There's also a demo version as a b-side to the Pennyroyal Tea single.

  • @NirvanaKC001 Ah, right! Thx, man. I asked because the version in With The Lights Out is more noisy and the lyrics are messed, I mean, this version is so much better than that on the cd. Anyway, thx for the information.

  • its better to burn out than fade away - Kurt Cobain

  • @allansouri - Neil Young *

  • LEGEND

  • it's both hilarious and sad at the same time. The song got its title from when a journalist ambushed Kurt Cobain one morning when he was out eating breakfast or something. The journalist asked him how he was feeling and Kurt responded dryly, "I hate myself and want to die."

    Then a few years later he hated himself and wanted to die, which decreases the comedic value.

  • @StudioScarecrow Its Ironk lol thats the word :L its not really funny tho...

  • He hated himself and wanted to die, but the best time is before a band gets really popular. nevertheless it's a pity that so great a man had to die. we love you still kurt cobain.

    rest in peace kurt donald cobain ;,(

  • LISTEN TO THE FUCKING MUSIC PEOPLE.

    IF YOU HATE NIRVANA SO MUCH THEN DON'T COME HERE.

  • Noel Gallagher's Nirvana diss brought me here.

  • @plaskiz Shut The FUCK up!!!! Asshole!!!!

  • i used to be alive, but i was a satan worshiping faggot and took a shotgun to the face

  • @Plaskiz you don't know a single thing about him, do you?

  • @Plaskiz epic troll fail.

  • @Plaskiz You must be what, the funniest person on youtube. Oh wait.

  • @hungmightylow Excuse me? Kurt was inspired by rock songs and rockbands. No offence, but emo music is way different. Still its your opinion wheather you like something or not, sure, but what's the point of commenting that offensive statement? What u wanna achieve?xD

  • @hungmightylow on the troll

  • @iancurtisfanatic yeah, these fags get their rag muffins all twisted! I'm actually Nirvana's number one fan, cause I own their first album on vinyl bitches!

  • @hungmightylow hola vengo a putiarte en español para que no puedas entenderlo, que te garchen como un tremendo hijo de la reputa prostituta de tu conchuda madre mal cogida maricon!

  • @SicKdemo yeah I like fucking dirty mexican pussy, keep sucking that jalepeno cock you latin fuck machine.

  • @hungmightylow Crack up.

  • @hungmightylow no soy mexicano, soy de argentina :D

  • @hungmightylow you're such a fag.

  • @temari1st God is gay, you pedestal pussy mounter!

  • hmm. i wonder why he named a song this eh? lyrics are a person's diary.

  • @loveislovepeaceis He orignally wanted to name In Utero "I hate myself and want to die" As a joke, as most people who didnt like nirvana would call it "That hate yourself and want to die" Music. But he knew the majority wouldnt get his dark humor so he named it In Utero. And he ended up naming this song, i hate myself and want to die. For the same reason.

  • @zombiecolin97 im not so sure about that

  • mmmmmm :(

  • It sounds like 'Whats that arse sound' :D

  • @usnsquirrel nope, hired some dude and you know the rest.the thing is this wasn't brought up by some random conspiracy guy on the internet. This was brought up by the FBI private investigator hired by Courtney to find Kurt the week he died, Tom Fuckin Grant, BEEYATCH

  • this is off the unreleased album.....i aint heard this in awhile.

  • He wanted to name In Utero "I hate myself and want to die", as a sarcastic joke but he was afraid people wouldn't get it, also he didn't kill himself, he was murdered look it up!

  • @shocker96 You're deluded. Let me guess; Courtney did it from her jail cell, right?

  • those lyrics are terrible. XD

  • wish granted . . .

  • this song makes me think about all of the things that always scared but this song is so raw its addictive helps me not think about hating myself and not want to die but its there

  • Me too Kurt, me too.

  • I wonder how many people make arrow in the knee jokes without even knowing what they mean

  • @AndrewTsVidz y do they mean

    

  • @embarrassmaster It's from The Elder Scrolls 5: Skyrim. The guards will say it sometimes. Also, I would highly recommend it if you've never played it. 

  • @AndrewTsVidz Its a great game in my opinion.

  • @stickdudes1 I got sick of it and sold it to buy stuff for my guitar

  • @GrungeyMr what the fuck... Curt is still allive

  • @jushjaje Its Kurt and why are you telling me this?

    

  • @jushjaje lol, he died in 1994

  • @meandmyclones and justin bieber was born.....Horrible time for music...

  • @AndrewTsVidz what does it mean i heard a friend tell one a had no clue what it means

  • @zooyorll It's from the elder scrolls 5 skyrim

  • @AndrewTsVidz And this comment is related to this video how?

  • well, unfortunately, I guess he got his wish.

  • @evangelistbarry65 As will we all... tis fortunate really, it keeps us unified inequality. ;D

  • i hate myself and want to dye my hair green and die

  • @AnitaTimeMachine You were soo close... still, its a good one. ;P

  • İ think this is one of the best songs , but the title scares people off. İ think is okay xd.

  • if u like grunge music then checkout our channel i think you'll like

  • Yeah... I Hate Myself & Want To Die!!!

  • @KurtCobainAberdeen i also hate myself & want to die.

  • so whats the moral of the story? never trust a suicidal joke!

    

  • awesome video

  • Fuckin love this song

  • @robertziggy you know realy what it means?

  • @Mrkasid21 yeah but i still love the song

  • Exactly right on. Stype suggested it,and the rest is history.Well with all the rights Courtney Love owns it is herstory.

  • 2:27-8 :)

  • Rawr

  • im a basement dweller i hate myself and want to die

  • wasn't this song named because he found it funny?

  • @awesome9001 i think you're right. great song

  • @awesome9001 Kurt hated the depressed suicidal image thet everyone thought the band had so Michael Stipe (R.E.M.) told them to write a song called "I Hate Myself and Want to Die" as a joke.

  • @awesome9001  Actually Kurt wanted to name the album "In Utero" as "I Hate Myself And I Want To Die" but the label wouldn't let him., This song was recorded around the same time and released on the Bevis and Butthead Experience comp.

  • I just noticed that when he says "most people don't realize, that large pieces of coral which have been painted brown and attached to the skull by common wood screws, can make a child look like a deer." is from season 16 episode 5 of a '90's Saturday Night Live tv episode.

  • Genius

  • long live kurt cobain...you always there to us everytime we listen of your music...i listen nirvana since my highschool days..

  • se kurt fosse um gordinho com cara porco os fãs de nirvana diminuiriam pela metade?

  • @Keishmer25 yep, pelo menos as fãs diminuiam

  • a fuckin poet,one of those guys id love to sit down on a mountain side with a bottle of beer and ask him why he lied about "not having a gun".......a genius consumed by something we'l never know about,RIP kurt,hope you found your peace!

  • just to think the 90s where so long ago i suddenly feel old, and i dont relate to anything nowdays, really my worst nightmare happend, the world turn exacly into what i hated back then, a materialistic fake empty world

  • I WANT THAT SWEATER! WHERE?

  • @ybotn back in the 90s only, or make one

  • This is my song :D

  • I wished i lived in the days where a band like NIRVANA played saturday night live, and an unknown song too... not just the one that makes them sell out.

  • Bleach=Them just being cool (Nobody's)

    Nevermind=they found the right connections(not forgetting the right sound)

    In Utero= They actually played what they really wanted and it was reached to the general public/media.

  • @Ampex101 too true

  • @Ampex101 Incesticide: even better than in utero,but less people recognized it( and i know it was basically a compilation of rejected songs from nevermind, but i think if incesticide were nevermind, it would be more famous)

  • @Ampex101 nobody's?

  • @Ampex101 kurt still wasn't pleased with what came off in utero. apparently when they first released it they still had to do some tweaking cause the higher ups thought it was unreleasable. you're right though they did start to play what they wanted. it was honestly the begining of what would be a very interesting and promising future for the band unfortunatley kurt couldn't deal with his inner demons and took his life shutting the door to so much too look forward to from such an honest band.

  • @Ampex101 Yeah I think In Utero was their 'fuck you' to Nevermind hitting the mainstream, it was definitely more raw

  • @Ampex101 you forgot

    Incesticide=Kurt had free reign of everything.

  • @Ampex101 with the lights out?

  • @highclassnobody u have sum issues buddy want me to refer u to a counciler as nd also why would u be on this song if u hate it most trolls dobt go this deep they stay at like smell as like teen spirit anyways your a iece of shit and your dad wasred his sperm

  • did chad do silver or was dave in the band by then, cause the drummer didn't look like dave

  • NIRVANA, THE POLICE, THE JAM, CREAM....SUPER POWER TRIOS....FODA

  • NIRVANA SUX THEY SUCKED WHEN HE WAS ALIVE AND THEN WHEN HE KILLED HIMSELF AND THEY BECAme LEGENDS THEY SUCKED EVEN HARDER!!YOU SHOULD have seen him suck on that shotgun!his shotgun melody was his biggest hit!!LMFAO 

  • @highclassnobody Killl yourself please! Christmas is a perfect day to do that!

  • @PolitiekincorrectTV go follow your hero!!ILL EVEN THROW IN SOME MONEY FOR YOU TO BUY BULLETS!!LMFAO

  • @highclassnobody I said to you "Kill yourself"...and than u will buy bullets for me? Hilarious! LOL teenage wanker kill yourself with a sponge!

  • @highclassnobody What is wrong with you

  • @highclassnobody Youre a Bllur fan right?

  • @highclassnobody Stop shouting Fuckwit, the world would be a better place without your woeful comments. It must suck pretty hard being such a petty, insignificant S.O.B. Crying out for attention, aching for levity through harsh judgements of Incredible artists like the Late Kurt. Go tangle youself up in razor wire

  • @highclassnobody u are an ass of a hole so dark we dont know where to find u

  • Utero is the best album ;)

  • I was born in 82' in Mex. and I remember a tv magazine commercial (94´): ¡Kurt Cobain, adios a un GRANDE!! :[

  • You cant make a arrow-in-the-knee joke on a Nirvana song. -_-'

  • @MetalTurkishRock

    What about a buckshot to the head joke?

  • @Corbon440 really?

  • @MetalTurkishRock i used to but then i did

  • @MetalTurkishRock I used to be a nirvana fan like you then I carried on being a nirvana fan O.o

  • @MetalTurkishRock I didn't take an arrow to the knee back in the civil war just so people like you could make generalizations like this. Oh btw I approve of Nirvana and their music too.

  • I didn't hate myself & want to die but then I took an arrow to the knee.

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  • Besides all that..There is so much smoke around the case that smells funny and dirty. Where theres smoke theres generally fire. Am I wrong? Again, just sayin. Suck it

  • Still think its highly questionable that he killed himself. Just sayin. Blow me

  • id rather feel pain then nothing at all..

  • I woudn't mind dying

  • You're a fucking idiot for wanting to die

    - Live forever

  • LIVE FOREVER

  • why do all of you think you know y he killed himself you pricks sort ye heads out hahahahahahahaha

  • @ondajuice1 Another genius who has internet and doesn't know how to do anything with it but be a troll. Have you ever thought about Googling Kurt Cobain and studying his suicide? There's interviews of right before he died, and he also left a note. He didn't like his songs anymore. He didn't like writing them, thinking about them, making them, or playing them live. He grew to hate it, and said he mostly just felt bad for his fans.

  • @xxBrax10xx So why didn't he just bought some fertile island and grew some opium on it?

  • yea this hating nevermind is stupid as shit man most of you wldnt even no who they were if it wasnt for nevermind fuckin dumbasses

  • he killed himself because he was too good for the world

  • i hate that people dont buy or listen to Nevermind. it's NIRVANA for christs sake. listen to it and enjoy it! it's amazing and definetly in the top 10 best albums ever recorded.

  • @84ToyBoy who cares if people dont like or buy Nevermind? atleast we do, Infact id still buy it if it made 100 record sales and i knew about it.

  • I love Nirvana but I think they did better things that Nevermind. Never mind is a Punk Rock Album with a Heavy Metal Sound and too often mediocre songs. Never bought it.

  • and a bunch of assholes who spout the shit tjeir dads have drivllled to them'

  • And another video with comments about the mindset of Kurt as he ate the working end of the gun. Leave it be. Your only true enemy is yourself. And ones mind. Listen and revel in the genius of the entire band.

  • This song has nothing to do with depression or suicide. This song was released at the best time of Kurt's life round about the time just before in utero, this is classic Kurt sarcasm he's happy so of cource he goes and writes a song called I hate myself and want to die.

  • @96bladerunner I concur. People say its obvious he killed himself because his lyrics and music reflect something sinister and depressing. I say his music was an outlet and release of such demons in a healthy manner. I think his creativity kept him alive. And with his plans to go on a different route in music, I doubt he killed himself personally.Folks can call me an idiot, but unless you were a fly on the wall at the time of his death, you can kiss my ass! I'll keep my doubts respectfully

  • @AbsintheColour Exactly. in his 'suicide' note it never mentions anything to do with suicide, it only mentions quiting the music buisiness. Also he said that divorce tore his childhood apart, and i just think that he was too kind to leave his child fatherless to go commit suicide.

  • @96bladerunner Alright! Someone who isnt afraid to fling arrows at everybodies sacred cow concerning his supposed suicide. Peace and Love to you Bladerunner!!

  • Kurt Kobain hated all the noobs who misinterpreted his lyrics, and thought it was just stuff to head bang and rage to rather than have any real meaning. Most of these noobs were idiots, who would hate on gays, shoot their guns (see the song 'In Bloom') and idolized him even though he had completely different ideals. That's what I remember any way.

  • @richardsoccer2711

    noob didnt exist in the 90s

  • still say its possible he didnt kill himself. shoot me

  • what is this song on , its not on any album howd u get it

  • @conzj484

    My guess it is probably released on the Nirvana - With The Lights Out Box set.Try a torrent site to see if they have this box set (more then likely they will) or just copy and paste the youtube video link into a youtube converter (google it) and bingo you have your video in mp3 format to save to your computer.

  • "Rock and roll rots minds." "Rock and roll is the devil's work"

    Either the devil cares for grammar or rock and roll actually helps intelligence, because the title of this song helped me understand compound predicates!

  • I see so much hate in the commentsection. I don't want to say you what you have to do and what not, but why is everyone raging about stuff nobody gives a fuck about? We're all here because we like this song, so why cant be everyone just listening to this music and feel good/sad however you want to =) I sure think it's OK to correct someone who's wrong, but instead of just nicely correct that person, most people here (not all) are like: „OMGZ You stupid mofo don't know shit about Nirvana."

  • All this shit is sad... We can only regret

  • Who the fuck has to speak for Kurt's reasons? He himself. Fuck all who acts like his "mouths".

  • @drocryzt fuckiiiin a

  • By the way i've listend to nirvana since the early 90's . And Nevermind is a great album one of the best they made. If you think you are to cool to listen to it cause its too 'commercial' or whatever, you are just missing out on a great album. And I pitty you . But I bet you listen to it all the time anyways.... It's not cool to hate Nevermind.