You're wrong. Lots of people live up to the 'ideal' life. These white men with the perfect bodies, smooth skin. White women with their beautiful, silky hair and pretty, colored eyes. The cool skater guys in the skinny jeans, the college guys in the cargo shorts and sandals, etc. You are right about a lot, but you are wrong that nobody lives up to the 'ideal.' Lots of people do.
@bworiginal I hope you are being sarcastic. The grass is always greener, you are a perfect example of a person who hates themselves and has a skewed view of the world. I know because once upon I time I used to think like you.
I've relapsed back into drinking and self harming. My moods have become more unstable and I've developed a fear of leaving my house. The fear has always been there because of my social anxiety, but now it's at the point where even getting in a car is terrifying. This was never a problem before. I always felt fear and dread and had panic attacks while dealing with people, but now I actually get physically ill at even the thought of leaving my house.
Feeling clostraphobic around people is a big part of it as well. I'm on Zoloft and have been for the past 6 months. Actually, that's when everything seemed to start. About 7 years ago, I was hospitalized for being suicidal, clinically depressed and psychotic because I heard voices. After a while, I got better with medication. Effexor really helped.
But now, this new medication seems to be giving me really bad side effects. Feeling extremely restless is one of them. Therapy is not an option because I currently don't have a job, due to my anxiety. Therefore, no money to pay for therapy, and also fear of leaving my house to actually go. It's kind of a vicious cycle.
I'm a self hater, and I hate people almost as much. It's odd to hear you say people like that feel like they have to be something else. Not me. What you see is what you get and I don't feel the need to say sorry (any more) for that. Could that be because of my hatred for others? From what I have seen in people, they don't deserve anything from me...
@DarkestStarRMS2 See how self absorbed you are? How you spent 4 comments on uninitiated talk about yourself that no one asked about and no one cared about?
I like what some of what you're saying, but it can we leave the aa stuff out of it. Some of us hate aa worse than we hate ourselves. Bad experiences, etc. In addition you are validating the "disease theory" as if it is a proven fact, which the jury is still out on.
You're wrong. Lots of people live up to the 'ideal' life. These white men with the perfect bodies, smooth skin. White women with their beautiful, silky hair and pretty, colored eyes. The cool skater guys in the skinny jeans, the college guys in the cargo shorts and sandals, etc. You are right about a lot, but you are wrong that nobody lives up to the 'ideal.' Lots of people do.
bworiginal 9 months ago
@bworiginal and how do you know that youre definition of ideal is correct?
dseer13 8 months ago
@bworiginal - yeah, I really don't think that he is talking about "appearance". I think Ideal is about who you are as a human being.
denialawareness 4 months ago
@bworiginal I hope you are being sarcastic. The grass is always greener, you are a perfect example of a person who hates themselves and has a skewed view of the world. I know because once upon I time I used to think like you.
devilcry4541 1 month ago
i sure dont but i need to know Beurger's Leg exercise Beurger Allen lol
terrorlord15 1 year ago
I've relapsed back into drinking and self harming. My moods have become more unstable and I've developed a fear of leaving my house. The fear has always been there because of my social anxiety, but now it's at the point where even getting in a car is terrifying. This was never a problem before. I always felt fear and dread and had panic attacks while dealing with people, but now I actually get physically ill at even the thought of leaving my house.
DarkestStarRMS2 2 years ago
Feeling clostraphobic around people is a big part of it as well. I'm on Zoloft and have been for the past 6 months. Actually, that's when everything seemed to start. About 7 years ago, I was hospitalized for being suicidal, clinically depressed and psychotic because I heard voices. After a while, I got better with medication. Effexor really helped.
DarkestStarRMS2 2 years ago
But now, this new medication seems to be giving me really bad side effects. Feeling extremely restless is one of them. Therapy is not an option because I currently don't have a job, due to my anxiety. Therefore, no money to pay for therapy, and also fear of leaving my house to actually go. It's kind of a vicious cycle.
DarkestStarRMS2 2 years ago
I'm a self hater, and I hate people almost as much. It's odd to hear you say people like that feel like they have to be something else. Not me. What you see is what you get and I don't feel the need to say sorry (any more) for that. Could that be because of my hatred for others? From what I have seen in people, they don't deserve anything from me...
DarkestStarRMS2 2 years ago
@DarkestStarRMS2 See how self absorbed you are? How you spent 4 comments on uninitiated talk about yourself that no one asked about and no one cared about?
RawwestHide 1 year ago
@RawwestHide you're a real nice person... telling someone who's obviously upset and not well that no-one cares
weirdcode1 4 months ago
I like what some of what you're saying, but it can we leave the aa stuff out of it. Some of us hate aa worse than we hate ourselves. Bad experiences, etc. In addition you are validating the "disease theory" as if it is a proven fact, which the jury is still out on.
gtr362 3 years ago
Excellent and so true. When we become kind towards ourselves we have turned the key.
GraceofGod758 3 years ago
Thank you.
psychonautx26s 3 years ago