you express yourself nicely on camera... you're like a "normal" person ;) I don't think that kind of anxiety about being around people (in public) is uncommon. I get that way sometimes. I hope you're feeling a lot better since this post... you seem like a really caring person --don't give up on your goals, okay?? :)
I'm finally back in the game, and though this response is SHAMEFULLY late, I couldn't NOT thank you for the lovely, lovely comment. If you're around, I hope we get in touch.
I'm getting there! I still have all my stupid fears and stuff, but my life is A LOT better than it was four months ago. :)
I hope neither of us ever have to deal with being super-depressed again... but I know that on my end, that might be a WHOLE LOT of wishful thinking. Still not back on meds yet!
LOL- can't say i know what you mean although orange county isn't a walk in the park. :) ... for some reason everyone compares us to that show.... ya know.. newport beach isn't ALL of Orange County. i'm getting way off topic here. anyways- yeah we should think of something and hang some day. I think I haven't come off as a psychopath so- yay.
Sorry about the anxiety, it doesn't help that we live in a world that often warrants worrying. The crossroads thing is an interesting analogy, I suppose making drastic life altering decisions about your future can cause you to lose some sleep, hehe.
I don't have any magic words for you, other than to say that I understand where you are coming from. The more I stay inside the less I want to go anywhere. Sometimes I have to make ONE small goal to leave the house.
I'd take you out if I lived in your neighbourhood :) Look on the bright side - crazy people don't worry about being crazy. Only people who have a chance of sorting themselves out worry about this sort of thing!
Thank you so much for giving a shit -- as I said to someone below... feels like I've just awakened from a really long time being checked out of reality.
you express yourself nicely on camera... you're like a "normal" person ;) I don't think that kind of anxiety about being around people (in public) is uncommon. I get that way sometimes. I hope you're feeling a lot better since this post... you seem like a really caring person --don't give up on your goals, okay?? :)
theclassicpenguin 3 years ago
Penguin,
I'm finally back in the game, and though this response is SHAMEFULLY late, I couldn't NOT thank you for the lovely, lovely comment. If you're around, I hope we get in touch.
<3
Bee.
Unsweet 3 years ago
I was hoping you'd have more videos- i got through them all already!!! I hope your feeling better since this video! I know exactly how you felt then.
-val
DreamNotez 4 years ago
Val,
I'm getting there! I still have all my stupid fears and stuff, but my life is A LOT better than it was four months ago. :)
I hope neither of us ever have to deal with being super-depressed again... but I know that on my end, that might be a WHOLE LOT of wishful thinking. Still not back on meds yet!
You rock.
<3
Bee.
Unsweet 4 years ago
omg we have soooooooo much in common. its like lisening to myself.
-val
DreamNotez 4 years ago
Val,
HEHE, all the more reason we so totally have to hang out one day.
YouTube has really helped me realize that I don't have to be ashamed of m social anxiety... a lot of people have it... unfortunately.
Growing up in Los Angeles makes EVERYONE nuts. Heheh. XD
<3
Bee.
Unsweet 4 years ago
LOL- can't say i know what you mean although orange county isn't a walk in the park. :) ... for some reason everyone compares us to that show.... ya know.. newport beach isn't ALL of Orange County. i'm getting way off topic here. anyways- yeah we should think of something and hang some day. I think I haven't come off as a psychopath so- yay.
-val
DreamNotez 4 years ago
Sorry about the anxiety, it doesn't help that we live in a world that often warrants worrying. The crossroads thing is an interesting analogy, I suppose making drastic life altering decisions about your future can cause you to lose some sleep, hehe.
nuclearswan 4 years ago
I'm sure you can relate to the drastic life-altering decisions thing in a very real way. <3
Thanks so much for taking the time to comment on my boring ramblings, darling. I'll send a fingerheart in my next video. XD
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Unsweet 4 years ago
i hear ya and i'm here!
*tori*
torigirl35 4 years ago
anybody awake
deathsectionfive 5 years ago
I just woke up... after a long sleep.
Unsweet 4 years ago
I relate to this completely I think I'm standing in the middle of the one next to you lol. D:
candyheadxo 5 years ago
So nice to know I'm not alone... -_-;
Unsweet 4 years ago
I don't have any magic words for you, other than to say that I understand where you are coming from. The more I stay inside the less I want to go anywhere. Sometimes I have to make ONE small goal to leave the house.
Nalora 5 years ago
I'd take you out if I lived in your neighbourhood :) Look on the bright side - crazy people don't worry about being crazy. Only people who have a chance of sorting themselves out worry about this sort of thing!
AngryAussie 5 years ago
Thank you so much for giving a shit -- as I said to someone below... feels like I've just awakened from a really long time being checked out of reality.
Unsweet 4 years ago
Well, the first thing I like to after a long sleep is a good bracing shower. Helps me get ready to face the outside world.
AngryAussie 4 years ago
I meant a metaphorical sleep... but perhaps you mean a metaphorical bracing shower. :)
Unsweet 4 years ago
All I want for my next birthday is to be sorted out.
Hehe.
Unsweet 4 years ago
get OUT the house! go out to a bar or somthing!?
quittingtomorrow 5 years ago
WOW, that was some original advice, buddy. Must've taken you ages to come up with that little gem.
Unsweet 5 years ago
lol wtvr. not advice that i would take but you seem to want friends, so a bar is a start... ?!
quittingtomorrow 5 years ago
Hehe, if only it were that simple! :)
Unsweet 5 years ago