@tyuiop1218 Why would you take another pill whist withdrawaling?Well you wouldn't take one,if you are going cold turkey, from the ones you are trying to give up.Ever!You would feel better & then just want more.
I get prescribed Catapres (non addictive BP med) and a few Valium. (Addictive) to helpo me get through.The Caratres makes the aching less and the Valium helps you relax those muscles that are so tight & maybe able to have a nap.
@tyuiop1218 But NEVER injest pills that you are trying to give up just for some relief.But then body has got what it was craving and you will never win.
Unless you are doing the Cut Down Method instead.This is wheh you take less & lesser dosages of what your on and longer & longer times apart.
It stops the severe DT's & greatly lessons the changes of adverse reactions when WDing.
@sarabower1 Your quiet right.Unless you were in hospital being monitored for any serious efects caused by suddenly stopping.But it was ME,a nurse,who decided to go cold turkey.FOR ME I can't stand WD's dragging on for ages.So the sooner I get off the meds.The sooner withdrawals start and finish.BUT it is quiet stupid of me AND should NOT be attempted without medical clearance & supervision.
My groandfather was wounded in the first world war.A horrible head wound and he was in a hospital in London for four months.He was addicted to morphine for many years and suffered so much.His young wife and young family suffered as well.I admire anyone who can go through the agony of addiction and try to withdraw.It must be the worst pain imaginable.Thank you for your courage in showing yourself on camera.I hope you get over it.
@TheGrunge619 I am due to make a 4 year update video.I am still not using pain meds,except when admitted to hospital.Which I am off to in 2 days time for my 80th oesphageal dilation.A World Record.Hummm!
I feel for your grandfather.They never relised Morp was so addictive but it was a very effective analgesic.But there were hardly any options for coping with WD should they stop the med.It was even more brutal & painful than it is now days.Did he get free of the Morp?
@DoctorNewcombe You know what i hate?People who come to my page and NOT READ A SINGLE WORD of what the video was about.
What did you think the video would be about when entitled "Morphine WITHDRAWALS,26 hours"?Showing me off my face.
I looked at your page & you 'say' you are a Dr who knows about drugs,but then how can you be so stupid to get something so easy wrong?And not read any descriptions?That makes you a pretty dumb 'Dr' in my books.
@balckbettystack Terminology disagreement here. I define 'detox' proper as weaning yourself off the drug of addiction by taking set reductions in doses over specific time intervals, with flexibility enough to keep the dose constant whenever symptoms appear during a set drop-down on dose. 'Withdrawing', on the other hand, means coming off addictive drugs without a substitute drug to aid proper detoxification, or not using enough off the substitute drugs to prevent withdrawals :)
I'm on day two of quitting lortabs. I been using for 15 or more years. Was up to 300 to 350 mg a day. Have had no withdrawals so far. When did yours start? I'm very proud of you, you went thru hell.
you think 10 mg of morphine pill withdraw is somthin try bein 17 yr coming off 100 mg morphine twice a day for long time thats my fucking life fuck u and your 10mg withdraw
@balckbettystack im not saying that it aint hard for people that are getting off any type of pain medicine and any amout but you have to respect that with higher doses and longer periods of time taking it can have more sever DT's than lesser doses and shorter period of time taking it so stop acting like it was so horrible when theres people that go throw more than you can imagine oh and i didnt respond right away because i just got my comp back working
@flankengerr24 Mate! Withdrawals are NOT a competition.We all suffer the same.I am chronically in pain 24/7 which just makes withdrawals,as the pain kicks me down,even harder.4 years ago I got off of 300mg Morphine,50mg Valium,Temaz,Tramal SR,Tramadol,Ordine a day and a whole heap of other shit all at once.A 29 day withdrawal with 3 seizures was the result.So i know how bad you can feel.I am NOT trying to 'make out' or 'fake' being so bad.I was feeling really bad.
@balckbettystack belive me i know what kinda shit you go throw i do all the time because of stupid choices i made but the point is i just dont think it is as bad when you coming off of somthing like 30 mg oxycodone or 15 mg morphine or somthing like that is not as bad as if you were coming off so say 100 mg of oxycodone or a 100 mg morphine twice a day would be a little worse you undderstand what im tryn to get at?? oh and very sorry you had to go throw that i know what its like
@flankengerr24 I get your point.I did intially too.What I then tried to do is explain,because of what you had said,why it appears to you that I'm acting over the top.
Like I said yesterday.I have been through a massive & deadly withdrawal,so I know where your coming from.I just wanted to let you know why I was really bad in this video.Because of the exhaustion & pain.I am malnourished also so I don't have much strength to fall back on.Read my profile & I think you will understand more.
@flankengerr24 The other thing I wanted to say was by this day I was so exhausted and was feeling 'fluey' plus I was having to deal with harsh chest,arm and jaw pain.
@flankengerr24 It doesn't make a difference how long u been on or what milligram you're on.That's what my doctor said. Everyone's body is different. The severity of withdrawals also depend on how your general health and immune system is. I was on 60 mg of methadone for about 3 years, which is a relatively low dose. I'm currently at 30 mgs and get sick as hell just from tapering down. Meanwhile, I've seen people who have been on 200ish mgs of methadone who said they had modest to zero withdrawals
@xLauraFrancesx i get what your saying but i dont care what your docter says if you have been on morphine high doses 60 mg 100 mg for like 15 years you could acually die from withdraws and not having it when a person who may only have taken it for 3 or 5 years would have really bad withdraws but not to the point of death
Because of my disease, my body is not what it used to be.It's been put through Hell and back again making withdrawals that much worse and more dangerous for me.
My 29 day withdrawal almost killed me. 3 seizures was not nice.
wow...you are stupid...there is no reason for that...that is why the doctor fell over..it was your utter stupidity..i feel sorry for your family..they love a stupid person that does stupid things..for stupid reasons....stupid...
@catnico1 I really don't understand why you think I'm stupid.Apart from that I admit that going cold turkey is stupid.Which it is,but it was the best thing for me.
The Dr fell over because he thought I just wanted Morphine & was discharging me from hospital with more Morphine and I told him I wouldn't take it.
I lost so much weight from morphine, as I usually fell asleep face down in my meals (at home or at resturants), over the course of a couple of years. Oh, and the cigarette burns in nearly everything I owned. Keep a close eye on your loved ones on morphine!
@laaxe The same things have happened to me when I was on 250mg of Morphine a day. Which I usually took in the evening only.Of course I wasn't prescribed 250mg Morphine but was told to keep on taking Morphine until the pain stopped.Or my brain was too wrecked to even know I had pain.
Not good when your driving your car and falling asleep!
I've detoxed from morphine, methadone, and 2 years worth of Norco (high dose), and would take 10 opiate w/d's over a w/d from decades of benzo use, being Xanax, Klonopin, Ativan, or Valium. I kicked opiates in a week or so, but the months (now 16 months) of being off of benzos are worse than anything. Many, now of of opiates, are still on prescribed benzos, and I (an athiest), pray for you.
You dont need to go through this, if you go and get some panadene forte I doubt that you would feel any withdrawals and you will need probably two scripts of it but It should work,that is how I got off morphine.Good Luck
I use morphine for chronic pain and severe scoliosis, I hate being dependent on them but I love being pain free, and being pain free is more important than worrying about other people calling me "an addict" because I go into WD's without them, seriously, those people, if they felt my pain for just ONE DAY, would back off immediately. Everyone has GREAT willpower when its about someone else and not themselves.
THC is of little benefit for herion withdrawal. Maybe after the withdrawal one could introduce it to satisfy the mood change needed by most addicts. Methadon is no option at all.
in my opinion weed doesnt help methadone withdrawal, Im on day 3 of getting off 18mg of methadone i tapered down from 45mg to 18mg and I can't afford it anymore and just sick of that lifestyle, but ya in my opinion weed makes it worse for me
yea, i too have plenty of friends that use marijuana as a pain killer, because they don't like the side effects of some of the hardcore meds their doctor prescribes to them. i have been using mj for fun, and i can understand how you feel about being attached to it, but the good thing about mj is, it has no addictive traits at all to it. once you feel you don't need it anymore, then you can stop whenever you want. (continued)
@balckbettystack and if you are worried about your lungs, there are other ways to ingest THC (the key ingredient that gets you the high feeling) that is used in baking, such as brownies, rice krispy treats, etc.
anyways, these videos kind of make me sad!! you look like you are in a lot of pain, hopefully, it has died down a bit. be strong!! hope your doing alright :)
@balckbettystack lol of course you'd like it. Its weed, its fucking amazing. Oh and here's a little secrete, you know how they say One joint equals Ten Cigs??? Hmm, well guess what? Mary Jane can be cooked into little cookies and ingested, which does WONDERS for pain, trust me. Oh and also, you may have not heard of this, but we stoners are now doing something called "Vaporizing". Look that word up, and prepare to be pain free without the whole "coughing up the lungs" problem. Good Luck, ~Peace~
@megaterra69 I did like it when I did it the first and only time, 20+ years ago.
I have heard of Vaporizing as I try and keep up with as much infor about drugs, uses and such as I can being in the drug & alcohol field & nursing.
I can't do things like that though with a Nursing registartion.I would loose it if caught.
Have you heard about Krokodil? Now that's truelly nasty stuff., It makes me feel so sick looking at what the drug has done in such a short space of time.
@balckbettystack Hey thanks for doin up the nursing field, your helping people! Yea it's not worth doing if you could lose your job. I guess it just makes me feel bad when I see people going through this shit and I have never gone through it with erb. So I just kindly remind people that weed has never killed anyone and that w/d is not half as bad. Hoping maybe people will at the least do some research. Wow, I just researched Krokodil...Sad Sad shit. Makes heroin look friendly.
@megaterra69 These videos are also meant to help people.Understand & support others.Like in my Nursing.But you get the stupid idiots,stoned who write such shit.Especially when they think their WD is a competition.It's not.We all suffer.Just some worse than others.But they go off their heads,totally irrational over their WD's being worse.
Krokodil makes me sick.I will find you a link that is written by someone who spent a day with addicts.It really opens the eyes.
@balckbettystack lol anybody who tells you weed w/d is that bad is I dunno, full of shit. It's fuckin lame compared to opiate/alcohol w/d. So yea fuck those guys, they give erb a bad name. I read and watched some video's on this krok stuff and its pretty damn scary...That and the eyedrops they are injecting, its crazy how depressed and careless people can get.
@megaterra69 Sorry, but all too often this shit (Morphine) is prescribed by sweat-shop (legit) "Pain Management" shops, fully endorsed by the DEA & most doctors. Weed is ironically labelled as a Schedule 1 drug, right there with Heroine, which is a F**king joke. Benzos (Xanax, Klonopin, Ativan, Valium) are far f**king worse a withdrawal, which can take months or years. FDA = Pharma companies = profit, is how it's currently structured. Criminals everywhere!
@supatoker420 bud makes opiate withdrawal worse for some people. why do 420 geeks show up on all opiate WD vids with their insecure little cutesy comments? btw i smoke bud too, but it was never a substitute for my opiate addiction days
@supatoker420 um kno im sick of everyone thinking if you smoke pot that will overcome heroin addiction pot wont do a damn thing when your seriously withdrawling from heroin or any opiate.
@supatoker420 it doesn't help man, trust me, i'm a heroin guy and pot was my best fucking friend beforehand, and during withdrawals the only that will help is an opiate. fucked up shit.
@dookylove absolutely true, i was taking tons of plain old roxi 30's , 180 - 300mg a day, and when your withdrawing, they say clonidine helps or benzo's , which benzo do slightly help, but your right, the only thing that helped was when my dad gave me 8 methadones, which i had to drive all the way to Manassas for, but when your like that, you would drive to the moon to get fixed.
@123reletive123 It got rid of my pain whilst I was on it. But as I hate the things, I wanted to get off of it as sson as I could. Although I knew the pain would come back.
@remsensor When I went through my 29 day withdrawal.The one that gave me the idea to film my withdrawals,involved stopping many, many meds including Fentanyl,which I always say is the worst medication to get off of.Being 100 times stronger tham Morphine & being a patch obsorbed though the skin there is no easy way to withdrawal from it.You can't cut the patch in half & you feel it's effects wearing off after just 46 hours. So you go through a mini detox every 3 days.
@balckbettystack Yeah, at my worst I was chewing half a patch at a time. I never wore them and I ended up going through the withdrawls because I started out using opiates recreationally. I never had a painful condition to were I was prescribed something like fentanyl and im thankful for that but it started out when I was 14 with just a couple vicodin. Either way its the same hell and I wish I could talk just one kid into not going down that road.
@balckbettystack i agree.. if i would have been told or had seen what withdrawls were like i would have never done it.. but i had already done coke for like everyday for 90 days straight & then just stopped one day cuz i moved and lost the connects and life literally didnt change at all.. i mean i craved to party but nothing physical at all. So i assumed all drugs were like that.. now I am in my 4th yr of heroin, only quit PAST withdrawls ONCE for 33 days. PEOPLE NEED TO SEE THIS B4 THE1st HIT
@balckbettystack true. alot of people want to find out for themselves but.. i was saying gt the facts out there.. im not saying to not do any drugs but OPIATES are the worst to quit and it should be common knowledge that that is the case.. drug education came in jr high.. when i never thought about using.. college freshman should have a drug education class.. the facts are not as widely known as u think. i know people will do drugs but. every1 should know ALL risks involved 1st.. I KNOW I DIDNT
That your Morphine addicted mate doesn't go through withdrawals ever. Well have you ever thought these 2 things? 1) He's one of the rare lucky ones who can come off opaites and such without withdrawals. 2) That he's never really ever giving up his vice. So no withdrawls.
U have too get off these drugs SLOWLY. As you have just seen, stopping all of the sudden is very dangerous. If you want to take an opiate that is safe, just take codeine phosphate. It gives a light euphoria, especially after exercise, when endorphins are produced.
Been on heroin/oxycodone/oxymorphone/opium/xanax for the past 7 months, with heroin being the most difficult, and the others used when heroin wasn't available. I started on half a bag a day (0.15g) and at points reached almost a gram of heroin a day, and im talking about high quality powdered heroin, off white colour. The hardest part is waking up in the morning and being unable to do ANYTHING until you have that first hit, but i am managing by slowly weening myself off it. Did u stop outright?
@ShamanSound That's cool. That's why I said we would talk privately. I prefer that with some people. Not everyone needs to know everyone else's stuff.
I didn't mean i was on all of those everyday. I used Xanax and a combination of maybe two of any of the opiates i listed on any given day, or sometimes just one opiate. Around my area heroin is always available but occasionally morphine, opium, oxycodone etc. come about so i will use them if i can as they are 100%, still in the blister pack. But i mean i didn't even list the other recreational drugs i use on here, i felt only the opiates were relevant for the video + subject
@NaughtyVampireGod i very nearly died recently. i have been clean for 7 months now but still struggle with the occasional crack binge but i am trying not to mix drugs anymore. There are reasons why people take drugs and mine isn't to have fun, its to forget.
You can't sleep, but the fatigue is so bad that you cannot get out of bed. The real torture is that you know one pill or line and you'll feel 100% better. On top of this, most of us have jobs and lives to attend to. Ever gone to work during withdrawals? I have and I had a nervous breakdown. I'm a grown man and I sat in the bathroom stall and cried because I couldn't bear it. I don't mean to sound bitter, but your 10mg of morphine is no habit at all.
@Aleesus Look,I get sick of people thinking withdrawals are a competition.There not.
I am NOT an addict BUT my body goes through withdrawals.EVERYBODY is different.I know a few women who also admit to being on pain meds for a time.Then stopped & went through withdrawals.
@vap420 Wow... you really are a cunt, aren't you? And your life is all perfect, right? I hope you have to go through something like that at some point in your life.
@Aleesus Oh my god... This woman is on 10mg morphine? I remember seeing this video along time ago when i was going through wds ..and i thought this woman was on at least double what I was on ... hahaha No wonder I felt horrible...you should be better in like...3 days with only 10mg... of MORPHINE...haha
@Aleesus so funny you say that i went in to work today SO sick I do couple grams a day of dope and man i could bereley stand im THIS close to a breakdown too but somehow through the grace of god or something i pull myself through it and when i finish my 6 hour shift 10-4 im so proud of myself and i kan go get well or in todays case get a suboxion and chill me out from the pain , but really i would rather die than feel even ONE more minute of that pain , it has to be worse than hell drowning ect.
I think you're getting a lot of grief from people here, because most of us had/have massive addictions. Years worth of usage kind of addiction. I've been on and off (mainly on) for almost three years now. Average dose of about 150mgs of oxycodone per day. During withdrawals, the thought of death was more pleasant. Body aches all over, especially anywhere you've had an injury before. Can't sit or lie still. Vomit and diharrea. Alternating cold and hot flashes. Extreme depression and anxiety.
@Aleesus I get shit on here from true addicts who can't give up.
Or they think,as I am getting from you too,that withdrawals are a competition. Everyone has been through worse than you. Everyone has had a bigger habit. Everyone.....Everyone.......
In the end we are all the same and go through the same shit withdrawals.Straight up.That's it.
I hope you are doing better. I have three herniated discs and they wanted to put me on pain killers...I said NO NO NO NO...I am a social worker and I see first hand what opiates do to people...the ones who abuse them and the ones who are in real pain....all end up dependent on the drugs...I say dependent because you are right...the label of addict is used too often to describe anyone who becomes dependent...whether it is for a genuine reason or due to ones choice to abuse the drug...Thanks
this while be the 3rd day without any pain killlers....been using for 5 years from a car accident....i really feel like crap but knowing its only gonna get better helps...havent been to sleep and its 5:29 am here in North Carolina....the withdrawals are fucking hell
uuuggh...i can remember how shitty it is....i've had some terrible withdrawls....and I can honestly say after being 9 months clean now its the only way
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That right there is one of the worst experiences one can endure. But it can make a stronger person if you choose the right path. 7 years sober from heroin one day at a time. If you want help and hope, don't be afraid to message me.
@balckbettystack it got so bad that at one point i went to an emergency room at our local hospital and faked a back injury just so they can give me pain medicine..got some kind of off brand..didn't do the job..but it did take the edge off..( i was addicted to liquid morphine and fantinal patches) a friend of mine who was in a wheelchair had 180 of these per month..the day he died in surgery i had no choice but to go cold turkey)..2 yrs then cut off..Life was Hell for me!
Been there plenty of times myself but off of heroin,never enjoyed Morphine didn't like the pins and needles that comes with the rush.Now w/d off methadone I looked like that at my 26th day not hour
@HuckeysWorld The withdrawals from dugs, meds or alcohol are all the same BUT alcohol and Benzo's are the most dangerous and deadly to withdrawal from.
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This is just horribly to watch. I had issues with morphine after a bad accident. It is misery.. The depression and clammy skin is the worse of it all I think. The constant yawining, and eyes tearing, always getting cold, the deep pain in the bone. The call it the soldiers addiction because so many soldiers, especially after the civil war got addicted. Im on some methadone for the pain now though, otherwise I could not walk
@CreedChrist The muscles in my legs cramping up and not ever being able to find a comfortable way to sit, lay, walk etc was the worst for me. The pain felt like it was in my bones. As you would understand.
The bloody hot/cold flushes would piss me off. The headache that never stopped flamming hurt.
The insomnia drove me just about insane.
I'm really gald you finally found something to help with your pain.
@balckbettystack true. For me, I was always cold though. Very clammy sweaty skin. Stomach pain. Yawning and eyes tearing. Deep pain in the bones that felt like it went right into my marrow. Heavy burning eyes. anxiety. Noises were always loud. I didn't shake or anything, but the mental depression it brought was the worst in my opinion and the gluey clammy skin feeling. Also the feeling of waking up right after sleep was horrid.
@CreedChrist You got some sleep??? None for me, I would doze but have vivid, horrid nightmares.
I found that with noise too. I was always yelling at my son, shouldn't do that but...to turn the TV down. Don't talk so loud etc. Everything sounded so darn much louder.
I generally go cold turkey. But every now and then I will use a Valium and Catapres to help if it's getting too much. But I find cold turkey, although, shittfully hard, it's better mor me, as it's all over after that.
@balckbettystack I would get those dreams where I scored a shitload of dope and couldnt find my works or something always prevented me from doing it in my dream,man that sucked
Oops. Sorry about that last post. Was trying to sign in and screwed up somehow. Good job on the wds. I realize these videos are older now, but I still wish u well. Today is one week since I took my last oxy. I dropped a 6-700mg oxycodone habit a day. Yea u read the numbers right. I was going to try suboxone, but the Dr I had failed to tell me about precipitated withdrawals. Omg. When I say I was in the bowels of hell for three days and nights, I'm not sure that even describes it. Maybe I even
@ThePinkbink LOL. It looks like your D button got a bit stuck. LOL
Suboxone is not quiet the answer to withdrawals as the Doctor's, who have never been addicted to anything or been through withdrawals, fail to tell you the full reprocusions of this drug.
Yes it does work and help BUT there is the problem of stopping this drug as well.
Doctor's need to tell patient's EVERYTHING about Suboxone and Methodone. Including the withdrawals from these meds.
tough it out champ, its not as bad as you make it out to be, espcially at the level you where at. you were nowhere in the broad spectrum of withdrawals. i was on 10 days of 20 mg oxycodone, then 5 mg iv morphine 2 hours later, then 20 mg oxy 2 hours later, then 5 mg iv morphine 2 hours later.......and this was also my very built up dose. sure i felt shitty but cmon be a champ when i got off that regiment but its nothing compared to genuine, reallllll messed up withdrawal. its just a tease.
how much were u on per day? mg? im trying to stop myself at the mo, not enjoyable at all. do u still take it, i cant imagine life without morphine at the moment.
@dreamsmayne Over 200 or 300mg of Morphine.50mg of Valium.Half a packet of Endone & Tramal.and a whole heap of other crap.
I had been discharged from hospital,where I was admitted for pain control,the day before.I was tired.Angry.In pain and withdrawing.I was not having a fun time!
@dreamsmayne i was hooked on it bro but the only thing I could do to get off of it was to get on something else. i chose to get on methadone. whether or not it was a good or bad decision, I already made the decision, so there's no backing out now but at least it's cheaper for me, I don't have ANY cravings at all, and I don't get sick.
@balckbettystack honestly, no, not at all. I just got on the methadone program. Yes, I may be trading one addiction for another but the way I see it is I'm being monitored by a doctor and a huge staff of people who work at the clinic and I'm also attending recovery classes such as group therapy and 1 on 1's with my counselor. I have a daily regulated dose instead of alway's being up and down messing around with the dealer's on the street. We can't alway's find what we need on the street.
@balckbettystack thx man...I really appreciate that...not too many people have unconditional care like you obviously do...thx again and take care of yourself...I will alway's need some type of support in my life...same to you brother...ever need anything, if it's within my power, I will be glad to help...take care
Y would u ingest more pills if ur withdrawing u gotta just suck it up an go through it...taking more pills justs helps temporarely
tyuiop1218 3 weeks ago
@tyuiop1218 Why would you take another pill whist withdrawaling?Well you wouldn't take one,if you are going cold turkey, from the ones you are trying to give up.Ever!You would feel better & then just want more.
I get prescribed Catapres (non addictive BP med) and a few Valium. (Addictive) to helpo me get through.The Caratres makes the aching less and the Valium helps you relax those muscles that are so tight & maybe able to have a nap.
balckbettystack 2 weeks ago
@tyuiop1218 But NEVER injest pills that you are trying to give up just for some relief.But then body has got what it was craving and you will never win.
Unless you are doing the Cut Down Method instead.This is wheh you take less & lesser dosages of what your on and longer & longer times apart.
It stops the severe DT's & greatly lessons the changes of adverse reactions when WDing.
balckbettystack 2 weeks ago
Fuk that! That feeling is like being sea sick, having the flu and being hit with a bat all in one. Stay strong and beat that evil nasty shit.
jsleets71 1 month ago
@jsleets71 Beat it and left it behind. 4 years now.
I am about to do a video update in about a week.
balckbettystack 4 weeks ago
I KNOW EXACTLY --THE '''EGGHHGH' FEELING , SO HARD
cherylz74 2 months ago
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osubeavers05 2 months ago
Very tough to do. In Vietnam we saw lots of this and it isn't pretty or easy. Kudos to you man and I hope you stay clean and no more monkeys.
cp30teeroos 2 months ago
@cp30teeroos Due to make a 4 year post-withdrawal video.So no more Monkeys on my back.
I'm clean & free.
I have pain back again,but I try very different alternatives to pain meds to control it.
balckbettystack 2 months ago
Hello you crazy girl, get some methadone into ya!!!
Methadoniazroolz 2 months ago
No medical professional would suggest you going cold turkey
sarabower1 3 months ago
@sarabower1 Your quiet right.Unless you were in hospital being monitored for any serious efects caused by suddenly stopping.But it was ME,a nurse,who decided to go cold turkey.FOR ME I can't stand WD's dragging on for ages.So the sooner I get off the meds.The sooner withdrawals start and finish.BUT it is quiet stupid of me AND should NOT be attempted without medical clearance & supervision.
balckbettystack 2 months ago
doesn't matter if how you became addicted, the withdrawls are the same
sarabower1 3 months ago
My groandfather was wounded in the first world war.A horrible head wound and he was in a hospital in London for four months.He was addicted to morphine for many years and suffered so much.His young wife and young family suffered as well.I admire anyone who can go through the agony of addiction and try to withdraw.It must be the worst pain imaginable.Thank you for your courage in showing yourself on camera.I hope you get over it.
TheGrunge619 3 months ago
@TheGrunge619 I am due to make a 4 year update video.I am still not using pain meds,except when admitted to hospital.Which I am off to in 2 days time for my 80th oesphageal dilation.A World Record.Hummm!
I feel for your grandfather.They never relised Morp was so addictive but it was a very effective analgesic.But there were hardly any options for coping with WD should they stop the med.It was even more brutal & painful than it is now days.Did he get free of the Morp?
balckbettystack 2 months ago
detox you dope
DoctorNewcombe 3 months ago
@DoctorNewcombe What do you think I was doing you Dope???
balckbettystack 3 months ago
@balckbettystack It looks like you are withdrawing badly, which suggests you are not detoxing on an adequate (pain-limited) regime, you dope user
DoctorNewcombe 1 month ago
@DoctorNewcombe You know what i hate?People who come to my page and NOT READ A SINGLE WORD of what the video was about.
What did you think the video would be about when entitled "Morphine WITHDRAWALS,26 hours"?Showing me off my face.
I looked at your page & you 'say' you are a Dr who knows about drugs,but then how can you be so stupid to get something so easy wrong?And not read any descriptions?That makes you a pretty dumb 'Dr' in my books.
balckbettystack 3 months ago
@balckbettystack Terminology disagreement here. I define 'detox' proper as weaning yourself off the drug of addiction by taking set reductions in doses over specific time intervals, with flexibility enough to keep the dose constant whenever symptoms appear during a set drop-down on dose. 'Withdrawing', on the other hand, means coming off addictive drugs without a substitute drug to aid proper detoxification, or not using enough off the substitute drugs to prevent withdrawals :)
DoctorNewcombe 1 month ago
@DoctorNewcombe I stop dead cold and don't use any other meds to ease my withdrawal.
The only time I have been given other meds was in hospital for detox.
balckbettystack 1 month ago
im not gonna lie it fucking sucks!!!
ThePandoh 5 months ago
I'm on day two of quitting lortabs. I been using for 15 or more years. Was up to 300 to 350 mg a day. Have had no withdrawals so far. When did yours start? I'm very proud of you, you went thru hell.
dgallagher55 5 months ago
I was on 600 mg morphine sulfate, and went cold turkey, it took 30 days untill I could walk and move normally.
GerrettJihad 5 months ago
you think 10 mg of morphine pill withdraw is somthin try bein 17 yr coming off 100 mg morphine twice a day for long time thats my fucking life fuck u and your 10mg withdraw
flankengerr24 5 months ago
@flankengerr24 You don't need to be so rude!
And withdrawals are NOT a compitition. Everyone suffers the same.
balckbettystack 5 months ago
@flankengerr24 Yes. I didn't think you would reply.
DON'T be angry with me just because I managed to get off pain meds.
balckbettystack 5 months ago
@balckbettystack im not saying that it aint hard for people that are getting off any type of pain medicine and any amout but you have to respect that with higher doses and longer periods of time taking it can have more sever DT's than lesser doses and shorter period of time taking it so stop acting like it was so horrible when theres people that go throw more than you can imagine oh and i didnt respond right away because i just got my comp back working
flankengerr24 5 months ago
@flankengerr24 Mate! Withdrawals are NOT a competition.We all suffer the same.I am chronically in pain 24/7 which just makes withdrawals,as the pain kicks me down,even harder.4 years ago I got off of 300mg Morphine,50mg Valium,Temaz,Tramal SR,Tramadol,Ordine a day and a whole heap of other shit all at once.A 29 day withdrawal with 3 seizures was the result.So i know how bad you can feel.I am NOT trying to 'make out' or 'fake' being so bad.I was feeling really bad.
balckbettystack 5 months ago
@balckbettystack belive me i know what kinda shit you go throw i do all the time because of stupid choices i made but the point is i just dont think it is as bad when you coming off of somthing like 30 mg oxycodone or 15 mg morphine or somthing like that is not as bad as if you were coming off so say 100 mg of oxycodone or a 100 mg morphine twice a day would be a little worse you undderstand what im tryn to get at?? oh and very sorry you had to go throw that i know what its like
flankengerr24 5 months ago
@flankengerr24 I get your point.I did intially too.What I then tried to do is explain,because of what you had said,why it appears to you that I'm acting over the top.
Like I said yesterday.I have been through a massive & deadly withdrawal,so I know where your coming from.I just wanted to let you know why I was really bad in this video.Because of the exhaustion & pain.I am malnourished also so I don't have much strength to fall back on.Read my profile & I think you will understand more.
balckbettystack 5 months ago
@flankengerr24 The other thing I wanted to say was by this day I was so exhausted and was feeling 'fluey' plus I was having to deal with harsh chest,arm and jaw pain.
Hence why I look "so horrible."
This is NO act.
balckbettystack 5 months ago
@flankengerr24 It doesn't make a difference how long u been on or what milligram you're on.That's what my doctor said. Everyone's body is different. The severity of withdrawals also depend on how your general health and immune system is. I was on 60 mg of methadone for about 3 years, which is a relatively low dose. I'm currently at 30 mgs and get sick as hell just from tapering down. Meanwhile, I've seen people who have been on 200ish mgs of methadone who said they had modest to zero withdrawals
xLauraFrancesx 5 months ago
@xLauraFrancesx i get what your saying but i dont care what your docter says if you have been on morphine high doses 60 mg 100 mg for like 15 years you could acually die from withdraws and not having it when a person who may only have taken it for 3 or 5 years would have really bad withdraws but not to the point of death
flankengerr24 5 months ago
@xLauraFrancesx That's so true.
Because of my disease, my body is not what it used to be.It's been put through Hell and back again making withdrawals that much worse and more dangerous for me.
My 29 day withdrawal almost killed me. 3 seizures was not nice.
balckbettystack 5 months ago
@xLauraFrancesx I have also had 2 heart attacks this year in the space of 3 or 4 weeks.
I'm only 39.
balckbettystack 5 months ago
@xLauraFrancesx I have also had 2 heart attacks this year in the space of 3 or 4 weeks.
I'm only 39.
balckbettystack 5 months ago
wow...you are stupid...there is no reason for that...that is why the doctor fell over..it was your utter stupidity..i feel sorry for your family..they love a stupid person that does stupid things..for stupid reasons....stupid...
catnico1 5 months ago
@catnico1 I really don't understand why you think I'm stupid.Apart from that I admit that going cold turkey is stupid.Which it is,but it was the best thing for me.
The Dr fell over because he thought I just wanted Morphine & was discharging me from hospital with more Morphine and I told him I wouldn't take it.
balckbettystack 5 months ago
I lost so much weight from morphine, as I usually fell asleep face down in my meals (at home or at resturants), over the course of a couple of years. Oh, and the cigarette burns in nearly everything I owned. Keep a close eye on your loved ones on morphine!
laaxe 6 months ago
@laaxe The same things have happened to me when I was on 250mg of Morphine a day. Which I usually took in the evening only.Of course I wasn't prescribed 250mg Morphine but was told to keep on taking Morphine until the pain stopped.Or my brain was too wrecked to even know I had pain.
Not good when your driving your car and falling asleep!
balckbettystack 5 months ago
I've detoxed from morphine, methadone, and 2 years worth of Norco (high dose), and would take 10 opiate w/d's over a w/d from decades of benzo use, being Xanax, Klonopin, Ativan, or Valium. I kicked opiates in a week or so, but the months (now 16 months) of being off of benzos are worse than anything. Many, now of of opiates, are still on prescribed benzos, and I (an athiest), pray for you.
laaxe 6 months ago
You dont need to go through this, if you go and get some panadene forte I doubt that you would feel any withdrawals and you will need probably two scripts of it but It should work,that is how I got off morphine.Good Luck
steeplepossum39 7 months ago
@nothinggmsc what if you eat edibles?
supatoker420 7 months ago
I use morphine for chronic pain and severe scoliosis, I hate being dependent on them but I love being pain free, and being pain free is more important than worrying about other people calling me "an addict" because I go into WD's without them, seriously, those people, if they felt my pain for just ONE DAY, would back off immediately. Everyone has GREAT willpower when its about someone else and not themselves.
thejakeyl88 7 months ago
Morphine it's a hell offa drug Charlie
hairydorn 7 months ago
THC is of little benefit for herion withdrawal. Maybe after the withdrawal one could introduce it to satisfy the mood change needed by most addicts. Methadon is no option at all.
wattsrightt 7 months ago
weed makes withdrawal worse. this is a fact.
sciencebzzt 8 months ago
in my opinion weed doesnt help methadone withdrawal, Im on day 3 of getting off 18mg of methadone i tapered down from 45mg to 18mg and I can't afford it anymore and just sick of that lifestyle, but ya in my opinion weed makes it worse for me
atomic519 8 months ago
I bet Mary Jane would mellow you out a bit
supatoker420 8 months ago 11
@supatoker420 No thanks.
I'm not into taking drugs.
UNLESS forced to by Doctors in hospital who are thinking they are doing the right thing.
balckbettystack 8 months ago
@balckbettystack i see, i respect your decision. but, mary jane is a plant :) and its probably the best medicine a doctor can subscribe!!!
hope your doing ok though.
supatoker420 8 months ago
@supatoker420 I have friend's who suffer severe pain who smoke it and say's it works great.
I quit smoking 15 years ago. And iv'e only ever had one bong in my life at 18.That was a llloooonnngggg time ago.LOL
I am terrified that if I smoked it I would like it. It would work but I would enjoy it. I would cough up my lungs after so long of not smoking.
I'm not sure if I could even bring myself to try it.As I say with riping chest pain get's me tonight again.
balckbettystack 8 months ago
@balckbettystack hey thanks for the reply :)
yea, i too have plenty of friends that use marijuana as a pain killer, because they don't like the side effects of some of the hardcore meds their doctor prescribes to them. i have been using mj for fun, and i can understand how you feel about being attached to it, but the good thing about mj is, it has no addictive traits at all to it. once you feel you don't need it anymore, then you can stop whenever you want. (continued)
supatoker420 8 months ago
@balckbettystack and if you are worried about your lungs, there are other ways to ingest THC (the key ingredient that gets you the high feeling) that is used in baking, such as brownies, rice krispy treats, etc.
anyways, these videos kind of make me sad!! you look like you are in a lot of pain, hopefully, it has died down a bit. be strong!! hope your doing alright :)
supatoker420 8 months ago
@balckbettystack
Get the old bong back out, time to smoke some weed! LOL!
If you wanna get high, without getting shit in your lungs, buy a vaporizer! Best thing I ever bought!
devilxdude 7 months ago
@balckbettystack lol of course you'd like it. Its weed, its fucking amazing. Oh and here's a little secrete, you know how they say One joint equals Ten Cigs??? Hmm, well guess what? Mary Jane can be cooked into little cookies and ingested, which does WONDERS for pain, trust me. Oh and also, you may have not heard of this, but we stoners are now doing something called "Vaporizing". Look that word up, and prepare to be pain free without the whole "coughing up the lungs" problem. Good Luck, ~Peace~
megaterra69 6 months ago
@megaterra69 Although I must say, the whole opiate w/d thing looks far safer and more than tokin the erb...
megaterra69 6 months ago
@megaterra69 I did like it when I did it the first and only time, 20+ years ago.
I have heard of Vaporizing as I try and keep up with as much infor about drugs, uses and such as I can being in the drug & alcohol field & nursing.
I can't do things like that though with a Nursing registartion.I would loose it if caught.
Have you heard about Krokodil? Now that's truelly nasty stuff., It makes me feel so sick looking at what the drug has done in such a short space of time.
Truelly gross.
balckbettystack 6 months ago
@balckbettystack Hey thanks for doin up the nursing field, your helping people! Yea it's not worth doing if you could lose your job. I guess it just makes me feel bad when I see people going through this shit and I have never gone through it with erb. So I just kindly remind people that weed has never killed anyone and that w/d is not half as bad. Hoping maybe people will at the least do some research. Wow, I just researched Krokodil...Sad Sad shit. Makes heroin look friendly.
megaterra69 6 months ago
@megaterra69 These videos are also meant to help people.Understand & support others.Like in my Nursing.But you get the stupid idiots,stoned who write such shit.Especially when they think their WD is a competition.It's not.We all suffer.Just some worse than others.But they go off their heads,totally irrational over their WD's being worse.
Krokodil makes me sick.I will find you a link that is written by someone who spent a day with addicts.It really opens the eyes.
balckbettystack 6 months ago
@balckbettystack lol anybody who tells you weed w/d is that bad is I dunno, full of shit. It's fuckin lame compared to opiate/alcohol w/d. So yea fuck those guys, they give erb a bad name. I read and watched some video's on this krok stuff and its pretty damn scary...That and the eyedrops they are injecting, its crazy how depressed and careless people can get.
megaterra69 6 months ago
@megaterra69 Sorry, but all too often this shit (Morphine) is prescribed by sweat-shop (legit) "Pain Management" shops, fully endorsed by the DEA & most doctors. Weed is ironically labelled as a Schedule 1 drug, right there with Heroine, which is a F**king joke. Benzos (Xanax, Klonopin, Ativan, Valium) are far f**king worse a withdrawal, which can take months or years. FDA = Pharma companies = profit, is how it's currently structured. Criminals everywhere!
laaxe 6 months ago
@laaxe lol yup...sucks doesn't it?
megaterra69 6 months ago
@supatoker420 bud makes opiate withdrawal worse for some people. why do 420 geeks show up on all opiate WD vids with their insecure little cutesy comments? btw i smoke bud too, but it was never a substitute for my opiate addiction days
DougglesMagnificent 6 months ago
@supatoker420 um kno im sick of everyone thinking if you smoke pot that will overcome heroin addiction pot wont do a damn thing when your seriously withdrawling from heroin or any opiate.
masterkush4x 6 months ago
@supatoker420 it doesn't help man, trust me, i'm a heroin guy and pot was my best fucking friend beforehand, and during withdrawals the only that will help is an opiate. fucked up shit.
dookylove 5 months ago
@dookylove absolutely true, i was taking tons of plain old roxi 30's , 180 - 300mg a day, and when your withdrawing, they say clonidine helps or benzo's , which benzo do slightly help, but your right, the only thing that helped was when my dad gave me 8 methadones, which i had to drive all the way to Manassas for, but when your like that, you would drive to the moon to get fixed.
vinniemosher92 2 months ago
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@supatoker420 I bet you don't know shit about drugs.
pyromanizak 5 months ago
@supatoker420 actually it makes it worse
sarabower1 3 months ago
Heres how to kick
1. Tell your friends and family you intend to kick.
2. break ALL ties with people who use.
3. Get a psychiatrist who will prescribe you ambien to help you sleep DO not use nyquil or over the counter sleep aids.
4. drink lots of water,
5. DO NOT drink coffee
6. Sleep as much as you can
7. Ween Slowly.
8. Get Alkaline (please research this, if your alkaline it is twice as easy to kick
9.once your clean sub. exercise, meditation, and a compelling PURPOSE.
calico992 8 months ago
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holy dog shit
mwells2683 8 months ago
WAS TAKIN THE DDRUG WORTH IT
123reletive123 9 months ago
@123reletive123 It got rid of my pain whilst I was on it. But as I hate the things, I wanted to get off of it as sson as I could. Although I knew the pain would come back.
But pain is better than pain medications.
balckbettystack 9 months ago 2
Man reminds me of when I was going through fentanyl withdrawal and had to go to work to top things off. That was the worst three days of my life.
remsensor 9 months ago
@remsensor When I went through my 29 day withdrawal.The one that gave me the idea to film my withdrawals,involved stopping many, many meds including Fentanyl,which I always say is the worst medication to get off of.Being 100 times stronger tham Morphine & being a patch obsorbed though the skin there is no easy way to withdrawal from it.You can't cut the patch in half & you feel it's effects wearing off after just 46 hours. So you go through a mini detox every 3 days.
I agree. It's pure Hell.
balckbettystack 9 months ago
@balckbettystack Yeah, at my worst I was chewing half a patch at a time. I never wore them and I ended up going through the withdrawls because I started out using opiates recreationally. I never had a painful condition to were I was prescribed something like fentanyl and im thankful for that but it started out when I was 14 with just a couple vicodin. Either way its the same hell and I wish I could talk just one kid into not going down that road.
remsensor 9 months ago
@remsensor Owh! Bet they didn't taste very nice? But I can understand the rationale to it. But still.......yucky! LOL
You CAN talk a kid out of going down this road.Make a video.I have helped around 30 people now give up their habits.
NO ONE made withdrawal videos & put them on youtube until I did.Look at the new videos,they are all made after mine.Iv'e started a trend.you can too.
So go ahead & make a warning video.I'll watch it & plug it too.
balckbettystack 9 months ago
@balckbettystack i agree.. if i would have been told or had seen what withdrawls were like i would have never done it.. but i had already done coke for like everyday for 90 days straight & then just stopped one day cuz i moved and lost the connects and life literally didnt change at all.. i mean i craved to party but nothing physical at all. So i assumed all drugs were like that.. now I am in my 4th yr of heroin, only quit PAST withdrawls ONCE for 33 days. PEOPLE NEED TO SEE THIS B4 THE1st HIT
23mbtx23 8 months ago
@23mbtx23 I hope some people will see these videos before trying drugs for the first time.
And teaching others that because you take meds for pain can become addictive.
It's not until you try to stop that you realise what sort of mess you have got into.
Youv'e given me an idea about doing a video and the warnings from someone who's been there.
balckbettystack 8 months ago
@23mbtx23 Then again no matter how much you try some people will never listen or refuse to listen.
The old adage of "It will never happen to me." is not true with drugs, alcohol and medications.
balckbettystack 8 months ago
@balckbettystack true. alot of people want to find out for themselves but.. i was saying gt the facts out there.. im not saying to not do any drugs but OPIATES are the worst to quit and it should be common knowledge that that is the case.. drug education came in jr high.. when i never thought about using.. college freshman should have a drug education class.. the facts are not as widely known as u think. i know people will do drugs but. every1 should know ALL risks involved 1st.. I KNOW I DIDNT
23mbtx23 8 months ago
@balckbettystack horse shit my friends a fuckin morphine addict and he is just normal without no withdrawl symptoms at all
HORRoRFrEak4EvEr1 9 months ago
@HORRoRFrEak4EvEr1 What's horse shit?
That your Morphine addicted mate doesn't go through withdrawals ever. Well have you ever thought these 2 things? 1) He's one of the rare lucky ones who can come off opaites and such without withdrawals. 2) That he's never really ever giving up his vice. So no withdrawls.
balckbettystack 9 months ago
U have too get off these drugs SLOWLY. As you have just seen, stopping all of the sudden is very dangerous. If you want to take an opiate that is safe, just take codeine phosphate. It gives a light euphoria, especially after exercise, when endorphins are produced.
twinturbonissan300zx 9 months ago
Just roll up a fatty.....
51m0n77 9 months ago
Been on heroin/oxycodone/oxymorphone/opium/xanax for the past 7 months, with heroin being the most difficult, and the others used when heroin wasn't available. I started on half a bag a day (0.15g) and at points reached almost a gram of heroin a day, and im talking about high quality powdered heroin, off white colour. The hardest part is waking up in the morning and being unable to do ANYTHING until you have that first hit, but i am managing by slowly weening myself off it. Did u stop outright?
ShamanSound 10 months ago
@ShamanSound Yeah I went cold turkey. Stupid really. I know better. Weaning, if you can do it that way, is much safer for you.
The 29 day cold turkey was the worst. I had 3 seizures.
Your on Xanax. A Benzo. DON'T give up straight. You need to wean off Xanax as Benzo withdrawals cause the seizures.
I just got out of a 2 week hospital stay so only just reading this but can I can chat to your privately if you want?
balckbettystack 9 months ago
@balckbettystack
ill email you, the details are not something i want the world to hear
ShamanSound 9 months ago
@ShamanSound That's cool. That's why I said we would talk privately. I prefer that with some people. Not everyone needs to know everyone else's stuff.
balckbettystack 9 months ago
@ShamanSound I am not being judgmental, but how the hell did you get hooked on so MANY drugs at the same time?
NaughtyVampireGod 9 months ago
@NaughtyVampireGod
I didn't mean i was on all of those everyday. I used Xanax and a combination of maybe two of any of the opiates i listed on any given day, or sometimes just one opiate. Around my area heroin is always available but occasionally morphine, opium, oxycodone etc. come about so i will use them if i can as they are 100%, still in the blister pack. But i mean i didn't even list the other recreational drugs i use on here, i felt only the opiates were relevant for the video + subject
ShamanSound 9 months ago
@ShamanSound
I hope you don't combine heavy drugs anymore. That is how people die.
NaughtyVampireGod 9 months ago
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ShamanSound 9 months ago
@NaughtyVampireGod i very nearly died recently. i have been clean for 7 months now but still struggle with the occasional crack binge but i am trying not to mix drugs anymore. There are reasons why people take drugs and mine isn't to have fun, its to forget.
ShamanSound 2 months ago
You can't sleep, but the fatigue is so bad that you cannot get out of bed. The real torture is that you know one pill or line and you'll feel 100% better. On top of this, most of us have jobs and lives to attend to. Ever gone to work during withdrawals? I have and I had a nervous breakdown. I'm a grown man and I sat in the bathroom stall and cried because I couldn't bear it. I don't mean to sound bitter, but your 10mg of morphine is no habit at all.
Aleesus 11 months ago 18
@Aleesus I was also dealing with withdrawals off other meds AND I had chest pain still.
And yes I have had to go to work as a Nurse during withdrawals,which is crazy hard.Not these withdrawals,but others.
(Cont)
balckbettystack 10 months ago
@Aleesus Look,I get sick of people thinking withdrawals are a competition.There not.
I am NOT an addict BUT my body goes through withdrawals.EVERYBODY is different.I know a few women who also admit to being on pain meds for a time.Then stopped & went through withdrawals.
You would do well to remember that.OK?
balckbettystack 10 months ago
@Aleesus You sat in the bathroom at work and cried?? What a little bitch. Do u have a vagina under ur nutsack?
vap420 10 months ago
@vap420 Wow... you really are a cunt, aren't you? And your life is all perfect, right? I hope you have to go through something like that at some point in your life.
crunchzor 9 months ago
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montrealcdn 8 months ago
@Aleesus Oh my god... This woman is on 10mg morphine? I remember seeing this video along time ago when i was going through wds ..and i thought this woman was on at least double what I was on ... hahaha No wonder I felt horrible...you should be better in like...3 days with only 10mg... of MORPHINE...haha
SmokinChiva 7 months ago
@Aleesus It all depends on the tolerance. 10 mg might seem like walk in the park to you but for another person it could be shear hell
highsteel240 4 months ago
@highsteel240 That is totally correct.
Plus withdrawals are NOt a competition although so many people think it is.
balckbettystack 4 months ago
@Aleesus
whether it's a lot or a little, your body is addicted to it the same way...You need to get that. You're body will react the same way.
TheBoredList143 4 months ago
@Aleesus so funny you say that i went in to work today SO sick I do couple grams a day of dope and man i could bereley stand im THIS close to a breakdown too but somehow through the grace of god or something i pull myself through it and when i finish my 6 hour shift 10-4 im so proud of myself and i kan go get well or in todays case get a suboxion and chill me out from the pain , but really i would rather die than feel even ONE more minute of that pain , it has to be worse than hell drowning ect.
pizzaskate420 4 months ago
I think you're getting a lot of grief from people here, because most of us had/have massive addictions. Years worth of usage kind of addiction. I've been on and off (mainly on) for almost three years now. Average dose of about 150mgs of oxycodone per day. During withdrawals, the thought of death was more pleasant. Body aches all over, especially anywhere you've had an injury before. Can't sit or lie still. Vomit and diharrea. Alternating cold and hot flashes. Extreme depression and anxiety.
Aleesus 11 months ago
@Aleesus I get shit on here from true addicts who can't give up.
Or they think,as I am getting from you too,that withdrawals are a competition. Everyone has been through worse than you. Everyone has had a bigger habit. Everyone.....Everyone.......
In the end we are all the same and go through the same shit withdrawals.Straight up.That's it.
balckbettystack 10 months ago
ya doing laundry wit withdrawls insnt fun..
stevens2224 11 months ago
@stevens2224 Never............
balckbettystack 9 months ago
I hope you are doing better. I have three herniated discs and they wanted to put me on pain killers...I said NO NO NO NO...I am a social worker and I see first hand what opiates do to people...the ones who abuse them and the ones who are in real pain....all end up dependent on the drugs...I say dependent because you are right...the label of addict is used too often to describe anyone who becomes dependent...whether it is for a genuine reason or due to ones choice to abuse the drug...Thanks
Shellyz2u 11 months ago
@Shellyz2u My blood boils when I hear people being called addicts when they are in real pain at work.
I am glad you didn't get put on pain meds. But I also hope you got to deal with your pain in other ways.
balckbettystack 9 months ago
@blackbettystack.....yes i am....i took my last pills on tuesday...went all day wednesday and thursday and now its friday....
jjjjjjjjsanchez 11 months ago
@jjjjjjjjsanchez So it's been 3 days? You WILL start to feel better soon. Not like dance around crazy better, but better than these last few days.
Well done and congratulations. You have made it through the hardest stage.
Hearing things like this makes me so happy.
What were you taking by the way?
balckbettystack 11 months ago
this while be the 3rd day without any pain killlers....been using for 5 years from a car accident....i really feel like crap but knowing its only gonna get better helps...havent been to sleep and its 5:29 am here in North Carolina....the withdrawals are fucking hell
jjjjjjjjsanchez 11 months ago
@jjjjjjjjsanchez So your going through withdrawals right now?
And yes it doesn't last forever. It does get better. A lot better.
I'm here to chat if you want to.
balckbettystack 11 months ago
What is morthine withdrawls?
TheDarklord0211 11 months ago
I have been there brother! stay tough you can get through it!!
SiKnEsS17 11 months ago
@SiKnEsS17 I got there. Benn 3 years now.
balckbettystack 11 months ago
uuuggh...i can remember how shitty it is....i've had some terrible withdrawls....and I can honestly say after being 9 months clean now its the only way
VillianyCricket 11 months ago
@Fragem420 Fuck you arsehole!
Goodbye
balckbettystack 11 months ago
KRATOM
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u used round the clock magnesium/calcium?gives back the minerals to nerves that drug took out-it relaxed so LESS CRAVINGS-hope u do well-keep on-no withdrawal cramps-b/c magnesium RELAXESmuscles-a study used magnesium/calcium-to stop suicidal compulsion IN ONE WEEK-patients felt relief-happier-is there interest among your friends for this type of nutrition project?also mag/calc will help even when using-especially cures constipation-it takes the drug poison out of the body-TRYIT
lmollot 11 months ago
methadone works very well to relieve withdrawl but i would not stay on that to long a slow decent worked for me good luck
XoSoccerchickX 1 year ago
lol,, a video on withdrawl and theyre talking about kilos of cocainn in the background on tv
HigherrConsciousness 1 year ago
@HigherrConsciousness LOL. I never noticed that before.
I love the CI channel here on Foxtel.
balckbettystack 1 year ago
That right there is one of the worst experiences one can endure. But it can make a stronger person if you choose the right path. 7 years sober from heroin one day at a time. If you want help and hope, don't be afraid to message me.
gh0sted1 1 year ago
@gh0sted1 Well done. That's a long time sober and you should be proud and congratulated.
You may be able to help me, help others too.
balckbettystack 1 year ago
I've been where u are in this video
Midnightryder7 1 year ago
@Midnightryder7 Not nice is it?
But you can and do get through it.
balckbettystack 1 year ago
@balckbettystack it got so bad that at one point i went to an emergency room at our local hospital and faked a back injury just so they can give me pain medicine..got some kind of off brand..didn't do the job..but it did take the edge off..( i was addicted to liquid morphine and fantinal patches) a friend of mine who was in a wheelchair had 180 of these per month..the day he died in surgery i had no choice but to go cold turkey)..2 yrs then cut off..Life was Hell for me!
Midnightryder7 1 year ago
@Midnightryder7 Fentanyl patches are a bitch to get off of.
You must have been hurting so bad to have to fake an injury for a Hit?Iv'e seen chronic pain patient's come in to the ER to do the same thing.
I am so sorry about your friend.But it seems as if that was the push you needed.Maybe in a way your friend helped you get clean?
How are you now?
balckbettystack 1 year ago
lmfao
beezyb42011 1 year ago
@beezyb42011 Yeah! Withdrawals are so funny. Not!I'd like to see how you go through withdrawals if you ever got the guts to do it.
balckbettystack 1 year ago
@mqasim7866 UH! What pig!?
balckbettystack 1 year ago
Been there plenty of times myself but off of heroin,never enjoyed Morphine didn't like the pins and needles that comes with the rush.Now w/d off methadone I looked like that at my 26th day not hour
TheRalphus666 1 year ago
@TheRalphus666 Answer so many messages on here.
So are you all clean now?
balckbettystack 1 year ago
@balckbettystack Some days
TheRalphus666 1 year ago
in the description is says you had a 10 mg dose at the hospital.. is that all you had each day? or just what you happened to get for that last dose?
TheThroney 1 year ago
@TheThroney They were giving me 10mg doses, numerous times a day, plus Xanax & other meds in hospital.
They gave me more Morph and Xanax for home as they were worried about withdrawal but I never took the meds at home.
It seems the more times they put me on these meds. the more I go through withdrawals.
balckbettystack 1 year ago
i dont think ive ever done morphine in my life, but going threw hardcore withdrawls from drinking was enough for me
HuckeysWorld 1 year ago
@HuckeysWorld The withdrawals from dugs, meds or alcohol are all the same BUT alcohol and Benzo's are the most dangerous and deadly to withdrawal from.
I'm glad you got off the grog. Your tough.
balckbettystack 1 year ago
@balckbettystack bro you don't know what the fuck your talking about
charliehockey78 1 year ago
@charliehockey78 What the fuck are you talking about????
balckbettystack 1 year ago
oww chimama!!
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mdcombs79 1 year ago
This is just horribly to watch. I had issues with morphine after a bad accident. It is misery.. The depression and clammy skin is the worse of it all I think. The constant yawining, and eyes tearing, always getting cold, the deep pain in the bone. The call it the soldiers addiction because so many soldiers, especially after the civil war got addicted. Im on some methadone for the pain now though, otherwise I could not walk
CreedChrist 1 year ago
@CreedChrist The muscles in my legs cramping up and not ever being able to find a comfortable way to sit, lay, walk etc was the worst for me. The pain felt like it was in my bones. As you would understand.
The bloody hot/cold flushes would piss me off. The headache that never stopped flamming hurt.
The insomnia drove me just about insane.
I'm really gald you finally found something to help with your pain.
balckbettystack 1 year ago
@balckbettystack true. For me, I was always cold though. Very clammy sweaty skin. Stomach pain. Yawning and eyes tearing. Deep pain in the bones that felt like it went right into my marrow. Heavy burning eyes. anxiety. Noises were always loud. I didn't shake or anything, but the mental depression it brought was the worst in my opinion and the gluey clammy skin feeling. Also the feeling of waking up right after sleep was horrid.
CreedChrist 1 year ago
@CreedChrist You got some sleep??? None for me, I would doze but have vivid, horrid nightmares.
I found that with noise too. I was always yelling at my son, shouldn't do that but...to turn the TV down. Don't talk so loud etc. Everything sounded so darn much louder.
I generally go cold turkey. But every now and then I will use a Valium and Catapres to help if it's getting too much. But I find cold turkey, although, shittfully hard, it's better mor me, as it's all over after that.
balckbettystack 1 year ago
@balckbettystack I would get those dreams where I scored a shitload of dope and couldnt find my works or something always prevented me from doing it in my dream,man that sucked
TheRalphus666 1 year ago
@TheRalphus666 That would have been a shit nightmare for you.
But when drugs start taking over your dreams, you know you have a problem.
balckbettystack 1 year ago
Oops. Sorry about that last post. Was trying to sign in and screwed up somehow. Good job on the wds. I realize these videos are older now, but I still wish u well. Today is one week since I took my last oxy. I dropped a 6-700mg oxycodone habit a day. Yea u read the numbers right. I was going to try suboxone, but the Dr I had failed to tell me about precipitated withdrawals. Omg. When I say I was in the bowels of hell for three days and nights, I'm not sure that even describes it. Maybe I even
ThePinkbink 1 year ago
@ThePinkbink LOL. It looks like your D button got a bit stuck. LOL
Suboxone is not quiet the answer to withdrawals as the Doctor's, who have never been addicted to anything or been through withdrawals, fail to tell you the full reprocusions of this drug.
Yes it does work and help BUT there is the problem of stopping this drug as well.
Doctor's need to tell patient's EVERYTHING about Suboxone and Methodone. Including the withdrawals from these meds.
balckbettystack 1 year ago
Ddd
ThePinkbink 1 year ago
tough it out champ, its not as bad as you make it out to be, espcially at the level you where at. you were nowhere in the broad spectrum of withdrawals. i was on 10 days of 20 mg oxycodone, then 5 mg iv morphine 2 hours later, then 20 mg oxy 2 hours later, then 5 mg iv morphine 2 hours later.......and this was also my very built up dose. sure i felt shitty but cmon be a champ when i got off that regiment but its nothing compared to genuine, reallllll messed up withdrawal. its just a tease.
bizzyindmp220 1 year ago
@bizzyindmp220 I was also having to deal with severe chest pain as well as withdrawals.
Plus I had been through them a few times before,it seems to get harder everytime you withdrawal.So by this stage I had,had enough.
balckbettystack 1 year ago
how much were u on per day? mg? im trying to stop myself at the mo, not enjoyable at all. do u still take it, i cant imagine life without morphine at the moment.
dreamsmayne 1 year ago
@dreamsmayne Over 200 or 300mg of Morphine.50mg of Valium.Half a packet of Endone & Tramal.and a whole heap of other crap.
I had been discharged from hospital,where I was admitted for pain control,the day before.I was tired.Angry.In pain and withdrawing.I was not having a fun time!
balckbettystack 1 year ago
@dreamsmayne i was hooked on it bro but the only thing I could do to get off of it was to get on something else. i chose to get on methadone. whether or not it was a good or bad decision, I already made the decision, so there's no backing out now but at least it's cheaper for me, I don't have ANY cravings at all, and I don't get sick.
TheChainHead 1 year ago
@TheChainHead Have you ever wanted to get off Methodone?
balckbettystack 1 year ago
@balckbettystack honestly, no, not at all. I just got on the methadone program. Yes, I may be trading one addiction for another but the way I see it is I'm being monitored by a doctor and a huge staff of people who work at the clinic and I'm also attending recovery classes such as group therapy and 1 on 1's with my counselor. I have a daily regulated dose instead of alway's being up and down messing around with the dealer's on the street. We can't alway's find what we need on the street.
TheChainHead 1 year ago
@TheChainHead You need to be ready mentally more than physically. So if your not ready. Your not ready.
At least what you are taking now is clean and supervised.
Good luck with it.
If your ever ready to do the withdrawals, just let me know? I''l support you through it.
balckbettystack 1 year ago
@balckbettystack thx man...I really appreciate that...not too many people have unconditional care like you obviously do...thx again and take care of yourself...I will alway's need some type of support in my life...same to you brother...ever need anything, if it's within my power, I will be glad to help...take care
TheChainHead 1 year ago
@TheChainHead Your most welcome.
I'm here if you ever need me.
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