Now why would you want to go and do a thing like that? It isnt worth it at all I dont know you at all i dont know the pain your going through but trust me friend in the end it worse to commit suicide then to fight it you leave so much behind eventhough you might not really think so. talk to your friends and family and tell then you are hurting be a fighter.
I want to thank you all for watching my video, its been a few years since i posted it up on youtube i never would have thought it would get so much attention i am glad it helped some of you as i read in the comments and for those who are still debating back an forth dont do it. it may take days or years to overcome this pain we all feel i to this day still deal with it but know i should not end my life you have to keep moving forward no matter how hard that may be for you ask for directions
to tell the truth i wish nothing more than to be dead but something always stops me i dont know what it is but yet it does, people say dont give a temporary problem a permanant solution, but what is there to live for i mean life is shitty and it seems like i live in my own personal hell if people say life is so good then why is it that i feel like killing myself and in 3 years only one good thing happened in my life i got a girlfreind and now i have to hide my depression fuck my life
@tenderwedge live for ur girlfriend i know how it is the only thang im living for is my boyfriend because i know that will tare him apart and it will tare ur girl apart and dnt hide it speishly if she asks what is rong it makes a girl feel like they arent doing enof if u dnt tell them and u feel like killing urself talk to a skool counsler or a friend or u could talk to me if u have noone i cnt say i understand completly cuz i dnt know wut ur going threw and ik me saying that wont help
Look ive tried to commit suicide. I dont wat to be alive but i need to be for my lil brother. Without me my little brother would have to deal with living in hell by himself.
I am 18 and have lost almost everything important to me....It's seeing comments like these that help pull me through the day. That the world is full of good ppl you just gotta find them. Thank you :) I'm sure it will get better. Just got to make it through.
I am 26 and still can't overcome the life I endured, not to complain I have had good times, I have fond memories of fantastic friends, but I was destroyed as a person, and left a schitzophranic paranoid fuck with the worst support system in the world trying to accomplish high school after being jailed to no prevail! I was turned into a criminalistic mind and I can't stand the people I met, befriended. I turn everywhere I see myself already gone, dead to the overachiever wife n son I supported
A very close friend of mine killed himself, I still (to this day) blame my self. because I wasn't there to stop him when he needed me the most!! how do i get over blaming my self?
@meggilue0421 :\ u dont have to blame yourself...mabe he couldnt take the pain anymore and no one couldnt get threw him (like you) well hes in a better place...u can think about that :) and think of it...dont be sad cuz when he'll look down at u from upabove he will be sad cuz ur sad...show him that your happy...show that u miss him from time to time... but hey look....hes in a better place so dont blame yourself :)
@meggilue0421 sweetie, don't blame yourself...everyone's lost someone and feel the same way as you, but what's done was done..and there's nothing we could do anymore but to move on. you feeling this way won't bring him back. you feeling this way is also making you not see that your life passing you by as you stay like this. all you can do is cherish the great memories you guys shared together. Be blessed and thankful that you got to know him for as long as you did.
im 17 and ive delt with suicidal thoughts for a year and a half and then i got sent to psychiatric hospitals and rehabs. its really hard to over come it... ive lost 4 friends to suicide and every time it just gets worse.... But... Im still hear!!
@lazorbob whoa...4 friends? that's crazy and would be alot to handle! but just because your friends did it, doesn't mean you have to. Stay strong, and live your life! Let your friends see that life isn't bad as they thought it be.
I feel like committing suicide. The only reason I don't do it is because of my friends. My only friend that I've told this to is A.E.(not saying HIS name) He's like my rock. I'm afraid I'll lose him if I do this to myself. I've already lost two friends to suicide
@LPSAliceTV If you're still alive, then you can't lose him! He'll always be by your side! ^_^ But if you died, then it's him who's going to lose you!:(
ive been waiting 10 years for it to get better and i gave up after 6 years but nothing worked i wud luv to stop cyring everyday i know it will make me dead and that is the whole point
Depression, guilt, regrets, disappointments.. etc.. I've been there alot of times, but i've been in too much pain earlier this year. This is a tough year though. I think positive so that it wouldn't feel more depressing, but there were times that I thought of committing suicide, and i think it's not the solution, sooo... nevermind, cuz i know that i'd do something better. those were just mistakes, but at least I know how to handle it well next time. Lesson learned :) just be positive always.
The ironic thing about when your always the person who tries to help people through their hard times, is that no one goes on to notice that sometimes you yourself are in tremendous amount of pain inside just trying to put a smile on for everyone
in new to youtube but im always open to help anyone in this situation. i have been there i DO know what its like. i am always open to helping out anyone if i am able.
I need suicide. I dont care about anything!! I don't care what it would do to anyone, I don't care if I go to hell, just anything to stop this black hole enclosing me. I used to care, but I don't now, I don't know what happened.
@MyFlyingWalrus saying you need suicide is basically saying you need help and thats what friends and family are here for. I agree wuth SuperWarrior4god, God loves YOU for who you are, not what you do but for you. Stay strong and HOLD ON!! Im routing for you!!! :D
@BluerosesandRedrose You don't need suicide to escape from pain. You are here for a reason. Every person was placed on this planet for a purpose. DO NOT GIVE UP, be PROUD of who you are.
@BluerosesandRedrose - please dont. i am in so much pain as well but don't do it please. u have to keep fighting it doesnt seem worth it but please keep fighting. don't punish those u love & those who love u by committing suicide because suicide is selfish. its hard to imagine but it is. please keep fighting and get thru whatever because it'll pay off in the end
@BluerosesandRedrose like the song says u need to hold on, things will get better it may take years or less or longer but in the end it will all be worth it, just dont give up find someone or many people that love u to surround urself with to remind u y u need to live on i know how u feel i still want to commit suicide but because i found someone who loves me enough to hold me down to keep me from hurting myself im still here, so find ppl that love u that'll make u want to live.
@BluerosesandRedrose, it's hard. I was where you are a year ago. It does get better. The hardest part is asking for help. It took me years to ask for help. Depression doesn't go away or get better unless you get help. If it's that hard, write a letter to someone you trust explaining how you feel, that way you don't have to say anything. 1-800-784-2433 is a good number to call.
@BluerosesandRedrose you are not alone... you can get through it. I know I am just a mere person on the internet, but I still care... you can do it, stay strong. do not give up.
@BluerosesandRedrose from one person who feels pain to the other. dont.. Your young i take it...You got your whole life ahead of you. talk to friends and family and you will be fine...thiers always some one out thier willing to help save you
I'm here if anyone wants to talk. Hold on, if you feel like letting go. Suicide my seem like the smart choice, but it's the most hurtful to those who love and care about you. If you're contemplating it, please do one thing for me right now. Find one reason today not to do it. And hold onto that reason with all your heart. If you die, you'll miss out on so much. Sure life seems like shit right now, and maybe it has for a while. I've been there, so don't give up.
A 15 year old girl holds hands with her 1 year old son. People call her a slut, no one knows she was raped at 13. People call another Guy fat. No one knows he has a serious disease causing him to be overweight . People call an old man ugly. No one knew he had a serious injury to his face while fighting for our country in the war.People call a women bald but they don't know she has cancer Re-post this if you are against bullying and stereotyping. I bet 95% of you won't do it.
its never worth trying to end ur life im still rebuilding my life from 2006 when i over dosed but saw god n was told it wasnt my time. now that i look back i have a loving wife a 1 year old son n helping both my parents with cancer and other health problems.. its tough i know just gota look at what might come for u in the future
A 15 year old girl holds hands with her 1 year old son. People call her a slut, no one knows she was raped at 13. People call another Guy fat. No one knows he has a serious disease causing him to be overweight . People call an old man ugly. No one knew he had a serious injury to his face while fighting for our country in the war.People call a women bald but they don't know she has cancer Re-post this if you are against bullying and stereotyping. I bet 95% of you won't do it.
great video but I'm still going to hang my self
jakester90999 1 week ago
@jakester90999
Now why would you want to go and do a thing like that? It isnt worth it at all I dont know you at all i dont know the pain your going through but trust me friend in the end it worse to commit suicide then to fight it you leave so much behind eventhough you might not really think so. talk to your friends and family and tell then you are hurting be a fighter.
RedDogLvD 1 week ago
@RedDogLvD its too late. the kids dead already.... =/
Crome267 6 days ago
@Crome267 you know that for sure?
RedDogLvD 6 days ago
@RedDogLvD no... i was just keeeding :p
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Crome267 6 days ago
If onl my cousin could here this song :*(
11PS3GAMER11 1 month ago
.... Easier said than done bud.....
Alleystalker 1 month ago
yo..from someone thats true....10 years ago I went throgh it
saltwaterfish2012 1 month ago
bien la vidéo...
456personne 1 month ago
This is a wonderful video.
omfgitstumtum 1 month ago
@BluerosesandRedrose dont be dumb
awesomo410 1 month ago
I want to thank you all for watching my video, its been a few years since i posted it up on youtube i never would have thought it would get so much attention i am glad it helped some of you as i read in the comments and for those who are still debating back an forth dont do it. it may take days or years to overcome this pain we all feel i to this day still deal with it but know i should not end my life you have to keep moving forward no matter how hard that may be for you ask for directions
RedDogLvD 1 month ago
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I dedicate this song Jonah Mowry. STAY STRONG, HEAD HIGH, & FUCK SUICIDE!
Chaingang5005 1 month ago
to tell the truth i wish nothing more than to be dead but something always stops me i dont know what it is but yet it does, people say dont give a temporary problem a permanant solution, but what is there to live for i mean life is shitty and it seems like i live in my own personal hell if people say life is so good then why is it that i feel like killing myself and in 3 years only one good thing happened in my life i got a girlfreind and now i have to hide my depression fuck my life
tenderwedge 2 months ago
@tenderwedge live for ur girlfriend i know how it is the only thang im living for is my boyfriend because i know that will tare him apart and it will tare ur girl apart and dnt hide it speishly if she asks what is rong it makes a girl feel like they arent doing enof if u dnt tell them and u feel like killing urself talk to a skool counsler or a friend or u could talk to me if u have noone i cnt say i understand completly cuz i dnt know wut ur going threw and ik me saying that wont help
xXxForgottinxXx 2 months ago
Look ive tried to commit suicide. I dont wat to be alive but i need to be for my lil brother. Without me my little brother would have to deal with living in hell by himself.
Luckygirl4074 2 months ago
If there are others, where are they?
ShadowFire108 2 months ago
I am 18 and have lost almost everything important to me....It's seeing comments like these that help pull me through the day. That the world is full of good ppl you just gotta find them. Thank you :) I'm sure it will get better. Just got to make it through.
R.I.P A.J (1996-2011). I miss you....
Redwolfie7 2 months ago
This is so sad It makes me want to cry:(
dallasranger56 2 months ago
I am 26 and still can't overcome the life I endured, not to complain I have had good times, I have fond memories of fantastic friends, but I was destroyed as a person, and left a schitzophranic paranoid fuck with the worst support system in the world trying to accomplish high school after being jailed to no prevail! I was turned into a criminalistic mind and I can't stand the people I met, befriended. I turn everywhere I see myself already gone, dead to the overachiever wife n son I supported
LifeShun 2 months ago
A very close friend of mine killed himself, I still (to this day) blame my self. because I wasn't there to stop him when he needed me the most!! how do i get over blaming my self?
meggilue0421 2 months ago
@meggilue0421 :\ u dont have to blame yourself...mabe he couldnt take the pain anymore and no one couldnt get threw him (like you) well hes in a better place...u can think about that :) and think of it...dont be sad cuz when he'll look down at u from upabove he will be sad cuz ur sad...show him that your happy...show that u miss him from time to time... but hey look....hes in a better place so dont blame yourself :)
Therunaway102 2 months ago
@meggilue0421 sweetie, don't blame yourself...everyone's lost someone and feel the same way as you, but what's done was done..and there's nothing we could do anymore but to move on. you feeling this way won't bring him back. you feeling this way is also making you not see that your life passing you by as you stay like this. all you can do is cherish the great memories you guys shared together. Be blessed and thankful that you got to know him for as long as you did.
iHEARTminwoo 1 month ago
im 17 and ive delt with suicidal thoughts for a year and a half and then i got sent to psychiatric hospitals and rehabs. its really hard to over come it... ive lost 4 friends to suicide and every time it just gets worse.... But... Im still hear!!
lazorbob 2 months ago
@lazorbob whoa...4 friends? that's crazy and would be alot to handle! but just because your friends did it, doesn't mean you have to. Stay strong, and live your life! Let your friends see that life isn't bad as they thought it be.
iHEARTminwoo 1 month ago
I feel like committing suicide. The only reason I don't do it is because of my friends. My only friend that I've told this to is A.E.(not saying HIS name) He's like my rock. I'm afraid I'll lose him if I do this to myself. I've already lost two friends to suicide
RIP KAT
RIP SHANNON...
LPSAliceTV 2 months ago
@LPSAliceTV If you're still alive, then you can't lose him! He'll always be by your side! ^_^ But if you died, then it's him who's going to lose you!:(
iHEARTminwoo 1 month ago
ive been waiting 10 years for it to get better and i gave up after 6 years but nothing worked i wud luv to stop cyring everyday i know it will make me dead and that is the whole point
ilvpie123 2 months ago
Depression, guilt, regrets, disappointments.. etc.. I've been there alot of times, but i've been in too much pain earlier this year. This is a tough year though. I think positive so that it wouldn't feel more depressing, but there were times that I thought of committing suicide, and i think it's not the solution, sooo... nevermind, cuz i know that i'd do something better. those were just mistakes, but at least I know how to handle it well next time. Lesson learned :) just be positive always.
stefaniekaye134 2 months ago
The ironic thing about when your always the person who tries to help people through their hard times, is that no one goes on to notice that sometimes you yourself are in tremendous amount of pain inside just trying to put a smile on for everyone
coolbreeze435 2 months ago 4
in new to youtube but im always open to help anyone in this situation. i have been there i DO know what its like. i am always open to helping out anyone if i am able.
fli233 2 months ago
I want to just end life and move on. My mom is drinking her life away and my sister never trys to see me.
Gothiclove1986 3 months ago
@Gothiclove1986 you say you want to end life and move on, right? well, how can you move on with your life if you want to end it?
iHEARTminwoo 1 month ago
beautiful video
ATaker7 3 months ago
thanks for this son and the video!!! it helped me alottttt
omarf9g 3 months ago
I need suicide. I dont care about anything!! I don't care what it would do to anyone, I don't care if I go to hell, just anything to stop this black hole enclosing me. I used to care, but I don't now, I don't know what happened.
MyFlyingWalrus 3 months ago
@MyFlyingWalrus saying you need suicide is basically saying you need help and thats what friends and family are here for. I agree wuth SuperWarrior4god, God loves YOU for who you are, not what you do but for you. Stay strong and HOLD ON!! Im routing for you!!! :D
SuperSeafriend 3 months ago
I was going to comite suicide until i watched this............ Thanks to this video I'm still here
dogluvr101101 3 months ago
To be honest i want to commit suicide. I know it won't solve anything but i'm in pain. I'm tired of not feeling anything. I don't know what to do
BluerosesandRedrose 3 months ago 27
@BluerosesandRedrose You don't need suicide to escape from pain. You are here for a reason. Every person was placed on this planet for a purpose. DO NOT GIVE UP, be PROUD of who you are.
SuperSeafriend 3 months ago
@BluerosesandRedrose - please dont. i am in so much pain as well but don't do it please. u have to keep fighting it doesnt seem worth it but please keep fighting. don't punish those u love & those who love u by committing suicide because suicide is selfish. its hard to imagine but it is. please keep fighting and get thru whatever because it'll pay off in the end
ATaker7 3 months ago
@BluerosesandRedrose like the song says u need to hold on, things will get better it may take years or less or longer but in the end it will all be worth it, just dont give up find someone or many people that love u to surround urself with to remind u y u need to live on i know how u feel i still want to commit suicide but because i found someone who loves me enough to hold me down to keep me from hurting myself im still here, so find ppl that love u that'll make u want to live.
Kixx232 3 months ago
@BluerosesandRedrose I don't know you. But I want you to know, I love you. I hope you feel better one day <3
jesushatesme666 3 months ago 3
@BluerosesandRedrose You can message me. I love helping people. Don't hurt yourself. If you do you can miss so much stuff. I promise it gets better!
Crushgirlrox 3 months ago
@BluerosesandRedrose, it's hard. I was where you are a year ago. It does get better. The hardest part is asking for help. It took me years to ask for help. Depression doesn't go away or get better unless you get help. If it's that hard, write a letter to someone you trust explaining how you feel, that way you don't have to say anything. 1-800-784-2433 is a good number to call.
up2trouble1 2 months ago
@BluerosesandRedrose you are not alone... you can get through it. I know I am just a mere person on the internet, but I still care... you can do it, stay strong. do not give up.
irishswag50 2 months ago
@BluerosesandRedrose fight the pain and just think better thoughts...cuz life may seem hard now but think of it....life gets better :)
Therunaway102 2 months ago
@BluerosesandRedrose your not alone... there'll always be someone-
JakeDubz262 2 months ago
@BluerosesandRedrose from one person who feels pain to the other. dont.. Your young i take it...You got your whole life ahead of you. talk to friends and family and you will be fine...thiers always some one out thier willing to help save you
optimus304 6 days ago
R.I.P Darron Johnson
doutbenefit 3 months ago
I'm here if anyone wants to talk. Hold on, if you feel like letting go. Suicide my seem like the smart choice, but it's the most hurtful to those who love and care about you. If you're contemplating it, please do one thing for me right now. Find one reason today not to do it. And hold onto that reason with all your heart. If you die, you'll miss out on so much. Sure life seems like shit right now, and maybe it has for a while. I've been there, so don't give up.
AfflictedSmile 3 months ago
A 15 year old girl holds hands with her 1 year old son. People call her a slut, no one knows she was raped at 13. People call another Guy fat. No one knows he has a serious disease causing him to be overweight . People call an old man ugly. No one knew he had a serious injury to his face while fighting for our country in the war.People call a women bald but they don't know she has cancer Re-post this if you are against bullying and stereotyping. I bet 95% of you won't do it.
TheLinkboy321 3 months ago
its never worth trying to end ur life im still rebuilding my life from 2006 when i over dosed but saw god n was told it wasnt my time. now that i look back i have a loving wife a 1 year old son n helping both my parents with cancer and other health problems.. its tough i know just gota look at what might come for u in the future
AMB42390 3 months ago
Ive been considering subside since I was nine years on and today I cancelled my plans and I can't wait for the future
deathcutie20101 3 months ago 2
A 15 year old girl holds hands with her 1 year old son. People call her a slut, no one knows she was raped at 13. People call another Guy fat. No one knows he has a serious disease causing him to be overweight . People call an old man ugly. No one knew he had a serious injury to his face while fighting for our country in the war.People call a women bald but they don't know she has cancer Re-post this if you are against bullying and stereotyping. I bet 95% of you won't do it.
xNITMAREx 4 months ago
i needed this
hinatasuperfan21 4 months ago
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laparolelibre1 1 year ago
this is a greattt video
Rae009Rae 2 years ago 9