Empty Inside

[InuFannie]

WHATEVER YOU DO DONT DELETE THIS VIDEO.

[touslesblues]

Can you stop?YES.Do you need that control?You're OUT of so-called control.How can you need something that doesn't even exist?You'll never achieve perfection...why?Because it DOESN'T EXIST.There's no such thing.

Please take care of yourself.

[xXxForgottinxXx]

thats acsacly how i feel 

[dreamer21898]

An eating disorder is a disease. Please seek help. You dont want to die this way.

[OfficalAerith]

you know the modals are air brushed, no one is that shape its not possible

[OMFGjessieee]

You know you're not fat, you see it yourself in this video, so don't act like you're sooooo sad.

[tobiasisfriend]

wow....just wow....thank you........

[cocomarshmelow]

0:25 i bet i can guess what that is!

Its wheat pasta. ha

[Jugadert]

WoW.

You are a kind of artist.

[teenylight]

that's so true... :(

[xThexFEELingsxGonex]

my EXACT feelings

[PaniRzuffik]

thank you for this video..

[xxfadeawayxx]

halleluhia amen.

I can relate to this so much.

ana takes over your mind

and doesn't just leave your stomach empty,

but your heart too...</3

[Lysdal88]

Wow it's a good video :)

You know how to describe what I can't put words on.

Hang on in there and keep fighting.

stay strong:)

Love from me

[gnrqueen]

1:03 wasn't fat at all O_O"

but anyways rest than that the video was

perfection

put so well together..it's amazing :D

5*!

im on 173 cals a day and few indoor exercises...in my room -_-"

bleh but i dont have ana..im just determined to lose weight atm'!

[knightleyyy]

Oh My God, so true! =T

[Lmpfapo1]

Would if it's the other way around? I'm trying to be so very fat, but I''m full, oh but i can't lose any weight or ill become normal!

[hillynm16]

omfg i so knw this feeling its what goes on in my head all the time onli i dnt lke it if i eat mre thn 300calories it mkes me feel ill

[Pine90Apple]

Brilliant. Well done. X

[metalmoe1111]

i hope it will get better =/

Good luck !

[forgetyou18]

amen to that. Thank you so much for this video.

Stay strong.

[libbi7224]

god that conversation is like what i have all the time.

i hate this.

but i don't really have the whole worrying about in case i die, i don't know why - that just doesn't factor, its either be skinny or nothing.

thank you for your video - it explains exactly how i feel.

how are you doing?

[MarredImmaculate]

Thank you so much for making this video, it reassures me that I'm not alone in this...Thank you.

[Octophobia]

Your welcome, hope that you'll be alright, and good luck getting through everything :)

[sigh4si]

i hope you'll be ok soon

[sdbg117]

uhm, the pics of the "fat" girls.they werent fat. they werent fat at all.they were gorgeous girls who are actually more healthy then the more underwieght girls.

idk..i really didn't see those girls as fat.

i'm 5'2 and i weigh 108- so im not an "overwieght" person saying this.those girls i think were gorgeous, and you shoulndt make a blinking sign saying FAT. thats exactly how you got urself in this mess.

[middlenamedrae]

amen to you.

[acrofreak]

girl i know how you feel,thank you for making this video because im presured to watch my weight and it does take over my life to and im 13 years old I am fat as hell for a gymnast all the other girls look alot thinner than me :'( if i could i wish i could do surgery on my stomach...like thats ganna happen but anyway i can definety relate to you. God bless you and may he help us both...and also i bet your really skinny...you just dont know about it hehehe.

[Octophobia]

I know I am underweight, however, my brain does not process this. No matter how many people tell me, I still don't see it. I've had numerous threats with being put into an ED unit, but my dietician has fought against it. Sometimes there's denial, sometimes acceptance. Sometimes I want to get better, other times I want to give up. It apparently takes alot of time (I've been told 7 years). I'm slowly working on it, and I encourage anyone else struggling to get help.

[acrofreak]

mmmmmmm can i ask what ED is? im not quite sure.

[Octophobia]

Put simply...anorexia with occasional binge/purge activities. However, I don't purge by vomitting. I tend to over-exercise or take diet pills/laxatives.

[acrofreak]

oh ok i see

[syera2]

ED=eating disorder

[nonumana]

@acrofreak

eating disorder

[amb500u8787uu]

@acrofreak anorexia :(

[dyingtbt]

Thank you.

[shaunaplague]

Gorgeous video.