I'm sure I am very late in commenting on this vid, but I just wanted that this video brought me to tears. I saw a lot of myself in you and in your fiance (as much as one can see ones self in someone they've not seen). The post its were very nice, much more emotive.
You amaze me. You have portrayed your emotions in the most creative, meaning ful way. You've inspired me.. I want to do this or something like it, in order to let out everything I've let build up inside me for the last year.. Never stop, your beautiful <3
I still love this video, even 2 years after I first saw it. You're a beautiful person, and you show the natural human emotions in this like nothing else I've ever witnessed... I'm especially appreciative to watch this again as I feel my own pain of losing the one I love.
thats the most beautiful vid i have ever seen i even cried i totally feel for you i know what its like to have your world walk away... your a beautiful independant women and you can do anything you set your mind to its nice to have a special someone around but you have to pace yourself sometimes and find the one thats right for you all you need it sisters or best friends or even both that are there for you and just remember babe you have the right to be happy and it makes you stronger. <3
Jen I'm crying because this is litereally the sotry of me and my last girlfriend deanna I fucked so many things up and I want to make i better ....jen you touched my heart<3
Hey Jenzatron. As with the end of you and me, I know this was quite a while ago, so I just want to say I realy hope you let someone get close to you again.
i agree with KomarillaSisters comment about considering sending this video to her man with a caption saying "Never let this be me." i think i'll do the same.
This is horrible...i sincerely hope things are better for you. Believe me i know it's hard and i bet a lot of people felt what you feel...it's fricking aweful, but you're not alone. im not the only one saying this, theirs a bunch of people saying that and we all would agree on one thing: you deserve better.
He didnt love you he was just playing with you... oh I've been there... I know it's tough but it'll get better in time and he will get what he deserves also in time... maybe someone will do to him what he did to you...
Story short: I met this girl, after a while I liked her. All I wanted to do was make her happy and I always told her please, DON'T LIE to me, but she did. I forgave her though, but she lied to me again. She broke my heart, but I had to be honest with myself and I can't trust her no more. She tells me that she loves me and she is sorry for lying to me, she didnt want to hurt me but she did. Now i'm moving on... without her. I know that she is sorry but, there is nothing else to do. It's over.
I am moved by this video, and I am shocked by your willingness to expose yourself so completely to complete strangers like myself, but I was not brought to tears. In all honesty, I haven't cried since my grandmother died, and if you think that someone else' failed engagement is going to break me down to the point that I was at when my family lost the monarch that was my grandmother, than you, my new awesome friend, need a harder ass. That being said, this video was amazing and I am touched.
I was crying with what you had to say...I have been where you are, were, been,anyway I am a better person to the people that Love me or at list I try harder, family, friend, and to the amazing people that come and go in and out of my life.Love is everywhere.
thanks for sharing your pain....your next love and there will be another will be the best..cause to live life to max you have to have feel it too the max... here's our family rule for times like this..ya got 20 minutes to have a cry & dummy spit then move on cause life too short to be miserable.....
Hey woman. Did you watch Waterboy? With Adam Sandler? Well there was this one scene where he is taking his High School Diploma Equiv. test and his girlfriend "vickie" is there in the window with a sign. It read, "Do you want me to kill them?"
Think of that sign if anyone ever hurts you again. That'll be me behind it...holding it up and being there for you.
Wow, I know this was posted months ago... almost a year ago. I just want to say I hope things are much much better for you. It was extremely powerful and touched my heart in a way that made me cry. I guess all I can say is thank you <3
don't worry about the people from your past, there's a reason they didn't it to your future. believe in yourself and all that you are but KNOW you are bigger and stronger than any obstacle <3
Hi.. I changed the location of my video... so i've posted it as a response again.. Its by Maria Mena... she has some videos on YT. Check out "Sorry" or "Just Hold Me" .. She is brilliant... and me... well, like you I'm almost coping or dealing with it.... The partner leaving... It's a bummer isn't it. But you're cute so... another ship will come by... just learn from the last experience.. and if you need to change.. try to. If you think you don't then don't. Good luck girl. x
this video is amazing. it was really good, and i thought it was cool how you wrote on post - it notes (your handwriting is really good btw {: ). i liked the song and how you weren't afraid to write what you had to say. it actually made me cry. i'm suscribing [:
wow! very honest, I do hope you will find some one that will appreciate you better. And tears just rolled down my cheecks for your hurt. well done! BRAVO!
Through your video is the first time I have ever heard this song and I have to say this video moved me to tears. Everytime I hear this song I start crying now, thank you so much for creating such a powerful video. I completely understand where your coming from on what you said, and I hope if you don't feel better by now you do. <3
Sure does... I hope you didn't feel like I was challanging you to answer, I just got a wrong impression from watching that video. I do notice a lot of people tend to blame their partners almost exclusively when things go bad. obviously not true in your case :) moving video presentation and i hope you're able to trust someone again some day.
"I did something wrong, but you didn't confront me about it, so it's your fault too for not working it out."
Arrrgh! I don't know anything about your relationship other than watching this video, so I may be way off, but I'm not sure you can blame somebody for giving up if you treat them badly...
just learn from your mistakes and move on. tomorrow you might meet the person you're looking for!
That video was deep and I tottaly relate to it. The same stuff happened to me 3 times already. Everytime I tell myself it's the last time I'm letting anyone get close to me, but I can't and I give them a chance and I get burned everytime. I guess it's that marvelous thing called life. But you got to keep faith and hope that one day among all that shit, the right one will come along and he'll make the others seem like distant memories. I'll probably never find her, but I'm going to keep trying.
OMG! This was by far the best video i have seen! It was so moving! And its like you took the words right out of my mouth! Im still crying! Thank you so much for this video! :)
I just want you to know that I feel your pain, I think every woman get's their heartbroken at one point in their lives. I've learned to not give my heart away. It's made me a stronger person. Your video makes me cry because your words are describing my pain that I've kept bottled up. Your an amazing person, to be able to put your feelings and heart out there for everyone to see takes a lot of courage and I respect you so much for that. -Sarah
"Say what you need to say". I find that words are powerful, they can restrain us or set us free. Whatever the situation, words will help you in the journey, even if the journey seems to be painful...pain is also part of life. I believe all experiences teach us something important about ourselves. Beautiful and striking video.
Cool video. There is something sweet and universal about suffering a broken heart. I often wonder if I knew it was going to hurt this much for this long would I have loved as much as I did. Well.. cool video
I could totally relate to that in my relationship. I was you, so I know how you feel. The only thing you can do is to move on with your life, because you might never ever hear/see from them again. And things happen for a reason, and might not turn out the way you thought. Just take it one day at a time.
i keep coming back and watching this video and i have just this second realised why. there were things i really needed to say along time ago and i never did. some of those things still haunt me, so well done for being brave enough to say it.xx
I wish that the best thing happens for you! I felt your pain. I felt like crying but held the tears back. If you ever need a friend EVER EVER or need to talk to some one!
I almost cried at your video, but held back my tears...thanks for being real and honest and sharing that with everyone!
I'm so afraid of exactly that happening, falling in love and then being hurt and not loved after risking and letting go of my "wall" but knowing that even though you are hurting...like hell, i can imagine, I hope that you will be able to love again, and that I will be able to let a guy close enough to love me, at all...
this video I think is one of the most amazing things I have ever seen on youtube...you moved me and I cried...cried for the part of me that will never really "getover" all the people I have loved who have hurt me....thank you it was an amazing release for me and I feel like something I had been harbouring inside myself that was making me unwell inside has gone
Life is just a series of relationships and lessons Crisco. That's all. You made a mistake and now you learn from it. That doesn't mean you lead a mediocre loveless life like you talked about in your video. That's not learning from your mistakes. That's wallowing in it. Open up to it. Only then will your mistake evolve into something good. Until then, that whole relationship was completely wasted because you haven't learned anything. Did that make sense? I'm drunk.
Would have made sense if I hadn't been through so many relationships lol. If you knew me now and you if you knew me before my last relationship, you'd see I'm COMPLETELY different, but I'm happy with where I'm at and I don't want to love anymore like that....at least not when there's a chance of getting crushed again. And there's ALWAYS that chance. So none for me. Thanks tho. lol
I know and that's the reason I don't care to chance it. I'm just fine with a mediocre life as far as love goes. I'm happy being alone and/or hooking up.
Babe, as soon as I saw you breaking in the video, I started bawling. It's obvious that you are a strong woman, and I know you'll come out of this clear-headed, and a better lover and friend than the one who left you. Keep looking forward, hun.
I'm sorry you're going through this. I don't know how you feel exactly but I know how I feel and I dn't want anyone else to feel that way. You said it, what you needed to say, artfully.
This is one of the most powerful videos I have ever seen on YT, because I stood in your shoes only a few months ago. What a shame those we love are made out of people.
Yes, you needed to say what was on your mind. I could see the emotions as you placed those post it notes up there. In time I do hope you allow someone else to get close to you...it does exist. Don't stop yourself because of this....it may slow you down but don't stop. My heart goes out to both of you....it may seemed easy for him but I don't think it was. I'm not taking sides at all....it could have been handled better. Heres to you making inner peace and moving on..."scars" and all.
I've been where you're at many times. Even as recently as a year ago. You'll get through it and be stronger for it. But remember, ultimately YOU are responsible for your own happiness. its a hard lesson to learn and actually practice, but its true. I wish you peace.
Very powerful - never stop speaking your mind. You will come out of this stronger, smarter and and better equipped to love someone more deserving of it.
He's not moving on. He's "going through the motions" - appearing to move on. I've seen it. Done it. But you know what - you are moving on just right. Feeling, hurting, hating, loving. NORMAL and good.
omg i cried! :'(
emogurl246 6 months ago
I randomly found this video. I don't know who you are or anything about you, but I wish you all the happiness in the world
globalpu 7 months ago
Came back to watch again. I always do when things get hard.
misspacman08 8 months ago
I genuinely cant watch this video without a few tears, it just hits the nail on the head, deserves more views!
Trayohh 10 months ago
thats so cleaver but the vid made me cry :)
MssCupcakekat 1 year ago
I'm sure I am very late in commenting on this vid, but I just wanted that this video brought me to tears. I saw a lot of myself in you and in your fiance (as much as one can see ones self in someone they've not seen). The post its were very nice, much more emotive.
Excuse me while I go get my hanky :*)
Kryyptehk 1 year ago
Awww, i teared up watching this :(
georgiaaarh 1 year ago
Brought me to tears.
tayyeLIVE 1 year ago
im only 13 but i cried my eyes off watching this video...your amazing jen..u deserve the BEST!
752257nb 1 year ago
I can relate, Jen. Thank you.
sennicka 1 year ago
i truly loved this video..
PlayMyPokerFace 1 year ago
You amaze me. You have portrayed your emotions in the most creative, meaning ful way. You've inspired me.. I want to do this or something like it, in order to let out everything I've let build up inside me for the last year.. Never stop, your beautiful <3
dilarakabadayi 1 year ago
I still love this video, even 2 years after I first saw it. You're a beautiful person, and you show the natural human emotions in this like nothing else I've ever witnessed... I'm especially appreciative to watch this again as I feel my own pain of losing the one I love.
funkXcore 1 year ago
i guess it hurts so bad when it's the end... but you loved someone so much... i'm scared i'll never know love... i'm really scared.
very good video
mama545 1 year ago
........ *Sigh* ......
DakotaZ162 1 year ago
No matter all of the videos I've watched on Youtube..All I can say is, this, by far, has to be one of the best.
This touches my heart. And I know, in a way, how that feels.
coolamanda123 2 years ago
AHWW D :
im sorry hunn.
i kinda teared up alittle.
myworld1011 2 years ago
aww...
iPheeash 2 years ago
so sad and heartfelt and beautiful.
K4TH7D4V1S 2 years ago
say what you need to say...sigh..
this was truly amazing.
xoxo
Maddy
MYSHELLSEA 2 years ago
thats the most beautiful vid i have ever seen i even cried i totally feel for you i know what its like to have your world walk away... your a beautiful independant women and you can do anything you set your mind to its nice to have a special someone around but you have to pace yourself sometimes and find the one thats right for you all you need it sisters or best friends or even both that are there for you and just remember babe you have the right to be happy and it makes you stronger. <3
NewEpidemic 2 years ago
Oh my god, I loved it . Seriously , your videos are great. Don't care what others say or think about you . You're just human , only god can judge.
Keep your head up girl, people would kill to see you fall !:)
mariitaagathe 2 years ago
i love watching this video.
it gets to me every time.
no matter how many times ive seen it.
chocahoLik 2 years ago 2
i really like this video
i really get u
im srry
emogurl246 2 years ago
Jen I'm crying because this is litereally the sotry of me and my last girlfriend deanna I fucked so many things up and I want to make i better ....jen you touched my heart<3
Th30RiGiNa1j0ker 2 years ago
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bwalkervideos 2 years ago 3
this is really amazing jen...
misspacman08 2 years ago
really deep im glad i saw that <3
love your videos <3
i get you
RockstarSleek 2 years ago
you will be closer and you will survive and you will be happy keep on shining Jen
murasakiryu 2 years ago
one of the best vids around- love this song & felt like listening to it so came here, of course.
you have the loveliest handwriting!
stephy77 2 years ago
Hey Jenzatron. As with the end of you and me, I know this was quite a while ago, so I just want to say I realy hope you let someone get close to you again.
drillerchina 2 years ago
i think this is the best video ever you are beautiful and i don't think you need to be sad
yossiot 2 years ago
wow... that was moving... not sure how you held it together as well as you did!! loved this video.
i am a new subscriber to you and i think you rock!!
caggymist 2 years ago
i agree with KomarillaSisters comment about considering sending this video to her man with a caption saying "Never let this be me." i think i'll do the same.
BabyBright 2 years ago
wow jen, this video really touched my heart. i totally feel you.
BabyBright 2 years ago
wow, I actually went back and copied everything on the post-its becuz...its a pain a lot of ppl go throo, including myself. Tmr is a new day.
hienizzle 2 years ago
wow!! This is sooo deep if you really want someone to talk to , iam here for you.
minari26 2 years ago
cool vid
Xploratio 2 years ago
This is horrible...i sincerely hope things are better for you. Believe me i know it's hard and i bet a lot of people felt what you feel...it's fricking aweful, but you're not alone. im not the only one saying this, theirs a bunch of people saying that and we all would agree on one thing: you deserve better.
LastShinobi01 2 years ago
wow i hate all your other videos but this is really amazing. life is rough. life is also short. give yourself a chance.
PS...
lose the makeup :)
sexxilexxi911 2 years ago
u know how to love . but love again
razoraction 2 years ago
I want to send this to my boyfriend with a little caption underneath.
"Never let this be me."
KomarillaSisters 2 years ago 2
I absolutely love this... because I know how that feels.. and it's not easy to deal with.. that's an awesome video!! Good job!! *hi5*
muiset12 2 years ago 2
He didnt love you he was just playing with you... oh I've been there... I know it's tough but it'll get better in time and he will get what he deserves also in time... maybe someone will do to him what he did to you...
Hang in there...
mnat28 2 years ago
Also, veyr well rehearsed.
MessiSanada 2 years ago
Uh...wastage of Paper? Wow. I bet you'll realise that when you're choking for air. We needs Trees for air. Think about it if you are so smart.
MessiSanada 2 years ago
You make me cry girl.
... I have a scar too.
Fernandaaa7 2 years ago 2
for some reason I felt this video you have a very strong Passionate heart Jen! : p 5 stars
kaslab1 2 years ago 2
Story short: I met this girl, after a while I liked her. All I wanted to do was make her happy and I always told her please, DON'T LIE to me, but she did. I forgave her though, but she lied to me again. She broke my heart, but I had to be honest with myself and I can't trust her no more. She tells me that she loves me and she is sorry for lying to me, she didnt want to hurt me but she did. Now i'm moving on... without her. I know that she is sorry but, there is nothing else to do. It's over.
AnGEILaTiNo 2 years ago
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sexxilexxi911 2 years ago
This video changed my breathing pattens quite quickly. I think that's a good thing, but I think I need a psycho-therapist to confirm it.
obsquatch 2 years ago
BUT.. did you shed a tear? Because if not, you, my friend, are a hard ass.
jenzatron 2 years ago
I am moved by this video, and I am shocked by your willingness to expose yourself so completely to complete strangers like myself, but I was not brought to tears. In all honesty, I haven't cried since my grandmother died, and if you think that someone else' failed engagement is going to break me down to the point that I was at when my family lost the monarch that was my grandmother, than you, my new awesome friend, need a harder ass. That being said, this video was amazing and I am touched.
obsquatch 2 years ago
@jenzatron i always watch this video when i feel sad and it makes me cry then i feel ... kinda better : ) i love it
renno12 1 year ago
This is absolutely beautiful, and I can totally relate to feeling behind this video, because I'm feeling it right now.
daughterofthemoirae 3 years ago 2
i have no idea what this is about..
are you a mute?
i was expecting something like,
'you were my best and only friend,
the most adorable cat in the world'
like, if this is about a girlfriend or something then wtff, why would you put this on youtube.
people will just lol @ you & it won't make it any easier to get over.
whatev'z J3NZ47R0N.
RuneScape owns.
-Awryn.
x4rchm4gex 3 years ago
I still tear up when I watch this video.
roccafellarecords 3 years ago 14
oh jen I had a tear welling mate watching this one :( I that is a great song
moyzie01 3 years ago 2
Very emotional video & expressive
Raymasaki 3 years ago 2
I just downloaded Say by John Mayer
My new favourite song....
gjones1986 3 years ago
you will get over it we always do love hurts
cheer up
Nakedskin 3 years ago
I was crying with what you had to say...I have been where you are, were, been,anyway I am a better person to the people that Love me or at list I try harder, family, friend, and to the amazing people that come and go in and out of my life.Love is everywhere.
RuiFranciscoVieira 3 years ago
Wonderful. But also a tear jerker for me. I been there before. It hurts so bad.I'm very sensitive like you.
bratsolla 3 years ago 2
Holy Shit! I can feel the pain through this video!!!
ozstickman 3 years ago 3
thanks for sharing your pain....your next love and there will be another will be the best..cause to live life to max you have to have feel it too the max... here's our family rule for times like this..ya got 20 minutes to have a cry & dummy spit then move on cause life too short to be miserable.....
kidyanot 3 years ago 2
Hey woman. Did you watch Waterboy? With Adam Sandler? Well there was this one scene where he is taking his High School Diploma Equiv. test and his girlfriend "vickie" is there in the window with a sign. It read, "Do you want me to kill them?"
Think of that sign if anyone ever hurts you again. That'll be me behind it...holding it up and being there for you.
Smooches...love ya.
culturalenigma 3 years ago
This video was just lovely.. I've been meaning to watch it for ages! I do apologise for taking so damn long! X
littlemonster333 3 years ago
Wow, the most deepest video i have watched in a while.
good work.
Slicerx17 3 years ago 2
Wow, I know this was posted months ago... almost a year ago. I just want to say I hope things are much much better for you. It was extremely powerful and touched my heart in a way that made me cry. I guess all I can say is thank you <3
missyperson 3 years ago
ouch
choppa79 3 years ago
wow...your eyes speak even louder than your words. great vid
Mandaz087 3 years ago
an all too familiar feeling. It's in your eyes
Br0kenEnGliSh 3 years ago
Great video. Very moving.
RenegadeFaith 3 years ago
and don't give up hope.
You're true man is out there somewhere.
CAMERABOI 3 years ago
This video is still making me cry when I watch it...
CAMERABOI 3 years ago
I'm so sorry for you!
that's such a powerful vid, it made me cry...
love it, and hope you got better!!
CentaureaMontana 3 years ago
loved it!
tornsuits 3 years ago
Wow, this is very powerful. You must have been hurt very, very badly. I'm sorry you had to go through this.
themaskedanalyst 3 years ago
This is an amazing video! I was almost in tears, it was very powerful. Thank you for being you and sharing this.
:)
thejunesky87 3 years ago
well, i rle like yor hand-writing =D
DrJuice4ya 3 years ago
Holy-Crap !
You have basically replayed-out my previous relationship.
I was "THAT" Guy !
Now I feel worse,
My Ex isn't doing very well right now (actually she is a COMPLETE WRECK!, stark contrast from when she was with Me)
For "things she did and do wrong" I had to end it. Though I wasn't open on how I felt about a lot of shit she did that pissed me off.
Generally, I wasn't happy, and I felt she was hindering my craft/career by not supporting it and "egging" me onto it.
AMAZING VIDEO tho
bgrim2008 3 years ago
don't worry about the people from your past, there's a reason they didn't it to your future. believe in yourself and all that you are but KNOW you are bigger and stronger than any obstacle <3
beckyy9 3 years ago
lol i love the part "even when i was fucked up - was there..." haha
reptile914 3 years ago
Hi.. I changed the location of my video... so i've posted it as a response again.. Its by Maria Mena... she has some videos on YT. Check out "Sorry" or "Just Hold Me" .. She is brilliant... and me... well, like you I'm almost coping or dealing with it.... The partner leaving... It's a bummer isn't it. But you're cute so... another ship will come by... just learn from the last experience.. and if you need to change.. try to. If you think you don't then don't. Good luck girl. x
NoOneKnowsThisIsMe 3 years ago
this video is amazing. it was really good, and i thought it was cool how you wrote on post - it notes (your handwriting is really good btw {: ). i liked the song and how you weren't afraid to write what you had to say. it actually made me cry. i'm suscribing [:
ohmyjeezumz 3 years ago
i loved it.
u have nice writing.
my writing looks like chicken scratches.
esHotNerdd 3 years ago
wow! very honest, I do hope you will find some one that will appreciate you better. And tears just rolled down my cheecks for your hurt. well done! BRAVO!
ledlinkin 3 years ago
Through your video is the first time I have ever heard this song and I have to say this video moved me to tears. Everytime I hear this song I start crying now, thank you so much for creating such a powerful video. I completely understand where your coming from on what you said, and I hope if you don't feel better by now you do. <3
sunnieshinexcore 3 years ago
i still love you. :)
RiskBD 3 years ago
*sighs*
ive seen this video many times before and it never loses its quality.
it always manages to hit me on my emotional spot and i cant help but to think of me & my best mate, whom im in love with.
:(
oh wells.. some things are just not meant to be.
thanx for the awesome vid!
and dw, the right man for u is somewhere out there.. :)
chocahoLik 3 years ago
nice one too i like
it
giani234u 3 years ago
wow, honest! open, heartfelt, stunning, powerful, HONEST! wow!
PerthPete1 3 years ago
I love the honesty in this video :) Amazing job!! Well done!!!!!
sirgimpy2006 3 years ago
That was very well done, and very poignant.
dodgewinton 3 years ago
What's this jerks youtube name? I'd love to leave a few comments on his page>:o
DaneLover2 3 years ago
Sure does... I hope you didn't feel like I was challanging you to answer, I just got a wrong impression from watching that video. I do notice a lot of people tend to blame their partners almost exclusively when things go bad. obviously not true in your case :) moving video presentation and i hope you're able to trust someone again some day.
VeiledHeathen 3 years ago
"I did something wrong, but you didn't confront me about it, so it's your fault too for not working it out."
Arrrgh! I don't know anything about your relationship other than watching this video, so I may be way off, but I'm not sure you can blame somebody for giving up if you treat them badly...
just learn from your mistakes and move on. tomorrow you might meet the person you're looking for!
VeiledHeathen 3 years ago
*hugs*
Hope u feel better :'}
kaje321 3 years ago
That video was deep and I tottaly relate to it. The same stuff happened to me 3 times already. Everytime I tell myself it's the last time I'm letting anyone get close to me, but I can't and I give them a chance and I get burned everytime. I guess it's that marvelous thing called life. But you got to keep faith and hope that one day among all that shit, the right one will come along and he'll make the others seem like distant memories. I'll probably never find her, but I'm going to keep trying.
alex3669 3 years ago 2
This is the chick that heard your ukulele playing through jack's site back in Feb. This video? Spoke to me in words I can't express.
kittyandpoodle 3 years ago
It's beautiful! Sad, but beautiful! Thx for that! And - don't ever ever EVER give up on ur dreams! I'm trying not to!
I started watching ur profile from boom snap slap (which was terrific btw) and now i'm definitely subscribing!
annagaudia 3 years ago 2
been there...once is enuff
Gimmeabreakman 3 years ago
But this video was.... well... I remembered...
Gimmeabreakman 3 years ago
ughh, i sooooo relate to this shit
its hard, but its their loss.
omigoshDianaaa 3 years ago 2
this is so good! +fav and subscribe
ps- hope you are feeling better =[
xoxox
bethanyjeanyo 3 years ago 2
the best video on the internet
ever
gjones1986 3 years ago 3
Goddamn.
Made me cry.
Fucking amazing.
Subscribing
Now.
randomkidyoudontknow 3 years ago 2
OMG! This was by far the best video i have seen! It was so moving! And its like you took the words right out of my mouth! Im still crying! Thank you so much for this video! :)
jessnjeremy007 3 years ago 3
i really like this video
i haven't found a video that made me go "wow" because it's so indescribable and awesome
i've had the same video featured on my page for like 3 months now and i haven't been able to find a video to replace it.
so i'm gonna use this one :)
limislegend 3 years ago
I just want you to know that I feel your pain, I think every woman get's their heartbroken at one point in their lives. I've learned to not give my heart away. It's made me a stronger person. Your video makes me cry because your words are describing my pain that I've kept bottled up. Your an amazing person, to be able to put your feelings and heart out there for everyone to see takes a lot of courage and I respect you so much for that. -Sarah
SasaBaDuDu 3 years ago 2
"Say what you need to say". I find that words are powerful, they can restrain us or set us free. Whatever the situation, words will help you in the journey, even if the journey seems to be painful...pain is also part of life. I believe all experiences teach us something important about ourselves. Beautiful and striking video.
carmendebizet 3 years ago
Ps - Their loss, always remember that.
trayisthebest 3 years ago 3
This video alone made me subscribe :] x
trayisthebest 3 years ago
OH my gosh that was so like well im crying!!
:'(
You rule for leting that out
allidalli 3 years ago
it's touching. I also want to say anything to my love. I hide it. So emotional and feel so much. Hope you feel better now.
queenie0111 3 years ago
WOW. More and more your videos are amazing and emotional. Some of the best stuff on youtube. And you're pretty to boot.
philsorenson2000 3 years ago
Thank you very much. I really appreciate that. x
jenzatron 3 years ago
sweet bejeezus, you threw yourself out there so hard that you practically splattered! awesome~ :D
omegaCarotene 3 years ago
I splattered bigtime. Lol.
jenzatron 3 years ago
you are not alone
SoberinTampa 3 years ago
Cool video. There is something sweet and universal about suffering a broken heart. I often wonder if I knew it was going to hurt this much for this long would I have loved as much as I did. Well.. cool video
2of6Solutions 4 years ago
DRAMA!!
Empyre96 4 years ago
Said the prepubescent kid.
jenzatron 4 years ago
I could totally relate to that in my relationship. I was you, so I know how you feel. The only thing you can do is to move on with your life, because you might never ever hear/see from them again. And things happen for a reason, and might not turn out the way you thought. Just take it one day at a time.
Fireclaw2k 4 years ago
im soo sorry you were so hurt
i love you ideA
CarmyzWorld 4 years ago
Thats so amazing with the cards..
jonrox15 4 years ago
that was beyond amazing.
i honestly just wanted to hug you. i hope you're doing better :)
crystalballer27 4 years ago
wow. i'm sorry you were hurt like that. i'm speachless at your video.
miketme 4 years ago
i keep coming back and watching this video and i have just this second realised why. there were things i really needed to say along time ago and i never did. some of those things still haunt me, so well done for being brave enough to say it.xx
weefrump 4 years ago
I wish that the best thing happens for you! I felt your pain. I felt like crying but held the tears back. If you ever need a friend EVER EVER or need to talk to some one!
emmasue909 4 years ago
I almost cried at your video, but held back my tears...thanks for being real and honest and sharing that with everyone!
I'm so afraid of exactly that happening, falling in love and then being hurt and not loved after risking and letting go of my "wall" but knowing that even though you are hurting...like hell, i can imagine, I hope that you will be able to love again, and that I will be able to let a guy close enough to love me, at all...
pinkcandygum 4 years ago 2
this video I think is one of the most amazing things I have ever seen on youtube...you moved me and I cried...cried for the part of me that will never really "getover" all the people I have loved who have hurt me....thank you it was an amazing release for me and I feel like something I had been harbouring inside myself that was making me unwell inside has gone
thank you
thelizardqueenrules 4 years ago 2
i watch this every once in a while and it always makes me cry.
this video is amazing :']
xdrowningxstarsx 4 years ago
Thank you :) I hope it gives you the strength to always say what you need to say.
jenzatron 4 years ago
That was fucking amazing. I cried.
Good job. I never thought I'd thank someone for making me cry. Your words cut through me.
The bad thing is....
I'm the guy that fucked up.
CriscoZ 4 years ago 2
Life is just a series of relationships and lessons Crisco. That's all. You made a mistake and now you learn from it. That doesn't mean you lead a mediocre loveless life like you talked about in your video. That's not learning from your mistakes. That's wallowing in it. Open up to it. Only then will your mistake evolve into something good. Until then, that whole relationship was completely wasted because you haven't learned anything. Did that make sense? I'm drunk.
jenzatron 4 years ago
Would have made sense if I hadn't been through so many relationships lol. If you knew me now and you if you knew me before my last relationship, you'd see I'm COMPLETELY different, but I'm happy with where I'm at and I don't want to love anymore like that....at least not when there's a chance of getting crushed again. And there's ALWAYS that chance. So none for me. Thanks tho. lol
CriscoZ 4 years ago
But there's ALWAYS a chance you're going to get crushed again. RISK RISK RISK RISK RISK.
jenzatron 4 years ago
I know and that's the reason I don't care to chance it. I'm just fine with a mediocre life as far as love goes. I'm happy being alone and/or hooking up.
CriscoZ 4 years ago
Babe, as soon as I saw you breaking in the video, I started bawling. It's obvious that you are a strong woman, and I know you'll come out of this clear-headed, and a better lover and friend than the one who left you. Keep looking forward, hun.
<3
02xnickix20 4 years ago 3
this almost made me cry because for me thats how i feel. it just summed up everthing
SaluteToTheSeagulls 4 years ago 2
You just wrote my pain down on pretty little yellow pieces of paper. How did you know?
musicon1110 4 years ago
it's everyone's pain. *hug*
jenzatron 4 years ago
that was really moving
snaggledonkey666 4 years ago
I'm glad it affected you.
jenzatron 4 years ago
Wow.
i liked the idea of the post its, the video was really good.
was close to tears at some points (Y)
well done.
punked0up0angel 4 years ago
Thats lot of post its ... =P
But yea, not everyone is the same.
Hope things are slowly getting better for you.
ilovepearly 4 years ago
that was very moving..reminded me of my bads and how i have made my family feel..*hug*
frikinzero 4 years ago
I'm sorry you're going through this. I don't know how you feel exactly but I know how I feel and I dn't want anyone else to feel that way. You said it, what you needed to say, artfully.
musespoet 4 years ago
i wish i was as brave as you are,
am still too weak to say the things i need to say,
you actually said them better
/cry
ladyxlol 4 years ago
:'(
/hugs
Weyoun22 4 years ago
oh that made me cry..
HUGS!!!
ShadowedAngel87 4 years ago
This is one of the most powerful videos I have ever seen on YT, because I stood in your shoes only a few months ago. What a shame those we love are made out of people.
CliffBetweenTheLines 4 years ago 2
lovely song
i hope things get better for you soon
janeytilllie 4 years ago
i'm sorry you are hurting so much.xx
weefrump 4 years ago
i knw how u feel.. u shud listen to
Kanye West - Stronger..
cheers
samsunite123 4 years ago
My heart aches for you!
There is nothing ore I can say
3liwyn 4 years ago
Yes, you needed to say what was on your mind. I could see the emotions as you placed those post it notes up there. In time I do hope you allow someone else to get close to you...it does exist. Don't stop yourself because of this....it may slow you down but don't stop. My heart goes out to both of you....it may seemed easy for him but I don't think it was. I'm not taking sides at all....it could have been handled better. Heres to you making inner peace and moving on..."scars" and all.
twiltshi 4 years ago
wow thats EXACTLY the same feeling i experience with my last break up.. and i didn't have the words to express it.. good vid.
nina102383 4 years ago
that. was. inspiring.
bagels5131 4 years ago
Jen... i can feel ur pain and i cry with you, ur pain is the same with my pain. just keep move on dear....
pingkipink 4 years ago
I've been where you're at many times. Even as recently as a year ago. You'll get through it and be stronger for it. But remember, ultimately YOU are responsible for your own happiness. its a hard lesson to learn and actually practice, but its true. I wish you peace.
MASTrbator 4 years ago
I cried too,!!Please follow up with another video
ATJJK 4 years ago
First youtube clip to make me cry.
I'm speechless.
kisses for you xx
LittleBindii 4 years ago 2
It feels odd saying this to someone you don't know at all, but I'll go ahead anyways.
I've watched some of your videos and honestly you are one of the sweetest people out there in this weird place we all call the internet.
You deserve the best and when the time is right you will get it :)
All the best from Denmark.
mesares 4 years ago
beautiful jen.... i cried with you. =(
powerful.. almost shockingly so.... much like you. :)
katkatkaaat 4 years ago
Jen! I've said it before but you kick ass and I'm happy that you found the inspiration and the strength to make this video.
I wish you a million more strengths to come. :D
jackbanh 4 years ago
Hey - I just fell in love with you just a bit more! Not ashamed to say! :D
toolgirl150 4 years ago
Yeah, she is totaly lovable and I aint ashamed to say it either... she is amazing :~D (I have gotten my comments back but I have lost my NOSE!!!)
Oddsweb 4 years ago
maybe we should start "a cult of Jenzatron"! :D
toolgirl150 4 years ago
you know that might work.... and Cult of Jenzatron sounds so snappy :¬D
Oddsweb 4 years ago
OK - You be president, I'll be vice president. Now we need a secretary.
toolgirl150 4 years ago
hmm, now your asking! :¬D
Oddsweb 4 years ago
Very powerful - never stop speaking your mind. You will come out of this stronger, smarter and and better equipped to love someone more deserving of it.
toolgirl150 4 years ago 2
SO SO SO TRUE!!! :~D
Oddsweb 4 years ago
He left along time ago - emotionally.
He's not moving on. He's "going through the motions" - appearing to move on. I've seen it. Done it. But you know what - you are moving on just right. Feeling, hurting, hating, loving. NORMAL and good.
toolgirl150 4 years ago 2
EVEN MORE HERE HERE!!
Oddsweb 4 years ago
He is miserable - just a different kind of cold miserable.
Don't worry - you have the scar to not let someone like that too close a gain.
but the scar to remind you to let someone ELSE close.
toolgirl150 4 years ago 2
HERE HERE :~D
Oddsweb 4 years ago