Sanity Valve, Utøya Massacre and the Christian Right, Amy Winehouse, Alcoholism

[InTylerWeTrust84]

I love your voice. You're making me wish i was born British.

[Eugenics2020]

What a horrible couple of days in East London. It was truly a terrifying experience. Total scum bags those children and teenagers. What really worries me, is that many of those low life kids will get off the hook because they are too young to be locked up. Thanks to our liberal justice system. This totally sucks. I never thought those scum would come to my area.

[BoundlessEyes]

@Eugenics2020 You're going to hate the video I'm uploading now then...

[Eugenics2020]

@BoundlessEyes I am always open to criticism and opinions. Anything goes with me.

I dont believe in suppressing anyones views.

Every opinion should be listened to and argued no matter how ever unpleasant they are.

I am saddened that you dont feel the same way. Your blocking of Nuron666

[Eugenics2020]

Boundlesseyes has there been any trouble your way.

My brothers shop window been smashed by gangs of black and asian youths.

I cannot believe the riot is escalating. My local Tesco got robbed.

This is really depressing. My bro is well shaken up.

What a mess.

[jaybone23]

Appreciate the points made about Amy Winehouse and the Christian right. The media in the States have refused to acknowledge that the recent tragedy was brought about, at least in part, by such ideology. They'll have no problem using the "muslim" or "Islamic" terrorist label, but since "Christian" hits too close to home, the media will simply ignore the fact. And BTW, where can one find this cocktail bar where drugs are literally being pushed upon other patrons?!?!

[AmetReloads]

@jaybone23 there is a minor problem with that thinking, breivik was as much of a christian fundamentalist as Richard dawkins is.

he did put out a 1500 pages manifesto, where he describes in detail his believes.

other than a cultural christian (& that only cause his preferred nordic pagan culture ,is regional with out any prospect becoming the unifying factor for a pan-european nationalism), there isn't one iota of religious believes nor mentality in his manifesto.

[AnnikaGarratt]

I think British culture in general has a problem with alcohol, it's very alcohol-friendly.

[AnnikaGarratt]

Good luck with all the interviews!! I love it when people look after each other <3

[1satyagraha1]

I don't know if its because you've been laying off the weed and alcohol or what, but you seem like you're doing really good. Great video.

[Eugenics2020]

Good video.

Some very good points

[FuckingMudaFucker]

wow that vid died prematurely :) as for addiction good luck with the ciggies i could give it all up tomorrow but the smokes keep me there. i would happily trade it for an addiction to sex lol excercise included :p nice to see your job prospects are looking up jess mine have been dead for a year and its time i realy needed one. my missus has a weed habit to support (seriously who smokes solid in this day and age?) lol heeeeey if you get into recruitment ill put my name down with your agency lol

[timeofwonder2009]

BTW, you look much more vivacious. I like that. I second the comment on the hair pinned back. ;-)

[BoundlessEyes]

@timeofwonder2009 My boyfriend rather charmingly told me it makes my face look harsh. I'm glad not everyone thinks so. =)

Honesty - not always the best policy.

[timeofwonder2009]

@BoundlessEyes If push comes to shove you should ask for a democratic vote. Have a great weekend!

[IChoseTheRedPill]

you're right, giving up coke was a lot harder then giving up the weed... i spent 8 weeks in fair oaks hospital followed up by approximately 1 year of Narcotics Anonymous meetings... i felt i had to leave the group and face it on my own, shortly afterwords(1 year+-) i had a major breakdown and discovered i had schizoaffective disorder, shortly after getting out of the hospital i began going to a bipolar support group at my hospital, that i still attend...

btw/ your hair looks awesome!

Kensho

[BoundlessEyes]

@SeaInsideHer Thanks lovely.

[Nuron666]

To be fair, people like Pat Condell and other anti Muslim groups have never said to go and kill people. They are just saying we need some form of controlled immigration and not allow Muslims far too much power.

We should not be surprised by these killings. It was always going to happen.

Human beings are tribal and territorial creatures. If you try to force multiculturalism on people who just don't want it, then your partly responsible for creating these right wing killers.

[BoundlessEyes]

@Nuron666 Nobody forces 'multiculturalism' on anyone. The world we all live in is, and has ALWAYS been, 'multicultural'. The only way we could stop it being that way is to have countries separated by culture, and high walls, and that would truly represent forcing something on to people. Think of the families that would be torn apart (including my own Scottish-American one). If we built tall walls between cultures, we would still find ourselves disagreeing within our own culture. [cont.]

[BoundlessEyes]

@BoundlessEyes [cont.] I like blue socks, you like red. Shall we insist that nobody who likes blue socks ever has to come into contact with red socks?

It is an ignorant mind that struggles with the idea that not everybody is the same as them. It is an ignorant mind that assumes someone with a differing skin colour or religious practise or sexuality or sex automatically has nothing in common with themselves, or that they can't learn anything from them. Not everyone is the same. Deal with it.

[BoundlessEyes]

@BoundlessEyes [cont.]  We are civilised human beings with a higher level of intelligence (well, apparently not all of us). We are able to recognise an instinct for what it is, and decide not to act on it. These killings were NOT inevitable. These killings were an appalling waste of young life by a man who was too ignorant/sick to learn what I am trying to teach you.

I despair of you, Nuron. If you ever decide to kill anyone, commit yourself to hospital first, as he should have done.

[BoundlessEyes]

@BoundlessEyes Allow Muslims 'too much power?' We're talking about a religious group with hundreds and hundreds of factions, stop reducing them into mere 'Muslims'. Islamic countries have no fucking power man, we proved that in Iraq, when we DOMINATED their lives and then their political systems; we are proving this in Afghanistan, where we are doing the same thing. A group which needs to hijack some foreign planes to make their point has NO ARMY. Power my ass. I'm done with you.

[bikemessenger7]

your camera might just stop at ten min or maybe it just thought you had covered all the topics you needed too. ha! my phone always hangs up on people and when they call back angry I tell them that my phone thought they were done. I am glad to find you in the tubes as well my friend. yours E

[BoundlessEyes]

@bikemessenger7 Glad to be allowed limited access to your hermitage. =)

[MsAneThrope]

You are so fantastic. What with the birthday present for your mum, and your job interviews, and the trying to be healthier. I quite enjoy listening to your stories, it's really nice just to see how things turn out. I hope that you get the job, that you like it, and that your coworkers and you get along.

[BoundlessEyes]

@MsAneThrope Thanks so much. =) I do try to talk about things other than myself... but it always comes back to the mundane things.

[Cuddlebunzzzz]

ok i looked through Sanity Valves website and their video, and his name is actually Mos Prob. so apparently you just got the two mixed up and misspoke.

[BoundlessEyes]

@Cuddlebunzzzz Lol, Mos Def is definitely not my friend... wish he was though.

[Cuddlebunzzzz]

wait, his name is Mos Def? doesn't he know there's already a rapper with that name? a fairly popular one at that, he's an actor as well. i mean if he's a hip-hop fan he should at least know Mos Def from Blackstar, so i don't get why he'd have a similar-sounding name. maybe i heard you wrong, but it definitely sounds like Mos Def. maybe it's some variation like Most Deaf or something. still sounds way too similar though.

[sanityvalve]

@Cuddlebunzzzz It's definitely Mos Prob. Verbal typos galore.

[NudistInTheRye]

Did you use weed to self medicate or what did it do for you?

[BoundlessEyes]

@NudistInTheRye Yeah, I was anxious. As you can see from this video my mind runs pretty fast and it gets tiring for me and everyone around me. I wanted to be chilled out and seem cool, and weed made me feel that way. Never made me cool though. If I'm going to be socially out-cast, I might as well be bright. *shrug*

[NudistInTheRye]

@BoundlessEyes I find that really interesting. Weed has always made me a lot more anxious and tensed. The effect you describe I only get when I smoke all by myself.

[AlvinSawdust]

Well she is dead now sad. It must kill her fathers emotions.

[BoundlessEyes]

@AlvinSawdust I know weed is nowhere near the same thing as crack cocaine, but it does make me glad to have given up drugs myself, nevertheless.

Thanks for all your supportive comments on my past videos.

[AlvinSawdust]

@BoundlessEyes Ahh thank you my pleasure.

[AlvinSawdust]

@BoundlessEyes Yep,argument about the drugs and stuff and I agree with you to a certain extent

OH and thx Jess so much for the kind words. I am glad our communication has turned out to be supportive. Wishing you and your man the very best in life.

[StanMarsh1]

You're always welcome here in Bristol. :)

The fact that a lot of right-wing Christians are trying to distance themselves from the Norway massacre also says a lot about how the see themselves.

[BoundlessEyes]

@StanMarsh1 'I just arbitrarily hate large groups of people that I have no regular contact with, not a murderer, honest!'

[IChoseTheRedPill]

good luck with the final job interview, i know you will do well... congratulations on giving up weed, i haven't smoked weed in years and i enjoyed it... none of that brown shit, always green... i went into rehab over my coke use, i spent approximately 90 thousand dollars on it, i used alcohol to cut the edge... the only thing i use now are mushrooms twice a month, they're great for depression... i was able to stop the depression meds... again congrats on abstaining...

PeaCe2U Jess...

Kensho

[BoundlessEyes]

@IChoseTheRedPill Yeah, was made slightly easier to hand back hash, never liked it much. If it had been skunk, I would have had much more of an issue handing it back, partly because it smells much stronger and that smell always triggers me.

$90,000? *mouth drops open* The USA is fucked up, man. Congrats on giving up coke, I bet that was much much harder than what I've just been through. Do you go to meetings or anything these days?

[Elenkhos]

I luv ur hair pinned back, so luvely...

[BoundlessEyes]

@Elenkhos *blush*

[GriffinPilgrim]

I don't consider myself lied to, BE! Major congrats on giving up, very impressive. I remember Goodness Gracious Me, I miss that show. The fact that the likes of Condell can't see the connection between Norway and their bullshit is depressing, though not surprising. I think being a music star like Winehouse makes this stuff worse and not just 'cos of more availablity. People just accept that they are on drugs. While normal people might get help no-one dares to question them.

[BoundlessEyes]

@GriffinPilgrim Yeah, people probably think 'Well, she's making lots of money, must be doing something right'. *sigh*

[dewinthemorning]

You refused that guy's marihuana? You should be really proud of yourself! You are getting stronger. To stop smoking is the most difficult, people say.

[BoundlessEyes]

@dewinthemorning Yeah, I've heard that people have a better success rate giving up heroin than cigarettes. However, I think that statistic considers dying of an overdose 'giving up'. Well, that's one way to go about it.

Thanks so much. =) I'm going to get hypnosis and some nicotine replacement bits and face the dragon any day now. My boyfriend's uncle just died of lung cancer, and my friend's mum has been given 4 years to live with Emphysema, so it feels like a really urgent thing to do now.