Thanks so much for your videos, but I haven't seen the light at the end of the tunnel yet. She died 81yrs old, just 4 days ago. Im in so much pain. I feel like I'm being punished. The grief is such a heavy and unbearable experience.
@Istarz I am sorry for your loss. I remember the initial feelings and they are so painful. Just let all those feelings happen and you will find a certain peace. This takes a very long time to happen, so be patient with the process. It has been over three years now since my mother died, and although I still have overwhelming feelings and feelings of missing her intensely, they are not anything like they were at first. Take care of yourself!
thank you for your videos really helped me more than my family could of .i know it sounds harsh but they never understood how i felt. i was 8 he died of heart attack. my mother and him werent getting along so they seperated...i sometimes wish i could say" i love you" to him once again and say goodbye.i dont know if he knew how much i loved him i live in guilt...*sigh* but i have to move on thanks for your video once again =)
I am glad that the video has helped you in some way. It's always difficult when you can't say something to your loved one who has passed on, but you can actually communicate by going into meditation and "meeting" that person and saying what you need to say. It really works!
It's in and out of utter and complete sorrow and sadness or just seriousness. I knew the meaning of sorrow but never knew the feeling until now. There really areno words for what I'm feeling right now but I must say your videos have helped because that is exactly how I feel and I see that you are maintaining yourself and living your life thank you sincerely from my healing heart to yours; to anybody who is going through a loss it will be hard and you won't get over it but you will get through it
I am sorry for your loss. This is so difficult, and yet you have to go through it on your own, by yourself. Nobody else knows your feelings. There are a few people who will know because they lost their mothers, too. Mostly, people will expect you to be "normal" soon afterwards. This is not going to happen. Take time for your grief. It's healthy, and you must do it. Glad you found some comfort in these videos. Wish you well, Cynthia
everything was so quick and every time i say that i realize that's the selfish me speaking cause that's actually a good thing. I just did not want to let her go! It's been 20 days and it's all been filled with this void just like you're moving around but you're not mentally just your body. Your thoughts are on her.
My mother was also admitted 3 times including the last time she was there and had the mask on I also had to make that decision of the dnr I actually asked my mom because i initially put it in and then thought i did something terribly wrong and freaked out and called the hospital to take the paperwork out inn the middle of the night.2 days later she was gone.
I know exactly how you say you felt my mom passed away at the age of 58 July 15 2009 from lung cancer. she didn't even smoke cigarettes but that's life. That wave is so consuming it's like your mind is trying to process everything you saw and went through you're trying to be strong because you can see how strong your mom is being and then she's gone.
Mooncelt~I lost my Father in 99. It was tough. He was in his early sixties, a little young yet to be taken. It was cancer.
I don't think I really began to heal until I landed a job working with a master potter in 2005. I did odd jobs for him, milling clay, cleaning up, mixing glazes etc. As I picked up some knowledge of working with clay and the potter's wheel I began to see suffering in a new light. We are so like that clay in the hands of an ultimate sculptur.
Sculpting must be an amazing way to connect with the universe. I would like to do that some day. I also lost my dad, but it was in 1980, to emphysema. The loss of my mother was so much more profound for me--but everyone's experience is different. I am much better now, six months later. I appreciate your comment and look forward to viewing your videos.
Thank you, and I wish the same to you. It is such a difficult process. Every day there is something different to remind us about them. There is never a time when we don't miss them. But life has to move on in its own way.
Thanks so much for your videos, but I haven't seen the light at the end of the tunnel yet. She died 81yrs old, just 4 days ago. Im in so much pain. I feel like I'm being punished. The grief is such a heavy and unbearable experience.
Istarz 4 months ago
@Istarz I am sorry for your loss. I remember the initial feelings and they are so painful. Just let all those feelings happen and you will find a certain peace. This takes a very long time to happen, so be patient with the process. It has been over three years now since my mother died, and although I still have overwhelming feelings and feelings of missing her intensely, they are not anything like they were at first. Take care of yourself!
Mooncelt 4 months ago
thank you for your videos really helped me more than my family could of .i know it sounds harsh but they never understood how i felt. i was 8 he died of heart attack. my mother and him werent getting along so they seperated...i sometimes wish i could say" i love you" to him once again and say goodbye.i dont know if he knew how much i loved him i live in guilt...*sigh* but i have to move on thanks for your video once again =)
armanisoccer7 1 year ago
I am glad that the video has helped you in some way. It's always difficult when you can't say something to your loved one who has passed on, but you can actually communicate by going into meditation and "meeting" that person and saying what you need to say. It really works!
Mooncelt 1 year ago
It's in and out of utter and complete sorrow and sadness or just seriousness. I knew the meaning of sorrow but never knew the feeling until now. There really areno words for what I'm feeling right now but I must say your videos have helped because that is exactly how I feel and I see that you are maintaining yourself and living your life thank you sincerely from my healing heart to yours; to anybody who is going through a loss it will be hard and you won't get over it but you will get through it
yunme730Li 2 years ago
I am sorry for your loss. This is so difficult, and yet you have to go through it on your own, by yourself. Nobody else knows your feelings. There are a few people who will know because they lost their mothers, too. Mostly, people will expect you to be "normal" soon afterwards. This is not going to happen. Take time for your grief. It's healthy, and you must do it. Glad you found some comfort in these videos. Wish you well, Cynthia
Mooncelt 2 years ago
everything was so quick and every time i say that i realize that's the selfish me speaking cause that's actually a good thing. I just did not want to let her go! It's been 20 days and it's all been filled with this void just like you're moving around but you're not mentally just your body. Your thoughts are on her.
yunme730Li 2 years ago
My mother was also admitted 3 times including the last time she was there and had the mask on I also had to make that decision of the dnr I actually asked my mom because i initially put it in and then thought i did something terribly wrong and freaked out and called the hospital to take the paperwork out inn the middle of the night.2 days later she was gone.
yunme730Li 2 years ago
I know exactly how you say you felt my mom passed away at the age of 58 July 15 2009 from lung cancer. she didn't even smoke cigarettes but that's life. That wave is so consuming it's like your mind is trying to process everything you saw and went through you're trying to be strong because you can see how strong your mom is being and then she's gone.
yunme730Li 2 years ago
my dad died last weekand its so hard i dont belive it
Aspenfash899 2 years ago
lost my Mom 3 weeks ago...my heart is Broken...Your videos helped me...I thank you today for taking the time to make them. Really.
bangding 3 years ago
Mooncelt~I lost my Father in 99. It was tough. He was in his early sixties, a little young yet to be taken. It was cancer.
I don't think I really began to heal until I landed a job working with a master potter in 2005. I did odd jobs for him, milling clay, cleaning up, mixing glazes etc. As I picked up some knowledge of working with clay and the potter's wheel I began to see suffering in a new light. We are so like that clay in the hands of an ultimate sculptur.
jspen2 3 years ago
Sculpting must be an amazing way to connect with the universe. I would like to do that some day. I also lost my dad, but it was in 1980, to emphysema. The loss of my mother was so much more profound for me--but everyone's experience is different. I am much better now, six months later. I appreciate your comment and look forward to viewing your videos.
Mooncelt 3 years ago
Thank you, and I wish the same to you. It is such a difficult process. Every day there is something different to remind us about them. There is never a time when we don't miss them. But life has to move on in its own way.
Mooncelt 3 years ago
Thanks, Ravensinger. . . and much strength to you!
Mooncelt 3 years ago