My boyfriend just died 2 days ago because of heroin. and this was his favorite song, and every time i listen to this song, it reminds me of him.. not only because it was his favorite song, but it tells his life story. he had such a hard life, and this was how he felt. i'm gonna miss my boy so much, he was my best friend.
Hi guys, I've just uploaded a live cover of this song on my channel, if you wouldnt mind listening and telling me what you think I'd really appreciate it. Thanks x
I lost a close friend of mine last year from a drug overdose. I can still hear his laugh whenever I'm alone in my room. One of the best memories I have of him was when it was just me and him were in his bedroom slow dancing to this song and laughing about the future. He kept saying that he prolly wouldn't be alive to see his first child. His son was born in March and he died in November... Rest in peace Jayse. We miss you</3
this is the first time listening to the song and although i like the lyrics I don't really like his voice very much. I don't know maybe it'll grow on me
I sang and played this song for my Girlfriend of 2 years, had her in tears, i put the guitar down, leaned over and kissed her, and told her "no more tears baby," :")
Reminds me of my very best friend, of nights out, of cheap cigars and walks to god knows where at three in the morning because one of us just needed someone to talk to. Nights out drinking, and nights in playing Xbox. I moved across the country months ago, and I still miss him all the time.
I had forgotten the name of this song when I woke up this morning, and instantly felt sick.. I couldn't imagine never hearing it again. Searched frantically till I found it
Gives me bad memories of how I used to be in love with this girl, who kissed me one night, like a French kiss. She was the only girl that left me shaking after that kiss, because I felt so amazing, my body couldn't contain itself. Then she just told me a week after she didn't want to make anything of "us". It was the worse day of my life. I had never cried so much in my life.
@ParticalEMotion We're in the same boat bud :/ except my real kiss did not include this song. And he never bothered letting me know we could no longer be a 'thing.'
this song allways reminds me of my friend he took his own life about seven months ago and this song allways brings me to long nights driving drunk and sitting at the beach and smoking packs of cigaretes i dont need a reminder t remember him thoguh hell allways be here in this song
This song reminds me of some popular song. I don't know my pop culture, so excuse me if I'm way off, but it makes me think of Coldplay or some song from an ABC show.... Eh, I don't know. Not my area of expertise.
@jewwbaker whoa wtf? now, the really ignorant, stupid, idiotic, repulsive, asshole-like thing for me to do is respond to that nonsense. however, im going to be the bigger person and not respond. i still like nsn and ur still a....well i said i was going to be the bigger person so i cant say it. but regardless, dont say 'nigger' because that make u a racist, ignorant bastard.
@cryssy1877 so when black people call eachother niggers, are they also "racist, ignorant, bastards"? and well you did just respond so you completely contradicted yourself making you sound very stupid.
A sad, soft, beautiful song. Very emotional and moving. "And no, I'm not afraid, at least not to die. I'm afraid to live and not remember why" I like that. I understand that.
Hach, wie traurig es mich macht. So schön. Da überdenkt man doch glatt das ganze Leben. Geht man den richtigen Weg? Hach, wie sehr ich mich nach so vielem sehne. Wenn eines davon in Erfüllung gehen würde, dann wäre ich... Hach, ich bin auch so glücklich. Mkay. HAHA. Schönes Lied.
I agree with you. Not a lot of people know about them. I love the way that they play, and especially the lyrics. I can't find the word to describe them.
His voice sounds better in the more rockish songs but he's still fucking amazing and the lyrics actually mean something. Even without the music it's like poetry. All the slow songs are beautiful.
wow my names Justine too:) eek theres another 1! sorry if that was wierd its just in Kentucky theres like nobody out there with that name. and yeah its good to be unique, but its good to know im not alone out there :)
That's not the line. I'm talking about the line: "I'm not afraid, at least not to die, I'm afraid to live and remember why." I'm afraid that I'll forget them. I miss my deceased family. Is that such a crime?
My boyfriend just died 2 days ago because of heroin. and this was his favorite song, and every time i listen to this song, it reminds me of him.. not only because it was his favorite song, but it tells his life story. he had such a hard life, and this was how he felt. i'm gonna miss my boy so much, he was my best friend.
heycamihey 21 hours ago
@heycamihey so sorry for your loss u.u Just remember him the best light you can! <3
ElegantMiyavizm 1 hour ago
I miss them!
sammarie1525 1 month ago
love this song!
sammarie1525 1 month ago
Oh my god i miss them so much :/
tftislove 2 months ago
Damn i miss eotc so much
tftislove 2 months ago
This song is why I will never do drugs
pokobananazz 2 months ago
amazingf song
pjmulc13 3 months ago
i just got goose bumps.
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zavelow123 4 months ago
i wish i could find this on itunes :(
ironprince19 4 months ago
@ironprince19 It's on the album Lucy Gray, you should be able to find it.
heyWorldbeveryAfraid 4 months ago 3
@heyWorldbeveryAfraid the entire album isnt on there
ironprince19 4 months ago
@ironprince19
It is…
I should know this after all ^_^
There are a total of twelve songs on the album Lucy Gray
Itunes has all twelve of those songs on there so might wanna check again :3
BombEver 3 months ago
I lost a close friend of mine last year from a drug overdose. I can still hear his laugh whenever I'm alone in my room. One of the best memories I have of him was when it was just me and him were in his bedroom slow dancing to this song and laughing about the future. He kept saying that he prolly wouldn't be alive to see his first child. His son was born in March and he died in November... Rest in peace Jayse. We miss you</3
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screamingscarlette 6 months ago
@screamingscarlette My bones are your bones
My home is your home
Along with my heart
BombEver 2 months ago
never <3
screamingscarlette 6 months ago 16
@screamingscarlette Till the end(:
BombEver 6 months ago 13
@BombEver
No... no end.
screamingscarlette 6 months ago 10
@screamingscarlette I ment the end of time… An illusion that never ends <3
BombEver 6 months ago 11
@Scarlyluvsjoo I hope I never have to let go(: <3<3
BombEver 6 months ago 15
this is the first time listening to the song and although i like the lyrics I don't really like his voice very much. I don't know maybe it'll grow on me
XoXoGossipGiRL12 6 months ago
@Scarlyluvsjoo
This song made us closer… I love you(:
BombEver 6 months ago 16
I sang and played this song for my Girlfriend of 2 years, had her in tears, i put the guitar down, leaned over and kissed her, and told her "no more tears baby," :")
Fa11LeNaNgelZ 7 months ago 2
@Scarlyluvsjoo I bet it was amazing(:
BombEver 7 months ago 12
Reminds me of my very best friend, of nights out, of cheap cigars and walks to god knows where at three in the morning because one of us just needed someone to talk to. Nights out drinking, and nights in playing Xbox. I moved across the country months ago, and I still miss him all the time.
Domii8D 8 months ago 5
I'm going to miss them sooooo much. </3
sk8rwhezel 9 months ago 2
He gave me this song♥
MissValenntyne 9 months ago
everytime i listen to this song.
i find myself crying<3
llamasRamazing 10 months ago
this sounds like starving your friends, hmmm.
PixellParadise 10 months ago
this song is really good.
TheBmachado 10 months ago
I had forgotten the name of this song when I woke up this morning, and instantly felt sick.. I couldn't imagine never hearing it again. Searched frantically till I found it
UberSeamus 11 months ago 4
@Amilikeschiodos Those are my favorite lyrics of all time! I'm getting it tattooed this month.
lixnotlex 11 months ago
this song is beautiful.
JohnnyBuckrot 1 year ago
song gives me goosebumps
cculver88 1 year ago
I swear, I hear this song. And I feel so whole.
Akkirae 1 year ago 5
I don't possess the strength to have actual words to describe how amazing this song is.
XxSLauGhTeRKiTtEn 1 year ago
i love this song, so much.
BitemeWiLx 1 year ago
This song brings tears to my eyes. I have never heard my life sung so perfectly in a song.
lypjr1114 1 year ago
i just molested the replay button
balletdancer8014 1 year ago 6
I don't understand why this song isn't ALL OVER the radio! I LOVE IT!!!!!
gabbshardcorexo 1 year ago 3
@gabbshardcorexo It's because it's too slow, and because people want to hear a 12 year old boy singin about babies instead,, Lol!..
xPOTATOESAUCEx 1 year ago
@gabbshardcorexo
this songs too good for radio, it would be forgotten wayyyyy to fast
cculver88 1 year ago 3
is this the story of my life
THEJEWFROS 1 year ago
love this song.
just got the:
"No, I'm not afraid, at least not to die
I'm afraid to live and not remember why"
as a rib piece today
ElegantMiyavizm 1 year ago 56
@ElegantMiyavizm I was going to get that same thing, on my arm!
peaceXxX69 2 weeks ago
@peaceXxX69 Get it!!
ElegantMiyavizm 2 weeks ago
@mst882 Forever a phone.
ParticalEMotion 1 year ago
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llamasRamazing 1 year ago
Gives me bad memories of how I used to be in love with this girl, who kissed me one night, like a French kiss. She was the only girl that left me shaking after that kiss, because I felt so amazing, my body couldn't contain itself. Then she just told me a week after she didn't want to make anything of "us". It was the worse day of my life. I had never cried so much in my life.
She showed me this song that day we kissed...
ParticalEMotion 1 year ago
@ParticalEMotion LMFAOO!!!!
wheredmyppgo 1 year ago
@wheredmyppgo Trollers gonna troll.
ParticalEMotion 1 year ago
@ParticalEMotion i was just playing dude that's pretty sad. i know how you feel
wheredmyppgo 1 year ago
@wheredmyppgo Thanks dude. It's cool.
ParticalEMotion 1 year ago
@ParticalEMotion Keep your head dude!
WherethisAllStarted 1 year ago
@WherethisAllStarted Thanks man. :)
ParticalEMotion 1 year ago
@ParticalEMotion We're in the same boat bud :/ except my real kiss did not include this song. And he never bothered letting me know we could no longer be a 'thing.'
marciebeezy 9 months ago
this song allways reminds me of my friend he took his own life about seven months ago and this song allways brings me to long nights driving drunk and sitting at the beach and smoking packs of cigaretes i dont need a reminder t remember him thoguh hell allways be here in this song
Axlhedfeild 1 year ago 2
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eFriends09 1 year ago
this song is so sad....
mattsayshola 1 year ago
Jesus. This song is amazing. It always strikes up an urge to cry. /:
Michirukov 1 year ago
My girlfriend showed me this.. I love it..
mattsayshola 1 year ago
EOTC♥ Ejhh but this song reminds me of Freddy... -______-
Sherlockitty 1 year ago
one of my favorite songs of that album.
gabyymg 1 year ago 2
@theDifferencelsLight i think it is both kuz sals voice is krisper than ryans
Summersalt95 1 year ago
@tanksta0wns okaaaaay... well.... thanks for sharin' bud. have fun with that?
jewwbaker 1 year ago
.... <3
kenzikat13 1 year ago
Envy On The Coast broke up. my life is offically over... =(
Hazeleyes033 1 year ago 4
@thedifferenceislight nope, its Brian singing the last part
demos16 1 year ago
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R0XYxx 1 year ago
shows u how good they were they could all sing
humancrack44 1 year ago
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This is such a beautiful song. I can't believe that Envy On The Coast broke up. They're one of my favorite bands.
Hazeleyes033 1 year ago
This is such a beautiful. I can't believe that Envy On The Coast broke up. They're one of my favorite bands. <3
Hazeleyes033 1 year ago
i'll never forget to remember you guys (l)
letsfxckBARBIE 1 year ago
i'm afraid to live and not remember why
ClassicMan41 1 year ago
I absolutely love this song. thanks for putting it upp:)
summerraee 1 year ago
This song reminds me of some popular song. I don't know my pop culture, so excuse me if I'm way off, but it makes me think of Coldplay or some song from an ABC show.... Eh, I don't know. Not my area of expertise.
RogueArkhangel 1 year ago
Im not afraid ...at least not to die...Im afraid to live and not remember why
Canrizzle 1 year ago
omg... i think i heard it like 20 times today...
BloodRedEyes1070 1 year ago
"Don't forget to remember".....Beautiful. <3
MeAndMyLittleVoices 1 year ago
This song always manages to find its way into my head, and in a good way c:
ilovechiodosx 1 year ago
wow. the first time i watched this vid it had only 8,000 views.
things change!
ReaIized 1 year ago
i wonder how many plays this would have if it counted how many time people start it from the beginning,
lifeagain 1 year ago 43
@lifeagain yeah. didn't notice there was a huge nothingness after the song until after i'd uploaded it.
heyWorldbeveryAfraid 1 year ago
@lifeagain haha yeah really ive listened to it on repeat for about 3 hours hahahahaha
leftyshredder 1 year ago
it reminds me of a lapse from heroin...ya live and ya learn. this song helps the process.
lifeagain 1 year ago
A masterpiece
Oli4eva 1 year ago
first song i ever heard by them.... beautifull... :)
bLaBBlaaBlaa 1 year ago
i can't even express my love for this song <3
it's so sad yet amazing
XxdinosaurcookiexX 1 year ago
This song acts like such an equilibrium towards me. Keeps me balanced, even in the toughest of times.
ParticalEMotion 1 year ago
@cryssy1877 "dats all"....? really.....? are you some nigger or something?
jewwbaker 1 year ago
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cryssy1877 1 year ago
@jewwbaker whoa wtf? now, the really ignorant, stupid, idiotic, repulsive, asshole-like thing for me to do is respond to that nonsense. however, im going to be the bigger person and not respond. i still like nsn and ur still a....well i said i was going to be the bigger person so i cant say it. but regardless, dont say 'nigger' because that make u a racist, ignorant bastard.
cryssy1877 1 year ago
@cryssy1877 so when black people call eachother niggers, are they also "racist, ignorant, bastards"? and well you did just respond so you completely contradicted yourself making you sound very stupid.
jewwbaker 1 year ago
@jewwbaker i could i sworn i said i wasnt responding to you. STOP. TALKING. TO. ME!!!!!!!!
cryssy1877 1 year ago
STFU nsn does not suck. u freakin suck for saying they so. stop being an ass to music. GO FUCK URSELF U ASSWIPE!!
cryssy1877 1 year ago
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alluringlaborer 1 year ago
Give me chills every time I listen to this. The lyrics hit deep for me
jagnorman 1 year ago 2
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does this sound like nsn or is it just meh?
popcorngrrl 1 year ago
@popcorngrrl just you
theDifferenceIsLight 1 year ago
A sad, soft, beautiful song. Very emotional and moving. "And no, I'm not afraid, at least not to die. I'm afraid to live and not remember why" I like that. I understand that.
xxcm0xx 1 year ago 4
my boyfriend used to play this for me all the time.. it's so beautiful and heartwrenching.
emkingxx 2 years ago
Thats so sweet. :)
emilyluvsyoufoo 2 years ago
i love it.. it still makes me cry..
empirejessica 2 years ago
2nd favorite song song by eotc 1st is starving your friends : ]
eotc95 2 years ago 7
@eotc95 hell yea you got it right.... third: gift of paralysis?
geetarguy57 1 year ago
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kinda monotone :/
Scottetth 2 years ago
<3 <3 <3
marmalade1992 2 years ago 5
so wonderful.
beautifuldirtyrichx 2 years ago
Hach, wie traurig es mich macht. So schön. Da überdenkt man doch glatt das ganze Leben. Geht man den richtigen Weg? Hach, wie sehr ich mich nach so vielem sehne. Wenn eines davon in Erfüllung gehen würde, dann wäre ich... Hach, ich bin auch so glücklich. Mkay. HAHA. Schönes Lied.
TheVolkiMolki 2 years ago
Ich bin damit einverstanden. Sehr schön, aber sehr traurig zugleich.
xxcm0xx 1 year ago
good lyrics good singer good baaaand(L)
olivialetourneau13 2 years ago 7
omg bob this song is famazing. :3
tonks77GSM 2 years ago 4
man i cant decide whos voice i like better!
str33trider 2 years ago 5
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moleary03 2 years ago
it's just like fuckin breathtaking every time i hear this
twizzlers00 2 years ago 8
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This song is incredible.
ParticalEMotion 2 years ago 2
i luv u for putting this song on
seress96 2 years ago 8
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ksullyvan10 2 years ago
i think i just fell in love with this song.
they're amazing live ^-^
leahJB101 2 years ago 4
EOTC is such a great, great band.
so unknown and so talented. they touch my heart with every song.
TheAmica1989 2 years ago
I agree with you. Not a lot of people know about them. I love the way that they play, and especially the lyrics. I can't find the word to describe them.
tylerf1069 2 years ago
actually there are three singers here:
Ryan, the lead vocalist sings the first part.
Sal, their keyboardist and guitarist starts singing start at "I know you know how it feels to make a clean break..."
Then Brian, their lead guitarist, picks it up after the long instrumental break, at about 4:08.
If you listen really carefully, you can hear the differences in their voices.
SIDLOTF01 2 years ago
@SIDLOTF01 ho crap i thought it was ryan, sal, then ryan again. it sounds a lot like ryan, and i was certian, but i could be wrong..
theDifferenceIsLight 1 year ago
And no, I'm not afraid, at least not to die
I'm afraid to live and not remember why
AmiLikesChiodos 2 years ago 45
I feel the same way..
im not afraid to die..
but to lie..
i know what you mean..
add me as a friend..?
1ilovereba 2 years ago
my favorite line
Undergrad4 2 years ago
@AmiLikesChiodos
wish i thumbs up twice!
cculver88 1 year ago
His voice sounds better in the more rockish songs but he's still fucking amazing and the lyrics actually mean something. Even without the music it's like poetry. All the slow songs are beautiful.
PanixAtTheFallOutBoi 2 years ago
soooo good
SincerelyJustine 2 years ago
wow my names Justine too:) eek theres another 1! sorry if that was wierd its just in Kentucky theres like nobody out there with that name. and yeah its good to be unique, but its good to know im not alone out there :)
sanddyj16 2 years ago
Do you recall the day you wed?
Such a radiant bride, you couldn't wait to see
Your first born take his very first step
And you smiled at him, 'cause you thought he looked like
Me, it's not as deep as it seems
And as unfair as it may be
I'm just here to remind you
Remind you not to forget to remember me
best line ever
niffleheim3399 2 years ago
And all I kept was a piece of your picture
Slipped through my fingers when I slid into my dreams <3 :)
brinkofeternity 2 years ago 2
i love this song! his voice is so amazing. this band fuckin' rocks! anyone who says different can kiss my ass.
pixiegurl96 2 years ago 4
dont you feel like a shithead for saying that?
DarkERIC94 2 years ago
That's not the line. I'm talking about the line: "I'm not afraid, at least not to die, I'm afraid to live and remember why." I'm afraid that I'll forget them. I miss my deceased family. Is that such a crime?
sk8rwhezel 2 years ago 4
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i dont like their slow songs.
supasta3 2 years ago
then you can fuck off.
all of envy's songs are amazing.
fersurebombeh 2 years ago 2
This song is fucking BRILLIANT
its a true piece of art
TheJuggMan 2 years ago 17
I just cried at least 3 times because of this song. It reminds me of the people I love and miss.
♥
sk8rwhezel 2 years ago 12
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this song is incredible!
Love2DanceCallie 2 years ago 3
Lapse. Best song ever.
ReaIized 2 years ago 10
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this song is just so....beautiful
xXxiEmilyxXx 2 years ago 3
I need to listen to this, all the time. I find it a constant want. <3
NixyProductions 2 years ago 42
i second this, it's like an addiction. <3
jobincassie 2 years ago 4
can u say, amazing? <3
this song's incredible.
xAubergineDreams 2 years ago 8
this song makes me wanna cryy:( idk why either i listen to this song everyday
bananabrittany 2 years ago 33
yo wat part i got the game i want to see where this song is played lol i think i kno the part tho
speakerscameraphone 2 years ago
I love this song so much envy on the coast has such an amazing way with lyrics
iAreEmma 2 years ago 5
best song in existence, i swear
im seeing them with tbs and anberlin tomorrow! :)
fersurebombeh 2 years ago 4
I went to that show :P
itsakr3wthing 2 years ago
hahaha. best show everrr
fersurebombeh 2 years ago
wait, did you go the Casino Ball Room or House of Blues? I went to the Hampton Beach show
itsakr3wthing 2 years ago
yeah i went to the hampton show tooo
fersurebombeh 2 years ago
I have pics man, you?
itsakr3wthing 2 years ago
of course!
fersurebombeh 2 years ago
this song is amazing. so powerful
33kortega 2 years ago
<3ilovethis.
it's perfect.
xxx
morgannnnnnRAWRR 2 years ago
wow... beautiful song!
one of my favorites to cover, as well.
guitarrrr 2 years ago 2
damn
i was only looking them up cuz theyre gonna be playing w/ anberlin and tbs
but i think ive fallen in love...
zwolfpower712 2 years ago 3
i cant wait to see them with TBS and anberlin!!! i hope they play this!!!
sosorryitsover182 2 years ago
this song is so beautiful. i love the words he uses too. big words lol :) <3
XsecretXfireX 2 years ago
this is pretty much my favorite song! thanks for puttin it up :)
sosorryitsover182 2 years ago 7
There wasn't any studio version of it yet, and it annoyed me A LOT, so I decided to put it up myself (:
heyWorldbeveryAfraid 2 years ago
Yeah, I noticed that too.
Thanks so much. =]
Cristina417 2 years ago 2
thanks, that really does piss me off
pacman1pacman1 2 years ago
i love this song so much.
suicideXscandal 2 years ago
i love it it's pretty much everythin i wanna say=) if i get what it means right
skatermop 2 years ago