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  • @spacecadetz21 I understand. I have been made fun of and bullied from grade 2 till now (I am in grade 8 now). I have trouble trusting ppl fully... I don't even fully trust my family...

  • depressionsfordummies.blogspot­.com --- check out this blog for all sorts on this

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  • I feel her pain

  • My 11 year old identical twin sister used to be suicidal. after 1 year of thereapy, i finnally saw a real beautiful smile on her face which made me smile :) 2 years later, she got hit by a car by a intoxicated driver...my life will never be the same without her.

    Rest in peace Amber Nicole, <333 1996-2010. i know you're watching over me~

  • Am trans MTF.Diagnosed GID.Wife has rejected me, children don`t like it but are openminded.All my life i have done what others asked of me.Now when i want to standup for myself.The pain,anguish,humiliation are what i face daily.Everbody is right,i am wrong.Have givenup trying to convince others, must follow my heart.When others get angry at me i turn my anger inwards.So i cut myself to punish myself for being alive.Cut bleed a bit stop bleeding.Scar remains to remind me why i did it.Life sucks.

  • @underloved1 I hear you and can relate to what you are saying. Before i got help i used to destroy inanimate objects instead of hurting other people or myself, unfortunately it took losing a close family member right in front of my eyes and having a psychotic episode for me to get serious about mental health. It is difficult to form meaningful relationships, have steady employment and make friends when battling depression.As you said people judge you without knowing the facts, humiliation yes.

  • @T42please HI! psychotic episode have had a few of those myself.1st one was when i was brutaly raped at 23 atempted sucide after (FAILED!).2nd 1 was when my mom died 2 years ago.She was the only 1 who knew & understood me completly.Now i have no one to goto when things get realy bad.Am coping but it`s hard.Can see my phsyciatrist & support group every 2 weeks can`t afford more.Hope that you are having better luck than i.I`m too screwed mentaly to have friends am afraid.Be well & good luck.Bye.

  • @underloved1 Good luck :/ Not really lol, but hey i'am here if you ever want to talk. Like you said we cope, that's about it. I have found that the only thing keeping me going is throwing myself into my gym work and martial arts, it releases pent up anger and helps to clear my mind. My music is my life and my best friend, there are sooooo many interesting people on you tube, i suppose it's a way to have a life without going out and trying to mix with people. This is my way of coping. KEEP ALIVE!

  • @T42please Marie here.I agree doing activities helps me take my mind off my unpleasent situation.I do 3 hours of exercise every morning.Up at 3:30am & finish my routine at7:30am,It works manage to stay mentaly stable & it keeps my weight down.Then get ready for work.Yes youtube is a great help to me as i get to interact with great minds like you who help me cope with my problems.Makes me feel less isolated & alone.Thankyou for writing me & sharing it helps me a lot.Hope to return the favor.Bye!

  • @underloved1 Awww thanks marie, we are all in this together. Take care :)

  • Not all people with depression cut themselves!!!! I have social anxiety and depression!!!! Because of fuckers making fun of me from 6th to 8th grade!!!!!

  • ); depression does hurt &'d im only 12 . one of my bestest friends stabbed him self cuhhs of everybody hatinq him . he was the only person who understood the pain cuhhs we both cut ourselfs &'d everythinq . its hard to live a life where everybody calls you a freak . why is middle school hard for me ? ); but he left me here , waitinq to die juss to see him ..

  • I entered a new fase of depression. Before it all had some meaning, a creative meaning, the one also responsible for this upload maybe. It all had some significance, but now there is nothing, nothing really arouses me, I can't even get drunk, I can see myself getting drunk, but here inside it all remains the same, the same deadening nothingness. I am completely cut off from anyone, there is no real contact possible anymore. Hell is an empty room you can't escape from and no one knows about.

  • thank you

  • im always depressed i have no friends and praying really doesnt work i have no wife or girlfriend or no children what do i have to live for.

  • @tomandjerry2198362

    I can be you'r friend !

  • depressed: read the Quran

  • @NoorminAllah please don't try to use the suffering of others as a way to convert people into your evil, sexist, racist, violent cult.

  • @Sav3TheWorld Islam changed my life from being depressed and in chaos and not caring:hurting myself and others to being content with good and bad and having a purpose, etc.. Are you against this? It's ok, if islam and the quran aren't for you. That is why people have the choice. But let people decide for themselves based on evidence and personal investigation. take care

  • @NoorminAllah just cause popular opinion says its so doesnt make it so

    just cause their called experts doesnt mean their experts

    just cause media says popular opinion agrees doesnt mean they agree

    just cause ur religion says so doesnt make it so

    just cause someone says there is no evidence doesnt make it true

    just cause something is shocking doesnt mean its crazy

    just cause its status quo doesnt mean it has to stay that way

    U LET MAINSTREAM MEDIA FORGE YOUR REALITY

  • Good video...BUT...you need to have a trigger warning in the title.....really...it's needed....I'm sorry if it offends you for me to tell you that...but it is really needed.

  • @Jonasbrothersrule14 just cause popular opinion says its so doesnt make it so

    just cause their called experts doesnt mean their experts

    just cause media says popular opinion agrees doesnt mean they agree

    just cause ur religion says so doesnt make it so

    just cause someone says there is no evidence doesnt make it true

    just cause something is shocking doesnt mean its crazy

    just cause its status quo doesnt mean it has to stay that way

    U LET MAINSTREAM MEDIA FORGE YOUR REALITY

  • @Bullpuma wwhat dies that have to do with what i said O.o

  • Hello, my name is Paul. I am setting up a new blog site and I just want to ask you if it is OK to put your video on my site. My site is simply intended to help others with depression etc.

    Thank you, Paul.

  • Medical point of view on the negative thought and depression is that they don’t know how it starts and they don’t know an exact cure. Okay! I know they try to suppress everything with pills. The doctors have to eat too lol big no! pills cannot cure depression, they only suppress the symptoms! There is no medicine out there that would ever cure any emotional or mental disorder. You have to cure the root of the problem. Why did one’s negative thinking start? When? What caused it? look in the root!

  • If what your doing isn't helping you. Try what I have "Jesus". 100% success rate.

    Bless you.

  • cutting is a habit its a drug im addicted yea i cut like stephen j i counted 176 scars so far n im still counting i want to quit but its a drug like i said i want it i need it i love it yes i love it idc if u guys hate its the truth i love cutting n i cant stop :)
  • I feel all of that except I don't self harm or take pills :( Doesnt mean I hurt any less :(

  • i got a friend whos depressed, and it just makes me feel sorry for him, because i went through this depression back in 2009. but im slowly getting better because i got a girlfriend whos there for me. we have fun. so im kinda happy my lifes getting better. so for all you people that are depressed on ur image. just be proud of who you are. i choose to just face it. and guess what? my lifes changed since then. just hang in there.

  • I WANT TO DIE, I AM A GAY BOY AND MY BOYFRIEND IS CHEATING ON ME. ON ASKING HIM WHY HE DOES SO HE BEATS ME AND SWEARS ON ME. REALLY TIRED OF LIFE AWAY FROM FAMILY AND NO FRIENDS REALLY DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO. JUST SITTING IN MY ROOM CRYING AND REPENTING ON MY BIGGEST MISTAKE. PEOPLE SAY LEAVE HIM BUT I CANT. WHAT TO DO PLANNING TO KILL MYSELF

  • @ejacu01 Well you have to make your choice. You’re not alone, people around you say leave him. I’m telling you the same thing, leave him! I know, lovesickness is extremely painful, but you have to do it!

    And be proud of yourself if you make your choice! No one has the right to beat you. You deserve better!

    All the best in the world !!!!!!!!!!!!! , Bless and Hugs from two other Gays

  • My parents are dead. I have no friends. Where ever i go peole stare and laugh. Im affraid. I wanna die.

  • @Caaarina Oh my god. thats tough, I dont know what i would do if i was you. Stay strong. Listen to Music. sure helped me.

  • Thank you for all the positive feedback and for feeling a kinship in helping others with this problem. This video was made for a video contest I participated in through my video group in highschool. It obviously was a subject that meant a lot to me, had effected my life, and something I was struggling with. I am so glad that so many people could feel the point and emotions I was trying to convey. I hope this video continues to inspire others and to allow others to reach out. Good luck to you all

  • @xBLEEDDESPAIRx what is said in the background? i've been trying to work it out for a while! :)

  • music is not the solution for Depression! you have to move your self for while like go to gym to elevating, or runing , i used to be Depression guys , but now , not anymore

  • i have major, psychotic and manic disorder

    ...

  • Life is tough and you have to be tougher. And if you cannot be tougher, then just TRY. Everyday, just try.

  • This video really depicts the truth that some people suffer.

  • That girlz is prety she makes me hapy it like to hug andt kis her prety face

  • im a guuy and im always misunderstood and bullied and skewl and no 1 cares and i have no 1 hu loves me and i just wanna die

  • @laysoul i am in the same boat as u mate hang in there

  • i don't have depression but i want to die because of my life

  • good job<3

  • Iron Maiden poster!

    BTW, I can understand what she think because I suffered from schizophrenia and depression

  • Nobody knows what's hidden behind one window.

  • I sample these videos into my music. Feel free to listen to it on my channel.

    Peace

  • panzees

  • @mulonzee877 something will happen to you that will cause you to be depressed...dont forget to call yourself a panzee when it does.

  • Life is a shrewd compromise of accepting the repression of deep primeval desires which lye within us all, and the more these primal desires are withheld which accumulates as a higher society evolves leaving behind the disillusioned majority which can be controlled by fear and worry. This statement is inspired from Sigmund Freud. TURN TO PURE THOUGHT!

  • Guys get depressed too? I've felt that way for more years than you've been alive, I bet. Please, ask for help or find someone to talk to. I wouldn't wish this on anyone. You don't know me, but I'm more than willing to listen if you want to vent or talk to me about it. I hate to think other feel the same way I do.

  • i feel weird now after watching this video...i dont like it...did anyone else feel weird!?!?!

  • yea da vid is a lil weird but hey dey r gettn a msg out... in a weird way.. but its out

  • i did

  • beautiful video.

    We've partnered with several charities dedicated to helping others who feel depressed, alone, alienated or "different". A portion of proceeds from ticket and album sales of X: The Human Condition will go to aid this vast community of people overcoming difficulties.

    Please check out our channel and we would appreciate it if you could please help spread the word ...

    thanks

  • No religion will help a deeply affected person with depression

    Depression lies in the most inner self, it lies in the meaning of your own life. It challenges you all the time with questions about fairness of the society, good and bad, right and wrong. Depression is a judgment of yourself against you. And how awful, you can be with your own mind and feelings

    It is a terrible condition which is aggravated by the people whom still think that is not bad as a Heart attack. Don´t be fooled. It is

  • I was depressed and wanted to die until I gave my life to Christ and now I have peace love and joy! We get depressed when we do not serve our life purpose that God created us for. Medicine does not work. It may bring us up but it will always bring us back down and cost alot! Medicine is the biggest fraud ever.

    Mat. 11:30 For my yoke is easy and my burden is light."

    Psalm 55:22 Cast your burden on the LORD,

    And He shall sustain you; He shall never permit the righteous to be moved.

  • @MyKingUponZion

    Yeah, because mythology is famous for its curative powers.

  • i like this video

  • Im depressed. I have wating in 6 months for help. I was finaly to the doctor yesterday. Now i have to wait 6 more weeks for a psyk. Nobody takes me serious!!!

  • I hear ya man. Im really depressed and whenever i want to talk to anyone about it they all seem to laugh or jeer. It's fuckin annoyin!

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  • I dunno how it works where you are, but here in the UK if you threaten to throw yourself off a bridge or commit suicide some other way, you'll get immediate psychological/mental help..

    Perhaps if you do something like there, they'll take you serious then.

  • Always And Forever

  • me everyday...

    every single day..

  • ME2...FUCK...

  • really well done. great job

  • anger and fear - easy to drop! How? Take a Carnelian earth stone (doesn't have to be very big) and hold it in your hand for 20 minutes. Then switch hands. You will be amazed. Don't believe me? Good! Try it yourself. Very cheap to do. Go on ebay and get 10 Carnelian stones for under $10. Why haven't you heard of this before? There's no money in it!! More tips on this at soisnessdotorg, "Power Tools"

  • This is deep

  • How often do you people run around outside, getting fresh air and sunshine? It's a very old-fashioned method but I must insist that you think of the last time that you roamed around in nature. It's very hard to feel depressed there.

    Keep yourself busy. Set a goal, pointless or not and then do it. Stop dwelling on depression and distract yourself long enough for it to last.

    If you keep doing what you normally do, you won't get anywhere. I was on Prozac, made some big changes and got better.

  • And what if you have a fear of leaveing the house? What if thats why you are depressed?

  • well, i live in norway, and its very rare that its nice weather and sun. In winter it gets dark really fast, and the only time its sun outside, we are ost likley at work or school.

  • Exercise can't fix rape, abuse, or neglect...

  • art and exercise helps...

  • the only thing that people need in unconditional love, without it we break apart in little peaces.

  • This video describes the life of me and many others. I hate being depressed so much and wish it would stop. For me and so many others bullying and self image have caused my depression, self harm and suicidal thoughts. I can't go anywhere without asking myself if the people are talking about me. My fake smile hides all this from the outsiders who have no idea what is going on. This includes most people and my parents. Depression hurts and I just want to die so much and end this painful life.

  • I used to be extremely depressed. I felt that I was fat, and I started eating about 1 meal a day. I tried cutting myself a couple of times to focus on physical pain instead of the mental pain in my head. I cried all the time. I stopped talking. I also thought of suicide several times a day. I finally told my dad how I felt and I was able to see a psychiatrist. To anyone with depression, don't suffer any longer. See a professional and try to step back into life. Depression does hurt.

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  • @nicolachildnicole WOW you know how to put it in to words... perfectly.

  • if anyone ever needs anyone to talk to i will be here for u! i will talk with u and just be your friend! don't give in to depression! its not good for u physically or mentally! I am serious! if anyone ever needs someone to talk to i will be here for u!

  • it feels like someone ripped my fucking heart out of my chest.....

  • I know a friend of mine already showed me this video but I wanna cry again!!!

  • i am taking Vilift, i love it so much it really alleviates my feeling and not leaving me any side effects.

  • st john wort are good there natural hypercurium :) and exercise helps too, i have depression and all the things that come with it which id rather not discuss but yeah there good and you can buy them without doctor consent :) x

  • I would say to anyone who suffers from depression to take up Transcendental Meditation, it's natural, it's well researched and it will cure you, it will also change your life for the better.

  • Meditation won't cure abuse.

  • yea all that shit does is make you feel different an funny i dont like it...its jus ah waste of money..

  • I had depression for the past 9 years and all the SSRI drugs did was make me worse.Now I'm switching to natural methods to help me.I'm tired of the poisionous pharmecutical drugs.

  • i used to suffer from depression, and i still kinda of do.

    but i realized that if you keep suffering,ommit suicide, or self injure yourself that your just proving that your weaker and the "depression" is winning.

    you can beat depression, you just have to be strong. it takes time, but you can overcome it.

  • just another scar..

  • I've been suffering from depression for so many years... and ever since I was a child... I'm an adult now and I've made it this far.

  • please have a svn surgery!!

  • this is so sad ! ='(

  • no,thats the minority.....most of us actually have some problems :P

  • I use alcohol to get through my depression. It's a temporary fix, but in the long run it just makes it worse.

  • I know man. Alcohol makes it worse in the long run. I'll tell you the best thing that helped me out of my depression (which lasted years), was exercise. I started lifting weights & going for long bike rides, it made such a difference. Even a fast 30 min walk will bring you up.....& also, listen to positive music.

  • I'm so incredibly lonely sometimes.

  • It is physically painful.

  • hey if any of you lot wana chat to some one who has been throgh it all! i mean ALL!then please send me a message and i will try and help,im training to be qulified for helping people through times like depression and suicidal thoughts

    and i no its hard to talk 2 a stranger that may judge you,but i wont,if you would like a chat or even 2 no anythin about me do not be afraid to ask...wat ive been through ill tell u lot.

    n ill try and help u wit anythin u want me 2..well if you want its up 2 u

  • This is more emo than depression. Depression isnt really like this. I know.

  • I absolutely agree. I know too...

  • my thoughs exactly. And where are the guys? Guys get depressed too.

  • @g1o2r3d4o5n6 theres this one right here : /

  • depression sucks......and it seems no one can help....

  • Great video.

  • Depression can be so painful.

  • whats the song called?

  • The song's AFI- This Time Imperfect... I'm pretty sure

  • The pain from cutting doesn't hurt as much as the pain inside. Each drop of blood isn't as bitter as each tear shed. I feel for you, even though I cannot do anything for you.

  • I know how you feel. I've been through the same thing.

    Hope dies last.

  • This really is a great, and powerful video, though it's so short.

  • i have depression to..i did a test OMFG..:(

  • I love the background music is it jst a piano

  • That was VERY well made!

  • i struggle with depression..

    what would happen if i called that numberr.

  • the video was really amazing.. but jst 1 little thng & its personal opinion.. DEPRESSION DONT HURT... bt ur vud. was great

  • I go through depression. You are wrong that it doesn't hurt. You can have other symptoms with it such as physical pain. Plus depression hurts your family and it tears you up inside.

  • i do too.. & it dnt hurt me.. & i dnt giv a fuck if it hurts my family & it dnt tear me up inside.. so i guess its different 4 evry1 huh?

  • No I guess it's just that you DONT HAVE DEPRESSION. Depression hurts okay? If you say you have depression and you don't feel SOME kind of pain, emotionally, mentally, or physically, you're not affected by it.

  • this was me 2 years ago. Wow I'll never forget the pain I felt for 3 years before 2 years sgo, I attempted suicide. I got better with wellbutrin and someone who was like a mother to me, and let me know how much they loved me. Depression never completely goes away forever, I know this well, but it can be relifed.

  • very moving stuff :(

  • waahnsinn x33

  • oh...my...god, i loved that. beautiful video...eerie but it's effective

  • mint vid

    omg your cuts are reel though :(

  • DUDE i JUST WANT TO HURT U

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  • what are u talking about

    i dont wanna hurt u

    i swear

    =[

    i didnt write that

  • omg.. this vidio..

    so real..

    so sad..

    ..and so true sometimes =(

  • wat s the name of this song

  • wat is the name of this song?

  • wow... im trying to make on for my media class and i can't think of anything to say for the voice over...

  • wow.

    thats the first video that ive seen thats the closest thing to how it actually feels.

    good job

  • that was really good. so powerful for such a short video. amazing

  • omg wow nicely made

  • wow . . .

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