I found the CURE for addiction and I have proof for this claim. Click on my name and witness Powerful Stories of Freedom. I personally know and have witnessed over 100 addicts who have found True and Lasting FREEDOM after being enslaved by their addictions for so long. I have been through many programs for my addiction, but have never found so much Hope, Joy, Peace, and Love than I have in the program I am in now. And the people I know who have given their stories are experiencing the same!
Hey everyone, I too am an opiate addict. I was using IV heroin everyday for over 4 years. I got on suboxone at first without insurance and had to pay $7 per pill for 90 pills per month plus Dr. fees, which cost a lot per month just to stay clean. I've since gotten great insurance which allows me to get all my suboxone for free and I have a lot of extra suboxone scripts left over. I am willing to help anybody out who wants to get clean but doesn't have the funds to do it. Send me a PM, thks
Pot additive ? Can I punch you in the fucking eye ? I smoke pot when I WANT... Heroin you NEED to do it whether you want to or not. YOU read the facts !!
Have compassion, it Is a sickness, fuck you assholes for not having compassion, it's easy for you to call them addict losers, but have YOU ever been there? You have no idea why and what made them choose this life... Life is harsh and painful. I don't blame them - while most of you have
Family money and great jobs and sit pretty in your life, does not mean everyone has your lifestyle . It's painful yes, it sucks for these people. But they need something to help them from assholes like you...
@SimoneLovesMookie Don't mind them, they're ignorant bigoted chimps that know nothing and feel they have a right to judge as though they have no skeletons in their closets. Fuck them.
@JohnHartsonSuxCox And I hope your bigoted ass gets your throat cut by an opiate addict in front of a mirror so you can watch. Now get off your high horse and reveal some of the skeletons in your closet and THEN we'll see if you have any place to judge. Piece of filth.
Heroin is fucking horrible, it's totally ruining my life. I can't wait to get into detox. It fucks you up on so many levels. Diamorphine is a blessing to the elderly and those in constant pain, but definitely not for young people.
i've been a junkie for five years. i have held a masters in finace for seven. drug addiction crosses all social/economic/racial/cultural barriers. i'm no better or worse than my fellow man. just one of millions with a god awful affliction. i often think it's impossible for non opiate addicts to truly understand the plight of addiction. i also wonder if i'll ever be able to kick this thing. there is nothing in the world i want more than my sobriety. with each passing day it seems harder to reach
@snapnapo You can do it. It is not easy. Have gone through Percocet withdrawal cold turkey ( I know it is not the same, not as hard, but has simliar symptoms.) and know it is not easy. You honestly have to get to a point where you had enough and prepare yourself for the grueling task of recovery. You can do it!! I will be praying for you... it's not over until its over!!!
@snapnapo yeah i know i have snatches of sobriety but not many m trying again now, keep trying please if it helps come to my friens page ill ivite you . maybe we could help each other
@snapnapo I drank heavily for almost 15 years with moments of "less" drinking here and there.
Alcohol destroyed my life to nearly a shred of salvageable existence. I have found the inner hope and mustered up the strength to sober up. Heavily scarred by my battles I understand what addiction is and I hear the withdrawals are similar to Heroin It was hell on Earth and still is very much so for many at this very moment.
@snapnapo I'm with you and have also been one for 5 years. Became one at 20. I have a bachelors in science and am going on to study biotech/bioengineering, so we are similar. Stay sober and you know what they say, one day at a time.
in response to dxeel , i didnt judge anybody , i spent 13 yrs living with a heroin addict , i was constantly in the midst of alot of heroin users , all intelligent , literate people , however they all at sometime had bad experiences and rather than stand up and fight it out , theyd given in and become users to feel better .
Im a heroin addict for the last 15yrs and after coming out of rehab for the 3rd time i can say that addiction fits all the criteria for it being a disease. pleased 2 say i'm now clean, but what a fucking nightmare!!!
hard 2 bellive 15 years,you must white as the background of youtube,look like a fucking zombie...(no offence)...these are just facts.I dont know what you people think,the first time you want to try heroin,although knowing fully that its the most fucked up drug on the planet,jesus christ,smoke some weed,take some acide,eat some shrooms,take some speed,just dont,,dont for fucks sake inject that poison in your body!!
I'm pleased to say ive been clean for 3 months and joined the gym and have gotten a sun tan so there goes ur theory sorry. I also started on weed and tried every drug until i hit heroin and that was the 1 that grabbed me by the balls
addiction is a disease..it doesn't matter what drug of choice. Weed is a plant and is highly addictive! Please get some knowledge on the subject of addictions.
drug addiction is not a disease , i know addicts and social users . addiction is a crutch for weak people who cant deal with life to lean on , as for the genetic traits for addiction , i believe that , however if you are strong enough , you can beat it , i come into that category
Addiction and diseases.Can you get rid of a disease if you want to ?Yes.Same with addiction.But you cant just flush the disease/addiction out.You need help.Both of them are something you dont want ,so you fight them,but you can loose to the disease[without pills or other help]addictions[too much damage from substances...].Please.think twice befori judging people.ITs the DISEASE[ADDICTION]THAT PUSHES THEM FURTHEER DOWN THE TRIP OF DEGRADATION
For those that don't know, there is a debate being waged about weather or not addiction should be considered a disease. In my opinion it should be. If you read the new science showing addiction is carried in a persons genes and then the definition of disease you will see that it fits. It's important that we shift the paradigm from the old way of thinking to the new. Once addiction is accepted as a disease (by insurance companies and government) then addicts can get the help we need.
well im sorry to say but scientist always want to make sorry ass excuses for stipd shit! being a addict is not a disease. Number one theose people choose to do that crap. and i don't feel sorry for their asses! so i can say is that any kinda addiction is not a disease.
the world is full of ill-informed people like mqueen1013. people like this are what addicts are up against. if mqueen1013 had a disease i would do all in my power to help my fellow person. sad to see it doesnt work both ways. never the less i would still do all i could to help....even if they wouldnt help me.
TO ALL SEEKING HELP WITH ADDICTION: You need to look into treatment with a drug called Ibogaine. Ibogaine is an addiction interruptor, not a maintenance drug like methadone or suboxone. Ibogaine will stop your withdrawal,elevate your mood, and stop cravings. I have Ibogaine videos faved on my chanel. It is not legal in the U.S., but there are clinics in Mexico. Two I know of are 1. Dream House 2. Villa Serena. Good luck to all!!
I love this video and thank you for making it. Very well done. I was wondering if you can rename is to belladonnakillz-heroine and make it the oficial video of the song.
Thank you for your contribution. I enjoyed this very much.
I won't to some heroin
charlenecarter60 2 months ago
his voice is fucking awesom and sexy love peter <3
myfavorite201 10 months ago
This song is fuckin amazing !!
kingmomo010 10 months ago
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mdcombs79 1 year ago
it costs his life to sing this
miss you and i am glad that i have got you and your band on my cd with "your" promission. Truth is traumatic
R.I.P
SpectrumglassRecords 1 year ago
Hey everyone, I too am an opiate addict. I was using IV heroin everyday for over 4 years. I got on suboxone at first without insurance and had to pay $7 per pill for 90 pills per month plus Dr. fees, which cost a lot per month just to stay clean. I've since gotten great insurance which allows me to get all my suboxone for free and I have a lot of extra suboxone scripts left over. I am willing to help anybody out who wants to get clean but doesn't have the funds to do it. Send me a PM, thks
Georgie2500 1 year ago
Jesus Christ Peter, way to glorify this bullshit. I can't believe I've never seen this.
I really fucking miss you.
roseandanchor 1 year ago
Peter AKA BellaDonnaKillz
October 20th, 2010, 10pm
-----REST IN PEACE-----
Forgive My God Damned Regret... We All Miss You.
"Hero in Heroin, Save The Day That I'm in, Save The Life I'm Living"
BELLADONNAKILLZ
Lustrum0005 1 year ago
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Lustrum0005 1 year ago
my friend died today! I tried to get him sober!!! I have been clean 1 year....
ozztenn 1 year ago
Pot additive ? Can I punch you in the fucking eye ? I smoke pot when I WANT... Heroin you NEED to do it whether you want to or not. YOU read the facts !!
SimoneLovesMookie 1 year ago
@SimoneLovesMookie rubbish
bongobil 1 year ago
Have compassion, it Is a sickness, fuck you assholes for not having compassion, it's easy for you to call them addict losers, but have YOU ever been there? You have no idea why and what made them choose this life... Life is harsh and painful. I don't blame them - while most of you have
Family money and great jobs and sit pretty in your life, does not mean everyone has your lifestyle . It's painful yes, it sucks for these people. But they need something to help them from assholes like you...
SimoneLovesMookie 1 year ago
@SimoneLovesMookie Thank you !
bongobil 1 year ago
@SimoneLovesMookie Don't mind them, they're ignorant bigoted chimps that know nothing and feel they have a right to judge as though they have no skeletons in their closets. Fuck them.
opiates 7 months ago
bloody tune missed half a bag ;() nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
bongobil 1 year ago
Fuck the lot of them, hope they all die a slow and painfull death! Horrible cunts!
JohnHartsonSuxCox 1 year ago
@JohnHartsonSuxCox And I hope your bigoted ass gets your throat cut by an opiate addict in front of a mirror so you can watch. Now get off your high horse and reveal some of the skeletons in your closet and THEN we'll see if you have any place to judge. Piece of filth.
opiates 7 months ago
this is really sad i hope anyone who has an addiction will hopefully recover
NoodlesRGewd 1 year ago
Heroin is fucking horrible, it's totally ruining my life. I can't wait to get into detox. It fucks you up on so many levels. Diamorphine is a blessing to the elderly and those in constant pain, but definitely not for young people.
52commercial 1 year ago
you choose to stick the needle in. You choose to be a junkie loser. Its not a fukn disease. your just looking for excuses for digging your own grave.
fj1764 1 year ago
yea as a junkie both love and hate this, as i've bin clean 2 weeks doesn't help.
One of all my time favorite moments belladonnakilz droped this right before tribute to drugs in a middle of a bouncy set
THE SHINNEY PLUR PEOPLE DIDNT KNOW WHERE TO LOOK FUCKIN ACE !
bongobil 2 years ago
i've been a junkie for five years. i have held a masters in finace for seven. drug addiction crosses all social/economic/racial/cultural barriers. i'm no better or worse than my fellow man. just one of millions with a god awful affliction. i often think it's impossible for non opiate addicts to truly understand the plight of addiction. i also wonder if i'll ever be able to kick this thing. there is nothing in the world i want more than my sobriety. with each passing day it seems harder to reach
snapnapo 2 years ago 9
@snapnapo i've been on & off for 15. I seem to find its always inteligent & creative people that get struck with heroin adiction...
flute4hire 2 years ago
@snapnapo hope ur doin ok now.
ods1ODS 1 year ago
@snapnapo You can do it. It is not easy. Have gone through Percocet withdrawal cold turkey ( I know it is not the same, not as hard, but has simliar symptoms.) and know it is not easy. You honestly have to get to a point where you had enough and prepare yourself for the grueling task of recovery. You can do it!! I will be praying for you... it's not over until its over!!!
maureen1002 1 year ago
@snapnapo yeah i know i have snatches of sobriety but not many m trying again now, keep trying please if it helps come to my friens page ill ivite you . maybe we could help each other
theblob34 1 year ago
@snapnapo I drank heavily for almost 15 years with moments of "less" drinking here and there.
Alcohol destroyed my life to nearly a shred of salvageable existence. I have found the inner hope and mustered up the strength to sober up. Heavily scarred by my battles I understand what addiction is and I hear the withdrawals are similar to Heroin It was hell on Earth and still is very much so for many at this very moment.
My prayers are with you!
Dj-DEADLY
RavenMoonias 10 months ago
@RavenMoonias MY BALLS SACK IS ON YO TONGUE
jasperisneat 7 months ago
@snapnapo I'm with you and have also been one for 5 years. Became one at 20. I have a bachelors in science and am going on to study biotech/bioengineering, so we are similar. Stay sober and you know what they say, one day at a time.
opiates 7 months ago
in response to dxeel , i didnt judge anybody , i spent 13 yrs living with a heroin addict , i was constantly in the midst of alot of heroin users , all intelligent , literate people , however they all at sometime had bad experiences and rather than stand up and fight it out , theyd given in and become users to feel better .
meegyu 2 years ago
Im a heroin addict for the last 15yrs and after coming out of rehab for the 3rd time i can say that addiction fits all the criteria for it being a disease. pleased 2 say i'm now clean, but what a fucking nightmare!!!
johnfuckya 2 years ago
hard 2 bellive 15 years,you must white as the background of youtube,look like a fucking zombie...(no offence)...these are just facts.I dont know what you people think,the first time you want to try heroin,although knowing fully that its the most fucked up drug on the planet,jesus christ,smoke some weed,take some acide,eat some shrooms,take some speed,just dont,,dont for fucks sake inject that poison in your body!!
DxeeL 2 years ago
I'm pleased to say ive been clean for 3 months and joined the gym and have gotten a sun tan so there goes ur theory sorry. I also started on weed and tried every drug until i hit heroin and that was the 1 that grabbed me by the balls
johnfuckya 2 years ago
addiction is a disease..it doesn't matter what drug of choice. Weed is a plant and is highly addictive! Please get some knowledge on the subject of addictions.
olivia412able 2 years ago
drug addiction is not a disease , i know addicts and social users . addiction is a crutch for weak people who cant deal with life to lean on , as for the genetic traits for addiction , i believe that , however if you are strong enough , you can beat it , i come into that category
meegyu 2 years ago
Addiction and diseases.Can you get rid of a disease if you want to ?Yes.Same with addiction.But you cant just flush the disease/addiction out.You need help.Both of them are something you dont want ,so you fight them,but you can loose to the disease[without pills or other help]addictions[too much damage from substances...].Please.think twice befori judging people.ITs the DISEASE[ADDICTION]THAT PUSHES THEM FURTHEER DOWN THE TRIP OF DEGRADATION
DxeeL 2 years ago
For those that don't know, there is a debate being waged about weather or not addiction should be considered a disease. In my opinion it should be. If you read the new science showing addiction is carried in a persons genes and then the definition of disease you will see that it fits. It's important that we shift the paradigm from the old way of thinking to the new. Once addiction is accepted as a disease (by insurance companies and government) then addicts can get the help we need.
saturnsmoonio 2 years ago 2
i compleatly agree with ya. I was on satans drug for 15 yrs
johnfuckya 2 years ago
I looked at your myspace. you seem to romanticize heroin addiction. there's nothing romantic about it at all. it's a nightmare. I'm a heroin addict.
this is a good song though. tone and feel fit heroin addiction perfectly.
oldkzildjians 2 years ago 6
well im sorry to say but scientist always want to make sorry ass excuses for stipd shit! being a addict is not a disease. Number one theose people choose to do that crap. and i don't feel sorry for their asses! so i can say is that any kinda addiction is not a disease.
mommyqueen1013 2 years ago
the world is full of ill-informed people like mqueen1013. people like this are what addicts are up against. if mqueen1013 had a disease i would do all in my power to help my fellow person. sad to see it doesnt work both ways. never the less i would still do all i could to help....even if they wouldnt help me.
snapnapo 1 year ago
@snapnapo you couldn't be more correct. it's a shame that people in general are not more compassionate towards addicts.
oldkzildjians 1 year ago
@oldkzildjians
Same came to my mind...There are no romantics...Just ONE LOVE AND BALL&CHAIN.....God bless you old...Im on Suboxone still and "fighting"...
mynthon11 1 year ago
drugs are stoopid
toxicshrimp2009 2 years ago
belladonnakillz-heroine
UsedNeedle 2 years ago
hey.. could someone tell me the name of the song??
stax4 2 years ago
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helpforaddiction 2 years ago
I wish someone can destroy the heroin!
Alixnuz 3 years ago
heroine, its a female hero not a drug
plunixx 3 years ago 2
whats the diffrent?
neschek358 2 years ago
husedneedle ,tnx for putting this to youtube:)
Is one of my favourite song of belladonnakillz
:p
HooligansUCJ 3 years ago
I say thank you for it that you looked at it, and that likes.I am glad that likes, and how you like it the belladonnakillz. :)
UsedNeedle 3 years ago
I love this video and thank you for making it. Very well done. I was wondering if you can rename is to belladonnakillz-heroine and make it the oficial video of the song.
Thank you for your contribution. I enjoyed this very much.
belladonnakillz 3 years ago