Lol I've been listening to a lot of extreme punk like Grindcore and Powerviolence on YouTube, and coming back to seeing people argue over stupid shit on metal videos is really a lot like coming home.
@TomVader23 What about the female fans who have pussies?Is it ok for them to be pussies?And I suppose you're one of the 10%ers.That is one of the more ignorant quotes I've seen on metal videos,cause I'm sure you've been around the globe in the last 2 or 3 years and tracked and gauged which fans are whiny and which are not.
@MrNightfall079 I don't think it would be okay for females to be pussies just because they have pussies. If you're a male it's not all right to be a dick just because you have a dick.
There is no escape from nothingness. Nothing is everything and everywhere. We can laugh or cry hard an none of it is strong enough to change the weakness...none of it enough to fill the hollowness. I dont want to die because living is worse
@TheHerbSaint the problem with your statement is that you have an image of what nothing is. nothing doesn't have any negative or positive qualities. your mind just can't conceive of a reality where it doesn't exist.
@thewolfsgrave You tried to kill yourself a couple of times? There's a pretty foolproof way to do it. Put a shotgun in your mouth and pull the trigger.
Wow I just happened to find Malefic's address on Google Maps and decided to pay a visit. He signed all my stuff and even gave me a free vinyl. Address is listed as 302 N. Stoneman Ave, Alhambra, CA 91801.
Depression is about as a worthless of an emotion as happiness. live live life acting based on your desires, no matter how dark they are and disregard all human laws. and you'll find the closest state to satisfaction as possible in this rotten world.
Sigfodr777 I have No ego, I cherish nothing, I have no self esteem, I have no real reason to care. All throughout our existence we struggle to weave a web of meaning where there is non. Because we are taunt to do so, because we are lead to believe there is a purpose, that each one of us is special in some way. I realized this when I was very young. Life to me is a moment to moment struggle of keeping from boredom until I pass away. Even art is something subjective and opinion based.
There is the physical realm in which we live, then there is the spiritual realm in which the dead may roam. There is only one entity that can travel to both and that is Xasthur(Malefic)
I find it fitting that these fucking hopeless maggots feel the need to openly mock celebrities to make themselves look 'metal' or to compensate for a life void of meaning. I, on the other hand, do not consider these people or whatever mindless, petulant drivel that they crap out of their mouths to be in any part of my reality, my worldview, for I create it to be such.
You and whatever you may, say, do, think, or feel will one day be ashes in the black void of infinite space. Have fun.
You're all idiots and will die just as you were born. Ignorant to everything that matters. Proud of your music, jobs, cars, money. Your "scene". Destroy it all and Have a good day. Apes.
@Darkhartx1 Mankind is oblivious brother. Once upon a time we had the chance to be proud of naught but what we are..but now reduced to this frail useless world. It is mechanized and built on weak columns that will eventually crumble.
@Eli18ize Darkness. Hmm. My mind has been in so many places. Never do I speak of any. Do not take me literally, I am but flesh and bone. My life has seen most sins this world has to exhibit, and some on my hands. I do not take pride in those sins. Darkness is the literal term for the origin of this planet, but not the fundament. Evil and darkness is not what the soul sees as right. Nor a bright faithful light. We are misplaced here on this planet. To destroy what had been.
@Eli18ize I love this world. Not for what it is but what it was. Once, it never made sense how life could even make sense. Origin, everything. I believed in nothing. Nothing but a false tie. Only learning my own truths...I still use solipsism to describe how I feel "mentally" on this planet. Yet clearly, everything else is real. I believe not in the element of light and darkness, as man made it. God cannot be explained, nor does the entity care. I, am a Deist.
@Eli18ize Perhaps you did it while asleep. I apparently tend to wake while sleeping and perform tasks. I do not remember it at all. This said, be careful what kind of sleep medication you take friends.
@NebirosAndWinter Welcome to capitalism. Hate should be directed at corporate scum and the oppressors of four billion of the world's population, but that's alright. The 'weak columns' you speak about are the cracks in capitalism that will lead to it's inevitable self destruction.
@Darkhartx1 I like how you mock them for feeding their petty egos but you only do so to feed your own ego, why are cynics of humaity always so stupid? Seriously people will say stuff like "Oh we're all uselss, you might as well kill yourself". What kind dumbshit thinks that just because they criticize others their better, huh you and the rest of the whiny cancerous consumers of this world. This music may say dark things but it's art, not religion. Fucking morons just impress me at times.
@iizlandon Actually what Darkhartx1 conveyed was more than just "life sucks" he/she didn't even mention a personal distaste for life. It was more the idea that people, probably like yourself, are fixated on illusions and that makes you a fool. You'd be better off without them.
@xPythox lol. shut up. presumptuous twat. what i meant by life sucks is that it sucks that life isn't simpler. we are controlled by so many infinite inconsistencies that a simple life cannot be achieved without significant initiative and almost total separation from society - which defeats the purpose. honestly my fantasy of what the world would be like is naive and unrealistic. no money. no violence/hate. no gods. no masters.
@Alghazanth I don't understand what you're trying to allude to by using that type of text. There's no real inherent joke that corresponds to so what is your excuse for being such a clown? Perhaps you spend too much time on the internet?
It's not music if it doesn't have emotion, and if all music was based around the same state of mind then none of it would be any good at all. I'd also like to say that listening to Xasthur or even playing music like it does not make you some troubled dark spirit living in fear and solitude, all it means is that you respect and see the fascination and wonder in emotions like sorrow and depression, which is a rare thing nowadays; there are so many happy shallow morons nowadays...
I sit in the damp darkness, numb of all feeling, lifeless pondering on the past years of my life, all of ti which I regret. All of which brought me nothing but pain and suffering. Though logic would tell me to end it right now, something tells me to continue. Or rather……..someone. Someone not of this world or of this realm. I call him………. The Walker of dissonant worlds.
@happygregory1989 Why are you associtating real depression with emo?..Emo is a fucking trend, get over it you bitch. Real depression is a mental issue caused by chemicals IN OUR BRAIN...Sorry but you are so ignorant..
@SoulPl Erm , just to point one thing out.. happygregory1989 is a troll and he just wants people to get mad at him ... dont feed him :] Proof = his channel's profile and if you look his profile comments you will realise what I mean ... He does not mean what he says
@happygregory1989 justin beiber sound like listening to someone scratch a chalk board while sitting right next to a tornado warning siren.justien beiber came from the depths of Area 51
@schweizergoth well that explians everything like recently i was watching a construction about cranes and here comes beiber and his assyning commercial it cut right into the show i was like what the fuck i was watching that. i was switching channel after channel and when i came back it was still playing it wouldnt stop so i siad fuck it and had that channel takened off.
Brother the life we see...so cruel and so unforgiving...The pain you feel so...real. Your traumas exist only in flesh. The pain underlying...you cannot see. Knowledge is the basic of fundamental existence. I can say only one thing...that is...we both exist for our own. Best to you...as for me...I wait for my demise. Only 5 more years...
It's just how much fight I feel left. I'm a frequent drugs and alcohol user. I'm 19 and have a failing liver. I care not either way. 5 years is just what I feel left. The bad part is, even when that's over it's not over. Shame.
Heh. I never had a life. I am but 18, yet, I am without family. I never had one. I have been on my own for 1 1/2 years. Before that...eh...whatever. But still Josiah...I wish you luck as i have said. I only hope you'll come to accept it as well. Have an unpleasant, painful, ludicrous life. When we meet, we will meet on the mental plane.
haha i cannot believe it but you myfriend are almost an exact image of myself it is people like josiah who will never understand that preaching out to people is just a false attempt to control ones path in life with thier own intentions not ours i am 17 however i too seek solitude from this industrialized human mind of a world i see the world through misanthropic eyes perhaps you & I can converse this amongst ourselves for i never seem to find anyone actually interesting to talk to
we are beyond imagery. It's all too...relative to be "in comparison". facing reality...yes. It's all implanted and some cannot break this. I look forward to talkin
You sit there. As I do. You do nothing about that feeling you have inside of you. You let it tear away at you and let it swallow you whole. Then you realize, there is much to learn in this world but can you handle what you found? I'm beginning to wonder if I can. Who else feels this troubled? This confused and this alone? Without interest in anything in life? Living just to see those other who you see as unwise and misunderstanding, satisfied with mediocrity? I digress. I wish I were another...
@NebirosAndWinter I can't be more agreeing, I realised how people in black metal are awaken. Where in someways an elit,we understand what others do not. We are walking amongst the mediocrity and abjections of our own species. Humanity... We have the power to create so much... But we always miss the boat and too rarely achieve something worth mentioning. I'm not believing in humans anymore, only and only in my ownself. I wish we could talk more about it and exchanges some points.
We are not all awaken brother. We are just in the mind that we were created in. Primal, yet understanding. Only...recognizing these faults and changing them differ. We see the absurdity in life, in trying to become the thing we know we can never achieve. We are only so far...You see. Black Metal is more than some...music. It is a gateway to higher thought.
@NebirosAndWinter The question is will I have the strenght to resist? It's so hard sometimes in here. People are cruel and stupid. Too rare are the ones I found which had even questionned themselves.. Thanks for sharing my friend.
@NebirosAndWinter The question is will I have the strenght to resist? It's so hard sometimes in here. People are cruel and stupid. Too rare are the ones I found which had even questionned themselves.. Thanks for sharing my friend.
its more than that brother... so much more. I cant even see the world as something real...just an imprinted fabrication of one aspect. One real existance that we wont get to live. Or maybe perhaps we can learn it and break into that plane? I do not know. What I do know is...I dare not bother with the organisms of this planet. Though I have knowledge that can further their philosophical thought, I will not endow all.
As for the others...they are as is. I am content with life, though I see the absurdities. I am more..I wish to die, yet the pain I feel in life is so new. Before it was death I seek. Now I seek to live. Its masachistic, I know. Though I care not. Alexithemia or not, the worst torture is just to stay here. That is what i seek. Then again, my own belief system makes it pointless to live or die. There is no real change...Whatever. I shall continue to try to fit in with the normal world.
@NebirosAndWinter I Meant that (and sorry im canadian, my english is far from perfect) I have seen more people awaken in black metal. You mentioned it perfectly, it's a gateway and I also hate life for many aspect, I seek more freedom, but every steps I take is still a prison. Im hasty to die to see what's next, even though i'm not wishing death but waiting for it. I have much to give, to share and to experience in this reality.
@NebirosAndWinter Nah man don't try to fit in. I saw that you wrote "I'm just as powerless in life as death". Life isn't supposed to be you affecting the world with your intelligence or wisdom or any of that. Life is meant solely for the individual. So if you are happier not fitting in, then don't, because life is all about looking out for #1, which is you.
Satan is not a person of worship but rather an alterior mindset that we use to attempt destruction of the monotheists...religion is vital to this world's fragiler persons, but to us...we are the enlightened "Legion" so to speak. We fear not what comes after death and need no explanations as to why what is is. Though all in all, monotheistic god has grown too powerful and old religions have died. The fundaments of the world, dying.
Argue I will not however, for I too use Satan as a way to rip this disgusting, vile, plague apart but all in all, I'm just as powerless in life as death so why should I care if "God" takes over the world? At that point I could just live doing the thing we all truly want to do deep down...engage in violent permiscuity, hunt and kill, and live the "free" animals we've always been but frowned upon.
Once upon a time I thought the weak minded cry and feel like ending their lives to the whispers Xasthur speaks. That only those strong of mind can listen and not feel deeply broken. As a studious person in many pseudo and theoretical philosophies I learn more. You know the saying knowledge is power? It's true. To one's surprise, too much power leaves you with nothing but hatred. You can't look upon other the same. You can spy the one who is just the same, you know what is and isn't and thus...
Sorry...you don't have to buy a word I said. After all, it's a simple cliche thing isn't it? Personally...it's not something I like to brag about. It's just that sometimes, you have to let out. What better way than to strangers you'll never see?
In the end...the heart is only an organ. Vital to live...and to love? As if I never had wanted to. I have ALWAYS wanted to. But time and time again...I don't know how to say it. Or feel it. In this light, am I to lie for my life? To say it will be ok? To say it is fine to lie to myself? I'd be no different than the rest of this realm. Think as one may...but things will never change if one is to hold onto those thoughts. Ubermensch, will never be realized.
Heh. You may state what you see as real all you want. Never can one make me believe in such things nor see it. It's all relevant and all irrelevant. Paradoxical in nature. You idea of love mine of hate. Where do they tie? They do not. They do not differ either. Such is life. Is it so hard to understand, that what you perceive is merely imagery? That maybe...your emotions exist because you say? You exist because you say? Or because of the vocations of those around you. Are they real? The senses..
yet...you place your faith...in these experiences? You base your existance off rationality, which ultimately, is paradox to faith. According to terms. As is nothing...we both speak truths in paradoxies. That makes us both fools. But really...are we fools for questioning it?
Death isn't real. Existance is not real. Shape and form are perceptions. Who are you to say that void is in me? I am void. You are void. We are part of nothing. I do not contradict myself, for there is no such thing. To live and die? You make these terms and their meanings. How can you say I don't abide by them? When you cannot truly conceive their meaning? What exists now is mere nothingness. You accept what you can feel, smell, see and hear as reality. You wont question it! Slave to "reality"
We are. But we are not. We are imprisoned by time, the only constant. It is the factor of existance, which inherently is nothing. Reality...may exist, but only to the mind which sees it. It's implanted. Every thing you perceive through sense, programmed. Nothing more than the byproduct of the mind's innermost crypt. Is what you feel and see real? If you stop believing...it stays? No. When you lose it, you fall. The apathy brings you to a higher truth. "death" is no release. Just the return.
As do I. There is nothing...but nothing cannot exist without something. The thing called soul is the hidden key locked away in the mind. The one allowing perception of all things in this realm, there is inherently nothing...but that hidden gem. That ties us to this world. But even that gem, is lusterless in the wider sense. for it still is only a whisper on the other side...which is really just this side, only then...you'll get it. for now....its all a game
Xasthur is the GOD of Depressive Black metal
MyAnimelover96 2 weeks ago
This is one of my most appreciated songs. This feeling, this deep feeling emanating from it...So better, so delightful...
DagonVirium 3 weeks ago
5 people won't telepatic with the deceased
deliriocculto 1 month ago
great great great song
Andrucha93 2 months ago
Humanity is the real disease
drownedinsolitude 2 months ago 5
I like it so much. This song is on which disk? Thanks.
X68 3 months ago
xasthur.. Ich verneige mich! \m/
Salthasyr 3 months ago
This should have been the official Gears Of War 3 music.
AnceintWoods 5 months ago
Lol I've been listening to a lot of extreme punk like Grindcore and Powerviolence on YouTube, and coming back to seeing people argue over stupid shit on metal videos is really a lot like coming home.
Beenyad 5 months ago
black metal always helps me calm my mind and study.
Invaderrrrr 5 months ago
I've listened to this about 7 times in a row. And I'm still not done!
BlackLamb93 6 months ago
black metal is one of my favorite genres of music, too bad 90% of black metal fans are pussy ass whiny rich teenagers.
TomVader23 6 months ago
@TomVader23 What about the female fans who have pussies?Is it ok for them to be pussies?And I suppose you're one of the 10%ers.That is one of the more ignorant quotes I've seen on metal videos,cause I'm sure you've been around the globe in the last 2 or 3 years and tracked and gauged which fans are whiny and which are not.
MrNightfall079 5 months ago
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@MrNightfall079 thank you for proving my point
TomVader23 5 months ago
@MrNightfall079 I don't think it would be okay for females to be pussies just because they have pussies. If you're a male it's not all right to be a dick just because you have a dick.
xPythox 5 months ago
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iizlandon 8 months ago
There is no escape from nothingness. Nothing is everything and everywhere. We can laugh or cry hard an none of it is strong enough to change the weakness...none of it enough to fill the hollowness. I dont want to die because living is worse
TheHerbSaint 9 months ago
@TheHerbSaint the problem with your statement is that you have an image of what nothing is. nothing doesn't have any negative or positive qualities. your mind just can't conceive of a reality where it doesn't exist.
twjames18 7 months ago
@thewolfsgrave You tried to kill yourself a couple of times? There's a pretty foolproof way to do it. Put a shotgun in your mouth and pull the trigger.
jim15ratm 9 months ago
the best xasthur song after prison of mirors
blackmetal66620 10 months ago
A perfect track?
I think so. Title says it all.
Gangu1z 10 months ago
3:50
fearmecuseiamdeath 10 months ago
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Wow I just happened to find Malefic's address on Google Maps and decided to pay a visit. He signed all my stuff and even gave me a free vinyl. Address is listed as 302 N. Stoneman Ave, Alhambra, CA 91801.
ggekko10 10 months ago
I like this band because they don't pose or act, they seem genuinely depressed-good on ya pal!!! i tried to kill myself a couple of times!!!
thewolfsgrave 10 months ago
@thewolfsgrave you know that this is a one man band right?
theragdollbrothers 10 months ago
@thewolfsgrave You know this band isn't fully meant to be a DSBM band at all! Malefics main messege is to spread his hate for mankind!
BlackLamb93 8 months ago
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thewolfsgrave 10 months ago
...Or just slash your throat. Most of you are better off that way.
mangodude777 10 months ago
Depression is about as a worthless of an emotion as happiness. live live life acting based on your desires, no matter how dark they are and disregard all human laws. and you'll find the closest state to satisfaction as possible in this rotten world.
''Nothing is true, and all is permitted.''
mangodude777 10 months ago
Sigfodr777 I have No ego, I cherish nothing, I have no self esteem, I have no real reason to care. All throughout our existence we struggle to weave a web of meaning where there is non. Because we are taunt to do so, because we are lead to believe there is a purpose, that each one of us is special in some way. I realized this when I was very young. Life to me is a moment to moment struggle of keeping from boredom until I pass away. Even art is something subjective and opinion based.
Darkhartx1 10 months ago
@Darkhartx1 You should worship your own ego, and seek to reprogram it to a point of your own self-deemed perfection.
Ego death is an escape for the weak.
mangodude777 10 months ago
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Darkhartx1 10 months ago
sometimes beauty can be heard even through the deepest silence.
MrBrazilianRoots 11 months ago
Song reminds me of my ex--he sent me this song & I fell in love with it.
Describes the Exile beautifully without words.
diedichterinesse 11 months ago
EPIC....
wortorn88 11 months ago
It takes a lot of skill to turn one of the most aggressive and distorted genres of music and make it ambient. Xasthur know how to make art....
GetmeoutofOhio 11 months ago
@GetmeoutofOhio isnt it just one man who calls himself malfic?
wortorn88 11 months ago
wow.... simply amazing and beautiful. Makes me want to put down my bass and play some black metal guitar :D
hellfencer 11 months ago
lame
radzio777 1 year ago
There is the physical realm in which we live, then there is the spiritual realm in which the dead may roam. There is only one entity that can travel to both and that is Xasthur(Malefic)
rak000 1 year ago 2
trwe guitar?
wendersgp 1 year ago
i have very musch respect for xasthur, is good to see someone doing something good and artistical (in my point of view) than to do the obvious thing
sgtMaxCollin 1 year ago
I find it fitting that these fucking hopeless maggots feel the need to openly mock celebrities to make themselves look 'metal' or to compensate for a life void of meaning. I, on the other hand, do not consider these people or whatever mindless, petulant drivel that they crap out of their mouths to be in any part of my reality, my worldview, for I create it to be such.
You and whatever you may, say, do, think, or feel will one day be ashes in the black void of infinite space. Have fun.
asymmetric666 1 year ago 2
@asymmetric666 I'd agree with you if you didn't say it with pretentiousness so thick you could cut it with a bike tyre.
Not part of your reality? Seriously?
Karlosmovies 1 year ago
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asymmetric666 1 year ago
great ... in all points!!!
windswept23 1 year ago
i kept wondering when the song was gonna start.
amterrorxp 1 year ago
@amterrorxp try pressing play
mambo4dude 1 year ago
@NebirosAndWinter A day I wish I could live to see.
Darkhartx1 1 year ago
Nihilism. Heh...I prefer the term Solipsism.
NebirosAndWinter 1 year ago
Great song of Xasthur, BEAUTIFUL!!!
BlackShadyFloyd 1 year ago
You're all idiots and will die just as you were born. Ignorant to everything that matters. Proud of your music, jobs, cars, money. Your "scene". Destroy it all and Have a good day. Apes.
Darkhartx1 1 year ago 48
@Darkhartx1 wut.
zarucarsha 1 year ago
@zarucarsha Materialism and even life with all its joys and sufferings ultimately prove futile. In a word: nihilism.
damasta00138 1 year ago
@Darkhartx1 You're right, we should destroy it all. That would be fucking metal.
MrClaybass 1 year ago 6
@MrClaybass done,sincerely yours Luzifer. out
21Millionen 2 months ago
@Darkhartx1 Mankind is oblivious brother. Once upon a time we had the chance to be proud of naught but what we are..but now reduced to this frail useless world. It is mechanized and built on weak columns that will eventually crumble.
NebirosAndWinter 1 year ago 9
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Eli18ize 1 year ago
@Eli18ize Darkness. Hmm. My mind has been in so many places. Never do I speak of any. Do not take me literally, I am but flesh and bone. My life has seen most sins this world has to exhibit, and some on my hands. I do not take pride in those sins. Darkness is the literal term for the origin of this planet, but not the fundament. Evil and darkness is not what the soul sees as right. Nor a bright faithful light. We are misplaced here on this planet. To destroy what had been.
NebirosAndWinter 1 year ago
@Eli18ize I love this world. Not for what it is but what it was. Once, it never made sense how life could even make sense. Origin, everything. I believed in nothing. Nothing but a false tie. Only learning my own truths...I still use solipsism to describe how I feel "mentally" on this planet. Yet clearly, everything else is real. I believe not in the element of light and darkness, as man made it. God cannot be explained, nor does the entity care. I, am a Deist.
NebirosAndWinter 1 year ago
@NebirosAndWinter wt the f*** i did not write this who the f did?
Eli18ize 1 year ago
@Eli18ize Perhaps you did it while asleep. I apparently tend to wake while sleeping and perform tasks. I do not remember it at all. This said, be careful what kind of sleep medication you take friends.
NebirosAndWinter 1 year ago
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Eli18ize 1 year ago
@NebirosAndWinter Welcome to capitalism. Hate should be directed at corporate scum and the oppressors of four billion of the world's population, but that's alright. The 'weak columns' you speak about are the cracks in capitalism that will lead to it's inevitable self destruction.
Karlosmovies 1 year ago
@Darkhartx1 Words of wisdom..
Slipnotes 1 year ago
@Darkhartx1 i like my car
Slaytallidethrax1 11 months ago
@Darkhartx1 I like how you mock them for feeding their petty egos but you only do so to feed your own ego, why are cynics of humaity always so stupid? Seriously people will say stuff like "Oh we're all uselss, you might as well kill yourself". What kind dumbshit thinks that just because they criticize others their better, huh you and the rest of the whiny cancerous consumers of this world. This music may say dark things but it's art, not religion. Fucking morons just impress me at times.
Sigfodr777 10 months ago
@Darkhartx1 Shut up you fucking nerd.
Bobplop 8 months ago
@Darkhartx1
That's a pretty generalizing generalization.
You could just say "Life sucks" and that would suffice.
iizlandon 8 months ago 2
@iizlandon Actually what Darkhartx1 conveyed was more than just "life sucks" he/she didn't even mention a personal distaste for life. It was more the idea that people, probably like yourself, are fixated on illusions and that makes you a fool. You'd be better off without them.
xPythox 5 months ago
iizlandon 5 months ago
@iizlandon comments like these make my day! lol
partymule123 5 months ago
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iizlandon 5 months ago
@partymule123
I shouldn't even have wasted my breath...
Pythox is obviously a troll.
iizlandon 5 months ago
@iizlandon Well that's wonderful that you feel that way but just the fact you had to state this shows that "life sucks" does not quite suffice.
xPythox 4 months ago
@xPythox
i meant for it to be vague.
it doesn't mean one thing.
interpret however you want.
iizlandon 4 months ago
@Darkhartx1 z0mG y0uR z0 Bl4cK m3T4l!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Alghazanth 6 months ago
@Alghazanth I don't understand what you're trying to allude to by using that type of text. There's no real inherent joke that corresponds to so what is your excuse for being such a clown? Perhaps you spend too much time on the internet?
xPythox 5 months ago
Respond to this video... I can't believe how many cynical pussies this music spawns
Alghazanth 6 months ago
@Alghazanth hey, *sad panda black metal face* >:( you mad bro!
ImLaLumiere 6 months ago
@ImLaLumiere u mad bro?
arkonastriborg123 6 months ago
@Darkhartx1 Lol poser.
oldgentlovecraft 4 months ago
Ok, this is the first time I have ever heard this song in my life.
It's incredible, deathly sorrowful, almost mournful, and at the same time beautiful in a way I never imagined beauty could be.
lanbo28 1 year ago
Whoever put dislike on this vid needs to be hung by their thumbs and beat with barbed-wire !!!
Eli18ize 1 year ago 2
You fucking shitheads -.- this is not the place where you should mention justin bieber or lady gaga -.-
this is xasthur's video and they are not good enough even to think of them when you see or listen to this ... so stop it already!!!!!
I try to escape from the rest of retarded world and enjoy myself with this magnificent music ... but I can still find assholes who have to ruin it ...
AngelaMalefic 1 year ago 2
@AngelaMalefic tell me about it. every song i wanna see has a stupid comment talking about them. i want a fucking escape from that.
take care brother
rvbrules 1 year ago
@rvbrules ... dude they're really annoying ...
btw I'm a girl ^^
AngelaMalefic 1 year ago
@AngelaMalefic indeed they are extremely annoying, some idiot always has to bring it up.
& i had a feeling you were gonna say you were a girl. lol either way, you take care =)
rvbrules 1 year ago
@AngelaMalefic Agreed.
ChainsawGutsfuck2 1 year ago
Fuck! I live near the Knitting Factory, and they played there? I Really wish I would have known! I should have been there.
schweizergoth 1 year ago
I don't think any pop star has gotten this much attention from the metal scene because of you fucking faggots.
HousingThePlagued 1 year ago 2
This is pretty interesting shit. Perfect for the cloudy, gloomy days of Fall and Winter.
I'll have to come back to it later, though.
pashedmotatos 1 year ago
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RNusslein1 1 year ago
It's not music if it doesn't have emotion, and if all music was based around the same state of mind then none of it would be any good at all. I'd also like to say that listening to Xasthur or even playing music like it does not make you some troubled dark spirit living in fear and solitude, all it means is that you respect and see the fascination and wonder in emotions like sorrow and depression, which is a rare thing nowadays; there are so many happy shallow morons nowadays...
cardboarddalek 1 year ago 2
I sit in the damp darkness, numb of all feeling, lifeless pondering on the past years of my life, all of ti which I regret. All of which brought me nothing but pain and suffering. Though logic would tell me to end it right now, something tells me to continue. Or rather……..someone. Someone not of this world or of this realm. I call him………. The Walker of dissonant worlds.
rak000 1 year ago 3
sometimes the true beauty can be heard through a shitload of distortion \,,/
TheFlagellator28 1 year ago 58
@TheFlagellator28 tjis is the most powerful comment ever...you could make a religion out of it....seriously!!!
dfftw 1 year ago
@TheFlagellator28 \m/
wortorn88 11 months ago
When I play this song on guitar I could start to cry...this is one of Xasturs best songs
BornDeadIn1992 1 year ago
@BornDeadIn1992 Summon the end of time, Prison of mirrors, Broken glass christening~
imxasthur666 1 year ago
This has been flagged as spam show
I hear Justin Bieber is covering this song for his next album.
It's going to be called "Walker of Dissonant Baby Baby Baby Ooooohhhh!!!!"
happygregory1989 1 year ago
@happygregory1989 Why must someone bring up bieber on every metal video!? Just ignore him and he will go away.
SlayEmAll1986 1 year ago
@SlayEmAll1986 It pisses me off when someone does a "Gimme a thumbs up if you think Beiber is a dick" or something gay like that.
happygregory1989 1 year ago 2
@happygregory1989 ....Trying to be funny..on a depressive suicidal black metal song...just get out dude...it's not working...
fuck you all to hell. .l.
Slipnotes 1 year ago
@Slipnotes Suicidal are we? Dont let me stop you.
Or you can carry on with all the whining like a fucking sad little emo.
You want my respect? Just do it. Or just carry on being a tit.
happygregory1989 1 year ago
@happygregory1989 Why are you associtating real depression with emo?..Emo is a fucking trend, get over it you bitch. Real depression is a mental issue caused by chemicals IN OUR BRAIN...Sorry but you are so ignorant..
Slipnotes 1 year ago
@Slipnotes
I never mentioned anything about depression. All I said was that if you really are suicidal then you should just get on with it.
Instead you just chose to BAAAAAWWWW at me like nice lil emo boy.
Guess what here's a nice little link for someone like you:
/watch?v=C6MOKXm8x50&ob=av2e
It's right up your street.
Enjoy.
happygregory1989 1 year ago
@happygregory1989 Go fuckin break ur skull while listening to justin u "happy" retard.
SoulPl 1 year ago
@SoulPl I cant believe how fuckin much you hate Justin Beiber. He's an awesome singer with so much talent.
happygregory1989 1 year ago
@happygregory1989 No, he`s a lil gey who sings like a squirel, and retarded teenagers adore him.
SoulPl 1 year ago
@SoulPl Retarded teenagers?
Says the guy who thinks that "gay" contains an "e".
happygregory1989 1 year ago
@SoulPl Erm , just to point one thing out.. happygregory1989 is a troll and he just wants people to get mad at him ... dont feed him :] Proof = his channel's profile and if you look his profile comments you will realise what I mean ... He does not mean what he says
mancubius 1 year ago
@mancubius Of course I dont mean what I say...
"We got that eennie meenie miinee mo love yeah..."
happygregory1989 1 year ago
@happygregory1989 better be a joke
cardboarddalek 1 year ago
@happygregory1989 justin beiber sound like listening to someone scratch a chalk board while sitting right next to a tornado warning siren.justien beiber came from the depths of Area 51
The2Wiredproductions 1 year ago
@The2Wiredproductions Why doesn't everyone get fucking rid of "GAGA" and then focus on the Dark Lord Beiber.
happygregory1989 1 year ago
@The2Wiredproductions He's too pussy to have originated from Area 51.
schweizergoth 1 year ago
@schweizergoth well he not of this earth he had to have been born in a petree dish a clone to some unknown life form.
The2Wiredproductions 1 year ago
@The2Wiredproductions Beiber is what is known as an accidental AssFetus, just like every other shit head.
schweizergoth 1 year ago
@schweizergoth well that explians everything like recently i was watching a construction about cranes and here comes beiber and his assyning commercial it cut right into the show i was like what the fuck i was watching that. i was switching channel after channel and when i came back it was still playing it wouldnt stop so i siad fuck it and had that channel takened off.
The2Wiredproductions 1 year ago
thats gay
punkfanzrul 1 year ago
I love Xasthur and this song, but doesn't this sound a little like Metallica?
Bottomless80Depths 1 year ago
@Bottomless80Depths why that?
HeadCharge19952069 1 year ago
awesome song dark and relaxing
Eli18ize 1 year ago
it is 1:20 AM here at the moment..............Malefic is playing with my mind every night that i wake up to see the night sky.......
endless, starless,meaningless and full of nothing ........ filling my void with more emptiness
S3SHIRO 1 year ago
ah yes that is true
here let me ask you
are you more content in this suposed existence or more content in the knowledge that you achieve from it?
santanoose 2 years ago
Brother the life we see...so cruel and so unforgiving...The pain you feel so...real. Your traumas exist only in flesh. The pain underlying...you cannot see. Knowledge is the basic of fundamental existence. I can say only one thing...that is...we both exist for our own. Best to you...as for me...I wait for my demise. Only 5 more years...
NebirosAndWinter 1 year ago
@NebirosAndWinter yes i have also concluded to the same idea
why do you say only 5 more years?
santanoose 1 year ago
It's just how much fight I feel left. I'm a frequent drugs and alcohol user. I'm 19 and have a failing liver. I care not either way. 5 years is just what I feel left. The bad part is, even when that's over it's not over. Shame.
NebirosAndWinter 1 year ago
Heh. I never had a life. I am but 18, yet, I am without family. I never had one. I have been on my own for 1 1/2 years. Before that...eh...whatever. But still Josiah...I wish you luck as i have said. I only hope you'll come to accept it as well. Have an unpleasant, painful, ludicrous life. When we meet, we will meet on the mental plane.
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santanoose 2 years ago
we are beyond imagery. It's all too...relative to be "in comparison". facing reality...yes. It's all implanted and some cannot break this. I look forward to talkin
NebirosAndWinter 2 years ago
whoever made this very fucking well done!!!
noremac666 2 years ago
I am a walker of dissonant worlds
BloodIsTheRain1 2 years ago
most amazing song I have ever heard
EMOyumptjc 2 years ago 2
Awesome...
DrowningInDespair 2 years ago 2
You sit there. As I do. You do nothing about that feeling you have inside of you. You let it tear away at you and let it swallow you whole. Then you realize, there is much to learn in this world but can you handle what you found? I'm beginning to wonder if I can. Who else feels this troubled? This confused and this alone? Without interest in anything in life? Living just to see those other who you see as unwise and misunderstanding, satisfied with mediocrity? I digress. I wish I were another...
NebirosAndWinter 2 years ago 30
@NebirosAndWinter I can't be more agreeing, I realised how people in black metal are awaken. Where in someways an elit,we understand what others do not. We are walking amongst the mediocrity and abjections of our own species. Humanity... We have the power to create so much... But we always miss the boat and too rarely achieve something worth mentioning. I'm not believing in humans anymore, only and only in my ownself. I wish we could talk more about it and exchanges some points.
Ebonshire 1 year ago
We are not all awaken brother. We are just in the mind that we were created in. Primal, yet understanding. Only...recognizing these faults and changing them differ. We see the absurdity in life, in trying to become the thing we know we can never achieve. We are only so far...You see. Black Metal is more than some...music. It is a gateway to higher thought.
NebirosAndWinter 1 year ago
@NebirosAndWinter The question is will I have the strenght to resist? It's so hard sometimes in here. People are cruel and stupid. Too rare are the ones I found which had even questionned themselves.. Thanks for sharing my friend.
Ebonshire 1 year ago
@NebirosAndWinter The question is will I have the strenght to resist? It's so hard sometimes in here. People are cruel and stupid. Too rare are the ones I found which had even questionned themselves.. Thanks for sharing my friend.
Ebonshire 1 year ago
its more than that brother... so much more. I cant even see the world as something real...just an imprinted fabrication of one aspect. One real existance that we wont get to live. Or maybe perhaps we can learn it and break into that plane? I do not know. What I do know is...I dare not bother with the organisms of this planet. Though I have knowledge that can further their philosophical thought, I will not endow all.
NebirosAndWinter 1 year ago
As for the others...they are as is. I am content with life, though I see the absurdities. I am more..I wish to die, yet the pain I feel in life is so new. Before it was death I seek. Now I seek to live. Its masachistic, I know. Though I care not. Alexithemia or not, the worst torture is just to stay here. That is what i seek. Then again, my own belief system makes it pointless to live or die. There is no real change...Whatever. I shall continue to try to fit in with the normal world.
NebirosAndWinter 1 year ago
@NebirosAndWinter I Meant that (and sorry im canadian, my english is far from perfect) I have seen more people awaken in black metal. You mentioned it perfectly, it's a gateway and I also hate life for many aspect, I seek more freedom, but every steps I take is still a prison. Im hasty to die to see what's next, even though i'm not wishing death but waiting for it. I have much to give, to share and to experience in this reality.
Ebonshire 1 year ago
@NebirosAndWinter Nah man don't try to fit in. I saw that you wrote "I'm just as powerless in life as death". Life isn't supposed to be you affecting the world with your intelligence or wisdom or any of that. Life is meant solely for the individual. So if you are happier not fitting in, then don't, because life is all about looking out for #1, which is you.
21TH21 1 year ago
@NebirosAndWinter Lord Satan is the key
VesselOfLucifer 1 year ago
Satan is not a person of worship but rather an alterior mindset that we use to attempt destruction of the monotheists...religion is vital to this world's fragiler persons, but to us...we are the enlightened "Legion" so to speak. We fear not what comes after death and need no explanations as to why what is is. Though all in all, monotheistic god has grown too powerful and old religions have died. The fundaments of the world, dying.
NebirosAndWinter 1 year ago
Argue I will not however, for I too use Satan as a way to rip this disgusting, vile, plague apart but all in all, I'm just as powerless in life as death so why should I care if "God" takes over the world? At that point I could just live doing the thing we all truly want to do deep down...engage in violent permiscuity, hunt and kill, and live the "free" animals we've always been but frowned upon.
NebirosAndWinter 1 year ago
Once upon a time I thought the weak minded cry and feel like ending their lives to the whispers Xasthur speaks. That only those strong of mind can listen and not feel deeply broken. As a studious person in many pseudo and theoretical philosophies I learn more. You know the saying knowledge is power? It's true. To one's surprise, too much power leaves you with nothing but hatred. You can't look upon other the same. You can spy the one who is just the same, you know what is and isn't and thus...
NebirosAndWinter 2 years ago 8
Sorry...you don't have to buy a word I said. After all, it's a simple cliche thing isn't it? Personally...it's not something I like to brag about. It's just that sometimes, you have to let out. What better way than to strangers you'll never see?
NebirosAndWinter 2 years ago
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JosiahSCooper 2 years ago
In the end...the heart is only an organ. Vital to live...and to love? As if I never had wanted to. I have ALWAYS wanted to. But time and time again...I don't know how to say it. Or feel it. In this light, am I to lie for my life? To say it will be ok? To say it is fine to lie to myself? I'd be no different than the rest of this realm. Think as one may...but things will never change if one is to hold onto those thoughts. Ubermensch, will never be realized.
NebirosAndWinter 2 years ago
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JosiahSCooper 2 years ago
Heh. You may state what you see as real all you want. Never can one make me believe in such things nor see it. It's all relevant and all irrelevant. Paradoxical in nature. You idea of love mine of hate. Where do they tie? They do not. They do not differ either. Such is life. Is it so hard to understand, that what you perceive is merely imagery? That maybe...your emotions exist because you say? You exist because you say? Or because of the vocations of those around you. Are they real? The senses..
NebirosAndWinter 2 years ago
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JosiahSCooper 2 years ago
yet...you place your faith...in these experiences? You base your existance off rationality, which ultimately, is paradox to faith. According to terms. As is nothing...we both speak truths in paradoxies. That makes us both fools. But really...are we fools for questioning it?
NebirosAndWinter 2 years ago
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JosiahSCooper 2 years ago
You have, are they really real? Or they just a feeling of belief? Nothing is real and everything is real. Exist is Void and Abundant.
NebirosAndWinter 2 years ago
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JosiahSCooper 2 years ago
Death isn't real. Existance is not real. Shape and form are perceptions. Who are you to say that void is in me? I am void. You are void. We are part of nothing. I do not contradict myself, for there is no such thing. To live and die? You make these terms and their meanings. How can you say I don't abide by them? When you cannot truly conceive their meaning? What exists now is mere nothingness. You accept what you can feel, smell, see and hear as reality. You wont question it! Slave to "reality"
NebirosAndWinter 2 years ago
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JosiahSCooper 2 years ago 2
We are. But we are not. We are imprisoned by time, the only constant. It is the factor of existance, which inherently is nothing. Reality...may exist, but only to the mind which sees it. It's implanted. Every thing you perceive through sense, programmed. Nothing more than the byproduct of the mind's innermost crypt. Is what you feel and see real? If you stop believing...it stays? No. When you lose it, you fall. The apathy brings you to a higher truth. "death" is no release. Just the return.
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JosiahSCooper 2 years ago
ah...finally. We reach our agreement.
As do I. There is nothing...but nothing cannot exist without something. The thing called soul is the hidden key locked away in the mind. The one allowing perception of all things in this realm, there is inherently nothing...but that hidden gem. That ties us to this world. But even that gem, is lusterless in the wider sense. for it still is only a whisper on the other side...which is really just this side, only then...you'll get it. for now....its all a game
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