All the thoughts I've ever had about transitioning you talk about. So beautiful. Not many ppl talk about transfer stuff this way. You enspire me. Thank you! I'm almost in.tears!
I listened to this video a couple months ago and I thought about it today. I've done plenty of thinking the last couple of weeks and I believe I have finally reached the point where I feel neither male or female. However, I do experience physical and social dysphoria. I was always concerned I would only have the choice to be either a or b. Your videos have helped me work through the black and white world that society paints for us.
i have a question of whether its true that if you only have top surgery and do not go on hormones is it true that over time they will grow back over time.
I did a partial transition was on t for a half a year ive been off for a year but I still have the muscle tone I gained. My voice is a bit deeper too. But durring that time I figured out that it didnt matter if I was m/f. I still dont consider myself either im living as close to label free as possible
haha I was born already a partial transition and all i catch is hell. I 've been completely comfortable with me , but people just don't get it .. So,, about you ,,, how do you feel physicallly on all levels compared to being previously all estrogen ?
So much of this makes no sense to me. Why so many lines and boxes?? I am andro, 50 yrs old, bio F, and will have top surgery soon but have no desire to take T or have bottom surgery (yuk)...let us all be who we are...love on ya...you rock.
im sorry i havent watched any other vids from you so sorry if you have allready answered this but i was just wondering is it posible to be in T just till like you get your voice drop and what you want to happen but once it happens go off T for good? or do you have to stay on it for the rest of my life?
@Miikaika25 Personally I think it just makes you someone who is attracted to another person. I think the bigger question might be: does it matter what it makes you?
I never understood why people so desperately need to identify as this or that like it's their primal need -while they waste their days and energy into all this effort... Just be who you are, fellas and let the day figure out the rest..!!
Greetings from Greece, once again, Meiko... Be Well, man!!
Cool! I have A cup breasts, but I don't even like those! I just wanna get rid of those, and take just enough testosterone to look and sound like a really feminine boy. I don't need or want a penis though. >.<
Cool! I have A cup breasts, but I don't even like those! I just wanna get rid of those, and take just enough testosterone to look like a really feminine boy. I don't need or want a penis though. >.< I don't want my uterus either. I don't need genitals, I'm an Asexual that is repulsed by sex.
but would i be considered a FTM or still a lesbian, if I wanted to have top surgery and take Testosterone, but not have a surgical penis? Thats where i need someone to talk to because I need help. I feel alone and more so now because the thought of also being transgender. Please email me or something. My email is Adayofsilence1@Aol.com
@RIPROMEO1991 No prob. And I think it's actually been closer to 3 years since I made it. This was a re-upload from my last channel that I closed. But I'm glad it made your brain tick regardless!
@RIPROMEO1991 No prob. And I think it's actually been closer to 3 years since I made it. This was a re-upload from my last channel that I closed. But I'm glad it made your brain tick regardless!
Meiko. Aren't you a gorgeous thing? I applaud anyone who has gone through or is currently going through such a life changing thing. I feel the same way about myself, but am not going through the change. It's hard to explain how you truly are and feel to most anyone, let alone people who can't or won't understand. Thanks to youtube, it's easier to express oneself. You are quite beautiful, inside and out. Good luck to you and all you do, you wonderful boy!
Hi. Awesome video. Yes, it really is your body and you can do anything you want with it. As much as you want acceptance, other people also want the freedom to not accept it. Are people that don't cross over all the way discriminated against? I feel humans always find ways to seperate people into groups, and even the groups divide. Just stay true to yourself..24-7, for the rest of your life, you're going to be around YOU..the other people come and go.
Crossing the bridge can come with many changes, in many forms, or not, but must always carry a confident happy heart--thanks for the video, ps you are terribly handsome,
Wow, what a realist! You're right they can never be what you're referring to be as"men". If it's all about having balls and cock and sperms, what is the difference b/t animals and humans? Technology hasn't come to its end. All they have to do is to wait ^^, and I am pretty sure it won't be too far.
In the first place, Meiko isnt even trying to a be a real man with balls and cock. Do you even understand what's gender fluid? It means meiko doesnt identify as neither male or female. get it??
The world isnt just black or white. Meiko, i feel happy for you so long as you're comfortable with who you are right now. And thank you so much, your videos were the first few clips that i watched that allowed me to rediscover something about myself. =))
Thank you for sharing this awesome video with us. Partial transition sounds indeed odd, but you've got to do what you want to do and what you feel comfortable with. I for one, hate my female parts (can't wait to get rid of them) and it makes me feel so uncomfortable that I have them. Guys I know treat me like a fragile girl (I know it's because I'm female, but that doesn't make it less annoying). Though this one girl called me masculine (she knows about me) and that totally made my day.
I'm wondering a lot about partial transition because i've got a fluid identity and i can't stand to pass only as a girl. Can't stand it anymore it's frustrating, so i would like my body to be "fluid" to. But i'm afraid that going on T I would only look like a guy and all the dysforia would come back again...
Do you think it's possible to go to a sort of intentionally partial transition to look more "indecipherable"...?
I was thinking the same thing....What I wonder mostly about is (for those who want of course) if your not taking T and u have the top surgery done, will your pecs become muscular and defined thru out the years?
Hey I am a ftm that is just starting the transition process is there any suggestions that you can make to help me get where I need to go, I am gonna go the whole way, never liked what I got and now I don't have to register for a draft too old whooppie
I just wanted to say thank you soooo much for this video. I've been binding my chest lately because I have a larger B cup but it doesn't work that well. *le sigh* I am just...terrified of making the wrong decision. A) I have a lot of sensation in my chest and I love it and will freak if I have to lose it and B) I'm just worried about the whole decision. I feel like i want top surgery but..it's a big step...
I'm thinking of just getting a reduction instead of a reconstruction and it's good to hear another guy out there support a project like that. Also, how much sensation have you lost from surgery?
I've lost quite a bit of sensation since surgery but I'm someone who had A LOT of sensation prior. Some guys don't have much at all. I've heard the T Anchor method for chest reconstruction leaves the nipple stalk attached whereas a regular double incision with nipple grafts severs the nerve completely forcing nerves to regrow/attach. So I'd say look into T Anchor if you do end up going with the complete reconstruction.
I think it is AWESOME you are back and giving gender travelers an alternative to the trans 'norm' that is generally portrayed. Could you please date the videos as you put them back up so we have some idea of the time line? Its a bit confusing which are new and which are reloads.
I also want to say two things: 1. How sweet is my name? 2. Another reason I'm thrilled you're back is because your videos are filled with courage, so inspiring and very imformative.
Thank you for putting these back up. Your videos were very helpful to me when I first started tooling around youtube & I know they will prove to be helpful to others as well.
All the thoughts I've ever had about transitioning you talk about. So beautiful. Not many ppl talk about transfer stuff this way. You enspire me. Thank you! I'm almost in.tears!
liabw05 1 month ago
Is the voice drop permanent, or does it go away over time, should you choose to get off of T?
spadesIIstart 1 month ago
your very handsome and ur attitude and who u are is amazing. such an inspiration. i wish i had ur attitude to life, im getting there but thank you x
scousechick87 1 month ago
is it crazy that you remind me of justin timberlake??? cuz u do!!!!
hamirilive 1 month ago
YOU'RE SOOOOOOOO SEXY o_o
babylana70 1 month ago
You are a beautiful human being no matter what sex you are. I love your attitude. I wish you the best! :)
zzzut 2 months ago
Thank you...so much.
Shanna216 2 months ago
damn, i'm jealous. sooo much. :( :)
FritzPowa 3 months ago
Hey Meiko,
I listened to this video a couple months ago and I thought about it today. I've done plenty of thinking the last couple of weeks and I believe I have finally reached the point where I feel neither male or female. However, I do experience physical and social dysphoria. I was always concerned I would only have the choice to be either a or b. Your videos have helped me work through the black and white world that society paints for us.
Have a great Summer!
queeirdeaux 7 months ago
i have a question of whether its true that if you only have top surgery and do not go on hormones is it true that over time they will grow back over time.
craigistheman101 7 months ago
@craigistheman101 No, they will never grow back.
MeikoEliasXavier 7 months ago 5
Dude, awesome!
krytoxic122 8 months ago
I did a partial transition was on t for a half a year ive been off for a year but I still have the muscle tone I gained. My voice is a bit deeper too. But durring that time I figured out that it didnt matter if I was m/f. I still dont consider myself either im living as close to label free as possible
littlecountrygirl51 9 months ago
still you have a soft face...
Sh8amer 10 months ago
haha I was born already a partial transition and all i catch is hell. I 've been completely comfortable with me , but people just don't get it .. So,, about you ,,, how do you feel physicallly on all levels compared to being previously all estrogen ?
FrenchAmer39 1 year ago
ZOMG you're attractive!
carahatestrig 1 year ago
You're Hot and prolly the only guy I would be attracted too xD
eASTcOASTiVORY 1 year ago
You're way too gorgeous.
>.<
Seeexxiii.
xdreamtoxicx 1 year ago
So much of this makes no sense to me. Why so many lines and boxes?? I am andro, 50 yrs old, bio F, and will have top surgery soon but have no desire to take T or have bottom surgery (yuk)...let us all be who we are...love on ya...you rock.
femonanon 1 year ago
i feel you shouldnt have to explainthe way you are or who you want to be....no one should care as long as your happy
jenntrae12 1 year ago
@jenntrae12 amen!
carahatestrig 1 year ago
im sorry i havent watched any other vids from you so sorry if you have allready answered this but i was just wondering is it posible to be in T just till like you get your voice drop and what you want to happen but once it happens go off T for good? or do you have to stay on it for the rest of my life?
simpleplan737 1 year ago
@simpleplan737 The options are endless. You make the calls.
MeikoEliasXavier 1 year ago
Would you happen to know if T make you grow any taller? Even if it's just a little.. Or does it make your hands/feet bigger?
05HCM31 1 year ago
I want no more curves, no more boobs, but no penis or facial hair either. :/
Is it possible? I want my body to not hold anything gender-specific, but I don't want surgery.
Not sure what to do. O.o
homicidalfriend 1 year ago
@homicidalfriend same here!....we should talk...i have no idea what to do either but i want the same as you
blackhorse099 1 month ago
I would date you. And I am a lesbian woman.
PMeatsoup 1 year ago
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Miikaika25 1 year ago
@Miikaika25 Personally I think it just makes you someone who is attracted to another person. I think the bigger question might be: does it matter what it makes you?
MeikoEliasXavier 1 year ago 27
@MeikoEliasXavier that is like the smartest thing i've heard in a long time, props!
jennystgirls 1 year ago
I never understood why people so desperately need to identify as this or that like it's their primal need -while they waste their days and energy into all this effort... Just be who you are, fellas and let the day figure out the rest..!!
Greetings from Greece, once again, Meiko... Be Well, man!!
dontknowmuchbiology1 1 year ago
HI MEIKO :) I LEARNED A LOT ABOUT YOUR VIDEOS.. HOPE WE CAN BE FRIENDS.. :)
ceej2324 1 year ago
You're so cute! Coming from a gay male. You're hott
ersaamen 1 year ago
You look like Caleb Owens from The Becoming :D
17emocupcake 1 year ago
damn dude your voice is like manly lol like manly manly hahaha
goosebumpsgirlgirly4 1 year ago
Cool! I have A cup breasts, but I don't even like those! I just wanna get rid of those, and take just enough testosterone to look and sound like a really feminine boy. I don't need or want a penis though. >.<
indecisiverice 1 year ago
@indecisiverice Amen, sister/brother...my sentiments exactly.
FirebirdSinging26 1 year ago
Cool! I have A cup breasts, but I don't even like those! I just wanna get rid of those, and take just enough testosterone to look like a really feminine boy. I don't need or want a penis though. >.< I don't want my uterus either. I don't need genitals, I'm an Asexual that is repulsed by sex.
indecisiverice 1 year ago
God, thank you for your perspective on transitioning wherever I want to!
genderboi 1 year ago
Basically, you can do whatever you want.. you just have to find the right people to help you do that. Love it. Thanks for the video! :)
DesperatelyKind 1 year ago
The Greek Amazons alledgedly had one of their breasts removed in order to be better archers. I've always found that fascinating.
Lampyridine 1 year ago
but would i be considered a FTM or still a lesbian, if I wanted to have top surgery and take Testosterone, but not have a surgical penis? Thats where i need someone to talk to because I need help. I feel alone and more so now because the thought of also being transgender. Please email me or something. My email is Adayofsilence1@Aol.com
Adayofsilence1 1 year ago
@Adayofsilence1 You'd be considered whatever you wanted to be. You get to decide how you identify, not other people.
MeikoEliasXavier 1 year ago 24
@Adayofsilence1 I'm in the same boat as you. I might want the dick later, but no now.
sorachick26 1 year ago
@Adayofsilence1 Gender preference isn't based on what you physically have, but on how you feel.
NikkiTheGnerd 1 year ago
@Adayofsilence1 your far from alone. i am the same way, as long as people see me as how i feel on the inside i dont feel the need for a penis.
AlikDaxDeveaux 10 months ago
Im glad to no you can do a partial ive only told a few people what i want and they dont understand me at all.
k2theC2thejo 1 year ago
Hey Meiko
I'm Lue.
and I have decided to do the transition .. but my girlfriend doesnt accept it
at all .. idk what to do .. any advice?
Goosey042688 1 year ago
Thanks very much for this.
renhyenaboy 1 year ago
oh my gosh... you are gorgeous. Btw, I'm a woman just admiring you. Also you look like a gay man too. You are sooooooooo handsome.
1966pencil 1 year ago
congrats baby, u're an amazing person, from Jem with Love.... ♥♥♥ GO GO!
dahy2006 1 year ago
you're hot~!!
moe221 1 year ago
omg, you are just adorable!! XD and thx for the vid.
Newlyandjoy 1 year ago
Im very glad to have watched this video, and it sertinly is making my brain tick. Thanks for posting it [even though its been about a year..]
RIPROMEO1991 1 year ago
@RIPROMEO1991 No prob. And I think it's actually been closer to 3 years since I made it. This was a re-upload from my last channel that I closed. But I'm glad it made your brain tick regardless!
MeikoEliasXavier 1 year ago
@RIPROMEO1991 No prob. And I think it's actually been closer to 3 years since I made it. This was a re-upload from my last channel that I closed. But I'm glad it made your brain tick regardless!
MeikoEliasXavier 1 year ago
Amazing Hottt ...you 're blessed !
MsKiko29 1 year ago
Egads, I love your videos Meiko but this background is sending me on one hell of an acid trip!
HugoMadizon 1 year ago
oh my, you're strikinlgy gorgeous! =)
NikkiOfTheCookies 1 year ago
I'm sorry for not commenting on what you're actually saying, but mmh, you are handsome.
EurydiceGrey 1 year ago
yes ur a sexy yung man
lusiious18 1 year ago
WOOOW...you are beautiful :)
simplybeau 1 year ago
WOOOW...you are beautiful :)
simplybeau 1 year ago
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CarolCurtis 1 year ago
Meiko. Aren't you a gorgeous thing? I applaud anyone who has gone through or is currently going through such a life changing thing. I feel the same way about myself, but am not going through the change. It's hard to explain how you truly are and feel to most anyone, let alone people who can't or won't understand. Thanks to youtube, it's easier to express oneself. You are quite beautiful, inside and out. Good luck to you and all you do, you wonderful boy!
SnjKakashiSensei 1 year ago
hola lindo ! ufff no hablo ingle besoos argentinos!
acaskarlet 1 year ago
stunning! You are so gorgeous! :D
mermaidohmermaid 1 year ago
again - you are very very very handsome> :)
mandichka 1 year ago
Meiko, you're dangerously handsome..
LeathrDyke09 1 year ago 66
why thank you... That's very kind of you
MeikoEliasXavier 1 year ago
@MeikoEliasXavier You're very welcome.
LeathrDyke09 1 year ago
@MeikoEliasXavier
Totally right!, I'd trip over my feet and probably walk into something like I do when I see someone cute lol true story, damn feet lol
inkedkoi 1 year ago
I agree meiko is breathtaking!!!!! :-O
neutrino78x 1 year ago
@LeathrDyke09
Totally right!, I'd trip over my feet and probably walk into something like I do when I see someone cute lol true story, damn feet lol
inkedkoi 1 year ago
I'd like to have my breasts removed, but could do without the testosterone (I've got enough hormone problem).
moonlady3000 1 year ago
Hi. Awesome video. Yes, it really is your body and you can do anything you want with it. As much as you want acceptance, other people also want the freedom to not accept it. Are people that don't cross over all the way discriminated against? I feel humans always find ways to seperate people into groups, and even the groups divide. Just stay true to yourself..24-7, for the rest of your life, you're going to be around YOU..the other people come and go.
myigloo 1 year ago 5
I have enjoyed and appreciated your very articulate videos. I'm sure you've helped a lot of people gain understanding.
2wheels2four 2 years ago 2
great video!!
tootsie086 2 years ago
cewl..
JanIsBoy5 2 years ago
ha ha ha.
i'm a C-cup damnit >:(
thekigurumikid 2 years ago
Thanks! This is really helpful and inspiring for me :D
ThatMagpie 2 years ago
@xBigManFromItalyxxx he is a man no matter what you say HE IS A MAN
popcornwuver 2 years ago 4
Crossing the bridge can come with many changes, in many forms, or not, but must always carry a confident happy heart--thanks for the video, ps you are terribly handsome,
colossallykul 2 years ago 2
That would be Utopia, wouldn't it? The world that is ruled by people who got hurt by small-minded ignorant like someone. Very funny! hahaha....
meiluoshki33 2 years ago
What a handsome dude! I hope you'll be successful, and have a life with a girl ... and all that.
meiluoshki33 2 years ago
Wow, what a realist! You're right they can never be what you're referring to be as"men". If it's all about having balls and cock and sperms, what is the difference b/t animals and humans? Technology hasn't come to its end. All they have to do is to wait ^^, and I am pretty sure it won't be too far.
meiluoshki33 2 years ago
In the first place, Meiko isnt even trying to a be a real man with balls and cock. Do you even understand what's gender fluid? It means meiko doesnt identify as neither male or female. get it??
The world isnt just black or white. Meiko, i feel happy for you so long as you're comfortable with who you are right now. And thank you so much, your videos were the first few clips that i watched that allowed me to rediscover something about myself. =))
dralexi 2 years ago 27
Thank you for sharing this awesome video with us. Partial transition sounds indeed odd, but you've got to do what you want to do and what you feel comfortable with. I for one, hate my female parts (can't wait to get rid of them) and it makes me feel so uncomfortable that I have them. Guys I know treat me like a fragile girl (I know it's because I'm female, but that doesn't make it less annoying). Though this one girl called me masculine (she knows about me) and that totally made my day.
Littlefire100 2 years ago
your fucking awesome, thank you so much for this video
poopluff 2 years ago 4
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TheMrking19 2 years ago
you look like a male version of gwen stefani
or a member of no doubt
HumanMannequin 2 years ago 3
first time I've gotten that...
MeikoEliasXavier 2 years ago
@MeikoEliasXavier
hey i was wondering do you have to stop your female hormones before starting on t? or can you just start on it?
TheMrking19 2 years ago
Testosterone stops your female hormones.
MeikoEliasXavier 2 years ago
Hello, cool video, thanks for that.
I'm wondering a lot about partial transition because i've got a fluid identity and i can't stand to pass only as a girl. Can't stand it anymore it's frustrating, so i would like my body to be "fluid" to. But i'm afraid that going on T I would only look like a guy and all the dysforia would come back again...
Do you think it's possible to go to a sort of intentionally partial transition to look more "indecipherable"...?
om21554 2 years ago 2
It just hurts me so much to be stuck in this girl appereanc e that isn't what a feel. But on the other hand I don't want to look only like a boy...
om21554 2 years ago 4
i have an important question D:
if someone were to get top surgery, but never start T, would their boobs grow back any?
what would happen to the chest area over time without being on male hormones?
thank you so much :3
ParkerKennith 2 years ago
No, they will never grow back!
MeikoEliasXavier 2 years ago
I was thinking the same thing....What I wonder mostly about is (for those who want of course) if your not taking T and u have the top surgery done, will your pecs become muscular and defined thru out the years?
THANK YOU FOR PUTTIING OUT THIS VID!!!! =]
newera88 2 years ago
thanx dude, i really want to have top surgery before i go on T. Everyone has always told me that i have to go on T to get top surgery.
RayexBoi 2 years ago
rock on! I respect the gender variance embracing! We are all gender-unique.
DrSpicyNuts 2 years ago 4
does changing your sex change your personality? do you become a rude ass whole that guys are, or are you still a gentle caring person?
Damnedsoul53 2 years ago
que guapo eres
darkbaital 2 years ago 5
Hey I am a ftm that is just starting the transition process is there any suggestions that you can make to help me get where I need to go, I am gonna go the whole way, never liked what I got and now I don't have to register for a draft too old whooppie
searchingforcayce 2 years ago
hunky....
luaulola 2 years ago
I just wanted to say thank you soooo much for this video. I've been binding my chest lately because I have a larger B cup but it doesn't work that well. *le sigh* I am just...terrified of making the wrong decision. A) I have a lot of sensation in my chest and I love it and will freak if I have to lose it and B) I'm just worried about the whole decision. I feel like i want top surgery but..it's a big step...
SiobhanVampire 2 years ago 2
awesome, this vids is so great!
im a total genderf**** and worried about coming out to doctors..and not saying "i am male" to get treatment....
rock on!!!
Paquamelo 2 years ago
I'm thinking of just getting a reduction instead of a reconstruction and it's good to hear another guy out there support a project like that. Also, how much sensation have you lost from surgery?
ThaAlchemista 2 years ago
I've lost quite a bit of sensation since surgery but I'm someone who had A LOT of sensation prior. Some guys don't have much at all. I've heard the T Anchor method for chest reconstruction leaves the nipple stalk attached whereas a regular double incision with nipple grafts severs the nerve completely forcing nerves to regrow/attach. So I'd say look into T Anchor if you do end up going with the complete reconstruction.
MeikoEliasXavier 2 years ago
Hey Meiko,
I think it is AWESOME you are back and giving gender travelers an alternative to the trans 'norm' that is generally portrayed. Could you please date the videos as you put them back up so we have some idea of the time line? Its a bit confusing which are new and which are reloads.
x
ikandi83 2 years ago 2
So glad you're back. Love your videos. :)
JustQueer28 2 years ago
hi my name is chris
how did you save up for top surgery ?
chris
transgender56 2 years ago
I also want to say two things: 1. How sweet is my name? 2. Another reason I'm thrilled you're back is because your videos are filled with courage, so inspiring and very imformative.
emilylovesthecoffee 2 years ago
I am thrilled that you're back because I get to see your handsome face when you're not around.
emilylovesthecoffee 2 years ago
Love you!
MeikoEliasXavier 2 years ago
no You! (papple).
emilylovesthecoffee 2 years ago
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emilylovesthecoffee 2 years ago
I echo the sentiments. When your videos went away, I was crushed.
BoxcarJack 2 years ago 2
Thank you for putting these back up. Your videos were very helpful to me when I first started tooling around youtube & I know they will prove to be helpful to others as well.
Chris
chrisxflynn 2 years ago 4
Thanks so much for putting these back up, Meiko!
jessethebrave 2 years ago
if you dont mind me asking how come you deleted all your videos?
iliveinacubicle 2 years ago
are you gay or straight?
Maria259 2 years ago
Neither, I'm queer. I'm not attracted to someone based on gender. I'm attracted to their energy.
MeikoEliasXavier 2 years ago