Anorexia: BIG FAMILY MELTDOWN

[xJUiCYSPlASh]

awww i wonder how you are now :( ihope youre better! you're really pretty and im not just saying that! <3

[modelslist]

what a drama queen, eat a frigging cheeseburger and get over it.

[modelslist]

It could be worse. you could be fat instead.

[HelpTheUnknown]

You're so beautiful and I feel for you so much. Cbtalis said something really mean but maybe he/she is also a victim of anorexia..sounds really stupid to say i know but it was just a ridiculous guess

[ashwri16]

what the fuck cbtalis.

[katiekween]

@cbtalis what is your problem.

[67PandaLover]

You absolutly have not ruined there lives!

[MichelleChanel]

you are brave to let you doctors speak with just your parents lol i would nver ever even think about letting that happen.

I cry when i see my mom cry too. i hate it, especially when shes just like "all i want is for you to be happy" im a fully grown adult and still act like a child. i need my mommy lol

[holyHANDgrenadeZ]

My dad really is my best friend. My mom is n't in my life, but she was anorexic. I was going out with the same friend, to not eat (telling him I ate at home, & dad I ate with friends)

After 2 weeks my dad started hinting on things, saying 'you know you're gonna have to increase your calorie intake sooner or later'

And looking up healthy weight for my height age. Every night getting out of the house for dinner was becoming a scream, tearing my family life apart. That was the worse part.

[xbeachbumx01]

Your vidoes are a fucking waist of timee ..

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[imamuggle02]

This made me cry...I can't tell you how lucky you re that you have parents who care about you so much. My parents wouldn't do that. I don't remember the last time I was hugged by them. I'll watch old home movies and be so jealous of my old self...the self who had everything. Everything is different now! And I hate it...I mean, that's like what really triggered the ed (ONE of the things), the main reason is CONTROL. Everyone can died and everything can change but my food can remain constant.

[bedtimebear10]

im sorry about "the meltdown", i know it must have been really hard and scary too! it sounded like your dad had your back for a moment, what the hell happened? its weird how parents are, what you want them to be, and what they turn into! i hope it gets better for you and im always here for you! you don't have to go through it alone, any of it, remember that!

[xokizza]

your beautiful i hope everything works out

[eyelashesonearth]

you are so lucky to have a dad that cares about you that much- and that wants to help you through this, my dad couldn't give a fuck so my mom has to take care of me... but im on the road to recovery so don't worry :}

[OSnapski]

its been a long time since this video...

my relationship with my dad has completely fallen apart. i feel nothing for him anymore... i cant even say i love you to him. thigns have changed a lot since then

[AMFlover]

sounds pretty awful. sorry to hear about your hard times.. my mom phones my ed therapist way to much but my therapist is trying to cut it down my mom asks like whats going on because it makes her nervous and like crazy because of this disease she often seems nuts. it is so hard to deal with this. i feel your pain.

[canadianchick74]

I can understand how you feel regarding your parents. I'm 34 yrs old and have struggled since I was 16. I still feel that way and it kills me everytime I see my parents. Unfortuntely, that is their job and they are "allowed" to be upset and want health for us. I'm in a serious relapse right, but I know that no matter how bad they get, they will always be there. No matter how old you get! That's the good the bad and the ugly about parents! Hang in there and tell your MD everything.

[ForkRedux]

i think you just need a xanax.

[sdloser45]

a little rude.

[sdloser45]

Why would u say that to someone dealing with an eating disorder and anxiety issue?? thats just flat out RUDE!!

[sdloser45]

ughhh..u dont understand this diesease obviously!!

[sdloser45]

ohh PALEASEEEE!!!your PROVE your dr.mead...i dont belive that!

[cds985]

First, I want to congratulate you on telling Dr. Mead everything. I know that it takes a lot of strength, but without knowing the whole story it is difficult for doctors to help. Second, what happened wasn't your fault. I agree with Octophopia that your parents are just worried and feeling helpless. You are NOT ruining their lives. Just focus on your recovery because that is the best way to help both them and you.

[Lisa13245]

I agree with Octophobia it's not your fault

[Octophobia]

Hey, I'm so sorry to hear that things played out like that. But it WASN'T your fault. Parents often get frustrated with their child's ED becuase they feel helpless, they realize that they can't change a thing and that scares them. Plus they want to do everything just to get you better, they love you so much. Just keep fighting, you can and will get through this. Sometimes things don't make sense, but you'll be able to realize the importance some day. I promise you that.

[OSnapski]

thanks =)

yah i realize that... but then naturally i get frustrated too. thanks though..i hope i realize the importance of it somedayy

[Lisa13245]

I couldn't say it better myself