Tech N9ne Suicide Letters

[ayotonio27]

Why's everybody hating Fuck you all i tried to commit auicide and my mom stopped me

Half way through so fuck all the haters but to that 1 motivator thx bro

[outlawphilosopher]

@ayotonio27 youre still here??

[Marqueezy9]

Tech n9ne is Hella wack

[k2skater319]

@Marqueezy9 get the fuck off this video then lil bitch!

[skaducette92]

Love this song

[msbundle]

I FUCKIN LOVE TECH. BEEN A FAN SINCE ANGEHeLLIC> hE'S the hardest workin man in hip hop

[NVkidd22]

so hard 2 keep mah promise 2 herr..... kay l luv u but i dnt think i can do it. suicide seems so much easier...

[Marqueezy9]

@NVkidd22 Fuck you im from Kansas city and this guys just a loonie with no flow

[Dmoneymack01]

@Marqueezy9 Tech is the illest rapper alive, and will be the illest after he's gone. He's the king of the underground soon the be king of mainstream. And I highly doubt your from KC, KC people that i've actually talked to don't seem as stupid as you. get gone.

[rjpayan1]

you can say his rappin skillz are weak marqueezy but yet he made it to the top by himself without the bitch ass illumanti. u aint nuttin but an illumanti puppet. so stfu.

[Marqueezy9]

This niggers rapping skills are weak

[NVkidd22]

@Marqueezy9 ur 1 fukin dumass bitch!! if u dnt lyk him QUIT LISNIN 2 HIZ MUZIK!!!!!! u have no idea wat any of this shit iz really about, u jst a fukin bitch. maybe u should rite a few fukin suicide letters AND GO JUMP OFF A FUKIN BRIDGE!!!!!! lil punk

[RhuthisMan]

@Marqueezy9 you're stupid foo techs the king!

[Marqueezy9]

@JCreek96 Lol you mad bro

[MrCutiepie38]

tech has a flow and meaning that transcends race color religion sex and time. shit is real man. talent is what were talking about.

[RealspitHiphop604]

best song

[redarcsinel13]

If you don't understand the realness that comes outta Tech's brain get your fake ass out.

[oatsm133]

yall need to stfu and just live stop talking shit and just listen to his music

[masterloki666666]

fuk wat u say .....STRANGE MUSIC ........bitch

[JCreek96]

Fuck you marqueezy go listen to Wayne u fuckin faggot. this guy speaks to peoples hearts and minds. not about money and cars. gtfo u stupid nigger

[TechTechN9neN9ne608]

@JCreek96 what he said take ur lil fag ass n listen to some ymcb or some shit!!!

[snugglebear97653]

@JCreek96 thats a pretty immature response man. why do you have to through out the n-bomb and hate?

[fermerwuvu]

@JCreek96 exactly! 

[Marqueezy9]

Gay

[XIV801]

@Marqueezy9 just like you and you're boyfreind ?.

[bobblesworth]

He's afraid of lightning. also me too

[c4tfsh]

I listen to this song, and I think of how glad I am that Tech never took his life, because his career has exploded in the year 2011. I knew this guy would blow up eventually, and thank god he did.

[MrAwesomefrankie]

420th comment below me >>

[hungrytoilet]

@MrAwesomefrankie he talkin bout killing his self nd you talkin about 420

[MrAwesomefrankie]

@hungrytoilet marijuainna is what saved him

[hungrytoilet]

@MrAwesomefrankie really cuz i seen a interview and he said his kids made him not do it

[lilghost9999]

pain most people dont no pain people wanna cry a bout losing the boyfirends and girlfirends try losing you firend famly every theing youv ever loved thats pain

[Paintballpara]

15 people got shot by a tech n9ne.

[TheNeroAzza]

you know what hes shizzlin!?

[OfficialRyZeTV]

I Listen To This Everytime Im Down And It Gives Me Goose Bumps

[TechTechN9neN9ne608]

Nah who be/ The next in line/ To hear the best in rhyme/ Oppisition im flexn mine/ Using the test of time/ Now lets remind/ Yours truley/ His jewlery/ Aint no bergets in mine/ my checks are signed/ turning heads so quick they neck spine split/ Depression climbs/ When ya come against a mind/ As mad as mine/ Caspa lines/ Ghost written what you could in half the time!!

[TechTechN9neN9ne608]

How ya dare ta be/ Saying u compare ta me/ its fare ta see/ that you barely... make it make it/ And I dont care how good your marriage be/ I bury D/ Very deep/ Show the hillarity/ In a care less freak..SO momma shake it shake it But dont break it break it.. Cuz its a rareity/ and apparentley/ I could eat up beats n snares for weeks/ At a point that they couldnt dare ta reach/SO beware if ya scared ta preach/ To me... Flowin so long I havent breathed air in weeks/ Tearn sheets/ Out the Loose leaf

[TDubDaboss]

I wish My buddy listened to this song RIP SHAWN I miss u bro HAPPY BDAY

[skinneybonez12]

tech neezzo..sick ass jam..hellz yeah..

[jzatrs]

15 ppl missed the like button

[Dakota72423]

Lol, he says Don Juan at the end.

[wifesnatcher]

wow..my soundtrakk



[MrDmcginnis]

when at wits end, i just pic up a pen, smoke a blunt, drink some jin, think again about what i want to be alive for to strive for, but i realize my life is worth absolutely nothing so why not just die before i cry some more, im fine with death ive tried 3 times this is the fourth, and the final ive tried all paths and route,s im constantly being rerouted, nothing can be done to preclude this, i will not elude it, should i find a gun god damn right ill use it.

[MrJMF11]

to the people that feels like wanting to die listen to ABK- Thoughts Of Suicide

[rh1481]

make these mills, (puffff) ..chillll

[ayotonio27]

I'm literally about to do suicide, jus got done wita noose, sum1 tell Hallie i luv her..... Bye world ;(

[THETONSTER1000]

@ayotonio27 dumbass

[iamthefuture000]

@ayotonio27 lyin ass boy, this comment was 2 months ago, i go to ur page nd u gt recent activity on the tube haha

[kailinlockhart]

@ayotonio27 i feel your pain brother.

[PendletonPS3]

@ayotonio27 too bad you liked a vid a day ago... unless thats your ghost on youtube... some people actually do that so dont joke asshole

[lllkwtz1]

@ayotonio27 It's commit suicide dumb fuck.

[pico419]

It is true no one ever knows how long the pain lasted whenever I feel down I listen to this and it juss makes me wana beat someones ass

[SRGkiller]

If it wasnt for this song id be dead right now.....right now.

[TheLoLHistory]

Im worried for someone i know who has all the lyrics to the song written on his wall. what do i do?

[IxRI0TxxxMAK3RxI]

@TheLoLHistory crack a bottle of Caribou Lou, and spark up some weed and cover that entire wall with lyrics.

[vrurocketman]

yeah, tech is a good rapper, hes great

[Wrdz288]

1 of the biggest things i love about artists like N9ne an' all other horrorcore artists is that they make crazy ass fucked up songs about abortions, murder, suicide, drugs, an' w/e else dope as fuck with their technique, skill, an' delivery, but they can still turn around 4 a minute an' be real enough 2 make a song addressing serious issues in their own lives or just crooked, pointless shit that happens in life much respect an' shout out 2 the more maniacal in the game

[Gracefulpine]

@Wrdz288 Tech isn't horrorcore. Twiztid is horrorcore, King Gordy is horrorcore, GrewSum is horrorcore... Tech is emotionally dark though he does have horrorcore songs like Pinocchio.

[Wrdz288]

@Gracefulpine if he not horrorcore then y is this album regarded as an iconic horrorcore album

[MrVGarcia94]

@Gracefulpine I would consider Tech as a horrocore rapper. I mean, obviously The Gates Mixed Plate is anything but, he's horrorcore in my eyes. Maybe just not has crazy as King Gordy and Brotha Lynch and shit.

[EWILLS254KING]

@MrVGarcia94 Horrorcore? Tech N9ne is Hip Hop

[MrVGarcia94]

@EWILLS254KING ya I know. its a subcategory :p

[crankspider]

thank you tech for helping me through times like this

[mikiwest83]

I don't wanna wake up i don wanna cuz thats the way that im feelin barely hangin on................ real

[T9TechN9ne4LIFE]

THIS IZDA SHIT RIGHT ERE Dnt Matta How Many Timez U Listen 2 This Track, This Track Still Kick Ass.. T94LIFE.<3

[OMA7414]

14 ppl went through with there suicide

[metalMathew11]

as a raper ive bin listning tech since iwas3 hes the reason thet i rap this song helps me

[kc913reece]

Niggas sleep on this Kansas City Shit I love home

[rpbarquet]

MAn this song just gives me the chills! His shit never waters down.

[Brockschlough]

it was the effects of the mildew, my brain was wilted

[carolfi15311531]

dwam.

[MrChart85]

GOOD SONG TO LISTEN TO AFTER THIS ONE IS..... (Jedi Mindtricks-Razorblade Salvation)....if you feel this one im willing to bet you'll like that one too....sorry for the fuckin long ass lecture but im a little tipsy and felt like sharing

[MrChart85]

I only hope people listen to this jam and use it like i do...As a way to vent and let go of whatever pain you might feel... Dont use this song as a way to keep that pain inside or to add more hurt to the way you feel.... Trust me when i say that suicide ruins more than just one life. Not a day goes bye where i dont feel guilty that i didnt see it coming or wish that i would have spent more time with him. Then maybe i could have said or done something that would have changed his mind~ Some1 Cares

[CMxNiinja]

14 people didnt have anyone to write their suicide letter too,

[aleigha1000]

14 people have lost there mine and hit dislike !

[Sandereas]

I always listen to this song when im down. And listening to it makes me even feel worse.

[9villian]

this shit is hard on sum reall shit

[WannaBeAThug221]

when he says suicide aint his thing, its cause its clearly mine. hardly ever sober anymore, reality just sucks so much...

[2muthaphuckinNasty]

i heard the bitch singing on the track really killed herself trippy shit

[KanyeezyHipHop]

Im feeling this song so much now.. been so down lately

[freakinpimpjew]

i juss wanna die................

[sione480]

Shit... Ropez Roun'd My Thoat, Knifez, Neva Got A Hold Of A Strap Yet, Demons Surround Me All The Time...4realz Still N Me...Try 2 Get It Out...Stukk N This Shit Til' Death...2 Voicez...2 Imagez N Tha Mirror N 2 Shadowz... Suice...

[PARRALTX]

I got this song with lyrics on screen in my channel check it out

[ryansbbyboxx]

Im bk ta suicide letterz since my brother died................. I just wunna die

[grahamdunne]

This song helps me..

[RapsAlive]

Feeling so off right now, but shit like this helps a nigga get through the day sometimes.

[Predator1376]

@RapsAlive I feel you

[Chirsty76]

I use to wanna die,but now i have 3 beautiful kids to live for. :)

[MrChart85]

Yea Keely...those 12 people have those real nice lives...they're too good to even appreciate the fact that others struggle

[KeelynKocaine]

apparently 12 people have never had anything wrong in their lives

[fatalxy3]

@KeelynKocaine You base that on not liking a song..?

[Riccoh21]

@KeelynKocaine or maybe they are beyond any hope and just need some rope, because they have no dope.

[MrChart85]

Thats the part just for me

[MrChart85]

USE MY PAIN... FOR YOU TWO I GOTTA COME UP IN THE GAME.... FLY PLANES TO AN ISLAND SO ONE DAY YOU CAN DO THE SAME WITH YOUR'S ...LOVE YOU GOOD LORD I AINT PLAYIN...MAKING ME PUT AN END TO THIS SUICIDAL MIND STATE SAYIN...I JUST WANNA DIE....

[MrChart85]

This is the way rap was meant to be done...from the heart with a lyrical expression of pain or joy that makes it possible for anyone of any color to relate to...You might not be a thug or rapper, maybe your just a regular joe. No matter what you believe in or how old you are theres a part of this track just for you...Its sad that rap is become what it is today...We need more Tech N9ne's in the rap game thats for sure..

[volkanSCO]

Damn this shit is niceeeeee, listening it every morning when i wake up.

[bkrad08]

there is flow n meaning in this song thank not den jus go to a lil wayne song n listen ta bullshit wit no meaning

[volkanSCO]

thiss thaa bombb

[eleeed0099]

this shit has no flows,,,,,,i do like it but im just not very proud,,,

[nikolasjames48]

@eleeed0099 ok then go suck a dick!

[eleeed0099]

@eleeed0099 i didnt fuken diss it fuktard =,= i was just saying he shoud get betta flows,,,,

[nativehotboy1985]

sick rhyme.tech n9ne continues shine on the mic

[RockBottomBeats]

the 12 ppl that disliked this song must still live with their parents and they pay all their bills.Cuz this songs real shit about real shit.This song is incredible and way too real for those bitches.Good Job Tech

[Rlinds41844]

His use of his rhyme scheme in his music makes him the most talented rapper/writer that I've ever heard. Saying he suck is false he raps like no other. 

[redkinsfan08]

this is why tech is the best rapper alive.

[MrChart85]

i seen the lord fake me out, shook me so from church i play hooky..... is that not the truth? damn

[baseballfreako]

@MrChart85 we shake our selfs out from the lord .we get free will it's what we do with it that fucks shit up with the lord .

[suddenfart1]

@MrChart85 could u plz tell me wat that means? sorry im not good at understainding ^^, sorry for bad Englsh

[MrChart85]

@suddenfart1 He means its hard 2 keep your faith in god when u lose the only things that are good in your life. So when you doubt that there is someone in heaven looking out for you dont need church anymore. Basically you feel like you are all alone & thats how 99% of all suiceides feel. That there isnt anyone who cares, not even god. 2 bad they just cant see how much people really love them & miss them after they are gone... R.I.P. 2 MY BIG BROTHER, I WISH HE WAS STILL HERE & I COULD SHOW HIM~

[daddiesbaebaes]

@MrChart85 keep rollin man i was a soldier i felt like ive lost it many times just wanna keep us goin tech nine kept goin !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

[seethroughshit]

Hi my name is Beezee. I'm a rapper and it would be cool if ya check my channel out, I made a new song, "I'm feeling low", its pretty depro... I'm sure I wont waste your time

[Unpunished1]

Man, you cut off the most beautiful part of this song... As the music's fading out he says, "I don't wanna diieeee."

[Sorrythatnameisweird]

11 people cant understand what he is sizzlin

[idk459]

know what im sizzlin ?

[SCIER10]

lord take me away before somebody else get killed

[woodst4life420]

coming soon W.S.C watch for it. its bad ass!!! NEW RAP

[aleigha1000]

this song is really meaning alot to me its helping me through all my problems if it wasnt for this song i dont kno where i would be now Thank You so much Tech

[JuggaloBob93]

only on a tehc n9ne song do i see hella more likes than dislikes...i mean 4real only 7 ppl Tech fukin kills

[juggalotus847]

dam this shits gettin my through some shit.thanks 4 the post.1 luv.

[th3w01fyz]

Amazing

[gamebanger80]

If it wuznt foe dis song anymoe Itz krazy wut 4 minz understandin lyrics could do 2 a nigga..

 Learn to spell

[snookman2]

great song love how he says in the end and thats why suicide can neva be my thang keep ur chin up everyone and be good to others. will weather any storm together fuck oppression

[snookman2]

em and tech best rappers alive hands down. hey they r both from missouri the MO check the facts and ems infinite song. he moved to michigan as a kid

[jaymi02]

@snookman2 eminem was born in detroit

[420HyDroPoNiCs]

first of all i never said anything about eminem wtf are u guys talking about emine is one of the greatest rappers of all time BUT he fell off.... everyone knows that even he knows that he said it a song he could never get to the level that hes at ever again and thats ok i dont listen to new eminem only old but fuck this a tech n9ne song anyways DAT SUICIDE MIND STATE SAYING...........

[macdezzo100]

This shit's hot Mac DezzO.

[tokyocrystal]

beat is nice

[ziggyjuarez]

That's the way it has to be...

[beefygreenapples]

I hate rap... but this... this is some good stuff

[devilbiker81]

eminem made 5 accounts and hit the dislike button

[Schizo0o]

@devilbiker81 why would eminem dislike this.

[queenjuggaletteftw]

i agree with 420 hydroponics.

[betchibet]

I dont even listen to rap, but I love this song.

[spardakas]

This song always makes me feel better about a bad day

"Gifted People Use Music To Purge Negativity."

[DeDuhDee]

anyone know where to find the song "evil instinct" that he mentions in this song?

[420HyDroPoNiCs]

Tech n9ne and 2 pac alot similiar with there story telling. Real shit too none of the new aged FAKE ASS Hip Hop/rap!!!!

[outpass]

@420HyDroPoNiCs eminem isnt fake but hes the only one these days he tells some serious sshit in his lyrics like damn

[r3s0lv3]

@420HyDroPoNiCs its cause tech n9ne was a prospect up in Pacs studio. Pac says in a interview that hes got alot of new prospects in his studios thatll change n win the game if they keep goin at it and that statement was pointed at tech n9ne aswell. thas why tech n9ne is on some hood shit

[Midwestplayerz]

str8 from Mizzou!! can feel this music

[IbogaShrub]

Tech is the realest

[gigansmom]

Grew up with tech i relate to this shit

[pr3ttychikita23]

I love this song. Relate to a lot of it.

[akabuddha49]

5 people missed the like button

[TheLifeofJOSH1992]

@akabuddha49 some ppl are just such fags

go tech

[booAHHHH]

@akabuddha49 it wasn't a fault of coordination, yet a fault of the ear my friend

[specializedboy14]

@akabuddha49 OH NO THEY DOUBLED !!! now ten people got too excited and missed that like button :(

[jesusyaythatbeme]

@akabuddha49 how can you even dislike this song he ligitly put his personal thoughts on a piece of paper he didnt just rap about how much he hates life or bout pussy or money he has legit meaning to this

[jak3w]

@akabuddha49 i love this song, but i fuckin hate when people beg for likes by doing that shit, seriously annoying

[majmunko23]

@akabuddha49 what part of your brain do you use when you post a stupid comment like that?

[yizer13]

@akabuddha49 And 64 idiots liked another generic "x people did something to the like button/are something" comment. :)

[Bbgm95]

One of the most lyrical, deep, emotional, and real songs

[bobbysnead]

this song is one of his best...i got drunk to this shit a hundred times lol

[cristiereyes]

tech<3

[tnima]

who's the girl singing? does any body know?

[nomedals]

@tnima Nichia Cayson

[tnima]

@nomedals thx! is she the one also singing on "get ur head right" and "after party" . i like her voice

[69Bentley]

@tnima jean grey ( i think )

[ilovecookies702]

@tnima its Krizz Kalikos girl but she died in a car crash

[tnima]

@ilovecookies702 wow... thats pretty sad! i wonder if krizz kaliko made a song for her? but she sounds lot simiiar to that girl on tech n9nes new albums...