I had a cross country coach tell me I was fat daily and encourage me to lose weight.... you can only block it out for so long. It finally got to me, but at the same time I would rather be 135 that 150.
Omg, I recovered from cutting, and leapt head first straight into bulimia. No pause nothing. I was in outpatient, purging in the bathroom, but as long as I wasn't cutting, I wasn't getting in trouble. Lol... Exchaniging one for another...
Yeah, my eating disorder also truly began when I stopped cutting. I've relapsed with the cutting, usually when my eating habits are better. It's like I've got to have one dysfunction or the other to survive. =/
that's exactly what happened to me: trying to recover from suicide attempts/cutting i turned to another way to harm myself... thanks for sharing your story with us, and best of luck!
Hi Renee! Great video, very honest and brave. I used to cut too. I'm new to your videos, but did receive a message from you about ED book club, and I will definitely make a video response to this question sometime soon. What a great idea! :)
My higest is 150 and I'm 5'8, my story? I wanted more control my mom moved out, parents cheating and I needed control
sunshinesmiles42 2 years ago
I had a cross country coach tell me I was fat daily and encourage me to lose weight.... you can only block it out for so long. It finally got to me, but at the same time I would rather be 135 that 150.
but I still hate that women with a passion.
MichaelaLeach 2 years ago
omg my highest was 181 at 5'7 :) im 110 now....ok 111 today lol
brownhairandcrazy 3 years ago
Omg, I recovered from cutting, and leapt head first straight into bulimia. No pause nothing. I was in outpatient, purging in the bathroom, but as long as I wasn't cutting, I wasn't getting in trouble. Lol... Exchaniging one for another...
arsenicqueen69 4 years ago
Yeah, my eating disorder also truly began when I stopped cutting. I've relapsed with the cutting, usually when my eating habits are better. It's like I've got to have one dysfunction or the other to survive. =/
kdkorz10211 3 years ago
that's exactly what happened to me: trying to recover from suicide attempts/cutting i turned to another way to harm myself... thanks for sharing your story with us, and best of luck!
matoaka 4 years ago
Hi Renee! Great video, very honest and brave. I used to cut too. I'm new to your videos, but did receive a message from you about ED book club, and I will definitely make a video response to this question sometime soon. What a great idea! :)
~Haylee
Maliaka 4 years ago
Ooh, I know that binging. Ive had binge phases that last for months, and even though you're gaining, you just cant break out of it :(
Im glad you're not cutting anymore, and yea - it does sometimes just feel like another way to hurt yourself.
*sigh*
Take care hun, thanks for sharing.
WhereRMyWings 4 years ago
training? !xD
Engrossing 4 years ago