I still can't believe he's really gone... I still feel like it was all a really bad dream and that I will see him at the next karaoke show... still being his awesome self... but alas, I'm better at dreaming than I am at real life... :*( I can't believe it... but I guess I'll have to do that soon, so he can truely rejoin his Heavenly family...
I looked for nudges of reassurance that would build my confidence and esteem. I searched for a family. I searched to know that everything would be alright when the nights were too cold in the field of colors, but I found nothing but sorrow.
I cried to hide to pain and laughed to hide the child I was carrying deeply within.
I will know, by the tracks of your tears, that you will have felt my story and understood what I was going through.Me and God have business to take care of now.
I was so busy grazing the fields, intruiged by so many colors, not knowing the stings the roses carried. I felt like I was never a part of anything....anyone. All I really wanted was to be happy, buy my umbillical chord was cut too deep.
I searched for mother's milk, her kisses, daddy's strong hands, grandma's heirlooms, and grandpa's old shoes.
In my departing, I leave you with the song of silence.
Listen for the melodies of laughter that I was allowed to share with you, and the harmonies of hugs and kisses we shared with one-another.
Don't be sad for me. I had to go. My life was up here and my bed is now made. Mother earth has opened her bosom to recieve me. She has called me home. She has summoned me to rest.
I wish I could tell you not to cry for me, but I cant. I don't know the impact my life made on your life.
Hi my name is Tiffany, Im Freddie's cousin, and we were very close we were four days apart and grew up together, I would like to personally thank you for creating this video, it truly is an honor to be able to watch Freddie do what he did best, The day he left a part of my heart was rip out of me, I will forever miss my cousin, although it brings tears to watch this but on behalf of our family we thank you from the bottom of our hearts for sharing this with us....Love you Cuz!!!!
@black6854 hey tiffany, i'm kym carlos' daughter... dont know if u know who that is.. but i'm hearing different stories about wat happened. can u please clear that up for me becuz im so confused!!!!! i cant believe he's gone...feel free to email me @.....kym@myself.com.
@black6854 I made the video for Freddie and the people that knew him and family. Your welcome! I hope watching the video helps you remember Freddie whenever you miss him you can watch the video.
@black6854 Your welcome! My pleasure I knew Freddie also. They sang this song last night and I thought of Freddie. I made the video for Freddie and the family.....RIP Freddie we love you.........Lou
FREDDIE I WILL FOREVER LOVE U AND WILL FOREVER MISS U.. U WERE ONE OF MY CLOSEST FRIENDS AS WELL AS MY DAD'S CLOSE FRIEND... I WILL NEVER FORGET OUR TIMES TOGETHER AT THE FAIR AND OUR CONVOS THAT WE HAD. I'M CRYING JUST WATCHING U SING BECUZ THAT WAS UR BREATH. LUV U FOREVER - KYM DETORRES
HEY ALL.. FOR THOSE WHO KNOW ME KNOWS FREDDIE WAS MY CLOSE FRIEND EVEN AFTER I MOVED, FROM WAT IS BEING TOLD HE WAS FOUND IN HIS CAR EARLY TUESDAY MORNING SHOT IN THE HEAD. THERE IS NO ARTICLE THAT I HAVE FOUND TO DETERMINE IF THIS IS TRUE. NOW THE SERVICE IS SAT AT 11AM...
RIP FREDDIE. AND FOR THE FAMILY AND FRIENDS MAY THE LORD GRANT YOU THE STRENGTH NEEDED TO MOVE FORWARD AND MAY YOU EXCELL IN BLESSINGS IN VERY AREA OF LIFE. GOD BLESS
I have no idea what happened, but this breaks my heart. He used to sing to my mom when we would go to karaoke at Skully's and it always made me so happy to see him, and of course, hear his beautiful voice. I hope he's in a better place and he has definitely made an imprint here and will be mised. My love to his family and friends. <3
Thank you for creating this video Lou. Freddie was a great friend, angelic singer & had amazing talent. I will miss him tremendously. Me heart is hurting. He was definitely taken away from us way too soon.
@jennbo777 THANK YOU LOU FOR DOING THIS TRIBUTE....MY HEART IS ACHING AS I ONLY HAD SPOE WITH HIM THE PREVIOUS DAY...I AM STILL CONFUSED AS TO WHY SOMEONE WOULD WANNA DO THIS TO HIM... ONCE AGAIN THATNKS FOR POSTING THIS
@Yulisa418 Your welcome! I miss his voice! What happen to Freddie should be a reminder to how precious life is and how one second your here and the next second your gone and how many bad people there are in the world........... ~ Lou
@jennbo777 We luv you Freddie and miss you! The strangest thing just happen and its a sign from above.
I am listening to Freddie sing Misses Jones my girl Laura just walking the room and told me its also playing on the radio at the same time in the other room what are the chances of that happening?..................
R.I.P. Freddie it was cool to hang out with you and watch sing karaoke which you loved to do. You were on top of the world and full of life when you sang for everyone and we loved to watch you perform.. You can see it came natural for you to entertain people and you enjoyed yourself. I wish you could of made it to the X Factor show, I think you would have a good chance of making it. You were taken away from us way to early ~Lou
i cant believe i knew freddie since 7th grade...he'll never be forgotten...great friend and entertainer....
erikawicca 4 months ago
Love you baby. I miss you sooo...much
Smiles5143 8 months ago
I still can't believe he's really gone... I still feel like it was all a really bad dream and that I will see him at the next karaoke show... still being his awesome self... but alas, I'm better at dreaming than I am at real life... :*( I can't believe it... but I guess I'll have to do that soon, so he can truely rejoin his Heavenly family...
PyrozPlayground 8 months ago
One more thing....
In bidding me a "good" bye, would you please shower me with your love?
Stand over me and let it rain........for my departing.
I love you..............
Frederick Warren Holmes II
01/24/06
Yulisa418 8 months ago
I looked for nudges of reassurance that would build my confidence and esteem. I searched for a family. I searched to know that everything would be alright when the nights were too cold in the field of colors, but I found nothing but sorrow.
I cried to hide to pain and laughed to hide the child I was carrying deeply within.
I will know, by the tracks of your tears, that you will have felt my story and understood what I was going through.Me and God have business to take care of now.
Yulisa418 8 months ago
I was so busy grazing the fields, intruiged by so many colors, not knowing the stings the roses carried. I felt like I was never a part of anything....anyone. All I really wanted was to be happy, buy my umbillical chord was cut too deep.
I searched for mother's milk, her kisses, daddy's strong hands, grandma's heirlooms, and grandpa's old shoes.
Yulisa418 8 months ago
But my song simply says "Thank You...."
Thank you for being there enough for me, when I couldn't be for myself.
Thank you for pulling over on the side of the road and assisting me when I had no strength to carry on by myself.
Thank you for lending me your flashlight when my lights were off.
And, thank you for all the food you gave me, it kept me alive.
Yulisa418 8 months ago
In my departing, I leave you with the song of silence.
Listen for the melodies of laughter that I was allowed to share with you, and the harmonies of hugs and kisses we shared with one-another.
Don't be sad for me. I had to go. My life was up here and my bed is now made. Mother earth has opened her bosom to recieve me. She has called me home. She has summoned me to rest.
I wish I could tell you not to cry for me, but I cant. I don't know the impact my life made on your life.
Yulisa418 8 months ago
Hi my name is Tiffany, Im Freddie's cousin, and we were very close we were four days apart and grew up together, I would like to personally thank you for creating this video, it truly is an honor to be able to watch Freddie do what he did best, The day he left a part of my heart was rip out of me, I will forever miss my cousin, although it brings tears to watch this but on behalf of our family we thank you from the bottom of our hearts for sharing this with us....Love you Cuz!!!!
black6854 8 months ago
@black6854 hey tiffany, i'm kym carlos' daughter... dont know if u know who that is.. but i'm hearing different stories about wat happened. can u please clear that up for me becuz im so confused!!!!! i cant believe he's gone...feel free to email me @.....kym@myself.com.
Yulisa418 8 months ago
@black6854 I made the video for Freddie and the people that knew him and family. Your welcome! I hope watching the video helps you remember Freddie whenever you miss him you can watch the video.
HooliesLiveKaraoke 7 months ago
@black6854 Your welcome! My pleasure I knew Freddie also. They sang this song last night and I thought of Freddie. I made the video for Freddie and the family.....RIP Freddie we love you.........Lou
SoFlaRocks 2 months ago
FREDDIE I WILL FOREVER LOVE U AND WILL FOREVER MISS U.. U WERE ONE OF MY CLOSEST FRIENDS AS WELL AS MY DAD'S CLOSE FRIEND... I WILL NEVER FORGET OUR TIMES TOGETHER AT THE FAIR AND OUR CONVOS THAT WE HAD. I'M CRYING JUST WATCHING U SING BECUZ THAT WAS UR BREATH. LUV U FOREVER - KYM DETORRES
Yulisa418 8 months ago
HEY ALL.. FOR THOSE WHO KNOW ME KNOWS FREDDIE WAS MY CLOSE FRIEND EVEN AFTER I MOVED, FROM WAT IS BEING TOLD HE WAS FOUND IN HIS CAR EARLY TUESDAY MORNING SHOT IN THE HEAD. THERE IS NO ARTICLE THAT I HAVE FOUND TO DETERMINE IF THIS IS TRUE. NOW THE SERVICE IS SAT AT 11AM...
Yulisa418 8 months ago
Rest In Peace and sing with the angels.
songbird713 9 months ago
RIP FREDDIE. AND FOR THE FAMILY AND FRIENDS MAY THE LORD GRANT YOU THE STRENGTH NEEDED TO MOVE FORWARD AND MAY YOU EXCELL IN BLESSINGS IN VERY AREA OF LIFE. GOD BLESS
EvangilizMiz 9 months ago
Does anyone know what happened or can point to a news article on what went down? I am hearing he was murdered!!!
Slicearoni 9 months ago
I have no idea what happened, but this breaks my heart. He used to sing to my mom when we would go to karaoke at Skully's and it always made me so happy to see him, and of course, hear his beautiful voice. I hope he's in a better place and he has definitely made an imprint here and will be mised. My love to his family and friends. <3
emilysixx 9 months ago
Lou please send me this video if you can or stop by tonight with a DVD version at Ibis Lounge?
Musictheatrechic 9 months ago
Thank you for creating this video Lou. Freddie was a great friend, angelic singer & had amazing talent. I will miss him tremendously. Me heart is hurting. He was definitely taken away from us way too soon.
Jennifer
jennbo777 9 months ago 3
Thanks Jennifer! I made the video for Freddie! Freddie was on on top of the world when he sang! he will be missed~ Lou
HooliesLiveKaraoke 9 months ago
@jennbo777 THANK YOU LOU FOR DOING THIS TRIBUTE....MY HEART IS ACHING AS I ONLY HAD SPOE WITH HIM THE PREVIOUS DAY...I AM STILL CONFUSED AS TO WHY SOMEONE WOULD WANNA DO THIS TO HIM... ONCE AGAIN THATNKS FOR POSTING THIS
Yulisa418 8 months ago
@Yulisa418 Your welcome! I miss his voice! What happen to Freddie should be a reminder to how precious life is and how one second your here and the next second your gone and how many bad people there are in the world........... ~ Lou
HooliesLiveKaraoke 7 months ago
@jennbo777 We luv you Freddie and miss you! The strangest thing just happen and its a sign from above.
I am listening to Freddie sing Misses Jones my girl Laura just walking the room and told me its also playing on the radio at the same time in the other room what are the chances of that happening?..................
HooliesLiveKaraoke 7 months ago
WOW...What a voice!!!..RIP Freddie...You sure are going to be missed!!!
Arielstarz 9 months ago 2
R.I.P. We will miss you forever
~Rae-Rae~
SizeSexy04 9 months ago
R.I.P. Freddie it was cool to hang out with you and watch sing karaoke which you loved to do. You were on top of the world and full of life when you sang for everyone and we loved to watch you perform.. You can see it came natural for you to entertain people and you enjoyed yourself. I wish you could of made it to the X Factor show, I think you would have a good chance of making it. You were taken away from us way to early ~Lou
HooliesLiveKaraoke 9 months ago
R.I.P. It was a pleasure to have met you. You are singing with the angels now. You will be missed.
jewelruiz 9 months ago