This must have been very hard for you to tell. I am sorry that you have had this burden on you. I too, feel something like it, like I didn't get to tell my grandparents how much I loved them. I wish there was SOME way to turn time back :(
I know this was gard for you to tell. You will never know exactly what your Dad wanted to say and he will never know what you wanted to say, but your telling the story and learning to forgive yourself and move on would be what he would want you to do.
OMG, that is exactly what I fear will happen with my father! Your story made me cry because so often I choose not to go visit my dad when he wants to talk and yet I know any day may be his last and WHAT IF this time he does want to really talk about mistakes... if only we knew what we end up learning later!
Wow. I couldn't imagine living with the guilt that it would cause. I feel sorry for the entire situation. I hope that you take life and death a bit more seriously now, as you can avoid this from happening again.
I am sorry for your loss. Your story touched my heart, and it made me remember the time I lost my brother. There were things that I wish I said to him, before it was too late.
I'm sure your dad new inside that you loved him. Teenage years are tough and parents no that, just no he loved you and know that he knew you loved him
Your father is alway with you even though he is in heaven. If you learn your mistake, and you are willing to fix it, then your father will be happy. Live, learn, love everyone around you and you will make your father proud, that's what your father want from you.
It sounds like regardless of your rebelling you loved your father very much. I was in similar situation when my father passed away but I know that he knew that I loved him and I know that he loved me very much as well.
sad... u know this will be on the girls mind the rest of your life
UponLegions 1 year ago
oh, what a touching story. yeah, he'll know you care about him, but if your other parent is alive, then you need to care for her!
Soniya321 3 years ago
This story is so sad. I really hope you aren't worrying about it so much after posting.
mahtabvideos 3 years ago
This must have been very hard for you to tell. I am sorry that you have had this burden on you. I too, feel something like it, like I didn't get to tell my grandparents how much I loved them. I wish there was SOME way to turn time back :(
megita85 3 years ago
I know this was gard for you to tell. You will never know exactly what your Dad wanted to say and he will never know what you wanted to say, but your telling the story and learning to forgive yourself and move on would be what he would want you to do.
cammeel1 3 years ago
I am sorry to hear about your father. I am sure he knows how you feel.
lilsweetone77 3 years ago
Oh and THANK YOU for for being brave enough to share your touching story!!!
Hungrykisses 3 years ago
OMG, that is exactly what I fear will happen with my father! Your story made me cry because so often I choose not to go visit my dad when he wants to talk and yet I know any day may be his last and WHAT IF this time he does want to really talk about mistakes... if only we knew what we end up learning later!
Hungrykisses 3 years ago
Such a sad story! He knew that you cared (no matter how you acted.
hcar86 3 years ago
Your dad is very lucky. Learn from the past and act in the future.
amitash91 3 years ago
All you can do is learn from your mistake and know that your dad has forgiven you. Now you need to forgive you!
annabelle2120000 3 years ago
Wow. I couldn't imagine living with the guilt that it would cause. I feel sorry for the entire situation. I hope that you take life and death a bit more seriously now, as you can avoid this from happening again.
macneiln 3 years ago
I am sorry for your loss. Your story touched my heart, and it made me remember the time I lost my brother. There were things that I wish I said to him, before it was too late.
JanoelT 3 years ago
I'm sure your dad new inside that you loved him. Teenage years are tough and parents no that, just no he loved you and know that he knew you loved him
PandaAce 3 years ago
Life beyond this is possible.
izzyod 3 years ago
He must have understood that you loved him. No matter what, parents know that.
empressofanime24 3 years ago
at times i hate my father, but deep in my heart i love him just like anyone.
syngress 3 years ago
Your father will feel so happy when he hears this.
icentaurus 3 years ago
My dad was diagnosed with cancer too. But he's still alive.
Phirzen 3 years ago
Your father is alway with you even though he is in heaven. If you learn your mistake, and you are willing to fix it, then your father will be happy. Live, learn, love everyone around you and you will make your father proud, that's what your father want from you.
historytrivia 3 years ago
very nice piece
angieworld06 3 years ago
It's a very moving piece.
dunkind11 3 years ago
It sounds like regardless of your rebelling you loved your father very much. I was in similar situation when my father passed away but I know that he knew that I loved him and I know that he loved me very much as well.
micheleh4p9 3 years ago
That must have been extremely difficult. Makes me want to call my parents and tell them that I love them.
trancebrat 3 years ago