A Birth Journey

[ducisamira]

WoW!!!

Lady!

All my admiration to you! you have been very brave!

and definitely assisted by Divine Providence.....

WoW!!!!



[mercy989]

I found this very moving... The use of an epidural and ptocin in the first pregnancy probably interfered with what could have happened naturally. However that first baby was born it is clear he is adored and well-balanced.

[ChenaeNae92]

That was amazing!

[mynaturalchildbirth]

What a journey from c- section to unassisted birth! What was it that made the difference between the first and the last, was it the trust you had in your body or the way you prepared yourself?

I'm another Momma who had an amazing home birth. I prepared myself body mind and spirit and when it happened I completely trusted it and it was incredible! A beautiful, peaceful, loving, and gentle gift to my baby.

[bubblezz1280]

OMG GOD BLESS YOU AND YOUR SPIRIT FOR BEING SO STRONG ESPECIALLY DURING YOUR LAST TWO PREGNANCIES. IM PREGNANT NOW WITH MY FIRST. AND I ADMIRE YOUR STRENGTH, GOD BLESS YOU AND YOUR BEAUTIFUL FAMILY! 

[Fassiva]

you have beautiful kids! :) Gob bless them!

[Capri195555]

FANtastic,you!!

[thetroublewithyou]

So sweet!

I loved it that I was the first and only one to touch my UC baby too! I kept rubbing the back of his head for months. Thank you for posting this!

[rtirakayos]

congratulations! I would like to know why you choose not to have a professional ,like a midwife helping you the 3 rd!

[loz15n]

I give you FULL credit!!! After being induced at 41 weeks and spending the last 6 weeks scared of the thought of going to hopsital , I was screaming for an epidural 4 hours into the labour and ended up with a c/section after 11 hours. Her head was positioned wrong. I'm thinking of a second, but Im still scared shitless of the labour and birth. I must be one of the worlds biggest sooks, I have no pain thresh hold. Well Done :-)

[suchanobrainer]

two thumbs up for you mommy =) ... you're such a brave being to have this done by your own. But then great job.

[gabell84]

Love the video! Good for you doing your own prenatal care! I bet it was wonderful having just your little family around you, so much more personal :o) I think people put too much emphasis on medical intervention when it's not really necessary....and I'm sure after having 2 other babies you knew what you were doing, well done to you xXx

[farrahsayles]

Totally irresponsible if you ask me...

[margueritelink]

Thank you, my tears started from about the first minute. just home from a birth (doula) and your vid. just really helped me process the feelings. check out the "Mamalution" I feel you would have a LOT to share if you chose to connect. (google that or her book, "In the absence of soil" about deeper knowing that your heart seems to be abundant in. it is that progression of the journey of awakening you show here as a birthday gift for us all. xo

[LotusBirth]

congratulations! Thank you for your contribution to freebirth sister! Have you heard of lotus birth, if you conceive another baby, try the lotus method of total non-severance!

Love LB x

[movielover18]

Beautiful! just BEAUTIFUL!!! Im terribly happy that all went well for you as yes things could go wrong even in a position of help or what have you. Your terribly blessed in that, gold bless your family.

[cms830]

This is a great birth story because it turned out so well. If it didn't turn out so well, would it still be a great birth story? My friend is a NICU nurse in LA and she has seen quite a few "freebirthing" tragedies (including some very serious) come though her unit. I can understand why someone would want this experience, I just don't think it's worth the risk however rare. There's no harm in having a trained midwife standing by just in case.

[3Raffaela3]

is des süß!!!!!!!

[brittneybug455]

puke

[llliiilllaaa123]

home birth is so beautiful.. nicely done! congratulations and many blessings to u and ur family!

[n1kk1gurl]

aww cute kids

[ceicilbee]

i am so sorry that you had to travel this horrible road to have these revelations but with your strength and commitment, you've pulled through and learned and grown so much, and given SO MUCH to so many, by sharing your story.

[bzylizzy]

absolutely amazing, thanks for sharing...

[VomitOmelette]

I love your confidence in yourself, I am so pleased that you got to have the birth you wanted. Perfect!

[msritchi]

i don't agree with is the "no prenatal care". i think someone already mentioned gestational diabetes and pre-eclampsia among others. i'm pretty sure you are aware of all the risks that you took which brings me back to my question... WHY? it seemed to me you were gambling with the health/life of your baby and yourself (you could've bled to death) to fulfill a personal experiment or goal.

[crunchyubacmom]

It didnt say NO prenatal care. I did my own. Pre-eclampsia and gestational dibetes all have symptoms to watch for. I had no symptoms. I did not take this decision lightly nor did I go into it in an uneducated fashion. I researched for 4 years.

[msritchi]

to each their own... personally, i cant.

[msritchi]

that doesn't answer the WHY? question,,, you don't have to answer that anymore, i'm sure you have an answer that makes sense to you and lots of others here...

[ceicilbee]

it wasn't an experiment. why on earth would she have bled to death? that's insane. and she didn't have no care, she had researched self care. how could you think a woman like this would have not sought help if she realized she needed it? the WHY of unasisted birth is because it's normal, safe, and healthy in a healthy pregnancy.

[msritchi]

Why on earth would she have bled to death? Look up "atony". I'm not going to lecture u on that, I just want u to realize that I wasn't just blabbing just to criticize what she did. I unlike you actually know the risks that she had so I commented on her actions. You, on the other hand just commented on what I said without researching just because you didn't like what I said!

[msritchi]

wow... well, at least your 3rd baby came out normal (i hope). i have to know what prompted you do something like that, WHY? i commend you for being brave, but i can't condone or suggest to others what you did.

[kristenleighx]

I feel your comments are rather rude. Some people do things differently, whether you agree or not you have to respects their decisions.

[msritchi]

How is it rude? This is a public board and opinions are posted, I'm just posting an opinion...

[kristenleighx]

I just feel that your opinions are said in a way that makes them 'right', it feels that you aren't respecting her decision, more judging it.

[Anivet4]

That was beautiful!!! My daughter was also in the nursery for about 12 hours after birth. I felt like I missed so much precious bonding time with her. Even though I don't think that makes a difference because my daughter is 3 now and we are very close. But it would've been nice to have her with me right after birth. Being my first child and all. I've been thinking of home birth for my next one since my labor was so easy. With no complications. We'll see, but thanks for the video.

[EkkaGrrl]

Thank you for sharing your experience! This is a beautiful video.

[lfcmad679]

OMG, i'm cry lol. That was a beautifull video. I carn't remember much of my daughters birth ( unfortunatly ) now i wish my parter or mum would of filmed it :( I'm gonna do a home birth next time. Thanks for sharing oxox

[greenmama1218]

You go mama! Way to go for sharing your births with the rest of us! Thanks!

[lovemalittleman]

aww amazing, what beutiful chiildren, you must be so proud of them and your self !! xxx

[JoyeuseSteuer]

Congrats on a beautiful, succesful UBAC-the safest entry into your family!

[PeaceLovinMama]

my first water birth my daughters photo's she looks purple and blue however in the video and in person she did not appear this way. we attributed it to one the thin skin reacting with the flash of the camera, as well as being in a blue pool. good job mama..

[ihaveason2]

i only have one and he was by c section because his heartbeat was very low if they did he wont bw here

[maarakailet1]

I do not know the specifics of your story so please do not think I am belittling you. But there are far more C/S than are necessary in the US and hospitals create many of the problems they rush in to fix.

[mgaudiuso]

Wow...ick

[amaybooshard]

would you suggest that having a c-section should be the last choice?

[lottieprincess]

was that baby ok at the end it was bright pink :(

[annabellekatebogle]

childbearing babys are not pink when they come out and that is very rare if they are ?? im a midwife so i know

[childbearing]

You are a beautiful mother.

An afterthought occurred to me regarding all of the concern expressed over your baby not being instantaneously pink.

Maybe it's the photo where you first hold your newborn in which the stark contrast with your own, lovely, fair skin(and after labor, maybe extra pink skin) that draws more attention to the babe's color.

[Jonichol]

I understand your desire for a VBAC however you put yourself and your baby at serious risk. VBAC should never be attempted at home due to the risk of uterine rupture,which would be fatal for mother and child.I'm glad that everything went well.however the fact that you went on to do your own prenatal care with your third baby is also somewhat disturbing.where you traumatized at a prenatal visit during your first pregnancy? I hope your not going to be their pediatrician to boot. Glad all went well

[videolver2]

but why was your baby purple?

[noahsmommy0207]

That was abeutifl video. I am pregnant for the second time. As I watched it crying I remembered what a beutiful experience giving birth is no matter how you decide to do it. Thank you for sharing your story.

[gorgeous54321]

Aweeh Very cute video

[Tohru80]

I had both my sons in the hospital. I was talked into a epideral for my first son, the second without anything(finally, what I asked for was taken into consideration). The third time I was pregnant I wanted home birth and my husband supported me. Sadly, that pregancy wasn't meant to be. I am happily pregnant again, and wish for a home birth this time.

You are an amazing woman and an inspiration to all mothers to follow their instincts and do what feels right.

[brucewife22]

Wow i'm in shock you had you daughter on my birthday but totally different years. I say you did a very good job with all 3. I had a c section both times I wanted to do a natural birth to. But my dreams was shot.

[babskimamoy]

woahhhhhhhhhhhhh .,., ur such a high wonderful mom .,., GODbless u and ur family .,., i know ur husband was so thankful bcoz GOd gv u to him .,.,

[lastmarsdengirl]

WOW That's amazing, but one of the stupidist things I've ever seen as far as the unassisted birth goes- That baby was PURPLE in several of the pictures!! I'm an OB RN, and let me tell you, we would have been calling the NICU team for that baby. I think this lady is REALLY lucky that the baby doesn't have any respiratory or mental problems!

[CLdreams]

I think it is more of a concern that she did her OWN prenatal. How did she check for preeclampsia, diabetes, and all the other risks? I don't think it is a good idea for this woman or anyone to make it sound like a good idea to take your baby's prenatal health into your own hands.

[baileyfrank]

This comment is a perfect example of exactly WHY women who are strong and educated shy away from the hospital!

A an OB RN turned CPM, I can say there is nothing wrong with a purple baby so long a it pinks up within a few minutes of birth!! That's one of the many reasons you don't cut the cord right away! (are you sure you passed your boards? :P)

Why oh why oh WHY whisk a child away from their mother in those first few precious bonding minutes? Trust the natural process!

[pllms7]

I'm crying right now because I can't imagine recieving a greater gift than the one me and God has created together.

[myoo89]

This is a very beautiful video... I can't wait to get married to the one i love and have kids... If i can't, I might take for adoption. Only god knows

[imurfriend12]

wow can't believe dat u wanna have a baby @ all. but i'm NOT tryin 2 b mean or anythin like dat soo..... yea.....

[myoo89]

I dont think thats kindda mean at all. Im like, coming 19 years old. But if I cant get married, I still can take for adoption.... right?

[PixyPisces78]

Who has a baby unassisted? That was the bigest risk I have ever seen! I have 2 chirldren and both had them naturally and with a midwife present but to do it alone? What if something went wrong with you or your baby? Good video and all but I think you were putting your baby and yourself at risk. Sure deliver your own baby but atleast have somone trained standing by!

[13mordeth]

Maybe she had the baby alone because she lives in America where the cost for having a baby is absurd. It's no wonder America has a baby mortality rate comparable to that of a 3rd world country. In Canada and even Taiwan (where I live now) it's 100% free to have your baby. Heck, in Taiwan there are huge cash incentives to have a baby (since the general population is in decline).

[Morethnrubies1]

just a note, the US spends more money on a single pregnancy/childbirth in the developed world, and has the poorest outcomes for both mother and baby. A few "freebirthers" are not going to throw that statistic!

[sprinterkitty]

Wow, all of your children had weighed quite a bit. Anyone know why that is? Usually, If I see someone naked, I tend to feel weird, but seeing a birth like this--it was all so normal feeling. I'm really happy you posted this video for the world. Happy parenting!

[Ejoey01]

Some people just have large babies and THAT is completely normal.

[wedgiegrl1978]

sorry accidentally clicked the wrong voting hand, i really want to appoligize for that...guess i need to go to bed lol....what i was going to say is that yes there are lots of women that have big babies, my smallest was 8lbs 5oz and they go up from there with my biggest being 9lbs 13oz.

[alleybow1]

Wow, good job mom. I had two kids with a midwife at a birthing center, by second was induced and they cut his head while breaking my water, I wanted to have him at home but couldn't afford a midwife at the time. Baby 3 is coming in December, I am having this baby at home for sure!

[lisypeacy]

I am a learning midwife and I found your video really touching, I loved it, but you should warm other woman of the risk to give birth in "your" own hands ... cos sometimes there can be complications and it is good to be assisted "just in case". Except that, it is a wonderful sharing ! loved it.

spread love and peace on earth, lisy peacy

[haydenandalesha]

wat a lovely film, your children are all beautiful! You have inspired me... My little girl is 8months old, and I had to have a c section with her as she was breech, and I am determined to have a natural burth next time aroud, and now i know that IT IS POSSIBLE! Thanks so much

[HeartBroken4evaeva]

He is an amazing little baby!

[sasmomma]

You are truly amazing....I am crying right now, I had my seventh with no prenatal care, I was so nervous,your an inspiration,you actually had the most touching intimate experience ever and your husband must be a wonderful man,your children are beautiful althou I was a little scared about the blue baby. God bless you!

[childbearing]

You left a sweet comment.

I note that you voice concern with the baby's color right after birth. I believe it is perfectly normal for many babies to take time to "pink up."

[meeshalu]

WOW! I have six kids and none of them have been videode, taped, nothing. I love your wonderful enthusiasm! I really rocks!!!!

[annofloxley]

What a wonderful video - I am crying!...We plan to TTC #2 later this year and I too am going for an HBAC. Your first birth was very much like my son's and I know exactly how you felt. It's nice to know I am not alone. Our bodies work! - Natural childbirth is such a beautiful thing!

[janelle12489]

that was a beautiful video

[Sickgurl93]

It's normal for them to be blue at first. It's actually called" pinking" .They turn pink as they breathe on their own and receive oxygen through the placenta until the cord stops pulsing. All babies are born blueish purple or blue.lol

I loved your video!!! Can't wait for my next baby.

 I had a bad experience with each of my 3 births as far as how I was treated.

I had my last baby at home to protect her from unnecessary and dangerous routine procedures.I wish I had done what you did.

[playcj2007]

Thank you for sharing your video. I loved the song, very fitting of the story. I could tell that your got stronger after each and every birth. Kudos!!

[bekenorris]

what an amazing video! You, mummy, are truly insperational, to have your 3ed born into your own hands is such a lovely thing! I comend you! and i love that song! it was perfect for your video!

[phycomom101]

That was very awesome.But why was the third baby so blue? That would have scared the crap outta me. When i had my daughter it was 21years ago by hospital she came out a blue/purple color but hers was her breathing. She was having a little problems breathing on her own after 20 minutes.. or so she purked right on up there. But why was yours so blue? Didn't it scare? To be continued up above this one ok...

[crunchyubacmom]

I dont know why he was blueish. But he did fine. Breathed right away. He was fine. I have read that sometimes during a quick labor the baby will be a bit more blue.

[LeslieDoula]

@phycomom101 : Usually babies that are blue/purple immediately after birth are merely a little too cold. A nice warm blanket, skin-to-skin cuddle and a little baby hat is all that is required for them to "pink up". :)

[RONDELL1215]

Wow, I gave birth at home to my only two. I never gave it a thought to go to the hospital. I had an excellent midwife, but you put me to shame. I don't think I would have the guts. That was amazing. You are amazing.  Thanks for sharing.

[bettygirlsboy]

I just loved the video, you have 3 beautiful children. Well done you.

[osnalla]

hi! as a doula i keep telling my self- by the next baby it will be a homebirth...

bravo to you and your suporting husband!!

enjoy your beutifull family

[Princessangela37]

wow that was crazy very touching!!!

[hmadizi]

I feel touch about your story n I love to see your baby how's three of your baby so cute

[slimjunks]

pearl jam!!! i witnessed my niece being born... it changed my life, she's 6 now... i quit smokin' and drinkin' on that day... i admire this... i'll prob. never have a child...

[crunchyubacmom]

Actually thats Live :)

[2menandatruck]

that was truly amazing! You are so brave and blessed! Lucky, if you will! you have a lovely family and a courageous heart! Thank you for sharing!

[hopemother]

Wow, that was ace, you are so brave.

I love ya babe xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

[Frostypeanut]

Why is your child blue?

[Rhinesb]

Beautiful! After two hospital births I am finally going to have my third at home too. I loved your video. All these videos make me cry.

[NHNREMTB]

Wonderful job :) Beautiful children. All the blessings in the world to you and yours.

[morganmcf]

What a remarkable video!

[karylm23]

Congratulations to you on your journey. At first I was shocked you used this song, but toward the end, I undestood why. I'm happy your births inspired you so much. You are a great mommy!!!!

[Lisetjuuh]

Ohh, such a lovely video <3 I really love the last picture, so cute. Beautiful kids.

I am born on April 13 too ^^

[FamilySmith]

I am wanting to have a HBAC and I have watched a lot of these videos. I had to watch this one twice...I was crying all over myself....my husband had to ask..."alright....what's making you cry over there?!" This IS the best video about the birth experience I have seen. Excellent job! You did great! Shelly

[Lozinjer]

aww

cute baby !!!

[dcsbjones3]

Great job mom!!!

If i ever have another baby i am going to have an at home birth{unassisted}

[Nikki5151]

wow that was amazing ! I am due in June :)

You did GREAT !!

[Matbolles]

WOW!! That was amazing and I too was brought to tears. My fiancee and I are expecting our first child in May and Due to my physical size and her size she will not be able to deliver the baby naturally. So I thank you for showing me what a c-Section was like and what I should expect while I am in the room with her. Thank You for your inspiration and comfort. Congrats on the beautiful children.

[kk5217]

beautiful and inspiring to many women! Beautiful family you have and a strong spirit! Congratulations on your wonderful homebirths and for taking a stand against a system that wants to convince women once a cesarean, always a cesarean, which we know not to be true!!!

[hpnvideo]

What a beautiful video tribute to your three precious children!

[krbkat]

beautiful. it made me cry. god bless you and your family. thank you for sharing that. it was amazing.

[Shopping33]

Your Kids Are So So SO SO cute! :}

[crissyjustme]

You have beautiful children :) God bless them

[theboruckco]

I also birthed my third child at home into the waiting hands of her father. What an amazing experience. I am training to become a Doula your story reminds me of the awesome power of a woman in labor and why I want to be a part of it. thank you

[klmk1984]

Wow, each of your children were born in very different ways, but each one so special. Congrats on your 3rd birth especially because you did it all on your own...how wonderful!

[mommyof2girlz]

That was beautiful! Congratulations to you and your family.  I have given birth 3 times naturally and would LOVE a home waterbirth. My midwife can't attend at home so I had 3 hospital "homebirths." Thanks for sharing!

[LinaDez]

This video is absolutely fenomenal. You have a beautiful family and I hope that you all continue receiving blessings. Thank you for opening your most personal and intimate moments to the world.

[temy83]

That was thee most amazing video I have ever seen. I have given birth twice naturally , and am expecting my 3rd & would love nothing more than a home birth.

You are an amazing Woman & congratulations on your 3 beautiful children

[Xakana]

Thank you for posting this. My dd was a cesarean. The story that led to that c is long & part of me will always wonder if just the legalization of midwives in my state would have changed the outcome. I wasn't traumatized by my cesarean, but I had prepared for it (Birthing from Within) and believe that, with where I was, it was necessary. I never want another. Thank you for this video, it made me cry. I'm hoping for a VBAC and UBAC myself.

[crunchyubacmom]

I hope you are able to get the birth experience you want.

[Xakana]

Thank you!

[sarahjeanne3]

beautiful!!

[tunisino666]

What a moving journey. I love how you presented your evolution to full ownership of the birth. I am expecting in 2 weeks! You inspire me!

[kirstent75]

thank you for sharing your story. I had 2 cesareans followed by a homebirth, and I know the pain it can cause, physically AND emotionally, as well as the healing a natural birth can bring. Bravo for listening to your heart and following your instincts. What a beautiful family you have. And what a great role model you are for them.

[3kidsihave]

BEAUTIFUL! I am expecting my third baby soon. I am planning a home birth with a midwife after both my others were born in hospital. I am looking forward to experiencing birth hopefully with as little intervention as possible. It only makes sense. You should be very proud!

[nicoleanddonald]

I totally understand how you feel about having a natural birth with no unnecesary interventions. I was induced with my first 2 and had a horrible time, especially the first, I ended up with epidurals for both. The third one I got a midwife and had my first real birth experience, less than 3 hours labour with no pain med. I am 8 months pregnant with our 4rth and hoping for a homebirth. You are very brave for doing this unassisted.

[crazyrussiangirl28]

I had both of our sons by c-section and never felt it stoped me from bonding with them. Our first one's heart rate was dropping every time I had a contraction....we found out afterwards that he had a very short cord 2 times around his neck...So when they told me if I would agree on the c-section.....heck yeah...healthy baby was the most important thing for me , not what kind of birth experience I had.

[crunchyubacmom]

I am glad that you are happy with your experience. But not all of us experience things the same way.

[crunchyubacmom]

I also wanted to say that being a woman that was not happy with a c/s, I hate it when people say that a healthy baby is all that matters. It does matter but I think its very important not to minimize others feelings of loss with the experience they had. I can mourn the loss of an experience and at the same time be happy that my baby is here.And there is nothing wrong with striving to achieve what you want the next time.I considered both mine and babes health in my decisions.

[Xakana]

My cesarean may not have traumatized me and I may have bonded fine, but no one can tell me that being as helpless as my new baby for around 24 hours was a good thing and it destroyed the confidence I had in myself as a woman and a living being. No one should belittle someone else's feelings because their experience was different. A legitimate reason for a cesarean doesn't make it easier on the body and a healthy mom is just as important as a healthy baby--in body AND mind.

[crunchyubacmom]

Thank you. I appreciate you saying this.

[77shi77]

Beautiful, something to be very proud of. It is so sad how few of us have a real trust in our bodies and its ability. It has been drilled so hard into our heads that we no longer are able to birth without intervention, as if we would become extinct if hospital deliveries weren't available. Congratulations on your journey, and your beautiful babe's!!

[emsfrlf]

This is the most incredible video its so very beautiful congradulations

[amandaa741258]

that was just awesome. A little dangerous, but you had trust in your body and instincts. I'm on my way to being a midwife, I might call back in a year or bit to ask if I can use your experience to teach my classes if you approve.

[crunchyubacmom]

Drop me a line when you are ready and we can talk about it.

[dancingdiva8192]

very nice. btw what is the song??

[crunchyubacmom]

Lightening Crashes by Live

[jescymurphy]

that was sooooo beautiful! i cried!! i am a midwife... and i found this video by accident... thank you for sharing your story!

[BlackDoveFilms]

Wow that was very personal and moving... Congratulations!

[maebelleNgarrison]

Beautiful!!! Thanks for sharing this.

[bobrabbit92]

congrats!

[Karisma20]

That was beautiful! So inspiring for any future babies I might have. I prepared and hoped for an NCB, and ended up with a two day induction at 42 weeks, foley bulb, AROM, epidural, 4 hours of pushing, failed vacuum extraction (he was halfway crowned for over an hour, and I was a solid pusher), and ended up with a c-section. Ten pound boy with a hyuuuuge head! (Part 1 of 2)

[Karisma20]

Even though I know I and my doctors/nurses at the hospital did all we could to get him out vaginally, it still is hard having had all that detachment right after the birth. He's almost two months old now, and I'm still healing emotionally, but we've bonded well and he's SO amazing and worth every minute of it. Thanks for adding to my hope for an hbac next time! Go mama go! (Part 2 of 2)

[animama2]

How absolutely beautiful! You are a such a courageous woman...you have inspired me. Thank you so much for sharing this.

[lovincake]

I love the picture with the flowers in the tub!

[anniemac36]

I hope your oldest never reads this. Put yourself in his shoes. You say all the births were special but your number one point is that you failed with him. I don't get you guys. I read over and over how you failed...you had problems nursing..blah blah blah. You probley had trouble nursing because it was your first time. What does it matter..he was born and he is beautiful and healthy.

[crunchyubacmom]

I think you misunderstood the purpose of the video. Thank you to all of you that got it. I love my son dearly and the day he was born was and is very special to me. I happily show him pictures from when he was born. I can be sad about the way it went and still love him and that day still be special to me. Its the day I got to meet him and a day that changed my life profoundly and I am very thankful for that.

[childbearing]

I totally understand Mama! Keep on birthing!!!(and sharing please:)

[kjgilber]

That's right!!!! You said it! I got it and I think you are a very enlightened one! I wish you a happy life with your beautiful family! Thank you for sharing your story in this way!

[jayoncedynamicduo]

I agree - to me i wud do wateva necessary to make sure my baby came out ok even if it meant getting "my body sliced open" to me the most important thing is the health of my baby no matter wat i have to go through. thats just my opinion =]

[maarakailet1]

Comments like this just show the lack of education and extreme misogyny sill surrounding womens' health care.

[lifescholar]

Great video! I'll have to watch it with the music later on! Thanks so much for sharing! :)

[laurashanley]

Beautiful and inspiring! Congratulations!!

[LionTigerBear320]

That was just SO beautiful!!! Thank you for sharing. :)

[jkmm]

So beautiful. Thanks so much for sharing this. :)

[elvispupy]

Thanks for sharing your story! Truly inspirational! I had a c/s for failed induction/FTP with my first and a hospital VBAC with my second. We're getting ready to try for #3 and I'm on the fence whether to do a HBAC or a UBAC this time. All I know is I'm not going back to the hospital without a good medical reason.

[snickerz2001]

This mirrors my own experiences in an uncanny way. Only, I have not had my UC yet. I had a c-section with my first as "failure to progress" - 13 months later I had the most beautiful home birth with lay midwives. The next birth will be an UC. I know all too well the "OMG MY GOD I DID IT" feeling when you birthed your baby. It's the most amazing feeling in normal circumstances, but 10x more when we were made to feel like our bodies were failures the first time around.

Congrats. :)

[kep16]

That was wonderful, what a beautiful story you have! I loved watching your different births. How happy you looked.

[Hetaera3201]

Beautiful, beautiful video.

great song you picked for it too... chills and tears!