HI, my name is Vanessa. I am 21 years old and weigh 216lbs. I am trying to lose weight and I dieting, but not going to the gym...I don't have enough for a membership. But looking at your videos I want to subscribe to your videos and look and see what are you doing to lose the weight. Hey, maybe I'll lose some watching what you do.
Well, I did lose the weight, but not in the healthiest way. I do struggle with an eating disorder, but I'm trying to eat more sensibly. I do have an update for everyone, so look for a new video in the next week or so! This could definitely help you!
Well, I actually lost 125 lbs. but I started making vids when I was at 236 lbs, so I counted from 236 on youtube, so I say I lost 110 lbs. I now weigh 145, so I gained 20 lbs. in the last 6 months, but am working on losing it again. I used have an eating disorder, and I used phentermine a lot and now I'm trying something else, which I will update my subscribers on in the next couple of weeks. I still suffer from my ed, but am trying to control it. That's why I make vids, to help me. <3
That's amazing! I saw one of your videos time ago and now I meet with this one, I knew that you could! You look great, keep working on, congratulations from Spain!
I think you look amazing! I enjoy watching your videos. I'm really new here and stared my own "blog" as you know. God I can relate to you so much it's almost unreal. The whole scale thing can determine how my entire day goes because I weigh my self EVERY morning after I go to "the bathroom" LOL! Really though it's a horrible thing to NOT see the numbers drop or at least frustrating, When yo've been trying. Keep up the good work, 101 lbs is so wicked. xoxo
First of all, I want to congratulate you on your great progress, how much are you weighing now? I can help you with this. For a 5'3'' person, 100lbs might be underweight, although I'm not sure, I'd have to check the BMI chart, but yeah, my Mom is 5'3'' and she is 125lbs, but she wants to be 117lbs, but she fails everytime, because she lacks the fucking discipline!!! I tell her ''Mom, have some discipline!!!''..lol
your going to get frustrated because you have a set weight you set you yourself,l', 142 and 5ft 7 jill if you get down to 100 pounds you wont feel good,when l was under 100 pounds l felt week and not a good feeling,l know personaly you want to be perfect in yout mind.
What a great accomplishment! Second, I used to be 5'3" and 147lbs, I grew, now I'm 110lbs at 5'6", I used to be 98lbs. I just want to say its possible - you can do it! And I did it by fasting or intaking under 500c a day. I have an eating disorder, so it wasn't natural by any means.
Another thing is (obviously I don't know what you look like without clothes, etc) it may be excess skin.
The best thing to do when the scale gets stuck is to increase your calories and kick start your metabolism again. It's hard, I know, but it works for most people. Starvation slows your metabolism.
Sorry to ask- but how tall are you and are you seeing a councellor? Unless you are like 5'0 100lb is not a healthy weight goal. I lost 70lb in 80 months about 6 months ago and it refuses to come off more- I still think I am fat- I still wish I looked like 'so and so' but I am a size 6-8. I am seeing a councellor who is helping me realize that what I see when I look in the mirror isn't what's actually there- maybe you should too...
i have not been on here in forever, but now i am back! so sorry! but man, i watched yer vids, wow, you lost alot!!! i am almost 200 pounds, and i just can't get myself to stick with my damned diet! wow, i suck! but, you look great, and i hope i can be a success like you! take care!
I have watched everyone one of your videos. You are beatuiful. And you know what you want and wont stop till you get it. You look great. You have a wonderful personality and great family... Congrats.
Thank you! I really do appreciate the kinds words. I have been dealing with some rude people lately, but I shouldn't dwell on the negativity. Your a VERY beautiful woman. I love your hair!
100 pounds? That's ridiculous! If you want to "look good" - PUT ON SOME MAKEUP! Your hair is always greasy in a ponytail. GO TO THE MALL, get a haircut with highlights and get some fake nails & start making yourself up. You'll feel & look "better". The thing about losing weight is that if you were unhappy at 236 pounds, you'll be unhappy at 100. The WEIGHT IS NOT THE ISSUE HERE - and somewhere inside of you, you know that already.
Your right. I do know that the weight is not the issue here. About the way I look; I don't care to be fake & pretend that I'm something I'm not, so if I choose not to wear make-up & pull my "greasy haired into a ponytail" then so be it. I won't put make-up on just to have it clog my pores & eventually get pimples. Sometimes, I do wear make-up, but NOT ALL THE TIME. So don't watch my videos if you want to see all that jazz. Otherwise, your comments are welcome.
I do, but I was just relaxing in my sweats that I used to wear when I was 236 lbs. I should throw them out & get some that are closer to the size I am now. Thanks.
Next time before overreacting you should pay attention to who a comment was directed to before you delete, block, and harass them on their own page. My comment was directed to user sullen7girl. Thanks. Aedak33
you lost weight because your purged, once you stop either the weight stops or you lose. im so happy for you. im a purger myself and i know you dont do what you do to glamourize an ed but im just telling you that im proud of you.
Purging fucking sucks. I've said it before & I will say it again! I FUCKING HATE IT. Some people who watch my videos actually think I am trying to promote eating disorders, but that is the furthest from the truth. Thanks for noticing that I'm not & that I'm just trying to work through my thoughts. I'm just sharing this journey with the world.
dude sometimes cameras can fuck things up. he prolly took it at a wrong angle or something because yeah compared to that picture and your face in this movie thats messed up...you have a really skinny face--and i'm not just saying that
she does NOT have a skinny face, by any means. the human face contains these things called cheekbones, but looking at her you'd never guess it.
i swear, why do all you people encourage her to post this shit that no one cares about. so you're fat sophiegirl...that's fan-fucking-tastic. but no one cares or wants to see your disformed fat blob of a body.
what the hell is that supposed to mean? you want attention from your dad? or perhaps you want to fuck your dad like you did when you were a little girl?
you weigh 133? unless you're 4'2" that's a fucking lie. i weigh about 15 lbs less than that and i sure as fuck do not look as fat as you. not even close. and i'm only 5'2". if you're trying to say that your bmi is less than mine, you are so full of shit.
Yes, I'm lying, cuz that's what I do. I lie. I haven't lost 103 lbs. to date. It's all fabricated. A big fucking hoax. I look EXACTLY THE SAME as when I started my videos. God, what was I thinking? I thought no one would notice!
Oh, I heard you saying 137, that's very great, I am down at 50,3 kg, think it's a hundred pounds in America, and I know how happy you must be, cause I am so happy too, never seen such a low number when I weight myself before!
>: You do know your metabolism is probably almost impossible to repair now. If you start eating normally all of a sudden, you'll probably gain all that weight back. I really don't understand why people starve themselves just to lose pounds. Sad really. But, maybe if you eat about 50 more calories from the day before until you are eating about 1300-1500 calories a day, maybe it'll become what it once was. Do you excercise even? >: How tall are you anyway?
It's not for you to understand. I'm fucked & I know my metabolism is shot to fucking hell. I was just speaking to my mother about this today. I will NEVER be able to eat between 1300-1500 calories! I will gain like nobody's business! I will have to restrict for the rest of my life.
Triggering gah as a anorexic, thanks a lot. I know you werent talking to me but I read this and it makes me mad. :/ nothing against you I'm just saying..
i'm having the same problem i'm at my goal weight and i wanna stop but i realized you will never stop. i guess this is where the realization of an eating disorder really starts to kick in and you feel like you cant live or be happy without this obsession without help.
Hey I know exactly how you feel, you look SOO much better now and congrats on how far you've come. My latest video I talked about this a little, the problem of people telling me I look fine but how I want to improve on myself. Go for YOUR goal, keep up the good work you're closer than you think!
The thing is that I would rather just be satisfied with myself or be able to see myself the way others do! I'm sure you understand this, but my next question is, HOW DO I FIGURE OUT HOW TO DO THIS? I don't remember the last time I was satisfied with myself.
I saw your first video and GIRL YOU LOOK GREAT! NOT FAT! Please honey PLEASE YOU ARE SOOOOOO BEAUTIFUL (REALLY I AM JEALOUS) YOU DON'T NEED TO DO THESE THINGS ANYMORE! JOIN A GYM LIKE CURVES FOR WOMEN. Work out and eat 5 small high protein high fiber meals a day, YOU WILL GET THERE AND YOU WILL GET THERE SAFE and HEALTHY.
101 lbs is a great accomplishment, you've come far, I think that deserves a good pat on the back. You do look amazing though...your face is thinner. As far as the pics go, the camera makes everybody look a few pounds heavier. You'll get there sweety. Hang in there! ((hugs)) <3
That is how it goes. You'll never be thin enough. When you get to 100 you'll want to be 99 then 95 etc. It is obviously progressing into an eating disorder or already is. You think you'll be happy when you are thinner, but happiness comes from the inside and loving yourself, not from a number on the scale.
I'm so jealous, You look great. How many months has it been, How many months did it take you to lose 101 pounds? 101 pounds is a hell of an acomplishment.
congrats, remember when you just wanted to be 130, and now you want to be down to 100 and then I think once you get there you will want to be lower. Be careful
101lbs is incredible! Its ok not to be satisfied..your not at where you wanna be, but you have done indreibly so far and Im so friggin inspired by you!! Huni you have to email me and tell what you have been doing!! Love ya gurl! You are so going to reach your target by the end of the year!xxx
Jill thanks for your honesty in this video . The truth is there is nothing WRONG with loosing 101 lbs and still not being happy. You saw the pictures and were like WTF ??I can do better than this and be better than this. That is differece between a real winner and a loser ...winners can analyze themselves and improve even more than the "average " person ! I am proud of you for seeing yourself honestly and NOT accepting it to be "average" PUSH yourself !!
101 pounds is a lot! Congrats girl! You are so skinny now, you don't even look like the same person. I'm very proud of you, and I think you look great. You are not fat at all.
First off no matter how you do it, losing 101 pounds is a major accomplishment that you should be proud of. You look wonderful. I am 100% sure those clothes are way to big on you, I was wearing my big clothes thinking I was still big until one day my jeans literally slid down my legs. I am still maintaining at 102 and I am no where near satisfied...i thought I would be, but I guess we never are?
You Honestly look great. Your will power is amazing. I'm subscribed to you and have watched ever single one of your videos. I don't want you to be unhealthy but I wish you luck achieving your goal.
Wow, you've lost a whole me! You're awesome hun. Everyone looks big in that position, like...if I really want to beat myself up I take a photo in that pose, its the worst!...You ARE thin. You should be proud hun :D
well fucking done ! yeah we are fucking proud ! 101lbs !!! that amazing ! i cant even imagine that me losing that, im not good enough.lol. I know what you mean about feeling you have lost weight, i used to get that when i was losing. i need to start losing again. hope i have your suport and guidance. xXx
and I wanna start to wera my size zero and size one jeans that I have. Hopefully, during May or something I might be 100 pounds or close to 100. I am also eating 500-600 cals a day. Do you do cardio everyday..and how tall are you? You should be extremly happy that you lost 100 pounds..Btw, how long did it take to to loose 100 pounds?
500-600 calories per day is not healthy at all. seriously that's borderline anorexia. and trust me once yous stop eating 500-600 cals a day. the weight will pile back on. a 500-600 calorie diet cannot be maintained for long. and if you plan on bearing children some day you will gain a ton of weight.
heyy..I guess than you and I are basically at the same spot, I weight 124 pounds and am 5 Feet talk (ughhh)..and I do look fat..I'm also trying to reach 100 pounds..
I was curious to know when you are at 100 lbs. and stop losing weight, how many calories are you going to eat to keep at that weight and not gain or lose?
I was thinking I could eat 1200 calories to maintain. If that is too much & I start gaining, say 5 lbs. at the most, I thought I would just restrict my calories for a few days until I get back down to 100 lbs.
Causes a lot of gastrointestinal problems, like diarrhea. A lot of people who have IBS symptoms really have celiac disease but aren't diagnosed properly because the symptoms can be tricky. Basically, your body can't digest a protein found in gluten and it causes a whole host of problems.
130s is amazing! And that picture is just a bad angle - anyone would look bad in that manner.
Btw not sure if you've done this but maybe you should get new clothes (something you've *always* wanted to wear but could not at your old weight) and/or do a complete makeover - makeup, hair etc. and take a picture instead.
yeah weird angles on the pics. you have lost a lot of weight! i'm glad to see that you are thinking about why you are not happy. food/emotions/mental stuff.. it's all tied together and it sucks!!! i'm sorry you are still having problems with the b/p. but i think you look great!
I think you look great. Isn't it funny how we're never satisfied no matter how low the number is, because we still want it lower, even though it was our original goal? Think of how happy you thought you would've been if someone told you 6 months ago you would weigh 135 today. Best to you, Sophie, and I hope you get what it is you need.
Don't let that picture make u go extreme. Sometimes i do the same thing and let me tell u it isnt worth it to go to the extreme when ur already thin. Dont stay fixated on it, just keep steady at it.
Girl congrats on lossing 100 pounds. I loved your "shit" talk. LOL! As for being fat, I don't think so! You didn't do yourself justice. You were laying down in baggy clothes. Try something more form fitting while standing up. You look so great girl. I am always amazed when I see your videos. Keep up the good work girl!
I didn't see a fat girl. I saw big clothes. You were also laying at a weird angle. Take naked pics! We want naked Jill! LMAO (JK) You need to give us fair pics! Congrats on 101 pounds! I want some real after pics in clothes that FIT YOU!!!! YOU ARE NOT A HEAVY PERSON! LOVE YOU GIRLFRIEND! MILESTONE BABY!
You look amazing...I know it's frustrating because you want to lose more, but stop and let yourself enjoy and realize the fact that you lost ONE HUNDRED (AND ONE!) pounds! That is a ridiculous amount of weight!
I think you look great, I think you are just sitting at a bad angle in that pic, you should take one with you sitting up straight in a chair and see what that looks like. Take care and good luck with the rest of your weight loss!
congrats girl on 101lbs loss!! so good to hear an update video! ur half the person uonce wore!!! be proud...umm doll, do u know that wearing big clothes dont make u look smaller...they make u look bigger then u really are! and those clothes in the pictures were for sure way too big on you! so u cant really say ur fat based on those pics bc its visible in ur face that ur really not as big as u have in ur head..be proud of yourself..
you were not happy at 230 and your still not happy at 135, your not going to be happy at 125 either....i love you girl but you need to focus your energy on other sources to make you happy.
It's funny that you say that, because I've been thinking about the reason "why" I don't feel happy. I think I've found some of the answers. I'll be making a video about that probably tomorrow. I just couldn't fit everything into 1 video. Thanks for the input, but I do really think I'll be somewhat happy with my body @ 100 lbs.
been busier than shit! We are close to spring brak...which means LOTS of work, I've been o.k, had a back injury a week ago, so I am now on muscle relaxers and good meds...I only take the relaxers tho....don't wanna be hooked on anything unhealthy,,How's that beautiful son of yours? You are looking great!
I LOVE MUSCLE RELAXERS! I have a prescription for cyclobenzaprine! I use them whenever I want to sleep but can't! Not the purpose or why the prescription was written, but OH FUCKING WELL!
Ok on to business... 100 pounds lost... You should be really proud and give yourself a little bit of praise. In regards to the pics to me it looked like you were trapped in way to much material, they looked too big. We get used to covering up and hiding when we are bigger and now you can actually wear what fits not what hides you. I'm proud of you and I know you have more goals but appreciate Jill, she has done a great job! XOXO!
HI, my name is Vanessa. I am 21 years old and weigh 216lbs. I am trying to lose weight and I dieting, but not going to the gym...I don't have enough for a membership. But looking at your videos I want to subscribe to your videos and look and see what are you doing to lose the weight. Hey, maybe I'll lose some watching what you do.
Vanessa
nessparty 2 years ago
Well, I did lose the weight, but not in the healthiest way. I do struggle with an eating disorder, but I'm trying to eat more sensibly. I do have an update for everyone, so look for a new video in the next week or so! This could definitely help you!
sophiegirl1 2 years ago
wow how did u lose 101 pounds?? i need to! i just started phentermine n am exercising alot i hope it helps me out!!
daddychino713 2 years ago
Well, I actually lost 125 lbs. but I started making vids when I was at 236 lbs, so I counted from 236 on youtube, so I say I lost 110 lbs. I now weigh 145, so I gained 20 lbs. in the last 6 months, but am working on losing it again. I used have an eating disorder, and I used phentermine a lot and now I'm trying something else, which I will update my subscribers on in the next couple of weeks. I still suffer from my ed, but am trying to control it. That's why I make vids, to help me. <3
sophiegirl1 2 years ago
100 pounds its too skinny! You lock beautifull!
linnjones 3 years ago
Thanks luv.
sophiegirl1 3 years ago
I hate the smell inside the subway restaurants
nsof 4 years ago
You look so pretty!! are you still taking phentermine?
synvii 4 years ago
That's amazing! I saw one of your videos time ago and now I meet with this one, I knew that you could! You look great, keep working on, congratulations from Spain!
Celiecita 4 years ago
I think you look amazing! I enjoy watching your videos. I'm really new here and stared my own "blog" as you know. God I can relate to you so much it's almost unreal. The whole scale thing can determine how my entire day goes because I weigh my self EVERY morning after I go to "the bathroom" LOL! Really though it's a horrible thing to NOT see the numbers drop or at least frustrating, When yo've been trying. Keep up the good work, 101 lbs is so wicked. xoxo
anasgurl 4 years ago
First of all, I want to congratulate you on your great progress, how much are you weighing now? I can help you with this. For a 5'3'' person, 100lbs might be underweight, although I'm not sure, I'd have to check the BMI chart, but yeah, my Mom is 5'3'' and she is 125lbs, but she wants to be 117lbs, but she fails everytime, because she lacks the fucking discipline!!! I tell her ''Mom, have some discipline!!!''..lol
ItalianWarrior777 4 years ago
your going to get frustrated because you have a set weight you set you yourself,l', 142 and 5ft 7 jill if you get down to 100 pounds you wont feel good,when l was under 100 pounds l felt week and not a good feeling,l know personaly you want to be perfect in yout mind.
Tinypuppies2 4 years ago
What a great accomplishment! Second, I used to be 5'3" and 147lbs, I grew, now I'm 110lbs at 5'6", I used to be 98lbs. I just want to say its possible - you can do it! And I did it by fasting or intaking under 500c a day. I have an eating disorder, so it wasn't natural by any means.
Another thing is (obviously I don't know what you look like without clothes, etc) it may be excess skin.
vikki1020 4 years ago
My god what an achievement...you look fab. You look like you've been thin all your life.
findmysecretgarden 4 years ago
How tall are you?
shav0nne 4 years ago
5'3"
sophiegirl1 4 years ago
hi?? i just want to ask if how long u've been counting calories??..i like your video just keep it up ull reach your goal...
lheng2x8886 4 years ago
The best thing to do when the scale gets stuck is to increase your calories and kick start your metabolism again. It's hard, I know, but it works for most people. Starvation slows your metabolism.
caroldesia 4 years ago
Sorry to ask- but how tall are you and are you seeing a councellor? Unless you are like 5'0 100lb is not a healthy weight goal. I lost 70lb in 80 months about 6 months ago and it refuses to come off more- I still think I am fat- I still wish I looked like 'so and so' but I am a size 6-8. I am seeing a councellor who is helping me realize that what I see when I look in the mirror isn't what's actually there- maybe you should too...
darmca1 4 years ago
i have not been on here in forever, but now i am back! so sorry! but man, i watched yer vids, wow, you lost alot!!! i am almost 200 pounds, and i just can't get myself to stick with my damned diet! wow, i suck! but, you look great, and i hope i can be a success like you! take care!
Bodhichickva 4 years ago
Wow thats great. So in almost a year you lost over 100 lbs on medifast or you did other programs too?
Becky427 4 years ago
I would take a look at my other videos if you want to see how I lost all this weight. It's not the healthiest & it's not fun either.
sophiegirl1 4 years ago
Have you just been doing Medifast? When did you start all this?
Becky427 4 years ago
I started losing weight last May 2006, but didn't start videos until July 2006.
sophiegirl1 4 years ago
I have watched everyone one of your videos. You are beatuiful. And you know what you want and wont stop till you get it. You look great. You have a wonderful personality and great family... Congrats.
InsideOut127 4 years ago
Thank you! I really do appreciate the kinds words. I have been dealing with some rude people lately, but I shouldn't dwell on the negativity. Your a VERY beautiful woman. I love your hair!
sophiegirl1 4 years ago
100 pounds? That's ridiculous! If you want to "look good" - PUT ON SOME MAKEUP! Your hair is always greasy in a ponytail. GO TO THE MALL, get a haircut with highlights and get some fake nails & start making yourself up. You'll feel & look "better". The thing about losing weight is that if you were unhappy at 236 pounds, you'll be unhappy at 100. The WEIGHT IS NOT THE ISSUE HERE - and somewhere inside of you, you know that already.
jbgraphic 4 years ago
Your right. I do know that the weight is not the issue here. About the way I look; I don't care to be fake & pretend that I'm something I'm not, so if I choose not to wear make-up & pull my "greasy haired into a ponytail" then so be it. I won't put make-up on just to have it clog my pores & eventually get pimples. Sometimes, I do wear make-up, but NOT ALL THE TIME. So don't watch my videos if you want to see all that jazz. Otherwise, your comments are welcome.
sophiegirl1 4 years ago
you should get some clothes that flatter your body better too, it will make you look half your size
mettabee 4 years ago
I do, but I was just relaxing in my sweats that I used to wear when I was 236 lbs. I should throw them out & get some that are closer to the size I am now. Thanks.
sophiegirl1 4 years ago
Next time before overreacting you should pay attention to who a comment was directed to before you delete, block, and harass them on their own page. My comment was directed to user sullen7girl. Thanks. Aedak33
warnow5 4 years ago
My bad.
sophiegirl1 4 years ago
I want to be 100 lbs. too, and right now I weigh 185 lbs....I have a long long long ass way to go...
kaylarae007 4 years ago
How long did it take you to lose 100 lbs. ?
kaylarae007 4 years ago
10 1/2 months.
sophiegirl1 4 years ago
That's actually not that long of a time.
kaylarae007 4 years ago
you lost weight because your purged, once you stop either the weight stops or you lose. im so happy for you. im a purger myself and i know you dont do what you do to glamourize an ed but im just telling you that im proud of you.
dahliadeville 4 years ago
Purging fucking sucks. I've said it before & I will say it again! I FUCKING HATE IT. Some people who watch my videos actually think I am trying to promote eating disorders, but that is the furthest from the truth. Thanks for noticing that I'm not & that I'm just trying to work through my thoughts. I'm just sharing this journey with the world.
sophiegirl1 4 years ago
That's very exciting news! good job!
analovediaries 4 years ago
dude sometimes cameras can fuck things up. he prolly took it at a wrong angle or something because yeah compared to that picture and your face in this movie thats messed up...you have a really skinny face--and i'm not just saying that
miss18love 4 years ago
Yeah, it was not a good picture. I realize that now.
sophiegirl1 4 years ago
she does NOT have a skinny face, by any means. the human face contains these things called cheekbones, but looking at her you'd never guess it.
i swear, why do all you people encourage her to post this shit that no one cares about. so you're fat sophiegirl...that's fan-fucking-tastic. but no one cares or wants to see your disformed fat blob of a body.
sullen7girl 4 years ago
DAD?
sophiegirl1 4 years ago
what the hell is that supposed to mean? you want attention from your dad? or perhaps you want to fuck your dad like you did when you were a little girl?
sullen7girl 4 years ago
WTF
chloesunshine 4 years ago
it seems as if it could be. o_O
chloesunshine 4 years ago
you weigh 133? unless you're 4'2" that's a fucking lie. i weigh about 15 lbs less than that and i sure as fuck do not look as fat as you. not even close. and i'm only 5'2". if you're trying to say that your bmi is less than mine, you are so full of shit.
sullen7girl 4 years ago
Yes, I'm lying, cuz that's what I do. I lie. I haven't lost 103 lbs. to date. It's all fabricated. A big fucking hoax. I look EXACTLY THE SAME as when I started my videos. God, what was I thinking? I thought no one would notice!
sophiegirl1 4 years ago
Honestly you looked flat {not your chest} but like your entire body looked like a cartoon when it gets ran over by a roller.
mcguck 4 years ago
Ok, thanks. I think?
sophiegirl1 4 years ago
honestly look at the first pic of you laying down with teh dog and it looks like your head is popping out teh couch.
mcguck 4 years ago
i have a question sophie DO U WORK OUT AT ALL? AND ANOTHER QUESTION, R U STILL USING PHERNTAMINE, I THINK THATS WHAT U WERE USING AT SOME POINT?
babycee303 4 years ago
No I don't work out & no I'm not using phentermine anymore. I ran out on Feb. 26 I think. Somewhere around the end of February.
sophiegirl1 4 years ago
Oh, I heard you saying 137, that's very great, I am down at 50,3 kg, think it's a hundred pounds in America, and I know how happy you must be, cause I am so happy too, never seen such a low number when I weight myself before!
hugs, Maren
Ballery 4 years ago
Thanks so much. I'm not sure if I'm so happy though. I now weigh 133 lbs. & all I can think of is making it to 100 lbs.
sophiegirl1 4 years ago
It's 110lbs
lucyalexandra 4 years ago
i've watched your other videos, and compared to now, i can see a total difference, just in your face. keep it up, you're looking great:]
BAMBItheHOOKERRR 4 years ago
Thanks.
sophiegirl1 4 years ago
>: You do know your metabolism is probably almost impossible to repair now. If you start eating normally all of a sudden, you'll probably gain all that weight back. I really don't understand why people starve themselves just to lose pounds. Sad really. But, maybe if you eat about 50 more calories from the day before until you are eating about 1300-1500 calories a day, maybe it'll become what it once was. Do you excercise even? >: How tall are you anyway?
sdoggle 4 years ago
It's not for you to understand. I'm fucked & I know my metabolism is shot to fucking hell. I was just speaking to my mother about this today. I will NEVER be able to eat between 1300-1500 calories! I will gain like nobody's business! I will have to restrict for the rest of my life.
sophiegirl1 4 years ago
Triggering gah as a anorexic, thanks a lot. I know you werent talking to me but I read this and it makes me mad. :/ nothing against you I'm just saying..
stripperemmers 4 years ago
Are you referring to me or to the original poster?
sophiegirl1 4 years ago
i'm having the same problem i'm at my goal weight and i wanna stop but i realized you will never stop. i guess this is where the realization of an eating disorder really starts to kick in and you feel like you cant live or be happy without this obsession without help.
sonotyou 4 years ago
Hey I know exactly how you feel, you look SOO much better now and congrats on how far you've come. My latest video I talked about this a little, the problem of people telling me I look fine but how I want to improve on myself. Go for YOUR goal, keep up the good work you're closer than you think!
pinkjuicygirl85 4 years ago
The thing is that I would rather just be satisfied with myself or be able to see myself the way others do! I'm sure you understand this, but my next question is, HOW DO I FIGURE OUT HOW TO DO THIS? I don't remember the last time I was satisfied with myself.
sophiegirl1 4 years ago
I wish I had an answer to that. I've spent my whole life trying to figure it out! I hope you do though!!
pinkjuicygirl85 4 years ago
I saw your first video and GIRL YOU LOOK GREAT! NOT FAT! Please honey PLEASE YOU ARE SOOOOOO BEAUTIFUL (REALLY I AM JEALOUS) YOU DON'T NEED TO DO THESE THINGS ANYMORE! JOIN A GYM LIKE CURVES FOR WOMEN. Work out and eat 5 small high protein high fiber meals a day, YOU WILL GET THERE AND YOU WILL GET THERE SAFE and HEALTHY.
distillednikki 4 years ago
wow!!! that is amazing!! congratulations :D keep up the good work hun!
samilou87 4 years ago
once you get smaller, its harder to loose weight.
thepinkfairy 4 years ago
I know, I know. I shouldn't get too worked up about it, but I still do.
sophiegirl1 4 years ago
101 lbs is a great accomplishment, you've come far, I think that deserves a good pat on the back. You do look amazing though...your face is thinner. As far as the pics go, the camera makes everybody look a few pounds heavier. You'll get there sweety. Hang in there! ((hugs)) <3
Nutmeg82 4 years ago
That is how it goes. You'll never be thin enough. When you get to 100 you'll want to be 99 then 95 etc. It is obviously progressing into an eating disorder or already is. You think you'll be happy when you are thinner, but happiness comes from the inside and loving yourself, not from a number on the scale.
ichbinkeinberliner 4 years ago
I'm so jealous, You look great. How many months has it been, How many months did it take you to lose 101 pounds? 101 pounds is a hell of an acomplishment.
congrats, remember when you just wanted to be 130, and now you want to be down to 100 and then I think once you get there you will want to be lower. Be careful
<3
jaz0188 4 years ago
101lbs is incredible! Its ok not to be satisfied..your not at where you wanna be, but you have done indreibly so far and Im so friggin inspired by you!! Huni you have to email me and tell what you have been doing!! Love ya gurl! You are so going to reach your target by the end of the year!xxx
youpenga 4 years ago
Jill thanks for your honesty in this video . The truth is there is nothing WRONG with loosing 101 lbs and still not being happy. You saw the pictures and were like WTF ??I can do better than this and be better than this. That is differece between a real winner and a loser ...winners can analyze themselves and improve even more than the "average " person ! I am proud of you for seeing yourself honestly and NOT accepting it to be "average" PUSH yourself !!
fastinggurl31 4 years ago
101 pounds is a lot! Congrats girl! You are so skinny now, you don't even look like the same person. I'm very proud of you, and I think you look great. You are not fat at all.
bitchpepper 4 years ago
First off no matter how you do it, losing 101 pounds is a major accomplishment that you should be proud of. You look wonderful. I am 100% sure those clothes are way to big on you, I was wearing my big clothes thinking I was still big until one day my jeans literally slid down my legs. I am still maintaining at 102 and I am no where near satisfied...i thought I would be, but I guess we never are?
skinnyme06 4 years ago
exercise would really help you more than losing weight. Your restriction is not a good idea.
waterlogged22 4 years ago
You Honestly look great. Your will power is amazing. I'm subscribed to you and have watched ever single one of your videos. I don't want you to be unhealthy but I wish you luck achieving your goal.
InsideOut127 4 years ago
You're just not satisfied yet. Once you get to a weight you feel good at, whatever that number turns out to be, you'll be satisfied.
You've really come a long way and you look SO good.
notroubleatall 4 years ago
EXACTLY! You totally understand where I'm coming from! Thanks for putting my thoughts into words that are understandable!
sophiegirl1 4 years ago
wow....ha, i love you!
do u have lose skin at all from all the weight u lost??
=] GO JILL.
<3
serenitysssecret 4 years ago
Bwahahaha! Hell yes I have loose skin! So disgusting, but I do plan on posting a video showing it. I have to work up the courage though!
sophiegirl1 4 years ago
Wow, you've lost a whole me! You're awesome hun. Everyone looks big in that position, like...if I really want to beat myself up I take a photo in that pose, its the worst!...You ARE thin. You should be proud hun :D
WhereRMyWings 4 years ago
go for a run/walk every day until then
you will drop it easily...
tiojio 4 years ago
well fucking done ! yeah we are fucking proud ! 101lbs !!! that amazing ! i cant even imagine that me losing that, im not good enough.lol. I know what you mean about feeling you have lost weight, i used to get that when i was losing. i need to start losing again. hope i have your suport and guidance. xXx
WasteOfSiemen 4 years ago
WOW. you look so good =)
paulaisabel 4 years ago
Hi jill, I see where you are coming from... I'm 5'5 and i weigh 113lbs and when i see my pictures i hate myself and i always think i'm fat.
The only time when i was really happy with the way i looked was when i was at 99lbs...
luazitaaa 4 years ago
everyone looks fat when they lay like that so dont beat yourself up too much.
but you know your body better than anyone else and hwat will make you happy with your body.
because if you are not happy it doesnt matter how much anyone else thinks you look great.
but you have come a long way and you do look amazing :)
great job chicky :)
nikitababy1983 4 years ago
and I wanna start to wera my size zero and size one jeans that I have. Hopefully, during May or something I might be 100 pounds or close to 100. I am also eating 500-600 cals a day. Do you do cardio everyday..and how tall are you? You should be extremly happy that you lost 100 pounds..Btw, how long did it take to to loose 100 pounds?
Ayeshachaudhary 4 years ago
10 1/2 months.
sophiegirl1 4 years ago
500-600 calories per day is not healthy at all. seriously that's borderline anorexia. and trust me once yous stop eating 500-600 cals a day. the weight will pile back on. a 500-600 calorie diet cannot be maintained for long. and if you plan on bearing children some day you will gain a ton of weight.
rania3830 4 years ago
I guess your right..but there isbasically no way out for me..I tried almost everything ..and this is the only way that is working for me :(
Ayeshachaudhary 4 years ago
heyy..I guess than you and I are basically at the same spot, I weight 124 pounds and am 5 Feet talk (ughhh)..and I do look fat..I'm also trying to reach 100 pounds..
Ayeshachaudhary 4 years ago
100lbs? i cant even get that low... im 137lbs. how tall are you?
goaskher8 4 years ago
5'3"
sophiegirl1 4 years ago
I was curious to know when you are at 100 lbs. and stop losing weight, how many calories are you going to eat to keep at that weight and not gain or lose?
zukeepurr 4 years ago
I was thinking I could eat 1200 calories to maintain. If that is too much & I start gaining, say 5 lbs. at the most, I thought I would just restrict my calories for a few days until I get back down to 100 lbs.
sophiegirl1 4 years ago
Hey, sorry to hear that you were sick again. Have you been tested for celiac disease? I hope you find happiness soon.
sponge2 4 years ago
Celiac disease? Never heard of it. I'll look it up, but one question. Why would you think of something like that?
sophiegirl1 4 years ago
Causes a lot of gastrointestinal problems, like diarrhea. A lot of people who have IBS symptoms really have celiac disease but aren't diagnosed properly because the symptoms can be tricky. Basically, your body can't digest a protein found in gluten and it causes a whole host of problems.
sponge2 4 years ago
hmm...THANKS! I'll definitely look that up! I was diagnosed with IBS 6 years ago. I've had constant problems since!
sophiegirl1 4 years ago
130s is amazing! And that picture is just a bad angle - anyone would look bad in that manner.
Btw not sure if you've done this but maybe you should get new clothes (something you've *always* wanted to wear but could not at your old weight) and/or do a complete makeover - makeup, hair etc. and take a picture instead.
kirakr 4 years ago
yeah weird angles on the pics. you have lost a lot of weight! i'm glad to see that you are thinking about why you are not happy. food/emotions/mental stuff.. it's all tied together and it sucks!!! i'm sorry you are still having problems with the b/p. but i think you look great!
emptycompleteness 4 years ago
I think you look great. Isn't it funny how we're never satisfied no matter how low the number is, because we still want it lower, even though it was our original goal? Think of how happy you thought you would've been if someone told you 6 months ago you would weigh 135 today. Best to you, Sophie, and I hope you get what it is you need.
nonamavi 4 years ago
you are so not fat. you were just laying funny. I think you should stand up and take a pic. You look lovely!
seh97001 4 years ago
You look great. You weigh less than I do and I'm only 5'.
samiskulz 4 years ago
Don't let that picture make u go extreme. Sometimes i do the same thing and let me tell u it isnt worth it to go to the extreme when ur already thin. Dont stay fixated on it, just keep steady at it.
starcharm 4 years ago
Girl congrats on lossing 100 pounds. I loved your "shit" talk. LOL! As for being fat, I don't think so! You didn't do yourself justice. You were laying down in baggy clothes. Try something more form fitting while standing up. You look so great girl. I am always amazed when I see your videos. Keep up the good work girl!
vincantations 4 years ago
I didn't see a fat girl. I saw big clothes. You were also laying at a weird angle. Take naked pics! We want naked Jill! LMAO (JK) You need to give us fair pics! Congrats on 101 pounds! I want some real after pics in clothes that FIT YOU!!!! YOU ARE NOT A HEAVY PERSON! LOVE YOU GIRLFRIEND! MILESTONE BABY!
JennEtchMILF 4 years ago
yay! you're back!
You look amazing...I know it's frustrating because you want to lose more, but stop and let yourself enjoy and realize the fact that you lost ONE HUNDRED (AND ONE!) pounds! That is a ridiculous amount of weight!
broadwaybaby9283 4 years ago
your shit videos always make me laugh!!!!
pixiechik02 4 years ago
I think you look great, I think you are just sitting at a bad angle in that pic, you should take one with you sitting up straight in a chair and see what that looks like. Take care and good luck with the rest of your weight loss!
singpentecostal 4 years ago
congrats girl on 101lbs loss!! so good to hear an update video! ur half the person uonce wore!!! be proud...umm doll, do u know that wearing big clothes dont make u look smaller...they make u look bigger then u really are! and those clothes in the pictures were for sure way too big on you! so u cant really say ur fat based on those pics bc its visible in ur face that ur really not as big as u have in ur head..be proud of yourself..
KeriLovesMAtty 4 years ago
you were not happy at 230 and your still not happy at 135, your not going to be happy at 125 either....i love you girl but you need to focus your energy on other sources to make you happy.
jaimelyn6 4 years ago
It's funny that you say that, because I've been thinking about the reason "why" I don't feel happy. I think I've found some of the answers. I'll be making a video about that probably tomorrow. I just couldn't fit everything into 1 video. Thanks for the input, but I do really think I'll be somewhat happy with my body @ 100 lbs.
sophiegirl1 4 years ago
Ok my girl...so good to see you!BUT your user name should be SKINNYSOPHIE..not sophiegirl!
Love ya!
analia73 4 years ago
Your cute, as ALWAYS! How've you been?
sophiegirl1 4 years ago
been busier than shit! We are close to spring brak...which means LOTS of work, I've been o.k, had a back injury a week ago, so I am now on muscle relaxers and good meds...I only take the relaxers tho....don't wanna be hooked on anything unhealthy,,How's that beautiful son of yours? You are looking great!
analia73 4 years ago
I LOVE MUSCLE RELAXERS! I have a prescription for cyclobenzaprine! I use them whenever I want to sleep but can't! Not the purpose or why the prescription was written, but OH FUCKING WELL!
sophiegirl1 4 years ago
Holy "Shit" your funny (all the shit talk)! lol
Ok on to business... 100 pounds lost... You should be really proud and give yourself a little bit of praise. In regards to the pics to me it looked like you were trapped in way to much material, they looked too big. We get used to covering up and hiding when we are bigger and now you can actually wear what fits not what hides you. I'm proud of you and I know you have more goals but appreciate Jill, she has done a great job! XOXO!
LisaLuluFufu 4 years ago