i don't know what it is i just feel alone i people who love me i have 3 real friend i can count on i have a good life but yet every day all i want to do is commit suicide dose anyone else know what this is like i just feel so alone :(
you guys who are young...just hang in there- it will get better when your hormones aren't in control of you anymore...swear it's true and I also know you don't believe me, but I was there, too. I swear it will be over some day and you will remember your younger years- especially hellschool, I mean high school- like they were some horrible bad dream you survived. hang in there.
normal is what you are there us no defined version of it for how ever you act that is the normal for you. it took me awhile to figure it out but once i knew who i was i stopped caring about what people thought of me but i choose to help people improve what they thought of themselves
ik wat u r going through and trust me u r normal every one is u arent nothing every 1 is beautiful from the begining and u arent alone god is here for u just find him
my dad and step mom both think that deperession is just people feeling sorry for themselves. but i know that 's not true. that's why i keep it to myself.
your a beautiful girl. i see great things from you hun and i know how you feel. im clinically depressed where i feel sad all the time every day of the week if i dont take my meds and there are days my meds dont work so i take pills at work hoping i can just collapse onto the ground. but listen to me. i learnt that there is love in people. there is love in my mother my step father and love in my boyfriend. just find that love hun
@thelupawolf Your Mother LOVES and cares for you. She is not jealous she just wants to not only understand she wants to help fix it. As a Mother she wants you to do well and that is all that matters. People that do not have depression do not understand it, and some that do have it do not want to admit it. Keep up the good work and remember we are here to give you the boost that you need from time to time. Understanding is everything and I do understand......
@thelupawolf What ever you do, DO NOT GIVE UP! I am much older then you are and I am here to tell you that even though every day is a struggle, life is worth living. It is worth the trials and tribulations you will go through. There are people out here that REALLY DO CARE. From the bottom of my heart all that you will go through is worth it as LOVE is worth it. Love is everything and it is out here. It may not always come in the form you need or want it too but it is here.
im 13. i took many tests online and im positive i have depression. though it wasn't a very accurate diagnosis but im getting strong symptoms of it. my sister was diagnosed at 16 and is 17 now.my mom hates the pills shes taking and wants her to stop which at this point shes yelling the fuk at my dad about it. i thnk she might be smoking and drinking which obviously dosent help. i want to tell but my mom but she wont fukin even believe me let alone let me take them.i need to know wht to do im lost
@avengedpiegon13 Talk to someone at school and let them know what is going on. Please also try to understand that your Mother maybe depressed as well and not want to have to come to terms with it, I do not know the full story and I am not a professional, but PLEASE TALK to someone that is willing to help you, and keep talking until you get the help you need.
@avengedpiegon13 The first step may be talking to someone in your school. if you're sure you have it then you have to do something about it. Do not leave it alone because it's not something that goes away. Talk to an adult, such as a nurse or counselor, in your school or a peer counsellor. your family might not like it but it's something you help is something you have to get for yourself. good luck. I believe you can do it.
People out there who are suffering from depression I just want you to know that I know how you all feel because I have been there and still going through it. I know it is hard because your mind takes over and you start thinking bad thoughts but we can all defeat depression together. If we stick together we can beat this. Will take a while but believe in all of you :) you are all amazing.
Love in your heart is the answer no matter what has happened to you. Love, Love, Love....oh yeah and forgiveness for the wrongs done to others and to yourself. You are a precious life in this world and you need to be here,,,,,to inspire others. (((((HUGS)))))
@thelupawolf HANG IN THERE!!!! I am rooting and praying for you. You know who you are inside, and now you know someone (even if you do not know the on a personal level) that really does care about you and your future. I will not preach on a higher power as I do not know your thoughts on that, but for me I know there is something better, and I have faith that what I suffer in this life will be corrected in the next. But it is up to the higher power to take me when he is ready and not 1 minute b4
@thelupawolf Same as some people in my family. They understand but think I can just switch a light n in my head and eerything will be better. People with out depression see those of us with it as being negitive, as we see life realistically. No one can sweep emoitions or issues under the rug and expect them to just go away. LIFE does not work that way. To me I think of depression as grieving. We all grieve differently and that is okay. There is not a right way or a wrong way to grieve.
Please do not let depression get the best of you. You do have so many angels in your life that you may not see or know who they are but they are fighting for you. I am as well (not an angel) but fighting for you. THELUPAWOLF and everyone else reading this YOU can WIN!!!
@thelupawolf I am so sorry for all the feelings you have wrapped up inside. Depression is so hard for those that do not have it to understand the thought process and emotional termoil that one goes through. I am not a professional as I do not have a degree in how to fix depression, but I do deal with it every minute of every day and understand. Please just know you are not alone and if you ever need to just talk it out I am a great listener with out judgement.
i understand how bad depression hurts especially when u have a family that dosent care and thinks ur making it up .i try to fake a smile and laugh everyday so they know im ok when inside im just dieing inside i have nothing left inside of me anymore i fight so hard to keep the tears back and try not to cut but when ii do it feels good even if it dosent last for awhile i know how bad it hurts i know how bad pain can feel it can hurt to the point that u cant breath or sleep
im 17 i was doing so good with not cutting my self for 2 years then couple day s ago i staretd again.no one knows gladly but i have my normal appts tom ed counseling and reg counseling im scared wht if they notice or findout .
i just wanted to let you know i know how you feel im in the same shit at this very moment anyway if you're not gone yet i would want you to know i hear your story and truly understand it i want to feel normal to my fellow outsider we need support in hard times even a hug every once in a while is already enough let us just stop suffering
God promises us that he will not put more on us than we can handle alone. He will deliver us if we call on Him and trust in his promises...."Peace I leave with you, My peace I give to you; not as the world gives do I give to you. Let not your heart be troubled, neither let it be afraid."(John 14:27) God is my strength and power, and He makes my way perfect."(2ndSamuel 22:33)...God hasn't taken you, because He wants to use all of us for His glory. Ask Jesus to help you and wait on the Lord.
no hate from me i understand the pain and unruelyness this brings to one person, i myself have suffered depression it aint nice o to all teh haters of this vid live a week in the mind of the depressed and see how you come out at the end, maybe you all ight understand a little more to why people do wat they do if only you knew the reasons behind :(
i use to have friends but most moved and forgot me or just stoped being my friend and started to pick on me. i started to feel this emptyness inside me.i got held back in seventh grade and made new friends but i still feel the emptyness
I been through this whole process of despression all you need to do is find your true inspiration i cut myself so many times until i found that one thing that makes me happy you might say your fat ugly but thats true beauty just get out there dnt care what anyone says about you all you need is hope
i am so shy. i am 14 years old and bcoz of my shyness, i dont have much friends, i only have 3, but they arnt like REAL friends. they ignore me sometimes. i feel so lonely and so lost. i still smile and i still try to be happy. but inside me i am drowning, i think why doesnt anyone like me? why is everyone ignoring me? why cant we all get along? why cant i be confident like everyone else? why am i so shy...? :'(
@Sallyh342 i am the same i always been VERY shy since i was a lil girl so i dont have any friends only on the computer and ppl at school dont wanna be near me like im werid or too different from them and sometimes i hear them talk bad about me even though i dont anything wrong im always sitting alone then suddenly i was being bullied by 2 girls from my class who i thought was nice ppl cause they were nice to me so i find myself saying "why cant i be like everyone else?" so i started crying alot
@grandpagirl22 ur not alone, add me if u need help with anything i can give you some advice. i understand ur pain.. I know this quote" Any change, any loss, does not make us victims. Others can shake you, surprise you, disappoint you, but they can't prevent you from acting, from taking the situation you're presented with and moving on. No matter where you are in life, no matter what your situation, you can always do something. You always have a choice and the choice can be power"Blaine Lee
@Sallyh342 i know how you feel im so shy and i feel so invisible for it i have no confidence at all, you have to stop being shy its not easy but its worth it
The thing I learned about my shyness is that all this time it made me think that everybody hated me, when in reality I was the only one standing in the way of my happiness. You need to believe in yourself. You have potential. I believe in you, your friends believe in you, and so do LOTS of these youtubers. I know it's not easy to express yourself under this situation, but you gotta remember that people aren't judging you as much as you think they are. I hope this helped. Sorry if not.
I'm 22 years old.I don't have friends Caz my shyness and not confident. I feel your pain. now is too late,Nobody had to say this and I didn' t told to any one my weakness. I lost many happiness things in my life like love, enjoy, happy,social associate. .my hands was shaken and I was failed to study. caz my sub knowledge was hidden with the fear and confident I don't have a confident. I lost my job too. Now unfortunately I'm too in depression..I couldn't help me
its really sad but never give up trust on God that is only solution you have but deal with depression feelings negative feelings its impossible but make its poaaible make friendship with brave persons
I have been diagnoses with Clinical depression and I know how much it can effect everyone that feels depression more then one day every few weeks. Depression is not to be made fun of or be taken lightly. We are all here for a purpose and when we feel lost, alone, and feel like we have no purpose reach out please to someone you trust that will not play with your emotions, as that is what depression is it is an emotional disorder that can be helped. Reach out to me and I will be there to help
@NETDNKC1 When i was 12 i was dignosed with clinical depression. i was beaten and teased. terrorized. Im 13 now and everything is almost the same. im almost 135lbs and almost overweight. i used to want to not eat untill i hit 100lbs, but i have learned to except my self.I have a medium case so i am not and never was a cutter but i would have flashbacks and my horrible days. Those who know what it's like . im here to talk
@musicloverinsanfran Your story really tears me up. I am so sorry you have gone through the things you have. No one should ever have to endure what you have. Know that GOD loves you and what has happened to you is NOT YOUR FAULT. I will give you the same advise PLEASE TALK to someone in your community, school, nieghbor, someone until you are heard. I know how scarry it can be but you have a great mind and you can make this behavior stop.
@NETDNKC1 Hey there ive been very depressed lately i feel like doing nothing no energy no appetite and ive had suicide thoughts what should i do. every single day is an struggle for me. i just dont know what to do is horribnle living like this
@mrchrmedone i felt the same.. how can i got out from this sufferings?? i have my school to handle. i can't think. sometimes i feel i have gone crazyy
@NETDNKC1......Me to, and it does hurt, your right it effects me day to day...I hate when people joke about deppression or suicide, its just not right!...
these comments... I don't even know how to express.. I didn't want to say anything but I'm drawn towards it, I'm depressed too, but I still use my fucking head, your life is meaningless, that should be a good reason not to give a shit.
i been depress for 4 years im 15 and soon to be 16.the reason i even got depressed cause i was molested by my brother when i was 9 years old and became anti-social for a very long time i am still.then i was molested by my grandpa when i was 13 which made became worst and my pets disappear made me more sad and im taking medication but not really helping.its hard for me to make friends in real life and i was being bullied so i stopped going to school i feel wothless and i want to die very much :(
i'm sick of all of this, sometimes i think of suicide, but then i think of my friends, and family, then i just hide myself behind a smile
when my mom talks about herself dieing..... i cry softly inside.... but no expression on the outside..... sometimes i get a few hiccup sounds from me, but the music is too loud for her to notice
i'm sick of pretending
i'm sick of being the only one to understand ME ....all of me, not just the outer core of energy i set off
I've wanted to have a nice body for the past year only to impress one person but that one person just doesn't want to be with me.... i make her happy, i make her laugh... I'm the only one whose ever been there for her.... why does she keep looking past me... we used to be in love.... but we never got the chance to be together.... now every time i think of her, hear someone talk about her.... or worse... confront her... i burst into tears....
Im turning 19 in a few days, and ive felt like this since i was 12 when i was sexually abused by someone. I am just about pulling through each day, and i am not an emo, i dont dress or wear my hair or makeup like one... but if you cant accept that people feel like this dont click on the videos you idiots! you all need to grow up and realise what people feel and have gone through either that or dont click on this kind of stuff !!! Douche bags !
"that i hate pretending all the time, and about my mom dieing, and no one getting me.... ther then ME but i have to say... sometimes _I_ don't even get me"
i want everything to be perfect
my mom be healthy
me be skinnier since my mom AND my sister and people @ school give me hints that i'm fat
but my mom even says i'm fat to my face sometimes
people dont understand at all they care about themsleves
Suicide is not a good way to go. Don't be a coward, you have to face the world, your pain and don't feel bad if you fail, you will survive, just like I did.
I'm so sorry you feel like this, if there is anything i can do or if you just want someone nice you've never met to talk to then please, go ahead :) I hate seeing anyone like this! <3 xxx
HI anacut09when you have the chance please watch, Similization, it's an ad to a website about our today's society. And If you're interested you can check out the site and maybe even post any thoughts you might have. Thanks.
If you are depressed why do you make a vidio of it? isent it beter to try to get beter? i wer bullied in 9 years and insteed of puting up a vidio i more aimd to get beter.
@wilkylineman78 i dident eather you know when ur lonly in 9 years and havent talkt to more than your parents the whole time u dont know how to be social anymore but still i tryd I realy HAD to try to be beter than the others to know im not as pathetic to bully .... i wer mass bullyed by my whole class it wer horible but its allways a light i mean this girl had friends i dident
im always depressed because my stupid boyfriend is always ignoring me for some other girl who he already broke up with but it STILL into her. its no fair. my mother is always yelling at me and my sister is the only happy thing in my life. my brother just makes me so mad since all he does when hes home is make fun of me and call me a blob for sitting on the computer for a while. my best friend is paying attention to someone else way too much. :( life sucks
i tried ending it all last week. dont try and jump off a building thats not high enough. it hurts (Y). and now ive realised its not worth it. the worlds shit but it has its perks. there you go, youve heard it from the horses mouth. smile more x x
my depression involves a girl i like she rejected me cuz she likes some fuking loser that made me depressed now my life is a mess ive hurt myself coutless times whenever i start to feel better sombody else has a problem and i put myself down to help them i get bullied at school im a reject and even how sad i am at school nobody cares ive tried to kill myself but my friends just said i was stuiped when i told them i fuking hate myself :(
hey, sooner or later you will realize that all of the things you have done for this girl that you like was worthless. I used to have the same exact problem... eventually i realized... and i say eventually because it took me 4-5 years to realize she was a bitch and was just hurting me. Just wait because everything becomes clear to you one day on when that day comes you will feel more free than you ever have in your life. Hang in there.
hang in there, hun. i've been exactly where you're at right now. you'll get over all of it sooner or later, trust me. things sometimes have to get worse before they can get better. my counselor, friends, family, they tried helping but in the end, it was me who came to the realization that i was wasting my life on unhappiness. i hope you reach that point too, soon.
Msg me if you need someone to talk to ok? ^^ I can understand i was the same way once. You dont have to deal with it alone. :) Im sure ppl care and love you. Reach and grab the hands of people that reach theirs to you. ^^ You will find something worth living for.
I care about you, and I you can be sure that you're beautiful, plz take care, I can relate to that stuff in your vid, I'm not just saying it, I have scars that have marked me for life, I'll talk to you or anything, please hold on, or I will hold you, but please, just stay with us, will you?
depression is something individual, from person to person, all you got My friend is numbers, but we are actully talking about lives! And it sounds grim if you put that way you did...
Do you have no sensitivity? This is so offensive, i wish i could just break your neck. Do you know how hard this is to overcome? Go get a life, you loser.
By the time I was 10 I had already come close to death about 12 times due to depression, 2 years later I learned the source of my depression was anger.
I had no idea why I was like that, but I was determined enough to stop being as angry, and I became a normal boy, for the other 2 years of my life so far, I worked on getting friends, and I'm fine now. (But still a bit Aggressive.)
That may be your insight to this, but if you knew me you wouldn't say that, and plus I'm very protective over my autistic brother so I usually got depressed when someone made fun of him and that's how I came to be so angry and depressed
Thats a really nice video, it made me think alot about my life. I feel like that sometimes and i just want to break down and disappear so that no one can ever find me.
My first thought was to comment "lol emo" but I guess if its serious, unlike most vids, then .. I dunno what to say :/ if you need help I dare you to talk to me, I can make your life seem like heaven, and I wont even mention the children in africa, they dont use youtube anyway.
there have been so many times that i've felt like there is no hope. like im no good and nobody needs me... what good am i anyways? i have asked god so many times to take me home because i cant stand to be here anymore.
Your not fat, ugly,worthless,disgusting hopeless, broken or fragile. But thinking such can make it so.Why are you so empty inside?Maybe your asking the wrong questions..ask and you will recieve. Thats how the mind works. Good or bad, we reap what we sow. Quite literally. Hang in there kido, theres always a silver lining. And don't let the haters bother you. Their just scared.
MEEEEEEEE to a fuckin T but, please know that yer not alone darlin so many more poeple out there who feel the same way, suicidal bastard to another hangon to life and don't throw it away it can only get better right
I read a poem today.. and at the end it said "when no one on the outside cares if you live or die, I love you"
I know that I don't know you, but I do hope that you can figure things out. I don't know exactly what you're going through, but whatever it is, I hope it gets better. I hope someday you can look back on it, whatever it is, and say "all of that is over."
WHY!!! Do I put myself though these! WHY! It doesn't make me any better, but I guess I could be doing worse things...and why are suicidal people so much more caring then "happy" people? We're all humans people. Anacut09..everyone else..hang in there....
i don't know what it is i just feel alone i people who love me i have 3 real friend i can count on i have a good life but yet every day all i want to do is commit suicide dose anyone else know what this is like i just feel so alone :(
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12radosevic 1 week ago
Babe. It'll be okay. I know it doesn't seem like it. but.. It'll all work out.
Sometimes I look at my old scars and remember.. 'Just memories'
Not the present. When I wanted to die.. I thought about the people who hated me.
I thought.. I'll just live because they can suck it with their stupid lives.
If you need me, just look me up C:
KaterzLovesStrangerz 2 weeks ago
2:43 motto 4 life
girgirl1997 2 weeks ago
Depression does not mean your week it means to have been so strong for to long
Fave38 2 weeks ago
@oneawesometeengirl1 Same here. Some people are just stupid.
americarockon 3 weeks ago
you guys who are young...just hang in there- it will get better when your hormones aren't in control of you anymore...swear it's true and I also know you don't believe me, but I was there, too. I swear it will be over some day and you will remember your younger years- especially hellschool, I mean high school- like they were some horrible bad dream you survived. hang in there.
sirkaai 1 month ago
i am retard i get call that all the time just because i hate talking
oneawesometeengirl1 1 month ago
what is this song called?
hamrox97 1 month ago
Plz check my channel and read the about me and channel description plz i want to help you
Jersyshore23 1 month ago
normal is what you are there us no defined version of it for how ever you act that is the normal for you. it took me awhile to figure it out but once i knew who i was i stopped caring about what people thought of me but i choose to help people improve what they thought of themselves
ecrenia 1 month ago
I just feel.. alone.. heartbroken...
worth nothing
No one would care if I died.
LoveRavenclaw2278 1 month ago
@LoveRavenclaw2278 Ummmm i don't know you but i thnk people can debate on that....i care for all people and if i knew you or i don't, I still care <3
DoubleTroubleOML 1 month ago
@DoubleTroubleOML Thanks :)
It just..... .feels.... urgh!
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ik wat u r going through and trust me u r normal every one is u arent nothing every 1 is beautiful from the begining and u arent alone god is here for u just find him
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lyra1314 1 month ago
listen to "paradise lost by Hollywood undead" that's a depressing song for depress people like u :)
ronmcr14 1 month ago
my dad and step mom both think that deperession is just people feeling sorry for themselves. but i know that 's not true. that's why i keep it to myself.
lovejoypeace2015 2 months ago
me too... :(
Ddfl21 2 months ago
I'm here for you <3
emochick805 2 months ago
your a beautiful girl. i see great things from you hun and i know how you feel. im clinically depressed where i feel sad all the time every day of the week if i dont take my meds and there are days my meds dont work so i take pills at work hoping i can just collapse onto the ground. but listen to me. i learnt that there is love in people. there is love in my mother my step father and love in my boyfriend. just find that love hun
Emo1992Chick 2 months ago
@thelupawolf Your Mother LOVES and cares for you. She is not jealous she just wants to not only understand she wants to help fix it. As a Mother she wants you to do well and that is all that matters. People that do not have depression do not understand it, and some that do have it do not want to admit it. Keep up the good work and remember we are here to give you the boost that you need from time to time. Understanding is everything and I do understand......
NETDNKC1 2 months ago
@thelupawolf What ever you do, DO NOT GIVE UP! I am much older then you are and I am here to tell you that even though every day is a struggle, life is worth living. It is worth the trials and tribulations you will go through. There are people out here that REALLY DO CARE. From the bottom of my heart all that you will go through is worth it as LOVE is worth it. Love is everything and it is out here. It may not always come in the form you need or want it too but it is here.
NETDNKC1 2 months ago
im 13. i took many tests online and im positive i have depression. though it wasn't a very accurate diagnosis but im getting strong symptoms of it. my sister was diagnosed at 16 and is 17 now.my mom hates the pills shes taking and wants her to stop which at this point shes yelling the fuk at my dad about it. i thnk she might be smoking and drinking which obviously dosent help. i want to tell but my mom but she wont fukin even believe me let alone let me take them.i need to know wht to do im lost
avengedpiegon13 2 months ago
@avengedpiegon13 Talk to someone at school and let them know what is going on. Please also try to understand that your Mother maybe depressed as well and not want to have to come to terms with it, I do not know the full story and I am not a professional, but PLEASE TALK to someone that is willing to help you, and keep talking until you get the help you need.
NETDNKC1 2 months ago
@avengedpiegon13 The first step may be talking to someone in your school. if you're sure you have it then you have to do something about it. Do not leave it alone because it's not something that goes away. Talk to an adult, such as a nurse or counselor, in your school or a peer counsellor. your family might not like it but it's something you help is something you have to get for yourself. good luck. I believe you can do it.
FallingIntoTheWorld 2 months ago
People out there who are suffering from depression I just want you to know that I know how you all feel because I have been there and still going through it. I know it is hard because your mind takes over and you start thinking bad thoughts but we can all defeat depression together. If we stick together we can beat this. Will take a while but believe in all of you :) you are all amazing.
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For me if i can't find help then i guess suicide is the only way out true talk im not bullshiting real talk...
920gamez 3 months ago
Love in your heart is the answer no matter what has happened to you. Love, Love, Love....oh yeah and forgiveness for the wrongs done to others and to yourself. You are a precious life in this world and you need to be here,,,,,to inspire others. (((((HUGS)))))
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NETDNKC1 3 months ago
@thelupawolf HANG IN THERE!!!! I am rooting and praying for you. You know who you are inside, and now you know someone (even if you do not know the on a personal level) that really does care about you and your future. I will not preach on a higher power as I do not know your thoughts on that, but for me I know there is something better, and I have faith that what I suffer in this life will be corrected in the next. But it is up to the higher power to take me when he is ready and not 1 minute b4
NETDNKC1 3 months ago
@thelupawolf Same as some people in my family. They understand but think I can just switch a light n in my head and eerything will be better. People with out depression see those of us with it as being negitive, as we see life realistically. No one can sweep emoitions or issues under the rug and expect them to just go away. LIFE does not work that way. To me I think of depression as grieving. We all grieve differently and that is okay. There is not a right way or a wrong way to grieve.
NETDNKC1 3 months ago
Please do not let depression get the best of you. You do have so many angels in your life that you may not see or know who they are but they are fighting for you. I am as well (not an angel) but fighting for you. THELUPAWOLF and everyone else reading this YOU can WIN!!!
NETDNKC1 3 months ago
@thelupawolf I am so sorry for all the feelings you have wrapped up inside. Depression is so hard for those that do not have it to understand the thought process and emotional termoil that one goes through. I am not a professional as I do not have a degree in how to fix depression, but I do deal with it every minute of every day and understand. Please just know you are not alone and if you ever need to just talk it out I am a great listener with out judgement.
NETDNKC1 3 months ago
i understand how bad depression hurts especially when u have a family that dosent care and thinks ur making it up .i try to fake a smile and laugh everyday so they know im ok when inside im just dieing inside i have nothing left inside of me anymore i fight so hard to keep the tears back and try not to cut but when ii do it feels good even if it dosent last for awhile i know how bad it hurts i know how bad pain can feel it can hurt to the point that u cant breath or sleep
angel57398 3 months ago
@angel57398 i feel your pain samething with my family the only person that still believes in me is my dad i LOVE dad
920gamez 3 months ago
im 17 i was doing so good with not cutting my self for 2 years then couple day s ago i staretd again.no one knows gladly but i have my normal appts tom ed counseling and reg counseling im scared wht if they notice or findout .
16bunnylover 4 months ago
i just wanted to let you know i know how you feel im in the same shit at this very moment anyway if you're not gone yet i would want you to know i hear your story and truly understand it i want to feel normal to my fellow outsider we need support in hard times even a hug every once in a while is already enough let us just stop suffering
if you read this please respond..
DemonEmonic 4 months ago in playlist take a look into me
how do people make videos like this i mean like where u do the typing and sstuff
purplegirl411 4 months ago
It took me 40 seconds to start crying.. *Hugz*
EllieGotTalent 4 months ago
the tears out of my eyes when I play this video..I know what you feel..*hugs you*
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IXMisaXI 4 months ago
God promises us that he will not put more on us than we can handle alone. He will deliver us if we call on Him and trust in his promises...."Peace I leave with you, My peace I give to you; not as the world gives do I give to you. Let not your heart be troubled, neither let it be afraid."(John 14:27) God is my strength and power, and He makes my way perfect."(2ndSamuel 22:33)...God hasn't taken you, because He wants to use all of us for His glory. Ask Jesus to help you and wait on the Lord.
TheJmpeters 5 months ago
no hate from me i understand the pain and unruelyness this brings to one person, i myself have suffered depression it aint nice o to all teh haters of this vid live a week in the mind of the depressed and see how you come out at the end, maybe you all ight understand a little more to why people do wat they do if only you knew the reasons behind :(
brownieakasarah 6 months ago
What a fucking loser this bitch is!
koveras13 8 months ago
@koveras13 well i hope someday u suffer from this for a few days and see how u feel loser.
imundiath 5 months ago
i use to have friends but most moved and forgot me or just stoped being my friend and started to pick on me. i started to feel this emptyness inside me.i got held back in seventh grade and made new friends but i still feel the emptyness
bubles455 9 months ago
I been through this whole process of despression all you need to do is find your true inspiration i cut myself so many times until i found that one thing that makes me happy you might say your fat ugly but thats true beauty just get out there dnt care what anyone says about you all you need is hope
deaduzamaki 10 months ago
i am so shy. i am 14 years old and bcoz of my shyness, i dont have much friends, i only have 3, but they arnt like REAL friends. they ignore me sometimes. i feel so lonely and so lost. i still smile and i still try to be happy. but inside me i am drowning, i think why doesnt anyone like me? why is everyone ignoring me? why cant we all get along? why cant i be confident like everyone else? why am i so shy...? :'(
Sallyh342 1 year ago 24
@Sallyh342 Psalm 9 9 "The LORD is a refuge for the oppressed, a stronghold in times of trouble. "
davidtraistaru 11 months ago
@Sallyh342 i am the same i always been VERY shy since i was a lil girl so i dont have any friends only on the computer and ppl at school dont wanna be near me like im werid or too different from them and sometimes i hear them talk bad about me even though i dont anything wrong im always sitting alone then suddenly i was being bullied by 2 girls from my class who i thought was nice ppl cause they were nice to me so i find myself saying "why cant i be like everyone else?" so i started crying alot
grandpagirl22 8 months ago
@grandpagirl22 ur not alone, add me if u need help with anything i can give you some advice. i understand ur pain.. I know this quote" Any change, any loss, does not make us victims. Others can shake you, surprise you, disappoint you, but they can't prevent you from acting, from taking the situation you're presented with and moving on. No matter where you are in life, no matter what your situation, you can always do something. You always have a choice and the choice can be power"Blaine Lee
Sallyh342 8 months ago
@Sallyh342 thats so how im feeling rite now. its like.....why am i like this. why do i care. why am i living. :'(
glitterswagg1921 2 months ago
@glitterswagg1921 same :(
amb500u8787uu 2 months ago
@glitterswagg1921 i think why am i living tooo. i felt bad!!
amyayda 2 months ago
@Sallyh342 same here:(
CaribouLuLu 2 months ago
@Sallyh342 i know how you feel im so shy and i feel so invisible for it i have no confidence at all, you have to stop being shy its not easy but its worth it
casto2013 2 months ago
@Sallyh342 I feel the same...
puppydoggeh 2 months ago
The thing I learned about my shyness is that all this time it made me think that everybody hated me, when in reality I was the only one standing in the way of my happiness. You need to believe in yourself. You have potential. I believe in you, your friends believe in you, and so do LOTS of these youtubers. I know it's not easy to express yourself under this situation, but you gotta remember that people aren't judging you as much as you think they are. I hope this helped. Sorry if not.
TooWeirdForWords 1 month ago
@Sallyh342 Being shy isnt "deppresion"
Babybug2000 1 month ago
@Sallyh342 :(
WOWjman713 3 weeks ago
@Sallyh342
I'm 22 years old.I don't have friends Caz my shyness and not confident. I feel your pain. now is too late,Nobody had to say this and I didn' t told to any one my weakness. I lost many happiness things in my life like love, enjoy, happy,social associate. .my hands was shaken and I was failed to study. caz my sub knowledge was hidden with the fear and confident I don't have a confident. I lost my job too. Now unfortunately I'm too in depression..I couldn't help me
ishasoyza 2 weeks ago
its really sad but never give up trust on God that is only solution you have but deal with depression feelings negative feelings its impossible but make its poaaible make friendship with brave persons
MrAsimtwister 1 week ago
I have been diagnoses with Clinical depression and I know how much it can effect everyone that feels depression more then one day every few weeks. Depression is not to be made fun of or be taken lightly. We are all here for a purpose and when we feel lost, alone, and feel like we have no purpose reach out please to someone you trust that will not play with your emotions, as that is what depression is it is an emotional disorder that can be helped. Reach out to me and I will be there to help
NETDNKC1 1 year ago 33
@NETDNKC1 When i was 12 i was dignosed with clinical depression. i was beaten and teased. terrorized. Im 13 now and everything is almost the same. im almost 135lbs and almost overweight. i used to want to not eat untill i hit 100lbs, but i have learned to except my self.I have a medium case so i am not and never was a cutter but i would have flashbacks and my horrible days. Those who know what it's like . im here to talk
musicloverinsanfran 3 months ago
@musicloverinsanfran Your story really tears me up. I am so sorry you have gone through the things you have. No one should ever have to endure what you have. Know that GOD loves you and what has happened to you is NOT YOUR FAULT. I will give you the same advise PLEASE TALK to someone in your community, school, nieghbor, someone until you are heard. I know how scarry it can be but you have a great mind and you can make this behavior stop.
NETDNKC1 2 months ago
@NETDNKC1 Hey there ive been very depressed lately i feel like doing nothing no energy no appetite and ive had suicide thoughts what should i do. every single day is an struggle for me. i just dont know what to do is horribnle living like this
mrchrmedone 2 months ago
@mrchrmedone i felt the same.. how can i got out from this sufferings?? i have my school to handle. i can't think. sometimes i feel i have gone crazyy
amyayda 2 months ago
@NETDNKC1......Me to, and it does hurt, your right it effects me day to day...I hate when people joke about deppression or suicide, its just not right!...
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@NETDNKC1 I'm Tied Of This not Being Able To Feel Emotions
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@NETDNKC1 I'm Tired Of This not Being Able To Feel Emotions
beatboxkid13 1 week ago
these comments... I don't even know how to express.. I didn't want to say anything but I'm drawn towards it, I'm depressed too, but I still use my fucking head, your life is meaningless, that should be a good reason not to give a shit.
coldwhitesky 1 year ago
i been depress for 4 years im 15 and soon to be 16.the reason i even got depressed cause i was molested by my brother when i was 9 years old and became anti-social for a very long time i am still.then i was molested by my grandpa when i was 13 which made became worst and my pets disappear made me more sad and im taking medication but not really helping.its hard for me to make friends in real life and i was being bullied so i stopped going to school i feel wothless and i want to die very much :(
grandpagirl22 1 year ago
the one at 1:28 the saying
is me
i'm sick of all of this, sometimes i think of suicide, but then i think of my friends, and family, then i just hide myself behind a smile
when my mom talks about herself dieing..... i cry softly inside.... but no expression on the outside..... sometimes i get a few hiccup sounds from me, but the music is too loud for her to notice
i'm sick of pretending
i'm sick of being the only one to understand ME ....all of me, not just the outer core of energy i set off
4evaRandomchick 1 year ago
im am a victum left behind...dont kill yourself somone out there needs you more then you know
roadkillrats 1 year ago
I've wanted to have a nice body for the past year only to impress one person but that one person just doesn't want to be with me.... i make her happy, i make her laugh... I'm the only one whose ever been there for her.... why does she keep looking past me... we used to be in love.... but we never got the chance to be together.... now every time i think of her, hear someone talk about her.... or worse... confront her... i burst into tears....
rockershavinfun 1 year ago
Im turning 19 in a few days, and ive felt like this since i was 12 when i was sexually abused by someone. I am just about pulling through each day, and i am not an emo, i dont dress or wear my hair or makeup like one... but if you cant accept that people feel like this dont click on the videos you idiots! you all need to grow up and realise what people feel and have gone through either that or dont click on this kind of stuff !!! Douche bags !
Deviant3lf 1 year ago
@emojen im 11 turning 12 ion November 2 and same here i hate this life i wish everything was perfect
nelly11298 1 year ago
@nelly11298
uhm, i'm 12 turning 13 this year
i'm the one that said
"that i hate pretending all the time, and about my mom dieing, and no one getting me.... ther then ME but i have to say... sometimes _I_ don't even get me"
i want everything to be perfect
my mom be healthy
me be skinnier since my mom AND my sister and people @ school give me hints that i'm fat
but my mom even says i'm fat to my face sometimes
people dont understand at all they care about themsleves
i have no REAL friend
4evaRandomchick 1 year ago 2
this is so tru video it touched my heart in many ways
nelly11298 1 year ago
Suicide is not a good way to go. Don't be a coward, you have to face the world, your pain and don't feel bad if you fail, you will survive, just like I did.
cuichcoward 1 year ago
You know what's good? Slowdive and those shoegazer bands
kingcarcas1349 1 year ago
I'm so sorry you feel like this, if there is anything i can do or if you just want someone nice you've never met to talk to then please, go ahead :) I hate seeing anyone like this! <3 xxx
xKatLOVESyoux 1 year ago
this vid expresses many emotions of lots of people, even..........mine....
animekatful 1 year ago
yea what song is this ?
belowtheforgotten 1 year ago
DEja vu... Unfortunatly..I feel your pain...good luck..see you on the other side.
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cmccarreiro 1 year ago
what is this song?
breigh16 1 year ago
If you are depressed why do you make a vidio of it? isent it beter to try to get beter? i wer bullied in 9 years and insteed of puting up a vidio i more aimd to get beter.
gazpard1 2 years ago
some of us dont know how or even if we can
wilkylineman78 2 years ago
@wilkylineman78 i dident eather you know when ur lonly in 9 years and havent talkt to more than your parents the whole time u dont know how to be social anymore but still i tryd I realy HAD to try to be beter than the others to know im not as pathetic to bully .... i wer mass bullyed by my whole class it wer horible but its allways a light i mean this girl had friends i dident
gazpard1 2 years ago
you know i felt the same way before i found my reason to live.
allanelya 2 years ago
Life is beautiful. Be thankful
enidazealicious 2 years ago
RIP Arisha
TheTessa71 2 years ago
Dont let flame comments upset you, everybody of us feels down sometimes, its every humans right :)
BloodyxCross 2 years ago
i know how you feel. i deal with eating disorders and depression and cutting. :( i haven't been happy.
Mcg434 2 years ago
I'm sorry. I know how that feels.
esterling 2 years ago
So that everyone knows, Arisha killed herself in January of 2009. I pray that you were right with Him girl. I love you.
hubbardkaitlyn 2 years ago
dang wish she woulda pulled through.
BDean97 2 years ago
So do I
hubbardkaitlyn 2 years ago
I know how it feels going through depression, but you can do it - you can beat it!
shorteylove 2 years ago
Good Job
lisa12354 2 years ago
I know how you feel. I hope things are getting better for you. good luck.
xx
Katie976 2 years ago
I know what you are going through, i've been there. what really helped me is Vilift.
happilylil 2 years ago
im always depressed because my stupid boyfriend is always ignoring me for some other girl who he already broke up with but it STILL into her. its no fair. my mother is always yelling at me and my sister is the only happy thing in my life. my brother just makes me so mad since all he does when hes home is make fun of me and call me a blob for sitting on the computer for a while. my best friend is paying attention to someone else way too much. :( life sucks
bricktherouge 2 years ago
this is so true and so sad ;[
what is the name of the song?
T0niMURDER 3 years ago
the song is:Cold by Loveless
moranni10 2 years ago
thank you =]
T0niMURDER 2 years ago
i tried ending it all last week. dont try and jump off a building thats not high enough. it hurts (Y). and now ive realised its not worth it. the worlds shit but it has its perks. there you go, youve heard it from the horses mouth. smile more x x
pkray07 3 years ago
A7X IS POWNGE XD U ALL NO IT :P
aids696969 3 years ago
my depression involves a girl i like she rejected me cuz she likes some fuking loser that made me depressed now my life is a mess ive hurt myself coutless times whenever i start to feel better sombody else has a problem and i put myself down to help them i get bullied at school im a reject and even how sad i am at school nobody cares ive tried to kill myself but my friends just said i was stuiped when i told them i fuking hate myself :(
JamesHaich 3 years ago 2
hey, sooner or later you will realize that all of the things you have done for this girl that you like was worthless. I used to have the same exact problem... eventually i realized... and i say eventually because it took me 4-5 years to realize she was a bitch and was just hurting me. Just wait because everything becomes clear to you one day on when that day comes you will feel more free than you ever have in your life. Hang in there.
ownerer24 3 years ago 2
hang in there, hun. i've been exactly where you're at right now. you'll get over all of it sooner or later, trust me. things sometimes have to get worse before they can get better. my counselor, friends, family, they tried helping but in the end, it was me who came to the realization that i was wasting my life on unhappiness. i hope you reach that point too, soon.
fuckingslutrag 3 years ago
Anyone who would put hate comments on a vid lik this is a loser
abcjbc 3 years ago 48
I know how u feel, i'm going through the same damn stuff..i feel your pain..and i hate it when ppl don't understand.
sexysalvadorian45 3 years ago
i know what you feel like and im not exagerating.
just remember you're not alone and people care about you even if it doesnt seem like it sometimes
2000wookey 3 years ago 2
this is so like my life
pixydusts 3 years ago
I know.. how it feels...
neverendingemptiness 3 years ago
dont worry i noe how u feel it can only get better i was there once 2
RAZOR7714 3 years ago
Msg me if you need someone to talk to ok? ^^ I can understand i was the same way once. You dont have to deal with it alone. :) Im sure ppl care and love you. Reach and grab the hands of people that reach theirs to you. ^^ You will find something worth living for.
Much luv! <3 :)
eternalsoul13 3 years ago
This vid was incredibly beautiful and sad. You're amazing.
1966cristy 3 years ago
People that post stuff bashing others for being depressed and being ignorant about it have obviously never been in it themselves.
ManInTheBox0784 3 years ago 3
I care about you, and I you can be sure that you're beautiful, plz take care, I can relate to that stuff in your vid, I'm not just saying it, I have scars that have marked me for life, I'll talk to you or anything, please hold on, or I will hold you, but please, just stay with us, will you?
xXpOpsiclesXx 3 years ago 2
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depression is a brain tortured by masturbation.
Unloved children seek warmth and love in their own endorphines damaging their brains.
It takes 6 to 7 weeks without any form of sex to regenerate and get rid of depression.
fun69stein 3 years ago
depression is something individual, from person to person, all you got My friend is numbers, but we are actully talking about lives! And it sounds grim if you put that way you did...
xXpOpsiclesXx 3 years ago
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my god cheer up and stop moping, im not going to tell you not to kill yourself, go ahead and do it if you wish im not your parents.
lalala4456 3 years ago
Do you have no sensitivity? This is so offensive, i wish i could just break your neck. Do you know how hard this is to overcome? Go get a life, you loser.
hississy 3 years ago 3
I agree.
eternalsoul13 3 years ago
moping has fuck all to do with it.
gargantuandick 3 years ago
By the time I was 10 I had already come close to death about 12 times due to depression, 2 years later I learned the source of my depression was anger.
I had no idea why I was like that, but I was determined enough to stop being as angry, and I became a normal boy, for the other 2 years of my life so far, I worked on getting friends, and I'm fine now. (But still a bit Aggressive.)
5/5!
Serath101 4 years ago
anger is not depressive - anger makes you mastubate to get rid of frustration. And masturbation destroys your brain balance.
This is mechanism of psychology influencing body.
fun69stein 3 years ago
That may be your insight to this, but if you knew me you wouldn't say that, and plus I'm very protective over my autistic brother so I usually got depressed when someone made fun of him and that's how I came to be so angry and depressed
Serath101 3 years ago
Thats a really nice video, it made me think alot about my life. I feel like that sometimes and i just want to break down and disappear so that no one can ever find me.
letmebeme13 4 years ago
My first thought was to comment "lol emo" but I guess if its serious, unlike most vids, then .. I dunno what to say :/ if you need help I dare you to talk to me, I can make your life seem like heaven, and I wont even mention the children in africa, they dont use youtube anyway.
night1337pie 4 years ago
I feel empty inside sometimes that i wonder if there is a reason i'm still here.
her389 4 years ago
thats just as i feel too
motocrossurfer 4 years ago
there have been so many times that i've felt like there is no hope. like im no good and nobody needs me... what good am i anyways? i have asked god so many times to take me home because i cant stand to be here anymore.
photoshopluvr13 4 years ago 19
same here hun
anacut09 4 years ago
@photoshopluvr13 maybe it is just because you have the wrong people around you?
yea, you are a loser, in terms of time , everyone is. but here, maybe your dead heart will respond to this : watch?v=4Ck8yN44tWs&feature=related
goodoldBrainfood 5 months ago
Your not fat, ugly,worthless,disgusting hopeless, broken or fragile. But thinking such can make it so.Why are you so empty inside?Maybe your asking the wrong questions..ask and you will recieve. Thats how the mind works. Good or bad, we reap what we sow. Quite literally. Hang in there kido, theres always a silver lining. And don't let the haters bother you. Their just scared.
moffatmultimedia 4 years ago
I hope you hang in there. It does get better. Eventually. You just have to stay alive, and accept all the help you can get.
UngesichtSerpent 4 years ago
MEEEEEEEE to a fuckin T but, please know that yer not alone darlin so many more poeple out there who feel the same way, suicidal bastard to another hangon to life and don't throw it away it can only get better right
isgaymyspace 4 years ago
whats this song ?
KateyBodlex 4 years ago
take a xanax!
saranneproject 4 years ago
i hope you will be fine and not anarexic or cut urself cuz that really hurts and u deserve so much better
Severion 4 years ago
I read a poem today.. and at the end it said "when no one on the outside cares if you live or die, I love you"
I know that I don't know you, but I do hope that you can figure things out. I don't know exactly what you're going through, but whatever it is, I hope it gets better. I hope someday you can look back on it, whatever it is, and say "all of that is over."
barisaxxy7 4 years ago
WHY!!! Do I put myself though these! WHY! It doesn't make me any better, but I guess I could be doing worse things...and why are suicidal people so much more caring then "happy" people? We're all humans people. Anacut09..everyone else..hang in there....
Trenb 4 years ago
i like this video...i found it described me a bit
19mua91 4 years ago