I snap a rubber band like 50 gazilion times a day to keep from hurting myself. Everyone always stares and me and im like fuck im trying to save myself
i tried the one where you get a friend to make a promiss and you prommiss not to si but i did then i felt more guilty for letting her down and did it a lot more is that normal?
I've made a "Suicide Pact" with a few of my friends; I won't kill myself if they won't. I have to not think about it now in order not to break the pact, so it keeps my mind off it.
Thank you for making this video(: I love all of your videos. I've been 6 months with out SI and one day I just couldn't take my life anymore, I felt like i needed to cut. (Which I knew i didn't) but anyways, Thanks, I use the ice cube trick alot and i also like to smash things if i feel like resorting to SI. Smashing things helps... alot. And it's kindda funny when your breaking old bottles in the middle of the road and people walk by and are like WTF? lol ;P
whenever i want to cut i go on youtube and watch some of your videos. Knowing im not the only one who suffers from this is very helpful. havent cut for 7months, keep up the fight and keep makin vids =)
I heard about the rubber band mechenism on a TV program and thought it might be helpful. But I snapped it so hard it left welts. So I stopped because I was just using it as a different way to hurt myself which was not the idea.
No Michelle, I'm going to make you pay for some of the things you have said. Moderate your forum, do it now. It's going to be a pleasure making your life more of a hell than it already is.
I also want to congratulate you on going 31 days!! That's huge!!! I know you slipped up after 31 but you still can't take away the fact you went 31 days which is great. If you can do 31 days you can do another 31 days but after that you can go even longer. You can do it!!!
my best friend and i cut. when either one of us feels like we need to si, we'll call the other one up and say something like, " i need a anger management session"...which is our code. we'll go out on this trail where people leave beer bottles, tvs, tires, and other random crap....and we'll smash a bunch of shit up...it helps
Its good that you mention that the rubber band and ice cube thing can be self harm and not as productive as getting your feelings out in a non physical way. YouTube is good to find friends to make pacts with! It can be someone online. Good idea! OMG That screaming one startled me, that was great :P
Hi again I just been watching a lot of your videos I want to say again of what a good job you did I feel you are going to be big on YouTube with how you explain and show people how not to harm them self as you already know that Im a cutter been self harm free for a year. And I think am going to make my Danville state video today I hope you subscribe o me like I have to yours that way you well know when I do my State Video
I snap a rubber band like 50 gazilion times a day to keep from hurting myself. Everyone always stares and me and im like fuck im trying to save myself
jsdancer333 1 week ago
:)
imnottherightgirl 3 weeks ago
Your so pretty you shouldn't be cutting. But I know what it's like! Thank you you helped me a bunch
MsSuckmydicknigger 3 weeks ago
wen I heard "kick a tree with shoes on" I instantly thought trees wear shoes? lolz I felt slow. But I love ur vids. Ur a great help!
lilpiper1234 6 months ago
@lilpiper1234 your comment totally made my day :-D
ThePlanetchild 6 months ago
I stab the ground outside my house with a knife. It helps.
123Bookshelf 6 months ago
I love the bands.
they work wonders for me. It's either that or I hack my arm up
Bloodygeek1 1 year ago
ice can be good with red food dye too x
fightingforlife25912 1 year ago
i tried the one where you get a friend to make a promiss and you prommiss not to si but i did then i felt more guilty for letting her down and did it a lot more is that normal?
loudandproudx2 1 year ago
OMG the screaming one scared me XD
3eternity3 1 year ago
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imaginaryxx58 1 year ago
I've made a "Suicide Pact" with a few of my friends; I won't kill myself if they won't. I have to not think about it now in order not to break the pact, so it keeps my mind off it.
spagerbot 1 year ago
ive tried the rubber band it dosent work i always over due it and leaves mark i just keep doing it on my legs...........i really need to stop
joshbobak2 1 year ago
Thank you for making this video(: I love all of your videos. I've been 6 months with out SI and one day I just couldn't take my life anymore, I felt like i needed to cut. (Which I knew i didn't) but anyways, Thanks, I use the ice cube trick alot and i also like to smash things if i feel like resorting to SI. Smashing things helps... alot. And it's kindda funny when your breaking old bottles in the middle of the road and people walk by and are like WTF? lol ;P
sassytay2014 1 year ago
I tried the ice cubes things, and while I liked the crunch that they made as I crushed them, it wasn't quite as satisfying as watching myself bleed.
reub2000 1 year ago
whenever i want to cut i go on youtube and watch some of your videos. Knowing im not the only one who suffers from this is very helpful. havent cut for 7months, keep up the fight and keep makin vids =)
28predator28 1 year ago
XD the IceCream one is pretty good
but then my mom was all....
Ur gonna get fat
blah blah blah
oX310c1nXo 1 year ago 2
Not gonna get fat from just one ice cream. ;)
Chocolate coated chocolate ice cream
idranktheseawater 1 year ago
@oX310c1nXo Doesn't matter if you get fat. There is nothing wrong with being fat. I'm fat. You are still an amazing persun; never forget that.
spagerbot 1 year ago
I heard about the rubber band mechenism on a TV program and thought it might be helpful. But I snapped it so hard it left welts. So I stopped because I was just using it as a different way to hurt myself which was not the idea.
trishatricozzi 2 years ago
No Michelle, I'm going to make you pay for some of the things you have said. Moderate your forum, do it now. It's going to be a pleasure making your life more of a hell than it already is.
Channelingus 2 years ago
Great video!!
I also want to congratulate you on going 31 days!! That's huge!!! I know you slipped up after 31 but you still can't take away the fact you went 31 days which is great. If you can do 31 days you can do another 31 days but after that you can go even longer. You can do it!!!
Jonthx1138 2 years ago
#hugs#
coffeetree 2 years ago
white means you don't self injure, but you understand people who do it, white and orange means you stopped and orange means you're still self harming
suus14 2 years ago
I managed to stop for a month, or longer, I don't know, but I slipped and I hate myself so much..I can't stop anymore
suus14 2 years ago
the last one was good.
i dont know anyone else who cuts. my friend used to but she doesnt anymore, she helps me out when i cant make it through 1 week with out cutting.
I thinks im might start using code so my mum doesnt know that i still cut. Thanks!
PeopleOfTomorrow 2 years ago
my best friend and i cut. when either one of us feels like we need to si, we'll call the other one up and say something like, " i need a anger management session"...which is our code. we'll go out on this trail where people leave beer bottles, tvs, tires, and other random crap....and we'll smash a bunch of shit up...it helps
by the way...i really like your videos, thanks
love2h8every1 2 years ago 5
Its good that you mention that the rubber band and ice cube thing can be self harm and not as productive as getting your feelings out in a non physical way. YouTube is good to find friends to make pacts with! It can be someone online. Good idea! OMG That screaming one startled me, that was great :P
xsullengirlx 2 years ago 4
orange is cutting, white is not cutting but understanding it, orange-white means you stopped.
suus14 2 years ago
Hi again I just been watching a lot of your videos I want to say again of what a good job you did I feel you are going to be big on YouTube with how you explain and show people how not to harm them self as you already know that Im a cutter been self harm free for a year. And I think am going to make my Danville state video today I hope you subscribe o me like I have to yours that way you well know when I do my State Video
RainbowPagon1982 2 years ago
you guys talk in code, or you make a no SI pact?
idranktheseawater 2 years ago
I like the codes. I do the same thing with a friend of mine and always thought we were the only ones who did that!
myhalo123 2 years ago