i don't cut myself but things haven't been good at home. My dad is really sick and were not rich. I been screaming on the inside. And sometimes it doesn't feel like god doesn't care. I feel numb i guess i don't smile a lot anymore i miss being happy
I cut for the longest time and then one day, while I was driving, I heard this song and it just so touched my heart. This song is what started me on the road to healing and stopping cutting. Such a good song, very powerful. Just reminded me that Jesus is always there and I don't have to bleed or hurt myself for Him to see me.
I'm not really religious, but I still love this song, I think of the part where it says " I don't have to scream for him to hear me" as my boyfriend, I suffer from depression a lot so this song has really made me see what he has done for me
ok, so I've known Jesus since I was like 8 or nineish and have always "gone through the motions at camps, church, etc," and last summer, I went to Souled Out 2009 and it was reallly amazing. I knew I was really saved&realized how important God was. But then everything started to explode in my life&at the beginning of december I started hurting myself&I couldn't stop. Then, I went to Souled Out Winter & the theme was RESTORE. &God restored my hope in Him. & reminded me of how much He loves me.
Jesus is amazing! He has turned my life around, as well as many of my best friends. Especially my best friend, Corina.
God is so amazing , what He has done for the both of us is beyond words and feelings. It is indescribable what I have seen and what I have been able to feel and know ever since I made that visit to that camp 5 years ago.
yeah this song has realy helped me fight my depression, suisidal, and cutting addiction...it has really powered me to fight through since Jesus kinda already died for us so we didn't have to go through such pain by ourselves. but for a while people were insensitive to me being hurt with scratches on my arms..people didn't care...but this song made me believe He cared...this song and skillet's "imperfections" are pretty much kept me here as well as the Lord. God bless ZOEgirl.
ive been fighting depression for seven years, if anyone needs someone to talk to, im more than happy to listen, and help if i can, your not alone in the darkness, somewhere theres a candle x x
I've listened to this song forever, even before I knew what it really meant, or I lived through what it's talking about. But, I'm struggling with being able to talk with God, I mean, I do feel like I have to scream for him to hear me, and bleed for him to see me. Even though I shouldn't.
He loves you so much! ... i pray that He shows you a revelation of that truth!! :) Once you get a glimpse of His love for you, it will make it much easier to talk to Him...God bless. XOX
All of your stories are inspirational! I love this song, i went through a hard time in gr.6 i was bullied and this made me feel so much better.......i still get lonely sometimes, too, but i know God will get me thru it. :) PRAISE THE LORD!
Every day I wonder if I should be living but keep your faith in the Lord. Never give up. When I fall on my face with a dying father and a few dead family members I pray to the Lord for guidence. Never give up even thru tough times always have faith.
it's been just over a year for me.... hang in there it gets easier after a while though i still have my days when..... well it's really hard not to. just stay strong. Nell
i love this song. just so you know i'm praying for anyone who cuts and i love you all, even though i don't know you. i lost one of my best friends in a car accident and it has been so hard without her in my life, but i just remember that i will see her again. remember, God loves you all.
You don't know... or maybe you do... what it means to hear that we matter even if we hurt ourselves. you would be amazed how many ppl have told me well just knock it off. thank you. and though i know God loves me it's still hard sometimes. you just gave me some hope for the human race... Thanks.
i absolutely love this song. i haven't heard it in so long and i forgot how good of a song it is. i lost my little brother 5 years ago and i miss him a lot. i feel like screaming out to god and asking him why he would do this to me. i know that if i pray and ask him for help, then he will help me. i have to remember that i will see my little brother again.
I just want to thank you for bringing me to a safe place. To a place filled with you and music. I dont have to scream. I dont need anyone else to hear me but you.
It takes a lot of courage not to cut. If ANYONE wants to chat plz MESSAGE me. I am patient and will listen. Ive been where u are, in the dark hole. THERE ARE PEOPLE THAT WANT 2 HELP. LET THEM! xx
im dancing a solo to this song for competition this year, its meaningful to me cause i've always believed in God, but i never really knew what it meant unti almost 2yrs. ago now i started cutting my wrists then after about 6mos. i found that we all have a purpose on this planet and sadly last summer i had to find out the hard way that once were done we leave my brother died. it was really hard and i was going to cut again, then i stopped myself and realized that God would help me through this
When you are desperate, there is only one solution- pour your heart to God and He will answer you. He said "Ask and you shall receive, seek and you shall find". Only call on the name of Jesus and forsake your old ways- everything about them, only then can God give you a new life.
please guys, don't forget about the end of the song...you don't have to scream for Him to hear, he is listening. I've been there, I still struggle with it a lot but I haven't cut in almost a year. Believe me it still gets hard.
I wish there was a real way to get through cutting. Someone there. Someone to listen. I hate living in constant fear of someone finding out that i cut. :(
omg! it hurt so much to read ur message, i am not a cutter, so i dont know, but i know a lot about it. there is someone there, his name is Jesus Christ. He will always be there to listen to you. You dont have to scream, bleed, or anything else for Him to see and hear you. He is always there. remember that!
omg its like we live the same life....its like ur constently wereing a masc...i told 1 person and they wuld never new if i didnt tell them.....i know wat u feel..but good luck...stop wile u can..i cant its now an addiction...sooo hury..i know its hard..but try 1 more time.
I stopped when I lost my dad at 16. My boyfriend (now husband)told me how selfish it was to hurt myself when he loved me so much. It showed me I did not love him enough to love myself,not hurt myself. Jesus is an even bigger love. I still get depressed, but now I can let out my pain through tears, music, writing and praying. I hope you find a way to break the addiction. It's not easy, but I pray you find a way to deal...Let God show your strengths despite the pain that keeps us down.
this song is so me, through the cutting and everything else, it's like no one can hear me screaming and nobody cares at all. even when i try to pray...it's like no one's there.
this song describes exactly how i feel! i have been cutting and i feel like that i have to do something, anything to get God's attention. but i still don't feel his presence sometimes! and i don't like it at all!
God is always watching you, always holding you tight in his hands- always keeping you close. You are God's princess and he is thinking about 24/7/365. YOU ARE HIS GIRL!
About the cutting, you need to get some help. You are not crazy or anything. Your value is still the same- and will always remain.
God promises that when you draw close to him- he will draw close to you. Do a bible study, worship, pray!
God Loves You more than you can imagine! you are his creation and he wants to help you. I know how you feel exactly, but i also know that only God can get you out if you ask him into your heart and let him save you.
I have alwaysed been fighting with the evil voice telling me to cut.I have been through abuse and a lot of loneliness, however,I'm a Christian. I know how you feel
"I am with you always" Matthew 28:20 "I am in my Father, and ye in me, and I in you" John 14:20 "Now ye are clean through the word which I have spoken unto you" John 15:3 "I will not leave you comfortless" John 14:18
Amazingly powerful video! Beautiful song ~ God bless you! :)
i found Jesus two years ago and that was the last time i cut. This so speaks my story
criptique 9 months ago
i don't cut myself but things haven't been good at home. My dad is really sick and were not rich. I been screaming on the inside. And sometimes it doesn't feel like god doesn't care. I feel numb i guess i don't smile a lot anymore i miss being happy
Glee1love 11 months ago
I cut for the longest time and then one day, while I was driving, I heard this song and it just so touched my heart. This song is what started me on the road to healing and stopping cutting. Such a good song, very powerful. Just reminded me that Jesus is always there and I don't have to bleed or hurt myself for Him to see me.
JesusLoverOfMySoul10 1 year ago
I'm not really religious, but I still love this song, I think of the part where it says " I don't have to scream for him to hear me" as my boyfriend, I suffer from depression a lot so this song has really made me see what he has done for me
MyLifeXMyVoice 1 year ago
ok, so I've known Jesus since I was like 8 or nineish and have always "gone through the motions at camps, church, etc," and last summer, I went to Souled Out 2009 and it was reallly amazing. I knew I was really saved&realized how important God was. But then everything started to explode in my life&at the beginning of december I started hurting myself&I couldn't stop. Then, I went to Souled Out Winter & the theme was RESTORE. &God restored my hope in Him. & reminded me of how much He loves me.
iheartsjonas 2 years ago 4
Jesus is amazing! He has turned my life around, as well as many of my best friends. Especially my best friend, Corina.
God is so amazing , what He has done for the both of us is beyond words and feelings. It is indescribable what I have seen and what I have been able to feel and know ever since I made that visit to that camp 5 years ago.
Thank you Jesus, I love you forever.
flirtyfruity 2 years ago 2
i'm glad i could quit cutting...
Doglover293 2 years ago 11
yeah this song has realy helped me fight my depression, suisidal, and cutting addiction...it has really powered me to fight through since Jesus kinda already died for us so we didn't have to go through such pain by ourselves. but for a while people were insensitive to me being hurt with scratches on my arms..people didn't care...but this song made me believe He cared...this song and skillet's "imperfections" are pretty much kept me here as well as the Lord. God bless ZOEgirl.
merrirock 2 years ago 19
I've been suffering from depression for a few years and it's only getting harder
no one will let me kill myself and the only person I cared about enough not to do it is gone now....
3:30 makes me want to cry ... but I found hope today by coming back to God.
PS. thank you so much for not putting up triggering images ... i hav a tendency
FireflyFanatic3 2 years ago 8
ive been fighting depression for seven years, if anyone needs someone to talk to, im more than happy to listen, and help if i can, your not alone in the darkness, somewhere theres a candle x x
pananddoe 2 years ago 7
I love this song!! It helps me get through tough times. This and Beauty of grace by Krystal Meyers remind me that God is with me no matter what.
~~~God Rocks!!!~~~
Crazygirl1910 2 years ago 4
i love this song<3
Jiv3ly 2 years ago
I've listened to this song forever, even before I knew what it really meant, or I lived through what it's talking about. But, I'm struggling with being able to talk with God, I mean, I do feel like I have to scream for him to hear me, and bleed for him to see me. Even though I shouldn't.
lissecellist 2 years ago
He loves you so much! ... i pray that He shows you a revelation of that truth!! :) Once you get a glimpse of His love for you, it will make it much easier to talk to Him...God bless. XOX
wewillsurvive27 2 years ago 2
All of your stories are inspirational! I love this song, i went through a hard time in gr.6 i was bullied and this made me feel so much better.......i still get lonely sometimes, too, but i know God will get me thru it. :) PRAISE THE LORD!
stormpaw14 2 years ago 2
Every day I wonder if I should be living but keep your faith in the Lord. Never give up. When I fall on my face with a dying father and a few dead family members I pray to the Lord for guidence. Never give up even thru tough times always have faith.
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Horses4040 2 years ago
i started to cut a little while ago
coz i thought no one cares..... that includes god!!
but then i realized he does
and i should stop coz its not what He wants me to do, but it's so hard!!
But with the strength of God behind me, I will be ok!
PRAISE THE LORD!!
Emzaroo21 2 years ago 3
I've delt with that too, it's NOT worth it in the end! :[
Hang in there :]
Moofinsforever 2 years ago 2
My friends aunt is in ZOEgirl. They came to our church and sang for us.
jennylynnjb13 2 years ago 4
awesome<3
666sabne 2 years ago 4
it's been a little over two months since I last cut...I love this song.
ScarsWillFade08 2 years ago 32
it's been just over a year for me.... hang in there it gets easier after a while though i still have my days when..... well it's really hard not to. just stay strong. Nell
tnjhallman 2 years ago 11
@ScarsWillFade08 amazing job!!!!!!! I'm right there with you only it's going to be 45 weeks for me tomorrow :)
FallenAngel4126 1 year ago
i love this song. just so you know i'm praying for anyone who cuts and i love you all, even though i don't know you. i lost one of my best friends in a car accident and it has been so hard without her in my life, but i just remember that i will see her again. remember, God loves you all.
Theoneringvamp1912 2 years ago 7
You don't know... or maybe you do... what it means to hear that we matter even if we hurt ourselves. you would be amazed how many ppl have told me well just knock it off. thank you. and though i know God loves me it's still hard sometimes. you just gave me some hope for the human race... Thanks.
Nell
tnjhallman 2 years ago 4
i absolutely love this song. i haven't heard it in so long and i forgot how good of a song it is. i lost my little brother 5 years ago and i miss him a lot. i feel like screaming out to god and asking him why he would do this to me. i know that if i pray and ask him for help, then he will help me. i have to remember that i will see my little brother again.
zneevel 2 years ago 7
this song really gets to me... gah, it makes so much sense.
LittleMeg1992 3 years ago 4
dear lord.
I just want to thank you for bringing me to a safe place. To a place filled with you and music. I dont have to scream. I dont need anyone else to hear me but you.
zoe61395 3 years ago 13
Amen.
BookWormGal4ever 3 years ago 9
AMENNNNN!!!!!
Emzaroo21 2 years ago 3
I used to cut,now i am an ex-cutter. :)
koalastephanie 3 years ago 12
congratulations! =D
moonlightdusk5 3 years ago 2
Praise Jesus!
KiramekiAishiteru 2 years ago 6
Congratulations! =D
xx
sh0pfreak1 2 years ago 6
i like this song. :]
emostar1234567 3 years ago 5
wouw. Super..
Also the movie! x
Jn1en 3 years ago 3
i used to scream this song alot cause i felt like and this song helped me
MoonPhaseArte 3 years ago 2
I have gone through this before, with my friends as well. If anyone wants to talk please message me and I can help!!!
Symphonyrunprod 3 years ago
It takes a lot of courage not to cut. If ANYONE wants to chat plz MESSAGE me. I am patient and will listen. Ive been where u are, in the dark hole. THERE ARE PEOPLE THAT WANT 2 HELP. LET THEM! xx
pananddoe 3 years ago 4
I was about to cut, but I kind of snapped out of it before I did. Thankful I didn't go through with it. Thats not for me.
underwoodfanfreak 3 years ago
This is so true and beautiful song :] <3
xChubbyz 3 years ago
im dancing a solo to this song for competition this year, its meaningful to me cause i've always believed in God, but i never really knew what it meant unti almost 2yrs. ago now i started cutting my wrists then after about 6mos. i found that we all have a purpose on this planet and sadly last summer i had to find out the hard way that once were done we leave my brother died. it was really hard and i was going to cut again, then i stopped myself and realized that God would help me through this
kita926 3 years ago
When you are desperate, there is only one solution- pour your heart to God and He will answer you. He said "Ask and you shall receive, seek and you shall find". Only call on the name of Jesus and forsake your old ways- everything about them, only then can God give you a new life.
christreigns12 3 years ago
We start out feeling the need to cut and cream, but then we see Jesus and realize that he has been here all along...
ramblingkid 3 years ago
He hears you. He sees you. He cries with You. He LOVES You.
Brucev7 3 years ago
He hears you. He sees you. He cries with YOU. Jesus LOVES you. He shed His blood in your place, so you wouldn't have to.
Brucev7 3 years ago
please guys, don't forget about the end of the song...you don't have to scream for Him to hear, he is listening. I've been there, I still struggle with it a lot but I haven't cut in almost a year. Believe me it still gets hard.
Please message me if you want to talk.
pawjab 3 years ago
Hi, I just saw your message on here and was wondering if we could talk.
wrenssis 3 years ago
Can we talk?
wrenssis 3 years ago
can we talk?
Tashiiluvsryanross 3 years ago
I wish there was a real way to get through cutting. Someone there. Someone to listen. I hate living in constant fear of someone finding out that i cut. :(
sUn1mOoN2sTaRs3 3 years ago
i know what thats like i am cutter and am going through my healing process but i still have urges if you need someone to talk to just message me!!
lcdcan6 3 years ago
hey...can we talk????plz
iballroomd 3 years ago
omg! it hurt so much to read ur message, i am not a cutter, so i dont know, but i know a lot about it. there is someone there, his name is Jesus Christ. He will always be there to listen to you. You dont have to scream, bleed, or anything else for Him to see and hear you. He is always there. remember that!
savannahandkristen 3 years ago
omg its like we live the same life....its like ur constently wereing a masc...i told 1 person and they wuld never new if i didnt tell them.....i know wat u feel..but good luck...stop wile u can..i cant its now an addiction...sooo hury..i know its hard..but try 1 more time.
iballroomd 3 years ago
I stopped when I lost my dad at 16. My boyfriend (now husband)told me how selfish it was to hurt myself when he loved me so much. It showed me I did not love him enough to love myself,not hurt myself. Jesus is an even bigger love. I still get depressed, but now I can let out my pain through tears, music, writing and praying. I hope you find a way to break the addiction. It's not easy, but I pray you find a way to deal...Let God show your strengths despite the pain that keeps us down.
knotleagal 3 years ago 3
this song is so me, through the cutting and everything else, it's like no one can hear me screaming and nobody cares at all. even when i try to pray...it's like no one's there.
redballons123 3 years ago
i feel the just the same way!!
lcdcan6 3 years ago
wow. this song is soo comforting. i love it.
crossbearers 3 years ago 2
So amazing. Auntypauly you're in my thoughts right now.
xx
Morphinetouch 3 years ago 2
This song describes it all so perfectly.
My S-I I could call a silent scream.
Maybe screaming would have been better, but it's hard to scream when you're afraid of everyone around you.
x
Morphinetouch 3 years ago
amen!!
lcdcan6 3 years ago
i love them!
relientkgrl841 3 years ago 2
This was amazing!!! Great pics as well. And AuntyPauly, your in all of our prayers im sure....Ur definetly in mine!!!
AandMgirls 3 years ago 2
this song describes exactly how i feel! i have been cutting and i feel like that i have to do something, anything to get God's attention. but i still don't feel his presence sometimes! and i don't like it at all!
AuntyPauly 3 years ago 5
God is always watching you, always holding you tight in his hands- always keeping you close. You are God's princess and he is thinking about 24/7/365. YOU ARE HIS GIRL!
About the cutting, you need to get some help. You are not crazy or anything. Your value is still the same- and will always remain.
God promises that when you draw close to him- he will draw close to you. Do a bible study, worship, pray!
God is faithful to his promises!
shesformidable 3 years ago 2
AuntyPauly
God Loves You more than you can imagine! you are his creation and he wants to help you. I know how you feel exactly, but i also know that only God can get you out if you ask him into your heart and let him save you.
kcharris11 3 years ago 2
same here.
i have the exact same problem.
i've been working on not cutting
but my parents havent been letting
me to go this youth group i enjoy very much.
sk8ergal007 3 years ago
I have alwaysed been fighting with the evil voice telling me to cut.I have been through abuse and a lot of loneliness, however,I'm a Christian. I know how you feel
shalom93danseuse 3 years ago
i know how you feel!!
lcdcan6 3 years ago
Great video Lorna, very powerful stills. Keep it up!
thebestisyettocome7 3 years ago
Amen. God bless you too.
lornacaroline 3 years ago
"I am with you always" Matthew 28:20 "I am in my Father, and ye in me, and I in you" John 14:20 "Now ye are clean through the word which I have spoken unto you" John 15:3 "I will not leave you comfortless" John 14:18
Amazingly powerful video! Beautiful song ~ God bless you! :)
givelaughlearn 3 years ago 2