I feel like this from time to time. Statistically the majority of us will think about it (suicide) at some point in our lives - but i am in that dark place i go to sometimes and the thought is at the forefront of my mind. Ahh, people will say i'll hurt those who love me, etc, etc... but i am totally isolated. Lost my job in the recession and not managed to get any work for a year now... unemployed and isolated.... no wonder i feel suicidal and right now i am looking for the reasons to go on
@eliotraincloud No Toby and Ruth were friends (sort of) and f2 doctors together, toby turned out to be gay anyway, the series said they were more like brother and sister
@katlestrange. Same here! I've had depression for about a year an a half now and have even tried commitin suicide ( not that it worked! ) tried ODing on pills!
Casualty did this very well veryfew people can understand what it feels like to be desperate enought to attempt to take your our life and they did'nt try an dramtise it too heavily well done
thank you. the music is calming, but they always tend to play it on this programme when theyre trying to save a character's life, like with baby harry, cos its emotional and tearjerking
I love Toby and Abs, so sad they left the show. :( Ruth can be so annoying but I was shocked when I heard that this was going to happen. I've been trying to find this clip for ages, so thanks.
i watched casualty for about a year, not even realising she tried to hang herself. Then when Jay tries to talk to her about it i was confused and searched it on youtube. Thanks for uploading this
This was such a well written script I think! I love how every time something happens to a doctor/nurse they deal with it in different ways and add different effects, it's fab!! Go Casualty!
By the way to everyone who put thumbs down on my comments it is my opinion and if anyone disagrees with me then they can right a comment instead of just doing thumbs down
I think some of you guys need a little life experience. She can't just 'let herself be happy', depression isn't that simple. She represents all those people whose battle with depression and low self-esteem has made them build up a shell around themselves. Try and understand, cos 1 in 50 women are depressed at some point in their lives, so odds are sometime you'll meet someone like that. Try for a little compassion!
Well said. I've had several encounters with depression and it's devistating effect on lifes. She'll probably struggle to ever truly accept herself and be happy.
@CrystalHoo Wow it's so lovely to hear somebody who actually is willing to try and understand and get other people to understand what it is like to have depression, i have it and its so difficult for people like me to express what it is actually like thankyou
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Ruth is so horrible. she has got better and i like her a bit more but she is soo cold. like with Jay last night don't know if anyone saw it last night where she told jay that he may pretend to be a doctor but to her he will always be a nurse. this was at the end of the surgeons dinner(something like that) and Jay was about to kiss her!! she is so horrible!
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i know!! Jay is really hot so she is so damn stupid!
aparently next weeks she lets her guard down and they get closer but i dont know she is just to annoying for my liking. i couldnt see her with a boyfriend cos i think she would be too paranoid. but u never know.
I kinda agree, but seeing last night's ep, I think she's just trying to protect herself, jay and ruth would make a great but unlikely couple wouldnt they, i think it'd be sweet :)
yer. i think she is starting to come out of her evil witch shell and hopefully her a Jay will be together and i think he will change her for the better. lets just keep our fingers crossed :)
Most people don't die from choking, they die from lack of blood to the brain, because the blood flowing to the brain through the jugular is cut off by the noose. You become unconscious and depending on how tight the noose is and how quickly you are found you can be in a coma and/or suffer brain damage.
well when u first tie it and let go from what is underneath you have a survival rate of 2 minites and half for your heart to try and pump twice as much blood for u to stay alive as u are not capable of it on your own plz plz dont ask how i know
I remember this episode when it was on!
TimmyJimmyPika98 1 day ago
OHMYGOD. Abs! Maggie! Harry! this has totally made me so nostalgic.
AmyJessicaMargaret 1 month ago
I luv casulty but that's just terrifiying
IzziLowe666 3 months ago
does anyone know the name of this episode?xx
Sophie100xx 5 months ago
@Sophie100xx i think it was before a fall rather that episode or it was the one before the suicide attempt
DizzeeDasi 4 months ago
Silly question, but was it in slow motion in the real episode?
marimolaughs 5 months ago
@marimolaughs Yeah it was :)
bonekicker123 5 months ago
I remember this :( so sad :'( I wish all the characters in this were still here, especially Harry & Maggie, I loved them :')
R.I.P. Simon MacCorkindale x
SuperNataliexx1 7 months ago
it's weird how out of this entire video i only recognise 3 people , zoe ruth and tess. how can a programme change SO much in only 3 years?
GurlCat123 7 months ago
This was truly heartbreaking. Poor Ruth
emmaloulouwilkinson 7 months ago
this was such a sad episode and the music made it more heart catching :(
lucyelocket 7 months ago
What series and episode is this??
Krushemss 8 months ago
Fail
hubafluba1234 8 months ago
what episode is this?
funnygirlyouknow123 8 months ago
heard about this from karl pilkington
iamthe3rd 8 months ago
I feel like this from time to time. Statistically the majority of us will think about it (suicide) at some point in our lives - but i am in that dark place i go to sometimes and the thought is at the forefront of my mind. Ahh, people will say i'll hurt those who love me, etc, etc... but i am totally isolated. Lost my job in the recession and not managed to get any work for a year now... unemployed and isolated.... no wonder i feel suicidal and right now i am looking for the reasons to go on
Bessops 9 months ago
is it just me or are tv doctors at a high risk of ending as a patient ?
junipa007 10 months ago 2
this is well sad. i really thought they were going to kill her off
chatterboxondaloose 11 months ago
why did she try and commit suicide?
XStRIkEZZxx 11 months ago
ah ok lol :)
XpinkandsparkleyX 1 year ago
Is ths real !!!
shannonjade18 1 year ago
@shannonjade18 no its from a uk tv show called casualty
XpinkandsparkleyX 1 year ago
@XpinkandsparkleyX no i know that i watch it all the time but i dont remember seeing it thats all !! lol
shannonjade18 1 year ago
what is the song called?
humankiller100 1 year ago
1.55 who is toby to ruth??
Nintendolls 1 year ago
@Nintendolls I think he was her boyfriend
eliotraincloud 1 year ago
@eliotraincloud No Toby and Ruth were friends (sort of) and f2 doctors together, toby turned out to be gay anyway, the series said they were more like brother and sister
musicMONKEY07 1 year ago
@musicMONKEY07 Ah I remember now :)
eliotraincloud 1 year ago
another storyline for Ruth this time battling schizophrenia or Bipolar. Can't tell yet but might become more clear as the story progresses poor Ruth.
faithoffaith 1 year ago
If the BBC are looking to make Casualty more realistic, then they should made 8 hour long episodes instead of 1.
Thats normally how long it takes to get seen.
Rubyshewolf98 1 year ago 3
i remember hearing this when baby harry died, and i cried. like literally floods, it was sooo sad, saddest thing ive ever seen, :( xx
ILoveUKTV 1 year ago
Totally want that music. Anyone know what it is? :D
Leygoes 1 year ago
@Leygoes i want it tooo!! :) dunno what it is though, but sounds REALLY familiar :/
bethywethyful 1 year ago
@bethywethyful I found out that it's Arvo Pärt - Spiegle Im Spiegle. Hope that helps :D
Leygoes 1 year ago
@katlestrange. Same here! I've had depression for about a year an a half now and have even tried commitin suicide ( not that it worked! ) tried ODing on pills!
No1HolbyCityFanz 1 year ago
Casualty did this very well veryfew people can understand what it feels like to be desperate enought to attempt to take your our life and they did'nt try an dramtise it too heavily well done
lindzy1000 1 year ago
wots the music played in this?? i love it x
DJS118247 1 year ago
The person who played Harry has dies.
Darkbunny456 1 year ago
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Christ! A failed hanging, thats gotta hurt.............she'll have a stiff neck for a long time to come.
Fraser3005 1 year ago
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Fraser3005 1 year ago
So many old faces here :(
This was a seriously sad ep.
JessMurgatroyd 1 year ago
i didnt like the character at first but i do now
lwest20 1 year ago
this was one of the best episodes:) x
lemonadegoespop 1 year ago
this was when i had stopped watching! but that is such a sad clip :'(
LilPinkSammy257 1 year ago
I've seen this it was really sad :( I'm upset harry died :(
XxLi3rose123xX 2 years ago
that must've been so sad for Abs to see.
SnapCrackleKABOOM 2 years ago
They played this when harry died!
SophieJanePope 2 years ago 5
oh yeh!!!! that was SO sad! :''''(
marmitecrackers96 2 years ago
this was the same song they played with baby Harry dying, its so sad :(
jamspice11 2 years ago
@jamspice11
It's called spiegel i'm spiegel, it's a really brilliant and quite calming piece of music :-)
littlemonster233 2 years ago
thank you. the music is calming, but they always tend to play it on this programme when theyre trying to save a character's life, like with baby harry, cos its emotional and tearjerking
jamspice11 2 years ago
Ruth need to see a psych
MissiPeace 2 years ago
Wow was it really 2 years since this was shown?
Times really flown past that's such a shame that ruth felt the need to do that tho..........
Although casualtys spicin up now! :D
Come on may- get in there!!!!!
creased4life 2 years ago 4
Yeah...hard to believe...o_o
I'm freaking IN LOVE with Yuki though. <3 *shot*
WolfehUchiha 2 years ago 2
Nice socks, Ruth. :P
I cried when I first saw this episode...two years ago D':
WolfehUchiha 2 years ago
Where can i c the whole episode?!
marmitecrackers96 2 years ago
i love how harry epicly walks in
KANELIVEZ 2 years ago 2
Does anyone know where I can see the whole episode and the one after this? Please get back to me if you do know. Thanks.
LydiaMadelaine 2 years ago
Does anyone know the song that is played when they rushed her into the ED?
3xChrisCrossedLover 2 years ago
Spiegel im Spiegel by Arvo Part.
PondslimeProduction 2 years ago
I love Toby and Abs, so sad they left the show. :( Ruth can be so annoying but I was shocked when I heard that this was going to happen. I've been trying to find this clip for ages, so thanks.
LydiaMadelaine 2 years ago
I hate Ruth sometimes but I have to admit this was sad
kholman1994 2 years ago
i like ruth all though shes still a cow
lwest20 2 years ago 7
can any1 else remember? (not the number, just that they gave a number)
chipsandkebabs 2 years ago 3
i remember there was a number given by the BBC that you could ring on the night they showed this episode if you were affected.
chipsandkebabs 2 years ago 2
Moonlight Sonata
frankieboyo1969 2 years ago
Whats the music?
soapfunclassics 2 years ago
Spiegel Im Spiegel - Arvo Part
HorcruxVII 2 years ago
she got ownd!
flamingdudetom56 2 years ago
Ruthy :'(
WithoutUHere 2 years ago 2
i still can't believe Ruth tried to kill herself, it was so awful seeing her like that. Thank God she lived!!! XxxxX
MadAboutFootie09 2 years ago
:( Poor Toby He looks like he was gonna cry
Emilyf55 2 years ago
i watched casualty for about a year, not even realising she tried to hang herself. Then when Jay tries to talk to her about it i was confused and searched it on youtube. Thanks for uploading this
beccacullen1 2 years ago 2
yooo watch tv iz showing it 7am 2day dis reptted out morning dam hot dam von roxs az ruth wwuuzuppp yoo i jiikkkkkkkkkkkkkkk i koollll
ligerroxs 2 years ago
You can watch them on watch every week day at 7am and 8am on +1 and 11am and 12pm
Emilyf55 2 years ago
This music is so haunting!
I missed these episodes around this time and I really want to watch them now but I can only find clips like this so thank you!
Brilliant Show :D
DEFiiANCE 2 years ago
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hate ruth, shes a stupid slag :L
XrainbowX15 2 years ago
god i hate tv dramas. i have to do a presentation for media studies though. and this is the most interesting piece of video for my needs !
chummy93 2 years ago
why would someone with awesome socks like that wanna kill themself? weird world. . .
EvilMonkey1133 2 years ago 3
you would have thought she died. GOOD THING TOBY AND ABS CAME TO RESCUE HER HOHO :D
but, she has nothing to be sad about now, she is a surgeon, she got what she wanted
purplecarrot123 2 years ago 3
exactly. if she died then she wouldn't be where she is now.
<33 casualty
gizzy14gazza 2 years ago 3
lol me too
purplecarrot123 2 years ago
dont think i saw this one.
purplecarrot123 2 years ago
This was such a well written script I think! I love how every time something happens to a doctor/nurse they deal with it in different ways and add different effects, it's fab!! Go Casualty!
BlaiddDrwg2009 2 years ago 3
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BlaiddDrwg2009 2 years ago
anyone know what music this is?!?
jenw3108 2 years ago 2
i always wished ruth and toby would get together. it never happened though :(
carly4ryanbollman 2 years ago 5
Oh yeah, me too. : (
WolfehUchiha 2 years ago
Toby's gay. It makes perfect sense
perky596 2 years ago
That was such a sad episode.
It's a shame that Casualty has changed so much, everyone's left or leaving.
Such a shame.
SummonSuffering 2 years ago 26
@SummonSuffering I know, I only have a coupole of my faves still in. Still not the same :(
JessMurgatroyd 1 year ago
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TheSheeplofdeath 1 year ago
I feel so sorry for Ruth. I am glad she pulls through though. This episode was done so well!
BritishRainDrop 2 years ago 5
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XxBumnaxX 2 years ago
this is sad the way they do it in slow mo.
PurpleMewMewGirl 2 years ago 2
I think some of you guys need a little life experience. She can't just 'let herself be happy', depression isn't that simple. She represents all those people whose battle with depression and low self-esteem has made them build up a shell around themselves. Try and understand, cos 1 in 50 women are depressed at some point in their lives, so odds are sometime you'll meet someone like that. Try for a little compassion!
CrystalHoo 2 years ago 39
Well said. I've had several encounters with depression and it's devistating effect on lifes. She'll probably struggle to ever truly accept herself and be happy.
bonekicker123 2 years ago 14
@CrystalHoo Wow it's so lovely to hear somebody who actually is willing to try and understand and get other people to understand what it is like to have depression, i have it and its so difficult for people like me to express what it is actually like thankyou
katlestrange 1 year ago
@CrystalHoo I agree. When you're depressed, you forget about everyone that cares about you and everything that you care about. You can't help it.
Genavieve21 1 year ago
@CrystalHoo yes yes that's exactly how it is. You build a shell around yourself and shut yourself off from the world. That's what has happened to me.
XpinkandsparkleyX 1 year ago
@CrystalHoo well said!
F1NNAZ 1 year ago
@CrystalHoo it's true. Im 16 years old and female and have attempted suicide three times with pills. I've recently quit on cutting.
TheThatgirl3 7 months ago
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Ruth is so horrible. she has got better and i like her a bit more but she is soo cold. like with Jay last night don't know if anyone saw it last night where she told jay that he may pretend to be a doctor but to her he will always be a nurse. this was at the end of the surgeons dinner(something like that) and Jay was about to kiss her!! she is so horrible!
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AilsaBarrie 2 years ago
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i know!! Jay is really hot so she is so damn stupid!
aparently next weeks she lets her guard down and they get closer but i dont know she is just to annoying for my liking. i couldnt see her with a boyfriend cos i think she would be too paranoid. but u never know.
XxBumnaxX 2 years ago
I kinda agree, but seeing last night's ep, I think she's just trying to protect herself, jay and ruth would make a great but unlikely couple wouldnt they, i think it'd be sweet :)
no1Lizzy 2 years ago 3
yer. i think she is starting to come out of her evil witch shell and hopefully her a Jay will be together and i think he will change her for the better. lets just keep our fingers crossed :)
XxBumnaxX 2 years ago 4
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For goodness sake its only a tv programme!
Beth1705 2 years ago
thats so sad and upsetting
manzwatik 2 years ago
How did they get in??
ShaneiMiller 3 years ago
Hold on, if you hang youself you die instantly, how did she survive?
adjb04 3 years ago
you only die instantly if you break your neck if not you can survive ages while you slowly choke. Toby and Abs must have found her pretty quickly
bonekicker123 3 years ago 6
oh right
adjb04 3 years ago
Most people don't die from choking, they die from lack of blood to the brain, because the blood flowing to the brain through the jugular is cut off by the noose. You become unconscious and depending on how tight the noose is and how quickly you are found you can be in a coma and/or suffer brain damage.
CrystalHoo 2 years ago
carotid
MarkJMurphy335 2 years ago
@bonekicker123 eeek. My brother inlaw sadly did this but he died. But i think he was there for a while.
This was so awful in casualty. Ruth may be annoying at times but i do like her.
JessMurgatroyd 1 year ago
well when u first tie it and let go from what is underneath you have a survival rate of 2 minites and half for your heart to try and pump twice as much blood for u to stay alive as u are not capable of it on your own plz plz dont ask how i know
playlistppl 2 years ago
@adjb04 the majority of people who try to commit suicide by hanging are unsuccessful the first time round.
JulietSierraUK 1 year ago
y kill urself wen u have socks like dat?
Emogal1991 3 years ago 8
LMAO! roflrofl!
FILMED IN BRISTOL MAAATE!
SARAWOOSH 2 years ago
anyone know the music in the background
SratchArg 3 years ago
i think its just a tune they made up or is it the opening song slowed down?? just trying to help doubt its working =)
nixlovesking 3 years ago
It's called Spiegel im Spiegel by Arvo Part.
bonekicker123 3 years ago
That it is. Great Estonian :).
UndefinedMari 2 years ago
This Was Sooooo Sad =[
Groovy Socks Though =]
fudgiewoogle 3 years ago 5
cool socks and video :D
Can we get a transcript
Davidc4378 3 years ago
I cried at this :(
Poor toby
cool bedsocks though!
indigloexplore 3 years ago 8