Sat. "My Ovs Are Gonna Dry Up"

[Bemjji]

Can't believe you destroyed the barrens chat shirt.. :-( kidding ,,heartfelt video you've come a long way :-)

[aglanceatmyworld]

Your story is so amazing! Thanks for sharing it! I know it's what me and lots of other people needed to hear!

[FluffyPotatoe]

ur face reminds me of jennette mccurdy or sam from icarly

[robinvelvet]

This is really inspiring. I can sorta relate. You're an amazing person meghan.

[bigshotcorpse]

...ill marry u... ???ovs???

[stephoochie]

@strawburry17 This is totally the best video you've ever made Meghan. As much as God has inspired you, your words will now and forever be an inspiration to everyone who will ever come across the video, including me. I think those bad experiences you've gone through only made you stronger, and your will to survive is mesmerizing. You will make a difference in the world, i just know it. <3

[MrUmbrellaWolf]

This is one of the most touchig youtube videos I have seen in a WHILE. I kinda wished I would have watched this before VlogCandy ended because I would have had a different perspective on your videos and everytime you mentioned God.

[RCH17560]

I miss u guuuuys D: Now that i actually am watching all of the videos here i fell sad about the fact that there will be no more videos like this :/

[Phillip1220]

I will miss VLOGCANDY : (

[TwasianGirls]

You are really sweet. I used to think all those things you thought about Him, but then I just thought to myself. What am I doing with my life, being depressed, when I could change it MYSELF. My friends kept asking me to go to Bible Study with them and I kept rudely rejecting saying its a waste of time, but that one day I just felt a change.. God has been the best thing that happened to me, and I have big faith in him and life now.

[dylanluver93]

I really wouldn't have expected all these life experiences from you.

I respect you and you are amazing :)

luv u!!!

[raringroxy]

you look like strawburry17 o_o

Are it's you!? 8cc

[ravenrasberry]

@raringroxy duh its her xD look in the downbar this is her collab

[TorqueMachine]

Duude, Thats true taking a girl out to eat is a baad idea!!!! Major awkward man!!

[ObeyTheEvilMushrooms]

I haven't gone through this because I'm at a young age but I watched this video and thought I'm not as close to god as I should be. He has done so much for me and I just pushed him away...this video has inspired me to go to church more and actually listen to the pastor and what he is trying to portray through his messages

[1337one1]

rofl wtf, Lol at the i survived barrens chat

[holtsec]

"going through menapos obviously" I PEED.

[turtlegod0]

This video is making me rethink everything because I'm kinda going down that path and I've been noticing that I'm not close to god like I used to be :/

[squarerootofpi1]

Hi. This sounds weird to tell someone, because it's kinda embarrassing, but this video saved my life. I was on the verge of trying to commit suicide for the second time and I just was watching old vlogcandy videos. Your story saved me. I thought that if other people had been through this too, and survived, then there is still hope for (as I thought I was) "a mistake like me". Thank you.

[IFireandIce]

You are so strong, thank you so much for sharing this with us. It's great to see God's work in people's lives, it really puts you into perspective. Thank you, your a wonderful person and thank you for sharing yourself with the internet!

[Benjy906]

i love this, you are one of the strongest people i've seen, and i respect you so much. you are so amazing to have put this online, for over 40,000 people to see.

[danngggnhi]

i love this.

[bluevlilac09]

awesome. thank you for sharing! :)

sometimes when i see those people who are in your five-years-ago situation, or something similar to it--partying too much, drinking excessively, not caring--i wonder how they are going to "turn out" in the future...but i need to remember that there is always hope, and that i need to try harder to be a person who loves her neighbor no matter what! :)

[l337pwnage]

The god drug is a popular one, but if it works for you, go for it. Just don't forget moderation. The news is full of people who take god too seriously.

[Hjf625]

my ovs are gonna dry up lol

[DAdZor]

Religion does you good i see, sometimes it causes wars sometimes it saves people. But no matter what it does .. it shouldn't be the only reason you decide not to commit suicide because when a tragedy happens ... you'll blame God again .. and suddenly it's all uncertain again ... followed by the question why me?

Accept life .. embrace it ...there are some things you can't change ... for those you can take action and try to make the best of it.

I realize i'm gonna get bashed but have a good life.

[DAdZor]

But nonetheless you have to think ... this life is all you have for sure. Even if there is an after life .. lets say ... you can't know for sure ... you can't know how it's like.

The only thing you are sure about is your life here on earth ... don't waste it. You are a young intelligent and good looking girl. Life might still suck ... there are a lot of things i don't know ... all I'm saying you have the chance to live ... then live.

You got something that a lot of people wish they'd have.

[DAdZor]

There is so much chaos in this world ... people die of malnutrition... other people die in accidents .. murders ... diseases.

Our life here on earth ... can be good ... can be bad ... obviously both. Do you think there is a magical creature up in the sky that says ... this one should die .. this one should suffer ... that woman should get raped ... that guy should get a raise at work.

Obviously life is random ... our actions are purely ours ... to be mad at a man made concept is not a solution.

[forthewolf69]

GOD is AWESOME!!

[Buttercup121]

I love you to death Meghan. Though I don't believe in God anymore, the way you speak of him holds such passion. I love hearing people talk about their passions in life. It brings a better understanding of that person to me.

I have my own reasons for not believing. The main one involves my fathers death. But you give me hope.

Thank you for not killing yourself. It never fails that when I'm having a bad day one of your videos is posted. It always makes my day better. Thank you for being here.

[michaelawonton]

@Buttercup121 I'm sorry about your father's death but more sad that it caused you to loose faith. Believe me, God is so wonderful he can make bad situations good. You just have to allow Him into your life. I promise.

I went through a year of family and people close to my family dying. Three actually. But through those deaths I learned to treasure life more and rejoice in what blessings I have in the people that live, rather than just dwelling on the people I've lost. Hope all is well :)

[WhiskeyGolf16]

You are an amazingly beautiful girl.

I am glad you turned your life around!

Stay positive...

Live the life.

[Coldplay491]

Thank god you didn't commit suicide. I don't know where I'd be without you.

[MazorKuziaki]

Wow this was really deep. I'm glad things worked out for you.

[ObeyTheEvilMushrooms]

I I've a loss for words I now want to get more involved in my church

[Mazun]

i want to give you a hug.

[natalieee73]

an octopus going through menopause LOLOLOLLOL

[Panic261191]

I'm not that religious.. but I believe that.. there is something inside of us (call it God if you want).. that is always pushing us forward and trying to make us do our best.. and sometimes people aren't strong enough. But you seem to be.. real strong!

[nodnarb4166]

I've always wondered what your story was about God. I found it! What an awesome story, although it didnt start out that well. I'm so glad you have found God. He is great. I'm also glad you are happy as can be now!

God Bless! =]

[sgnalfyr23]

She looks like the babysitter from the Incredibles.

[TomPMelanson]

Meg, I Wanna Say Thank You. I'm not a religious person but my life went kinda like yours. It was when I wanted to end it all that I realized I have so much to live for. I have an amazing family and just awesome friends that help hold me up when I'm down and to think I never would have realized it if I didn't just sit back for a minute. I'm glad you told everyone about your story because most people don't know mine

[TrulyBonkerrs]

I can has Barrens t-shirt? ; - ;

[RachaelMarieOfficial]

I was skipping through trying to find petunia and when you said "Thatd be cute!" it made me think of Taylor Swift..?

[Rashanga]

This was inspiring. I teard up

[dessertraider91]

I have no profound words to describe this video. All that I can say is that it truly was inspiring, funny and sweet. You are a beautiful girl and I wish you nothing but continued happiness in your love for God and life. The world would've been a darker place had it not been for your grandmother and her church so tell her thanks too.

[strawburry206]

Hey I love how your down to earth and just pure amazing!

I love you Meghan keep rocking!

[confusedturkey98]

Seriously one of my favorite videos. So inspiring. You have so much to be proud of. =)

[CaughtWithTheBook]

Wow. You really inspired me with this video. You actually seem a lot more awesome now. :) Thanks for posting this video. God is great. Thanks for helping me to see that again. :)

[RemakersProductions]

This video is so amazing! Its funny, inspiring, and...Awesome!

[vvjeremyvv00]

Petunia sounds like Velma from those Scooby Doo movies with the people.

[colourmeasha]

awwee meghan you are so strong♥

[ysisarahlds]

it keeps stopping at :21 !! UUHG

silly face though

hehehhee!

[shoepolishwonderful]

i didn't know that about mommabury, i would love to hear her story

[UltraKillor]

There was a time in my life where I felt like that.. I'm glad nothing bad happened to you and you found a higher meaning to life. Also did you say Bay Area? That's where I live, It seems like everyone lives in California. xD

[InsanityVlogs]

WOAH. Meghan was a alcoholic? Holy-... I never would have thought. You've had a lot of rough spots in your life, obviously. We're all glad you've came out this way though. Keep your hold on this life, Meghan. You have a lot of people who care about you and love you. Of course, this is a really late comment, but...

[bahaahacameron]

i have a lot more respect for you since you told us this.

[Kaitlifever]

This is amazing! I love your testimony! God is good :)

[sloaneVLOGS]

Living for Him? Don't live for Him, Meghan. Live for you.

[IWillReview4You]

a ki-en! Isn't it precious? A little black cat eh?

[macky45100]

nice

[Kelsobbylol]

LOL omg i want your barrens chat shirt :D

[ashleysbigfans]

whoa , , this gives me goosebumps.

[tonytakeoff]

Probably the best VlogCandy video yet

[thunderhayes]

@tonytakeoff I agree, if anything on YouTube is able to be a positive influence among the negativity that exists on this site, it's this video.

It's proof that if you honestly seek God, he'll come in and give you a peace that no one can take away, and he can also change the way you look at others. This video should serve as an inspiration to all.

[bedroomvlogs]

"oh god...who put that there?"

[raducristiandimitrie]

you have Austin Powers's gestures and mimics :P

[CutieSince1996]

Youre my hero..... I really look up to who you are and what you stand for

[MrsEmoElmo]

Boony Rabbit :)

[mslimelollypop]

That was BEAUTIFUL!!!!!

[mslimelollypop]

that story was BEAUTIFUL!!!!!!!!

[meganjm711]

ive never really had anyone in my life that i considered my hero or that i even looked up to really but this video has definitely changed that. even though i dont personally know you, i have so much respect for you and i just wanted you to know that you are a huge inspiration to me. thank you for sharing your story and keep doing what youre doing :)

[glacierblue456]

I really want to thank you for sharing your story. I don't know if I was hard for you to share but I think it would have been. Your are truly a great person and I pray only the best for you.

[addyfatty31]

such bad things coming out of this girl but she looks so normal like her life fine but i guess it wasnt :'(

[EdwardCullenMyLuv1]

oh ur a good insperation You should do a song on I love the way you lie by Eminem ft. Rhianna u would do it great

[AshleySings09]

awesome story. AMAZING testimony! Definitely inspiring :) Love ya meghan!

[Aangrox007]

At least know that your not alone... I think that my mom is insane sometimes, She'd constantly put me down and tell me to be smarter, prettier, like everyone else. She got me to be depressed.. I'm only 16 but thank god for my small group of close friends, they reassure me I'm the most unique person they've ever met and they love me for it. Ive never done drugs or drank alcohol. I've put up with it even though it hurt. God and music is my escape. I'm optimistic and fun and I'm proud of who i am.

[bloomertaka]

wow...that was not what i expected to follow that skit. nevertheless it was what i really needed to hear, so thank you

[thryn11]

I wanted to give you a hug when I watch this! It mad me so sad.. I would have never guessed that you went through something like this. It's amazing how much people can change. I don't really know you but I'm really proud of you. :)

[BriShelly413]

omg you are so inspirational<3 i am going through hell right now with my mother aswell, and wanted to hurt myself. But you have inspired me to be a different person and not let the negative bring me down, but make me stronger. So thank you. :)

[deliakitty]

OMG LOLZ!!!!! i luv ur vids Meghan!

[atomaant]

I already respected you before I saw this video. But I just want you to know I respect you even more so now even though I've never *and probably never will* meet you. God saved you for a reason and I know he has great plans for you out of a formerly hurt and lost situation.

[ShookBritt]

Wait so are you still living with your mom?

[closet0home]

I'm not a religious person and I wouldn't say that this made me reconsider my religious beliefs (or lack thereof), but this is a really powerful story. And it makes me glad that people kind find so much hope in faith, whether it's a religious faith or not.

[PriincessSBby]

god met you?

[xXxCassie7xXx]

Someone marry this beautiful woman!!!

[hygentics]

i've followed vlogcandy for a few years now. i love you guys, you have changed my life. made me see everything in a positive way. appreciate church and God more. i knew him before i found the candy crew but not in the same way. you reassure me that i am not alone. others found God and his glory too and he isnt make believe. Thank you.

[jazzjrman]

Wow, I never would have imagined that you went thru so much growing up, 'cause you're such a happy upbeat person now. I've been depressed and empty for so long and have yet to feel that "inner peace" that you described when you prayed that night. I ask God alot to take me out of this emptiness that I feel and give my life purpose, but I feel like he's just not listening and doesn't care. I don't know what else to do or how much longer I can go on feeling this way. Any suggestions?

[dexter111344]

Wow. I loved the self-deprecating humour at the beginning (and Safari Sally is always great), and the story was truly heart-warming. Reminds me of myself in a way, but it wasn't religion that turned my life around. It was actually a brain condition I have that turned me around (after it was diagnosed, I've been trying to live a happier life).

I think we're all glad you turned your life around. Best regards to you and the rest of the KandyKrew.

[lululola97]

Ikr! I luv that she wasn't afraid to express her feelings

[aiiirdryy]

wow you have such an amazing testimony. I can see God working through your life.

[RusswellMendez]

You're actually amazing

[urmysplashofcolor]

I love to go back and watch this video for a little inspiration.

[Vpando4life]

Whenever im down. I go to you. or questioning life, i go to your video. because it gives me hope, that God loves me, and maybe one day I will get to see him.

[airplanedance]

aw meghan you are so inspirational!!! you rock don't ever change

[xbrittniex3]

Love your story. :) It's very inspirational.

[Hawkx101]

hmmm funny i went through the same thing.

[xiexie711]

u looks very very cute

[beccababyy08]

You are such an amazing person. I love burrrryyy !

[chubakastanley]

I'm so glad you're still alive :)

[AyLa849]

woah how old are u?? u were in collage??

[Skorpz94]

wow. this was a really, truly inspiring story. thank you for sharing.

i used to be in a phase like that where i was on the verge of suicide. i'm glad you're still alive to make videos like this that give me a reason to continue living. :)

[Mormonnugget]

That is so sad, so sorry you had to go through all that!

Anyways, thanks for sharing that story. I never would have guessed.

[brentkillian]

that is a great story!!

[NickiSpirit]

That video was truly inspiring. I was on the verge of doing something really awful awhile back, but things changed for me too. But that video was truly inspiring. Great job. And iAmy122, thank you. :)

[iAmy122]

I have lady lumps...lol. But i felt like that too once. My best friend stopped me in time so im good now. thanks for sharing. Im gonna go to church

[mshobbitgurl]

I'm so happy you're alive, and serving our Creator. <3

[tynanmc5]

haha u have a funny face

[goegul101]

lol

[fictitiously]

Really cool story. Very brave of you to put it on youtube; I really admire you for that. I've been growing up in a totally solid Christian home, so it's hard for me to understand what a life like that would be like. But I think it would be so much harder, if not impossible, to look to God when you've spent your life feeling like he was never there. Wow :)

[goegul101]

lol

[SitrisBurry]

Petunia, you should marry Milton

[Motorbikesrule999]

You really have to stop playing with your hair. It's discracting me from your face!

[jsabec123]

Megan, i'm a long time vlog candy viewer...but somehow i missed this video when it came out. But thank you so much for that story, i feel the exact same way you felt. I'm getting back into the church and you really inspired me to do that. Thank you so much for being such an amazing person. My mom sounds exactly like yours, i was wondering how you deal with it?

[Chapstick1321]

Hey Meghan that's so cool that you could be so open with your viewers ... i really look up to you. p.s.

fens90 is just jealous that ur so much preetier and cooler than him or her. :)

[themusicismylife2011]

meghan, this was really great. i admire you so much for sharing this with everyone on youtube. there needs to be more talk about God on here, because why not? we talk about pretty much everything else. you rock meg. <3

[DoMiNuS164]

your awesome Meghan for posting these awesome videos and not being afraid to share your beliefs :)

[laughmuch1]

i love that u r soo willing to shear about god not to many people have faith thx i love your video's=) god is great

[VlogCandy]

Not funny. (-John)

[IWillReview4You]

@VlogCandy but yet you parodied it

[VlogCandy]

@IWillReview4You ...Did you even read what comment I was replying to when I said "Not funny"?

[IWillReview4You]

@VlogCandy sorry, it didn't say you replied to another comment

[themusicismylife2011]

@Fens90 why in the world was that comment necessary? what a hateful thing to say about someone you don't even know.

[Chapstick1321]

@Fens90 Really...Are you that stupid or r u just trying to get attention? I,m being serious...i really wanna know cuz i didnt think anyone could be that lame! :(

[Mormonnugget]

@Fens90 Wow that was rude. Dont say things like that.

[beccababyy08]

@Fens90 Unnecessary. No one here needs your input.

[Psycho1701G]

I just want to say Kudos for sharing your testemony on here like that. That must have taken a lot of guts. I'm so glad that God found you and brought you out of such a dark place. I really enjoy your videos and love it that you are so open about your faith

[sharoncanning234]

Thank you for this i hope tht other viewers will see things the way christians do ur completely completely right ur life us worth living for god he is ur saviour ur father and everything that we need !! when u look back on those days remeber everything happens for a reason and mabey if u hadnt gone through tht u may not hav been brought to god. Praise him and thank you for this !!

[TheCollegeRoommate]

I love your testimony, its really inspiring and good that you dont feel ashamed to speak about God on the internet.

[TheCollegeRoommate]

RETAINERS!!!

[hoosup]

haha i have lady lumps lol

[PopoThePolarbear]

Buuuut youre still funny :)

GO LIFEBURRY!!!!!

[PopoThePolarbear]

Uhh...

I thought you were a christian...

WHY WOULD YOU SAY SOMETHING GROSS LIKE MY -stuff- ARE GUNNA DRY UP????

[MsFullofNONSENSE]

just because someone is christian doesn't mean they can't say gross stuff, etcs. Religion doesn't contrict you, its just having your own moral and/or beliefs, knowing what's right and wrong. Not by saying my ovs are gonna dry up.

[SweetSunshineCamper]

She's also human and in character so if that's what you think of christianity then change your perception.

[xiaochickenzxz]

i'm sorry i take me marrying you back... i'm a beer man

[xiaochickenzxz]

i'll marry you. etc

[EverOnlyOne]

iloveyouu!

but im english and i dont sound stuck up like that :L xxx

[hollylakes1]

your so amazing and strong and very inspiring!

[boscobear33]

Very happy for you. Hope you never loose your peace but if you do you can always get it back knowing you had it. Peace

[BlueNeptune1963]

This is completely amazing, i've subscribed to Meghan and would you believe i've never seen this video......She is amazing and a wonderful person and makes me feel like i can accomplish anything, with God's love.

[Plluto1122]

Meghan is pretty awsome I gotta say

[HeeyItsDevonn]

This story almost brought me to tears. You are really strong and inspiring.

Thank you for sharing this story :)

[monokuruboo123]

lol safari sally has a british,irish,scotish and australian acent mixed together lol

[monokuruboo123]

aww how come no one has a funny intro anymore :(

[stefanwlb]

Great inspirational story and outcome. I went through the same thing as you, and had to break up with my girlfriend. And been following God to the best of my abilties as well. I can only suggest that when times passes, and many more temptations come into your life that you never forget God and what he has done and shown you on that day. God Bless and best of wishes for your future :) Stefan

[MamaDespik]

Okay, I saw this video in my recommended section, and the title sounded funny, so I was like, "Yeah, I feel like a good laugh". And I got it. Then the vlog part came up, and I was like "Ok, I guess I'll keep watching".

I am so glad I did.

Your story is so amazing. The fact that your life has been so difficult, and you've gone through so much, but you could still find a way to love God, and devote yourself to him is incredible.You've given me so much hope. God bless you, for ever and always.

[duanecrites911]

id marry her

[julianmaresch]

@duanecrites911 me too

[DavidMavid94]

weeeeeeeeeeeee ! =D

[G60J60F80]

"lady lumps" lol!

[hayhaykogo]

i dont believe in god, but i really love this.

[XxXFunnieBunnieXxX]

that was amazing.

your such an inspiration.

[matthewd83]

That was amazing to listen too it made me feel much better after hearing your story it opens up my eyes to get closer to God again and it's a very up lifting message keep up these wonderful videos and God bless

[stellasaysrelax]

Wow... I'm speechless, thank you for sharing this story. You are such a cool person :)

[laurenbusta]

wow, im really happy for u, ur brave and inspiring

[UnknownMagician93]

haha I'd date you even if you were a nerd...

[greysanatomyluva]

your story is so inspiring no joke!

my dad was abusive too...and i got into a lot of bad crap but im ok now...

and ya i agree highschool sucks!

[mordac7]

Takes real courage to share that personal story, but I'm glad you did.

[circus7marionette]

This entire video is amazing, the whole beginning is hysterical and the end is so... you know what i mean.

[cameranoid]

wow....... speachless

[misscarlybug]

whoa. Meghan, that is the most ispiring thing i've heard in my intire ife.

[candibar0727]

wow, this was just what i needed. we're all lucky God put you on youtube after all that to speak to us. thank you. :)

[thexcheat]

Wow... That was awesome!!!

[ChloeCreates]

Wow I never would have guessed all of that crap you went through!