BajheeraVlog - What's Been Going On - part 1

[TheEben83]

lolololol,so different from when it is now

[ThemightyLulu]

Bajh all the adversity you've faced and overcome has been an inspiration to so many. You'll get on ellen soon enough no doubt.

[Chr0mePisto1a]

check it out

/watch?v=Ilhf9U274m8

[WildyGuy]

cancer is bad

[Hitmaanful]

damn u got thick eyebrows :o

[peterborinski]

SWEET , ur hair :D:D .

[TheGamersLifeCinema]

yah dude i feel the same way i depressed and i just need people to be there for me but no one is but point is i know how you feel man stay strong

[TheFiestameister]

Wow. Looking back to this I see how far you've come Baj. I just wanted to let you know that your positivity and kindness inspire me every day, and your videos really help me make it through my rough times as well. :D

[peteyweey]

@BajheeraWoW Just take to heart the fact that we all love you here and we want to see you succeed and be happy!! Also keep this stuff up because in case you didnt know, it makes us happy too :3

[cylonfinder]

Hey man, give them kittez some scritch scratches and keep smiling. And nice hair btw.

[UnholyPurification]

I completely understand your situation. I was in it not too long ago. What i found that helped was just a couple things: having fun with friends/family (helped the most), stop hobbies for a week or two, such as sports, WoW, etc., and also: stop using Facebook and such for a few weeks. Anyway, hope that helped!

[allencools]

Hang in ,dude, hope everything is fine, love ur video,they r so great!

doesnt have to be wow video, im glad that u want to talk with us about ur life!

all the best man

[TheInsomniac97]

why not just drop to 1/2 time?

[norcalidankman420]

It's because of you I have an addiction to meh warrior xD thanks dude haha jk (ment to say that in my last comment)

[norcalidankman420]

@BajheeraWoW hey man I hope you get better cause FURY PvP will never be the same with out you. My friend and I started leveling our warriors after like 2 years of not playing them and the videos are awesome keep em up.

[iamravenous]

I sent you a message. I have been dealing with anxiety for several years now. Harmful thoughts, panic attacks, depression, etc. It's not fun. I've been taking a break from WoW as well and spending more time with family/friends and it helps a lot.

[BajheeraWoW]

@iamravenous Yeah I got it dude, and responded:D Thanks for checking in man. I've never felt unsafe or thought about hurting myself or others, but I'm pretty in tune with myself and have been feeling very out of sorts so I'm trying to be proactive and help myself out before things got worse.

[repptorr]

my advice is not to take antidepressants(only if u really cant handle it) go to a therapist it helps a lot

and ... its really important that u take aktion, if you dont do that nobody can really help you

one thing ure not alone with that okay :)

[shkotay]

Last comment here after reading the rest of the guys comments: if you are to the point of feelin depressed or anxious do NOT drop school for WoW. In fact it should be the other way around after you take some time off. They have made wow far far far too time intensive for too little return. Exercise, time w the doc, friends n family, fresh air and so on will do wonders very shortly. I know all about this, I am on my way to my PhD Psychology. You have ny questions, I can answer some at least.

[BajheeraWoW]

@shkotay Oh dude, I'm taking a break from school for myself, not WoW haha. I talk about WoW with you guys since no one else really wants to hear about it lol, but that is not at all why I'm taking a break from school, don't worry:) I'm actually taking a break from WoW as well, just trying to get myself together a bit while I'm still able to do so.

[shkotay]

And the other guys arent kidding, depression is not to be screwed around with. See the doc, be as open as you can about whats wrong and whats not in your best estimation, and ask for some education from the doc on the topic. The more you learn the better off. You will be kosher again! Do NOT forget the exercise too, it will cut half the stress off you have been experiencing very quick. It is vital!

[BajheeraWoW]

@shkotay Hell yeah dude, not being able to get myself motivated to exercise was a HUGE indicator that something was wrong, since that's been a big part of my life since I was 11 haha. I've got a good support system in place and I'm trying to do stuff to help me get better, but yeah dude I appreciate the advice and I'm on it:)

[jawadkazmi]

Thumbs up for you mate... all the best of luck... love your vidoes and your honesty.

WE WANT BAJHEERA TO BE HAPPY AND ON TOP OF HIS GAME...

SO IF BAJHEERA NEEDS A BREAK THEN BAJHEERA GETS A BREAK... :-)

man i myself know a thing or two about pressure / Anxiety and depression :p ... just do a ghooooosssss fraaaabaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa... (Agner management Jack Nicoleson ...yea :) ) This is a 32 year old software engineer father of 2 speeaking...

THIS IS FURY PVP .... I WILL HAVE MA CUP-a-TEA

tc

[shkotay]

Dude, trying to keep a busy as hell school scheule together PLUS play WoW doesnt work at all :O Especially today where they rreeeeeaaaaaalllly upped the time it takes to do anything, or get gear. I HAD to quit WoW because of the time requirements. See the doc, drop WoW time way back, start working out, get out. I loved WoW but man it sucked up far too much time just to get shit done lol! We all send best wishes! You have been taking on too much!

[LilCyes]

dude i haved same problem i started to do body buildyng and that helped me alot try som art of sport or some hobby shuld help ...helped me...and sry for my bad english :)

[mezell18]

1. is your collar popped?

2. it's because you watched the strangers haha

[BajheeraWoW]

@mezell18

1. Why yes it is!:D

2. And haha unlikely :)

[mp40Furth]

Join the Army.  That's what I'm doing.

[mezell18]

@mp40Furth nooooo i need him to stay here please haha

[BajheeraWoW]

@mezell18 Haha I'm not going anywhere baby girl:)

[shortman56131]

Im in the same boat man, i was about to go to school and then i just bugged out and i decided i couldnt do it. i ended up renting a apartment near the school to maybe see if i could cut the anxiety about going didnt help im also 21 and have to move back to my moms kinda not a good feeling but im sure it'll get better for you, just to let you know you have the support of all your fans.

[JDeeZyFTW]

dude i have one thing to say to u man... go to the doctor and say you have been depressed and stressed and feeling on edge for a while now and get them to put on lexipro... i am on it and i was feeling the same way as u it makes your life better i promise.. just some advice becasue i know the feeling your going through and depression is a sereous thing it can ruin parts of your life and the best thing to do is get help like i did XD keep the vids up baj ur awesome man

[BajheeraWoW]

@JDeeZyFTW Yeah dude I'm going to talk to a Psychiatrist on Tuesday to see what he thinks about the whole thing. I've heard similar things from people who have been prescribed antidepressants, just that they get you back to where you should be in terms of your confidence and stuff, and that sounds good to me. We'll see how it goes, but I want you guys to know that I've got a solid system of support and a plan to work through this:) So keep up the good work and look forward to more vids :D

[xXJeReMiAhXx99]

@BajheeraWoW good luck man i dont think i would make a drug my first option tho your choice

[BajheeraWoW]

@xXJeReMiAhXx99 Oh yeah it's not the first/only thing I'm doing, but I've heard good things and if the doctor thinks it would be helpful, I'm willing to try it now before I HAVE to, you know?

[xXJeReMiAhXx99]

@BajheeraWoW yeah i get u just saying cus alot of people seem to turn to drugs for help and thats not the way it's like they can boost u but not fix u, u gotta fix urself a drug wont do it for u

[BajheeraWoW]

@xXJeReMiAhXx99 Haha I know dude, but I don't think we're talking about the same kind of drugs XD

[Esfirius]

@BajheeraWoW I suggest you strongly to get "The power of full engagement" book from amazon, it provides a great insight into the "feelin' burned and down" moments, helped me big time!

But anyway - going to school should be a natural extension of what you want to do in this life, what you want to achieve! If there is no inspiring engine that gets you out of bed in the morning and straight to school, than you should make one ASAP :D 

[thehero737]

It's all good dood take

Ur time get better in pretty sure we'll all be waiting here for yah when u do get back to WoW =]

[Cooprix]

Stay strong Bajheera, it will be weird to not see your videos pop up in my subscription box, but hopefully you'll get back. Just take your time bud :)

[shazbrowne]

Taking a short break yeah *He says this while renewing his wow subscription and saying* "OMFG IM BREAKING FROM WOW IT'S BEEN 10 MINUTESlol

[BajheeraWoW]

@shazbrowne Haha I haven't cancelled it or anything XD Just doing other stuff for a bit:D Like getting some of these videos done!:)

[shazbrowne]

@BajheeraWoW Yeah lol..I cancelled my subscription a few days ago it's just boring now i have a 66 warrior i just cba lvlling him if i could get him to 85 ide play wow non stop warriors are so fun.

[rooftopsharks]

Baj take it easy man worst thing you can do is let things get all bottled up till you blow. i ended up with 3 months in a mental home so just take it easy man just do things that make you relaxed chill thats the only way to feel better. be round people who love you. anyway everyone of us here support you :) just be happy :D

[LemonPieLoL]

dude, institutionalised learning makes people ill, it is for smart people who wish to work themselves to death.

Learning technicalities on an overly complex subject would best suit a robot, it serves no purpose other than to grind gold irl. fuck spending my entire life, grinding gold, applying a skill that i am under appreciated for. Money makes the world turn and making it is far easier than earning an MSc.

[darkbluesoul]

Hey man, I sympathize, when I was 34 I had a kid, so I decided to finally go back from my "break" from college. Now I am in my senior year, and I am having to deal with severe anxiety attacks, but since I got this 2 year old, I cant really let up, cuz I have to show him what it looks like to push through your troubles- and what it looks like is often awkward and embarrassing. Plus its weird being 36 in college, believe me. We all struggle man, so be gentle on yourself, okay? Take care.

[summertheelf]

Keep it up man :) straight things out, clear your mind and keep doing the things you love :) we support you :D. never give up :)

[zupermann123]

hope you will feel better bro, and yes school kills my creativity

[arroncummings01]

WoW is fun baj we all know this, but your life is much more important than wow, Keep sorting everything out and keep your chin up :) we can wait for your videos dont feel pressure to throw em out for needy subs. I think i speak for everyone when i say Your Health is more important to us than the vids :) You cant Fury pvp if your Not 10000% Get better dude.

[wertqazwsx]

You gots our supports all day every day. RAWR!

[wertqazwsx]

You gots our supports all day every day. RAWR!

[an6310fd3ath]

Dont worry about making videos if you don't want to irl>wow always..... anyways i hope you get through it ok goodluck man

[grantizkwl]

Keep you're chin up baj, as Bob Marley said "every little thing is gonna be alright".

[radeondk]

:S i hope you make it through all of this and get back on track with everything. Sucks to hear that it' all going on but you're ...... Bajheera. We have faith, good luck man :)

[MrUndecidedUsername]

:( I feel sad now

[jaffacakepicnic]

Ye man fuck education, chill out play some wow, get a job you wana do make some videos and just chill. Been through same sort of thing but when I was younger around 16 in high school.

[Scrabbulor]

@jaffacakepicnic I know you're trying to help, but the best thing he can do is finish school man. Hes clearly an intelligent person. I wanted to quit school a while ago, but I persisted. Now I'm the Systems manager of a small bank in my town. Sure I got lucky, but I can do what I want and "work" 4 hours a day.

[hamsterhax]

Hang in there Baj! I think I talk for all of your subscribers when I say hang in there and keep doing what you do, we all want your videos and Vlogs!

[DepartedFilms]

Sorry to hear you're having troubles Bahjeera. Your videos have always made me laugh, I've never regretted clicking that 'subscribe' button, and never will!

[iOwNz407]

school sux dude but money mmmm just stay focused dude get your priorities straight i woudnt advise u to take a break from school cuz ppl often never return from those "breaks" imo put wow women parties or w/e else your into all that shit to the back finish school then do what you want but thats me gl on w/e you do man...

[fretburnerjude]

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[fretburnerjude]

Dude i have the same symptoms..i just try and learned to no care about it ..

[ForgotNMessiah]

Get better Bajheera, we all go through some rough times where the best thing we can do is just get away from everything. Hope to see you soon back in Darkspear.

[Noblewar]

i think your subconscious wants you to do something you want to do. i dont know what your case is thought. do you want to drop out of school? didnt sound so enthusiastic. your mind is trying to create a solution but we sometimes dont let it. for example i hate my job and it keeps me up but i dont want to look for another job so i deal with it and forget about it but subconsciously still want to quit my job real bad. idk your life only that you like wow like me :P maybe you want Furypvp 24/7? :D

[123TheBeat]

Hope you feel better soon bajheera, will miss you alot, love your videos ever since i sub'ed (wich wasent long ago but anyway). Hope you get better soon and im looking forward to more videos, Take care bajheera.

[Charky69]

hope you get better and stay better, your videos aren't as good when we see you down in the dumps :( well, there good but make us feel bad in a way i guess

[Metrixxystem]

D'aww. Sorry baj I know how you feel. I can hardly focus on school atm. Not getting any sleep and I can hardly work up the strength to work out / excercise. My advice is go hang out with friend(s). I'm hoping your still with your fiancé but I'm getting the feeling that, that may be a part of this :(. Hang in there and never give up man.

[johnsono3]

Sence your at home now does that mean no more "FURY PVP"? O.o Because you yell and swear alot in it.

[hazelugo]

Life is a random bg and you're a fury war.

"FURY PVP!!!!!!"

[AberraProductions]

<3 Bajheera

[MichalNumbers]

lol why do you have so many doors O_O

[hazelugo]

Hope you feel better! Stuff happens but everything sorts itself out in the end. Best of wishes!

[KazerShadow]

Hey man, get well soon~~

[fortsonjw]

hope you get everything worked out. cant wait to see you get your new stuff up. i know the feelin. thanks for all the great videos!!! also thanks for offering to buy me that glyph a while back. youre an awesome dude.

[boofthedead]

those eyebrows.

and wtf you and merc have sooooo many doors!?!

[moonfirecannon]

It's ok bajheera, take as much time as you need! We all want to make sure you're ok and if you don't feel well your videos wouldn't be as good. Get better soon! :D We miss you. :3

[mcrguitar1]

feel better man!

[Tardcast]

First \o/