hey, let us make up a support team of each other, i have similar challenges!i ve done some John Assarafs stuff,still a coach is an extra burden i find!lets support each other!xxx
I have bad ADD so for me to sit through a 10 minute plus video is saying something. Usually I can't make it through 3 or 4 minutes but this video (and you 1st Intro) hits home.
HAHA!! That's funny. I'm amazed that you sat through it. I had a hard time myself. I get so mad when my videos are this long but I know that I have a hard time watching ANY video for that long! Anyway...thanks. :-)
jeez. that whole thing with the sundance film festival sounds like ALOT of hard work. And I understand what you mean about the fear holding you back. its been holding me back from my dream career for several years
I'll defantly support you. at least your going after your aspirations and stuff, most people my age have like NO apirations at all. If you want, I'll post your website on my channel
10:16 OH MAN!!! I was like "WHY" When is she going to SAY WHY!! GOOD. DONE!!! YOU HAVE SLAPPED YOUR FEAR DEAD IN THE FACE!!! Thank GOD!! that was so good. NOW I EVEN FEEL "CLEANSED" I feel like your burden is lifted.
but I still feel like you should be happy with who you are ...thick or thin. People try to instill self-conscious guilt in me for gaining weight. Screw them. I'm happy, if that makes them feel bad. It's they need to soul search. Not me.
No seriously Alonzo... I totally get your point and I agree, we should love who we are no matter what. And I do. I just want to FEEL good again. Fitness is an incredible feeling and I miss it. I don't love myself any more or less right now... it's just a different expression of who I am.
I just called my partner in NYC to explain that I have too tired to get to the back and send him his check. I got so ill last two nites. When I called him. He sounded terrible. He said he could barely move like me. I laughed. We both agreed. It's time to take it easy on our health. We work too hard and we need to hire more help.
Congratulations!! That means that you are totally successful if it's time to hire more help! Woo woo!! I'm happy to hear that your business is expanding AND that you are focusing on taking care of yourself. Sometimes growth with our dreams comes at a price. (Like lack of sleep.) But sometimes, along that road, we need to take that back too and refill the well.
Like the intro. It's cool. — But I feel threatened...you scared me and I was AFRAAIIDD !!! ;) 2. Most CG movies are 3-5 years in production. 3. OK>No you can tell you about why I said you should do a bootyshaking video (joke a little) I could tell you weren't "as happy" with body. ..but, I feel you can we can all be better, but be happy with yourself. Thick or Thin.
Hey Alonzo - I want to get healthy beause I DO love myself! I used to be fit and it's not solely about "looks" for me but I really just like my quality of life much better. I think the reason I stay out of shape is because I am NOT loving my body... you know? I'm not eating right, I'm not exercising anymore... it's time to change that.
Very good point Lisa. You have a very reasonable attitude about it. My family likes to ridicule me because I have gain some weight now that I sit studying all the time. To them it's about looks and just a way to demean me. I haven't made my health a priority but no I'm burnt out so I have to.
Yeah... you can't do it for the wrong reason. Your worth isn't measured by your pant size. But if YOU want to feel differently, (have more energy, etc.) then that's why you should do it. Not for any other reason. Now that I'm moving closer to my dream, I need a better system for stress management. I need an outlet and exercise is that outlet for me. And yoga. :-)
...because there is no dream without the dreamer. The dream takes a lot of out us but then the dreamer needs to be taken care of so it can LIVE the dream - otherwise the whole thing was for nothing.
Great vlog. Thanks for sharing. I can relate to both your dreams and fears. I'm going to keep an eye on you. Maybe watching your process will help me with mine. Thanks for posting this.
great video!!!!!!
Joey2Tube 3 years ago
Wow you are really inspirational. Great stuff! *--*
Accessangel 3 years ago
hey, let us make up a support team of each other, i have similar challenges!i ve done some John Assarafs stuff,still a coach is an extra burden i find!lets support each other!xxx
bibibisim 4 years ago
I have bad ADD so for me to sit through a 10 minute plus video is saying something. Usually I can't make it through 3 or 4 minutes but this video (and you 1st Intro) hits home.
I can't wait to see where this goes.
GeneticBlend 4 years ago
HAHA!! That's funny. I'm amazed that you sat through it. I had a hard time myself. I get so mad when my videos are this long but I know that I have a hard time watching ANY video for that long! Anyway...thanks. :-)
LisaMurray 4 years ago
jeez. that whole thing with the sundance film festival sounds like ALOT of hard work. And I understand what you mean about the fear holding you back. its been holding me back from my dream career for several years
VannieBop 4 years ago
What is your "dream career"?
LisaMurray 4 years ago
to be a goth glam model.
VannieBop 4 years ago
you can totally do it. join me on my journey...while i'm doing my stuff, you can be doing yours and we'll support each other!
LisaMurray 4 years ago
I'll defantly support you. at least your going after your aspirations and stuff, most people my age have like NO apirations at all. If you want, I'll post your website on my channel
VannieBop 4 years ago
10:16 OH MAN!!! I was like "WHY" When is she going to SAY WHY!! GOOD. DONE!!! YOU HAVE SLAPPED YOUR FEAR DEAD IN THE FACE!!! Thank GOD!! that was so good. NOW I EVEN FEEL "CLEANSED" I feel like your burden is lifted.
but I still feel like you should be happy with who you are ...thick or thin. People try to instill self-conscious guilt in me for gaining weight. Screw them. I'm happy, if that makes them feel bad. It's they need to soul search. Not me.
AVTPro 4 years ago
No seriously Alonzo... I totally get your point and I agree, we should love who we are no matter what. And I do. I just want to FEEL good again. Fitness is an incredible feeling and I miss it. I don't love myself any more or less right now... it's just a different expression of who I am.
LisaMurray 4 years ago
I just called my partner in NYC to explain that I have too tired to get to the back and send him his check. I got so ill last two nites. When I called him. He sounded terrible. He said he could barely move like me. I laughed. We both agreed. It's time to take it easy on our health. We work too hard and we need to hire more help.
AVTPro 4 years ago
Congratulations!! That means that you are totally successful if it's time to hire more help! Woo woo!! I'm happy to hear that your business is expanding AND that you are focusing on taking care of yourself. Sometimes growth with our dreams comes at a price. (Like lack of sleep.) But sometimes, along that road, we need to take that back too and refill the well.
LisaMurray 4 years ago
Like the intro. It's cool. — But I feel threatened...you scared me and I was AFRAAIIDD !!! ;) 2. Most CG movies are 3-5 years in production. 3. OK>No you can tell you about why I said you should do a bootyshaking video (joke a little) I could tell you weren't "as happy" with body. ..but, I feel you can we can all be better, but be happy with yourself. Thick or Thin.
AVTPro 4 years ago
Hey Alonzo - I want to get healthy beause I DO love myself! I used to be fit and it's not solely about "looks" for me but I really just like my quality of life much better. I think the reason I stay out of shape is because I am NOT loving my body... you know? I'm not eating right, I'm not exercising anymore... it's time to change that.
LisaMurray 4 years ago
Very good point Lisa. You have a very reasonable attitude about it. My family likes to ridicule me because I have gain some weight now that I sit studying all the time. To them it's about looks and just a way to demean me. I haven't made my health a priority but no I'm burnt out so I have to.
AVTPro 4 years ago
Yeah... you can't do it for the wrong reason. Your worth isn't measured by your pant size. But if YOU want to feel differently, (have more energy, etc.) then that's why you should do it. Not for any other reason. Now that I'm moving closer to my dream, I need a better system for stress management. I need an outlet and exercise is that outlet for me. And yoga. :-)
LisaMurray 4 years ago
...because there is no dream without the dreamer. The dream takes a lot of out us but then the dreamer needs to be taken care of so it can LIVE the dream - otherwise the whole thing was for nothing.
LisaMurray 4 years ago
Great vlog. Thanks for sharing. I can relate to both your dreams and fears. I'm going to keep an eye on you. Maybe watching your process will help me with mine. Thanks for posting this.
BubbaWood 4 years ago
Thanks BubbaWood. Like I said, I will try to be as honest as possible. :-)
LisaMurray 4 years ago