Johnny, you will not be able to please all! You are a blessing to many and dont give too much weight to the critics. You have a faith that is profound, and You are veryinteresting and real! Love ya! keep on keepin on!
to my dear johnny i commend you for all that you do and stand for. you are a very honest person and these kind of people are few and far between .i wish you the best of luck and stay strong i know how hard it can be to have an eating disorder but lucky for me i have somewhat overcome it .but still struggle. but with friends and family i carry on. so please keep educating the next generation
hey there! I know you said it takes a while for you to get back to people but i'm looking forward to hearing from you! This is gross, but if you put like a little bowl of honey or a fruit outside your house they should flock to that instead of inside :) I found you from the ABC thing you were in. We watched it in my psychology class and I think you have a beautiful soul i could see it through your sickness. Anyways, just wanted to say hey! and good luck with your flies.lol.
if there's no fruit around then usually they won't show up..I know you mentioned before about you go to the farmers market..do you keep alot of fruit around? I worked with fruit flies in my genetics lab and they multiply exponentially if given enough food resources ;)
aww you are soo cool! Im not nescacarily anerexic but you seem to be helping alot of ppl and keep doing that your doing a good job with that, and your hair is beauitul!
you ARE NOT self centred! i check in on your videos now and again and i love your videos. i admire your strength and honesty. i wish that i had your qualities. don't listen to the negative, only concentrate on the positive. stay strong sweetie x
hi johnny... im one of your u tube friends without an eating disorder ..but i love your videos... its like i really relate to your good heart.....I do suffer from depression...stemed from post partum and situational,,, im doing well now and your videos really cheer me up..and are very interesting, thanks for what you do and it is really appreciated.. love to you!!
so this is WAY out of date haha but do keep doing what you're doing, you've helped me tons with all your videos!
i know exactly what you mean though, i get the odd comment from people telling me what i "should" be doing with my videos or "why they suck" and such...as if i owe them something! you don't owe me anything hun, i'll take what you feel like giving ^.^
and OMG i have fruitflies too haha! gah they are so frustrating ;[
I remmember watching this vid awhile ago - i am feeling down today and i thought as a pick me up i would watch some of yours
S-one recently told me that they unsubbed me beause my vids werent serious enough anymore- And i can ttally relate to your feelings. Sometimes i just feel like being silly and having a laugh. I am not a performing seal. Sometimes i do not feel like talking; i just feel like doing something silly.
Your wonderful & your videos are great. You make us smile, your make a laugh, you makes us think, you make up feel like it's going to be okay. You make us stronger and know that it is okay to be weak also...<3
You have a wanderful assortment of videos, which give an insightful view on ED related things and personal things. By doing this you give the viewer the whole picture not just one side. I found that just talking about ED isn't enough you have to find the underlying reasons behind it and explore which you have portrayed very well. So keep at it and be your true self.
Forget BDD, you are stunning, and brave to put yourself on camera when you wern't feeling it. Your channel is yours to do what you want with it. It is that simple. The fact that so many people have been blessed enough to learn from you, become your friend, and appreciate your honesty is just a bonus. You are YOU, and I'm grateful for that. :)
You are the biggest authority on Johnny, so I am glad your vlogs are about you and your victories and challenges.
The poor person that felt a need to write you such an odd comment and criticize you must be lonely and in a lot of pain to do such an obvious thing. The amount of love and attention you receive along with your popularity can trigger the envy demon lurking in people. What they fail to realize is there's enough love to go around.
you know, there's always going to be haters. It doesn't matter what you do or how 'perfect' you are. I think what your doing is a great thing. You are not only informing people, but you are healing yourself through this vlog. If people don't like it, they don't have to watch (and they should truly keep their bitchy comments to themselves)
Ooh! Johnny! You look so Beautiful today. The new dew and the Beautiful done up eyes! Wow!
I'm so glad that you are in a better space since the last video I watched. I think that you should keep doing what you are doing. Editing out your true self, won't give us all a true perspective on what is going on with you. In my opinion wouldn't help so many as it currently does. So keep on as your doing. I prefer the reality, don't you?
man i think your doing great...who cares if you are talking about you...umm isnt that the point to talk about yourself..well of course it is...and we can't please EVERYONE anyway so ehh oh well. =]
I completely agree. Its your blog, no on has the right to tell you what to post/not to post. I started watching your videos when I found out my friend was dealing with eating disorders just so I could have an idea of what she might be going through. After watching a few I was hooked. you are more than someone who has to deal with EDs, you are a person with a lot of heart and love, who deserves the same back from his viewers
who cares what she thinks, I understand and your videos are the greatest thing on youtube, and they have helped thousands, I'll pray for you in church today and her, try to be positive and great things will come, love you
I agree w/ what you said about this not being about Fans but rather friends. Interesting b/c was talking about u concerning something recently & referred to u as a friend & then felt weird about it b/c I don't really know you so it made me feel good to get on here & here you approving that reference. lol 'bout the flies & sex. Keep your journal the way it is & don't allow anyone eles's strong opinions effect you too personally. Like u said in your other vids~ look @ everything as learning exp :)
I'm a very loving person, personality wise. I'm not hella touchy feely as I don't ever want to invade people's space that way although I have always wanted friends who would just have cuddle parties and that's what it was, wasn't perverted or a sexual orgy, simply friendship and touch. I never had that growing up. I was really shy and kept to myself and latched to my Mother. My personality is very loving though and I like to consider all of you friends, so please - no worries, do the same!!
@MyOwnStickFigure Johnny, Just keep on keepin on, and dont buyinto the lies and critics. You are a blessing to many and you are real!! Love ya, Victor in Buffao
A Tip for Deterring Flies, if you can get citronella oil or incense stick or if not citronella, lemon will work burn it near entrances etc flies, mosquitoes etc don't like it but it is not harmful. Obviously if you use this you have to keep an eye on it as it is burning. But your smart and you know that.
I love your personality ! You can't please them alllll !!! And, I love people that are honest enough to say who they really are , thats not self centered... It's showing your personality. In which you have Dear Ballerina Princess. "You can dance if you want too !!!" Lol! Sending a smile to keep your day bright! :D
Your VLOG Your WAY ...period.. one of the problems with folks with ED's is we are always trying to please everyone...one poster of recovery is that you do what you love ....whether anyone likes it or not. Nine times out of ten negative comments are about the other person. I learned long ago to ignore and proceed with negative comments.
Oh, I forgot to mention in my previous message about the humane removal of flies... I have this AWESOME device. I bought it to kindly remove spiders and other such beasties from my house. There are some HUGE spiders coming in at the moment now that the weather's getting colder in the UK.
OK, so this device is a long, wide tube with a vacuum pump on the end. You point it near the spider/fly, press the button, and it gently sucks the beastie into the tube. You then let it outdoors.. bingo!
It's your vlog and your place to put whatever you desire out there. What you choose to discuss is up to you. I love your vids and appreciate that you put yourself out there.
i just wanted to make sure u see how many other comments are warm, caring, compassionate etc...there are always a couple of ppl saying shitty things and u dont need to excuse urself bec its ur life, ur page, and ur being real.
It is your blog for you to talk about what you want. Forget that girl. We have this spray at work that makes the flys go crazy and basically commit suicide. I have refrenced you as my friend Johnny from Ca in the course of a conversation. Bless you too
I love ur videos. Ive always struggled with losing weight being overweight. I have learned sooo much from you. u are so outgoing, out spoken and I just love ur energy I always smile watching ur videos and learn so much. I have recently started gettign into the raw food lifestyle and I love watching ur clips on the food u have prepared. So I say make what makes u happy, cuz no matter what kind of videos u make I know I'll enjoy them!
One more thing, I do consider you a friend and I often talk to my husband regarding "my friend Johnny" you make me happy and that is what friends are for.
yes! SO glad you put the word out there ... do what you do. i am positive you don't care too much about what people think, however, i agree with you. btw, is this ANYTHING compared to what Job had to go thru? Job's friends doubted him over and over and then over again. keep strong mi lovely.
I agree,I didn't think of that,that girl that was bitchin about his videos was actually the self centered person. Interesting point you made there laceyoswald. :)
I think she was just having a bad day. Funny how people say things like that yet continue to watch my videos. I saved her extra trouble and just blocked her. It seems as if she has some major issues to work on, who doesn't though, and I wish her WELL. I am thankful for her attack because it caused me to make this video and get tons of loving responses from those who DO support me!
Love all your videos babe, for every one person that sends a negative comment there are thousands of ppl that have positive ones for you. Don't change a thing, you are real and that is what people are responding to!
Johnny my dear!!!! I am sending you a million pounds of pink glitter and a quadrillion tu tu twirls!!! I'm gonna copy "PringlesMinis" a bit and say... if you are self centered than I must be the Easter Bunny! Cause that is one of the most outrageous things I have ever heard in my life!!!! People can be sooo stupid. I love you Johnny!!! Don't ever stop being you!!!
maybe you can kill the flies with some hairspray.. sneak up on them and then SPRAY!
I like your hair ^^ and I ADORE your piercings =D keep on posting video's, I love them!They keep me motivated to get healthy and stuff.. love you! <3 byebye. Nic. x
if people don't like it, they have the choice not to look. but people are assholes. please don't let them bring you down with their bitch ass comments.
OOOh I got this thing at Home Depot called Fly Motel,they fly in but then they can't fly out. You hang it outside by the door or window or where you think they're coming in from. And it's not cruel because they fly around in there,it's fairly large,and they keep each otheer company so they can still have sex with each other and they can cannibalize the dead flys so they're all good in there,they got their food and their sex and they can't get out into your house!!! Perfect right!
HOLY SHIT THIS MADE MY DAY. FLY MOTEL?!!? omg that is the funniest thing I have ever heard in my entire life. They need to make a horror movie for flys with that name OMG please sit here and laugh with me on this one, rollin on the fricken floor style. I can't take it, seriously.!!!!!!!!
I'm laughin my ass off too!!!! :) Seriously it says Fly Motel right on it!! It's clear plastic so you can see the flies that are "staying in the motel" lol :)
Oh I wanted to tell you that I know you were making a serious point when you said this but I absolutley DIE laughing whenever you say "farting the yankee doodle dandee" I told my mom it and she says it now too~!!!! Love you alot.
Morgan this IS the funniest thing ever!!!!!!! Who comes up with these things??? LOL!
and Johnny, I'm sorry there are people out there who project their stuff onto you - I hope that girl can step back and actually figure how what's going on for her. Saying you are self centered is the MOST ridiculous thing ever!
I freakin' want your hair! You're doing it again! Seriously, Ken Paves needs to model a wig after your hair. Anyway, yeah, screw those who are negative about your videos. Like their life is so perfect, they must be happy 24/7. This is your forum, you can talk about whatever you want to. End of story.
OMG why would someone say that! Thats stupid. If they don't want to watch your videos they shouldn't complain! They just shouldn't watch them! You go Johnny! Youre awesome. And beautiful.
I do feel she had a valid point that my last bunch of vids have been more me-oriented and less ed-lecture and motivation vids but I have been blogging honestly about where I am at and I haven't had the mental energy to make lectures and such but enough to sit down and talk, update and then that whole abc thing. Anyhow, thank you for your support dear - it's really important to me!
you look great! love the new hairdo!! And dont let one voice influence your videos because its great that you are real. If you censored it, the realness would dissapear and the truth would slip away. Take care. And keep caring for yourself
How do you keep your hair and teeth so nice considering how far into your illness you are... That's not meant to be snooty or anything... Keep up with your recovery... :)
Omg what a good question because in person my teeth are fuc!ed up SO BAD. SERIOUSLY, when I open my mouth it's a train wreck. I have had so much dental problems and work due to bulimia. I have major pitting and discoloration, teeth break off, fillings, cavities, root canals, need crowns, he wants to pull teeth... ugh.......hair: I lost half my hair a few years ago and it's been growing back due to my raw food diet and I use to take biotin supplements. My teeth are buck because I suck my finger
it's really ironic that you said we could refer to you as our friend, even though some of us don't exactly know you very well, because i do! lol i'm always telling my sister about 'my friend johnny on youtube' and i have her watch some of your videos. she has ed issues as well. anyway, i agree, this is YOUR space and if it offends anyone, just stop watching. it's informative and beautiful and a great help to society. and btw, your hair and makeup look AWESOME! love you
I love your video blog and you look really beautiful! Nice hair! I think it's interesting you show us your personality, your life, your experiences and your humor LOL
Here in holland you can buy those things you can hang on the ceiling, some gluish tape and the flies go there and stick to that.. baaaddd explaining. Anyway good luck with getting rid of them ;)
I just wanted to say I love Holland. I went to Amsterdam for my honeymoon and we stayed at the NH Schilller. It was heaven. Oh and that glue tape stuff doesn't sound that great because then you have this nasty ass tape with dead stuck on flie on your ceiling/wall,that's just nasty,lol :) No offense of course.
Yeah Holland is very nice, when the weather is good too, because most of the time it's just raining all day :S. Anyway the tape thing isn't the best solution :P but I don't like to search for the flies and then kill them LOL
I love your hair in this. :-) This is YOUR place. I watch your videos because while I am on the extreme other end of the spectrum of eating disorders (Over eating) I find your raw foods helpful and have started incorporating some of your recipes into my life. Thank you for being you.
oh haha the fly thing has happened to me a lot...what i do is i suck them up in my vacuum..then let them go outside...I mean i guess it depends what type you have..the one i have doesn't kill them...LOL I love the colors in your hair!
wow, that must be intense for them lol oh my. hey thanks, i put these colors in almost 2 months ago and am already sick of them. i guess butchering my hair this short on the sides really draws more attention to the color, in a more positive way. i look forward to winter coloring though and maybe something solid in the fall. xo
Oh my gosh! I have to agree with some others - you look absolutely amazing! Sweet, beautiful, great eyes, lips and hair. So what with the haters! I struggle with eating issues,love you much,enjoy your video presence in many different ways. I used to only be able to eat on paper plates with disposable utensils. Watching your hello kitty dishware - love yourself eating videos made me able to make a gorgeous sald in the shape of a heart on a sweet plate and eat it up. Love to you!
OMG I had to take all the pillow off of my couch for ANTM last night and left the living room a ramshackle, how embarressing of the mess in the background lol
: ) aw thank you honey. i consider them all part of the rollercoaster ride of recovery, sometimes up and sometimes down but sticking in that seat for the ride of your life is the most important part : )
hey - i cannot type properly because i have jut taped my handss because i am going to do some boxing at thr gym and i listened to your vid while taping my hands - i cannot believe someone criticised you.. doing vids should be about YOU - thru talking about yourself you have helped me so muh... you are not self centred - you make your vids about yourself and thru doing so you help others - you talk bravely [no split infinitive!!! :)] about such personal things... thank you
I agree with the others, no need to ever justify using your vlog to vlog from your perspective. Who else's experiences could you possibly vlog from?
Chuckled a bit when you said "if you want to refer to me as your friend." Was at work earlier trying to think how I would formulate a story that starts "My... friend? Uh, no... this woman who vlogs on the web... and... uh... who I exchange emails with... uh... wrote me to say -- um, there's no good lead in to this story. I just won't tell it."
lol you crack me up, this woman who vlogs on the web lololol no need for that as my gender identity is male and not changing - in this lifetime atleast - lol but please feel free to address me as a friend you know online, johnny the ballerina prince-ss, this crazy guy from san francisco area lololol candyland!
Oh no lol! In this case I was actually thinking of another person --- female born, female identified. But it's like you were plugged into my mind when you said that cause I was just wondering today "Is it okay to call someone a friend if you've never been in the same room as them?" Now if it was you I'd probably say "I know this sweetypie in CA and his name is Johnny and I think he might be the son my mom always wanted -- not least because he would watch ANTM with her without complaint!"
oooo i love her!!! the bangs were a little box-like here, i have it swept a tad differently and looks better that way but thank you so much. i should just learn to accept this compliment and not even mention boxy bangs!!!
I love how varied your channel is, I don't think its self-indulgent at all. In fact as a whole its really amazing how honest you've been --please be very proud of yourself for it.
It's helped me with my COE and I know it helps a lot of other people. xoxox
Pour some wine in a glass, cover the top with saran wrap, and poke a small hole in the top. They'll fly in and drown in the wine because they're too dumb to crawl back out of the hole. If you don't have wine try vinegar or fruit juice?
Keep fruit in the fridge. Throw leftover fruit/veg in the compost pile, outside.
I was going to suggest the same thing!! Apple cider vinegar works really well. I take a small water bottle, punch a hole in the cap with a nail and fill it with AC vinegar.
i took it as she was having her own issues and externalizing that day and decided instead of fighting fire with fire to just let it go (something i am trying hard to practice in life right now) and make it easier for her and block her and the negative energy trying to attack me... thanks for your support love
Johnny, you will not be able to please all! You are a blessing to many and dont give too much weight to the critics. You have a faith that is profound, and You are veryinteresting and real! Love ya! keep on keepin on!
awakened22 1 year ago
to my dear johnny i commend you for all that you do and stand for. you are a very honest person and these kind of people are few and far between .i wish you the best of luck and stay strong i know how hard it can be to have an eating disorder but lucky for me i have somewhat overcome it .but still struggle. but with friends and family i carry on. so please keep educating the next generation
eddiek414141 2 years ago
hey there! I know you said it takes a while for you to get back to people but i'm looking forward to hearing from you! This is gross, but if you put like a little bowl of honey or a fruit outside your house they should flock to that instead of inside :) I found you from the ABC thing you were in. We watched it in my psychology class and I think you have a beautiful soul i could see it through your sickness. Anyways, just wanted to say hey! and good luck with your flies.lol.
Krystal
angelfyres 2 years ago
Love, the make up! You should do make up tutorials if you haven't already (:
FangtasticularBites 2 years ago
if there's no fruit around then usually they won't show up..I know you mentioned before about you go to the farmers market..do you keep alot of fruit around? I worked with fruit flies in my genetics lab and they multiply exponentially if given enough food resources ;)
smerrigan 2 years ago
red wine in a dish and they go away
MyPinkRainbow 2 years ago
aww you are soo cool! Im not nescacarily anerexic but you seem to be helping alot of ppl and keep doing that your doing a good job with that, and your hair is beauitul!
xophotoloverjs 2 years ago
you ARE NOT self centred! i check in on your videos now and again and i love your videos. i admire your strength and honesty. i wish that i had your qualities. don't listen to the negative, only concentrate on the positive. stay strong sweetie x
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mingblingy 2 years ago
hi johnny... im one of your u tube friends without an eating disorder ..but i love your videos... its like i really relate to your good heart.....I do suffer from depression...stemed from post partum and situational,,, im doing well now and your videos really cheer me up..and are very interesting, thanks for what you do and it is really appreciated.. love to you!!
daniellemybelle 3 years ago
omg u look so gorgeous in this vid(well u already ready r) so i guess u look even more gorgeus.
PrincessFashionesta 3 years ago
ooo you look GAWgeous dahling!
so this is WAY out of date haha but do keep doing what you're doing, you've helped me tons with all your videos!
i know exactly what you mean though, i get the odd comment from people telling me what i "should" be doing with my videos or "why they suck" and such...as if i owe them something! you don't owe me anything hun, i'll take what you feel like giving ^.^
and OMG i have fruitflies too haha! gah they are so frustrating ;[
dchsdl 3 years ago
you are amazingley loveley!
=]
x
TanitaTanita 3 years ago
I love you!
lovelygirlaye 3 years ago
the hair and the eyes are gorgeous darling!
jdpasino 3 years ago
I remmember watching this vid awhile ago - i am feeling down today and i thought as a pick me up i would watch some of yours
S-one recently told me that they unsubbed me beause my vids werent serious enough anymore- And i can ttally relate to your feelings. Sometimes i just feel like being silly and having a laugh. I am not a performing seal. Sometimes i do not feel like talking; i just feel like doing something silly.
galaxycat3 3 years ago
ummm whos BDD???
lol... love ur videos btw...
savannahtignor 3 years ago
body dysmorphic disorder. I think that's what He means x
juliemulie345 3 years ago
i lve ur hair!
its pimp!
haha!
ohh and me plz!
shortynicklver123 3 years ago
ooooh LOVE your hair!
chickybby 3 years ago
Your wonderful & your videos are great. You make us smile, your make a laugh, you makes us think, you make up feel like it's going to be okay. You make us stronger and know that it is okay to be weak also...<3
P.s. your hair looks amazing!
PrettiestPinkGun 3 years ago 2
You have a wanderful assortment of videos, which give an insightful view on ED related things and personal things. By doing this you give the viewer the whole picture not just one side. I found that just talking about ED isn't enough you have to find the underlying reasons behind it and explore which you have portrayed very well. So keep at it and be your true self.
kiara282 3 years ago
Late again, as usual.
Forget BDD, you are stunning, and brave to put yourself on camera when you wern't feeling it. Your channel is yours to do what you want with it. It is that simple. The fact that so many people have been blessed enough to learn from you, become your friend, and appreciate your honesty is just a bonus. You are YOU, and I'm grateful for that. :)
peppernme 3 years ago
haha you got some haters? just think of yourself as a made man on utoob :D
loveandmojitos 3 years ago
You are the biggest authority on Johnny, so I am glad your vlogs are about you and your victories and challenges.
The poor person that felt a need to write you such an odd comment and criticize you must be lonely and in a lot of pain to do such an obvious thing. The amount of love and attention you receive along with your popularity can trigger the envy demon lurking in people. What they fail to realize is there's enough love to go around.
Dykeborn 3 years ago
We are your Supporters Darlin and if they can't see that it is a shame.
I find it a joy and inspirational watching your progress and the sharing of yourself in a HEALTHY way...
Many Blessings DArlin!
tsavina 3 years ago
you know, there's always going to be haters. It doesn't matter what you do or how 'perfect' you are. I think what your doing is a great thing. You are not only informing people, but you are healing yourself through this vlog. If people don't like it, they don't have to watch (and they should truly keep their bitchy comments to themselves)
AshismeMiami 3 years ago
Ooh! Johnny! You look so Beautiful today. The new dew and the Beautiful done up eyes! Wow!
I'm so glad that you are in a better space since the last video I watched. I think that you should keep doing what you are doing. Editing out your true self, won't give us all a true perspective on what is going on with you. In my opinion wouldn't help so many as it currently does. So keep on as your doing. I prefer the reality, don't you?
LHStostardome 3 years ago
Oh you look so cute today! I love your vlogs, and i think your fantastic!
lilkel86 3 years ago
man i think your doing great...who cares if you are talking about you...umm isnt that the point to talk about yourself..well of course it is...and we can't please EVERYONE anyway so ehh oh well. =]
-chelsi-
physcoticlostsoul 3 years ago
I completely agree. Its your blog, no on has the right to tell you what to post/not to post. I started watching your videos when I found out my friend was dealing with eating disorders just so I could have an idea of what she might be going through. After watching a few I was hooked. you are more than someone who has to deal with EDs, you are a person with a lot of heart and love, who deserves the same back from his viewers
divastarr21 3 years ago
who cares what she thinks, I understand and your videos are the greatest thing on youtube, and they have helped thousands, I'll pray for you in church today and her, try to be positive and great things will come, love you
pastrywild 3 years ago
you look great,,,the hair cut looks great too...ps i look up to the way you are totally real in your videos...
dashly1 3 years ago
Just love you on every level. Your hair/makeup looks great, you are beautiful both inside and out. Love your humanity! xox from ruby in tokyo
rubyshibuya 3 years ago
I agree w/ what you said about this not being about Fans but rather friends. Interesting b/c was talking about u concerning something recently & referred to u as a friend & then felt weird about it b/c I don't really know you so it made me feel good to get on here & here you approving that reference. lol 'bout the flies & sex. Keep your journal the way it is & don't allow anyone eles's strong opinions effect you too personally. Like u said in your other vids~ look @ everything as learning exp :)
Carriesue81 3 years ago
I'm a very loving person, personality wise. I'm not hella touchy feely as I don't ever want to invade people's space that way although I have always wanted friends who would just have cuddle parties and that's what it was, wasn't perverted or a sexual orgy, simply friendship and touch. I never had that growing up. I was really shy and kept to myself and latched to my Mother. My personality is very loving though and I like to consider all of you friends, so please - no worries, do the same!!
MyOwnStickFigure 3 years ago
@MyOwnStickFigure Johnny, Just keep on keepin on, and dont buyinto the lies and critics. You are a blessing to many and you are real!! Love ya, Victor in Buffao
awakened22 1 year ago
@MyOwnStickFigure ..Just remember. Keep doing the Fathers business. Read Galatians 1:10 and just please God, and let the rest be what it may
awakened22 1 year ago
A Tip for Deterring Flies, if you can get citronella oil or incense stick or if not citronella, lemon will work burn it near entrances etc flies, mosquitoes etc don't like it but it is not harmful. Obviously if you use this you have to keep an eye on it as it is burning. But your smart and you know that.
Let me know if it works.
xglitterfaeryx 3 years ago
LOVING the hair and makeup. You're beautiful, Johnny.
SheSaid333 3 years ago
I love your personality ! You can't please them alllll !!! And, I love people that are honest enough to say who they really are , thats not self centered... It's showing your personality. In which you have Dear Ballerina Princess. "You can dance if you want too !!!" Lol! Sending a smile to keep your day bright! :D
soulardbill 3 years ago
I like your personality and personal videos. You are very interesting. I also like your lectures, they are very smart.
FantasiaBliss123 3 years ago
Your VLOG Your WAY ...period.. one of the problems with folks with ED's is we are always trying to please everyone...one poster of recovery is that you do what you love ....whether anyone likes it or not. Nine times out of ten negative comments are about the other person. I learned long ago to ignore and proceed with negative comments.
fastinggurl31 3 years ago
Oh, I forgot to mention in my previous message about the humane removal of flies... I have this AWESOME device. I bought it to kindly remove spiders and other such beasties from my house. There are some HUGE spiders coming in at the moment now that the weather's getting colder in the UK.
OK, so this device is a long, wide tube with a vacuum pump on the end. You point it near the spider/fly, press the button, and it gently sucks the beastie into the tube. You then let it outdoors.. bingo!
misstiggykins 3 years ago
I like how you call them beasties misstiggykins! I'm gonna call bugs beasties now too! :)
PringlesMinis 3 years ago
Johnny Johnny Johnny...You are amazing in sooo many ways! Dont let the few negative people get to you, so many of us loves you!
Love your eyes and hair;)!
eifosnosslo 3 years ago
It's your vlog and your place to put whatever you desire out there. What you choose to discuss is up to you. I love your vids and appreciate that you put yourself out there.
laurenasia 3 years ago
Hey Johnny, you are so right. It's your own space. I think the same way.
You are amazing
FranFromBrazil 3 years ago
i just wanted to make sure u see how many other comments are warm, caring, compassionate etc...there are always a couple of ppl saying shitty things and u dont need to excuse urself bec its ur life, ur page, and ur being real.
talkfaster88 3 years ago
It is your blog for you to talk about what you want. Forget that girl. We have this spray at work that makes the flys go crazy and basically commit suicide. I have refrenced you as my friend Johnny from Ca in the course of a conversation. Bless you too
veritas8463 3 years ago
I love ur videos. Ive always struggled with losing weight being overweight. I have learned sooo much from you. u are so outgoing, out spoken and I just love ur energy I always smile watching ur videos and learn so much. I have recently started gettign into the raw food lifestyle and I love watching ur clips on the food u have prepared. So I say make what makes u happy, cuz no matter what kind of videos u make I know I'll enjoy them!
LovelyRawBeauty 3 years ago
The hair's great - but do you know what I like the best having just watched this? Your eyes. You really suit them made up.
I had my hair done today - completely new style and everything. It's nice to re-invent oneself every so often.
You're a true friend Johnny, but you know that anyway..
Meow,
Tiggeroo xoxo
misstiggykins 3 years ago
One more thing, I do consider you a friend and I often talk to my husband regarding "my friend Johnny" you make me happy and that is what friends are for.
~mai~
Maidopo 3 years ago
you are so amazing!! can you please shed some of the awesomeness to the rest of the world?! you are so great!
casgrl21 3 years ago
ON a lighter note... I LOVE the hair :O) ~mai~
Maidopo 3 years ago
p.s. you don't even need to explain that your intentions are pure: it shows darling.
*muah*
justplainjill 3 years ago
yes! SO glad you put the word out there ... do what you do. i am positive you don't care too much about what people think, however, i agree with you. btw, is this ANYTHING compared to what Job had to go thru? Job's friends doubted him over and over and then over again. keep strong mi lovely.
justplainjill 3 years ago
Ps your hair looks GREAT! I love the bangs
laceyoswald 3 years ago
Ironically, her making that comment was kind of self-centered. Like, "You aren't catering to ME in your videos"
laceyoswald 3 years ago 2
I agree,I didn't think of that,that girl that was bitchin about his videos was actually the self centered person. Interesting point you made there laceyoswald. :)
PringlesMinis 3 years ago
I think she was just having a bad day. Funny how people say things like that yet continue to watch my videos. I saved her extra trouble and just blocked her. It seems as if she has some major issues to work on, who doesn't though, and I wish her WELL. I am thankful for her attack because it caused me to make this video and get tons of loving responses from those who DO support me!
MyOwnStickFigure 3 years ago
@MyOwnStickFigure ..Just be you! and Who God created you to be and is transforming you in His image not the image of a critic...
awakened22 1 year ago
@awakened22 no god created a man that was supposed to be him so hes actually agianst god...point proven
skillix101 10 months ago
you can vlog about anything you wish, THEYRE YOUR VIDEOS!! please dont mind the neg. comments and keep being yourself. Luv ur vids!!
fasting32 3 years ago 2
dont let one negative make the positive ones seem meangingless! Look at everything good :-)
Lovesenduringpromise 3 years ago 2
your eyes look amazing
lidespinkparty 3 years ago 2
Love all your videos babe, for every one person that sends a negative comment there are thousands of ppl that have positive ones for you. Don't change a thing, you are real and that is what people are responding to!
Kaedansmom 3 years ago
Johnny my dear!!!! I am sending you a million pounds of pink glitter and a quadrillion tu tu twirls!!! I'm gonna copy "PringlesMinis" a bit and say... if you are self centered than I must be the Easter Bunny! Cause that is one of the most outrageous things I have ever heard in my life!!!! People can be sooo stupid. I love you Johnny!!! Don't ever stop being you!!!
AnaDancer92 3 years ago
maybe you can kill the flies with some hairspray.. sneak up on them and then SPRAY!
I like your hair ^^ and I ADORE your piercings =D keep on posting video's, I love them!They keep me motivated to get healthy and stuff.. love you! <3 byebye. Nic. x
hdkk33 3 years ago
How cute is your haircut!? It looks shiny and healthy and perfect! Hook a sista up -- what products do you use?
mcehoffman 3 years ago
pLEASE, PLEASE, PLEASE NEVER STOP MAKING VIDEOS!!
for every one person who doesnt want you to make them, there are a million other people who do want you to make videos!!
:]
hippop56 3 years ago 2
if people don't like it, they have the choice not to look. but people are assholes. please don't let them bring you down with their bitch ass comments.
/J, from Sweden
pussywar 3 years ago
OOOh I got this thing at Home Depot called Fly Motel,they fly in but then they can't fly out. You hang it outside by the door or window or where you think they're coming in from. And it's not cruel because they fly around in there,it's fairly large,and they keep each otheer company so they can still have sex with each other and they can cannibalize the dead flys so they're all good in there,they got their food and their sex and they can't get out into your house!!! Perfect right!
PringlesMinis 3 years ago
HOLY SHIT THIS MADE MY DAY. FLY MOTEL?!!? omg that is the funniest thing I have ever heard in my entire life. They need to make a horror movie for flys with that name OMG please sit here and laugh with me on this one, rollin on the fricken floor style. I can't take it, seriously.!!!!!!!!
MyOwnStickFigure 3 years ago
I'm laughin my ass off too!!!! :) Seriously it says Fly Motel right on it!! It's clear plastic so you can see the flies that are "staying in the motel" lol :)
Oh I wanted to tell you that I know you were making a serious point when you said this but I absolutley DIE laughing whenever you say "farting the yankee doodle dandee" I told my mom it and she says it now too~!!!! Love you alot.
PringlesMinis 3 years ago
Morgan this IS the funniest thing ever!!!!!!! Who comes up with these things??? LOL!
and Johnny, I'm sorry there are people out there who project their stuff onto you - I hope that girl can step back and actually figure how what's going on for her. Saying you are self centered is the MOST ridiculous thing ever!
theskinnypig 3 years ago
I *ALWAYS* say my friend Johnny when I talk about you,always. Well it is true so.... :)
PringlesMinis 3 years ago
If you're self centered than I'm the tooth fairy,lol :)
PringlesMinis 3 years ago
That person was wrong you can blog/vlog about WHATEVER you want. People are so retarded sometimes....Love you Johnny ALOT :)
PringlesMinis 3 years ago
you dont got to explain yourself to ppl who r dumb ya know ? :) keep doing ya thang keep it up
xCHOLAx 3 years ago
why shouldn´t you focus on yourself ?
after all, it´s called "YOU-tube", and not "you-tube-THEM"...
everyone should criticize themselves first.
your vlog is *perfect* as it is !
bluishblackbliss 3 years ago
have you cut your hair? I love it! and your eye make up too. May I asked how you achieved this look with your eyes? btw gd honest video.
beyonceknows 3 years ago
I freakin' want your hair! You're doing it again! Seriously, Ken Paves needs to model a wig after your hair. Anyway, yeah, screw those who are negative about your videos. Like their life is so perfect, they must be happy 24/7. This is your forum, you can talk about whatever you want to. End of story.
maddison277 3 years ago
omg I love you, this comment made me smile hardcore
MyOwnStickFigure 3 years ago
OMG why would someone say that! Thats stupid. If they don't want to watch your videos they shouldn't complain! They just shouldn't watch them! You go Johnny! Youre awesome. And beautiful.
<333
TOMismyGOD 3 years ago
I do feel she had a valid point that my last bunch of vids have been more me-oriented and less ed-lecture and motivation vids but I have been blogging honestly about where I am at and I haven't had the mental energy to make lectures and such but enough to sit down and talk, update and then that whole abc thing. Anyhow, thank you for your support dear - it's really important to me!
MyOwnStickFigure 3 years ago
you look great! love the new hairdo!! And dont let one voice influence your videos because its great that you are real. If you censored it, the realness would dissapear and the truth would slip away. Take care. And keep caring for yourself
Ash
qweengrape 3 years ago
And they make sticky stuff that you can hang in your appt and they fly into it...
ReesesPEACE 3 years ago
How do you keep your hair and teeth so nice considering how far into your illness you are... That's not meant to be snooty or anything... Keep up with your recovery... :)
ReesesPEACE 3 years ago
Omg what a good question because in person my teeth are fuc!ed up SO BAD. SERIOUSLY, when I open my mouth it's a train wreck. I have had so much dental problems and work due to bulimia. I have major pitting and discoloration, teeth break off, fillings, cavities, root canals, need crowns, he wants to pull teeth... ugh.......hair: I lost half my hair a few years ago and it's been growing back due to my raw food diet and I use to take biotin supplements. My teeth are buck because I suck my finger
MyOwnStickFigure 3 years ago
it's really ironic that you said we could refer to you as our friend, even though some of us don't exactly know you very well, because i do! lol i'm always telling my sister about 'my friend johnny on youtube' and i have her watch some of your videos. she has ed issues as well. anyway, i agree, this is YOUR space and if it offends anyone, just stop watching. it's informative and beautiful and a great help to society. and btw, your hair and makeup look AWESOME! love you
trixiegoil 3 years ago
this video totally made me smile. especially the part about the flies.
jenneyefer86 3 years ago
you are so cute and i believe in you :)
i hope youll recover fully <3 your worth it:)
i like your videos and i can relate alot to them. they help me :) thank you:D<33
iEatedGerardsCookie 3 years ago
I love your video blog and you look really beautiful! Nice hair! I think it's interesting you show us your personality, your life, your experiences and your humor LOL
Here in holland you can buy those things you can hang on the ceiling, some gluish tape and the flies go there and stick to that.. baaaddd explaining. Anyway good luck with getting rid of them ;)
Sjappelientje 3 years ago
I just wanted to say I love Holland. I went to Amsterdam for my honeymoon and we stayed at the NH Schilller. It was heaven. Oh and that glue tape stuff doesn't sound that great because then you have this nasty ass tape with dead stuck on flie on your ceiling/wall,that's just nasty,lol :) No offense of course.
PringlesMinis 3 years ago
Yeah Holland is very nice, when the weather is good too, because most of the time it's just raining all day :S. Anyway the tape thing isn't the best solution :P but I don't like to search for the flies and then kill them LOL
Sjappelientje 3 years ago
yeah we were there in Amsterdam in November. It was cold and it rained a few times but it was so nice. I had many great meals there. good food. :)
lol yes the fly tape is better than the search and kill :)
PringlesMinis 3 years ago
great hair, really :) especially the highlights...
Lizzida1 3 years ago
I love your hair in this. :-) This is YOUR place. I watch your videos because while I am on the extreme other end of the spectrum of eating disorders (Over eating) I find your raw foods helpful and have started incorporating some of your recipes into my life. Thank you for being you.
DottieCVaughn 3 years ago
you look so purdy today :)
insidethemusicbox11 3 years ago
oh haha the fly thing has happened to me a lot...what i do is i suck them up in my vacuum..then let them go outside...I mean i guess it depends what type you have..the one i have doesn't kill them...LOL I love the colors in your hair!
beetlejuicehead 3 years ago
wow, that must be intense for them lol oh my. hey thanks, i put these colors in almost 2 months ago and am already sick of them. i guess butchering my hair this short on the sides really draws more attention to the color, in a more positive way. i look forward to winter coloring though and maybe something solid in the fall. xo
MyOwnStickFigure 3 years ago
Oh my gosh! I have to agree with some others - you look absolutely amazing! Sweet, beautiful, great eyes, lips and hair. So what with the haters! I struggle with eating issues,love you much,enjoy your video presence in many different ways. I used to only be able to eat on paper plates with disposable utensils. Watching your hello kitty dishware - love yourself eating videos made me able to make a gorgeous sald in the shape of a heart on a sweet plate and eat it up. Love to you!
anseladams23 3 years ago
we all have our little "we dont deserve" stuff, sad but it can change! i wish i could share my HK dishware with you : ) that would be a joy!
MyOwnStickFigure 3 years ago
and thank you for the kind compliments!!!
MyOwnStickFigure 3 years ago
OMG I had to take all the pillow off of my couch for ANTM last night and left the living room a ramshackle, how embarressing of the mess in the background lol
MyOwnStickFigure 3 years ago
good point! thank you!
MyOwnStickFigure 3 years ago
: ) aw thank you honey. i consider them all part of the rollercoaster ride of recovery, sometimes up and sometimes down but sticking in that seat for the ride of your life is the most important part : )
MyOwnStickFigure 3 years ago
hey - i cannot type properly because i have jut taped my handss because i am going to do some boxing at thr gym and i listened to your vid while taping my hands - i cannot believe someone criticised you.. doing vids should be about YOU - thru talking about yourself you have helped me so muh... you are not self centred - you make your vids about yourself and thru doing so you help others - you talk bravely [no split infinitive!!! :)] about such personal things... thank you
galaxycat3 3 years ago
p.s. your hair looks great!
alexandraleighh 3 years ago
i love your videos and you!
take care, hope all is well :]
alexandraleighh 3 years ago
thank you very much!
MyOwnStickFigure 3 years ago
I agree with the others, no need to ever justify using your vlog to vlog from your perspective. Who else's experiences could you possibly vlog from?
Chuckled a bit when you said "if you want to refer to me as your friend." Was at work earlier trying to think how I would formulate a story that starts "My... friend? Uh, no... this woman who vlogs on the web... and... uh... who I exchange emails with... uh... wrote me to say -- um, there's no good lead in to this story. I just won't tell it."
PHRONESISvsAKRASIA 3 years ago
lol you crack me up, this woman who vlogs on the web lololol no need for that as my gender identity is male and not changing - in this lifetime atleast - lol but please feel free to address me as a friend you know online, johnny the ballerina prince-ss, this crazy guy from san francisco area lololol candyland!
MyOwnStickFigure 3 years ago
Oh no lol! In this case I was actually thinking of another person --- female born, female identified. But it's like you were plugged into my mind when you said that cause I was just wondering today "Is it okay to call someone a friend if you've never been in the same room as them?" Now if it was you I'd probably say "I know this sweetypie in CA and his name is Johnny and I think he might be the son my mom always wanted -- not least because he would watch ANTM with her without complaint!"
PHRONESISvsAKRASIA 3 years ago
Love the new do. It's sorta blondish Audrey Hepburn ala Breakfast at Tiffany's. Love it!
bipolarbeer1 3 years ago
oooo i love her!!! the bangs were a little box-like here, i have it swept a tad differently and looks better that way but thank you so much. i should just learn to accept this compliment and not even mention boxy bangs!!!
MyOwnStickFigure 3 years ago
you look beautiful
MyPinkRainbow 3 years ago
they r just jealous johnny, you r terrific and it is a privelige you are sharing your life with the would
iluv ya
georgia
MyPinkRainbow 3 years ago
gotta love georgia!!! smirk
MyOwnStickFigure 3 years ago
You look super fabulous today!! I saw a pink sock monkey at the store today and thought of you : ]
lovemycozmo 3 years ago
aw!!! how fun. i bet that little monkey would of gotten along well with my KOMBUCHA monkey!
MyOwnStickFigure 3 years ago
Johnny!
I love how varied your channel is, I don't think its self-indulgent at all. In fact as a whole its really amazing how honest you've been --please be very proud of yourself for it.
It's helped me with my COE and I know it helps a lot of other people. xoxox
suebee411 3 years ago
that is so sweet to hear, many hugs to you and congratulations on all the work you have done around COE issues!
MyOwnStickFigure 3 years ago
I hate fruit flies as well.
Pour some wine in a glass, cover the top with saran wrap, and poke a small hole in the top. They'll fly in and drown in the wine because they're too dumb to crawl back out of the hole. If you don't have wine try vinegar or fruit juice?
Keep fruit in the fridge. Throw leftover fruit/veg in the compost pile, outside.
Finally, they hate basil.
mallorynakamura 3 years ago
I was going to suggest the same thing!! Apple cider vinegar works really well. I take a small water bottle, punch a hole in the cap with a nail and fill it with AC vinegar.
suebee411 3 years ago
aw thank you, one of my best friends suggested something as such. i should really get to it!
MyOwnStickFigure 3 years ago
you shouldnt even feel the need to respond to ignorant people. be you johnny, beautiful.
xoxcuddlecorexox 3 years ago
i took it as she was having her own issues and externalizing that day and decided instead of fighting fire with fire to just let it go (something i am trying hard to practice in life right now) and make it easier for her and block her and the negative energy trying to attack me... thanks for your support love
MyOwnStickFigure 3 years ago