I hate tech week- Update 11.7.09

[leopardspotsu]

@PaigeDASioux go to sleep before you die of a heart attack, checking out all the hot women, none of which you will ever have!

[BroodingAngel]

You are doing SO WELL! The whole experience has only made you stronger. I believe that you have a wonderful future ahead and will do great things for many others. Best of luck for your driving test.

[TheF22accord]

i'd break into the matrix...

the prius  touch screen thing cant be take out they were prob looking for a wallet or something.

OMG DID THEY RUIN MY DETAIL JOB!? they got their grimey mits all over my job :( i just realized tht.

[PerfectBallerina]

I've tried soo many times to get social and involved in things but it always seems to backfire on me...

I'm so glad you're doing well ED wise at this time of year... I know how hard it's been in the past for you! Loveeee yaa. =]

[AMFlover]

i so relate to that. loneliess, uselessness esp. at nighttt. that is so true about the loneliness. ED is always getting to me thru the lonelyness to.. yay yay yay thats awesome that your sister is coming home :). thats ultra lame about your car.. sorry i am like a week late with this response. you know i love you though <3 =].

[tonyandhisseagulls]

Haha! You're right, tech week is the worst part of a production :) it's puts it all together I spose tho? :)

[Kate44221]

hahah "i hate that holiday so much...."

i'm with you

also i can relate completely to the loneliness thing i actually think thats a big trigger for people (or at least me) in terms of behaviors- thats why im totally with you on the social life thing..

xo

[CsixHtwelve0six]

I feel you on the loneliness. Just know that, as ironic as this sounds, there are millions of other people who feel lonely too. No one is ever alone in feeling alone :).

[dauntlessdreams]

you wont lose fans, dont worry. <3 everrryyybody loves you. i'm scared of the holidays too :/

Molly

[RayJahn]

We call tech week Hell Week at my school.

I know how you feel. :(

[OSnapski]

thats extremly appropriate.

[TheF22accord]

hahahahaha

[lostlittlegirlygirl]

hi hon.(its yvonne madden from FB)i can identify with ALOT of what u are saying..im impressed seein u hav so much of an insight into ur ED and such self-awareness.that will stand to u Xx

[lckychrm827]

ugh, i'm already dreading thanksgiving - it's the first thanksgiving with ED and i'm really worried that i'm gonna totally binge... any advice on controlling urges to binge at thanksgiving?!  i haven't binged in 9 days! its been really hard but i don't wanna keep it going and then fuck up just bc of thanksgiving, ugh!

anyway, thanks for all ur videos - they're and you're awesome : ) hope ur doing well, sorry about ur friend.

[louiselouiselouise31]

you have personally helped me through the ongoing struggle i have. thank you so much bea. just remember that the holidays/christmas can be more about being with family and friends and sharing love than about food, thats just an added extra.

[perfecti0n92]

I am that one person Bea...you have touched me. Thank you for giving me hope. Thank you. xxx

[OSnapski]

<333

[weasalw]

You r so cute 'n perky! I'm glad u are so social and keeping ur mind off of the ED.

[Soccerwin785]

The nights are the worst. I can't sleep because my brain doesn't shut off. Being lonely is the worst feeling EVER. Staying busy is a good thing though! It gets your mind off everything. Even if it is just doing homework. You've 'touched' me in an amazing way & I love you Bea! Holidays are hard but you are strong to get through it! They may not like prius though! haha

[alongfalldown]

I've lost a best friend in the past 2 weeks too :-(

It's the worst feeling ever. I am so sad.

[jdjas]

Its so good to hear from you I am so proud of you keep it up Take care