Everybody always wanna blame sexual abuse for being gay..a bunch of fucking bullshit in her case it might be..but not in all.all the pool pit sin going on up in these churches-the den of back stabbing muthafukaz I ever seen..gay we anit going no damn where get ova it..go pray on dat..
Love your transformation inside and out..Gd Bless you sista continue to allow the lord to lead you into all truth and conform you to his image and likeness.
Be Bless Woman of God, you are so brave to be 1) transparent and honest with yourself about your self and 2) to speak out and against this sin. Your testimony made me check myself in other areas and to pull up and tighten things of my life. Stay in the word, stay on your face before God, stay humble and submitted in the Christ Jesus and grow in the Grace of the God of our Salvation.
Im a homosexual ive tryed to get outta it by my self but i just cant cuz i dnt wanna hurt my girl and i love her i got feeling for her yu knokw but wen we talk i know its against god and i feel guilty and wrong for doing it ignoring signs and his voice and i need to forgive but its real hard i would like for youu to add me on facebook jillian_rush@yahoo.com thats my email
Not sure how old you are, you look pretty young but you're very powerful...... Keep posting your videos because they are helping me a lot. Stay Lifted!!!!!
honey u looking for any and every excuse, our experiences in life is what is make us, good, bad, or ugly, so basically you saying if I see my momma get beat on by men, as a result Imma get beat up by men too (you have more than one result sweetie) i could decide to be gay from that experience, or I can decide not to let that happen to me and I start beating up men, its all about the decisions you make, not about what u are expose to and a result of that..
This is a very strong message..Thank you, sister, for sharing it! I sometimes think of my little nephews that are a bit 'leaned' towards homosexuality, and I fear that there might be a niece in the same boat! But your sharing here confirms my beliefs that God is perfect in all His creations but satan puts wicked ideas in children's minds as children and therefore misled... Very powerful truth! Now I can continue giving them the Gospel and I'll try to find out what each one's DEEP problem is.
but its like once i saw the life for what it really is....man! And since i have been getting into my word daily...man! Its the fuel i need to keep me going b/c everyday thus far has been the ultimate struggle& i just try2keep remembering that even in the life i knew it was wrong...and if i go back im slapping God in the face for giving me this chance 2get right b4 he calls me I thank God he didnt take me while i was knowingly sinning in his face i thank God he loved me so much He called me again
my journey and walk with God is very new but im very happy to have stumbled upon your page...because its like you are speaking the very words i think and have felt...dont let these nay sayers deter u...its a daily struggle as im finding...just as its hard 2 "come out" its hard2 "come back in2" his good graces &that requires that we truly know ourselves and who we were meant2be in Him...My struggle is in its infancy i mean INFANCY as in just a few days ago i wanted2just go bak2 where i feel comfy
Hey Amen...and thank God for deliverance because I am in the same boat as you...I wasn't a stud but I was lost in this lifestyle so God Bless you for speaking out and May God continue to favor you and bless you exceeding abundantly above all you make ask or think...
I bleive that you have allowed other peoples distaste for you to become a distaste for yourself. Incidently homosexuality as well as bi sexuality and a sexuality are things that occur in nature. Just like hetrosexuality non of these orientations have anything to do with morals.
Correlation does not always equal causation. I am a lesbian I dont hate men. I dont like rapist, I dont like pediphiles, I dont like batters to say this is equivalent to hating men I would have to believe this something all men do as though I never met men who were not guilty of those offenses. Also these offenses are not limted to men. It is your choice to address your lesbianism as you see fit. But lebianism is not about hating men.
@GenerationalGodSquad what if God created you to be you? Homosexuality doesn't HURT a person at all. I'm gay and I'm comfortable with who I am, I've always known and I've always had a relationship with a supernatural something, I just don't believe religion is ever good - spirituality is good. God is a Spirit. It's arrogant to say "all homosexuals have an identity issue" and it's evil to say "God will torture you in hell forever for having this identity crisis."
There are so many people who are hiding under the mask of homosexuality be cause of past hurts. They are crying out for love. Sometimes people think they cannot return to God, but God is waiting for us to return to Him. He will never ever ever stop loving us. Christians need to stop attacking people. We dont need to accept sin as a lifestyle. But we need to know that our weapon to fight against iniquity is the LOVE of God.
i believe that people are born with all sorts of generational curses, brought on by their ancestors . i believe that homosexuality is both a generational curse that you ca be born into, or introduced to at an early age. It is a spiritual stronghold placed by satan on people. Satan is using perversion to degrade the true meaning of love, and turn us away from God. if you're reading this now, know that there is a God in heaven who created you for his purpose, and loves you relentlessly!
U were NEVER gay..U were molested. & started to hate & get disgusted by men..u used being gay as a safety net to "protect" urself/"block out" your past trauma. You are NOT an EX-Gay u are a victim who used it as a cover up for ur past pain. Instead of drugs, alcohol, or eating ur pain away..u chose woman. God delivered u from your past heartache. u were straight the whole time. This is sad bcuz ppl like u are why ppl judge our homosexual community based off ppl who were NEVER truly apart of it.
@ItsMeCrystalETV Truth be told your not Gay either.....Thats my story.. I dont know what seed was planted in your life that made u believe you were created to be homosexual but it was NEVER Gods original intent. God retored my idenity that some where along the way you lost..somewhere along the way I lost...so your right I was never Gay or Homosexual because Gay is not a person....its a spirit...its a lifestyle...and God changed my lifestyle...God Bless
@GenerationalGodSquad seed? I've know since iWas young that iHad NO attraction to men. Never have been..still have yet to be. Like I said u were never gay. U just used it as a cover up and a shield to mask ur past trauma. This is your story. This is your walk. You cannot belittle another (wo)man's life journey. and say it is not "The Way".
@ItsMeCrystalETV (cont) Gay is not a person. It is an identity, why choose to be gay? There is no glory or fame in it? Some do (ie You) tho..and I feel sorry for you and your past. You were a victim and for that I hope God heals your heart and forgive whoever it was who did this to you. I am glad God opened your eyes. That is a blessing. We don't need any one in our community who was NEVER supposed to be there.,,Who was never truly apart of it. Continue in your walk. Stay blessed.
@ItsMeCrystalETV There is alot of Fame and Glory in being homosexual now days...The bible tell us that we were born into sin...my aim is not to belittle but to break the spirit of perversion...And perversion is anything dievated from Gods original intent..its not "The Way" according to the God i serve...And in order to be who God created you to be..you have to trust Him even when you dont understand everything. I love you Crystal and i pray God draws your heart...
@mcmj910 Not at all. If you are gay your gay regardless...but she said in her video when she looked back and asked herself why she didn't like men...she brought up that situation..That was her turning point where she CHOSE to turn her bk on men because of what one man did. Same goes for girls who choose to date woman solely because they get cheated on by men or they treat them bad..so they date woman thinking they will treat them better. If ur gay. you are gay. Molested, abused, raped, or not.
@ItsMeCrystalETV So what you are saying, that there are different type of gayness? because we have gays that was molested, abused, raped, some that was born in the wrong body and some that are by curious... Right?
@mcmj910 Yes, If ur gay ur gay. BUT if u made the conscience decision to "turn gay" because of a certain situation that you went through then iDon't believe you ever were..and thats what she said. When she looked back Her turning point to dislike men was because of her past trama. There are plenty of ppl who have been thru that and are still straight..SO I don't like when people BLAME their homosexuality on things like that..because that isn't a just reason.
@ItsMeCrystalETV (cont) I believe in her case her "having sex w/ females phase" was a conscience decision due to her past negative experience w/ men. I don't believe in ex-homosexuals. Either you are or you aren't. but inbox me if u hv anymore questions..we're blowing up this girls comments.
don't even get me started on sodom and gomoreah. god did not destroy it because of homosexuality people always ignore the real reason god destroyed it because people were raping angels. do people forget that incest and angel hookups were the cause for its destruction and not homosexuality. if homo was such an issue for god why hasn't san francisco the gay capital of the world been destroyed. god doesn't care people care about homosexuality its people who care.
Shalam Sis, Praise the Most High, God of Israel. If you would like to learn more about the Most High God, please visit IsraelitesUnite website, love you and pray that the Most High continue to show you his power and I pray you continue to humble yourself and study scripture.
and now i can PROUDLY say that god does the impossible that life is far from me and im now happily engaged to the man of my dreams and set to be married this upcoming year. once again praise god and may he bless you so be encouraged ^_^
i was so ministered to and blessed by this video especially since being a born again christian, delivered from homosexuality.. you were so true i went through the same thing i didnt know who i was and when i let god come into my life my mind was just put into perspective praise god and people are wrong if they tell you your forcing yourself into happiness or living up to religious homophobes. everyone at my church knew i was gay and still accepted me it was the love of god that changed me..
Keep your press. Be encouraged. Christ died for our sins so we would be left without excuse. We are born in sin and shaped in iniquity so the truth of the matter is, each one of us is assigned our specific struggles. That's why we must be born again; washed with blood and water to be made new. Test before testimony. God is good sis. Stay humble, stay focused on His perfect and never stop fighting. Never get complacent in God. Still a long way to go but He that begun a good work will complete it.
SIS! I AM SO BLESSED by your video! I do not share in your testimony about deliverance from honosexuality, BUT I think people miss the message that our GOD IS ABLE to ALL THINGS, exceedingly and abundantly MORE than we could ever ask fro. God bless you! And I look forward to hearing about you one day being married to a wonderful man of God.
read all the verses and soak up all of the homophobia but at the end of the day u will never be happy repressing who u truly are. instead of accepting yourself u believed religious people who told you that you r not good enough and your homosexuality is wrong. who is to say that. did god write the bible? no some men who claimed to be hearing gods voice wrote the bible. last time i check a lot of crazy people who have murdered and committed heinous acts were also hearing from god.
And how do YOU know who YOU really are? Did YOU make yourself? How do YOU know that what you feel is even right? Were you born to be a Lesbian? You have nothing firm to base your response off of, other than 'I feel...'. Therefore, your argument is only opinion.
@BassBwoy3 well i know who i am because i know what comes naturally to me. you can not use your religion to tell me how i feel. until you have walked a mile in my shoes you can not tell me what it is like to be me. you are not gay so you can not understand what i mean when i say that being with women comes as naturally to me as being with men comes to you. most christians are so ignorant of the over translated mess that you call the bible that i laugh when people use this current bible as proof
@BassBwoy3 for there hatred. anti homosexual beliefs was in the old testament which is part of the torah. answer me why jesus christ the person you are supposed to be like and following never once mentioned homosexuality. homosexuality has been around since the beginning of time just like prostitution. if jesus could mention prostitution and adultery then why not homosexuality? because it wasn't a big enough issue for jesus to deem it important enough to mention. stop blindly following homophobe
@stemwithswagg before you say what god thinks how about you research that bible you seem to think is infallible. the bible has been translated so many times from Aramaic to english and king james deleted portions of the bible that humanized and showed jesus' flaws not to mention that part and stories in the bible can be found in egyptian and hindu holy books written hundreds of years before jesus. stop being a build follower and research things. god doesn't hate gays only homophobic christian do
So one whose same sex oriented is just that only? Are you saying that there's no happiness outside of romantic relationships or sex? There is so much more to life and a person than these 2 things and there are people who choose a life of service forgoing marriage and sex putting the service of humanity first and happy doing so. We are not our sexual orientation or the sum of our romantic relationship (or the lack of one)
@stemwithswagg So one whose same sex oriented is just that only? Are you saying that there's no happiness outside of romantic relationships or sex? There is so much more to life and a person than these 2 things and there are people who choose a life of service forgoing marriage and sex putting the service of humanity first and happy doing so. We are not our sexual orientation or the sum of our romantic relationship (or the lack of one)
Christianity reached Africa before the Atlantic Slave Trade and actually its said that it was an African who helped Jesus carry the cross.Both blacks and whites (and all other people for that matter) give too much power to the race thing.And God isn't homophobic,but he isn't with homosexuality because it goes against his design for men and women. Don't be misled because of your stance on homosexuality or race. Jesus is real and if you seek with a broken heart you'll find the Truth
This is just so funny.... you have convinced yourself that because you didnt forgive someone you were gay.... then you said because you didnt know who you are that is why you were gay... but what is natural for you is not natural for someone else. YOUR GAY SWEETIE...... not all of us were abused I was raised by a wonderful man and yet I Am happily Lesbian! I wonder where your logic comes from.....
@lesbianlove24ah This is her testimony...why is it so hard for you to believe? If the God that she serve's is who he says he is, then there is nothing that is impossible for him even if that means deliver her from her sinful lifestyle. And as far as what is natural and is not, the human body is the best indication that we were not designed for same sex relations. But if you are right about nature being relative, where do we draw the line? If a man thought it natural to view kid porn is he right?
@generationalgodsquad,miss lady,i commend you of being real and honesty.Stay encouraged,stay strong,and stay in the will of God..I've somewhat of a similar testimony,I use to be bisexual until I gave my life for Christ,so I know how u feel..Homosexuality is a spirit that needs to be purged, to set you and myself included, free.Focus on your destiny and not your attack.Our bodies die but our spirit lives on.
Girl you're powerful!...people will talk and try bring you down, because persecution is for the TRUE disciple! You're testimony is a source of strength and has blessed me! God bless you!
HE WITHOUT SIN CAST THE FIRST STONE, LEAVE THIS YOUNG LADY ALONE, SHE IS TRYING TO LIVE FOR THE LORD NOW. NO ONE IS PERFECT, WHY ARE YOU WORRIED ABOUT WHAT IS ON HER FACEBOOK, THAT IS IRRELEVANT.
I am by no means denying what works God has put forth in your life. But, for you to try and extend your personal relationship with God onto those personal relationships of others with Him is just plain wrong. I know exactly what God has spoken to me and exactly who I was put here as/to be. So, I would have to disagree with your claims that the "spirit" of homosexuality is demonic, nor that someone who identifies as homosexual is not saved among many other things.
Wow. You have a lot of issues from your past that you need to work out, but it's a shame that you think that God is homophobic and use that as an excuse for what happened to you. Whether you are gay or not is something for you to work out, but pinning your desire not to be gay on what God wants and using it as a crutch to struggle against your nature is a sad way to go.
Who BEWITCH you yo how on God green earth your telling someone they are not Happy only a person with NO Peace, Joy, and yea No Life...And then you who are to tell Anybody that they was Never a Ex-Gay Thank God for Deliver's. You Satan Worker I know why your Mad, Upset, Angery, Bitter... because you know What Our God can do. JESUS said this was going to happen to us his Kids...But its so SAD THAT HE IS GOD WHEN YOU PEOPLE WANT A BLESSING But can't be a HEALER when he wanting to save the World.
QUESTION? your testimony is extremely confusing on here your saying your delivered but on your facebook page it says your in a relationship and you like men and women but yet your preaching that God is able to deliver and you gave up all grounds to that lifestyle. sounds like your confused and you are living for god and for the devil.
I thank God for you. I shared your testimony on a social network and people have truly been blessed by it. The only way to overcome the enemy is through the words of your testimony. God loves the truth and I pray your continued stregnth in the LORD. You look and sound different. Look at GOD!!! Thank you thank you thank you Sista from the bottom of my heart!
God is transforming you and you can tell that God has dealt with you and is still delaing with you! Not only do you look different but you sound different, your ora is completely different and you can just tell that God is all over you! I'm praying that God be with you and continues to kee you delivered. You have a calling on your life and you will minitser to many different people who have and is going through the same thing that you went through. Be Blessed
Sis, I as so blessed by this video. :) You are right, you have to constantly renew your mind. Enemies are watching this video and wishing the worse...saying that "you will go back to homosexuality"... They aren't even recognizing that you are so much happier now. It's amazing how some will except change when it comes to everything else but wont except change as it relates to homosexuality. I pray that you covered.
You have a powerful testimony and you speak with such a humble spirit God will use you to reach so many people. As people make comments telling you that you are a lesbian I encourage you to remember when God is for you no man can be against. There is no freedom to be found in giving into sinful desires. True freedom exists in Christ alone.
amen sis. ex stud myself and i just wanted to say let God be true and everyman a liar. let God be true and ever bit of scientific, sociological, psychological & personal research a liar. let God be true and every condeming tongue a liar. some trust in these things, BUT WE WILL TRUST IN THE NAME OF THE LORD OUR GOD. (love the transformation, ur such an example, pls be encouraged sis an imma b praying for u-whenever i remember to lol!!)
Great testemony, what you spoke is the truth, Children can be under attack even before they are born. It's a choice, do you live out of your feelings or out of your will according to the Word of God and find yourself the way God made you, an awesome tedtemony!
You cannot change who you are SEXUALLY attracted to. It's just the way you were born. Period. Being sexually abused does not make you gay. Whether you are sexually attracted to women or men, only you know. Just never be afraid to be who you are. You don't have to live your life pretending to be someone youre not. Everything about my life was straight, my friends, my parents, my upbringing..but i'm gay lol! Get rid of this idea that gay = evil. U only get 1 life! U either be who you are or lie.
@roryyooooo You are right YOU cannot change who you are sexually. Ask God to recondition you if you want to change. A serial killer can use the same reasoning as you but is it right to kill? You are defensive for a reason and I KNOW without even "knowing" you that you are not "happy" with your life style you're addicted to it! Allow God to make YOU whole. Peace and Love!
I tell you, sis, everytime you make a video it blesses my heart! Again, your candidness, your openess, your desire to share so that others might be delivered is a beautiful thing to see! Most of all I like how you make it plain that living for Yahweh is not an overnight thing... it's development, over time. Never, ever, ever give up... keep reaching! I love you, Yah bless you, and I look forward to the next video.
Romans 8:37-39 - (KJV) 37Nay, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him that loved us. 38For I am persuaded, that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor principalities, nor powers, nor things present, nor things to come, 39Nor height, nor depth, nor any other creature, shall be able to separate us from the love of God, which is in Christ Jesus our Lord.
This DIKE sounds so stupid with her sob ass story. Keep it fuckin real, the only reason you "found God" was because you couldn't chase any more p*ssy and got tired of it. You bitches are disgusting.
@naturalhairedhoney Satan, I rebuke you in the name of JESUS I command you to come out at the point where this is read and may you be cast into the dry place. Spiritual wickedness, I command you to LOOSE your hold and set this captive free. God go in and deliver this soul and tame this foul mouth if it has to be bound, God bind it. This sista is sharing what God has done for HER. Do NOT blaspheme the power of GOD least you be a sodomite and therefore burned at the root! Curse not yourself!
WOW THANK JESUS FOR U SISTER WOW.....I was MADE TO TOUCH MY FEMALE BABYSITTER, DISGUSTED BY MY MOM, BUT EVEN BEFORE THAT, "WHO'S UR DAD & IS HE DEAD" QUESTIONS.. THE HURT FROM THAT, SO NEEDED DAD..OVER IDENTIFIED WITH ALL FEMALES..NO MAN CAN RESCUE ME.. JESUS IS MY SUPERMAN & I'M NOT SANDRA DEE, NVR WILL BE!!
Thank you for your testimony! Not to long ago I didn't know that God could deliver people from being homosexual. But I've learned a LOT since then and I'm so glad that you are brave and God is going to bless you SOOO much for for stepping out and giving God the glory over your life!! God bless you!! <3 <3
@preciousplc You cannot change who you are sexually attracted to. Maybe this girl was not attracted to women she was just afraid of men. Who knows. Do not believe into all this bs that you can "pray the gay away". If it was that easy then everyone would be straight. There is nothing wrong with two people loving each other. Love thy neighbour as yourself.
@roryyooooo You're right! We can't change anything about ourselves alone but God can and he does if we are willing. Saying that he couldn't would be voiding out the verse that says that through him all things are possible. He's more than able any and everything if we take it to him. And yes we must love each other as we love ourselves. But even in love we still must turn away from sin and also hold each other accountable. It's not unloving by telling someone that what they're doing is wrong. <3
@preciousplc Look at all these people who went to these Christian conselling clinics that tried to "pray the gay away". There are plenty of videos of these people now in their 30's saying they STILL have these feelings and it actually caused them more harm. I suggest a specific documentary on the Tyra show. God is love. We are who we are. Life is so short! Instead of telling people theyre wrong just accept them and love them. Not judge. Anyway you seem like a friendly person! All the best! : )
Wow. You know, I had to go back and think.. why am I fearful of men? I became so fearful that I lost attraction.. Going back, I made the connection.. Oh my uncle abused his authority and caused this in me.. but I don't have to be a victim of that and relive in day after day by being fearful. God is slowly but surely restoring me, and I thank you so much for your testimony.
Everybody always wanna blame sexual abuse for being gay..a bunch of fucking bullshit in her case it might be..but not in all.all the pool pit sin going on up in these churches-the den of back stabbing muthafukaz I ever seen..gay we anit going no damn where get ova it..go pray on dat..
1msbracey 31 minutes ago
She was never gay..phase..
1msbracey 36 minutes ago
thanks for sharing. God bless you
anerollong80 11 hours ago
Love your transformation inside and out..Gd Bless you sista continue to allow the lord to lead you into all truth and conform you to his image and likeness.
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Be Bless Woman of God, you are so brave to be 1) transparent and honest with yourself about your self and 2) to speak out and against this sin. Your testimony made me check myself in other areas and to pull up and tighten things of my life. Stay in the word, stay on your face before God, stay humble and submitted in the Christ Jesus and grow in the Grace of the God of our Salvation.
StaticImpluse 1 week ago
What's up with the email address. I've been trying to contact you
kijuana25 2 weeks ago
Im a homosexual ive tryed to get outta it by my self but i just cant cuz i dnt wanna hurt my girl and i love her i got feeling for her yu knokw but wen we talk i know its against god and i feel guilty and wrong for doing it ignoring signs and his voice and i need to forgive but its real hard i would like for youu to add me on facebook jillian_rush@yahoo.com thats my email
my facebook name is jillian jrose rush
GR33NiSG00D1 1 month ago
Not sure how old you are, you look pretty young but you're very powerful...... Keep posting your videos because they are helping me a lot. Stay Lifted!!!!!
vickikendricks 1 month ago
SO YU WERE NEVER GAY
mrsOwLess 1 month ago
honey u looking for any and every excuse, our experiences in life is what is make us, good, bad, or ugly, so basically you saying if I see my momma get beat on by men, as a result Imma get beat up by men too (you have more than one result sweetie) i could decide to be gay from that experience, or I can decide not to let that happen to me and I start beating up men, its all about the decisions you make, not about what u are expose to and a result of that..
kreztal 1 month ago
I can relate to your story!!
jmay0310 1 month ago
This is a very strong message..Thank you, sister, for sharing it! I sometimes think of my little nephews that are a bit 'leaned' towards homosexuality, and I fear that there might be a niece in the same boat! But your sharing here confirms my beliefs that God is perfect in all His creations but satan puts wicked ideas in children's minds as children and therefore misled... Very powerful truth! Now I can continue giving them the Gospel and I'll try to find out what each one's DEEP problem is.
madenew000 1 month ago
but its like once i saw the life for what it really is....man! And since i have been getting into my word daily...man! Its the fuel i need to keep me going b/c everyday thus far has been the ultimate struggle& i just try2keep remembering that even in the life i knew it was wrong...and if i go back im slapping God in the face for giving me this chance 2get right b4 he calls me I thank God he didnt take me while i was knowingly sinning in his face i thank God he loved me so much He called me again
ImDelightfullyMe 1 month ago
my journey and walk with God is very new but im very happy to have stumbled upon your page...because its like you are speaking the very words i think and have felt...dont let these nay sayers deter u...its a daily struggle as im finding...just as its hard 2 "come out" its hard2 "come back in2" his good graces &that requires that we truly know ourselves and who we were meant2be in Him...My struggle is in its infancy i mean INFANCY as in just a few days ago i wanted2just go bak2 where i feel comfy
ImDelightfullyMe 1 month ago
THATS POWEFUL WHAT TOU SAID KEEP IT UP
ceebabi86 1 month ago
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ceebabi86 1 month ago
What that cartoon that now cancelled Fox cartoon with Jonah Hill? That show was terrible. Gay or not it was just terrible.
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Aye that will Preach lol I know I'm joking but forreal continue to tell your story
tweetysqueen4ever 1 month ago
Hey Amen...and thank God for deliverance because I am in the same boat as you...I wasn't a stud but I was lost in this lifestyle so God Bless you for speaking out and May God continue to favor you and bless you exceeding abundantly above all you make ask or think...
tweetysqueen4ever 1 month ago
I bleive that you have allowed other peoples distaste for you to become a distaste for yourself. Incidently homosexuality as well as bi sexuality and a sexuality are things that occur in nature. Just like hetrosexuality non of these orientations have anything to do with morals.
cynt123able 1 month ago
Correlation does not always equal causation. I am a lesbian I dont hate men. I dont like rapist, I dont like pediphiles, I dont like batters to say this is equivalent to hating men I would have to believe this something all men do as though I never met men who were not guilty of those offenses. Also these offenses are not limted to men. It is your choice to address your lesbianism as you see fit. But lebianism is not about hating men.
cynt123able 1 month ago
@cynt123able i totally agree its not about hating men but about not knowing who you are in God and who he created you to be.
GenerationalGodSquad 1 month ago
@GenerationalGodSquad what if God created you to be you? Homosexuality doesn't HURT a person at all. I'm gay and I'm comfortable with who I am, I've always known and I've always had a relationship with a supernatural something, I just don't believe religion is ever good - spirituality is good. God is a Spirit. It's arrogant to say "all homosexuals have an identity issue" and it's evil to say "God will torture you in hell forever for having this identity crisis."
ShatteredOnes92 6 days ago
thats a weird god that allows a "devil" to harm or "plant a seed" in an unborn child....
70sinful 1 month ago
@70sinful God has given people the power of choice...and believe it or not somebody's elses decisions has effected your life.
GenerationalGodSquad 1 month ago
There are so many people who are hiding under the mask of homosexuality be cause of past hurts. They are crying out for love. Sometimes people think they cannot return to God, but God is waiting for us to return to Him. He will never ever ever stop loving us. Christians need to stop attacking people. We dont need to accept sin as a lifestyle. But we need to know that our weapon to fight against iniquity is the LOVE of God.
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i believe that people are born with all sorts of generational curses, brought on by their ancestors . i believe that homosexuality is both a generational curse that you ca be born into, or introduced to at an early age. It is a spiritual stronghold placed by satan on people. Satan is using perversion to degrade the true meaning of love, and turn us away from God. if you're reading this now, know that there is a God in heaven who created you for his purpose, and loves you relentlessly!
mmg0091 2 months ago in playlist Uploaded videos
U were NEVER gay..U were molested. & started to hate & get disgusted by men..u used being gay as a safety net to "protect" urself/"block out" your past trauma. You are NOT an EX-Gay u are a victim who used it as a cover up for ur past pain. Instead of drugs, alcohol, or eating ur pain away..u chose woman. God delivered u from your past heartache. u were straight the whole time. This is sad bcuz ppl like u are why ppl judge our homosexual community based off ppl who were NEVER truly apart of it.
ItsMeCrystalETV 2 months ago
@ItsMeCrystalETV Truth be told your not Gay either.....Thats my story.. I dont know what seed was planted in your life that made u believe you were created to be homosexual but it was NEVER Gods original intent. God retored my idenity that some where along the way you lost..somewhere along the way I lost...so your right I was never Gay or Homosexual because Gay is not a person....its a spirit...its a lifestyle...and God changed my lifestyle...God Bless
GenerationalGodSquad 2 months ago 9
@GenerationalGodSquad seed? I've know since iWas young that iHad NO attraction to men. Never have been..still have yet to be. Like I said u were never gay. U just used it as a cover up and a shield to mask ur past trauma. This is your story. This is your walk. You cannot belittle another (wo)man's life journey. and say it is not "The Way".
ItsMeCrystalETV 2 months ago
@ItsMeCrystalETV (cont) Gay is not a person. It is an identity, why choose to be gay? There is no glory or fame in it? Some do (ie You) tho..and I feel sorry for you and your past. You were a victim and for that I hope God heals your heart and forgive whoever it was who did this to you. I am glad God opened your eyes. That is a blessing. We don't need any one in our community who was NEVER supposed to be there.,,Who was never truly apart of it. Continue in your walk. Stay blessed.
ItsMeCrystalETV 2 months ago
@ItsMeCrystalETV There is alot of Fame and Glory in being homosexual now days...The bible tell us that we were born into sin...my aim is not to belittle but to break the spirit of perversion...And perversion is anything dievated from Gods original intent..its not "The Way" according to the God i serve...And in order to be who God created you to be..you have to trust Him even when you dont understand everything. I love you Crystal and i pray God draws your heart...
GenerationalGodSquad 2 months ago
@ItsMeCrystalETV Help me understand your post. You telling me if I was molested and was having relations what the same sex I'm not gay?
mcmj910 2 months ago in playlist More videos from GenerationalGodSquad
@mcmj910 Not at all. If you are gay your gay regardless...but she said in her video when she looked back and asked herself why she didn't like men...she brought up that situation..That was her turning point where she CHOSE to turn her bk on men because of what one man did. Same goes for girls who choose to date woman solely because they get cheated on by men or they treat them bad..so they date woman thinking they will treat them better. If ur gay. you are gay. Molested, abused, raped, or not.
ItsMeCrystalETV 2 months ago
@ItsMeCrystalETV So what you are saying, that there are different type of gayness? because we have gays that was molested, abused, raped, some that was born in the wrong body and some that are by curious... Right?
mcmj910 2 months ago
@mcmj910 Yes, If ur gay ur gay. BUT if u made the conscience decision to "turn gay" because of a certain situation that you went through then iDon't believe you ever were..and thats what she said. When she looked back Her turning point to dislike men was because of her past trama. There are plenty of ppl who have been thru that and are still straight..SO I don't like when people BLAME their homosexuality on things like that..because that isn't a just reason.
ItsMeCrystalETV 2 months ago
@ItsMeCrystalETV (cont) I believe in her case her "having sex w/ females phase" was a conscience decision due to her past negative experience w/ men. I don't believe in ex-homosexuals. Either you are or you aren't. but inbox me if u hv anymore questions..we're blowing up this girls comments.
ItsMeCrystalETV 2 months ago
don't even get me started on sodom and gomoreah. god did not destroy it because of homosexuality people always ignore the real reason god destroyed it because people were raping angels. do people forget that incest and angel hookups were the cause for its destruction and not homosexuality. if homo was such an issue for god why hasn't san francisco the gay capital of the world been destroyed. god doesn't care people care about homosexuality its people who care.
stemwithswagg 2 months ago
GOD BLESS YOU SOOOOOO MUCHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!! :D Thank YOU!
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jeremy52189 2 months ago in playlist Uploaded videos
and now i can PROUDLY say that god does the impossible that life is far from me and im now happily engaged to the man of my dreams and set to be married this upcoming year. once again praise god and may he bless you so be encouraged ^_^
caughtup1992 2 months ago
@caughtup1992 Congratulations, i am very pleased for you, all the best for the future!
JMcClane1987 2 months ago
i was so ministered to and blessed by this video especially since being a born again christian, delivered from homosexuality.. you were so true i went through the same thing i didnt know who i was and when i let god come into my life my mind was just put into perspective praise god and people are wrong if they tell you your forcing yourself into happiness or living up to religious homophobes. everyone at my church knew i was gay and still accepted me it was the love of god that changed me..
caughtup1992 2 months ago
Keep your press. Be encouraged. Christ died for our sins so we would be left without excuse. We are born in sin and shaped in iniquity so the truth of the matter is, each one of us is assigned our specific struggles. That's why we must be born again; washed with blood and water to be made new. Test before testimony. God is good sis. Stay humble, stay focused on His perfect and never stop fighting. Never get complacent in God. Still a long way to go but He that begun a good work will complete it.
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SIS! I AM SO BLESSED by your video! I do not share in your testimony about deliverance from honosexuality, BUT I think people miss the message that our GOD IS ABLE to ALL THINGS, exceedingly and abundantly MORE than we could ever ask fro. God bless you! And I look forward to hearing about you one day being married to a wonderful man of God.
ayomyde3 2 months ago in playlist Uploaded videos
read all the verses and soak up all of the homophobia but at the end of the day u will never be happy repressing who u truly are. instead of accepting yourself u believed religious people who told you that you r not good enough and your homosexuality is wrong. who is to say that. did god write the bible? no some men who claimed to be hearing gods voice wrote the bible. last time i check a lot of crazy people who have murdered and committed heinous acts were also hearing from god.
stemwithswagg 2 months ago
@stemwithswagg
And how do YOU know who YOU really are? Did YOU make yourself? How do YOU know that what you feel is even right? Were you born to be a Lesbian? You have nothing firm to base your response off of, other than 'I feel...'. Therefore, your argument is only opinion.
BassBwoy3 2 months ago in playlist More videos from GenerationalGodSquad
@BassBwoy3 well i know who i am because i know what comes naturally to me. you can not use your religion to tell me how i feel. until you have walked a mile in my shoes you can not tell me what it is like to be me. you are not gay so you can not understand what i mean when i say that being with women comes as naturally to me as being with men comes to you. most christians are so ignorant of the over translated mess that you call the bible that i laugh when people use this current bible as proof
stemwithswagg 2 months ago
@BassBwoy3 for there hatred. anti homosexual beliefs was in the old testament which is part of the torah. answer me why jesus christ the person you are supposed to be like and following never once mentioned homosexuality. homosexuality has been around since the beginning of time just like prostitution. if jesus could mention prostitution and adultery then why not homosexuality? because it wasn't a big enough issue for jesus to deem it important enough to mention. stop blindly following homophobe
stemwithswagg 2 months ago
@stemwithswagg before you say what god thinks how about you research that bible you seem to think is infallible. the bible has been translated so many times from Aramaic to english and king james deleted portions of the bible that humanized and showed jesus' flaws not to mention that part and stories in the bible can be found in egyptian and hindu holy books written hundreds of years before jesus. stop being a build follower and research things. god doesn't hate gays only homophobic christian do
stemwithswagg 2 months ago
So one whose same sex oriented is just that only? Are you saying that there's no happiness outside of romantic relationships or sex? There is so much more to life and a person than these 2 things and there are people who choose a life of service forgoing marriage and sex putting the service of humanity first and happy doing so. We are not our sexual orientation or the sum of our romantic relationship (or the lack of one)
erfbgu 2 months ago
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@stemwithswagg So one whose same sex oriented is just that only? Are you saying that there's no happiness outside of romantic relationships or sex? There is so much more to life and a person than these 2 things and there are people who choose a life of service forgoing marriage and sex putting the service of humanity first and happy doing so. We are not our sexual orientation or the sum of our romantic relationship (or the lack of one)
erfbgu 2 months ago
@garrett2067
Christianity reached Africa before the Atlantic Slave Trade and actually its said that it was an African who helped Jesus carry the cross.Both blacks and whites (and all other people for that matter) give too much power to the race thing.And God isn't homophobic,but he isn't with homosexuality because it goes against his design for men and women. Don't be misled because of your stance on homosexuality or race. Jesus is real and if you seek with a broken heart you'll find the Truth
erfbgu 2 months ago
This is just so funny.... you have convinced yourself that because you didnt forgive someone you were gay.... then you said because you didnt know who you are that is why you were gay... but what is natural for you is not natural for someone else. YOUR GAY SWEETIE...... not all of us were abused I was raised by a wonderful man and yet I Am happily Lesbian! I wonder where your logic comes from.....
lesbianlove24ah 2 months ago
@lesbianlove24ah This is her testimony...why is it so hard for you to believe? If the God that she serve's is who he says he is, then there is nothing that is impossible for him even if that means deliver her from her sinful lifestyle. And as far as what is natural and is not, the human body is the best indication that we were not designed for same sex relations. But if you are right about nature being relative, where do we draw the line? If a man thought it natural to view kid porn is he right?
erfbgu 2 months ago
May the Lord continue with you sister. Jesus touches the root. Those roots open us up to a lot for sure. God bless...
nashtherapper 2 months ago
@generationalgodsquad,miss lady,i commend you of being real and honesty.Stay encouraged,stay strong,and stay in the will of God..I've somewhat of a similar testimony,I use to be bisexual until I gave my life for Christ,so I know how u feel..Homosexuality is a spirit that needs to be purged, to set you and myself included, free.Focus on your destiny and not your attack.Our bodies die but our spirit lives on.
Misspearl08 2 months ago
Girl you're powerful!...people will talk and try bring you down, because persecution is for the TRUE disciple! You're testimony is a source of strength and has blessed me! God bless you!
Fairuu 2 months ago
@generationalgodsquad Asia I'm proud of you and I glad you see the truth...jesus looks at you and tells god...that is my friend
CHILDOFGOD478 3 months ago
HE WITHOUT SIN CAST THE FIRST STONE, LEAVE THIS YOUNG LADY ALONE, SHE IS TRYING TO LIVE FOR THE LORD NOW. NO ONE IS PERFECT, WHY ARE YOU WORRIED ABOUT WHAT IS ON HER FACEBOOK, THAT IS IRRELEVANT.
stephaniec4460 3 months ago
Awesome..
msswak1 3 months ago
Tell the truth n shame the devil.. This is the truth..
msswak1 3 months ago
I am by no means denying what works God has put forth in your life. But, for you to try and extend your personal relationship with God onto those personal relationships of others with Him is just plain wrong. I know exactly what God has spoken to me and exactly who I was put here as/to be. So, I would have to disagree with your claims that the "spirit" of homosexuality is demonic, nor that someone who identifies as homosexual is not saved among many other things.
grantjm05 3 months ago
@grantjm05 Leviticus 18:22 Thou shalt not lie with mankind, as with womankind: it is abomination.
1Co 6:9 ...Be not deceived: neither fornicators, nor idolaters, nor adulterers, nor effeminate, nor abusers of themselves with mankind (homosexuals),
1Co 6:10 Nor thieves, nor covetous, nor drunkards, nor revilers, nor extortioners, shall inherit the kingdom of God.
God would never go against His commandments. Homosexuality is a sin just like every other sin. There's no exception.
malikzzzzz 3 months ago
@grantjm05 You need to go read your bible. You're speaking nonsense
Panacheimg 2 months ago
You have an amazing testimony. An although we don't have the same testimony, we are similar. Love u sis. Thank God
Infinite7986 3 months ago
@generationGodSquad i would really like to connect with you! i commend you for your willingness to witness for our savior!
2dresh68 3 months ago
Wow. You have a lot of issues from your past that you need to work out, but it's a shame that you think that God is homophobic and use that as an excuse for what happened to you. Whether you are gay or not is something for you to work out, but pinning your desire not to be gay on what God wants and using it as a crutch to struggle against your nature is a sad way to go.
cleoclaus69 3 months ago
Who BEWITCH you yo how on God green earth your telling someone they are not Happy only a person with NO Peace, Joy, and yea No Life...And then you who are to tell Anybody that they was Never a Ex-Gay Thank God for Deliver's. You Satan Worker I know why your Mad, Upset, Angery, Bitter... because you know What Our God can do. JESUS said this was going to happen to us his Kids...But its so SAD THAT HE IS GOD WHEN YOU PEOPLE WANT A BLESSING But can't be a HEALER when he wanting to save the World.
HolyBoiSwag 3 months ago
QUESTION? your testimony is extremely confusing on here your saying your delivered but on your facebook page it says your in a relationship and you like men and women but yet your preaching that God is able to deliver and you gave up all grounds to that lifestyle. sounds like your confused and you are living for god and for the devil.
copelindaisy1 3 months ago in playlist More videos from GenerationalGodSquad
@copelindaisy1 Im not sure we are even friends on facebook...my profile doesnt say that.
GenerationalGodSquad 3 months ago 3
You were never gay to begin with; you were going through a phase.
flc2009 3 months ago
I thank God for you. I shared your testimony on a social network and people have truly been blessed by it. The only way to overcome the enemy is through the words of your testimony. God loves the truth and I pray your continued stregnth in the LORD. You look and sound different. Look at GOD!!! Thank you thank you thank you Sista from the bottom of my heart!
naturalEbeautiful 3 months ago
God is transforming you and you can tell that God has dealt with you and is still delaing with you! Not only do you look different but you sound different, your ora is completely different and you can just tell that God is all over you! I'm praying that God be with you and continues to kee you delivered. You have a calling on your life and you will minitser to many different people who have and is going through the same thing that you went through. Be Blessed
mzqueen217 3 months ago
Sis, I as so blessed by this video. :) You are right, you have to constantly renew your mind. Enemies are watching this video and wishing the worse...saying that "you will go back to homosexuality"... They aren't even recognizing that you are so much happier now. It's amazing how some will except change when it comes to everything else but wont except change as it relates to homosexuality. I pray that you covered.
ShoeConnoisseur 4 months ago in playlist More videos from GenerationalGodSquad
You have a powerful testimony and you speak with such a humble spirit God will use you to reach so many people. As people make comments telling you that you are a lesbian I encourage you to remember when God is for you no man can be against. There is no freedom to be found in giving into sinful desires. True freedom exists in Christ alone.
inanimate87 4 months ago 2
amen sis. ex stud myself and i just wanted to say let God be true and everyman a liar. let God be true and ever bit of scientific, sociological, psychological & personal research a liar. let God be true and every condeming tongue a liar. some trust in these things, BUT WE WILL TRUST IN THE NAME OF THE LORD OUR GOD. (love the transformation, ur such an example, pls be encouraged sis an imma b praying for u-whenever i remember to lol!!)
starlws 4 months ago 2
I thank you ms. Asia. You are a brave woman.
1barbie2009 4 months ago
Great testemony, what you spoke is the truth, Children can be under attack even before they are born. It's a choice, do you live out of your feelings or out of your will according to the Word of God and find yourself the way God made you, an awesome tedtemony!
anointedtouch 4 months ago
You cannot change who you are SEXUALLY attracted to. It's just the way you were born. Period. Being sexually abused does not make you gay. Whether you are sexually attracted to women or men, only you know. Just never be afraid to be who you are. You don't have to live your life pretending to be someone youre not. Everything about my life was straight, my friends, my parents, my upbringing..but i'm gay lol! Get rid of this idea that gay = evil. U only get 1 life! U either be who you are or lie.
roryyooooo 4 months ago
@roryyooooo You are right YOU cannot change who you are sexually. Ask God to recondition you if you want to change. A serial killer can use the same reasoning as you but is it right to kill? You are defensive for a reason and I KNOW without even "knowing" you that you are not "happy" with your life style you're addicted to it! Allow God to make YOU whole. Peace and Love!
naturalEbeautiful 3 months ago in playlist Everyone Can Change
@naturalEbeautiful If you say so..do what makes you happy
roryyooooo 3 months ago
I tell you, sis, everytime you make a video it blesses my heart! Again, your candidness, your openess, your desire to share so that others might be delivered is a beautiful thing to see! Most of all I like how you make it plain that living for Yahweh is not an overnight thing... it's development, over time. Never, ever, ever give up... keep reaching! I love you, Yah bless you, and I look forward to the next video.
Romans1and16 4 months ago 2
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Romans 8:37-39 - (KJV) 37Nay, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him that loved us. 38For I am persuaded, that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor principalities, nor powers, nor things present, nor things to come, 39Nor height, nor depth, nor any other creature, shall be able to separate us from the love of God, which is in Christ Jesus our Lord.
Amen
afocusedman1 4 months ago
Love its SISTA... excellent I re-post for many to see
• You are bringing a truth many with trouble need to hear.. NEVER STOP SPEAKING YOUR STORY
• There are many Drug users and addict s who found this to be true... STAY STRONG!!!!!!!
• Speak the truth and don't Mind all of these guys that come with an agenda they don't even know ....SPEAK IT!!!!!!
I am looking FW to hear more form you
afocusedman1 4 months ago
Saying all this shit all you want making yourself believe your own bullshit.... At the end of the day god knows wat you still like and who you are
TheGamerchick123 4 months ago
@TheGamerchick123 Yes God knew who she was all Along...
what she is saying is that SHE did not know.... and After she decided she wanted Him, God is doing his work and NOW having his way in her life ....
She is speaking basic spiritual truths ...one hour of study can bring you to it as well
Bless you
afocusedman1 4 months ago 2
This DIKE sounds so stupid with her sob ass story. Keep it fuckin real, the only reason you "found God" was because you couldn't chase any more p*ssy and got tired of it. You bitches are disgusting.
naturalhairedhoney 4 months ago
@naturalhairedhoney smh dude :(
liquidmetal93 4 months ago
@naturalhairedhoney Deliverance is available for you TOO... believe that.
Romans1and16 4 months ago
@naturalhairedhoney an you know this for sure... how? SMH
afocusedman1 4 months ago
@naturalhairedhoney Satan, I rebuke you in the name of JESUS I command you to come out at the point where this is read and may you be cast into the dry place. Spiritual wickedness, I command you to LOOSE your hold and set this captive free. God go in and deliver this soul and tame this foul mouth if it has to be bound, God bind it. This sista is sharing what God has done for HER. Do NOT blaspheme the power of GOD least you be a sodomite and therefore burned at the root! Curse not yourself!
naturalEbeautiful 3 months ago
@naturalEbeautiful Listen to this idiot! Bitch did your God tell you to spew like that? Damn you're a weirdo
naturalhairedhoney 3 months ago
YOUR TESTIMONY IS POWERFUL. CONTINUE TO ALLOW GOD TO USE IT. IT IS DEFINITELY NOT A WORK IN VAIN! STAY ENCOURAGED!
missligon0514 4 months ago
Wow....SPEECHLESS
ChampionTalk 4 months ago
Oh you are so right,Its a bigger thing,bigger picture! We have to get to the root of the problem.
great vid
MsNylia 4 months ago
very inspirational
whitney171330 4 months ago
Preach that sis!!! Love you =) We serve a God who does the impossible.
Damirrea9 4 months ago
WOW THANK JESUS FOR U SISTER WOW.....I was MADE TO TOUCH MY FEMALE BABYSITTER, DISGUSTED BY MY MOM, BUT EVEN BEFORE THAT, "WHO'S UR DAD & IS HE DEAD" QUESTIONS.. THE HURT FROM THAT, SO NEEDED DAD..OVER IDENTIFIED WITH ALL FEMALES..NO MAN CAN RESCUE ME.. JESUS IS MY SUPERMAN & I'M NOT SANDRA DEE, NVR WILL BE!!
SoCaLhauser 4 months ago
I love your testimony!!! I have watched your other videos and I see growth from then to now . Awesome!!!! Keep going forth Sis!
nomie262010 4 months ago
Stay strong in Christ sister! He is using you in a powerful way, so stay prayed up and dressed in the full amour of God. <3
nocturne1980 4 months ago
Is Amazing how God changed your life.
bryanvz010 4 months ago
Thank you for your testimony! Not to long ago I didn't know that God could deliver people from being homosexual. But I've learned a LOT since then and I'm so glad that you are brave and God is going to bless you SOOO much for for stepping out and giving God the glory over your life!! God bless you!! <3 <3
preciousplc 4 months ago
@preciousplc You cannot change who you are sexually attracted to. Maybe this girl was not attracted to women she was just afraid of men. Who knows. Do not believe into all this bs that you can "pray the gay away". If it was that easy then everyone would be straight. There is nothing wrong with two people loving each other. Love thy neighbour as yourself.
roryyooooo 4 months ago
@roryyooooo You're right! We can't change anything about ourselves alone but God can and he does if we are willing. Saying that he couldn't would be voiding out the verse that says that through him all things are possible. He's more than able any and everything if we take it to him. And yes we must love each other as we love ourselves. But even in love we still must turn away from sin and also hold each other accountable. It's not unloving by telling someone that what they're doing is wrong. <3
preciousplc 4 months ago
@preciousplc Look at all these people who went to these Christian conselling clinics that tried to "pray the gay away". There are plenty of videos of these people now in their 30's saying they STILL have these feelings and it actually caused them more harm. I suggest a specific documentary on the Tyra show. God is love. We are who we are. Life is so short! Instead of telling people theyre wrong just accept them and love them. Not judge. Anyway you seem like a friendly person! All the best! : )
roryyooooo 4 months ago
Wow. You know, I had to go back and think.. why am I fearful of men? I became so fearful that I lost attraction.. Going back, I made the connection.. Oh my uncle abused his authority and caused this in me.. but I don't have to be a victim of that and relive in day after day by being fearful. God is slowly but surely restoring me, and I thank you so much for your testimony.
AnJewelStarr 4 months ago 2
@AnJewelStarr God bless you!! The best is yet to come!! Keep seeking the Lord and stepping out in obedience!!! I'm proud of you!!
preciousplc 4 months ago
@preciousplc Thank you so much, I know :)
AnJewelStarr 4 months ago