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  • I see the world as being here, in a sense, for the purpose of allowing for all kinds of things? Given the technology we have it shouldn't be surprising that there are persons who wish to experience all kinds of things? Naturally there are men, and probably a good many, who wish to experience changing their gender - becoming women. Viva le difference!

  • You're beautiful!

  • you tansfestite

  • I love you.

  • Its so sad that we have to be forced into taking drastic measures in order to feel right about ourselves, our body and our gender. I'm a Transgender FTM without surgery and it just pains me to hear you describe the agony you described about your operation when I was born with all the girl parts which I myself hate and want to tear off. Too bad there couldn't be a body exchange system or something? It shouldn't have to be this way. To be ourselves shouldn't have to be this hard!

  • This is what I like to see! My biggest pet peive about boys that want to be girls or are girls trapped in a boys body is that they act so.....unlike a girl. You my friend are truly going to be a women! You have a soft voice, soft face, soft soft soft like a girl is! Keep it real, once you have made it all the way through, don't act like big fake dummy! Keep it real my friend and welcome to women hood!

  • @BrandieZZZ

    Yeah, because whether or not someone should be a girl is entirely based on how much they look like a girl. /s

  • Good that you have come thru okay. I had mine done five years ago. I felt so great, just from the peace, etc., from the anesthesia alone!!!-krw

  • ive been wrestling with something for a while. why is it not only socially acceptable, but admirable for a man to do his own thing and to disregard the whims of others, unless it is in an effeminate context? its just something thats bothered me...the point is that you should do your thing, and say FUCK YOU to everyone else.

  • this is so fucked

  • I like that you have these videos up on youtube, it's very brave! And educational for people like me, who aren't transgender, to understand why you NEED to get this surgery done. It still feels wrong to me, though, that you need to change/alter your body so much to be happy, especially in such a painful and drastic way.

  • People are so freakin' narrow minded! Congrats Grishno! Hope all is well! :)

  • wtf?!

  • no u look sexy and sound sexy

  • yeah to be honest i started to watch ur videos cause u looked cute, then i watched and i was like "omg" shes trans gendered, i now watch your videos cause u are interesting and just an amazing positive personality.

  • I could just kiss you for making these informative videos! I am so interested in how you feel about the orchi! Sounds like your doing great with it!

    xoxoxo

    teriterry

    teriterry@the experience project

  • Yeah you look kinda terrible and sound like that too, but that's to be expected after such (or any) kind of surgery! I'm glad for you this operation went well! Do whatever makes you happy :) (And dare I say, screw the rest!)

  • This is just fúcking disgusting,

  • Does your health insurance cover this? I ask because of the duality between insurance companies refusing to cover reasonable things and progressive liberalism forcing big business to pander to unreasonable things.

  • I dont know how people can even accuse grishno of being a gay man. Its so clear even though her speach and mannerisms that she's a girl that there should be no question. And besides, I bet all the haters wouldn't have handled being trapped in the body of the opposite sex nearly as well as she did. I know I would be freaking the fuck out.

  • I saw this video on nat geo where there were two twins, and one was gay. It went on, and said that while the baby is in the womb, if it doesn't get a certain level of testosterone, the baby can be born feminine enough to be homosexual. If it gets even less testosterone (this is my personal theory here), even though it may genetically be male, the brain may be so feminine, that the mind is female in a male body, leading to the feeling of being in the wrong body.

  • @jeffreydfaust That's very interesting. I wonder what factors would result in a transsexual who is feminine (mtf), yet is still attracted to females, or vice-versa?

  • @FriendlyShadow1 I think, that the honest truth is that some people can be born a lesbian trapped in a male body, or a gay man trapped in a female body. Basically its a brain that thinks it is a certain gender and orientation (For example someone who is a guy, who feels like a girl, but also likes girls. ), and a body that doesnt match the gender of the brain.

  • @jeffreydfaust Yes I quite agree. And it's such a shame that some people can't get that through their heads.

  • I love how you said that you probably look terrible and my first reaction was oh wow she is beautiful.

  • are u a guy or a girl?

  • You are so pretty, and your voice is lovely... and I'm happy for you even though this video was posted about two years ago! ^^

    "I probably look terrible"... seriously? What nerve, I bet most of us don't look half as good as that on normal days! :D

  • @xcantstoplaughingx yeah and most of us dont have surgery to change gender but...lol

  • the oficial term is called a "lopitoffahme"

  • Good luck grishno and welcome into the new journey of your realization... for those that cannot understand and leave insensitive rude and ignorance comments ... save the negativity and spread love and understanding.... Mother Nature comes with a large variations of palette of colors and creates all sort of beautiful masterpiece.... with human beings, animals, flowers and so much more... God It's Love and Love It's God . The rest.... all man made brain washed bull...

  • I know that you are glad that you got that orchiectomy. I know you feel much better now. Dr, Kimmel has helped so many people.

    Blessings :)

  • Awwww. Cute :] 0:20

  • when you cut your balls an cock youre no man anymore so you cant date GAY GUY and even girls... youre fucked up :D

  • Im 98 and i think i will have my balls removed. Its not a big deal, cause i never felt i have balls anyway. Hmmmnn..

  • Wait, is this really the morning after your surgery?.....wait...are you telling me that you usually look even better than this in the morning?! You look AMAZING here!!! You make everyone jealous. congrats!

  • you are so beautiful and i love how cute you are with your charming ness! i can really tell your a nice person and a good person and i just wanted to thank you for putting this on youtube it has helped me , no i am not transgendered but i am bisexual or maybe a little more gay than i expected (im a girl by the way )and i have just recently been ok with it i have been this way since i was 12 and i am 20 now and i think its time for me to say hey deal with it! so i just wanted to thank you!

  • hw much does it cost for de total process? just wondering!!

  • Well... good luck to you darling.

  • To all those out there that have trouble understanding what we trans people have to go through(I'm MTF trans myself),remember,we dont do this for the fun of it..we've been born this way,and ,simply,we dont have a choice...so many of us lose so much by transitioning...wives,partners­,family,jobs,friends,and more...then the financial burden of transitioning...but,it's the only way we can end the emotional & mental anguish that we have had to endure for most of our lives..it's a serious business..

  • eahh ;-!!!!

  • so youre now a girl right or do you still have your dick but no balls i cant understand it WTF????

  • If you were to wake up tomorrow in the opposite gender, would you be happy with it? Maybe you could reconcile it but more often than not you cant. Thats how someone whos trans feels every morning when they wake up. I am a woman yet every morning I wake up and I still have this phalis between my legs Its unnerving and a horrible way to start your day. Its not a matter of want Its a matter of need. Exactly: We are who we are & when your body doesnt match the only way to reconcile it is to fix it.

  • That was @pprodin btw...

  • Are you married or engaged? please answer me backk (:

  • why this guy could choose to have that surgery and i have to make it for a cancer? sad life

  • Because she's a girl, not a guy. No girl (or very few) would *want* to have them, regardless of the body they were born with.

    Sorry about your cancer and your having to have the surgery, but being trans isn't exactly a tea part either.

  • At least it's your choice.

  • It's more like a need. There's also the issue of body hate, depression, etc. But I'm cisgendered, and so I am unfit to speak for how transgender people experience it.

    I'm not trying to lessen what you go through in any way; I'm trying to say that you having to have this operation and understandably being unhappy with it, and a trans girl having it as part of the process of finally being closer to matching her body and her mind are totally different subjects, issues, and types of suffering.

  • @WantOxide My mother had her breasts removed because of cancer, but that doesn't make me think less of my ftm friends who have to get it done either. It's not comparible, bud. Sorry to tell you that. Nobody chooses cancer, or being born trans.

  • @titeminah he's not a girl. just deal with it. he's a man that looks like a girl and had his balls cut out. still a man. if he wants to see himself as a woman, that's fine go nuts. (pardon the pun)

    doesn't make him an actual woman though.

  • Wow you got some balls (no pun intended)

    I would never get surgery!

    Hope your all better!

  • Beautiful young women

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  • ur vrey cute :}

  • do you feel better now that you've put down an easy target? did that just reaffirm your manhood?

  • ignore him sweetie, just think about why he would be looking up transgender videos on youtube in the first place ;)

    I know this happend last year but I am so happy for you.

  • you look sooo beautiful :):)

  • You look amazing, Erin.

    I wish you a long and wonderful life.

  • @philmue86 The fact that this bothers you means that you have some very repressed sexual desires that bother you so much that you would rather hate yourself than come to terms with you true desires. I suspect you have a penchant for violence toward women and you have probably tortured small animals. I am certain you are not a very happy person in and with your life and if it makes you angry to read this then everything I just said is right spot on the money & U R livid right now aren't you?

  • @pinkpriss I have a theory about why you wrote this comment.

  • naw, you looked beautiful!

  • When are you going to have the final stage of the SRS surgery?

  • As soon as I get the money.

  • ignore the hate I am happy for you!

  • I love you Erin. You're a very courageous young LADY. Honestly, going with what you have been through sends chills down my spine. But thankfully I was born with the right gender.

    I guess I am still a bit ignorant on my part so please don't hate on me too bad. Seems like Mother Nature(or "God" in some circles) makes mistakes when the body chooses a gender sometimes.

  • I'd love to talk to you :)

  • I don't think she's ugly at all!! I think she's adorable. And for every one that is like "boy/girl)?" she is obviously a woman! Anyone with funcitoning eyeballs could see that.

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  • Pay no heed to rusedorange - he is a nasty, drunken piece of shit.

  • Will you have a vagina eventually?

  • I have no experience with this at all, I'm 15 and a bi-curious girl, but damn... I don't think I could ever handle genital surgery. Especially removal. It sounds SO scary.

  • Not gonna lie you are very pretty

  • your a jackass and don't ever say that again you got it.

  • @r0cker1992 il second that, i know this sounds bad but i started watching these videos because you looked hot in the caption.

    il glad i started watching your a pretty kwl girl! =)

  • u look pretty girl =)

    thank god it all went okk .. thought u will get hurt or something,

    keep it up

  • There is a very big difference between gender and sexuality. I hope that you're able to understand that. I don't want to be a girl because I want to date guy, otherwise I'd just be a gay man... believe me, that would be much easier... i do this because I AM a girl... not a gay man.

  • @grishno holy shit you are a girl not a gay man what the fuck is wrong with you (aside from the obvious) and how do you get such a fucking warped perception?

  • @grishno

    i love your bravery to just be you. you inspire many people by being very open and i hope things go well for you. Stay strong and beautiful!

  • Why? Because I'm different than you?

    Actually, I'm no different than you. I have feeling, and friend and family just like you. I bleed and hurt and feel pain just like you. I was born, and living and will one day die, just like you.

    What is there possibly to be scared of?

    I'll tell you what really scared me though. Ignorance, and blind hatred.

  • @grishno What I see in YOUR comment is closer to ignorance and blind hatred. Why do people who are different have to be so bitter and judgmental of those who don't fully understand their way of life? I don't have a problem with what you're doing, but cutting body parts off on purpose is something that would scare most people, even if they agree with what you feel on a fundamental level.

  • @inhalefarts I'm trying to see your point of view but I'm not entirely sure how pointing out similarities between me and the original poster comes of as ignorant or hate filled. Sure, the last sentence had an edge to it, but it's true, that is exactly what scares me. Each year hundreds of people like me are brutally murdered for being who we are because of ignorance and hate. What's not to be scared of?

    Not understanding a way of life is one thing, criticizing it for no reason is another.

  • @grishno I guess I misread what you said, because looking back I agree with you. Sorry for being so catty.

  • @OhemgeeOakley close minded ignorant people scare me

  • I know this is an older vid, How much do you have invested in becomeing a woman? Did you ever get a vagina like Mr. Garison? Not trying to be rude just wondering.  Some how I stumbeld on your vids.

  • I tried to just ignore it and live with it for 20 years but that only led to deep depression and close calls with suicide. I learned that I can't change my mind, but I can change my body. Now that my body and mind match I am much much happier and have been able to lead a normal life. That's how I "Deal" with it.

  • If you think it's gross then FUCK OFF AND DON'T WATCH IT FILTHY FUCKING BREEDER

  • You are a beautiful woman and good for you. hope all goes well

  • hes not a fag shes a transgendered women. if your going to bash a trans women cum up with something original. it doesn't bug us what so ever . go fuck a goat inbred fuck

  • WOOT!

    I'm reminded of the immortal words of Flower (from Bambi).  "You can call me Fag... if you want to". Or was that "flower"... mah I like it my way better.

  • ROFL! I feel us T- girls need to stick together. I'm so sick of this odd t-girl rivalry that seems to be running ramped. Anyway Keep strong girl!

  • i find these vids the most boring thing on the planet

  • yet you took the time to watch it... and even comment. I'm not entirely sure what that is saying about you but I'm sure it's not good.

  • you look really pretty here

  • You're obviously incapable rational thought. I've been supporting myself and living on my own since I was 18... maybe if you watched my videos instead of just making stupid misinformed comments you'd know that. Just a thought.

  • woot!

  • first off where the hell does these hatchtman think he is seating here insulting ppl... its because of narrow minded ppl like you that fuck this world up...I LOVE YOUR VIDEOS ERIN KEEP UP THE GREAT WORK

  • Qué grima de tía, no?

  • lol okaaayyyy............

  • wait the "okaaayy...." was a reply to someone's comment, not your video lol

    anyway congrats with the surgery even though this vid isn't exactly new :)

  • Leave this person alone.

  • hahahahahahahahahha !!!!!

  • You know the thing that confuses me about these haters is that we ALL know that they are watching the videos in full, enthralled the entire time. If you don't like it, move on.

  • yeah plus it's not like this was featured on the front page, you kind of have to go out of your way looking for these videos

  • bdogs321- shut the fuck up. she is absolutely gorgeous! its people like you (bdog321)that make me sick of the human race, why do you care so much that you have to insult other people. we are no different from you.

  • OMG Congrats Erin on the surgery, even if this is a very late msg.

  • u have got great courage.

    U r so brave.

    cheers

    saddavi

  • is this person transforming from male to female? or what is happening? please respond?

  • As far as i know she is not transforming to anything (she had some kind of surgery to remove some male characteristics)

    And she did all that with lot of courage.

    Cheers

    *(please correct me if i am wrong)

  • thank you for the translation.

  • ur welcome

    cheers

    BTW let me speak little german....

    wie ghets..

    mask du fussball? manshaft?

    lol

    thats all i can say

  • yup male to female

  • wow. im sad that most of these comments are so negative. jeez. this is simply a video about recovery after a surgery and the progress of a person in a vulnerable state, not a sermon.

    Spread love guys. theres no need for hate in the world. Ignorance may be bliss but stupidity is not.

    much love to you grishno! im so glad that you can be who you want to be. love it.

  • Did u really do SRS? U dont look like a person who just had SRS....

    Anyway,take care ... I will have SRS next year.I have few friends who already done SRS, they couldnt move after SRS surgery this quick ( like u did !!) ..and they had to be in hospital for 2 weeks with syline( how to spell ? lol ) on hand, lol

    anyway,good luck!

  • this is only phase one of the SRS, if im not mistaken. she still has yet to do the big one.

  • Thanks, after a while I just stopped correcting people.

  • By the logic of "Whatupfoo101" people born female who've had their reproductive organs removed are no longer women...

    That's not only wrong & sadly ignorant, but, also just silly! The way we define "male" & "female" is a product of culture. Science has proved that there are numerous different genders - far beyond the 2 that our culture boxes us into.

    When it comes to gender, all that matters is BEING WHO YOU ARE, not who society tells you you should be.

    Best of luck, Erin *sparkles*

  • you are so brave!

  • You do realize that it takes years of hormone replacement for any doctor to even consider performing that surgery. If you know what a hormone is you would probably realize that it's basically the only thing chemically that separates genders.

    So let's say, someone stops their male hormones and completely replaces it with female ones for years, then chemically they will eventually think act and sorta look like the other sex.

    What's it to you anyway, you fucking idiot? Just leave people alone...

  • wow. your seriously my hero. I couldn't ever do that to myself, but i applaud you. you are awesome. lol

  • What is...a "Grishno"??? Can you eat it? Is it an automobile from France? Is it soft and cuddly, or will it bite you? So many questions!

    I'm just messing around. Interesting stuff. Often pondered your situation myself.

  • Some people can't spell Michael.

  • can a girl be possessed by a demon girl? I think so. YOu should meet my girlfriend.

  • or maybe she's possesing a demon?

  • way to be ignorant.

  • hahahahhahahahahhahahaha yes! im assuming you are making a joke...if not then you are crazy. if yes then you are crazy funny.

  • if u dont like her then dont watch her videos

    get a life and leave her be

  • Dear lady Grishno; I hope that Yours is a speady recovery and that Your days are filled with light and Love,Your Dedication is Laudable. May You be blessed.

  • Hey Grishno! Hope you've recovered by now, thanks for this video vlog, I think its obviousely an amazing help and port of information for other women.

    p.s. cute girl! :D

  • The "FUCK YOU " goes to Kightbrotha1 in case anyone is wondering.Anywho,this is a nice video.Keeo it up.