@onlinebuttplug So you keep saying, but we all know you can never let it go and never let me have the "last word". It's part of your addictive personality. It's what makes you such a prime candidate for therapeutic intervention. It's why you're not hitting the reply button: in the vain hope that I won't see it and you can imagine that you've defeated me. But the only person you're defeating is yourself. You're blowing your last chance to scourge the demons from your soul and live a normal life.
but no thats not what I'm doing I'm simply encouraging you to fess up,see that you have a problem and wise up to any sollutions as much as you think your helping me-its the other way round
Not bait you, but call your bluff,sometimes a bit of clever mind persuasion is needed when dealing with tricky characters like you.
Why dont we both find maintain mutual ground from where we can both benefit.
@onlinebuttplug I see you didn't use the reply button in hopes that you'd have the last word. It's a transparent ploy, buttplug, and it can only mean one thing: My questions are hitting too close to home for you. There is no bluff for you to call. I have pointed out your deep-seated psycho-sexual problems, your disastrous life choices, and the tough road you need to travel to achieve even a semblance of normality in your life. You have consistently denied, evaded, and prevaricated.
@jaidaphire I just didnt feel to just like you didnt feel to brush your teeth this moring,just as you dont care that they are getting so yellow they now look green,and just the way you continue to fool,lie,mislead and decieve youtubers with your sly and obvious ploy.
I see through you,god see's,but when will YOU see YOU for who YOU really are,only time will tell,but will YOU have the courage to tell,
I have called your bluff many times but due to your false ways you try to bluff your way out.
@onlinebutthurt No, my dear, if that were the case, you wouldn't have responded at all. By not clicking the reply button you were secretly hoping I wouldn't see it, thereby giving you the illusion of victory. But the only loss here is yours. Without my constant needling, you know you'd continue to slip further & further down the chute of your own neurotic depravity. That's why you pointed it out to me: Your subconscious is acknowledging how desperately you need my help. Fear not: Help is here.
@jaidaphire Someone needs to,if I notice your flaws of which you have many -it has to be pointed out.
I had victory long ago, now I just play with your for pure satisfaction, I revel in your shame so when you act foolish then I wil pull you up on it, notice I dont do it all the time because that would take a lifetime.
The illusion is you think I want and need you but the reality is you are about as useful to me as the bogie in your nose plonker..its taking the world to get you to realise this.
@onlinebarfbag What I notice is that you're starting to reply more quickly and more frequently now in response to my pointing out that your lurking strategy wasn't fooling anyone. I also notice that your comments are starting to become more coherent and grammatical, thanks to my endless prodding and needling.
Of course I realize that, consciously, you don't think you want or need my help. That's a given. We therapists are used to that. But subconsciously you are indicating something else.
@jaidaphire ..Well what you need notice and recognise is that I have a life, a busy one and when boredom becomes the better of me I simply relieve it by typing to you, in the midst of my busy life I can't forget a lonely,sad person who is looking to find a belonging,its just for some odd reason you have attached yourself to me and I'm simply and politely trying to show you the door,Although its becoming apparent that I may have to give you the slam you need, what other way is there for you.
@onlinebuttplug Yes, you are very busy. But spending all your time frantically trying to fend off unpleasant reality with drugs, debauchery, and hopeless delusions doesn't really count as having a life, my dear.
You may think you can "slam the door" on my generous & patient attempts to help you, but let's face it, you and I know you'll never do that. Deep down you realize that I'm your only link to sanity & salvation. Everyone else gave up on you long ago, and you don't have much time left.
Really I did not know I was dependent on everyone, I have god so there is no need for me to do that, the fact is maybe today,tomorrow or next month I may call it quits on you not because I have given up but rather have come to the conclusion that you are un-curable.
As you are un-helpable its pointless me trying to reason with you because you can't understand logic ,its very clear you are not well but this is not my problem its yours and I no longer want a part in it.
This is the trickiest part of your therapy. You've now reached the point of realizing just how damaged you truly are and just how much hard work lies ahead of you, so you're reaching for any excuse to abandon your therapy. But you'll be making a terrible decision. Remember: You don't have much time left in your old age to set things right. And it's very unlikely that another therapist so patient and understanding as I will come along.
Why are black people obsessed with the cheap bargain, we understand that you may not have much money hence you're reason to try and haggle for a cheaper product but what you have to understand is that sometimes it pays to see the benefit of something good.
Surely if it works them money should be no objection...I understand that certain products can be very pricey then don't have it .
@onlinebeastful Who's this "you", Kimosabe? Stop pretending you're not black and stop bashing people of your own race. It's unseemly and more than a little disturbing.
@jaidaphire Yes jaida- you are simply ridiculous, are you saying that only black people go on black videos and white people go on white videos? then where does this leave you ? lol
UNLIKE YOU I dont discriminate on race by choosing videos that only portray a certain race, there is no-one more racist then you, maybe try learning not to be nosey AND GET A DAMN LIFE, LOSER!
@onlinebeastbutt Oh dear, you STILL want people to think you're white. This isn't a healthy development at all. But don't fear that I'll abandon you. I am wiser than you know and I realize that you will continue to have these ups and downs, progress and regression. It's all part of your long, slow, often painful therapeutic process. In the end, you will thank me, but it won't be necessary. Christians don't do this for gratitude. We do it because Christ wants us to do it. That is our reward.
@jaidaphire WHAT you need to ask yourself is WHY YOU KEEP ACCUSING PEOPLE OF BEING A DIFFERENT COLOUR THEN THEY ARE ...just like you have done on other videos?
@onlinebuttplug Then explain why a white woman would spend all her time (and I do mean ALL of it) stalking YouTube videos about black beauty products and black men. It's an awfully strange thing for a white woman to be so obsessed about. But it makes a bit more sense if a self-hating black woman does those things. You could, however, clear up these puzzling things if you would just state, on the record, once and for all, exactly WHY you do these things. I won't hold my breath, though.
what you are finding difficult to comprehend & what I have exspessed countless times is that I have never said I was white and I have certainly never said I was black- however others in conversation are aware of my nationality.
What I have always stated is that My race is un-important & nothing to do with you.I visit any video despite the colour of a character as others do ,its not down to colour type the fact you think this shows some sort of prejudice.
@onlinebeastful Why do you deny that you are black and continually try to suggest that you are white? What do you hope to gain from this bizarre behavior? If race is "unimportant" to you, why do you seek out videos about black men and call them "gorillas" and "beasts"? That seems like a strange thing to do for someone who considers race "unimportant".
Look, I understand you're still hurting from the time your black ex left you (for your deformities of body and mind), but you need to let go.
@jaidaphire Why do you find hard to understand what others find so easy to grasp? I know that you are mentally slow but I have explained this to you countless times yet you are still none the wiser..don't worry I will pray for you
once again jaida,read slowly- I have niether stated I'm white or black because as said it is NONE of your're buisnes, I will continually state this until you understand , WHAT you need to ask youfself why you keep claiming people are not who they are?
@onlinebutthurt It is a supreme irony that an illiterate old crone who can't form coherent sentences should accuse others of being "mentally slow". You have repeatedly denied you're black, then you post obsessively about how black women can straighten their hair, then bash all black men as apes, then admit that you were abandoned by your black ex (gee, I wonder why). Do you not see how sick you are? Do you not understand how hopeless your coping strategies are? Your only hope is to listen to me.
@jaidaphire Why are you constantly repeating yourself no matter how much times I make it evidently clear..I have never said I was black so of course I will deny That I''m black jaida but then again you will never know what race I am because for the 100th time its none of your buisness, Yes black women can straighten they're hair, exactly what's your point ..Anything I say is better then your use of racist and offensive language ..maybe stop being so racist, stop repeating yourself and get a life
@onlinebuttplug Whoosh! Right over your head yet again, clown woman. We already know what race you are. What we are trying to determine is WHY you are so afraid of admitting it and WHY you have turned against your own menfolk with such vitriolic racism. Actually, we already know why, but until you are willing to come clean, we cannot help you. Not even Jesus can help you if you can't be honest with yourself and others. Unburden yourself of your racial pathologies, buttplug. Help us help you.
@jaidaphire No! you don't know what race I am, you only think you do and so I will continue to let you believe the lies you feed yourself, I notice from your comments you make things up and start to believe your own hype,its what makes you tick..your words could not be further from the truth but we see how you work and its normal for you now, you don't matter , your opinions dont count, your words don't register..so your attempts fall on deaf ears.I just toy with your petty,childish hogwash.
@onlinebaboonful If believing that you're in control helps keep you from committing suicide out of sheer despair, then I shan't try to disabuse you of your delusions...for now. But realize that some day soon we'll have to explore your past traumas more thoroughly to determine WHY exactly you can't cope with even the most basic facts about yourself, such as your black skin and mutated pudendum. For now, I just want you to think about WHY your black ex abandoned you. Yes, he did. Think. Talk.
@jaidaphire When will you stop making every video about you? you pollute every video with your off-topic text's,& still carry on not having any shame leaving a trail of nasty comment's on every video you visit, where someone will leave a few you will take over like a nasty rash that won't budge.When will you learn, when will you mind your buisness & realise I don't give a damn what colour you think I am & take the hint that your comment's have no effect. then deal with your own ethnic heritage.
@onlinebabykiller When will you learn grammatical English? When will you finally come clean about your traumatic past? When will you stop hating yourself for your black skin? When will you stop pretending you're white? When will you stop bashing black men?
You obviously DO care what I think, which is why you're resisting so aggressively any attempt to get you to face the truth and begin to heal. Christ enjoins us to help you, so we do, knowing we'll never get any gratitude from you.
When will you understand questions DON'T answer questions?
every video you encounter is plagued with your comments scrolled down one by one -insulting people & telling people they are not the colour whom they are because jaida-plonker is god & know's everything & goading people into responding because you are bored with no life.WHEN WILL YOU REALISE YOU CAN NEVER BE GOD AND stop playing his angel..I care? lol I enjoy seeing you drive yourself mad.
@onlinebutthurt Yes, the babykiller thing was a joke, since you'd have to get pregnant first, and we all know that your hideous genital deformity prevents you from ever conceiving, let alone getting anyone who wants to impregnate you in the first place.
But seriously, you really do need to stop pretending you're anything other than an old black woman with SEVERE self-image problems. Also, you might consider re-enrolling in grade school to relearn basic spelling and grammar.
@jaidaphire unlike you I do not share that distorted view of your humor and warped idea,,surely the thing's you come out with show the insight of how dark your mind really is,I for one wouldn't think to come out with such unpleasant put-downs...carry on jaida plonker your slurs and most importantly your mouth are going to get you in a big pile of do-do..let me remind you again to think before you speak..
Jaida-what are you saying ? you are still off-topic and still wrong,when will you learn
@onlinebackbite The only distortion is in your own perception. The only darkness is in your own soul. When you finally stop your blatant projections, you might begin to heal...but ONLY if you let Jesus into your heart. And no, I don't mean your Latino gardener. You know which Jesus I mean. For it will take His help, along with extensive psycho therapy, to get you to stop your sick, sick self-hatred. Please understand that you do NOT need to be so ashamed of your black skin and "bad" hair.
@jaidaphire YES you can keep calling black people's hair bad, as no one has said this to you,you suffer from parrot syndrome as well as being a liar, ARE YOU STILL REFERING TO BLACKS AS NEGROES,& saying blacks have 'puffy' hair, Have you learnt that you were wrong to see them this way? let me know..
& lastly stop telling people who they are, & whom you think they are not and yes I say 'whom' a more eloquent term of the related word used in english translation,you wouldn't know that would you.
@onlinebarfbag My poor confused dear, it is YOU who thinks black people's hair is bad. That's why I use quotation marks, to indicate that it is YOU, not I, who is ashamed of the way God made her.
And no, my poor ridiculous simpleton, "whom" is the objective case and "who" is the subjective case. Who is doing what to whom? Well, I am administering tough love to you. THAT'S who is doing what to whom. But you'll never understand that, because you are too deeply lost in your own ignorance & sin.
@jaidaphire I have never used the term bad for black peoples hair but I recall you using the term 'poofy', you don't need to tell me about quotation means when it's evident that I have used them in response to you myself.
you may call me a simpleton but if it were true it would be more respectable then that of a doofus, no again jaida-it is you whom is the dunce here and to you whom you my words apply, you need to stop making a mockery of videos that are of no relevance to your troll comments
@onlinebuffoonful Of course you wouldn't use the word "bad" because that would make your insidious agenda too obvious. Instead, you hang out on videos about black women's hair and encourage them to use "beauty" products that straighten their hair and lighten their skin, all because YOU are ashamed of being black. But you need to realize that you are just a sick creature who blames her skin color for her miserable, loveless life. That would be merely tragic if it weren't for all the harm you do.
@jaidaphire-you now agree you are a liar and that I didn't say 'bad' but it's something you like people to have believe,well plonker you have just admitted I didn't say it..Oh how you crumble in shame..oust yourself as a liar,as usual you KEEP triping up & letting your ugly veil slip..
Hang on? are you not the one hanging on to every video trying to iritate, call out racist & homo- insults to others/the one that on every video you encounter plague it with constant,,same old,same old comment's?
@onlinebutthurt No, my foolish dear, not a liar. I simply characterized your basic position and used quotation marks to indicate that I myself do not share your disgraceful attitudes towards black women's natural appearance. It is YOU who is so ashamed of her own black skin and wiry hair that she denies even being black and then attempts to spread her poisonous self-hating racism to other, innocent black women. It is THIS pernicious behavior that needs to be stopped. Let Christ's love heal you!
@jaidaphire NO, jaidap-plonker..take another look at your previous comment.you are backtracking on what you implied that I said..I see it as you being a liar ..keep digging,everytime you open your trap you unleash another can of worms to the detriment of your character, its called someone with no intellect-you know stupid..here again you fall into the repetitive syndrome for the unwell..how many more times?-you have been exposed as a homo and racist and another racist slur I see-'wiry' hair
@onlinebuttplug YOU'RE the one who thinks wiry hair is a bad thing that needs to be straightened. That's because you hate yourself for being black and want to encourage other black women to share in your neurosis. It's part of your sickness. But you don't HAVE TO cling to your sickness. Just let Jesus into your heart and me into your brain and eventually you can come to accept your black skin and wiry hair. You need to stop blaming your own ugliness on your race.
@jaidaphire HAHA how easy is it to make you jump? BOO jaida yes you have stated that black peoples haie is 'WIRY' pertaining to abnormal lol ,oh how you have such a negative view of blacks in general-ugly/old/bad and now 'wiry'
YES you are racist to the highest extreme, nothing godly about you..god made man in his image -colour was irrelevant but to you,it very much is..so black people have 'wiry' hair do they ,get the spade and keep digging..
@onlinebutthurt You keep some very weird hours, my dear. But that's not really surprising since you're chronically unemployed and hopelessly dependant on welfare. No, you're just grasping for straws in your lastest driveling comment. Again, YOU are the one who thinks "wiry" = "bad". It's all in YOUR mind, butthurt. It's just more evidence of deeply you project and deny. You need to understand that as long as you continue these self-defeating tactics, you will never be well. Let Christ heal you.
@jaidaphire LMAO at you again -talk ok employment when your fingers are permanently stuck to the keyboards,I see we have a comment above of a female WHOM is not black & states her race as caucasion on HERE-SHOCK HORROR!!!! BY your admission she must be pretending to be white because white people don't go on black videos,now do you see why I laugh at your ludicrous comments..the reason why you qualify as butt-STUPID..
YOU think wiry is bad,reason why YOU used it to define a blacks hair type.
@onlinebuttplug No, my dear old crone, I keep regular hours. I post on here during lunch and in the early evening. You, however, post at all hours of the day. Sometimes at 3AM on weekdays, sometimes in mid-afternoon, sometimes in the evening. All of which strongly suggests that you do not have a regular job--probably no job at all. Frankly, I'm not surprised. What kind of work could someone as dimwitted and delusional as you ever find? Janitorial work, perhaps.
@jaidaphire Nothing takes away the fact that you troll on and on ,on all different sites I suppose something tells me that youtube probaly is not enough for one like you who has a hunger for competition ,it sure wouldn't surprise me,if the hours are correct you seem to be on different hours too.there IS no fixed time,I go on the net when ever I like ,you may like to restrict yourself but I have the freedom to do what I want,When I want-and unlike you I still manage to perfect my job duties.
@onlinebutthurt Of course you would interpret any attempt to help you as "trolling". It's part of your disease. Somehow we have to break through your impenetrable denial and your incessant projection.
Yes, as I said, you DO have the freedom to go online whenever you choose, which is often at 3AM, because you are on permanent welfare and have no responsibilities. Like a child, you think this is wonderful, but it really isn't. You're missing out on so much in life. Let us show you what.
@jaidaphire I think you are the perfect example of a troll not only do you resemble one ,you posess all the traits of one: smelly,short,fat as well as trolling youtube day and night but likes to act graciously and act all self-righteous with your false timings on when you actually are here, does this take away the fact that you STILL troll the net,really what you need to do is "troll off", no one cares..your yesterday news, un-used oygen, get it?
@onlinebarbarian Again we see the patient attempting to derail the therapy by accusing the therapist of her OWN flaws. This is an expected stage of the therapy, and a tricky one. Often, as I suspect is the case with you, it becomes a permanent trap and the patient never gets beyond it. Yet...the fact that you keep coming back suggests that, deep down, you understand your predicament and know that you need help. That is why I will not abandon you. I feel you're on the brink...but of what?
@jaidaphire confused,ramblings and mental state flawed..you have turned into your other alter-ego again , plonker always reverting back to your default state of hallucinating,fanatasy and wishful thinking-thinking you are something you are NOT, you have always wished to be a professional,a Doctor of some sort but could never quite achieve the level of sucsess required because you simply lack the know how & are a liability..now & again your mind takes you to that place,you can't help it,poor you.
@onlinebagface You have just provided a perfect description of your own psychological dynamic. It's too bad you've projected it onto me, the one person who actually tries to help you. Once you're strong enough to apply those words to yourself, the healing might begin. But that's the crux, isn't it? How long will it be, how much struggle will it take, before you're ready to take that big, hard step? Many have advised me to give up, but Christ Himself has called me to this nearly impossible task.
@jaidaphire Actually taking time to respond to my comment's to now prove that you DO have a life..when you STILL dont.
who are the many that you talk of, is it the voices that you hear in your head often,the same voices that tell you,you are great,undisputable..jaida-idiot..its called schizophrenia,yes it's your madness taking control again, I'm glad you have finally admitted that you DO hear voices and that you are mad, does this now mean you will admit you are RACIST and a HOMOPHOBIC?
@onlinebarfbag If only you could turn around and say those words to yourself and really mean them, THEN you'd be making the first and biggest step toward your recovery. But for you to do that would require more will and more honesty and more courage than you possess. But if you let CHRIST into your heart, you just might find that you can tackle that daunting task. Without Christ, you will never have the strength to begin the healing process. First accept Christ, you pagan. Then let me help you.
@jaidaphire I dont need to turn the words round they were specifically made for people on your level, I suggest what you do is perhaps retune yourself mentally since you have nothing fresh to add and repeat these same sentences all too clearly as I have said you are two screws short mentally -you think you are clever but as proved you are way past your sell by date and have nothing productive or refreshing to add, time to retire me thinks..you boring old trout
@onlinebutthurt This is just more resistance. It is to be expected at this point in your therapy. Right now you are showing small signs of improvement and your neurosis is fighting back as you draw nearer a breakthrough. You must learn to ignore these feelings and trust the therapist. Realize that your words about me are actually reflective of your OWN faults, which you attempt to project on to the therapist. Struggle through the psychic pain and learn to embrace your black skin and kinky hair.
@jaidaphire And still you think you are someone else,atleast this proves to the YT public that you ARE mad and you have lost your marbles..When you can confess and admit that you are an asian 'WITH' a black womens name label then I'm sure I will be happy to help you with your wishes but until then we can't go any further..so you have now reversed from 'wiry' to kinky again , slightly confused you are but STILL the hypocrite,no matter god is hope and he is there to assist if you just ADMIT.
@onlinebutthurt It's funny how you toss out the most outrageously racist insults like "ape" and "gorilla" to describe the men of your own race, yet pretend to find offense in perfectly neutral descriptive terms like "wiry" or "kinky" hair. More projection and deflection. By the way, your slight orthographical error shows that you do not believe in God, which is one reason why you are unable to accept help and begin to heal. I can see this is going to be a VERY long haul, butthurt. Sigh.
@jaidaphire Its funny how you keep insisting that animal terms are racist even though race is the skin colour itself, its funny how you see black people as animals which is why you think the term ape is racist ..why is it not racist to call a china man an ape because in you're mind he doesnt have black skin so 'ape' couldnt apply to him, only black skin and the term ape go hand in hand, lol , whats even more baffling is that no matter how much this is broke down you still seem to NOT understand.
@onlinebutthurt I'll tell you what, butthurt: Go out into the street, walk up to the biggest toughest black man you can find, call him a "gorilla" and an "ape" and see if he thinks it's racist. Go on. I'll wait for you to report the results. But I suspect that even someone as dim as you already knows this. You're not fooling anyone. What's more interesting is how an old black woman such as yourself came to hate her own people so much that she has deluded herself into believing she's white.
@jaidaphire Get it straight, no matter how crystal clear this is relayed to you, you still don't get it..I didn't unwittingly call 'ANY' black man a gorilla or ape just ones specifically calling black women those names but you 'BLATANTLY' call black people negroes..a slightly watered down version of the racially offensive term.its offensive jaida-plonker just as calling a chinese person a chink, a white a honky or an asian indian a paki..now go up to those big bad man and call them a negroe lol
@onlinebagface My dear, you can't use such paltry and obviously fabricated justifications for your continued racist abuse of innocent black men. It's NOT their fault that your black ex left you. It's not HIS fault that he had to leave you, either. It was your DUTY to tell him that you're not really a woman but a hermaphrodite with hideously deformed genitals. You can't just lead a man on like that and let him play The Crying Game on his wedding night. You need to stop lying to us AND yourself.
@jaidaphire Oh so what you are saying is those black men did NOT call black women gorilla's or apes.. you are now backtracking on what you yourself saw I suppose now black people are no longer 'negroes' but then again tomorow they may be, poor you,you change your mind like the wind.its called confusion only in your case its tinged with hallucinations & seeing things through dirty goggles ,you know seeing what you want,not whats really there..black ex? it couldnt be because its all in your mind.
@onlinebuttplug There you go again, grasping at weak, fabricated justifications to continue down the path of your own doom. It's time you finally admitted to yourself and others that you are an elderly negro woman with severe physical and mental deformities. The sooner you do this, the sooner we can begin to get what's left of your life in some sort of rational order. The light of Jesus can do this for you, but first you must open your heart to Him. Otherwise you will be lost to Satan forever.
@jaidaphire Try taking a proper look at what you DID see and stop trying to make it seem as though I was arguing with myself, its evident that your plan to make me look as the wronged one wont work as your ill thought comments are there for all to see if they just click on your chanel,if you haven't removed them..people will judge & decide for theirself.
your words are dark because yr words are,yr words are dark because yr mind is unlike me I have a sunny dispstion & bright future ahead of me.
@onlinebarfbag Your comment is almost unintelligible. You showed slight signs of improvement a few days ago when you were posting coherent, grammatical comments, but your condition has taken a turn for the worse and so have your comments. But I believe that this may be a good sign, however paradoxical that may seem. It suggests you are troubled by my insights, which means that they are finally starting to penetrate your disturbed psyche. Your reaction is to be expected, but we remain hopeful.
@jaidaphire ok jaidaplonker and you expect me to respect and acknowledge any opinion of yours,I have never seeked your approval before and don't intend to now, if you were even half as intelligent as you make out, you would have a life and stop trying to make a point that is unfounded, fabricated and based on your own illusions.
intelligent certainly has nothing to do with grammar so in that sence you would score a big zero..your comments border right on the egde of insanity but its ok,your mad
@onlinebarfbag Sought, not seeked. Sense, not sence. You're, not your. I know you're (not your) capable of writing correctly spelled, semi-coherent comments if you are ridiculed harshly enough. This shows that, although you are not very bright, you can present a reasonable facsimile of literacy when absolutely necessary. You need to keep up a constant effort to avoid sounding idiotic. I know it's exhausting for you, but the results will be worth it. Are you willing to do that, barfbag?
@jaidaphire when you stop playing the martyr I will stop treating you as a bufoon..as long as you understand the message that your're mad and of course offensive to other,it counts for all the words in the world..
The point is your plight to sound all the more clever is a resonunding pathetic move to be what you are not, this is expressed in your daily ranting and raving and choosing to disguise your same used words for another to appear as though you have a polish vocab..try again dear lol
@onlinebaboon I am no martyr. I would not presume to bestow upon myself that worthy title. I am merely a humble servant of Christ doing his duty and trying to help a fellow human being who is clearly suffering under some powerful delusions. I do not judge. I merely do as Christ commands and offer assistance to those who need it most, no matter how hopeless they might seem. I do not expect or desire any financial or social reward. It is all in His honor that I do as I do. Oh, and I'm not Polish.
@jaidaphire Do you want to say that again.loud and clear..because you sure try to act like one, disguising you're feeble,pretentious rants and then trying to impose your distorted labels on others that are ludicrous and false.
mentoring, counselling and acting as though you are trying to help others with offensive,derogatory remarks and acting in your self-righteous manner and then uses christ as a cover up..
you could no go more up the wrong path if you tried, no your not polish just evil..
@onlinebeastful Now you're insulting Polish people. Do you realize how hypocritical you are, my dear? Again and again you choose to misinterpret my motives because you would rather cling to your delusions and your sickness than face the pain of honest self-examination. Again and again you accuse others of your own sins. We know this. We understand you. We are here to help. But YOU have to accept the offer before you can be healed.
@jaidaphire The polish have nothing to do with this, but you being you always percieve things the wrong way ,,you do this all the time,,the reason why are here in 2011, because you fail to see what others do, you see whats not there, what your mind tells you to,I see a blue sky but you see red,it must be very frustrating for you that no matter how hard you try ,others will not come round to your way of thinking..tell me, how is the prozac helping? it doesnt seem to be having much affect
@onlinebagface You need to capitalize Polish. Or better yet, call them Poles. Best of all, stop insulting them and leave them alone. The Poles have never done you any wrong. And by the way, it's effect, not affect.
Yes, my dear, it IS frustrating that you will probably never see yourself as you truly are: an old deformed black prostitute suffering from delusions of whiteness. This is a crying shame because, until you see yourself as you truly are, you can never be healed. Jesus wept.
@jaidaphire Not that I have anything against the polish, another one of your lies..Why dont you do us a favour and take yourself to poland then..you seem to be in awe of the polish when you know nothing about them,anything to get away from who you really are jaidaplonker,you really are the biggest plonker, not content with your ranting,whining and bitching your now adding more fuel to the fire and dares to call the good lords name, all I can say is when he blows the trumphet god help you.
@onlinebuttplug Yeah right, just as you don't have anything against black men (whom you call "apes" and "gorillas") and Asian men (whom you accuse of having small dicks) and black women (whom you're always encouraging to get their skin lightened and their hair straightened). Again I ask you: What did the Poles ever do to you, buttplug?
But we all know that your wide-ranging racism is just a side-effect of your own self-hatred. You need to stop being ashamed of being an old black prostitute.
@jaidaphire How befitting of you to try to bring someone down whilst forgetting your own aspersions, Does this female look like a an old negroe,prostitute , or would she be more acceptable to you as a wigger lol, maybe you'd prefer if it she was a polish homosexual..oops,forgot your homophobic.
Her hair is 'wiry' so in your eyes she could do better & then you have the gall audacity to engage on her videos when you uphold whites and downcast blacks..
@onlinebaboonface No, the woman in this video looks like a nice young black woman with a real job. Stop projecting your own sickness on to other people. As your therapist, I expect and can deal with it, but it is particularly cruel to see you try to suck innocent bystanders into your vortex of hate and delusion. Leave this poor woman out of it. It really is sickening how you constantly attack black people just because you hate your own black skin and blame it for your horrible life choices.
@jaidaphire Thats a first,being nice isn't in your DNA but its not without motive of course you will sugercoat your words to avoid the real issue that is You simply did not want this women to rid you & ride you off,as long as you can pursue your fallacious talk ,you will befreind her at any cost..lol
Meanwhile it hasn't stopped you loading her comment page with your word muck..see how false you are and you wish to turn the tables round on me hahaaa ,your not a hideous monster,your worse.
@onlinebuttful That's because you continue to confuse my tough-love approach to your therapy with general hostility. It's just more of your projection. I think if you look back you'll find that YOU are the one loading this poor woman's page with all sorts of hurtful racist garbage: calling the men of her race "gorillas" and encouraging her to deny her beautiful African features. Please stop trying to infect other African people with your sick racial self-hatred. Concentrate on getting well.
@jaidaphire You have outrightly although not directly, CALLED THIS WOMEN A NEGROE,OLD PROSTITUTE WITH WIRY HAIR, so dont even dare try to denounce me as the bad guy,
You disguise your sneaky comments in a lousy attempt not to come of sly but your still the fool,jaidaplonker..you see, you are a LIAR! ,god can see that, I see and hopefully this women will see
the only concern I have is when you have been booted,will you SEE the error of your ways and how ugly you have been.
@onlinebeastful No, my dear, I have called YOU an elderly negress prostitute who hates her hair and skin. The fact that you are angrily spluttering shows that you have a guilty conscience. We need to follow up on that implicit sense of guilt you have and discover its roots. I think you already know what's eating at you, but you need to explicitly acknowledge it: It's your racial self-hatred caused by abandonment. You need to forgive your black ex and your black self and move on with your life.
@jaidaphire You have directed your un-just comments to BLACK WOMEN, since you do NOT know what I AM..your ill comment was obviously not intended for me..though you just 'think' it is..
I am as calm and relaxed as ever,I ddon't need to vent out any rage,why should I?
I would then be saying,that what you are saying is true,
its not for me ,it isn't me so Why should I feel anger? What I do feel is contempt and pity and empathy for you, as stated in your comments..you are sick and cant help it.
@onlinebaboonface My dear, you have no credibility at all here and you know it. You know full well you cannot taunt black men by calling them "gorillas" and "apes" and then try to deny you're a racist. But we do understand why you're doing this, so we are not angry at you, merely filled with pity and dismay for your condition. We do so wish you could get well. But in order for you to get well you must first accept responsibility for your heinous words and deeds. Are you ready to do that?
@onlinebuttplug You're running out of gas, darling. Perhaps it's time for you to end your charade and just be honest with yourself and the world. It's okay, we already know what you're all about. Why continue to exhaust yourself pretending to be what you never were and never will be? There's no shame in being what you truly are: an old negress granny-tranny prostitute with horrific pudendal mutations that caused her black ex to vomit and run screamin from the honeymoon suite when he saw them.
@jaidaphire The repeating and going over the same thing,in every comment ,thats what the answer was,
do you know why you do this?
do you suffer from fish syndrome lol..having a very short memory
Why do you think that in every single comment ,you have used the same sentences and use the same sentences again,again let me know...because until you do this you're own therapy can't move forward .
@onlinebuttplug The repetition is necessary when the patient continues to deny, evade, and dissimulate every single time. Look at you, up till the wee hours on a Friday night arguing with a stranger in a desperate and futile attempt to persuade herself and others that she isn't black, isn't elderly, and wasn't abandoned by the love of her life (a black man who couldn't look past her scrotum-like labia and penis-like clitoris). Oh, the loneliness you must suffer from!
@jaidaphire And now you try to convince others why you continually & consistently repeat your statements over & over & over agin even when I point this out to you ,you STILL DO IT!
The point is you are on the computer all day,look at you now with no life,constantly seeking attention from anyone and anywhere,you dont work because no employer wants your're middle aged arse and you are an accident waiting to happen.
And seem to obsessed with peoples prrivate parts,is it because you dont have one!
@onlinebarfbag Your, not you're. And once again you're (not your) projecting. We know you post comments at all hours of the day & night, which no gainfully employed person would be able to keep. Perhaps you are a meth smoker on the dole? Then that's another of your many problems we need to tackle. I'm sorry if you're getting bored with the repetition, but how do you think I feel? Do you realize how tiresome it is trying to get you to face the obvious truth about yourself?
@jaidaphire Listen ,I;m english and I type the way I speak ,many people do just like you sound the way you act-stupid!
You would know all about meth wouldn't you,its just one of many drugs you use but its no excuse for your slanderous or blasphemic ways..
why don't you trying weaning of them ,when you do go through cold turkey,take time out,when you've done this then you can get back to me & we can have a decent,civil conversation.
btw your weekend away,can you take a longer one next week?
@onlinebeastful Blasphemous, not "blasphemic", Ali G. No, you're not English. You're an elderly Brazilian black woman who happens to be living in England at the moment. And yes, I'm afraid you probably DO type the way you speak. Your linguistic mangling would be excusable in someone who didn't learn English till late in life. But you keep insisting that you're English, thereby making yourself look even more retarded.
And I know all about meth because I treat addicts like you.
@onlinebugface Beckons us. Omit the "upon". Please stop trying to sound high-falutin'. You just end up sounding ignorant and foolish.
What terrible words? The TRUTH about you? Yes, from your perspective that might seem terrible, but it must nevertheless be faced. Once you have faced the truth about yourself, you can begin to get better. No, real life won't be as pretty as your delusions, but it is so much healthier for you in the long run. It's okay, we're here to help you deal with it.
@onlinebeastful Your, not you're. Yes, this poor lady, whom you began by insulting and are now trying vainly to enlist on your side, has to suffer through your pigheaded insistence on maintaining your pitiful deusions. The only fool here is you, my dear. Everyone knows exactly what you are, yet you persist in your delusional folly. Look at the pattern of all your other posts: pretending to be a young white woman while hounding videos about black men's women and black women's beauty products.
@jaidaphire Forget about errors here that is not the point.
Tell me how your constant spamming of this video and others(links provided on request) are a trait of freindliness when 1. it has NOTHING to do with the subject of skin care.
2. you're comments are full of cold,un-gracious and whiny comments and lastly 3.you're comments are not benefical to this lady in any way -all you have done is make a mockery of her video page and can't even humble yourself when another youtuber appears,lol.
@onlinebagface Your, not you're. This "spamming", as you choose to call it, is the only slender lifeline you have to reality. Let this go and you'll be lost forever in your sick, sad delusions. Yes, your (not you're) delusions may seem a pleasant, bearable alternative to your ugly reality, but in the long run they will ruin you. It is far better for you to face the truth about yourself. You can take the painful truth, my dear. I'll be here to help. You know how to stop the so-called spamming.
@jaidaphire Still refusing to take accountability for your wrong doings & unjust treatment of this womens page & still standing staunch in a dis-respectful attitude to any viewers she has,notice how you avoid the issue.
So do I hear you ?lol,you are telling me that I am in control of your behaviour,that I'm the one whose making you hound at any cost and that I'm the one that is typing your keyboards for you?.
When will you for once in your life get a back bone and stop being a spinless fool?
@onlinebeastful Who's, not whose. LOL, I see you went back to posting at 3AM on a weekday, just as you knew you would. You are so easily manipulated. Lucky for you I have your best interests at heart, otherwise I could wind you up and spin you in all sorts of directions. You should thank your stars I'm such a nice guy. The fact that you could stop this at any time yet refuse to do so only confirms you deep-seated if subconscious desire to continue the therapy. So, let's continue it, shall we?
@jaidaphire Dont you think its TIME you shut up about my timings,dont worry about the time I post , I have no time limit and get on whenever I bloody feel like it,
And yes I still manage to get on with my life and do the things that matter, just because this is inconcievable to you & you're incapable of doing as I do, stop having a bee in your bonnet & deal with it, you are festering over it & driving yourself mad over nothing. nice?
lol you and nice don't fit in the same sentence.try horrible
@onlinebarfbag Yes, my dear, you have no time limit and get online whenever you feel like it because you're chronically unemployed and amped up on glass all night & day. And yes, you "manage" to get on with your "life" of chronic unemployment and turning tricks to scrounge your next fix. But it doesn't have to be that way, barfbag. As hopeless as you seem to be, you CAN change...but ONLY if you first admit the truth--to yourself and others. That's the big step. Can you take it?
Funny that you say all this when your job is me, you don't get paid but you dont care,all you do is scrounge of other people and use them for their takings-you are deplorable and a reproach to all who know you, now your mediocre looks are fading you are incadescent with rage and looking to lay blame with me,why dont you look to the videos and feast your eyes on 'skin care regimen' by lilpumpkin, yes shes black jaidaplonker but you need help somewhere..maybe she can help you.
@onlinebaboonful It's true I don't get paid in your case. As I have explained to you before, you are a charity case. I am working pro bono, because it is the Christian thing to do. But maybe I should start charging you, if only to keep you from spending your welfare money on drugs and frivolous fashion items that only make you look even more ridiculous. (Fishnet stockings and stiletto heels just look absurd on a woman of your advanced years. Learn to age gracefully, dear.)
@jaidaphire Ahh But being racist,hompohobic and a bully are the devils traits not gods so who's word are you really preaching..the bible says 'draw closer to god and the devil will flee' and I suspect that includes his followers like you too.
So I have no problems if you continue to believe that your doing the duty of god,in the day of judgement -evil will be cast away,life restored to perfect peace.,so your time is coming while you're here now I will show what little compassion I have for you.
@onlinebonghit You're absolutely right, that's why you should stop being all those bad things and just let me help you. As long as you resist seeing the truth about yourself you'll always be making the same disastrous mistakes. You need an objective outsider's opinion. You need careful guidance by someone who has seen your kind of sad case thousands of times and knows exactly what mistakes you're going to make next. You need to stop pretending that your life is all right, because it isn't.
@onlinebuttplug Existence, not existance. My poor dear, you need to disabuse yourself of the idea that the tricks and junkies you take back to your squalid little bedsit actually "want" you in any meaningful sense. They are using you and laughing at you after they leave. And you really must stop projecting your own sexual identity problem on to others, especially those who are trying to help you. It's counterproductive and deep down you know it.
before you you try to major me around with YOU'RE issues,perhaps you should take your own advice and admit you have a slightly weird fetish for penises and vaginas,then try and deal with your bored lifestyle and admit the net is all you liv for,in other words stop the spamming and stfu..
@onlinebutthurt You don't fool me. I know you know better than that. It is, of course, YOUR, not you're. That was a weak attempt to bait me and, once again, to distract from the matter at hand: your (not you're) self-destructive lifestyle and pernicious delusions. If you want me to, as you say, stfu, then you know what you need to do: You must finally admit your problems and make a sincere attempt to correct them. I can help you, but you have to be willing to accept that help. Are you willing?
@jaidaphire Just as I knew, you will find any way to disguise the reality that you are sick in the head,the fact that you consistently go over old ground time & time again in each comment is baffling & more bizzarre because you STILL DONT GET IT.
I havent admited or denied anything because as I said its irrelevant ,another issue that you DON'T GET!
but feel sane spending all your time and energy on me a stranger you dont even know, do you now see-how sad your life is and how sad you are.
clinique isnt working for me..i've been using it for over 3 months now n saw no change....i might try the skin success serum....ambi doesnt work for me either.
omgosh! i have exactly the same problem around the bikini area! what product are you using for it now. I am still searching for what works :-( please please reply! thanks
Great information! Like you, I honestly haven't taken the care that I should to stick with a system until I saw definite results. I'm going to get better about that!! I decided that I'll get the Palmers products today. I figure I can use the serum during the day and the cream at night. Since they fit into my budget better than the Clinique (both products together are cheaper than the Clinique by itself), I think they're worth a shot first. Thanks so much!
it doesnt clear them up it destroys your skin ability to make melanin which can make them worst. You either keep using it or you get the dark spots back.
@LunaWazHere hello!! I was curious were did u buy palmers fade cream at? I looked at walmart and walgreens and couldn't find it. if you could help me on were you bought it I would appreciate it.. thanks : )
@darkjourney35 I searched online at walmart first to see which store was closest to me and which store also had it stocked (not all walmarts carry that item). when you do go look for the product, go to the black/african american section. i couldnt find it also....until i made my way to the african american section...where they sell their hair products, etc. Good luck! By the way, i think walgreens only sells the palmers fade cream online (at least where i live).
I use clinique, u r right, it stopped working for me, never fades spots, i have used clinique for 3 years now, no much difference. Stll looking for a better cream.
Hi the clinique even better ended up working for me but it just take a long time to work. Wow 3 years is a long time to not see any results. You can check out part 3 of this vid for my final thoughts on the products I was testing.
Wow I'm really happy that it worked out for you and that it was able to start clearing up your skin that quickly. Thanks so much for watching and commenting :)
39.50 dollars? Palmers Skin fade Cream cost like ten dollars at Wal-Mart! lol...and it works so great! I wash my face with acne wash then i apply the palmers and only ONCE a day! My acne was so bad, and i had really bad sun spots. And you need the Palmers "face serum" for your skin not the "skin fade", that's for your neck and stuff. I used this stuff and my skin was looking so flawless!..and yeah i just bought the three step system, body, neck and face. PEOPLE, GO BUY THESE PRODUCTS! lol
Thanks for watching:) Yes the clinique skin tone corrector is pricey. I'm glad the fade cream works for you! The fade serum that I bought was ok to use on the face. It just seem to be a stronger formula than the regular fade cream. I'm glad you like the three step system. If you have time you should check out part 3 of this review. I talk more about each of the products and how they worked for me in that video.
So have you decided which is the best out of the palmers product? Which is worth the money the serum or fade cream? I have alot of blemishes and my acne is down for now. Do u think the palmers cream or serum will flare up acne? is it heavy?
Hello, I liked the serum more because it was not nearly as heavy as the cream and it worked quickly. As far as the acne goes for me it didn't make it worse but of course that varies from person to person. Keep in mind the cream is a heavy formula. For the serum it didn't give me any issues but it was not oil free.
i just bought the palmers skin success and im gonna start using it tonight hopefully i see some reluts soon since u said youve seen some good reviews about it :) thanxx!
palmers fade cream has one for oily skin
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YoBootyStinks 8 months ago
Jaida plonker otherwise known as jaidaphire,the black female pornstar. is on lock down
Im going to do jaida what I have now realised you can never do,shut you away
put you away and SLAM! this door.
now I'm sure I will come past your posts and see that you are hounding yet another victim.
onlinebabeful 10 months ago
@onlinebuttplug So you keep saying, but we all know you can never let it go and never let me have the "last word". It's part of your addictive personality. It's what makes you such a prime candidate for therapeutic intervention. It's why you're not hitting the reply button: in the vain hope that I won't see it and you can imagine that you've defeated me. But the only person you're defeating is yourself. You're blowing your last chance to scourge the demons from your soul and live a normal life.
jaidaphire 10 months ago
@onlinebarfbag HAHA! I win!
*dances on barfbag's grave*
jaidaphire 9 months ago
NO not distract but Divert jaida plonker
but no thats not what I'm doing I'm simply encouraging you to fess up,see that you have a problem and wise up to any sollutions as much as you think your helping me-its the other way round
Not bait you, but call your bluff,sometimes a bit of clever mind persuasion is needed when dealing with tricky characters like you.
Why dont we both find maintain mutual ground from where we can both benefit.
I'm willing but the real question is are you?
onlinebabeful 10 months ago
@onlinebuttplug I see you didn't use the reply button in hopes that you'd have the last word. It's a transparent ploy, buttplug, and it can only mean one thing: My questions are hitting too close to home for you. There is no bluff for you to call. I have pointed out your deep-seated psycho-sexual problems, your disastrous life choices, and the tough road you need to travel to achieve even a semblance of normality in your life. You have consistently denied, evaded, and prevaricated.
jaidaphire 10 months ago
@jaidaphire I just didnt feel to just like you didnt feel to brush your teeth this moring,just as you dont care that they are getting so yellow they now look green,and just the way you continue to fool,lie,mislead and decieve youtubers with your sly and obvious ploy.
I see through you,god see's,but when will YOU see YOU for who YOU really are,only time will tell,but will YOU have the courage to tell,
I have called your bluff many times but due to your false ways you try to bluff your way out.
onlinebabeful 10 months ago
@onlinebutthurt No, my dear, if that were the case, you wouldn't have responded at all. By not clicking the reply button you were secretly hoping I wouldn't see it, thereby giving you the illusion of victory. But the only loss here is yours. Without my constant needling, you know you'd continue to slip further & further down the chute of your own neurotic depravity. That's why you pointed it out to me: Your subconscious is acknowledging how desperately you need my help. Fear not: Help is here.
jaidaphire 10 months ago
@jaidaphire Someone needs to,if I notice your flaws of which you have many -it has to be pointed out.
I had victory long ago, now I just play with your for pure satisfaction, I revel in your shame so when you act foolish then I wil pull you up on it, notice I dont do it all the time because that would take a lifetime.
The illusion is you think I want and need you but the reality is you are about as useful to me as the bogie in your nose plonker..its taking the world to get you to realise this.
onlinebabeful 10 months ago
@onlinebarfbag What I notice is that you're starting to reply more quickly and more frequently now in response to my pointing out that your lurking strategy wasn't fooling anyone. I also notice that your comments are starting to become more coherent and grammatical, thanks to my endless prodding and needling.
Of course I realize that, consciously, you don't think you want or need my help. That's a given. We therapists are used to that. But subconsciously you are indicating something else.
jaidaphire 10 months ago
@jaidaphire ..Well what you need notice and recognise is that I have a life, a busy one and when boredom becomes the better of me I simply relieve it by typing to you, in the midst of my busy life I can't forget a lonely,sad person who is looking to find a belonging,its just for some odd reason you have attached yourself to me and I'm simply and politely trying to show you the door,Although its becoming apparent that I may have to give you the slam you need, what other way is there for you.
onlinebabeful 10 months ago
@onlinebuttplug Yes, you are very busy. But spending all your time frantically trying to fend off unpleasant reality with drugs, debauchery, and hopeless delusions doesn't really count as having a life, my dear.
You may think you can "slam the door" on my generous & patient attempts to help you, but let's face it, you and I know you'll never do that. Deep down you realize that I'm your only link to sanity & salvation. Everyone else gave up on you long ago, and you don't have much time left.
jaidaphire 10 months ago
@jaidaphire
Really I did not know I was dependent on everyone, I have god so there is no need for me to do that, the fact is maybe today,tomorrow or next month I may call it quits on you not because I have given up but rather have come to the conclusion that you are un-curable.
As you are un-helpable its pointless me trying to reason with you because you can't understand logic ,its very clear you are not well but this is not my problem its yours and I no longer want a part in it.
onlinebabeful 10 months ago
@onlinebuttplug Incurable, not un-curable. It's, not its.
This is the trickiest part of your therapy. You've now reached the point of realizing just how damaged you truly are and just how much hard work lies ahead of you, so you're reaching for any excuse to abandon your therapy. But you'll be making a terrible decision. Remember: You don't have much time left in your old age to set things right. And it's very unlikely that another therapist so patient and understanding as I will come along.
jaidaphire 10 months ago
What sunscreen do you use hon?
katanaxou 11 months ago
Why are black people obsessed with the cheap bargain, we understand that you may not have much money hence you're reason to try and haggle for a cheaper product but what you have to understand is that sometimes it pays to see the benefit of something good.
Surely if it works them money should be no objection...I understand that certain products can be very pricey then don't have it .
onlinebabeful 1 year ago
@onlinebeastful Who's this "you", Kimosabe? Stop pretending you're not black and stop bashing people of your own race. It's unseemly and more than a little disturbing.
jaidaphire 1 year ago
@jaidaphire Yes jaida- you are simply ridiculous, are you saying that only black people go on black videos and white people go on white videos? then where does this leave you ? lol
UNLIKE YOU I dont discriminate on race by choosing videos that only portray a certain race, there is no-one more racist then you, maybe try learning not to be nosey AND GET A DAMN LIFE, LOSER!
onlinebabeful 1 year ago
@onlinebeastbutt Oh dear, you STILL want people to think you're white. This isn't a healthy development at all. But don't fear that I'll abandon you. I am wiser than you know and I realize that you will continue to have these ups and downs, progress and regression. It's all part of your long, slow, often painful therapeutic process. In the end, you will thank me, but it won't be necessary. Christians don't do this for gratitude. We do it because Christ wants us to do it. That is our reward.
jaidaphire 1 year ago
@jaidaphire WHAT you need to ask yourself is WHY YOU KEEP ACCUSING PEOPLE OF BEING A DIFFERENT COLOUR THEN THEY ARE ...just like you have done on other videos?
I await your answer..
onlinebabeful 1 year ago
@onlinebuttplug Then explain why a white woman would spend all her time (and I do mean ALL of it) stalking YouTube videos about black beauty products and black men. It's an awfully strange thing for a white woman to be so obsessed about. But it makes a bit more sense if a self-hating black woman does those things. You could, however, clear up these puzzling things if you would just state, on the record, once and for all, exactly WHY you do these things. I won't hold my breath, though.
jaidaphire 1 year ago
@jaidaphire Let me put you straight,
what you are finding difficult to comprehend & what I have exspessed countless times is that I have never said I was white and I have certainly never said I was black- however others in conversation are aware of my nationality.
What I have always stated is that My race is un-important & nothing to do with you.I visit any video despite the colour of a character as others do ,its not down to colour type the fact you think this shows some sort of prejudice.
onlinebabeful 1 year ago
@onlinebeastful Why do you deny that you are black and continually try to suggest that you are white? What do you hope to gain from this bizarre behavior? If race is "unimportant" to you, why do you seek out videos about black men and call them "gorillas" and "beasts"? That seems like a strange thing to do for someone who considers race "unimportant".
Look, I understand you're still hurting from the time your black ex left you (for your deformities of body and mind), but you need to let go.
jaidaphire 1 year ago
@jaidaphire Why do you find hard to understand what others find so easy to grasp? I know that you are mentally slow but I have explained this to you countless times yet you are still none the wiser..don't worry I will pray for you
once again jaida,read slowly- I have niether stated I'm white or black because as said it is NONE of your're buisnes, I will continually state this until you understand , WHAT you need to ask youfself why you keep claiming people are not who they are?
onlinebabeful 1 year ago
@onlinebutthurt It is a supreme irony that an illiterate old crone who can't form coherent sentences should accuse others of being "mentally slow". You have repeatedly denied you're black, then you post obsessively about how black women can straighten their hair, then bash all black men as apes, then admit that you were abandoned by your black ex (gee, I wonder why). Do you not see how sick you are? Do you not understand how hopeless your coping strategies are? Your only hope is to listen to me.
jaidaphire 1 year ago
@jaidaphire Why are you constantly repeating yourself no matter how much times I make it evidently clear..I have never said I was black so of course I will deny That I''m black jaida but then again you will never know what race I am because for the 100th time its none of your buisness, Yes black women can straighten they're hair, exactly what's your point ..Anything I say is better then your use of racist and offensive language ..maybe stop being so racist, stop repeating yourself and get a life
onlinebabeful 1 year ago
@onlinebuttplug Whoosh! Right over your head yet again, clown woman. We already know what race you are. What we are trying to determine is WHY you are so afraid of admitting it and WHY you have turned against your own menfolk with such vitriolic racism. Actually, we already know why, but until you are willing to come clean, we cannot help you. Not even Jesus can help you if you can't be honest with yourself and others. Unburden yourself of your racial pathologies, buttplug. Help us help you.
jaidaphire 1 year ago
@jaidaphire No! you don't know what race I am, you only think you do and so I will continue to let you believe the lies you feed yourself, I notice from your comments you make things up and start to believe your own hype,its what makes you tick..your words could not be further from the truth but we see how you work and its normal for you now, you don't matter , your opinions dont count, your words don't register..so your attempts fall on deaf ears.I just toy with your petty,childish hogwash.
onlinebabeful 1 year ago
@onlinebaboonful If believing that you're in control helps keep you from committing suicide out of sheer despair, then I shan't try to disabuse you of your delusions...for now. But realize that some day soon we'll have to explore your past traumas more thoroughly to determine WHY exactly you can't cope with even the most basic facts about yourself, such as your black skin and mutated pudendum. For now, I just want you to think about WHY your black ex abandoned you. Yes, he did. Think. Talk.
jaidaphire 1 year ago
@jaidaphire When will you stop making every video about you? you pollute every video with your off-topic text's,& still carry on not having any shame leaving a trail of nasty comment's on every video you visit, where someone will leave a few you will take over like a nasty rash that won't budge.When will you learn, when will you mind your buisness & realise I don't give a damn what colour you think I am & take the hint that your comment's have no effect. then deal with your own ethnic heritage.
onlinebabeful 1 year ago
@onlinebabykiller When will you learn grammatical English? When will you finally come clean about your traumatic past? When will you stop hating yourself for your black skin? When will you stop pretending you're white? When will you stop bashing black men?
You obviously DO care what I think, which is why you're resisting so aggressively any attempt to get you to face the truth and begin to heal. Christ enjoins us to help you, so we do, knowing we'll never get any gratitude from you.
jaidaphire 1 year ago
@jaidaphire Babykiller? oooh ...temper,temper
When will you understand questions DON'T answer questions?
every video you encounter is plagued with your comments scrolled down one by one -insulting people & telling people they are not the colour whom they are because jaida-plonker is god & know's everything & goading people into responding because you are bored with no life.WHEN WILL YOU REALISE YOU CAN NEVER BE GOD AND stop playing his angel..I care? lol I enjoy seeing you drive yourself mad.
onlinebabeful 1 year ago
@onlinebutthurt Yes, the babykiller thing was a joke, since you'd have to get pregnant first, and we all know that your hideous genital deformity prevents you from ever conceiving, let alone getting anyone who wants to impregnate you in the first place.
But seriously, you really do need to stop pretending you're anything other than an old black woman with SEVERE self-image problems. Also, you might consider re-enrolling in grade school to relearn basic spelling and grammar.
jaidaphire 1 year ago
@jaidaphire unlike you I do not share that distorted view of your humor and warped idea,,surely the thing's you come out with show the insight of how dark your mind really is,I for one wouldn't think to come out with such unpleasant put-downs...carry on jaida plonker your slurs and most importantly your mouth are going to get you in a big pile of do-do..let me remind you again to think before you speak..
Jaida-what are you saying ? you are still off-topic and still wrong,when will you learn
onlinebabeful 1 year ago
@onlinebackbite The only distortion is in your own perception. The only darkness is in your own soul. When you finally stop your blatant projections, you might begin to heal...but ONLY if you let Jesus into your heart. And no, I don't mean your Latino gardener. You know which Jesus I mean. For it will take His help, along with extensive psycho therapy, to get you to stop your sick, sick self-hatred. Please understand that you do NOT need to be so ashamed of your black skin and "bad" hair.
jaidaphire 1 year ago
@jaidaphire YES you can keep calling black people's hair bad, as no one has said this to you,you suffer from parrot syndrome as well as being a liar, ARE YOU STILL REFERING TO BLACKS AS NEGROES,& saying blacks have 'puffy' hair, Have you learnt that you were wrong to see them this way? let me know..
& lastly stop telling people who they are, & whom you think they are not and yes I say 'whom' a more eloquent term of the related word used in english translation,you wouldn't know that would you.
onlinebabeful 1 year ago
@onlinebarfbag My poor confused dear, it is YOU who thinks black people's hair is bad. That's why I use quotation marks, to indicate that it is YOU, not I, who is ashamed of the way God made her.
And no, my poor ridiculous simpleton, "whom" is the objective case and "who" is the subjective case. Who is doing what to whom? Well, I am administering tough love to you. THAT'S who is doing what to whom. But you'll never understand that, because you are too deeply lost in your own ignorance & sin.
jaidaphire 1 year ago
@jaidaphire I have never used the term bad for black peoples hair but I recall you using the term 'poofy', you don't need to tell me about quotation means when it's evident that I have used them in response to you myself.
you may call me a simpleton but if it were true it would be more respectable then that of a doofus, no again jaida-it is you whom is the dunce here and to you whom you my words apply, you need to stop making a mockery of videos that are of no relevance to your troll comments
onlinebabeful 1 year ago
@onlinebuffoonful Of course you wouldn't use the word "bad" because that would make your insidious agenda too obvious. Instead, you hang out on videos about black women's hair and encourage them to use "beauty" products that straighten their hair and lighten their skin, all because YOU are ashamed of being black. But you need to realize that you are just a sick creature who blames her skin color for her miserable, loveless life. That would be merely tragic if it weren't for all the harm you do.
jaidaphire 1 year ago
@jaidaphire-you now agree you are a liar and that I didn't say 'bad' but it's something you like people to have believe,well plonker you have just admitted I didn't say it..Oh how you crumble in shame..oust yourself as a liar,as usual you KEEP triping up & letting your ugly veil slip..
Hang on? are you not the one hanging on to every video trying to iritate, call out racist & homo- insults to others/the one that on every video you encounter plague it with constant,,same old,same old comment's?
onlinebabeful 1 year ago
@onlinebutthurt No, my foolish dear, not a liar. I simply characterized your basic position and used quotation marks to indicate that I myself do not share your disgraceful attitudes towards black women's natural appearance. It is YOU who is so ashamed of her own black skin and wiry hair that she denies even being black and then attempts to spread her poisonous self-hating racism to other, innocent black women. It is THIS pernicious behavior that needs to be stopped. Let Christ's love heal you!
jaidaphire 1 year ago
@jaidaphire NO, jaidap-plonker..take another look at your previous comment.you are backtracking on what you implied that I said..I see it as you being a liar ..keep digging,everytime you open your trap you unleash another can of worms to the detriment of your character, its called someone with no intellect-you know stupid..here again you fall into the repetitive syndrome for the unwell..how many more times?-you have been exposed as a homo and racist and another racist slur I see-'wiry' hair
onlinebabeful 1 year ago
@onlinebuttplug YOU'RE the one who thinks wiry hair is a bad thing that needs to be straightened. That's because you hate yourself for being black and want to encourage other black women to share in your neurosis. It's part of your sickness. But you don't HAVE TO cling to your sickness. Just let Jesus into your heart and me into your brain and eventually you can come to accept your black skin and wiry hair. You need to stop blaming your own ugliness on your race.
jaidaphire 1 year ago
@jaidaphire HAHA how easy is it to make you jump? BOO jaida yes you have stated that black peoples haie is 'WIRY' pertaining to abnormal lol ,oh how you have such a negative view of blacks in general-ugly/old/bad and now 'wiry'
YES you are racist to the highest extreme, nothing godly about you..god made man in his image -colour was irrelevant but to you,it very much is..so black people have 'wiry' hair do they ,get the spade and keep digging..
onlinebabeful 1 year ago
@onlinebutthurt You keep some very weird hours, my dear. But that's not really surprising since you're chronically unemployed and hopelessly dependant on welfare. No, you're just grasping for straws in your lastest driveling comment. Again, YOU are the one who thinks "wiry" = "bad". It's all in YOUR mind, butthurt. It's just more evidence of deeply you project and deny. You need to understand that as long as you continue these self-defeating tactics, you will never be well. Let Christ heal you.
jaidaphire 1 year ago
@jaidaphire LMAO at you again -talk ok employment when your fingers are permanently stuck to the keyboards,I see we have a comment above of a female WHOM is not black & states her race as caucasion on HERE-SHOCK HORROR!!!! BY your admission she must be pretending to be white because white people don't go on black videos,now do you see why I laugh at your ludicrous comments..the reason why you qualify as butt-STUPID..
YOU think wiry is bad,reason why YOU used it to define a blacks hair type.
onlinebabeful 1 year ago
@onlinebuttplug No, my dear old crone, I keep regular hours. I post on here during lunch and in the early evening. You, however, post at all hours of the day. Sometimes at 3AM on weekdays, sometimes in mid-afternoon, sometimes in the evening. All of which strongly suggests that you do not have a regular job--probably no job at all. Frankly, I'm not surprised. What kind of work could someone as dimwitted and delusional as you ever find? Janitorial work, perhaps.
PS Stop hating your own race.
jaidaphire 1 year ago
@jaidaphire Nothing takes away the fact that you troll on and on ,on all different sites I suppose something tells me that youtube probaly is not enough for one like you who has a hunger for competition ,it sure wouldn't surprise me,if the hours are correct you seem to be on different hours too.there IS no fixed time,I go on the net when ever I like ,you may like to restrict yourself but I have the freedom to do what I want,When I want-and unlike you I still manage to perfect my job duties.
onlinebabeful 1 year ago
@onlinebutthurt Of course you would interpret any attempt to help you as "trolling". It's part of your disease. Somehow we have to break through your impenetrable denial and your incessant projection.
Yes, as I said, you DO have the freedom to go online whenever you choose, which is often at 3AM, because you are on permanent welfare and have no responsibilities. Like a child, you think this is wonderful, but it really isn't. You're missing out on so much in life. Let us show you what.
jaidaphire 1 year ago
@jaidaphire I think you are the perfect example of a troll not only do you resemble one ,you posess all the traits of one: smelly,short,fat as well as trolling youtube day and night but likes to act graciously and act all self-righteous with your false timings on when you actually are here, does this take away the fact that you STILL troll the net,really what you need to do is "troll off", no one cares..your yesterday news, un-used oygen, get it?
onlinebabeful 1 year ago
@onlinebarbarian Again we see the patient attempting to derail the therapy by accusing the therapist of her OWN flaws. This is an expected stage of the therapy, and a tricky one. Often, as I suspect is the case with you, it becomes a permanent trap and the patient never gets beyond it. Yet...the fact that you keep coming back suggests that, deep down, you understand your predicament and know that you need help. That is why I will not abandon you. I feel you're on the brink...but of what?
jaidaphire 1 year ago
@jaidaphire confused,ramblings and mental state flawed..you have turned into your other alter-ego again , plonker always reverting back to your default state of hallucinating,fanatasy and wishful thinking-thinking you are something you are NOT, you have always wished to be a professional,a Doctor of some sort but could never quite achieve the level of sucsess required because you simply lack the know how & are a liability..now & again your mind takes you to that place,you can't help it,poor you.
onlinebabeful 1 year ago
@onlinebagface You have just provided a perfect description of your own psychological dynamic. It's too bad you've projected it onto me, the one person who actually tries to help you. Once you're strong enough to apply those words to yourself, the healing might begin. But that's the crux, isn't it? How long will it be, how much struggle will it take, before you're ready to take that big, hard step? Many have advised me to give up, but Christ Himself has called me to this nearly impossible task.
jaidaphire 1 year ago
@jaidaphire Actually taking time to respond to my comment's to now prove that you DO have a life..when you STILL dont.
who are the many that you talk of, is it the voices that you hear in your head often,the same voices that tell you,you are great,undisputable..jaida-idiot..its called schizophrenia,yes it's your madness taking control again, I'm glad you have finally admitted that you DO hear voices and that you are mad, does this now mean you will admit you are RACIST and a HOMOPHOBIC?
onlinebabeful 1 year ago
@onlinebarfbag If only you could turn around and say those words to yourself and really mean them, THEN you'd be making the first and biggest step toward your recovery. But for you to do that would require more will and more honesty and more courage than you possess. But if you let CHRIST into your heart, you just might find that you can tackle that daunting task. Without Christ, you will never have the strength to begin the healing process. First accept Christ, you pagan. Then let me help you.
jaidaphire 1 year ago
@jaidaphire I dont need to turn the words round they were specifically made for people on your level, I suggest what you do is perhaps retune yourself mentally since you have nothing fresh to add and repeat these same sentences all too clearly as I have said you are two screws short mentally -you think you are clever but as proved you are way past your sell by date and have nothing productive or refreshing to add, time to retire me thinks..you boring old trout
onlinebabeful 1 year ago
@onlinebutthurt This is just more resistance. It is to be expected at this point in your therapy. Right now you are showing small signs of improvement and your neurosis is fighting back as you draw nearer a breakthrough. You must learn to ignore these feelings and trust the therapist. Realize that your words about me are actually reflective of your OWN faults, which you attempt to project on to the therapist. Struggle through the psychic pain and learn to embrace your black skin and kinky hair.
jaidaphire 1 year ago
@jaidaphire And still you think you are someone else,atleast this proves to the YT public that you ARE mad and you have lost your marbles..When you can confess and admit that you are an asian 'WITH' a black womens name label then I'm sure I will be happy to help you with your wishes but until then we can't go any further..so you have now reversed from 'wiry' to kinky again , slightly confused you are but STILL the hypocrite,no matter god is hope and he is there to assist if you just ADMIT.
onlinebabeful 1 year ago
@onlinebutthurt It's funny how you toss out the most outrageously racist insults like "ape" and "gorilla" to describe the men of your own race, yet pretend to find offense in perfectly neutral descriptive terms like "wiry" or "kinky" hair. More projection and deflection. By the way, your slight orthographical error shows that you do not believe in God, which is one reason why you are unable to accept help and begin to heal. I can see this is going to be a VERY long haul, butthurt. Sigh.
jaidaphire 1 year ago
@jaidaphire Its funny how you keep insisting that animal terms are racist even though race is the skin colour itself, its funny how you see black people as animals which is why you think the term ape is racist ..why is it not racist to call a china man an ape because in you're mind he doesnt have black skin so 'ape' couldnt apply to him, only black skin and the term ape go hand in hand, lol , whats even more baffling is that no matter how much this is broke down you still seem to NOT understand.
onlinebabeful 1 year ago
@onlinebutthurt I'll tell you what, butthurt: Go out into the street, walk up to the biggest toughest black man you can find, call him a "gorilla" and an "ape" and see if he thinks it's racist. Go on. I'll wait for you to report the results. But I suspect that even someone as dim as you already knows this. You're not fooling anyone. What's more interesting is how an old black woman such as yourself came to hate her own people so much that she has deluded herself into believing she's white.
jaidaphire 1 year ago
@jaidaphire Get it straight, no matter how crystal clear this is relayed to you, you still don't get it..I didn't unwittingly call 'ANY' black man a gorilla or ape just ones specifically calling black women those names but you 'BLATANTLY' call black people negroes..a slightly watered down version of the racially offensive term.its offensive jaida-plonker just as calling a chinese person a chink, a white a honky or an asian indian a paki..now go up to those big bad man and call them a negroe lol
onlinebabeful 1 year ago
@onlinebagface My dear, you can't use such paltry and obviously fabricated justifications for your continued racist abuse of innocent black men. It's NOT their fault that your black ex left you. It's not HIS fault that he had to leave you, either. It was your DUTY to tell him that you're not really a woman but a hermaphrodite with hideously deformed genitals. You can't just lead a man on like that and let him play The Crying Game on his wedding night. You need to stop lying to us AND yourself.
jaidaphire 1 year ago
@jaidaphire Oh so what you are saying is those black men did NOT call black women gorilla's or apes.. you are now backtracking on what you yourself saw I suppose now black people are no longer 'negroes' but then again tomorow they may be, poor you,you change your mind like the wind.its called confusion only in your case its tinged with hallucinations & seeing things through dirty goggles ,you know seeing what you want,not whats really there..black ex? it couldnt be because its all in your mind.
onlinebabeful 1 year ago
@onlinebuttplug There you go again, grasping at weak, fabricated justifications to continue down the path of your own doom. It's time you finally admitted to yourself and others that you are an elderly negro woman with severe physical and mental deformities. The sooner you do this, the sooner we can begin to get what's left of your life in some sort of rational order. The light of Jesus can do this for you, but first you must open your heart to Him. Otherwise you will be lost to Satan forever.
jaidaphire 1 year ago
@jaidaphire Try taking a proper look at what you DID see and stop trying to make it seem as though I was arguing with myself, its evident that your plan to make me look as the wronged one wont work as your ill thought comments are there for all to see if they just click on your chanel,if you haven't removed them..people will judge & decide for theirself.
your words are dark because yr words are,yr words are dark because yr mind is unlike me I have a sunny dispstion & bright future ahead of me.
onlinebabeful 1 year ago
@onlinebarfbag Your comment is almost unintelligible. You showed slight signs of improvement a few days ago when you were posting coherent, grammatical comments, but your condition has taken a turn for the worse and so have your comments. But I believe that this may be a good sign, however paradoxical that may seem. It suggests you are troubled by my insights, which means that they are finally starting to penetrate your disturbed psyche. Your reaction is to be expected, but we remain hopeful.
jaidaphire 1 year ago
@jaidaphire ok jaidaplonker and you expect me to respect and acknowledge any opinion of yours,I have never seeked your approval before and don't intend to now, if you were even half as intelligent as you make out, you would have a life and stop trying to make a point that is unfounded, fabricated and based on your own illusions.
intelligent certainly has nothing to do with grammar so in that sence you would score a big zero..your comments border right on the egde of insanity but its ok,your mad
onlinebabeful 1 year ago
@onlinebarfbag Sought, not seeked. Sense, not sence. You're, not your. I know you're (not your) capable of writing correctly spelled, semi-coherent comments if you are ridiculed harshly enough. This shows that, although you are not very bright, you can present a reasonable facsimile of literacy when absolutely necessary. You need to keep up a constant effort to avoid sounding idiotic. I know it's exhausting for you, but the results will be worth it. Are you willing to do that, barfbag?
jaidaphire 1 year ago
@jaidaphire when you stop playing the martyr I will stop treating you as a bufoon..as long as you understand the message that your're mad and of course offensive to other,it counts for all the words in the world..
The point is your plight to sound all the more clever is a resonunding pathetic move to be what you are not, this is expressed in your daily ranting and raving and choosing to disguise your same used words for another to appear as though you have a polish vocab..try again dear lol
onlinebabeful 1 year ago
@onlinebaboon I am no martyr. I would not presume to bestow upon myself that worthy title. I am merely a humble servant of Christ doing his duty and trying to help a fellow human being who is clearly suffering under some powerful delusions. I do not judge. I merely do as Christ commands and offer assistance to those who need it most, no matter how hopeless they might seem. I do not expect or desire any financial or social reward. It is all in His honor that I do as I do. Oh, and I'm not Polish.
jaidaphire 1 year ago
@jaidaphire Do you want to say that again.loud and clear..because you sure try to act like one, disguising you're feeble,pretentious rants and then trying to impose your distorted labels on others that are ludicrous and false.
mentoring, counselling and acting as though you are trying to help others with offensive,derogatory remarks and acting in your self-righteous manner and then uses christ as a cover up..
you could no go more up the wrong path if you tried, no your not polish just evil..
onlinebabeful 1 year ago
@onlinebeastful Now you're insulting Polish people. Do you realize how hypocritical you are, my dear? Again and again you choose to misinterpret my motives because you would rather cling to your delusions and your sickness than face the pain of honest self-examination. Again and again you accuse others of your own sins. We know this. We understand you. We are here to help. But YOU have to accept the offer before you can be healed.
jaidaphire 1 year ago
@jaidaphire The polish have nothing to do with this, but you being you always percieve things the wrong way ,,you do this all the time,,the reason why are here in 2011, because you fail to see what others do, you see whats not there, what your mind tells you to,I see a blue sky but you see red,it must be very frustrating for you that no matter how hard you try ,others will not come round to your way of thinking..tell me, how is the prozac helping? it doesnt seem to be having much affect
onlinebabeful 1 year ago
@onlinebagface You need to capitalize Polish. Or better yet, call them Poles. Best of all, stop insulting them and leave them alone. The Poles have never done you any wrong. And by the way, it's effect, not affect.
Yes, my dear, it IS frustrating that you will probably never see yourself as you truly are: an old deformed black prostitute suffering from delusions of whiteness. This is a crying shame because, until you see yourself as you truly are, you can never be healed. Jesus wept.
jaidaphire 1 year ago
@jaidaphire Not that I have anything against the polish, another one of your lies..Why dont you do us a favour and take yourself to poland then..you seem to be in awe of the polish when you know nothing about them,anything to get away from who you really are jaidaplonker,you really are the biggest plonker, not content with your ranting,whining and bitching your now adding more fuel to the fire and dares to call the good lords name, all I can say is when he blows the trumphet god help you.
onlinebabeful 1 year ago
@onlinebuttplug Yeah right, just as you don't have anything against black men (whom you call "apes" and "gorillas") and Asian men (whom you accuse of having small dicks) and black women (whom you're always encouraging to get their skin lightened and their hair straightened). Again I ask you: What did the Poles ever do to you, buttplug?
But we all know that your wide-ranging racism is just a side-effect of your own self-hatred. You need to stop being ashamed of being an old black prostitute.
jaidaphire 1 year ago
@jaidaphire How befitting of you to try to bring someone down whilst forgetting your own aspersions, Does this female look like a an old negroe,prostitute , or would she be more acceptable to you as a wigger lol, maybe you'd prefer if it she was a polish homosexual..oops,forgot your homophobic.
Her hair is 'wiry' so in your eyes she could do better & then you have the gall audacity to engage on her videos when you uphold whites and downcast blacks..
You are a HIDEOUS,DISGRACEFUL MONSTROSITY.
onlinebabeful 1 year ago
@onlinebaboonface No, the woman in this video looks like a nice young black woman with a real job. Stop projecting your own sickness on to other people. As your therapist, I expect and can deal with it, but it is particularly cruel to see you try to suck innocent bystanders into your vortex of hate and delusion. Leave this poor woman out of it. It really is sickening how you constantly attack black people just because you hate your own black skin and blame it for your horrible life choices.
jaidaphire 1 year ago
@jaidaphire Thats a first,being nice isn't in your DNA but its not without motive of course you will sugercoat your words to avoid the real issue that is You simply did not want this women to rid you & ride you off,as long as you can pursue your fallacious talk ,you will befreind her at any cost..lol
Meanwhile it hasn't stopped you loading her comment page with your word muck..see how false you are and you wish to turn the tables round on me hahaaa ,your not a hideous monster,your worse.
onlinebabeful 1 year ago
@onlinebuttful That's because you continue to confuse my tough-love approach to your therapy with general hostility. It's just more of your projection. I think if you look back you'll find that YOU are the one loading this poor woman's page with all sorts of hurtful racist garbage: calling the men of her race "gorillas" and encouraging her to deny her beautiful African features. Please stop trying to infect other African people with your sick racial self-hatred. Concentrate on getting well.
jaidaphire 1 year ago
@jaidaphire You have outrightly although not directly, CALLED THIS WOMEN A NEGROE,OLD PROSTITUTE WITH WIRY HAIR, so dont even dare try to denounce me as the bad guy,
You disguise your sneaky comments in a lousy attempt not to come of sly but your still the fool,jaidaplonker..you see, you are a LIAR! ,god can see that, I see and hopefully this women will see
the only concern I have is when you have been booted,will you SEE the error of your ways and how ugly you have been.
onlinebabeful 1 year ago
@onlinebeastful No, my dear, I have called YOU an elderly negress prostitute who hates her hair and skin. The fact that you are angrily spluttering shows that you have a guilty conscience. We need to follow up on that implicit sense of guilt you have and discover its roots. I think you already know what's eating at you, but you need to explicitly acknowledge it: It's your racial self-hatred caused by abandonment. You need to forgive your black ex and your black self and move on with your life.
jaidaphire 1 year ago
@jaidaphire You have directed your un-just comments to BLACK WOMEN, since you do NOT know what I AM..your ill comment was obviously not intended for me..though you just 'think' it is..
I am as calm and relaxed as ever,I ddon't need to vent out any rage,why should I?
I would then be saying,that what you are saying is true,
its not for me ,it isn't me so Why should I feel anger? What I do feel is contempt and pity and empathy for you, as stated in your comments..you are sick and cant help it.
onlinebabeful 1 year ago
@onlinebaboonface My dear, you have no credibility at all here and you know it. You know full well you cannot taunt black men by calling them "gorillas" and "apes" and then try to deny you're a racist. But we do understand why you're doing this, so we are not angry at you, merely filled with pity and dismay for your condition. We do so wish you could get well. But in order for you to get well you must first accept responsibility for your heinous words and deeds. Are you ready to do that?
jaidaphire 1 year ago
@jaidaphire Oh jaida,Oh jaida,Oh jaida,Oh jaida,Oh jaida,OH jaida,OH jaida,Oh jaidaplonker.
Do you see?
What the pattern is? ,its not a trick question..
let me know..
onlinebabeful 1 year ago
@onlinebuttplug You're running out of gas, darling. Perhaps it's time for you to end your charade and just be honest with yourself and the world. It's okay, we already know what you're all about. Why continue to exhaust yourself pretending to be what you never were and never will be? There's no shame in being what you truly are: an old negress granny-tranny prostitute with horrific pudendal mutations that caused her black ex to vomit and run screamin from the honeymoon suite when he saw them.
jaidaphire 1 year ago
@jaidaphire The repeating and going over the same thing,in every comment ,thats what the answer was,
do you know why you do this?
do you suffer from fish syndrome lol..having a very short memory
Why do you think that in every single comment ,you have used the same sentences and use the same sentences again,again let me know...because until you do this you're own therapy can't move forward .
we have to tackle this issue right away.
onlinebabeful 11 months ago
@onlinebuttplug The repetition is necessary when the patient continues to deny, evade, and dissimulate every single time. Look at you, up till the wee hours on a Friday night arguing with a stranger in a desperate and futile attempt to persuade herself and others that she isn't black, isn't elderly, and wasn't abandoned by the love of her life (a black man who couldn't look past her scrotum-like labia and penis-like clitoris). Oh, the loneliness you must suffer from!
jaidaphire 11 months ago
@jaidaphire And now you try to convince others why you continually & consistently repeat your statements over & over & over agin even when I point this out to you ,you STILL DO IT!
The point is you are on the computer all day,look at you now with no life,constantly seeking attention from anyone and anywhere,you dont work because no employer wants your're middle aged arse and you are an accident waiting to happen.
And seem to obsessed with peoples prrivate parts,is it because you dont have one!
onlinebabeful 11 months ago
@onlinebarfbag Your, not you're. And once again you're (not your) projecting. We know you post comments at all hours of the day & night, which no gainfully employed person would be able to keep. Perhaps you are a meth smoker on the dole? Then that's another of your many problems we need to tackle. I'm sorry if you're getting bored with the repetition, but how do you think I feel? Do you realize how tiresome it is trying to get you to face the obvious truth about yourself?
jaidaphire 11 months ago
@jaidaphire Listen ,I;m english and I type the way I speak ,many people do just like you sound the way you act-stupid!
You would know all about meth wouldn't you,its just one of many drugs you use but its no excuse for your slanderous or blasphemic ways..
why don't you trying weaning of them ,when you do go through cold turkey,take time out,when you've done this then you can get back to me & we can have a decent,civil conversation.
btw your weekend away,can you take a longer one next week?
onlinebabeful 11 months ago
@onlinebeastful Blasphemous, not "blasphemic", Ali G. No, you're not English. You're an elderly Brazilian black woman who happens to be living in England at the moment. And yes, I'm afraid you probably DO type the way you speak. Your linguistic mangling would be excusable in someone who didn't learn English till late in life. But you keep insisting that you're English, thereby making yourself look even more retarded.
And I know all about meth because I treat addicts like you.
jaidaphire 11 months ago
@jaidaphire Someone normal beckons upon us,
why dont you show some respect and retract your terrible words for a moment.
lets see how hard this will be.
onlinebabeful 11 months ago
@onlinebugface Beckons us. Omit the "upon". Please stop trying to sound high-falutin'. You just end up sounding ignorant and foolish.
What terrible words? The TRUTH about you? Yes, from your perspective that might seem terrible, but it must nevertheless be faced. Once you have faced the truth about yourself, you can begin to get better. No, real life won't be as pretty as your delusions, but it is so much healthier for you in the long run. It's okay, we're here to help you deal with it.
jaidaphire 11 months ago
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onlinebabeful 11 months ago
@onlinebeastful Your, not you're. Yes, this poor lady, whom you began by insulting and are now trying vainly to enlist on your side, has to suffer through your pigheaded insistence on maintaining your pitiful deusions. The only fool here is you, my dear. Everyone knows exactly what you are, yet you persist in your delusional folly. Look at the pattern of all your other posts: pretending to be a young white woman while hounding videos about black men's women and black women's beauty products.
jaidaphire 11 months ago
@jaidaphire Forget about errors here that is not the point.
Tell me how your constant spamming of this video and others(links provided on request) are a trait of freindliness when 1. it has NOTHING to do with the subject of skin care.
2. you're comments are full of cold,un-gracious and whiny comments and lastly 3.you're comments are not benefical to this lady in any way -all you have done is make a mockery of her video page and can't even humble yourself when another youtuber appears,lol.
onlinebabeful 11 months ago
@onlinebagface Your, not you're. This "spamming", as you choose to call it, is the only slender lifeline you have to reality. Let this go and you'll be lost forever in your sick, sad delusions. Yes, your (not you're) delusions may seem a pleasant, bearable alternative to your ugly reality, but in the long run they will ruin you. It is far better for you to face the truth about yourself. You can take the painful truth, my dear. I'll be here to help. You know how to stop the so-called spamming.
jaidaphire 11 months ago
@jaidaphire Still refusing to take accountability for your wrong doings & unjust treatment of this womens page & still standing staunch in a dis-respectful attitude to any viewers she has,notice how you avoid the issue.
So do I hear you ?lol,you are telling me that I am in control of your behaviour,that I'm the one whose making you hound at any cost and that I'm the one that is typing your keyboards for you?.
When will you for once in your life get a back bone and stop being a spinless fool?
onlinebabeful 11 months ago
@onlinebeastful Who's, not whose. LOL, I see you went back to posting at 3AM on a weekday, just as you knew you would. You are so easily manipulated. Lucky for you I have your best interests at heart, otherwise I could wind you up and spin you in all sorts of directions. You should thank your stars I'm such a nice guy. The fact that you could stop this at any time yet refuse to do so only confirms you deep-seated if subconscious desire to continue the therapy. So, let's continue it, shall we?
jaidaphire 11 months ago
@jaidaphire Dont you think its TIME you shut up about my timings,dont worry about the time I post , I have no time limit and get on whenever I bloody feel like it,
And yes I still manage to get on with my life and do the things that matter, just because this is inconcievable to you & you're incapable of doing as I do, stop having a bee in your bonnet & deal with it, you are festering over it & driving yourself mad over nothing. nice?
lol you and nice don't fit in the same sentence.try horrible
onlinebabeful 11 months ago
@onlinebarfbag Yes, my dear, you have no time limit and get online whenever you feel like it because you're chronically unemployed and amped up on glass all night & day. And yes, you "manage" to get on with your "life" of chronic unemployment and turning tricks to scrounge your next fix. But it doesn't have to be that way, barfbag. As hopeless as you seem to be, you CAN change...but ONLY if you first admit the truth--to yourself and others. That's the big step. Can you take it?
jaidaphire 11 months ago
@jaidaphire
Funny that you say all this when your job is me, you don't get paid but you dont care,all you do is scrounge of other people and use them for their takings-you are deplorable and a reproach to all who know you, now your mediocre looks are fading you are incadescent with rage and looking to lay blame with me,why dont you look to the videos and feast your eyes on 'skin care regimen' by lilpumpkin, yes shes black jaidaplonker but you need help somewhere..maybe she can help you.
onlinebabeful 11 months ago
@onlinebaboonful It's true I don't get paid in your case. As I have explained to you before, you are a charity case. I am working pro bono, because it is the Christian thing to do. But maybe I should start charging you, if only to keep you from spending your welfare money on drugs and frivolous fashion items that only make you look even more ridiculous. (Fishnet stockings and stiletto heels just look absurd on a woman of your advanced years. Learn to age gracefully, dear.)
jaidaphire 11 months ago
@jaidaphire Ahh But being racist,hompohobic and a bully are the devils traits not gods so who's word are you really preaching..the bible says 'draw closer to god and the devil will flee' and I suspect that includes his followers like you too.
So I have no problems if you continue to believe that your doing the duty of god,in the day of judgement -evil will be cast away,life restored to perfect peace.,so your time is coming while you're here now I will show what little compassion I have for you.
onlinebabeful 11 months ago
@onlinebonghit You're absolutely right, that's why you should stop being all those bad things and just let me help you. As long as you resist seeing the truth about yourself you'll always be making the same disastrous mistakes. You need an objective outsider's opinion. You need careful guidance by someone who has seen your kind of sad case thousands of times and knows exactly what mistakes you're going to make next. You need to stop pretending that your life is all right, because it isn't.
jaidaphire 11 months ago
@jaidaphire Are you still here,jaidaplonker..with your lonesome life ,I'm all you have but I dont want you,
I have a great life and I'm wanted,how about you,can you say the same?
When do you think your existance will change..maybe not now jaida, maybe not ever
thats just too bad -you have only brought this lifestyle on yourself.
eliminating your perverted taste for vagina and penises will help you have always had a thing for transexuals havent you?
onlinebabeful 11 months ago
@onlinebuttplug Existence, not existance. My poor dear, you need to disabuse yourself of the idea that the tricks and junkies you take back to your squalid little bedsit actually "want" you in any meaningful sense. They are using you and laughing at you after they leave. And you really must stop projecting your own sexual identity problem on to others, especially those who are trying to help you. It's counterproductive and deep down you know it.
jaidaphire 10 months ago
@jaidaphire Who are you ? the grammar police lol
before you you try to major me around with YOU'RE issues,perhaps you should take your own advice and admit you have a slightly weird fetish for penises and vaginas,then try and deal with your bored lifestyle and admit the net is all you liv for,in other words stop the spamming and stfu..
onlinebabeful 10 months ago
@onlinebutthurt You don't fool me. I know you know better than that. It is, of course, YOUR, not you're. That was a weak attempt to bait me and, once again, to distract from the matter at hand: your (not you're) self-destructive lifestyle and pernicious delusions. If you want me to, as you say, stfu, then you know what you need to do: You must finally admit your problems and make a sincere attempt to correct them. I can help you, but you have to be willing to accept that help. Are you willing?
jaidaphire 10 months ago
@jaidaphire Just as I knew, you will find any way to disguise the reality that you are sick in the head,the fact that you consistently go over old ground time & time again in each comment is baffling & more bizzarre because you STILL DONT GET IT.
I havent admited or denied anything because as I said its irrelevant ,another issue that you DON'T GET!
but feel sane spending all your time and energy on me a stranger you dont even know, do you now see-how sad your life is and how sad you are.
onlinebabeful 11 months ago
I've noticed an improvement! Your skin is glowing=)
hilairybuck 1 year ago
clinique isnt working for me..i've been using it for over 3 months now n saw no change....i might try the skin success serum....ambi doesnt work for me either.
trashagal 1 year ago
omgosh! i have exactly the same problem around the bikini area! what product are you using for it now. I am still searching for what works :-( please please reply! thanks
dasky2710 1 year ago
Great information! Like you, I honestly haven't taken the care that I should to stick with a system until I saw definite results. I'm going to get better about that!! I decided that I'll get the Palmers products today. I figure I can use the serum during the day and the cream at night. Since they fit into my budget better than the Clinique (both products together are cheaper than the Clinique by itself), I think they're worth a shot first. Thanks so much!
chokolatgurl 1 year ago
it doesnt clear them up it destroys your skin ability to make melanin which can make them worst. You either keep using it or you get the dark spots back.
Quiteness 1 year ago
all if the products mentioned do work..caution!! use them at nite only..even if you wear sunscreen..these products should not be used in day lite..
epd0126 1 year ago
how do you apply the palmers ultra fade serum spotting or thin even layer over problem areas please reply, thanks
mel2call 1 year ago
I love palmer's brand and made a video on it to! Thanks for reviewing the other brands :)
BeautySplurge 1 year ago
I have overall face redness so im hoping this will help...im caucasian...i picked the fade cream up at WALMART for ONE DOLLAR on clearance!
Firefighter113322 1 year ago
@Firefighter113322 Wow that is super cheap! I remember reading that some people who were caucasian used it and it worked well.
IslandPersona 1 year ago
i bought the Palmer's Skin Success Utra Fade Serum today. i hope my acne scars go away
DiorVixzen 1 year ago
@DiorVixzen Thanks for checking out this video. I hope you get good results!
IslandPersona 1 year ago
luvin ya hair momma!
naamalj 1 year ago
@naamalj Thank you!!
IslandPersona 1 year ago
thanks for being so informative! with your help, i'm hopeful of getting rid of my acne scars! i'm definitely going to try to palmers fade serum.
LunaWazHere 1 year ago
@LunaWazHere hello!! I was curious were did u buy palmers fade cream at? I looked at walmart and walgreens and couldn't find it. if you could help me on were you bought it I would appreciate it.. thanks : )
darkjourney35 1 year ago
@darkjourney35 I searched online at walmart first to see which store was closest to me and which store also had it stocked (not all walmarts carry that item). when you do go look for the product, go to the black/african american section. i couldnt find it also....until i made my way to the african american section...where they sell their hair products, etc. Good luck! By the way, i think walgreens only sells the palmers fade cream online (at least where i live).
LunaWazHere 1 year ago
@LunaWazHere Oh ok I will check in that section then or else fails I will look on line also. thank you very much for replying back to me!! : )
darkjourney35 1 year ago
@LunaWazHere You're welcome! Let me know how it works for you.
IslandPersona 1 year ago
I usually use Clinique and Plamers on my skin. Clinque gives you a beautiful glow . Plamers streach marks cream does'nt work.
Avanaih 2 years ago
The clinique even better did give a nice glow. That's good to know about Palmers. Thanks for the information and for watching!
IslandPersona 2 years ago
Your beautiful.
icarrus4u 2 years ago
Thank you :)
IslandPersona 2 years ago
For fading dark spots and evening my skin, I swear by Fashion Fair Vantex. I saw results after three weeks.
3menandalittlelady 2 years ago
Wow thanks for the info; I didn't know Fashion Fair carried a fade cream. Thanks for watching!
IslandPersona 2 years ago
I use clinique, u r right, it stopped working for me, never fades spots, i have used clinique for 3 years now, no much difference. Stll looking for a better cream.
joanolisa1 2 years ago
Hi the clinique even better ended up working for me but it just take a long time to work. Wow 3 years is a long time to not see any results. You can check out part 3 of this vid for my final thoughts on the products I was testing.
IslandPersona 2 years ago
you're pretty
rockinpoison89 2 years ago
Thank you for the compliment :)
IslandPersona 2 years ago
thanx alot
7attatte 2 years ago
You're welcome :) Thanks for watching!
IslandPersona 2 years ago
PALMER'S SKIN SUCCESS CREAM IS AWESOME. I had a horrible scare on my cheek. It was so unsightly that I was embarrassed to go outside
I got Palmers skin success and in one week the scare has lighten up dramatically.
Now I do need to point out some unique conditions about my situation.
First, the scare would have probally cleared up on its own
Second, you have to stay out of the sun or get a really good sun screen to use with this.
I definately would recomend Skin succuss cream.
dynamicdavidmartin 2 years ago
Wow I'm really happy that it worked out for you and that it was able to start clearing up your skin that quickly. Thanks so much for watching and commenting :)
IslandPersona 2 years ago
I was supprised at how well it worked. I thought about getting the serum, but i figure why bother if the cream is working.
any way watching your videos was a big help. I did not know what to try until i saw your video.
dynamicdavidmartin 2 years ago
I'm glad it help :)
IslandPersona 2 years ago
39.50 dollars? Palmers Skin fade Cream cost like ten dollars at Wal-Mart! lol...and it works so great! I wash my face with acne wash then i apply the palmers and only ONCE a day! My acne was so bad, and i had really bad sun spots. And you need the Palmers "face serum" for your skin not the "skin fade", that's for your neck and stuff. I used this stuff and my skin was looking so flawless!..and yeah i just bought the three step system, body, neck and face. PEOPLE, GO BUY THESE PRODUCTS! lol
Malik82691 2 years ago
Thanks for watching:) Yes the clinique skin tone corrector is pricey. I'm glad the fade cream works for you! The fade serum that I bought was ok to use on the face. It just seem to be a stronger formula than the regular fade cream. I'm glad you like the three step system. If you have time you should check out part 3 of this review. I talk more about each of the products and how they worked for me in that video.
IslandPersona 2 years ago
@IslandPersona
So have you decided which is the best out of the palmers product? Which is worth the money the serum or fade cream? I have alot of blemishes and my acne is down for now. Do u think the palmers cream or serum will flare up acne? is it heavy?
Thank you
stickybunny29 2 years ago
Hello, I liked the serum more because it was not nearly as heavy as the cream and it worked quickly. As far as the acne goes for me it didn't make it worse but of course that varies from person to person. Keep in mind the cream is a heavy formula. For the serum it didn't give me any issues but it was not oil free.
IslandPersona 2 years ago
so which is better
chickwitthagoodies 2 years ago
The one that I liked the most was the Palmers serum.
IslandPersona 2 years ago
i just bought the palmers skin success and im gonna start using it tonight hopefully i see some reluts soon since u said youve seen some good reviews about it :) thanxx!
alhely13 2 years ago
Yea I did read some really good reviews about it. good luck!!!
IslandPersona 2 years ago