O my those questions are a mess. I'm Soooooooo happy for you! Sorry to hear about your drama, however I have had drama also....Guess thats why I'm MIA....Will be back soon. Cant wait to watch your other vids.....
You can do it! I just was in your shoes and went to be 40 weeks and 5 days and ended up with a c section and my son is only 17 days old. I know it seems hard right now but as the days go on it will get better and as soon as you deliver the gestation diabetes will be gone. Oh and the baby father drama put that on the back burner as you don't need that stress. Just try to relax and get ready for that baby!
i was just wondering what happened to you been subscribed to you for along time but i guess your vids haven't been showing up on my subscription box.I had no idea you were pregnant well congratulations on your pregnancy and good luck with everything.
I've never been pregnant before but doesn't that freak you out that it's hard to breathe? I'd be freaking out just cause, without a baby in me, sometimes it's hard to breathe. I'm sick right now with a sore throat but your "What's the baby doin? I dunno!" made me laugh so much. You should do more random rambly videos. I rather enjoy them especially when I'm sick and overly mellow.
@ShadowVampira Dizzy, no, it doesn't because it's one of those things that started gradually and then slowly got worse, so I guess I'm a little bit used to it happening every now and then?, lol! I don't know what she's doing in there, lol! I'm glad you enjoyed the video and I hope you feel better!
Jesus loves you and I pray in the name of Jesus that the diabetes goes because Jesus was whipped on the whipping post for you to be healthy. You and your baby will be blessed in Jesus name my sister.
sad things happen to good people but you will be back on track. Look forward to your life with this precious child that is a gift. And now you know the doctor ain't God.
@adesania Right? I'm not feeling bad, I think I sound depressed because I'm tired or something. True the doctors are definitely NOT right about everything.
Ayamejoy you got the cutest little belly. I hope you get to feeling better soon. Your breathing will improve in a bit love, it's just your little one is running outta room. Keep your diet undercontrol so you will be fine and wont have a baby bigger than usual. It's understandable. you are more than your hair you've got a lot of stuff going on lady. You will be fine... and you are in my prayers!
@StopDropnRollon Awww, thank you and me too. I'm waiting for the lightening and I'm working on the diet. :) You're right, way more and hair becomes a low priority when it comes to prepping for a baby, trying to eat right, etc. thank you and thank you!
Hi, I dealt with that same spitting situation and people thought I was exaggerating. It was nerve racking! I drank that fizzy water with lemon or lime and it helped on some days but not all. You don't have much longer now and it is all worth it when you see your baby. Good luck to you.
@olivsmom Fizzy water? I'm willing to try almost anything at this point to get some more energy and to be able t breathe better again, it's like lifting my own arms is a workout, lol, it's crazy and yes, I know my honeybabe will rock my world. i already love her. Thank you again!
Glad you and baby are fine!!! far as that lady that did your hair..I would have sat right there until she unknotted those ends....shoot!! you right..who does that?...
we have ALLL made bad choices...so dont take a beating from anyone..ONLINE OR OFF
@sGracestill11601 OH you know what..i could always tell what position my son was in...and I always felt a scratching sensation...when he was born...he had some nails, and the dr. told me it was very possible that he was scratching...isnt that wierd!!!...Thas right all you want is a HEALTHY BABY!
@sGracestill11601 Thank you and lol, right? i didn't discover it until I got home otherwise i would have. The twists were so small you couldn't see the knot unless it was right in front of your eyes.
True, no one's perfect and everyone makes mistakes, me included if anyone tried to get too judgemental I'll let em know that.
Condoms aside, sweetheart, why no contraceptives like the pill, implants, injections?
You're one of my fave tubers, I dont understand why you weren't using contraceptives. Were you unaware these were available? Were you wanting to get pregnany? Please get into that, cause my head is spinning on this
@cinenglland The thing about PCOS and the stage of it I'm at is why i wasn't using birth control at all. It was getting off of the birth control that made me realize that there was a problem. I can't take Depo, I took it too long, they wont give implants w/o having a baby first, etc. I don't like the way it makes me feel and my periods are worse on it (forcing a 32 day cycle into 28 days). When I stopped taking it i discovered that i wasn't having a period for months at a time.
@cinenglland I wasn't trying to get pregnant, i thought that I couldn't due to medical evidence. My eggs were expired when my uterus was ready and my eggs were ready but no lining to speak of etc. My body was basically it's own birth control. I was and Am aware of the various bc methods. PCOS is the leading cause of infertility in women and i was told that i would have to get on birth control again to regulate my periods and take metformin to regulate the metabolic issues that come with PCOS
@cinenglland That what I was refering to when I said not 1 but 2 doctors diagnosed me with PCOS and told me I couldn't get pregnant without fertility drugs & other interventions. I didn't get on birth control, I didn't take metformin for more than 3-4 weeks, and I didn't take fertility drugs. I didn't do anything they said i would need to do to remotely be able to get pregnant. All of that together why would I need contraceptives? 2 different doctors & I saw the ultrasounds myself.
@cinenglland people try to get pregnant for years with PCOS ON treatment plans. I really really didn't think i could get pregnant. Not following a feeling. Medical professionals explained and showed me why. No diseases on either of our part, no condom. My dumbness was believing the doctors and everything I saw. Everyone knows god or the universe or whatever can have different plans. My dumbness was chosing someone I couldn't ever imagine as a father as a partner.
@ayamejoy I missed the pcos bit (sound is really low on this vid), if I had heard that, I might have come across as less ignorant. Thank you for taking the time to fill me in.
This bundle of joy will be lucky to have a mum like you. Hope you'll continue to update your channel
@cinenglland Sorry the sound is low. No problem, and aww thank you and i will. I am going to put something happier on here, I realize my last 3-4 videos haven't been really representing me as a whole. and have been kinda depressing. Maybe I'll put a short one up today :)
I would have been so pissed if she would have put those knots on the end of my hair!! and those comments about skin color and hair texture would have probably sent me over the edge!....being a brown skin woman myself I get a lot of stupid comments and people seems SO surprised when I tell them I like the color of my skin..some people are so damn ignorant, you will be OK and u will meet a man that will be all about u and ur daughter good luck and congrats again!
@UTubeuzername84 Those knots were ridiculous!!! I was so surprised I didn't know what to do at the time about the color then I was offended and had to walk away. Is it really that hard to like being dark brown?
I know i will and me and my daughter will be fine :)
Hey don't feel so down or b so hard on yourself we are all human and all at some point n life make a choice that we look back on loose shame on me but n that process u have been given a gift the gift of life and I know u u have have always been strong n a fighter and u will pass that on to her keep ur head up high n don't let no one have u down u never have :) I love u-pig
@MsRouge2000 I'm glad we're fine, I check people's papers, like they're animals before going without a condom. It's easy to get checked for STD's, so condom or not, new partner, new papers need to be seen. I'll show them mine and they show me theirs. You take care too!
O my those questions are a mess. I'm Soooooooo happy for you! Sorry to hear about your drama, however I have had drama also....Guess thats why I'm MIA....Will be back soon. Cant wait to watch your other vids.....
eluvg1975 4 months ago
@eluvg1975 Right? Also Thank you! :) Ugh, drama, I hope yours gets better and awesome! See you when you get back!
ayamejoy 3 months ago
You can do it! I just was in your shoes and went to be 40 weeks and 5 days and ended up with a c section and my son is only 17 days old. I know it seems hard right now but as the days go on it will get better and as soon as you deliver the gestation diabetes will be gone. Oh and the baby father drama put that on the back burner as you don't need that stress. Just try to relax and get ready for that baby!
MsSerious88 5 months ago
@MsSerious88 Awww, congratulations and sorry you had to deal with GD. I will do my best to relax it out :)
ayamejoy 5 months ago
i was just wondering what happened to you been subscribed to you for along time but i guess your vids haven't been showing up on my subscription box.I had no idea you were pregnant well congratulations on your pregnancy and good luck with everything.
jamaicancoco 5 months ago
@jamaicancoco Yes, 34 weeks and double thanks! Good luck to you too in all you do :)
ayamejoy 5 months ago
Aww, I am so happy and excited for you! Wishing you the best with your delivery.
gibn0 5 months ago
@gibn0 Thank you and thank you again! I hope it goes well, I'm a little nervous, but not scared anymore, baby steps right? :)
ayamejoy 5 months ago
I've never been pregnant before but doesn't that freak you out that it's hard to breathe? I'd be freaking out just cause, without a baby in me, sometimes it's hard to breathe. I'm sick right now with a sore throat but your "What's the baby doin? I dunno!" made me laugh so much. You should do more random rambly videos. I rather enjoy them especially when I'm sick and overly mellow.
ShadowVampira 5 months ago
@ShadowVampira Dizzy, no, it doesn't because it's one of those things that started gradually and then slowly got worse, so I guess I'm a little bit used to it happening every now and then?, lol! I don't know what she's doing in there, lol! I'm glad you enjoyed the video and I hope you feel better!
ayamejoy 5 months ago
Hope things get better for you...surround yourself with good peoplethat are supportive.
blessedone337 5 months ago
@blessedone337 They do eventually :) and I'm doing my best to :) Thanks blessedone
ayamejoy 5 months ago
I usually don't like listening to YouTubers ramble: however, you are the exception.
Good luck with everything.
nerocentric 5 months ago
@nerocentric Thank you nerocentric, I did ramble a lot, lol! I'm planning on making some non-pregnancy and non rambly videos soon. Thank you again
ayamejoy 5 months ago
Jesus loves you and I pray in the name of Jesus that the diabetes goes because Jesus was whipped on the whipping post for you to be healthy. You and your baby will be blessed in Jesus name my sister.
indigochild613 5 months ago
@indigochild613 Thank you indigo! Peace and blessings
ayamejoy 5 months ago
sad things happen to good people but you will be back on track. Look forward to your life with this precious child that is a gift. And now you know the doctor ain't God.
adesania 5 months ago
@adesania Right? I'm not feeling bad, I think I sound depressed because I'm tired or something. True the doctors are definitely NOT right about everything.
ayamejoy 5 months ago
i wish you well with your new little girl. i will keep you and your baby girl in my prayers.
adassa 5 months ago
@adassa Thank you! Hope things have been giogn well with you! Talk to you later!
Aya
ayamejoy 5 months ago
Ayamejoy you got the cutest little belly. I hope you get to feeling better soon. Your breathing will improve in a bit love, it's just your little one is running outta room. Keep your diet undercontrol so you will be fine and wont have a baby bigger than usual. It's understandable. you are more than your hair you've got a lot of stuff going on lady. You will be fine... and you are in my prayers!
StopDropnRollon 5 months ago
@StopDropnRollon Awww, thank you and me too. I'm waiting for the lightening and I'm working on the diet. :) You're right, way more and hair becomes a low priority when it comes to prepping for a baby, trying to eat right, etc. thank you and thank you!
ayamejoy 5 months ago
Hi, I dealt with that same spitting situation and people thought I was exaggerating. It was nerve racking! I drank that fizzy water with lemon or lime and it helped on some days but not all. You don't have much longer now and it is all worth it when you see your baby. Good luck to you.
olivsmom 5 months ago
@olivsmom Fizzy water? I'm willing to try almost anything at this point to get some more energy and to be able t breathe better again, it's like lifting my own arms is a workout, lol, it's crazy and yes, I know my honeybabe will rock my world. i already love her. Thank you again!
ayamejoy 5 months ago
Glad you and baby are fine!!! far as that lady that did your hair..I would have sat right there until she unknotted those ends....shoot!! you right..who does that?...
we have ALLL made bad choices...so dont take a beating from anyone..ONLINE OR OFF
sGracestill11601 5 months ago
@sGracestill11601 OH you know what..i could always tell what position my son was in...and I always felt a scratching sensation...when he was born...he had some nails, and the dr. told me it was very possible that he was scratching...isnt that wierd!!!...Thas right all you want is a HEALTHY BABY!
sGracestill11601 5 months ago
@sGracestill11601 really? I can't tell at all unless she hiccups and even then it's a guesstimate
ayamejoy 5 months ago
@sGracestill11601 really? I can't tell at all unless she hiccups and even then it's a guesstimate
ayamejoy 5 months ago
@sGracestill11601 Thank you and lol, right? i didn't discover it until I got home otherwise i would have. The twists were so small you couldn't see the knot unless it was right in front of your eyes.
True, no one's perfect and everyone makes mistakes, me included if anyone tried to get too judgemental I'll let em know that.
ayamejoy 5 months ago
Condoms aside, sweetheart, why no contraceptives like the pill, implants, injections?
You're one of my fave tubers, I dont understand why you weren't using contraceptives. Were you unaware these were available? Were you wanting to get pregnany? Please get into that, cause my head is spinning on this
cinenglland 5 months ago
@cinenglland The thing about PCOS and the stage of it I'm at is why i wasn't using birth control at all. It was getting off of the birth control that made me realize that there was a problem. I can't take Depo, I took it too long, they wont give implants w/o having a baby first, etc. I don't like the way it makes me feel and my periods are worse on it (forcing a 32 day cycle into 28 days). When I stopped taking it i discovered that i wasn't having a period for months at a time.
ayamejoy 5 months ago
@cinenglland I wasn't trying to get pregnant, i thought that I couldn't due to medical evidence. My eggs were expired when my uterus was ready and my eggs were ready but no lining to speak of etc. My body was basically it's own birth control. I was and Am aware of the various bc methods. PCOS is the leading cause of infertility in women and i was told that i would have to get on birth control again to regulate my periods and take metformin to regulate the metabolic issues that come with PCOS
ayamejoy 5 months ago
@cinenglland That what I was refering to when I said not 1 but 2 doctors diagnosed me with PCOS and told me I couldn't get pregnant without fertility drugs & other interventions. I didn't get on birth control, I didn't take metformin for more than 3-4 weeks, and I didn't take fertility drugs. I didn't do anything they said i would need to do to remotely be able to get pregnant. All of that together why would I need contraceptives? 2 different doctors & I saw the ultrasounds myself.
ayamejoy 5 months ago
@cinenglland people try to get pregnant for years with PCOS ON treatment plans. I really really didn't think i could get pregnant. Not following a feeling. Medical professionals explained and showed me why. No diseases on either of our part, no condom. My dumbness was believing the doctors and everything I saw. Everyone knows god or the universe or whatever can have different plans. My dumbness was chosing someone I couldn't ever imagine as a father as a partner.
ayamejoy 5 months ago
@ayamejoy I missed the pcos bit (sound is really low on this vid), if I had heard that, I might have come across as less ignorant. Thank you for taking the time to fill me in.
This bundle of joy will be lucky to have a mum like you. Hope you'll continue to update your channel
cinenglland 5 months ago
@cinenglland Sorry the sound is low. No problem, and aww thank you and i will. I am going to put something happier on here, I realize my last 3-4 videos haven't been really representing me as a whole. and have been kinda depressing. Maybe I'll put a short one up today :)
ayamejoy 5 months ago
I hope now that you have a beautiful baby on the way you be VERY careful about the quality of men you allow in your life. Good luck! God bless!
iamsillywarm 5 months ago
@iamsillywarm Thank you and don't you know it! Lesson learned! Pounded in, imprinted, never to be forgotten, good luck and god bless to you too!
ayamejoy 5 months ago
Will pray for you God will work it out!
simplynatural09 5 months ago
@simplynatural09 Thank you hun and yes he will!
ayamejoy 5 months ago
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UTubeuzername84 5 months ago
I would have been so pissed if she would have put those knots on the end of my hair!! and those comments about skin color and hair texture would have probably sent me over the edge!....being a brown skin woman myself I get a lot of stupid comments and people seems SO surprised when I tell them I like the color of my skin..some people are so damn ignorant, you will be OK and u will meet a man that will be all about u and ur daughter good luck and congrats again!
UTubeuzername84 5 months ago
@UTubeuzername84 Those knots were ridiculous!!! I was so surprised I didn't know what to do at the time about the color then I was offended and had to walk away. Is it really that hard to like being dark brown?
I know i will and me and my daughter will be fine :)
ayamejoy 5 months ago
Hey don't feel so down or b so hard on yourself we are all human and all at some point n life make a choice that we look back on loose shame on me but n that process u have been given a gift the gift of life and I know u u have have always been strong n a fighter and u will pass that on to her keep ur head up high n don't let no one have u down u never have :) I love u-pig
FijiSand83 5 months ago
@FijiSand83 Thanks mama, I'm working on it, love you too!
ayamejoy 5 months ago
Stay strong ma!! Praying for u tonight!!
xoticangell 5 months ago
@xoticangell thank you!
ayamejoy 5 months ago
Thank god you and your baby are ok.. This guy knew what he was doing.. a person does not always lool sick and ARE sick (HIV). Take care!!!
MsRouge2000 5 months ago
@MsRouge2000 I'm glad we're fine, I check people's papers, like they're animals before going without a condom. It's easy to get checked for STD's, so condom or not, new partner, new papers need to be seen. I'll show them mine and they show me theirs. You take care too!
ayamejoy 5 months ago