sound pretty good to begin with! its nice that you have a new friend to keep you company, distract you! you seem uber thrilled about being home with your dad, lol! understand the being annoyed, i can totally relate too! intake sounds really good, i know its frustrating! i'm so proud of you, no SI in awhile, that's amazing! you are lucky and no its not creepy! its cool you can trust him and know he's still there for you! sometimes i mem those dates! love you, keep fighting, you can do it!
i am way closer with my dad than my mom. but my dad is traveling alot, so I'm stuck with my mom. plus my mom and my sister have a REALLY close relationship, so i just get irritated with them... my mum is over controlling etc. makes me want to shoot someting. ahhhh
I'm way closer with my Dad... but we do not talk about food. He's bad about food. He'll call me fat one day and then tell me I need to lose 10 pounds the next. It's awkward as hell.
You have been so inspiring to me ever since I started watching these videos. I use to be anorexic. I went through recovery. Became anorexic again and then once again went through recovery. I finished my second recovery and I am now overweight. It really sucks I am trying to lose weight again but I am trying my best to stay healthy. I know how you feel during all of these videos. But hun, let me tell ya, you are beautiful. xoxo lots of love.
im glad that i can be of help to you, thats the main reason for these blogs, for other to relate to me and know they are not alone... i know ive felt alone before i made these Vlogs.
i can understand the hell that is the cycle of relapse and recover. just stay storng, and it u ever wanna talk.. you know where to come
Hey, Girl. I've been watching your videos, so I thought I'd stop being a creeper and comment, haha. I'm glad you're doing ok these days. I am definitely way closer to my mom. But I wish I could be close with my dad as well. Do you wish things were different too?
hahah xD thanks for commenting hon <3 and for watching!
do i wish things were different? there are DEFFINETLY things I wish were different...deffinetly. but then there are some things that people would think I would want to be different but... I dont want to be because they build my character. they make me stronger. but if I wish my relationship with my parents were better...yes. yes...i do.
I'm a daddy's girl... kind of. I'm close but I don't talk to them about things if that makes sense. My mom and I have had a hard time always... it's only gotten a little better (but still kinda rocky) over the past year-ish.
Your awesome!I'm thinking very seriously about doing some videos like these.haha.I better not.
I'm not really close to either of my parents or well in certain areas I am.But not when it comes to stuff like that.Not a bit.Btw.Maybe it's just where I'm from, but I can really tell you are from the north.
heyyy babe! lol. ok soo first of all i am so incredibly relieved & happy that youve found somewhat of a distraction in a new friend and what not. and yea i hv to say im quite jealous of the u & teacher thng. very lucky tht u hv sumone like tht. it seems like evrythng is startin to go uphill again 4 u, and i cant tell u how proud i am of u. evn tho im pretty bad at showin tht lol. and thnk of this as an opportunity to break the walls w/ ur dad. it cood be good for both of u. love u soo much babe!
I'm glad to hear you're doing well, keep it up girl! Yeah... I'm definately closer with my mom. I wouldn't be able to stand a week with just my dad! Hope you do well over thanksgiving, looking forward to your next vid! - Er
Oh don't feel alone remebering days like that I do it also! I'm glad you keep being distracted in life & not worry about your ED! I am glad to hear from you It's been so long but atleast your doing good & life is hanging in there for you.
im not close to none of my parents....but definitely not my mother. and as for ur teacher yea its totally understandable i have a teacher too who fights her "personal demons" as well.
Also, good for getting distracted. It helps, right? For me it does. Well, good for you in making progress. OMG. I have a counselor and teacher who sound just like yours. I was so grateful to have them so I know what u mean. Stay strong girl
i have a teacher like that to who knows because she also went through some things and had problems when she was younger as well. so we talk a lot and stuff. your teacher sounds amazing.. i have to say i remember some dates like that like i remember the month it really started getting bad and stuff but i remmeber the date of this summer when i started on a bad relapse and stuff like started treatment and stuff like that. stay strong through the hard times!!
your so lucky that your distracted from it. i'm deftinely closer with my mom. i feel your pain those situations like having to live with just your dad can be so hard i mean i can totally relate to that. my dad is my biggest trigger so like its not that great having to live with your biggest trigger but i mean its better with my mom but its still really hard with both of them. thats great that you haven't self injured :)! its great that you have a teacher like that.
Not psycho at all! I'm the same way with dates, it's kind of freakish. It's kind of too bad we're like that, actually, as dates can be just another thing that's triggering.
I'm glad you're distracted lately, and that that's causing you to do well. Is Bea on her way to having a bf? It sounds like it! :)
yeah I can remember the first day I purged, and when I was admitted to hospital and IOP and stuff. I'm so glad to hear about the no self injury! I hope you're proud of yourself.
I know how the whole teacher thing is. I don't think it's creepy at all. I was the same way with my english teacher. She was and is literally the only person who knows about all the details of my eating disorder and self injury. I think it's great that you have that kind of support system
With the dates, I'm the EXACT same way. It's really wierd cus my memory is HORRIBLE. But I can remember the first day I started cutting, and a whole bunch of other things.
sound pretty good to begin with! its nice that you have a new friend to keep you company, distract you! you seem uber thrilled about being home with your dad, lol! understand the being annoyed, i can totally relate too! intake sounds really good, i know its frustrating! i'm so proud of you, no SI in awhile, that's amazing! you are lucky and no its not creepy! its cool you can trust him and know he's still there for you! sometimes i mem those dates! love you, keep fighting, you can do it!
bedtimebear10 1 year ago
i am way closer with my dad than my mom. but my dad is traveling alot, so I'm stuck with my mom. plus my mom and my sister have a REALLY close relationship, so i just get irritated with them... my mum is over controlling etc. makes me want to shoot someting. ahhhh
pylons2 2 years ago
lmao.
oh man. "why do my lips look so big? I like it"
I'm so glad you have found some one that can look out for you.
best wishes
violiny 3 years ago
I'm way closer with my Dad... but we do not talk about food. He's bad about food. He'll call me fat one day and then tell me I need to lose 10 pounds the next. It's awkward as hell.
sccc123f 3 years ago
You have been so inspiring to me ever since I started watching these videos. I use to be anorexic. I went through recovery. Became anorexic again and then once again went through recovery. I finished my second recovery and I am now overweight. It really sucks I am trying to lose weight again but I am trying my best to stay healthy. I know how you feel during all of these videos. But hun, let me tell ya, you are beautiful. xoxo lots of love.
AmysWeightLossDiary 3 years ago
hey amy
im glad that i can be of help to you, thats the main reason for these blogs, for other to relate to me and know they are not alone... i know ive felt alone before i made these Vlogs.
i can understand the hell that is the cycle of relapse and recover. just stay storng, and it u ever wanna talk.. you know where to come
OSnapski 3 years ago
LOLL! right before you said, "why do my lips look soo big" i like it...i had said...WOAH..her lips look really "SEXY"!!i like it =]!
HOW ODD!! LOL but really...you have AMAAIING lips!!
sdloser45 3 years ago
LMAOO xD
well, one of my idols is angelina jolie after all... haha
OSnapski 3 years ago
hehe!! i was thinking the SAMMEE thing!!
your a DOLL!! iLOVEE YOU SOOOOOOO MUCHH!!
STAY STRONG THROUGH THANKSGIVING...I KNOW ITS ROUGH!!
sdloser45 3 years ago
glad to hear from you! not much time to comment butttt i look foward to that next video, such truth in that!
leatherboundbook8 3 years ago
Hey, Girl. I've been watching your videos, so I thought I'd stop being a creeper and comment, haha. I'm glad you're doing ok these days. I am definitely way closer to my mom. But I wish I could be close with my dad as well. Do you wish things were different too?
TruthIsBliss 3 years ago
hahah xD thanks for commenting hon <3 and for watching!
do i wish things were different? there are DEFFINETLY things I wish were different...deffinetly. but then there are some things that people would think I would want to be different but... I dont want to be because they build my character. they make me stronger. but if I wish my relationship with my parents were better...yes. yes...i do.
OSnapski 3 years ago
I'm a daddy's girl... kind of. I'm close but I don't talk to them about things if that makes sense. My mom and I have had a hard time always... it's only gotten a little better (but still kinda rocky) over the past year-ish.
MissRobynRenee 3 years ago
Your awesome!I'm thinking very seriously about doing some videos like these.haha.I better not.
I'm not really close to either of my parents or well in certain areas I am.But not when it comes to stuff like that.Not a bit.Btw.Maybe it's just where I'm from, but I can really tell you are from the north.
summerNW 3 years ago
heyyy babe! lol. ok soo first of all i am so incredibly relieved & happy that youve found somewhat of a distraction in a new friend and what not. and yea i hv to say im quite jealous of the u & teacher thng. very lucky tht u hv sumone like tht. it seems like evrythng is startin to go uphill again 4 u, and i cant tell u how proud i am of u. evn tho im pretty bad at showin tht lol. and thnk of this as an opportunity to break the walls w/ ur dad. it cood be good for both of u. love u soo much babe!
juliannequaas 3 years ago
I'm glad to hear you're doing well, keep it up girl! Yeah... I'm definately closer with my mom. I wouldn't be able to stand a week with just my dad! Hope you do well over thanksgiving, looking forward to your next vid! - Er
gatheringdark 3 years ago
Oh don't feel alone remebering days like that I do it also! I'm glad you keep being distracted in life & not worry about your ED! I am glad to hear from you It's been so long but atleast your doing good & life is hanging in there for you.
Soccerwin785 3 years ago
im not close to none of my parents....but definitely not my mother. and as for ur teacher yea its totally understandable i have a teacher too who fights her "personal demons" as well.
dogsredsmcdonalds 3 years ago
Also, good for getting distracted. It helps, right? For me it does. Well, good for you in making progress. OMG. I have a counselor and teacher who sound just like yours. I was so grateful to have them so I know what u mean. Stay strong girl
-Mishey
TooHard2FakeItt 3 years ago 2
i know thanksgiving is a set up for disaster but try to stay strong! i hope i can do it. you can do it to! lots of love <333
AMFlover 3 years ago 2
i have a teacher like that to who knows because she also went through some things and had problems when she was younger as well. so we talk a lot and stuff. your teacher sounds amazing.. i have to say i remember some dates like that like i remember the month it really started getting bad and stuff but i remmeber the date of this summer when i started on a bad relapse and stuff like started treatment and stuff like that. stay strong through the hard times!!
Laura
AMFlover 3 years ago 2
your so lucky that your distracted from it. i'm deftinely closer with my mom. i feel your pain those situations like having to live with just your dad can be so hard i mean i can totally relate to that. my dad is my biggest trigger so like its not that great having to live with your biggest trigger but i mean its better with my mom but its still really hard with both of them. thats great that you haven't self injured :)! its great that you have a teacher like that.
AMFlover 3 years ago 2
Not psycho at all! I'm the same way with dates, it's kind of freakish. It's kind of too bad we're like that, actually, as dates can be just another thing that's triggering.
I'm glad you're distracted lately, and that that's causing you to do well. Is Bea on her way to having a bf? It sounds like it! :)
Stetthat 3 years ago 2
yeah I can remember the first day I purged, and when I was admitted to hospital and IOP and stuff. I'm so glad to hear about the no self injury! I hope you're proud of yourself.
Oh I'm much closer with my Mum lol
xo
ScarlettBlaze 3 years ago
I was always a 'daddy's girl' but my mom was/is a psycho biatch.
bipolarbeer1 3 years ago
I know how the whole teacher thing is. I don't think it's creepy at all. I was the same way with my english teacher. She was and is literally the only person who knows about all the details of my eating disorder and self injury. I think it's great that you have that kind of support system
Broadwayx3Love 3 years ago
yah exactly. i love having that sort of support system, especialy since he knows where im coming from
OSnapski 3 years ago
With the dates, I'm the EXACT same way. It's really wierd cus my memory is HORRIBLE. But I can remember the first day I started cutting, and a whole bunch of other things.
Hang in there, seems like you're doing well!
broken120 3 years ago
atleast i know im not completely psycho then ahah.
thanks for watching hon <3
OSnapski 3 years ago