My friends make me feel left out & alone

[TheIntunecatu]

your words and feelings are exacly like mine , i mean even the age i am also 23 and everything you say its like watching myself in mirror, crazy

[SnowyBreeze12]

Good to know some people out there are like le.. Except there's no one ik that's like me which sux

[SnowyBreeze12]

I can relate to you with all of this. I always feel like I'm alone and how no friends understand me. They act like they understand when they actually don't...

[TheGator1972]

Sullen don't worry my best friend I have not seen him and his wife in 17 yrs since our son's were 1 yr old. It is a nasty feeling knowing its been so long but remember if they don't answer then they aren't friends. Friends are loyal and you can continue a conversation from 5 yrs ago from the exact same spot. Sullen contact me only if you wish in private.

[slaughterrocket]

don't go and do that. it's not going to solve anything trust me I know.

[abcabcadamchino1]

I feel the same!! I hate, I feel so different from my friends because i am independent

[Since1907baby]

you should move

[imowsmilepxndx]

your eyes

[MariaKilljoy]

I know the feeling. All my friends got boyfriends/girlfriends. Then poof, it was like i weren't there anymore.

[h3ywutsup]

u look beautiful. u have very pretty eyes and hair, and as far as ive seen, a great personality. always remember that! u are amazing!

[Maddzl]

I hope you're better now. I'm 14 and cut. Only one friend knows and my mum saw them. I feel alone too. Not even the friend seems to want to listen to me. I'm starting to wonder if I'm worth it anymore. Anyway, good luck for the future:) you're inspirational.

[shotgunangel13]

Thank you, for making all your videos. You are truly a beautiful person inside & out! It's been about 4 or 5 years since I last self injured. I still get urges & depression, and it definitely can be a struggle. Just have faith in yourself & your own personal strength. Coming out, about your self injury truly takes a lot of strength & bravery. Thank you, for speaking out about SI & being a voice for those who cannot talk about their own pain.

[klaudiarulz11]

i feel alone too and i always feel like people are leaving me around. I also feel like you and i can really relate with you...

:'(

[cman338]

wow, i can really relate to this vid. i know how it feels

[bbbyakuya]

Hi miss, I'm French and I lived the same things. I really hope you find lots of happiness for the future, you deserve it. Take care of you ♥

[TheKraaZa]

ur not alone

[sparkidee]

Damn youtube and its cap on character text >< just like to say one day us people that do feel alone and down on their luck will at some point get their reward. I guess we have to experience the crap stuff to finally appreciate the good shit around us, just hope it hurries up! glad I have great parents around me, they support me in my music career. Just would love a proper social life with reliable friends and also a nice girlfriend who loves me for me and also for me to fall in love with them

[sparkidee]

I sometimes feel alone and that people dont really understand me when things go wrong or when I experience bad shit. I also fear comitting to a relationship, recently someone told me she loved me. I didnt love her and she went ape and just disowned me which I was upset about as I enjoyed talking to her and being in her company. I got over it sorta and just think meh her loss not mine, but sometimes going on the bus on your own is lonely, going to the shop can be lonely just the ipod for company

[sparkidee]

I can relate to this video I have had friends come and go and only one has really stuck around. I have tons of online friends but none I really give a crap about, they are there to chat stuff to when I'm bored. I'd say I have like 5 friends close to me and around 50 odd aquantances and others who I see out and about now and then. At the mo my best mate lives elsewhere near London and I miss him loads, friends who live near me are always conveniently busy or half the time dont really wanna talk

[fridasify]

@sparkidee definitivamente la soledad no es buena consejera, hay mucho que decir y creo que si tantas personas se toman el tiempo para expresar sinceramente lo que piensan es porque realmente tienen una necesidad y un vacío que llenar...estoy sorprendida por la cantidad de personas con el mismo problema de no poder expresar lo que sienten o sintiéndose incomprendidos, sin amor .......oh Dios y hay tanto amor para dar

[BananaBean03]

hav u heard of awk??? he makes rly good music, it helps me get over depresion n stuff like that. my personal favorite song is totally stupid

[Asuigeneris1]

I hope this doesn't sound hurtful, I'm honestly just trying to give some insight from a different perspective.

Truth is that the drama of someone with OCD's & paranoia & self hurting issues is very overwhelming I think for the average person...as much as you may love the person, they can drown you.

I've had days that I just want to bang my head on a wall to make the constant freak show stop & other days I feel very patient & in control of the sitch...I'm human, being older does help though.

[Asuigeneris1]

You know what, I think a lot of people who self injure tend to be Aspies....kind of odd but it's something I have been taking note of.

...it all seems to coincide so much with the OCD's & anxiety, I suppose everyone needs something they feel they can control obviously.

Unfortunately, though you can control the pain for that moment by introducing new pain & something to focus on...like you said with the scar vid, there is so much that it causes that haunts you forever after.

[GurlCaa]

....and "hey whats up, why dont u call me no more!??".

Be like: "was gonna ask u da same thing", and jus keep on walking!

My moral - forget abt them!

[GurlCaa]

GIRL, I understand ur sorrow...but STOP PUTTING UR HOPES IN PEOPLE & FIRENDS. THE ONLY TRUE FRIEND IN THIS LIFE IS GOD!!.

I know how it feels, everyone wants tht longtime friendship,etc,etc...but once u start to realize it doesnt exist,, u'll be happier.

Live ur live one day at a time, and jus be happy abt ur goals,music,etc whatever,not ppl...once the "friends" u had tht drift away from u and ignore u see tht ur happy doing u!!...they automatically will all of a sudden start calling u,.....

[brian5o]

I feel very left out and alone, too.

It is extremely difficult for me to make friends now. I do not put myself out there because I do not like to be venerable in case the other person does not want to be friends.

The sad thing is that I am growing apart of many of my long-time friends and I am very afraid that I will be stuck all alone one day.

I think that it is awesome that you share your experiences with all of us on You Tube. It is very helpful to all of us.

Thank you!

[harnil89]

i feel so alone like hell

[teta809]

Start relying more on family than friends. Start dating because you may find someone who will never leave your side. But I don't know your personal reasons to not date so I won't give you too much advice. Friends betray, judge and lie but so dies family sometimes. God is the only one who knows you. The real you. Godbless. You are never Alone. God is family friends and everything that puts a genuine smile on your face:) goodluck

[BipolarStateofBeing]

Your video helped me a lot, just to hear someone venting the same things I am going through. I am totally feeling the way you said in this video. My two best buds are the same way and it has been bothering me for quite some time. I'm still trying to come to terms with it all. Thanks for posting.

[DownCountryRoads]

If I might give you some advice. Take it if it feels right to you. The best way to escape from the cycle you are in is to move where noone knows you. They can not pre-judge you from past experience because they will only know what you choose to tell them. Be the person you wish to be. It may be hard to believe, but as your life moves on in a different direction there will come a time when you won't even remember their names. Do not allow yourself to be trapped by the past or who you are now.

[CalvinRocsxD]

I know how you feel.. My friends are the same.

[Breakeven979]

I live in Washington too. Same situation. Theres too many people i know to actually care if something gets out. It's like everyone knows everyone to the extent where you just want to get lost someplace for a while. I just got done with a discussion about 2 weeks ago with my cousin about how much i want to get away from these people. I need to go somewhere where Im not watched. Where i'm not known, and i don't know everyone else. Someplace...

[TheSugarhi]

You posted this on my birthday :)

[MisterNoofNoRepublic]

Its like fighting the intire world and loving it at the same time. If you need a friend I could use one. if there is one thing i cant stand is being a hypocrite, so I feel often in debt. I'm an Oregonian. I love misthalgia to an incredible extent, that it seems so long ago with these racing thoughts. I often feel super human with a wisdom that could crack a the seals of hell and destroy the gates of heaven. a millenia of age in 21 year old mind. respond how ever you feel a comment would be best

[SexBobOmb10]

I totally know how you feel, I feel completely alone at time, most of the time I am home alone and not going places. I went to a concert yesterday and no one wanted to hang out with me. I get so sad over this. I am in a period of depression right now

[tokyopiglet]

I started teach at highschool and my old girlfreind is BNP.　She used to ask me if she is useful creature to world or she just disappear to do favor to society.　I realize we all live under this fear and pressure....

I watched some of your videos and I learned a lot....thank you for posting against odds...you are so blave

[tokyopiglet]

I started teach at highschool and my old girlfreind is BNP. I watched some of your videos and I learned a lot....thank you for posting against odds...you are so blave..

[Jesuspaidoursindebt]

In our lives no matter where we could go, who we could meet or what we could see, what we could earn or be given to us, or accomplish, THERE IS NOTHING IN OUR LIVES THAT WILL EVER EVEN COME CLOSE TO THE GREATNESS OF KNOWING JESUS CHRIST OUR LORD.

[MisterNoofNoRepublic]

@Jesuspaidoursindebt- I have a friend like you. he bugs the hell into me. but i think thats why hes my friend

[XordHacker]

killllllllllllllllll seeeeeeeeeeeeellllllllllllllll­lllffffffffffffff

[MisterNoofNoRepublic]

@XordHacker what?



[crzazzwhtboy]

So i came across your video's a few times now over time and I realized watching this video that you are from Wa also. We have alot of the same mental issues if you want to chat sometime you should write to me and maybe we can talk. I live in Kennewick btw

[iamlith]

You are super rad!!!!!!!! I love your big heart!!!!

[themysterycutgirl]

I've felt like this so many times, and thought of ending it all a couple of times. But when it came to it, I couldn't I was too scared. I still cut myself. And lately I've been doing it everyday.

[jmrlfc]

life can suck n so can ppl harming yourself wont help and having ppl who just wash it off is worse hold on no matter what one day is all i say

[jmrlfc]

come to toronto we got alot in commin

[radgirlashley]

this is exactly how i feel its so crazy... i just came across this by chance.

[vdreamer03v]

If you want to get away .... hjave you ever thought of college Northern Michigan univercity is a wonderful school. That would be away you could get away and accomplish something all at the same time.

[vdreamer03v]

i think that self injury is harsh. i too have had my time as a cutter and I havent cut in three years and i think you are a beauitful girl and shouldnt be scaring yourself up or whatever your injuries are. You can stop with willpower. God bless you and help to keep you safe.

[Birdonrose]

this is nothings compared to my depressing miserable life . I'm sick of being tired and tired of being sick. I need help or may end up commiting suicide . I walk around with a smile at school but deep down I'm dying and empty.

[natbrat42]

I feel soo alone today too. Glad u r here to share and also listen.

[mirarostodo]

Such a beautiful young woman... I hope you have overcomed your difficulties and are feeling better since then.

[cassidyteufel]

Exactly I couldn't stand if someone I know found my videos that's why I have none. It's like publishing your diary

[xmoroseguyx]

I understand what you mean, xsullengirlx Thanks for the reply.

[palawajokominion]

I am going through a real shitty childhood, about a few months ago i went through a stage where i just was feeling complete insanity and didnt talk with people i didnt already like, was very dismissive and loved fighting people who were the bully/asshole type and i loved it, you have to set a serious goal that is something you really want and set yourself to accomplish it and do more things that benefit you to make you feel better about yourself works well for me and i hope it does for you too.

[xmoroseguyx]

Im a little confused, you said "going to wallmart can be kind of like going to a school reunion" Well i know that feeling! But i live in a town with a population of only around 5000 or so people, So you can imagine when i googled Spokhane, Wasington, and read that more than 200,000 people lived there, I was a bit surprised you bump into so many people you knew, I mean how big was your school?!! Or have got the wrong place?

[xsullengirlx]

@xmoroseguyx I guess a lot of the people I went to school with still live in the same part of town and all go to the same walmart, since it's in a similar area as where our school district was and all lived. It was a fairly big school but not THAT big.

[TheGator1972]

@xmoroseguyx 5k pop is huge to what I grew up with 1st was 1400 2nd was 400, 5k is like living in a city the places I lived was like walking into Cheers

[pmckilledya]

i wish i didnt repeat the title of this video to myself the second i wake up every morning

[xmoroseguyx]

Its good to hear you say "my friends measure there self worth by how many boyfriends they have had" etc... because it shows you have an intransigent strong nature, and its understandable that you dont date given your social anxiety, insomnia, and your other personal disorders, and that you stay in a lot! but you should know that a smart and beautiful girl like you could get somebody on your arm no problem!!

[MickeyT54]

Not a friend, but I hear in your description a feeling of desire to have friends who care about you. I don't believe your friends are true friends but rather long term acquaintances. Solid friends, if your lucky to have more than one, is a rare circumstance. Soild friends stay close no matter what. The one girl you mention as your best friend might feel smothered by your need to stay close. Everyone needs space to grow, including you. She might ignore you on purpose...to try to help.

[BeautifulHyster1a]

wow, this sounds EXACTLY like me, i think i might make a video soon about it, ive dropped allmy friends tho, the only "friend" i actually have is my husband but he doesnt evenb understand me AT ALL. he believes that my depression/anxiety and such is "all in my head'and i feel as if i cannot relate to him at all...i cant relate to anyone....i really for feel for you. i watch u all the time, your amazing!)

[Southfield1000]

i know how you feel

[kentratkinson]

dude where in washington!?

[vladdt]

Thank you so much for making all of these videos. I'm 21, incredibly introverted (I'm pretty sure I have schizoid personality disorder), and doing things like looking for work are hell for me. I've gotten to where I really hate leaving the house (and only do so for groceries etc.) I still keep in contact with 2 to 3 close friends, but, very loosely. My only real goal for now is to be able to work nights or from home. Thanks again.

[aboouoodee]

i can feel u , i feel the same these days , it's a shitty feeling . u are pretty btw . :)

[getTyourbodybeat]

omygod, were totally going through the same thing right now. how are you feeling now? i see you posted this around march. damn i wish we knew each other personally we'd totally click.

[0deadinside]

u r to beautiful to be alone just find a good man to take care of ya and can be there for ur emotianal and physical (hugs) needs +rare+

[Dawhitegangstagrl]

My frendz think i'm socialy aqward or sumthin but I just don't talk. I have had so many frendz leave me or move that I'm terified to get close to anyone lol so I kinda have da opposite problem. Any way I don't talk much cuz there's these guyz in one of my classes that make me feel worthless and stupid wen I talk so I feel that if o don't talk ppl won't critisize me. But I'm starting to open up...

[Liekkek]

i dont want friends and family to know my personal problems either, so i post mine on the internet aswell =/

[vegavegeta84]

take care, life is tough.

[Richard20TRILLION]

this sounds similar to a woman i met online (we both have social anxiety/depression). we got really intense and talked all of the time, so much, relied on each other, and now since a month or two ago she met this guy and we hardly ever talk now, at all. it's like i've been built up and then dropped from a height. she lives in north america so its so difficult anyway, but its as if a lifeline has been taken away from me, i have never been so connected to someone. you seem so similar to me. :)

[tnt1badrule50]

im feeling the same rite now except i told my friends dat i didn't want to talk anymore becuz they literally thought i was gay for the most childish reasons so im pretty much down to only one now. im all alone at a college in arkansas and i hate it here and now i met this girl over thanksgiving dat i totally like, we have so much in common and the way i feel about her obliterates any feeling ive ever had but i think itz not mutual so i feel dat if i can't even make it work with her im hopeless

[tnt1badrule50]

itz like, i've only known her for two weeks but i realize anything i've felt for anyone else was nuttin but lust, like i've thought about her every nite since the nite i met her, and things have happened that make it seem i have a chance, then things that point to the opposite, so i don't kno if i'm makin something out of nuttin or if i'm just being a pussy, i really don't kno wat to do, any advice???

[krider11]

check out my dirty diana remix vid... if you get too loney, come visit in ct...

[budman204]

wow i feel the exzactley same way you do to i live ina smal ass town to and i can relate to evrey thing u are talking about to in this vid

[heavenlycharm86]

hahahha lololo yea i totaly get the small town shit ...i live in a seriously small town and its just drive'n me crrrazy..mostly cuz ppl need to mind there own life and shit ya know how people can get ....i miss the city...it's much better there. i get the mature thing too......it sucks i can't relate to mine too..

[buddhasknowbest]

You are so beautiful... wow.

[katieshallstalkyou]

Do you live in Washington?

[xsullengirlx]

yes :)

[jaykay1447]

This video is close to my heart, I can relate SO SO well.

I hope things are better for you, you deserve it.

<3

[XxXxTearstoRosesXxXx]

It's so sad...when you have such good friends and then...they just drop you. Right now...i don't have any friends because im so afraid of getting hurt again. It's because of broken friendships, promises, and relationships that i am how i am today.

[brian5o]

@XxXxTearstoRosesXxXx

That is very sad. I am terribly sorry to hear that but I definitely understand. It is for the reasons that you mention that I don't even try to date anymore which is equally sad.

I hope that you can find some good friends, it is very important to have a support network, it definitely makes dealing with life's stressers much easier.

Good luck, I wish you the best!

[nowXyouseeme]

I hope you're feeling a bit better now; I really try to avoid self-injuring, because it makes the people that notice upset and that makes me feel worse. I used to be really co-dependent of my boyfriend, and that dependency really sucks. Building yourself up really helps, even if its just a mantra of "im strong and independent," etc. & you're right; it's almost easier to be around a stranger since you can't be judged.

[foxysteve19]

you have preaty eyes... sry that you feel so down :(

[mollysayshi]

I feel exactly the same. Over petty, stupid stuff too..:\ x

[MMDCCXLIII]

I know how you feel :/

[lolkid101]

i dont share my stuff with anyone either ! Just with complete strangers that way i wont hurt much if they hate me or critizise me or something .. I highly recommend u friend to go to Dailystrength . dot com u might feel confortable there friend :) if u do so let me know so i can add u :) I'd love to be ur friend since i feel so related to u !!! :) TAKE CARE !!

[blondieblonde15]

i feel really bad for you...don't worry life will change...my life changed...if theres hope for me...theres hope for you :]

[xsullengirlx]

Thank you for your kind words, they mean a lot to me :)

[gamefan101]

I feel the same way. Ive been dealing with my tourrettes syndrome all of my life Im so constricted to what I can do and no one else can understand or atleast my friends which i have few of. if you want anyone to talk to whenever i do have a myspace/tzangetsu add me anytime if you ever want to talk im exactly or I feel like im exactly like you

[Silver7Star7Seven]

I try to avoid relationships because I always end up getting hurt. If someone is jerky on the phone with me I assume the worst. If someone doesn't talk to me for awhile I assume they do not like me. When I see people talking and laughing in public I assume they are making fun of me some how....Its horrible. I don't self injure but I understand the borderline traits because unfortunately I have severe issues with it. It makes me feel terrible. Sometimes I feel like ending it all.

[XFry333X]

I almost cried reading this. I feel the same way. I wish I could stop. I want to really bad. I wonder why, I get 2 hours of sleep a day and I can't sleep at night because these thoughts keep bashing me in the head. I've been that way for 17 years, since day one.

[ibederping]

@Silver7Star7Seven go cry emo kid



[Silver7Star7Seven]

I'm a loner too for the most part. I don't understand the self-injury but I definitely understand the depression and anxiety. My "crutch" person was my cousin and best friend. He is engaged and I haven't talked to him in like 6 or 7 months. I feel kind of lost without him. I feel the SAME way you do. I have contradictory feelings of wanting someone and not wanting someone at the same time.

[songlag]

lucky to have friends I don't have any

[amenah1989]

i feel like i'm behind all the others that are my age. i'm sick of living in this small city. i have like no friends. i have severe anxiety. a couple of years ago my bestfriend ditched me wen i needed him for this old guy. long story lol. we have a lot in common. and i can understand wat u r saying about not being able to relate to people because of the experiences i had had, i dont know what to talk about to ppl. i wish i could meet u in person but i think u said u live in america. xox

[bcality]

You're really hot.

[AprilDawn555]

I have had 4 or 5 close friends at different times in my life and eventually there was always some sort of distance put in between us by life. Having female friends was a major priority for me but their priorities were almost always boys and then eventually marriage, and family. Either friendship was their last priority or maybe we just didn't see eye to eye once time had past. My point - I think this happens a lot... you're not alone.

[xsullengirlx]

That's a good outlook - and very true. :) Thanks

[masterthehate]

I'd be there for you ;)

[xsnrgman]

I'm always alone. Maybe I choose this or maybe I don't want to change this...but yet I want things to change. Life can be difficult. I don't really have that many friends...maybe 1 or 2 (2 is a stretch) but that's it. I usually just hang with myself. I've been living with depression since I was 15. I never really had a g/f. Was too shy or just missed my chance. Doesn't matter now. Just make the most of your life like I am. Try to be happy with what you have.

[proxymurder]

Why quit? and be happy with what you have!? You have to be greedy cause you don't live for ever. I mean how do you actually know if you are satisfied with your life if you only know very little about it?

[xsnrgman]

Greed is sin.

[proxymurder]

Yes according to a book! If every one followed that book there would be no such thing as evolution, and that my friend is some thing I don't wan't to live without and I am pretty sure that you don't wan't that either.

[xsnrgman]

What's the damn sense in always wanting to buy more and more?! It's not like I would ever get everything I wanted to buy unless I had a few million dollars! I make an average amount of money now and am comfortable. It doesn't mean I have true happiness. If nobody outside of my immediate family cares much about me then what's the point? I'll end up really old and poor. Some of you people are freaking selfish. Why would I want to live among hypocrites anyway?

[ClassyBug]

We think a like. My friends don't try to understand me at all. I feel lonely most of the time. I feel like noone really cares.

[ultimategoobah]

I care! send my your story and ill tell u how big of a geek u r! :D

[hardspell2001]

one are u sxe two dont feel so bad i going to through so many of these same things

[SupGirlCJ]

haha maybe things will go a different direction in highschool. im really thinking about what the reason is and i'm starting to see some things that i say that may be taken the wrong way. i know not to care what other people think but im a social person and it stings bad when people look at me the way they do. but its my friends who have held me together even if they don't know it =)

[xsnrgman]

But one day 10 years down the road they might not be around. People move on with their lives and some forget or they just don't talk with those they knew in school anymore. I'm glad that's in the distant past for me now....

[SupGirlCJ]

i feel alone for a different reason. people seem to shy away from me whenever i talk to them and i don't understand why. it's so confusing. its mainly at school but its been since grade one. it's so confusing. but things are starting to go uphill =)

[Adrianand]

I understand where you are coming...I feel like I'm in the same boat....

[Stephaniebunny123]

i felt like watching this (even though im not a friend) because i feel alone and it explains me right now because im the "youngest" in the group. =(

[hjbit]

why do people keep talking about getting a shrink? like its just that easy? you cant just go to a psychiatrist...ive been on a waiting list for a fucking year...and because my appointment falls on a day i work if i try to post-pone it i will be put back at the bottom of the list and wait another 2 years....there aint no fucking help unless you attempt suicide.

[Avexle]

wow you got balls...........well you dont but you do you know what i mean anyway just ferget about everythin and educate urself like im doin u might end up like my family rich as fuck nuts and livin the life in lambos...............tho i cant say i have many freinds

[southkorean2008]

get a shrink...go to support groups...make some new friends, if you keep self analyzing all the time and counting days when you have not seen someone or spoken to someone you are bound end up feeling more depressed. Good luck

[oneeyethenoo]

Babe, you are way too external. I will not buy into anyones crap. You are not crazy, your mindset is egoic. Who cares what people think of you, no one can hurt you anyway, you can only hammer yourself. Wakey wakey. What does it matter about others, see it in yourself first. xx

[jamiejizzle3090]

u r fit

[juggl3]

i agree with u right now

[tlcp98]

thats not nice people might be the kind you like as your bff and no whon els can whach it if it is for safety thats good the web is filled with bad things

[omletedreamer]

wow. rich people who whine an moan while my family scrabbles for a hot dog at a funfair

[fraggazz]

u r one pretty gal dont depend on ur friends for happiness it comes from learn to love urself

[olive487]

I'm so glad I found you. I found that my long-term friends and I grew apart-just like you and yours. So, I found new friends who don't date either, and I'm much happier.

[guyh2oi]

don't take things so hard. Life is to short.

I left my girlfriend about a month ago and moved back in with my exwife and daughter.

I love my girlfriend and she hates me now.

You will find love in your life and then with it hapiness.

true love is caring about the other persons feelings more than your own.

true friends will always be there if you need them...

[IdiotSpy]

my friends cant help me, my gf got over me and

went out with my best friend

[peaceman1234567]

Pretty girl.

[codnose]

Why are you telling us?

[xsullengirlx]

Why are you watching?

[omletedreamer]

it was on the front page

[jonathan12376]

lol

[EvilKris]

it's a pretty natural reaction to a natural situation. Friends are friends but you become so much more intimate with a lover, it's not like she doesn't like you but she's more into the guy. You'd react in the same way if you found a guy you loved, probably. Just the way things are.

[80Cetbal08]

Wow!

I can really relate to your video!! just, wow!.

[MeganMarieMacaronii]

thats how i am too. been stuck in the house with a fueding family for i dont know how long and im scared to call any of my friends. but your video made me feel better believe it or not [:

[starbabe58]

a good video i feel left out some times

[Rapportus5]

Feeling your pain sullengirl. When I got to college I lost all of my old friends to their girlfriends. :(

Now I dont have any :(

[xsullengirlx]

Thank you for the compliment and well wishes. :) I hope that things get better for everyone else feeling alone, too. Its a terrible feeling.

[punkrockerchic1989]

omg you just told my life story hun. I don't hve many friends but the ones i do have i don't see very often and the are all getting married or are married which i think is stupide cuz we are only 19 and just out of high school but whatever that is their choose well im running out of space so ill message you

[funhippychick]

girls who r obsessed with their boyfriends r bitches.

ive lost plenty of friends over that shit.

[xvxtrappxvx]

im way younger then u but i can deffintly relate to this.......ive recently been put on probation and havent been able to my friends at all....because they all drink and with me having a 6 o clock curfew it doesnt really work out... and it really pisses me off that they would rather go out drink and party and such instead of come to my house or something... ive basically been at my house for 2 months and havent done shit... probation ruined my life

[sisterxanadu]

you are so not alone!

i had this kind of discussion with one of my really close friends, and she said she wud make more of an effort, then found out off another one of our close mates that she feels she cant spend much time with her bf cos im always texting her - which wasnt true and made me feel like poo, so i just backed off completly - suprise suprise we hadnt spoke4 3 days! its sooo frustrating wen ur mates dnt make time 4 u nemore, bt ur not alone sweets - we r always here 4u! mwah! xxx

[PinkieMandi]

i hate when that happens!!

the girl i was best friends with (since we were 4 yrs old) was someone who i was always with.. if there was a party or something we always went together and we would go to the mall together all the time. i used to have a problem with ordering things (like food at the mall and stuff) she she would always do it for me (and i paid for her cuz she had like no money) and she had my bank card pin and everything and she totally ditched me when she got her current bf

it sucks!

[electricxbeauty]

I know how you feel...But none of my friends have boyfriends really, they just enjoy ditching me. Try not to let it get to you though, you have a lot of people on youtube that support you and care about you.

[darlingtester1982]

Hello Babe, Main thing is that you have friends to support you that all it matters, lots of hugs kisses love Gizmo xox

[87blahh87]

I kind of have the same type of thing happening with my friends right now..they all seem to have better things to do then hang out with me. I haven't really spoken to my close friend for like a month at least and last time I saw her was around Christmas so I know what you mean. Unless someone that I'm close to is going to a social type thing then I wont go...I find myself just sitting around the house and I don't like it. If you ever want to talk feel free to send me a message.

[LizaFl85]

you're not alone. we all go through that. sometimes friends forget to maintain their own lives when they have boyfriends and we also can become guilty of that as well.

[UninvitedFeelings]

just left you a message on MSN. but i just wanted to say it here, too... don't let it bother you, your friends obviously don't know how awesome you are and how much you're worth if they ditch you like that. my best friend does that to me sometimes, and i've been guilty of it, too... but i felt super bad after and i stopped, and now i'm single, so as it is, i can't be ditching anyone. i don't have anything to do, either, i sit around all day, and feeling terrible. message me sometime. <3

[skybabystrange]

I know what you mean about the social anxiety. I feel that I depend on others to allow me to do anything and it sucks, although I have had to learn to go to college on my own and that helps a bit but when it comes down to it, I don't want to be alone in the outside world. I hope your friends may realise that they've just left you behind and things get better soon. Take care, Holly

[VotaryMary]

Sorry your friends have their priorities out of whack. I totally know what you mean about wanting to move someplace new and start over. I hope things pick up soon...